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i regret not saying goodbye not that i could but i still regret it my uncle amazing person he had a difficult life his family loved him growing up and he married had a a kid but his kid while he was alive was embarrassed of him and his wife and him i guess did not get along alot i m not too sure i was very young i remember my cousin talking about him and about her parents i felt so awful for him the thing about my uncle is he always put up a bright smile he always made people laugh or tried his best he had witty comebacks for everything he would always make a point to hangout with us when he was around we did not get to see them all the time even when the family gives him backhanded compliments or gets anything while his personal issues are not so great he still makes everyone else smile years ago he died he had some sort of problem that i can not recall but it made a tube in him block and gave him a stroke he passed away the following morning i was told and i never got to say goodbye or thank him or tell him anything i wanted to say or say i m sorry sorry for not talking to him more etc idk man i just i wish i could ve at least told him how much he meant to me | regret |
I mangled the side of my dad's van on a fence. I did not realize ÃÂá
the extent of the damage until he showed it to me the next day. ÃÂá
The shock on my face was genuine so a friend interceded with a ÃÂá
good excuse which I did not deny. I never clarified the ÃÂá
situation. | guilt |
help me i have done something bad i have stolen a phone from an old friend of mine for a stupid reason i will explain it short cause it is a long story i had recently gotten a new phone form my mom which used to be hers one day during school is accidentally cracked it and was so scared cause my momma was already unsure to give it to me and now it is broken i really did not want to disappoint her so i planned how to steal a phone from a friend of mine who had the same model anyways during lesson i successfully stole if after school i opened it and saw that her id card bus card was in it i instantly regretted it and felt very bad but was to scared to give it back anyways after finding out that the police was going to be involved i decided to put her phone in front of her doorstep anonymously with her bus card cause that was the only thing i had left i threw away the id card anyways i made a fake acc pretending to be the boy no one likes in class and begged her to not tell anyone which she suprisingly did not do but since i gave the phone weeks after it was stolen they had already contacted the police so i decided to just confess it was me she did not believe me since i had already lied i was the boy no one liked but it is actually me i do not now i know what to do now i know what i did was wrong but i really do not want to make my mom more morris s that she would have been about the phone please tell me if you would forgive me if you were her | guilt |
Just probably avoid checking my bank balance for a while ðÃÂäæðÃÂÃÂüâÃÂÃÂâÃÂÃÂïøà| guilt |
I got 100 FIM too much when I changed money at the bank. They ÃÂá
soon called me at my job and the situation was embarrasing for ÃÂá
me. | guilt |
a missed opportunity so my grandmother passed away a little while ago from a very sudden stroke she went peacefully no pain or nothin but i have a major regret regarding her passing i have not told this to anyone irl as i do not really want to be pitied or anything but every time i look at my grandfathers face it is all i can think about for a bit of context my mother my aunt identical twins and my grandparents facetimed every sunday so on said sunday they re doing their call as per usual and ask me if i want to say hi as i walk by i say no because i had n t showered that day and my hair was greasy so i did not wan na look bad in front of them however the next day the stroke happened and i never got to see her alive again i saw her body and was able to say my goodbyes at the funeral which was open casket but it is not the same with all my heart i regret passing up the opportunity to talk to her one last time before she passed for such a stupid reason and i would give anything to see her smiling face again | regret |
why did i decide to get a haircut i just wanted to feel better about my hair because it was really long and gross i felt like i was losing a lot of hair since i had a baby and it was hard to brush but it was still nice compared to what i just ended up with i wanted bangs because my hair was thinning at the front and i thought it would look better i went somewhere that specializes in bangs however they also do a lot of shags and other types of cuts i did not want a shag bit of course that is what happenedi should have known i know this is not the worst thing in the world i liked it at first because i felt a weight lifted from me i think sometimes when your getting a haircut you can be swept up in the moment of adrenaline when doing something new that you do not notice the big cluster of a mess that is happening but now i can not stop noticing all the small pieces she cut that i can not even put back into a ponytail my husband has been so sweet and positive we laughed because he said i reminded him of a character that should be in the wedding singer or something i then said i felt like i looked like lord farquad we both laughed and it helped but mani regret getting a haircut so bad | regret |
but i was the lucky one or so i thought i got pregnant at 20 years old with my son i did not have a dime to my name and still am struggling my son is now 5 years old and does not even know his own father who was absent and abusive to me i still am poverty line although i work 40 hours a week my sister who is 10 years older than me is very well off in life fancy house rich husband had 3 miscarriages due to genetic defects i always get told my son saved my life and is such a blessing i am constantly thinking why me why was i able to reproduce while my sister who is well off could n t even have a healthy baby after 3 times my son is 5 and showing signs of behavioral issues which my parents blame me for i resent his father for being able to walk away no responsibility i resent my mother for not allowing me to have an abortion my son has no cousins and most likely will never have siblings most my extended family is too old to want to even be around a 5 year old i feel like i m not putting my 100 effort into being a mom most days i just wish it was the opposite i wish my sister was able to have kids and provide while i m here struggling moved back home with my son most likely never to move back out due to how broke i am with bills childcare and life expenses | regret |
i regret kissing this girl so on friday i was at school i was pranking this girl like i wanted to kiss her and when i was going for the fake kiss and she actually kissed me and i just started kissing back and now i really regret it because my friends will probably find out and clown me for years i really did not wan na kiss her now i can not stop thinking about it and it gives me this weird feeling what should i do | regret |
regret not starting my self improvement journey at 18 now that i m 23 i feel so disgusted of my existence feel so weak so numb and anxious all at once had to say it here because i feel so sick idk what to do | regret |
i regret helping people younger than me unintentionally when i was younger nobody helped me and i was so stuck at 1 point in life i helped myself i started to explore find out things but few months ago i unintentionally helped few people 23 i leaked them an information that helped me change my life by a great means unintentionally i was actually asking help in some subreddit and some user turns out 2 younger users from my own country saw it and they messaged it of course with whom i asked help saw it to a great extent and the other he also saw the information i leaked in a reddit post i feel so bad for being a help for someone i know this is not right but i had been used by people for helping them and probably that is what is making me repulsive nb helped me when i was needing help maybe that is also the reason i am not in good position in life so maybe that is the reason that i do not want to help younger people i learnt from my own experiences and maybe because of that i do not want to share what i know to my younger ones i really regret helping them from the depth of my heart given that my life is still miserable except in that area where i unintentionally helped me i feel so fucking bad how do i cope with this | regret |
I feel like I need to help so many people and I don't come across as being helpfulâÃÂæhow to I help people when I don't even have the energy to help myself? How do I show people I care about them or I understand themâÃÂæHow do I talk when I'm to scared to even open my mouthâÃÂæHow do I make people feel needed and loved and beautiful and that I'm here for them when I don't even feel that wayâÃÂæ | guilt |
Ignoring my parents'wishes. | guilt |
struggling with porn since i was younger i was a curios kid i stumbled upon the website xnxx and that is where it all started i regret it it has become almost a need of mine to bust a nut to a video i know god has forgiven me countless times for the same sin but i feel like i have made him upset i must be better porn is terrible dont fall into that rabbit hole | regret |
i am sorry once again . | guilt |
Unable to help my mother to cook. | guilt |
I was of the opinion that 12.00 pm was too early to be back at ÃÂá
home after going out, so I stayed away longer, knowing that my ÃÂá
mother would be worried. | guilt |
I met my ex boyfriend by chance. We separated a few months ago ÃÂá
and I am now with a new boyfriend. My ex boyfriend looked ÃÂá
depressed, and I know I am not to be blamed. | guilt |
i m 17 and i have just had my first kiss but what happened afterwards is making me feel horrible i have been talking with this girl for almost 6 months but we just started dating last week and although it is a highschool relationship we are both seniors and i just feel like i have never connected with anyone the same way i do with her anyway somehow the other day the conversation of how many people have you kissed came up i know this sounds childish and it really is but i not wanting to seem inexperienced responded a few of course she told me she has kissed several guys which made me nervous because i do not want to feel like i m not good enough fast forward to today we are walking out school and she says hey guess what before i could respond she kissed me since i was not expecting it at all i did not exactly kiss back when she pulled away she said wow that was bad you just kind of stood there and basically stormed off i think she got the impression that i do not care about her because that has been a problem in the past i know this sounds pathetic and stupid but it is really had an effect on me | regret |
I had to undergo an operation in Summer and so my family had to ÃÂá
stay at home during the holidays. I felt guilty, above all ÃÂá
because of my brothers. | guilt |
i did not answer the phone my cousin who was also my best friend called one day and i listened to her leave a message but did not pick up i was was watching a stupid tv show and decided i would call her tomorrow she died of a heart attack that night that was 18 years ago i listened to that message hundreds of times though she suffered so much she was the kindest person who ever lived just last night i dreamed that i was lying in bed and she came into the room put her arms around me and held me while i slept i miss her every day and every day i wish i had picked up that phone | regret |
my exam is in about a day and i still know hardly anything | guilt |
I was not able to explain well to my good friend to make him less ÃÂá
angry. | guilt |
i think i m in love with the weird guy but i refuse to date him because i m afraid of what my family and friends will think i know i m a bitch for this so there is no use in saying it again thanks | guilt |
did not date her twenty or so years ago a friend told me that she d be interested in dating me i had low self esteem at the time and never took her seriously i always shook it off as joking around fast forward to now she is married and has a toddler son and the pictures of her kind of hurt now i wish i had n t turned her down sigh live and learn no | regret |
i hope you understand this has bothered me coming up on 4 years the day before my grandpa died i simply said i will see you later instead of my usual i love you goodbye then he was gone | regret |
when i was 1215 years old i used my mothers sex toys for anal pleasure as stated in the title i used the whole array of dildo vibrators and beads that my mother kept hidden in her closet for anal pleasure while masturbating in my early teens i m deeply ashamed that i ever did something like this and have never had homosexual tendencies in my life i look back and all i remember is being a little sick fuck | regret |
i regret not shooting my shot freshman year of hs i was talking pretty much all year to this one girl literally the most beautiful girl i have ever seen we got to the point where we would facetime daily and in my opinion it was pretty obvious we both liked each other we at one point even admitted to each other over text that we liked each other for some reason though i never had the confidence to do anything the next year i moved away and have not seen them since it is been over 2 years and i still am not fully over her and i wish i could go back in time and change it | regret |
i realized how much i had hurt my friends and family which i did not think about before . | guilt |
I experience feelings of guilt because I do not study enough. | guilt |
When I had promised to do some washing for my mother and I did ÃÂá
not do it. She did it herself despite her being ill. I felt ÃÂá
very guilty. | guilt |
i hurt myself again. i stopped using this for a little while, cause of school and stuff, and a crap tom happened while i was gone. i hurt myself, got a crush, confessed to that crush, got good grades at school, and through all of that i was feeling miserable. | regret |
back in high school this may be kinda lame but i just remembered this event and every time i do i feel like a total idiot so i guess this is my way of blowing off a bit of steam it is just about a missed opportunity with a girl that is the tl dr so i lived abroad for a while where the language spoken was a foreign one long enough to make me uncomfortable to speak english when i returned but i could still speak it well enough so i went into high school and some time later i remember noticing this girl in the halls who i thought was one of the prettiest if not the prettiest girls that i had seen in the school every so often i would notice her and at some point i remember seeing her fairly often i figured it was just that i naturally noticed her more than other people which probably was the case then one morning i was going to my first class and i remember walking thru this corner and seeing her with what i suppose were a two of her friends i remember looking at her and her at me and she conspicuously told her friends that i was cute i was shocked and me not being really comfortable with english yet i was not about to be brave and approach her i was definitely a wuss when it came to girls anyway still am i just like to think less so i did not stop and maybe even sped up a teensy bit one of her friends said something to me i was far enough already where she kind of needed to shout a bit and i did not really understand what she said i responded as i continued walking with something that i do not remember but hoped it made sense as a response to not sound dumb i m not sure if they understood me i think i remember seeing her again in the halls at some point but i never spoke to her that class i was going to turned out to be right next to her class at the same time like the doors to the classrooms were literally right next to each in the same alcove i would even occasionally see her when waiting outside the classroom but i saw her way less frequently in the halls which is why i thought that it may have been possible that seeing her more frequently was maybe her doing i eventually switched schools and knew that she became pregnant i m pretty sure she was still in high school missed opportunities with girls had happened to me some other times but this was probably the worst and beat myself up over it whenever i remember it after forgetting about it for a while thanks for reading | regret |
I am not very affectionate and I feel guilty as I do not give as ÃÂá
much affection as I receive. | guilt |
I don't feel good today, I'm cold (shaking) and I have a fever.
My parents are letting me stay home tomorrow (again) but I don't think they believe that I'm sick, because I was at a party last night at my friend's house and slept there.
It makes me feel so fucking guilty because I'm genuinely not faking it or anything but I really don't think they believe me so I'm crying and my body hurts and I just feel like a bother to the world | guilt |
another depressed virgin come to confess 22m title pretty much says it all 22 male and i have never had a girlfriend had sex or had a lot of friends during college despite my best efforts to boost my confidence self esteem and body image via the gym and other helpful subreddits i can not get the fact that i m headed towards a life of being forever alone out of my head all three of my roommates had girls over last night and that is when i realized that i will never have the confidence or good looks that they have i know i should not think about this so much and just let it come naturally but all the people around me just do not stop talking about it how they had sex with this girl that girl did this last night and did that last night i feel so inadequate and like such a loser that at times i feel like i will never be anything more i would give anything in the world to overcome this hell sometimes i think i would give anything to just be dead just to clarify i am not suicidal despite how bad i feel my life is which it is not because i know how stupid this problem is i could never put something like that on my family | regret |
One day my mother forced me to eat more and I refused, the next ÃÂá
day she served me more rice and mutton pieces than usual. When I ÃÂá
saw this I got very angry and scolded her, and refused to eat. ÃÂá
Later I felt guilty and asked her to excuse me. | guilt |
living on autopilot i regret going through his phone i regret confiding in a friend i regret leaving him i regret not taking advice to make the relationship better i regret not going to therapy sooner i regret all the relationships after him i regret not taking accountability i wonder why i am the way i am if everyone leaves i must be the problem sometimes i wonder about sleeping forever it is been years i still cry about it all do not be like me give your all when you re in love that way if it ends at least you will know you showed up all the way i fear i will die with regrets i pray our suffering ends in the afterlife | regret |
missed out on great career opportunity if only i had followed up on an email earlier i signed up for this career opportunity but i just followed up 2 months after and turns out they never got my sign up information and now i can not join i am so dissappointed i know it was the computer system s fault but also if only i had checked in emailed them maybe 2 weeks after or a month after i would have still been able to go disappointed as hell this would have been a fantastic opportunity that i will not get again at this institution i regret not being on top of my stuff and being more proactive in emailing the coordinaters earlier i guess lesson learnt still hurts though | regret |
I reproached my mother's cooking and criticised her ÃÂá
personality, and she felt hurt and depressed. | guilt |
When I met another person I began to go out with him, and my ÃÂá
boyfriend (with marriage accorded) met us together he did a great ÃÂá
scandal, he broke the engagement and I began to go out with the ÃÂá
other, and it didn't work because my mind was all mixed up. | guilt |
feel like i m going to be regretful and i m freaking out i am a really happy mom to a 2 year old i really enjoyed being a mom when he was a baby and found as he gets older i like it even more we do a lot of fun stuff together and i enjoy bringing him on mundane tasks like erranding grocery shopping etc i can not imagine life without him he is awesome when he was 14 months i enjoyed it so much that i thought having another would just bring even more joy now that i m 21 weeks pregnant i feel that was a completely wrong choice i realize that just because i like being a parent to my son does not mean i m going to like being a parent to this second one in fact as it creeps closer o feel a tremendous amount of dread i do not want my current relationship with my son to change and i feel that adding a second will no only take my attention away from him i feel that i m going to be overwhelmed all the people i know stopped doing things with their kid when they had a second they became house bond and rarley leave because it is too much work to get two children ready also we do not have a support system so if two kid drive me crazy there will be no one to watch them my alone time with my husband is already strained adding a second is completely going to eliminate it i worry that the extra stress is going to really harm our marriage it does not help that i recently went to my obgyn and they found out that this baby is measuring super large for his age now i m freaking out that there is going to be something wrong my labor and delivery the first time went so smooth and i completely took that for granted i m not excited about picking out names i do not care about getting a space ready for this new baby all the joy that i had for the first couple months about adding to our family has been completely sucked out over the last two weeks i feel like a horrible person for feeling this way but i just feel like this decision will ruin everything | regret |
When as a child I stole, from a friend of mine, the ring she had ÃÂá
got in an easter egg. | guilt |
i cancelled my vacation plan to usa i went to usa on 23 may to meet my brother after final year mbbs exams for 45 days from india with my mother but after a week my grandfather died of respiratory arrest and me and my mom had to come to india it took us 1 month to complete all the rituals and then decided to go back to usa on 16 july i felt uncomfortable with again going bcz 1 the flight was a bit expensive 2 i would need to miss 14 days of my internship 3 i had just returned from seattle so i cancelled my flight tickets and now today i regret this decision of mine bcz 1 money can be earned again 2 it is not that big deal to miss internship 3 i would have gone to other places now i can not go to usa for another 18 months bcz of my internship and my md exam | regret |
in doing so i am very much afraid that i have brought a great deal of unhappiness to those who have loved me . | guilt |
omg such an infatuation w this cute boy at the bar but he is on a date and I am in a committed relationship but Jesus take the wheel he is gorgeous | guilt |
I can't stop thinking about whether my life would be better right now if one thing had gone differently that I didn't do wrong | guilt |
I just wrote out this long letter-ish thing and wow I suck
(Also I might do this more often? Idk it kinda helped me get stuff out that I never really wanted to say) | guilt |
i slept with a loser i recently went through a break up i have been having lots of fun with my girlfriends going out getting back to my old self and the other night i met this guy who was decently hot i did not sleep with him then but i did sleep with him last night it was not even bad sex but idk why immediately after i felt so gross and so bleh i have never felt this way after casual sex before but i really regret it idk why i feel like this but i hope i do not ever again i think i need to take a break from casual sex for a bit and continue focusing on myself but yes big regret | regret |
My grandmother wanted me to help her. I was driving a tractor ÃÂá
pulling a dead branch off a tree. I told her she didn't respect ÃÂá
me. | guilt |
i regret not pursuing my crush when i was in 9th grade there was this boy i really liked we did not talk much but he was really sweet and he would always turn to look at me we had several little interactions where i felt like we had a connection once when we were playing heads up seven up i was picked and i guessed him he smiled and nodded his head when i guessed him right he was new to the school and was very quiet he had a certain vibe that i found comforting i always remember him in a red hoodie with headphones constantly in i was always very shy and insecure i was personally struggling with a lot at the time eds abusive parents and mental health issues i did not know how to approach him and i was scared and insecure i finally mustered up the courage to talk to him the begining of sophmore year but he had moved away i regret not trying harder to talk to him he seemed like a loner and so was i i could have at least tried to make him feel welcome and maybe we could have even been friends this is not something i think about often but i had a dream about him the other day and it brought back suppressed emotions i tried to look him up on social media but i could n t find anything i know i should just move on but a part of me just feels sad and regretful | regret |
Talking about someone behind their back. | guilt |
regret hurting the girl i once loved i am 20m i was a 18 year old when we started dating everything was going good but then after 2 years i started to be cold with her i will drag her out the car and yell at her and sometimes hit her i also cheated on her i never intended to be like that with her i had so much love for her and it all just went away she was always there for me at my lowest till this day i still regret everything i broke her heart and made her not love herself anymore i think abt her dream abt her i look at all the card she gave me and read them and cry all the photos we had i look at them and just hate myself i hope she is doing okay and she will forgive me i regret hurting her and i regret breaking her heart i still miss her | guilt |
waited to long to ask her out finally found the courage to ask a girl i like out just typed the text then i saw her profile picture where she is with another dude i fucking hate myself for not asking her out earlier but i think it is another lesson learned do not wait guys | regret |
When I was rude to my mother and got angry with her. | guilt |
confession of regret i sent an email to my ex and i have a ton of regrets about how we ended i think i have found my closure but it still hurts honestly i do not know what i m doing i just need some comfort i guess it just finally hit me and i bet she has moved on but fml why am i so emotional hay i have been doing a lot of thinking about you and me mostly me i know that i told you that i do not express myself really well and its hard for me to tell you how i have been feeling since our breakup i feel that this is the only way for me to get out these emotions i have tried to act cool but the truth is i love you with all my heart even though you saw what i wrote on my phone i am not excusing what i said i feel that there will never being another women like you in my life i know this is a little late to tell you but i still have to tell mainly because of the things that i have put you through these past 2 years starting with me not taking responsibility for me getting kicked out of school and you having to bear the burden of lying to my parents because i asked you to not to mention the times that i now look back on of putting my friends before you by going out and not giving you what you needed i know that now from looking back that you had been unhappy for a while i was just to blind to see it i understand that you need your space and that i will respect the fact that you might never want to see me again i can do this because its all on me and i just wanted to let you know that what ever your decision know matter what even if you find someone better than me a guy that will give you all the things that i never could i want you to know that i will always love you and be there for you you are and will always be my first true love | regret |
a classmatefriend of a friend died almost 2 years ago we had mutual friends and so hung out a few times we were in the same class from age 1116 i was going to follow her back but i just never got round and then ig i forgot at some point i was scrolling thru my insta today and found her account saying follow back and now even if i do she cant accept | regret |
i have lost all motivation to create a good future for myself i m in my sophomore year of college and i have been getting straighta s since eighth grade i was being supported by my grandparents who are millionaires my father barely makes ends meet and could n t afford to send me while i went to school all of freshman year then out of the blue they told me i had to get a job or they would no longer support me the unemployment rate where i am is around 10 so i did not find anything and they stopped paying for my schooling now i have to take two of my four classes at a junior college which is not too bad except i had to drop one of my classes at the fouryear college due to transportation issues the other one s an online class my dad berated me for this and told me i was not trying hard enough i know that my future plans will only make him more upset i have lost any ambition i have for school i can not even maintain my grades anymore if that is because of what s happened or if it occurred on its own i m not sure i wanted to become a doctor and i grieved over the thought of not being able to accomplish that for a long time but now i do not care i want a job i do not care if it is minimum wage and as soon as i get one that pays enoughgives me enough hours i m moving out with my boyfriend and quitting school being a student right now is too damned hard and i m done with that system for now i can only hope my dad does not disown me but if he does then i will just have to deal with it | regret |
I thought I'd be happy without you | guilt |
When I was young - 14, I pinched from a store and was caught. ÃÂá
The store then contacted my parents. | guilt |
i sincerely regret any inconvenience that this may have caused anyone involved . | guilt |
When I decided to move away from my parent's home, my mother told ÃÂá
me that it was as if a part of her had been torn out of her. | guilt |
When I came very late one night (or morning !) and my parents ÃÂá
were waiting, not so much angrgy as disappointed. | guilt |
cheating after months of being unhappy i drunkenly broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years with the knowledge that we would probably get back together soon enough he treated me quite harshly over the next couple of days saying repeatedly we are broken up i do not have to listen to you anymore then a few nights later i again drunkenly made out with some random that i met at a bar it was stupid and this tidbit of info came out in a recent talk we had about how to proceed if we were to get back together it really hurt him and i m beating myself up about this i feel as if i cheated on him even though i have never been the cheating type any advice | regret |
I entered the hostel this year. My mother was ill and could not ÃÂá
move and needed people to look after her. Every week I left home ÃÂá
to go back to school, I felt guilty. | guilt |
At my temporary job, I have to restrict others' actions and make ÃÂá
them obey me, and this very often gives me a feeling of guilt. I ÃÂá
wish there could be some other way of acting. | guilt |
i regret making out with a friend i m not attracted to so a few days ago i was at my friend s house drinking now i am a straight female while my friend also a female and her sister say that they re bisexual all three of us have never been in a relationship but we have kissed people before and so we got very drunk and made out the kissing was extremely awful straight up tongue even teeth we even got each other hickeys my whole neck wasis red and i m hiding it from my parents while making out i felt nothing i m not attracted to them i was not enjoying it but the only reason why i did not stop was because i have been longing for a relationship since i have not experienced one i have been longing for touch and affection and so i made a mistake and gave in thinking i will feel something like that there was no emotion whatsoever as i said i was not enjoying it i even started suspecting that i was asexual since i have not felt any sexual tension during it for some reason i feel extremely dirty and disgusting i feel awful i regret doing it so so much now everytime i think about kissing i get sick it resembles something disgusting it does not make sense but i feel somehow used i feel so so so disgusted by myself i feel like absolute shit i do not want to get out of the house has anyone experienced something similar is this weird i do not know what to do thanks in advance | regret |
missed an opportunity with a dime tldr my lack of confidence made me miss out on an opportunity with the girl of my dreams this is the one that got away for me met her during the summer before i left for college and we hit it off right away she lived in a different town but every time we got together it was so much fun we really clicked conversation was easy she liked great music rolled great blunts was an amazing kisser and was absolutely stunning still is of course like 15k followers on instagram broh we texted when we were apart and she d send me booty pics there was no question that she liked me anyways i was planning to head to her town to celebrate a buddies birthday but my main intention was to finally do the deed with her i was staying at a friends place and we were drinking and smoking all day all night we ended up partying at her ex bfs house wut and it was kinda a weird vibe they kept arguing with each other and i felt strange about making a move with this dude around i lack confidence and i had only dated two girls prior so i did not know how to be slick in hindsight who gives a fuck about that guy i should have been talking to her all night but she was not going out of her way to make time for me and all the past girls i would been involved with had always pursued me since i m shy at first anyways the rest of the weekend was more of the same partying with a whole group i never got a moment alone with her except once when we shared a smooch and i never had the balls to make a move past that i should have made an effort to take her on a date or make time for the two of us but she was working during the day and we were all partying together at night i went back to my town with my tail between my legs and my head hung low my friends made fun of me for not getting it in when the opportunity was there now i m cursed by the images of this stunning woman on my timeline occasionally and wondering what could have been she was a 1010 and a really cool person too we texted a bit after and we both apologized for being weird two things that makes me feel a little better i moved out of state for school a month or two later so who knows if things would have gone anywhere anyways also she told me about this rapper sliding into her dms but claimed that she was only talking to me at the time they ended up dating for years so maybe i dodged a bullet and potential heartbreak how do i shut this out of my mind and move one | regret |
One day I found an incontinent man in the ward. This patient had a ÃÂá
guardian who couldn't give him a bath. So I just left him like that ÃÂá
but felt guilty until I went back to give him a bath. | regret |
not seeing a doctor after thinking i heard nose crack after being hit with dodgeball when it happened i did say to friends i think i just heard it wtf but no one reacted so i thought maybe i just imagined it afterwords i looked in a mirror and it looked fine and so i forgot all about it gradually over the months and years it became more and more crooked deviated and humped and i was confused why i thought maybe i just hit it really hard with a makeup sponge etc turns out it was that all along and now i need a septorhinoplasty in hopes of trying to get my old nose back had i just listened to my intuition in the first place but nobody tells u this could happen beforehand and what to do | regret |
im selling shoes to a guy with a foot fetish im scared of what might happen so im selling black heels on facebook and this dude messages me asking me if they re still available on another one of my items he asks me to take some more pictures of the shoes because the pictures are unclear the photos of the shoe are not to his liking so i ask him what the problem is and he asks me to put the shoes on red flag number 1 well 2 red flag number 1 was the fact that he didnt message me on the right item i did as he asked and he still was happy and asked my to take a video red flag number 3 he asks if 50 is alright the shoes are listed for 15 as im a good person i tell him the listing price and he says wow thats cheap i explain that they arent an expensive brand and thats why at this point he already had my address because im an idiot he asks me to make longer videos red flag 4 i do it and at this point im fed up its 12am and i just want to relax i ask him what its for and he says to make sure he wants the shoes he finally says ge will collect at 11am and asks me to wear them during collect i know im such a dumbass i said that was fine and that he could try them on no problem i knew he was a guy because i always check peoples profiles why i forgot about this is beyond comprehension i finally felt uncomfortable when he said he d put the money in my shoes i dont want him anywhere near my feet especially dont want him putting my money there why i didnt cancel i dont know i told him that was weird and that i just wanted him to hand me the money and id hand him the shoes it got creepier when he told me i should put pictures up of my shoes when selling cos then everyone will want to hold my shoes and then he told me they will pay you more if you send on im actually scared of whats going to happen tomorrow and my bf has decided to drive down and watch out for the guy i asked him to get his reg plate if he could and just to keep an eye on the situation it feels like ive put everyone at home in danger too im such an idiot | regret |
Getting a friend an open container ticket because I got caught ÃÂá
speeding. | guilt |
Almost midnight and way behind my responsibilities rn cuz i spent all morning and most of my afternoon being horny af ðÃÂÃÂà| guilt |
i know that i am spoiling your life that without me you could work . | guilt |
i hate being too nice. ppl really take that for weakness and take advantage of me | guilt |
When a patient in the ward died (one who had been under my care). ÃÂá
I felt as if I didn't give the appropriate care to the patient. | guilt |
constant battle against suicide how do you guys keep yourself going knowing that you absolutely hate your life and that you can not change anything but killing your self | guilt |
U kno what sucks? Feeling guilty as hell for something u didn't do. Like my dad is going to jail bc he was nasty and gross to me and I feel like shit even though I did nothing wrong | guilt |
I did not reply to my friend's letter in time. | guilt |
i humiliated myself and my parents i was with a group of my friends and there was a lot of trash in my car as a result so in the mall parking lot i began hurling said trash into the parking lot the most blatant and vile act of littering you could image as i close my door to leave my mess i see and older woman looking at me in disgust i could see the question who the hell raised you popping into her head i quickly pulled away in pure shame the worst part is that i was raised by good loving parents who taught me better i regret becoming the typical pos teen and embarrassing myself and my parent by littering | regret |
I make plans with people when I'm feeling ok but usually end up feeling bad and cancelling when the time comes.. feel like I'm going lose all my friends | guilt |
I was on a visit to friends who have a baby. The baby was crying ÃÂá
in another room, but soon it became quieter and it seemed that it ÃÂá
would fall asleep. I went into the room where the baby was lying ÃÂá
- and it started crying again. | guilt |
When I was 4-5 years old my mother gave me some parts of a ÃÂá
chocolate bar and ordered me to bring it to my father working ÃÂá
outside. On my way I could not resist the temptation and ate it ÃÂá
myself. | guilt |
love and regrets i have always been a shy guy that when i fall in love with someone i get very very quiet and i never tell them how i felt and when i do its a text i know what everyones thinking bloody cringe and what a loser been over a year since i have done something like that i recently fall in love again and i do not want this crush to end like all the other times i m afraid that i will never man up and express my feelings i do not want to be alone anymore i need someone to share my life with | regret |
I can't help but be haunted by my break up with my ex. Everyone is calling me a jerk and such. I know I hurt him I didn't want to, but I know it was the right thing. I mean he was harassing me, that's a red flag right? There were so many broken parts to it. But I still feel bad and its already been 3 weeks. | guilt |
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i'm so stupid and so selfish. how could i do this to him. i'm such a bitch. he's gonna leave you and never come back. he's going to realize you're so selfish and needy and he's not going to put up with you any longer you stupid butch. | guilt |
when i think of my hardworking mother laboring without rest i cannot die despite myself . | guilt |
About the girl (22 years, married) I felt guilty of the ÃÂá
relationship. | regret |
i fucked up so me and my 2 online friends do a lot of rp with each other and stuff and or more recent one i had a solo session first which i did not know my first pc would be able to gain lots of power which it did but we lose the character at the end and it becomes the villain of the story and we have to make a new pc so i no balls my friend to min max his backstory which i thought would be a good idea but it was not and i only he thought he wrote 12 pages but wrote 18 and spent at least 20 hours on it i fucked up so bad and i feel this regret that i know i can not make up because i wasted his time for some stupid no balls i should have told him but i did not i kept something secret for him to just lose his character he put all his work into i fucked up and i know i will not get him to forgive this i just wanted to say it here because i guess people should know i m a cuck | regret |
what is your biggest childhood regret as a young child i always thought i was ready to grow up i wanted to get a job i wanted to move out and find a nice home on the coast of nc i would spend sleepless night daydreaming of what i would do the day i walked off the stage of senior graduation now as an older child i wish i had lived in the present more i miss spending my days stressfree not having to worry about tests and exams and what people think of me or life in general i thought i knew what i wanted but now i m not so sure the world has changed so much in the past 5 years i was not prepared for reality i m not prepared for reality not prepared for the violence the heartbreak the fairy tales i dreamed up do not exist i only wish that i could ve breathed and lived a little i wish i could go back in time and look around and take in the world from a new perspective my only wish is that you too can stop right now and breathe look around look at the world around you it is beautiful my 8th grade science teacher once asked me and my classmates what would you tell your age yearold self if you could go back in time if i could go back in time i would go visit 7 yearold me i would look her in the eyes and say live a little say hi to people do not look towards the future so quickly live in the present while you can i regret not stopping i regret not living what is your biggest childhood regret | regret |
what goes around comes back around ðÃÂÃÂà| guilt |
i m too competitive everything is a competition for me i m ashamed of it it is gotten to the point where part of my motivation to work out is so i can beat my roommate at it so i can be better than her at it also so i can look better than her it is horrible i feel terrible about it my roommate is a great girl and actually quite a good friend of mine but i m obsessed with beating her in this made up competition i do not rub my wins in people s faces or anything like that the satisfaction of victory is a private matter for me i have been a pretty sore loser in the past though people do not know why i lashed out at them and i always realize right after that i should not have done that that it was not actually a competition that even if it was it is not alright to be sore loser and i apologize and make up for it i have never explained why i did it though i m trying to get better at losing i figure if i can be a good loser the competitive part of it all will start to lose importance and i will stop seeing everything as a competition i just needed to get this off my chest i really do not like that i m like this and i m trying to stop | guilt |
*passes ðÃÂÃÂøs road and places i used to go with him all the time*
oh,, | guilt |
Finding out that I have misunderstood other people. | guilt |
i am sorry to disappoint the vultures . | guilt |
i m regretting about my exam marks just realised last year i scored 69 outta 80 in science think it is bad well it is was better if i scored my flipping marks correctly i would be increasing flipping 89 overall to 9192 as i got 83 counted correctly in my science exam ah flip i wish i wasnt a stupid kid so much regression | regret |
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we're still like... having a conversation. i just stepped away to get some water. i dunno why im writing these | guilt |
a friend of mines that left the neighborhood because it was dangerous came back down because i asked him to i told him everything calmed down so after his wedding he came down to drink and he brought a friend of his from college i left to pick up my kids but was supposed to came back as soon as i left somebody ended up killing our friend s nephew down there and it traumatized him and his friend from out of town i regret it because if i did not tell him to come down he would not had snd i was not around when the stuff happened | regret |
spent 100 on twitch donos i donated to some random channel and i gave 5 gifted subs which cost me 28 canadian the streamers two of them in the stream said why and not even thank you then i realized that i spent 100 in total and even though some of the donations were for good people i still feel regret about it | regret |
after months of looking for a job i finally got an offer now i m considering turning it down out of fear my fear is because of the nature of the job i was looking for ordinary student jobs food service retail etc this job however is different it is a sales job that involves finding people to sell to making appointments going to their house and giving a presentation to sell them cutlery i m not a very social person i m not good at networking irl and i fear that i do not have enough charisma to be a successful sales person we have to start out by attempting to sell to people we know and i m so uncomfortable contacting people and asking them to buy cutlery that i know they will not be interested in i do not want this job but i m just going to feel stupid for turning it down because it is important that i have one i m a student and i live at home and everything so it is not necessary for my survival or anything but i can not be unemployed forever edit oo the internet is telling me to run i m not a total idiot for wanting to leave ahhhhhhhh | regret |
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