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10od
If you had to stop using entirely Would you be able to?
1irq
Yeah. Yeah. I mean I don't want to
0id
but you could?
5yq
Yeah
8op
How about befor the marijuana same thing?
1irq
Oh, yeah. That's so yeah. Just every now and then.
0id
And the other substances you like Tell me about?
1irq
well, like experimented in college a little bit, like track speed and cocaine a couple times, but I really like that
0id
and no use since then?
5yq
No
9on
All right. Have you ever been treated for substance abuse?
5yq
No
9on
Yeah, yeah.
8op
Tell me about that.
1irq
Yeah. Um, well, I went with my husband on a business trips to Las Vegas one time. And you know, we'll go to Atlantic City, you know, maybe. Well, I guess we've been there. Well, once a year, not quite once a year.
0id
Okay. Can you tell us about your experience when you have gone? From Sure. gambling and what happened?
1irq
Um, well, I mean, mostly I like to go to see the shows. And then others I'll say, yeah, we're going to spend a certain Money, and we take that much and then when that's done, that's done.
0id
Okay. So you feel you have a gambling problem.
11orq
No
9on
Yeah, I did. I saw a counselor a few years ago.
8op
Do you remember what year?
1irq
it was that like 2010
0id
How long did you see the counselor?
1irq
It wasn't that long. She was kind of I wasn't that impressed. You know, maybe maybe two months.
0id
So what what happened of course that too much?
4crq
Well, I just wasn't wasn't that comfortable with her. She just seemed, I don't know how to describe it. Like, I didn't have a lot of confidence in her. She's seen really, She didn't seem very sure of herself. She seemed really like insecure herself. And I kind of felt like I wanted to take my problems to this person. Like, I don't know how to explain it and just it didn't feel very effective and
6cd
Okay, can you tell me how you terminated treatment? Did you cancel appointment and that was it or did you have obsession where you wrap things up with them?
1irq
No, I just stopped going
0id
stop going?
4crq
Yeah. I missed an appointment and then I didn't call to reschedule.
6cd
So it sounds like the reason that you didn't continue treatment was you didn't feel the counselor Really wasn't doing that great job felt secure and confident.
4crq
Yeah, she didn't get me or understand. Yeah. I didn't know how it was gonna help me anyway.
6cd
It's not uncommon throughout the course of someone's treatment, that they're treated by a counselor, mental health clinician, they don't quite become in sync with like this. That's not uncommon. Like, like you've recognizing that, perhaps she didn't understand you quite well. That's not uncommon. But what I like to do in our counseling relationship is if you feel that's the case, if you communicate that to me, and we can talk about that
3gc
oka Yeah.I appreciate that.
3gc
Was there any other mental health treatment you've ever received? Either inpatient, outpatient?
5yq
Yeah, in college after that thing happens. I did they wanted me to see the counselor there and when you know, like Two or three times
8op
after the onset of marijuana?
4crq
Yeah
6cd
so it kind of got mandated?
5yq
Yeah, exactly. I like went to a group. And I talked somebody they asked me a bunch of questions like that and then I saw someone one other time.
8op
Yeah.
8op
Wilmington, Delaware
0id
and how about which city and state you were raised in?
1irq
Wellington
0id
Okay. Do you speak any other languages other than English
5yq
Spanish not fluently but pretty well, pretty well.
8op
Tell me who raised you?
1irq
My parents
0id
biologic parents?
4crq
Yeah
6cd
At any point during childhood, have you ever raised by anybody else temporarily?
5yq
No. My grandmother lived with us for a little while but middle school or high school but
9on
can you tell me briefly what your life was like growing up.
1irq
Yeah, it was pretty normal childhood I guess. My mom was, she was angry, angry person, but it was, you know, my two sisters and me and my parents and we didn't want for anything. My parents loved us pretty much. And you know, we went to good schools. My mom, you know, my mom was pretty angry. Well, at least towards me
0id
not so much toward you?
4crq
my sisters now. I mean sometimes. My sisters in my dad she was like Angry in general. I guess I got the most of it. couldn't think, I don't know. I was wondering if is connected to my boss and the women at work? I don't know. That's kind of why I'm here. And it happened, you know, in the neighborhood too the women in the neighborhood after we moved to this new neighborhood, and I'm really feeling like, it's me and groups of women. And it's there. I don't know. I don't know you're the expert. But you asked me what my what my childhood was like, and, like, I can't complain. I wasn't like abused i like i said i was hit sometimes but that was the way you know, I was hit more than my sisters for sure because I was the oldest. My sisters were I was the oldest, my middle sister was I don't know if you want this to answer your question or no
6cd
Okay. My sisters were perfect. You know, my my middle sister was she always got good grades. She did exactly what my parents wanted. She was the one like She'd wake up by herself several hours before school started and get herself already make herself breakfast you know. She was just always a good girl And I mean, I wasn't bad at all but I don't now
4crq
So the family dynamic you're speaking about when did that change or hasn't changed?
1irq
It hasn't changed.
0id
What age should you move out of your parents?
1irq
college
0id
should be at around 19
5yq
Yeah
8op
you know, yelling my mom yelled a lot. Like I said she didn't hold back from you know, smacking my face or pulling my hair like that. When I was younger when I got older, she didn't do it as much. You know I could kind of push her away But it wasn't, you know, Yeah, that was it or other than that.
0id
He didn't get involved in the discipline component.
4crq
No, I mean, that was mom.
6cd
No
9on
and he is supportive of that?
5yq
Yeah. He It was kind of his idea. At first I thought I thought he was right. And I want to try it again.
8op
Definately
8op
How long have you been married?
1irq
15 years.
0id
and Where do they live? Like what do you?
1irq
with my husband and me
0id
every day?
5yq
yeah
8op
I think you mentioned earlier you've ever had traumatic loss, you haven't lost a child.
5yq
No
9on
Can you describe your relationship with your children to me?
1irq
Yeah, it's a good relationship. Well, I, I try. I said when I had kids, I was not gonna be like my mom. So I don't know and I don't let my husband yell at them. So my relationship with my kids is hugely important to me. We always spend a lot of time as a family we vacation together. We have family game nights. I help them with their homework. toddler years were tough. You know, that was challenging for us, but we got through that
0id
into round school?
5yq
Yeah, yeah.
8op
Not really, because I try so hard I mean I get mad sometimes I can feel myself flare up and but I don't know, I don't I don't think so.
9on
Okay. Anything else abut you told me what Tell me
1irq
well a couple of years ago when I was kind of in one of these periods, my son's teacher, he was in second grade at the time and she said she was concerned about him that he was kind of hanging out away from the other kids. She thought he might be depressed is what she said. So we took him to see somebody a couple times, but he was okay. He's okay now
0id
he's okay now?
5yq
Yeah.
8op
Had you worried a bit though?
5yq
Yeah. In situation.
8op
Yeah
8op
Alright, so I'm gonna be asking you some questions about your social situation and what you do in your leisure time.
0id
Okay.
7ack
How do you currently spend your day?
1irq
Um, well, right now, and before I came in I guess I go to work in the morning and then I come home at about 430 and take care of the kids. Get them from aftercare and then we'll have dinner, I'll make dinner and help them with their homework, My husband and I watch a TV show or something and then go to bed.
0id
That's a fairly typical day for you.
4crq
Yeah.
6cd
What do you do for fun?
1irq
Well, lately not a lot. I mean, I used to love reading, movies. I love to make jewelry but not in a while.
0id
Why don't you think you enjoy those things? Now as much as you did?
1irq