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once she surmised that she looked presentable enough to face the firing squad , aka aidan and emma , she left the bathroom . |
pesh had thrown on some clothes and stood in the middle of the room . |
he raised his brows expectantly at her . |
`` i 'm ready to go now . '' |
`` of course . '' |
when she started for the bedroom door , she abruptly stopped . |
`` wait , my dress ? '' |
`` i 'll send it out to be dry cleaned . '' |
`` oh , '' she murmured . |
`` thank you . '' |
in silence , they made their way through the house . |
megan tried not to be so obvious as she took in the high ceilings of the living room , the floor to ceiling windows that overlooked a large , spacious yard . |
pesh had an amazing house-one that was far too big for just him . |
it certainly was made for a family-the one he sadly did n't have . |
as he started to open the door leading out to the garage for her , pesh stopped and turned around . |
staring intently at her , he said , `` i 'd like to see you again . '' |
megan could n't help the shocked gasp that escaped her lips . |
she 'd made a repeated fool out of herself the night before , and he still wanted to see her ? |
`` you ca n't be serious . '' |
`` i am . '' |
she gave a slight jerk of her head . |
`` i do n't think that is a good idea . '' |
`` but why ? '' |
he countered sincerely . |
with a contemptuous snort , she replied , `` is n't it obvious ? '' |
`` if you 're alluding to the fact you accidentally got drunk last night and then became ill , that has little relevance to me . |
accidents happen , and i 'm man enough to realize that . '' |
he closed the gap between them . |
`` i liked being with you yesterday . '' |
remembering what emma had said , megan could n't help asking , `` you want to date me , do n't you ? '' |
`` yes of course . |
what else would i want to do ? '' |
when she replied , `` have sex , '' a flush entered his cheeks . |
`` that is not what i meant . '' |
`` and that 's a pity . '' |
his brows furrowed . |
`` whatever do you mean ? '' |
`` you and i ... we want different things . |
you want to date and get married again , right ? '' |
`` yes , that is something i desire very much . '' |
she shook her head . |
`` but i do n't want to be in a serious relationship right now with you or anyone for that matter . |
i 'm certainly not ready to get married anytime soon . |
i just wanted to have some fun with someone . '' |
pesh frowned . |
`` i do n't think i understand . '' |
`` what i want from you is the same thing i wanted last night . |
just sex , '' she answered honestly . |
`` you do n't want to date me ... you only want to have sex with me ? '' |
if the situation had n't been so dire , megan might 've laughed at the horrified expression on pesh 's face . |
he appeared absolutely floored that she could ever think of only using him as a sex toy . |
finally , when she gathered herself together , she shook her head . |
`` i 'm sorry , but that 's the way i feel . '' |
she braced herself for some sort of wrath out of him or even a lecture . |
what he did was even more surprising . |
he gave her a sad smile . |
`` and i 'm sorry you feel that way because i would have really enjoyed getting to know you better . '' |
without another word , he opened the door . |
always the gentleman , he waited for her to go through first . |
tucking her head to her chest , she bypassed him to walk to the car . |
once again , he appeared to open the car door for her . |
`` thank you , '' she murmured . |
he nodded before walking around the front of the car . |
without another word to her , pesh cranked up , and then began backing down the driveway . |
the ride to aidan and emma 's was only twenty minutes , but it seemed to take an eternity . |
the painful silence hung heavy around her . |
pesh did n't look at her . |
instead , he kept his gaze firmly on the road ahead of them . |
when he pulled into aidan and emma 's driveway , megan felt her stomach clench . |
she wished there was some way to make things right between them . |
but she had a feeling she had gone too far and said too much . |
as he put the car in park , he turned to look at her . |
`` thank you for the ride , '' she said . |
`` you 're welcome . |
it was my pleasure . '' |
`` most of all , i want to thank you for taking care of me last night . |
you truly went above and beyond . |
i can never thank you enough . '' |
`` you do n't have to thank me . |
i 'm glad i was able to help you . '' |
nibbling on her bottom lip , she finally allowed herself to say what she was holding back on . |
`` i wish things could be different , '' she said softly . |
when she dared herself to look at him , she found him staring intently at her . |
`` i 'm sorry , too . |
take care of yourself . |
okay ? '' |
she bobbed her head . |
`` the same to you . '' |
with trembling hands , she fumbled for the door handle . |
when she was finally able to open the door , she stumbled out onto the pavement . |
as she made her way up the driveway , she could feel pesh 's eyes on her . |
the car remained parked as she climbed the porch steps and rang the doorbell . |
she hoped that noah was already up , and she was n't waking the household . |
aidan threw open the door . |
`` megan ? |
what the hell ? '' |
he asked . |
his question and concern caused her to burst into tears . |
`` why are you crying ? '' |
aidan demanded . |
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