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or not go at all, that's fine. Either way,	0id
um, I would like to try that	7ack
And if it doesn't work, can we tweak? Oh yeah, we can always make changes. Maybe certain things will work really well. It Certain things, we'll have to take off the list altogether, maybe substitute something else. Yeah, we can, we can make edits to it the whole time you're here. Okay, we can just make a document that changes as as needed. But if you think it's a good starting place, I'll go and print this up as it is, and give you a copy and we can resume with today's session. And then next time I see in a week, or call the rest of the treatment plan. Beside the plan, yes. Thanks, Allison.	1irq
Thank you.	2gt
Hi Joe, How are doing today?	2gt
I am alright	0id
Just alright?	4crq
I mean obviously I'm not doing great I you know asked you to have this session we didn't we weren't scheduled for today. I just I don't know I just I'm feeling you know, depressed as usual but it's just it's stronger and I'm just feeling I just don't want to wake up I just	6cd
rough time of things?	4crq
Yeah	7ack
what was causing it?	1irq
Not really. I mean, it's just the same except one You know, like, I just I feel like what's the point? I don't feel like continuing on.	0id
You don't feel like continuing with your life.	4crq
Yeah, kind of	6cd
Have you been having thoughts of suicide?	5yq
I mean, I think about what it would be like to just end things. I think it would be a lot easier. But at the same time, like, I can't imagine doing it. But you know, I can't say I haven't thought about it.	0id
So you have some thoughts about it, what prevents you from doing it?	1irq
I don't know. I mean, I guess I know what it would be like for my family. I don't want to hurt them.	0id
They would be hurt?	4crq
Yes and it's scary, I mean, the thought of dying is scary, but the thought of going on is painful.	6cd
So it almost sounds as if by squaring it down a bit.	0id
Yeah, I kind of feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. Like I just don't know where to go from here.	0id
Have you worked out in a specific plan or so?	5yq
No, I mean, you know, you know, I thought like if I were to do it, you know, ways but not not specific because I just don't think that I could do it, you know, like, I don't. I thought about suicide, but I don't like, seriously consider it as an option. But it's starting to like creep into my thoughts. And it never has before so that I'm like, kind of concerned about that. Like, I guess I know. Sometimes people like really planted and but for me, I've it's an I've never really considered it before so it's really scaryfor me.	0id
So, this how long been going on this feelings?	1irq
Um, I think like in the past couple of days, it started you know, more so and then like today, it was just like the first thought in my head and I couldn't stop thinking about it and that's why I wanted to see you because I'm just feeling I'm starting to feel like a little bit out of control.	0id
Okay, so and today and maybe the past few days been kind of new feeling that a new thought you don't want to continue life continue living. But at the same time, you don't want to commit suicide. You don't have a plan.	0id
Yeah, I don't want to I, I really don't want to but, you know, like I said, I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place like it. It's not, I know it's not a good option. I just like Sometimes I feel like I'm so stuck. I just don't know where else to go.	7ack
So if, we'll call it feeling depression, right, because that's what we've talked about before, is the depression will go away? Do you think that would change your outlook on?	5yq
Definitely, I think that is like the reason why I, the reason why the thought of not living anymore comes into my head is because of my depression because I just feel so like, my emotions are out of control, because I wake up feeling so down and so useless and pointless, that it makes me wish that I was dead. But if I didn't have that feeling, then I wouldn't wish that I was dead. Because I know that my life has value and I know that my family would want me around and I know there's a future for me, but my feelings make me feel like my future is just dark and pointless	0id
Alright these suicidal ideations I know you're, you're telling me you haven't had them before, so I can appreciate that they're scary. They could be scary, even if you hadn't had them before, are fairly common with depression. And you've, it sounds like what you're really saying is you're frustrated, and you're tired of being sick. And I think that you make a valid point when you say your family would be upset if you happen to regularly talk about your family before and it would seem to be very upset. When I see your life has value. I want to try to hang on to that thought. After we're done here today, tell me what you have planned for us today.	0id
Well, I didn't I didn't really have plans because I kind of you know, came here feeling like I really needed to see you so I kind of put things on hold but I mean, I guess I would go home and, and, you know, I'm not really sure.	0id
Anywhere else you will go?	5yq
No. But, I mean, I probably could go to my parents house if I needed to, I could probably call them in and see, you know, it's getting close to the afternoon so they get off work soon.	9on
Can you do that for me? Can you go there?	5yq
Yeah, I think that's a good idea.	8op
And we'll kind of play by here from that point. I'm going to see you today. We'll we'll do some work today. Well, I'll see you again tomorrow. All right. So if you could spend a night there that that would be a wiser choice, given your thoughts and your feelings right now. Have you ever haven't used the term contract for safety?	1irq
I think you mentioned it before. I'm not really sure.	0id
Okay. So what it means is you kind of an only if it's authentic, I want this to be true is kind of where you promised me that you're going to be safe until I see you again, right for the foreseeable future that you don't have any intent or plan to harm yourself. Can you make that promise to me now?	5yq
Yeah	8op
Okay. All right. So give me a minute and I'll come back and overcome a bit today. And now I'm going to schedule you see tomorrow as well.	0id
yeah.	8op
okay	7ack
Thank you.	2gt
Thanks, Joe.	2gt
Hi Rebecca, How are you doing?	2gt
I am good, how are you?	2gt
my right hand	0id
Your right hand would be all right to ask you some questions about your memory.	3gc
I guess	7ack
Okay, thank you. I'm gonna ask you some questions and give you some problems to solve. Please try to answer them as best as you can.	3gc
Okay	7ack
What year is this?	1irq
2015	0id
what season of the year is this?	1irq
winter	0id
what is the date today?	1irq
January 20.	0id
what day of the week is this ?	1irq
Tuesday	0id
What month is this	1irq
January	0id
Can you tell me what country we are in?	1irq
United States	0id
Do you know what county we're in?	1irq
Newcastle	0id
Do you know what city we're in?	1irq
Newcastle	0id
do the name or the address of this building?	1irq
was it Graduate Center? Three weeks away 31 weeks away	0id
What floor of the building are we on?	1irq
First floor	0id
remember what they are because I'm going to ask you to name them again in a few minutes.	3gc
okay	7ack
What were the three objects I asked you to remember earlier?	1irq
world? No. Apple. I can't remember.	0id
Thank you. That concludes this test on that. Thank you for your cooperation.	3gc
Thank you	3gc
Hi Smith How you doing today?	2gt
Good. How are you?	2gt
Um, things you know, I've been really sort of preoccupied and anxious a lot this week. My daughter got sick. So I had to take three days off of work to take care of her and I'm starting to worry, she's been sick a lot since I've gone back to work she's in daycare. And I've had to take a lot of time off work and I'm getting close to going over my allotted amount of days. And so I'm finding myself being very anxious about that and then feeling guilty because when I'm trying to take care of her, I'm always worrying about work so,	0id
okay, sounds like a couple things may be going on. In child has been sick so youre taken off days. So there's a little worried about your relationship with your employer. At the same time, you want to make sure you're taking good care of your child having trouble reconciling those two.	3gc
Yeah.	7ack
All right. What was the last time it happened, can you described what happened?	1irq
The last time I had to take off work?	0id
Hmm	7ack
It was just this week. She woke up one morning with a really high fever. So I had to call out that day and then she still had a favourites The next day, and then I had to take a third day because she has to be fever free before she can go back to daycare. So the first day was, I was okay with that. But then like the second and then when I started realizing that I was going to have to take a third day, and I really start to get kind of panicky and were worried about it.	0id
Alright, so let me see. Let's go through each day. Right. So the first day when we discovered that she was sick, right well, we Thinking that when you had to call out of work	3gc
Okay, so you're thinking was this isn't ideal, but I can I can live with it.	4crq
Yes	6cd
Just one, just one day?	4crq
right	6cd
How about one on one, day two, when you realize that you're gonna have to take a second day,	1irq
and I got a little bit more worried and then I did start to also, you know, add the worry of I was going to start to get behind at work. Not only was I missing more time, but I was also going to be behind on my work. So then I started thinking, when I go back, it's going to be a mad scramble and kind of catch up and keep up with everything. And you know, so it was going to became worrying about my workload and worrying about taking more time.	0id
Okay. So a little more stressful version of what happened on day one. And then how about when you discovered that you had to take a third day off?	1irq
I was then it was just more amplified, you know, amplified worry, and it was a lot harder for me to let it go. I just kept thinking I kept going back to it. And then I started feeling guilty. Because I was so preoccupied worried about that. And I was trying to answer emails and do some stuff and send out some emails to people that I work with to try to help me out with things at work since I wasn't there. And then I felt guilty because I wasn't really caring for my child as best as I felt I should have been, you know, I started feeling kinda like a bad mom.	0id
So guilty and a bad mom. And that was mostly on third. That was the worst of it.	3gc
Yes.	7ack
Well, I checked in with the main office and you know, I just said I'm really you know, I'm starting to worry I'm getting I know I'm had to take a lot of time. But you know, I've done the best I can to try to make other arrangements but my, you know, just starting back in, starting in daycare, she's just been sick a lot, and I can't control it. I'm doing the best I can. You know, I asked them if there was anything I needed to do as far as providing doctor's notes and stuff. And they said no, that they you know, they don't need a doctor's note since it was my daughter that was sick. They said there's nothing nothing that I really couldn't do and just try to not have it happen much more if I can	0id
just do what I can to not miss more. So they said that?	4crq

or not go at all, that's fine. Either way,

0id

um, I would like to try that

7ack

And if it doesn't work, can we tweak? Oh yeah, we can always make changes. Maybe certain things will work really well. It Certain things, we'll have to take off the list altogether, maybe substitute something else. Yeah, we can, we can make edits to it the whole time you're here. Okay, we can just make a document that changes as as needed. But if you think it's a good starting place, I'll go and print this up as it is, and give you a copy and we can resume with today's session. And then next time I see in a week, or call the rest of the treatment plan. Beside the plan, yes. Thanks, Allison.

1irq

Thank you.

2gt

Hi Joe, How are doing today?

2gt

I am alright

0id

Just alright?

4crq

I mean obviously I'm not doing great I you know asked you to have this session we didn't we weren't scheduled for today. I just I don't know I just I'm feeling you know, depressed as usual but it's just it's stronger and I'm just feeling I just don't want to wake up I just

6cd

rough time of things?

4crq

Yeah

7ack

what was causing it?

1irq

Not really. I mean, it's just the same except one You know, like, I just I feel like what's the point? I don't feel like continuing on.

0id

You don't feel like continuing with your life.

4crq

Yeah, kind of

6cd

Have you been having thoughts of suicide?

5yq

I mean, I think about what it would be like to just end things. I think it would be a lot easier. But at the same time, like, I can't imagine doing it. But you know, I can't say I haven't thought about it.

0id

So you have some thoughts about it, what prevents you from doing it?

1irq

I don't know. I mean, I guess I know what it would be like for my family. I don't want to hurt them.

0id

They would be hurt?

4crq

Yes and it's scary, I mean, the thought of dying is scary, but the thought of going on is painful.

6cd

So it almost sounds as if by squaring it down a bit.

0id

Yeah, I kind of feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. Like I just don't know where to go from here.

0id

Have you worked out in a specific plan or so?

5yq

No, I mean, you know, you know, I thought like if I were to do it, you know, ways but not not specific because I just don't think that I could do it, you know, like, I don't. I thought about suicide, but I don't like, seriously consider it as an option. But it's starting to like creep into my thoughts. And it never has before so that I'm like, kind of concerned about that. Like, I guess I know. Sometimes people like really planted and but for me, I've it's an I've never really considered it before so it's really scaryfor me.

0id

So, this how long been going on this feelings?

1irq

Um, I think like in the past couple of days, it started you know, more so and then like today, it was just like the first thought in my head and I couldn't stop thinking about it and that's why I wanted to see you because I'm just feeling I'm starting to feel like a little bit out of control.

0id

Okay, so and today and maybe the past few days been kind of new feeling that a new thought you don't want to continue life continue living. But at the same time, you don't want to commit suicide. You don't have a plan.

0id

Yeah, I don't want to I, I really don't want to but, you know, like I said, I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place like it. It's not, I know it's not a good option. I just like Sometimes I feel like I'm so stuck. I just don't know where else to go.

7ack

So if, we'll call it feeling depression, right, because that's what we've talked about before, is the depression will go away? Do you think that would change your outlook on?

5yq

Definitely, I think that is like the reason why I, the reason why the thought of not living anymore comes into my head is because of my depression because I just feel so like, my emotions are out of control, because I wake up feeling so down and so useless and pointless, that it makes me wish that I was dead. But if I didn't have that feeling, then I wouldn't wish that I was dead. Because I know that my life has value and I know that my family would want me around and I know there's a future for me, but my feelings make me feel like my future is just dark and pointless

0id

Alright these suicidal ideations I know you're, you're telling me you haven't had them before, so I can appreciate that they're scary. They could be scary, even if you hadn't had them before, are fairly common with depression. And you've, it sounds like what you're really saying is you're frustrated, and you're tired of being sick. And I think that you make a valid point when you say your family would be upset if you happen to regularly talk about your family before and it would seem to be very upset. When I see your life has value. I want to try to hang on to that thought. After we're done here today, tell me what you have planned for us today.

0id

Well, I didn't I didn't really have plans because I kind of you know, came here feeling like I really needed to see you so I kind of put things on hold but I mean, I guess I would go home and, and, you know, I'm not really sure.

0id

Anywhere else you will go?

5yq

No. But, I mean, I probably could go to my parents house if I needed to, I could probably call them in and see, you know, it's getting close to the afternoon so they get off work soon.

9on

Can you do that for me? Can you go there?

5yq

Yeah, I think that's a good idea.

8op

And we'll kind of play by here from that point. I'm going to see you today. We'll we'll do some work today. Well, I'll see you again tomorrow. All right. So if you could spend a night there that that would be a wiser choice, given your thoughts and your feelings right now. Have you ever haven't used the term contract for safety?

1irq

I think you mentioned it before. I'm not really sure.

0id

Okay. So what it means is you kind of an only if it's authentic, I want this to be true is kind of where you promised me that you're going to be safe until I see you again, right for the foreseeable future that you don't have any intent or plan to harm yourself. Can you make that promise to me now?

5yq

Yeah

8op

Okay. All right. So give me a minute and I'll come back and overcome a bit today. And now I'm going to schedule you see tomorrow as well.

0id

yeah.

8op

okay

7ack

Thank you.

2gt

Thanks, Joe.

2gt

Hi Rebecca, How are you doing?

2gt

I am good, how are you?

2gt

my right hand

0id

Your right hand would be all right to ask you some questions about your memory.

3gc

I guess

7ack

Okay, thank you. I'm gonna ask you some questions and give you some problems to solve. Please try to answer them as best as you can.

3gc

Okay

7ack

What year is this?

1irq

2015

0id

what season of the year is this?

1irq

winter

0id

what is the date today?

1irq

January 20.

0id

what day of the week is this ?

1irq

Tuesday

0id

What month is this

1irq

January

0id

Can you tell me what country we are in?

1irq

United States

0id

Do you know what county we're in?

1irq

Newcastle

0id

Do you know what city we're in?

1irq

Newcastle

0id

do the name or the address of this building?

1irq

was it Graduate Center? Three weeks away 31 weeks away

0id

What floor of the building are we on?

1irq

First floor

0id

remember what they are because I'm going to ask you to name them again in a few minutes.

3gc

okay

7ack

What were the three objects I asked you to remember earlier?

1irq

world? No. Apple. I can't remember.

0id

Thank you. That concludes this test on that. Thank you for your cooperation.

3gc

Thank you

3gc

Hi Smith How you doing today?

2gt

Good. How are you?

2gt

Um, things you know, I've been really sort of preoccupied and anxious a lot this week. My daughter got sick. So I had to take three days off of work to take care of her and I'm starting to worry, she's been sick a lot since I've gone back to work she's in daycare. And I've had to take a lot of time off work and I'm getting close to going over my allotted amount of days. And so I'm finding myself being very anxious about that and then feeling guilty because when I'm trying to take care of her, I'm always worrying about work so,

0id

okay, sounds like a couple things may be going on. In child has been sick so youre taken off days. So there's a little worried about your relationship with your employer. At the same time, you want to make sure you're taking good care of your child having trouble reconciling those two.

3gc

Yeah.

7ack

All right. What was the last time it happened, can you described what happened?

1irq

The last time I had to take off work?

0id

Hmm

7ack

It was just this week. She woke up one morning with a really high fever. So I had to call out that day and then she still had a favourites The next day, and then I had to take a third day because she has to be fever free before she can go back to daycare. So the first day was, I was okay with that. But then like the second and then when I started realizing that I was going to have to take a third day, and I really start to get kind of panicky and were worried about it.

0id

Alright, so let me see. Let's go through each day. Right. So the first day when we discovered that she was sick, right well, we Thinking that when you had to call out of work

3gc

Okay, so you're thinking was this isn't ideal, but I can I can live with it.

4crq

Yes

6cd

Just one, just one day?

4crq

right

6cd

How about one on one, day two, when you realize that you're gonna have to take a second day,

1irq

and I got a little bit more worried and then I did start to also, you know, add the worry of I was going to start to get behind at work. Not only was I missing more time, but I was also going to be behind on my work. So then I started thinking, when I go back, it's going to be a mad scramble and kind of catch up and keep up with everything. And you know, so it was going to became worrying about my workload and worrying about taking more time.

0id

Okay. So a little more stressful version of what happened on day one. And then how about when you discovered that you had to take a third day off?

1irq

I was then it was just more amplified, you know, amplified worry, and it was a lot harder for me to let it go. I just kept thinking I kept going back to it. And then I started feeling guilty. Because I was so preoccupied worried about that. And I was trying to answer emails and do some stuff and send out some emails to people that I work with to try to help me out with things at work since I wasn't there. And then I felt guilty because I wasn't really caring for my child as best as I felt I should have been, you know, I started feeling kinda like a bad mom.

0id

So guilty and a bad mom. And that was mostly on third. That was the worst of it.

3gc

Yes.

7ack

Well, I checked in with the main office and you know, I just said I'm really you know, I'm starting to worry I'm getting I know I'm had to take a lot of time. But you know, I've done the best I can to try to make other arrangements but my, you know, just starting back in, starting in daycare, she's just been sick a lot, and I can't control it. I'm doing the best I can. You know, I asked them if there was anything I needed to do as far as providing doctor's notes and stuff. And they said no, that they you know, they don't need a doctor's note since it was my daughter that was sick. They said there's nothing nothing that I really couldn't do and just try to not have it happen much more if I can

0id

just do what I can to not miss more. So they said that?

4crq