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Two-timing - going out with person other than guy I was in ÃÂá
relationship with. | guilt |
i think i m slightly relieved i was trying to support my wife in her home state in ky where her family is and i could n t find a job that was not contract work that i could make a career an awesome company contact me and flew me across the country for an interview which i aced they hired me and we moved across the country after 3 months or so she started have episodes of a manic nature where she would get incensed and pissed off to no end and demand a divorce next morning she would be fine i said only way we would work on anything was if she went to a therapist and we went to a marriage counselor therapist diagnosed her with manic depression borderline personality disorder after 2 months of therapy he told her that with out the support group of her family she will never get better as a result we are getting divorced and she is moving back home is it wrong of me to now qiut and move back with her i still love her and realize that she is ill and needs help and that i gave my word through sickness and in health but if i go back i will be miserable and may end up hating her for holding me back from my career | regret |
tired of my husbands parenting we are trying to potty train an almost 3yr hes been at it for a month and had a huge regression basically peeing his pants and barely using the potty the last few days my hus insisted that we wait this long even though my hus is into gentle parenting hes never around i ask him to give our son a talk about potty training and tell him that hes been peeing his pants all day and his response is to tell him good job and talk in a really silly voice i wanted him to say you are almost 3 yo you arent a baby anymore and you need to start using the potty etc my husband is always making excuses for our son which really bothers me hes like oh hes better at potty training than when he started and honestly based on the number of accidents thats not true i hope our son doesnt become a mass murder bc i imagine my hus buying him guns and them making excuses our son looked up to hus so much and hes travels for work and is never around i hate that our parentong style is so different i feel like all i do for our son counts for nothing when compared to dad | regret |
I once felt guilty when a certain passenger in the same (ship, ÃÂá
plane ?) which I boarded when coming from home lost his 10t which ÃÂá
in fact fell into my pocket unknowingly. | guilt |
how to get over the regret of picking the wrong major and fucking up my whole life 26 year old man here x200b i did poorly all through grade school did very poorly in mathscience subjects in hs bottom 25 of my hs class x200b decided to go with a safe major business in college did decently got a bachelors degree in accounting was unemployed at first so i redid some accounting classes that i got a cs in and got as in them got into a masters program and did that now i work for an accounting firm x200b the reason why i did acct was because i was a bad student in hs and i though that businessacct was an easy major last semester out of curiosity i took an online chem 1 course to see how smart i was i realized that i was actually very good at chemistry and i could have potentially have been a doctor physical therapist or physician assistant something i wanted to do but always believed that i could not based on my chem grades x200b i can not just quit my job and use all my savings to go back to school i m still full of regret though i wish that i just tried science x200b thoughts | regret |
ItâÃÂÃÂs mostly just the same shit that I know I should be ashamed of anyway | guilt |
a girl i liked this is something i kept for a while on my chest there this one girl im friends with i like but she cleary not into me so i never told her we have a good friendship and i do not want to make it wired anyway if i ever had the cougrage to tell i what i really think i would tell her how beautiful she is and what ever guy that ends up with her is going to be the luckyest guy ever hopfully she never see this because well i would not never want to screw up our friendship damn that felt good to let that out | regret |
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Have you ever masturbated and felt disgusted with yourself? I have a few times. Idk why. | guilt |
Lately I've felt guilty because I'm folling behind in my classes ÃÂá
and not studying much. | guilt |
Feel like I've caused some bad stuff to happen to good people | guilt |
I felt guilty of revealing a secret to my in-law. I told her that ÃÂá
my brother and I had gone to disconight which is a thing my ÃÂá
brother didn't want to let her know. Later my brother was accused ÃÂá
of spending a night out. | guilt |
i do not want kids but feel like i will be a disappointment if i do not have them i am a 21f married to a 23m we have been together for 7 years and having biological children has always been important to him when we were younger i thought i wanted kids but now that i m older and facing the reality of it i really do not see it happening for me i have told him that i do not see myself ever wanting them but that i m trying to keep my mind open he is been very understanding and does not want to pressure me but i know it is something that would be a regret of his if it never happened i have never been one to have any kind of maternal instinct and the idea of pregnancy terrifies me i have severe health anxiety and the idea of my body changing irreversibly and never being the same is not something i feel i can handle his family is very sweet and loving but they are also very adamant about the fact that having children is important he is the first son to get married and i feel the pressure especially since her two other sons are nearing 30 with no kids in sight i grew up in a very emotionally abusive strict religious household and have cptsd from it my mom admitted that she was not ready for a kid when she had me and that she did not want me but did not believe in abortion and i do not want that to happen to my future kids if i have them i know what it is like to feel not wanted and i do not want to do that after pressing my husband about if he would regret marrying me if we did not have kids he said maybe he can not know for sure the first time he is ever admitted anything close i hate it i hate feeling like i have to sacrifice my life and my body for a human being that i do not even want i can not blame him for feeling that way but it really hurts i have offered adoption as a possibility or a surrogate but he is not comfortable with either does the desire ever come will i ever want a kid i feel crazy for not wanting to do it it feels like it is expected of me i know i still have time but i do not think i will ever feel ready i can barely take care of myself how could i take care of another human being | regret |
[ Can not think of anything.] | guilt |
I need to break ALL ties with my First Love , Family and alllll ðÃÂäæðÃÂÃÂþâÃÂÃÂâÃÂÃÂïøà| guilt |
After an exam I was in a very bad mood as I had done it very ÃÂá
badly. At home, my mother took so long to ask me how things had ÃÂá
gone that I lost my temper. I overreacted and made my mother cry. ÃÂá
She still prepared lunch for me and did not scold me . Suddenly, ÃÂá
I thought that it was my fault and I started crying. ÃÂá
| guilt |
During the military service, I lost a part of an equipment; I ÃÂá
accused another person and he was rebuked and punished. | guilt |
i regret not speaking to my friends much so i have had a group of 3 other friends 4 including me for around 2 years now back in february me and a girl decided to start talking it got to the point where i was off with her constantly in school and barely spoke to my friends anymore for a couple weeks she ended up finishing things with me and it is been on my mind ever since ever since i came back they have been different with me i feel like a drag on their lives and i do not know why they say nothings changed but sometimes you just can not shake the feeling | regret |
While having an argument with my daughter, I got angry and ÃÂá
over-excited and said angry words. | guilt |
im selling shoes to a guy with a foot fetish im scared of what might happen so im selling black heels on facebook and this dude messages me asking me if they re still available on another one of my items he asks me to take some more pictures of the shoes because the pictures are unclear the photos of the shoe are not to his liking so i ask him what the problem is and he asks me to put the shoes on red flag number 1 well 2 red flag number 1 was the fact that he didnt message me on the right item i did as he asked and he still was happy and asked my to take a video red flag number 3 he asks if 50 is alright the shoes are listed for 15 as im a good person i tell him the listing price and he says wow thats cheap i explain that they arent an expensive brand and thats why at this point he already had my address because im an idiot he asks me to make longer videos red flag 4 i do it and at this point im fed up its 12am and i just want to relax i ask him what its for and he says to make sure he wants the shoes he finally says ge will collect at 11am and asks me to wear them during collect i know im such a dumbass i said that was fine and that he could try them on no problem i knew he was a guy because i always check peoples profiles why i forgot about this is beyond comprehension i finally felt uncomfortable when he said he d put the money in my shoes i dont want him anywhere near my feet especially dont want him putting my money there why i didnt cancel i dont know i told him that was weird and that i just wanted him to hand me the money and id hand him the shoes it got creepier when he told me i should put pictures up of my shoes when selling cos then everyone will want to hold my shoes and then he told me they will pay you more if you send on im actually scared of whats going to happen tomorrow and my bf has decided to drive down and watch out for the guy i asked him to get his reg plate if he could and just to keep an eye on the situation it feels like ive put everyone at home in danger too im such an idiot | regret |
I went to the cinema with my friends, without telling my mother ÃÂá
about it as I had been to the cinema the day before also. When ÃÂá
she asked me where I had been, I lied. | guilt |
Describing to mother how a hole in the wall had appeared while I ÃÂá
was babysitting. | guilt |
trip to mexico drugs hi all i went on a trip with my friends to mexico recently and still am here for another few days i m a very sober person who does not party anymore and does not do drugs and most i have done is weed and alcohol however i went on this trip with two guys that are very much into hookups and sex and i knowingly went we went to a bar the first day and one of the guys ended up buying cocaine and one thing led to another and i ended up doing some and making out with some random guy at the bar which turned into a pretty full club type environment and then i did some the next night as well this was 7 days ago now i am feeling so shameful and regretting coming to this trip because i do not want to be around these people who i think are bad influences in my life after what happened i hate myself for not controlling myself and that too in the middle of a pandemic what we did was against my moral values and judgement and now i will have to live the rest of my life knowing i did cocaine and kissed some random guys in mexico behavior i am not proud of | regret |
i did not want her to see this it was just a couple hours ago in myrtle beach there is this place called itz sugar me my mom dad and younger 10 year old sister was staying for vacation when it was time to go we decided to go to itz sugar we always went when we were there we walked around until we ran into fizzy unicorn balls it was near the candy linger candy bras and undies that stuff alongside it from another aisle was that unicorn candy it sounds innocent when actually it had a unicorn with two unicorn balls a dick was on the cover alongside a camel dick candy my dad was against my younger sister getting the candy and when i finally understood i turned to her and said no we ended up getting the unicorn dicks and what was worse was that i was stuck with the candy because she went back to sit with dad so it looked like i was getting them i m not going near that section again | regret |
choice of specialty i regret that i chose the specialty automation and control and not computer science i do not fucking even know what i m going to do after graduation although i m already finishing my second year | regret |
I had a small argument with a relative and some other people got ÃÂá
implicated. It resulted in a proper row. | guilt |
When my father and I worked on the house just after he had ÃÂá
recovered from illness, I was rather lazy. This meant that he ÃÂá
had to work hard and was not very well later. | guilt |
Dog is staring at me eating watsits, like no, I'm sorry Tinkerbell, you are not allowed human food | guilt |
When I am not able to fulfill any request of my son - can't take ÃÂá
him out to ride his byke, because I am tired. | guilt |
A friend of mine said in a group that she felt lonely and ÃÂá
withdrawn from everyone because of mental deficiency. | guilt |
i regret not knowing i was hurting my friend i was 21 at the time its been 5 years we had been friends for about 5 years he was my best friend i was in a bad relationship and i wasnt doing well memtally i wasnt taking care of myself i would hang out with him to escape my now ex all i ever wanted to do was drink he was such a kind soul when i finally left her i tried to leave and hang out with him but he was busy i think he was fed up with my shit more than anything and i dont blame him i wasnt a good friend to him but i hung out with people my ex did not like instead because i needed someone and they were some of my oldest friends that my relationshipad soured i lied to her and told her i was with my best friend somehow he found out told me i used him and it wasnt cool told me i had a problem and ultimately that he thought it would be best if i wasnt around him anymore i cant blame him but it always hurt that he wouldnt even try to talk to me about it first hes still my best friend 5 years of no contact later i just want to talk to him again i dream sometimes of us being friends again and wake up to the harsh reality that he probably doesnt even remember my face he isnt on social media but from what i hear hes doing well i want to try and reach out but its hard with no social media and regardless of how ive changed i dont want to bring him down from where hes gotten himself in life im in a happy committed relationship now and thinking about proposing eventually but i cant imagine anyone else being my best man i feel like i lost my lifeline and the only person that ever really saw good in me turned around and told me there was none sorry for the long post tldr i fucked up a 5 year friendship but still miss him horribly and i dont know what to do but it weighs heavily on my soul | regret |
I'm so weak against phisical pain. I swear I could be whining all day because of a paper cut... | guilt |
im v sorry it didnt work out, noone wishes it had more than me - especially past me who had to force myself to get over u and who went through a lot of pain but i think it's easier when u realise realistically u still wouldve met ðÃÂÃÂàyk | guilt |
there is nothing better than trading off responsibilities for the kid with your sospouse on the weekend i spent far too thinking i always needed to be taking care of my son i would encourage you to do the same if able letting him deal with the picky eating and potty training i can even see some of my 3yo antics as cute and smirk a little never letting him see my amusement i best enjoy it to be able to handle the next 5 days solo | regret |
i regret not telling my best friend how i feel about him before i left i am in love with my best friend i tried to deny it so much but i can no longer deny it i miss him so much i want to be with him but we would never work i am childfree and he wants kids i am torn apart by this i need to know how he feels about me but i know we could never last the pain is even more then when i left my ex i miss him and regret not telling him before i moved we use to see eachother 56 days a week and we could talk for hours or just sit and watch a movie | regret |
too shy to speak up me and my bf of 10 years decided to start sharing with a married couple weve been friends with for a long time now on our first opportunity i drank too much and passed out half way through before the actual fun stuff happened i was super nervous my bf is very supportive of me sleeping with whoever i want even though i have been faithful and never even tried to sleep with anyone else and this couple is super attractive to me and i trust the husband but i have never really been that forward every time me and the husband got close something happened which caused the night to end early and now i m too shy to tell the husband that i m still interested and i feel like a fucking pinecone for not telling him from the start | regret |
wish i would have waited while i will not go as far as to say i regret her i wish i would have waited until maybe a more supportive parent came along i do thee majority of parenting for her while trying not to bad talk her father for her sake i mean the burden of always being there the frustration of trying really really hard to understand her chapter of adhd because everyone s is not always the same if at all trying to be a parent she does not need therapy for while trying to let her come into her own providing 247 for her while keeping a roof over our heads barely doing that all of this i m doing on my own it is exhausting oh the anxiety every time she even breathes or hangs out with her friends alone omg i m so so happy i found this sub because even thinking i should have waited guilts me immensely but here it is like omg i m not alone i love her love her with every fiber of my being i could n t love anyone else more not even another kid i know this but this this shit is hard so it infuriates me when someone suggests having another i truly wish i would have waited or not had a child at all thank you guys for this thread | regret |
I should study ðÃÂÃÂài went shopping yesterday and i spent rhe whole day with my boyfriend.. And all night withðÃÂÃÂÃÂ.. Still procrastinating ðÃÂÃÂà| guilt |
guilt and regret over racism as a kid when i was a kid 11 or 10 i do not remember i said some really bad racist things to a german teacher at my old school i left that school a bit later about the holocaust and gas chambers before i even really understood what i was saying or how bad it was i was giving a talking to by another teacher and given the chance to apologize but i refused to because i was a stupid horrible child with autism and i never did apologise and i really regret that sometimes even to the point of contemplating suicide i wish i had said sorry because i can not now i do not know how to contact him but i just feel so bad some people say i should not because of how long ago it was but i still do really badly what do you think should i still feel bad | regret |
regret saying i fake feeling bad for my dad this just happened and i m sitting in my room wondering what to do i think i can hear my mother talking do my dad so i turned to this as a way to express this my parents have been wondering if i have autism and i have a appointment with the doctor in september i only regret saying what i said due to the possible arguments to come with my father and not the statement with me having little care for many people but my parents have not paid much notice to that i have been asked to apologise though i have been unsure of how or if i want to do it i do not want advice and i know you may hate me i just wanted to express | regret |
By mistake I took a book from the library which was not supposed ÃÂá
to be loaned out. | guilt |
If only they extend my curfew ðÃÂÃÂâ | guilt |
I was so excited once that I told my classmate that she was old, ÃÂá
this hurt her and I felt guilty. | guilt |
I felt guilty when I was found to be the chief leader of making ÃÂá
noise in class. | guilt |
it is my fault i did not make any friends i feel like shit for not following up talking to people that were nice to me sure they did not follow up either but neither did i and i m sure they would have if they did because they seemed nice when i talked to them a little later in person it is a lot harder but there is so many times where i could have made good friends and i feel like it is my fault i did not and could n t keep good friendships i hate this and i hate that it is my fault | regret |
i regret that i never had sex in college i was all college with bad habits about my depression of the high school for being bullied and also i was so socially anxious in college i regret a lot of never had sex or girlfriend in college because i was in social media all the time and doing nothing also and never was in a party in my life by that reason i never had friends too i was depressed all quarantine for that situation i would rather to be death | regret |
I have been struggling with every aspect of my life. At first, I thought it was because of a close friends death but the blame is on me. My life is so jumbled up that I can't set how to organize it. I can't live like this anymore. | guilt |
i still send emails to my first love who has stopped talking to me some necessary information i have depression and have an attachment disorder the attachment disorder means i have detached from my parents at a very young age and i legitimately do not love them i have never opened up emotionally to anyone before she came along the break up occurred 8 months ago she really wanted to try and stay friends afterwards and i did too unfortunately i handled it horribly because i was experiencing very strong emotions from both ends of the spectrum love and hate as a guy at the age of 22 with my issues i have had very little experience dealing with such emotions i was used to repressing them i then became the psycho exboyfriend i took a lot of anger out on her and tried to make her feel guilty by saying i was thinking of attempting suicide which was true i have attempted in the past i texted her non stop saying i was not worth it and bashing myself repeatedly and saying that she should move on without me and block me from every possible medium she held on for so long hoping for me to get better so that we could be friends again but then she eventually decided it was for the best that we never speak to each other again once my anger subsided all that was left is regret guilt and missing her terribly during my weakest moments i send her around 2 emails a week saying how much i miss her and wish she was back along with other things of how a horrible person i am i have no idea if she reads these emails anymore edit up until writing this post i was in a very bad spot and writing 23 emails to her a day since writing this confession i have not emailed her for 10 days and i hope it continues thanks for the input | regret |
A kitten had wandered into our office, and I was told to take it ÃÂá
back across the street. When I crossed back, the kitten followed ÃÂá
me and was run over and killed by a car. | regret |
I can't help but feel jealous of my best friend atm and I feel fucking awful for it - I'm overwhelmingly happy for her, but deep down there's a part of me that just wants that happiness for myself.. I'm an awful person | guilt |
a regret i will always carry with me and not completely sure what to do my story begin a very very long time ago started working this new job met this amazing woman became friends nothing more but something so special sadly thru a minor job change we drifted things just were not the same afew more years past and by the grace of all that is holy our paths crossed again the stars were aligned n all was right in the world until rumors and bs double talk spread around our work she began to feel i betrayed her and soon after she told me i lost her trust none of which was the case i would never betray her it is kills me knowing she hates me for lies and false information and the worse part of this all is my job is sending me to another state and i may not see her again or ever have the chance to talk to her express how i feel who she truly is to me | regret |
i think i still love him we broke up about six months ago i m with someone else now but i miss my ex like crazy he hates me now and it kills me he blocked me on social media he will not even look at me at school i feel like shit but the worst part is that my actual partner loves me so much and yet here i am wondering if i fucked up for good | regret |
>feels bad for venting so much
*Internal screaming* | guilt |
regrets i had a only 1 i have lived about 3 lifes as i been told and then some as some might say the only regret i have had was not following thru ocs for the second time when i was given a choice to do so 911 happened and i lost some very real good friends of mine so i stayed enlisted i was a first responder during 911 helping out at ground zero and then volunteered for as many active duty gigs i could get i was reservist in nyc to get me close to to the action after many deployments that is my only regret what is yours | regret |
Idk if I should be in this group bc...
All of my memories are so damaged that Idk if they were real. I know some of them are and I get really bad flashbacks about a lot of them. But IâÃÂÃÂm scared that people will be pissed at me for posting something that maybe didnâÃÂÃÂt happen. I feel like they did... I donâÃÂÃÂt know what to do. Do I belong here? | guilt |
I was keeping a friend's Library book which went overdue. My ÃÂá
friend was charged for the delay in returning the book to the ÃÂá
Library. I felt guilty when I realised I was responsible. | guilt |
When my mother found me in her bedroom "stealing" sugar in her ÃÂá
bedroom. According to our customs there comes a stage when a ÃÂá
child stops using the parents bedroom and I was well past that ÃÂá
age. | guilt |
When I did not defend my close friend when my father degraded ÃÂá
him. I felt guilty for allowing my father to get away with his ÃÂá
actions and for the hurt my friend felt. I cleared the matter up ÃÂá
with my father a few weeks later. | guilt |
I had to leave an important function early because of family ÃÂá
commitments. Someone else had to complete my job. | guilt |
do with NAME whats best i know she has been a lot of worry to mama and i am sorry . | guilt |
I screwed it up last year | guilt |
i want to run away i was in an abusive relationship for many years and i finally got away but we share a child my entire family lives a state away and i m in a city with no family or support and i can not leave because of split custody with my child my coparent is constantly doing everything they can to make my life miserable i love being a parent but it is been over a year since my divorce and i do everything on my own i m lonely i m tired and i dream of just up and leaving and being closer to my family i visit as often as i can and it is the only time i feel at peace and happy i do not know if i regret having my child but i sure as hell regret having her with the person that i did i m in therapy already and have been for over a year i feel trapped here because i know i will never leave my child | regret |
i regret not keeping in contact with someone who could ve been a positive influence a friend maybe more probably 78 years ago i met this girl at a concert our groups mingled and we hung out that night and had a great time we stayed in contact a little and even met up a few times at other concerts even letting us stay at her house one night after the event occasionally chatting on fb or other social media over the years of running into her my gf at the time really didnt like it when we spoke because gf really thought we had a thing for each other or she at least did for me wanting to respect her i never really reached out to her again one concert my gf claimed that this girl walked past us several times but only said hi when she saw me despite making eye contact with gf every pass another time the girl said to find her before we left however my gf only told me this once we were in the car ride home over the past 2 years or so i have reached out to the girl and we have talked a little but i always felt so unconfident talking to her i was always the one moving the conversation forward she never once asked how i was shortly before covid shut everything down i reached out one more time asking if she would be at a concert she said yes and offered to get me in free of charge she also mentioned something about a guest but i said i was flying solo for this one we talked a little and i felt great after the last time i reached out i congratulated her on a career milestone but noticed that her name on the post linked to another profile instead of hers and i did not receive a thank you just a confirmation that she knew about the error i felt like a bother so that was the last time i reached out i recently had a dream about her i was awkwardly flirting with her but she ended up holding my hand and squeezing it it felt too real am i just over romanticizing a stranger that i wish was still in my life it certainly feels like it i believe things happen for a reason the circumstances of our meeting among the hundreds of other people around does not seem like a coincidence just coming to the reality of the situation should not be this difficult but i guess that is why i m explaining myself on reddit | regret |
i feel like something is terribly wrong with me and the way i have been living my life throughout middle school and high school i had been very antisocial and addicted to the computer i spent an awful lot of time playing wow late at night and barely on any sleep i got some work done in high school but at age 20 i still have not finished during my high school years i spent an awful lot of time shopping so i could look like a supermodel even though i never enjoyed shopping because it is addicting i was on antidepressants for 56 years and all of it was a terrible experience i wish i would have gone to public high school with my friends who are now in college and studying i and doing my best to finish high school but i only go twice a week for 1 hour a day and community college on fridays for a couple hours i had a blog for about 7 years that had fashion my favorite movies and cool pictures that i like earlier this year i deleted it everything gone the doctor had me try another medication at the time and i was so absorbed in self hatred and i can not believe i would do such a thing to myself i could have just left it there i could have shared all the ideas i had on it with other people at college now i just sit around not knowing what to do with myself i feel like i am becoming insane i was doing really well earlier this year and then when i took that medication i just went into this horrible downward spiral i feel like my life has gone in so many random directions and i do not know where it is going please help | regret |
i regret it now what am i going to do so i wanted to tell someone im regretting for past 3 years i am really good in biology and chemistry when i was in 10th i wanted to choose science batch because im interested in science but i took commerce i dont have any interest in commerce but because my friend took commerce i also took commerce now im regretting everything i do not know what my subjects are about what is accounting i do not know anything when it was time to choose the batch my all family memmbers mom dad grandfather grandmother my uncle my aunt everyone told me to take science but i didnt they said u will regret your choice by taking commerce but i didnt listen at that time and now i really regret it now its time for me to give entrance exam for bcom but how will i pass if i dont know anything about my subject im going to fail everyone in my family is settled having good job and life but i think i wont make it i already failed i want to go 2 years back how i am going to persue my career when i dont know anything about what im studying and i live in india so its really hard to persue they say if u dont study u will do house work and get married i dont want that i want to do a job but how am i going to do that no matter how much i study i cant understand those subject now o regret everything everyone was right i did a big mistake i ruined my own life because of my stupidity | regret |
I asked a friend to hang out and she tried to make it plans with her and her girlfriend so then I ended up cancelling the plans we like made so she could just do them with her girlfriend (someone who I am very close friends with as well. Like the are both my best friends) because I can't handle third wheeling right now mentally. I'm so tired and depressed that if I was excluded and exposed to that right now I wouldn't be able to handle it. She seems like she's upset with me but I don't know what else to do but now I'm even more sad because I am going to be lonely and thinking about them hanging out instead of me being involved. | guilt |
I fell for my friends ex.. And I should've expect that he would hurt me just as bad. Smh. I used to be able to call her my best friend too. Broke the best friend code, Jesus. | guilt |
sorry if that is not a good enough reason for you it is good enough for me . | guilt |
When my aunt took her own life, I felt guity for not ÃÂá
understanding that she needed support. | guilt |
I'm sorry. it was a misunderstanding. Its always a misunderstanding. I should just shut up and never say anything again. I just make everything worse. | guilt |
the worst thing i ever done ok i will talk in third grade i cheated on my history exam in fourth grade i stole my uncle max s toupee and i glued it on my face when i was moses in my hebrew school play in fifth grade i knocked my sister edie down the stairs and i blamed it on the dog when my mom sent me to the summer camp for fat kids and then they served lunch i got nuts and i pigged out and they kicked me out but the worst thing i ever done i mixed a pot of fake puke at home and then i went to this movie theater hid the puke in my jacket climbed up to the balcony and then ttthen i made a noise like this huahuahuahuaaaaaaa and then i dumped it over the side all over the people in the audience and then this was horrible all the people started getting sick and throwing up all over each other i never felt so bad in my entire life | guilt |
Likens just heard about Cristina Grimme being shot and how everyone hates the shooter, "all life is precious" but I don't really care...like people die everyday and if all life is precious why would you wish the shooter to rot in hell? I wonder if I'm a bad person for not caring but still.... | guilt |
i am sorry for all that i have done to us . | guilt |
When I did not succeed in finding a job after having finished a ÃÂá
nonacademic degree. | regret |
When I was young I stole something from a shop and got caught, ÃÂá
then I was taken to the police station and my parents had to come ÃÂá
and get me. | guilt |
New month new start and all that but my ex just messaged me and I'm freaking out | guilt |
Whilst I'm crying I heard "weak"
That's the shit that gets to me the most. | guilt |
When I spoke ill of a fellow worker in the absence of this ÃÂá
person. | guilt |
I should have said it at the cute but instead of Freaking about how bloody cute it was | regret |
When I cheated my father about the book allowance at university. ÃÂá
He discovered that we were given K150 per year for books. | guilt |
playdates are awful to plan hello i have a 8 yo boy and boy am i fed up with trying to organize playdates when no one really wants to except me and my son i live in a city in france and there is no playground around our home so nowhere to play with neighbours so the only interaction my son can have with his friends during wkends and holidays are planned playdates i do everything in my power to make them happen but it is really hard i hosted several times kids whose parents never invited mine and i would be good if i could invite them often but it is not the case parents are reluctants they often have other things planned whereas being alone with my son with no family or real friends around we have all the time in the world he is an only and the only kid in the family so it is really important for me to have him socialize with his peers but i m powerless to make it happen my son asked me to invite 2 friends to play with his brand new switch this wkend and their mother replied can not because we have a full wkend i m like arghh why is it so complicated that is something i never though about before having a child but i would dream of living in a place where he could roam around with neighbour s kids it would be a life changer thanks for reading me vent | regret |
A friend of mine had a bicycle-accident because I pulled at his ÃÂá
handlebar. | guilt |
i m a failure and i m too weak to change my circumstances i started college last semester after about two months i became terribly depressed and starting becoming suicidal thankfully my girlfriend was loving to take me to the hospital where since i have gotten help having been diagnosed with major depression and anxiety i have since started taking antidepressants i m currently taking 150 mg of effexor daily i finished last semester with a 28ish gpa i do not really check since this semester i have had no motivation to study or do well i only attend the 3 classes i like regularly the routine makes me less sad in my daytoday life i never study because i do not see the point i think about killing myself because i m too much of a fucking lazy piece of shit to study and do well i would like to cease to exist but i m too weak to commit suicide i can not remember the last time i was happy i hate myself i m worrying about dropping out i m worried about what my family will think of me i m worried that i never be happy again my girlfriend is incredibly successoriented she studies all the time and i do not think she d relate to my situation i think about the future and i m scared shitless the only thing giving me hope is that my english teacher thinks i m sort of brilliant writer which does not do me a whole lot of good worst of all i feel like an entitled brat for thinking like this i feel like a selfpitying shit for not taking advantage of my luck to even be in college people would kill for my situation advicethoughts would be appreciated | guilt |
i am just sorry i burden all of you the way i have . | guilt |
i was mean to my little brother so monday i did not go to school the reason was because i had a massive headache and my mom just worked all night so she wanted me to help with my little brother so she could sleep and i was nice and cool tempered but then my little brother was just asking the same question multiple times and i answered him each him time but i got annoyed and that right there killed my mood and i was basically angry all day but he said he was hungry and i kept asking him what he wanted showed him his options and he would not pick and i was getting more mad then i started to lash out btw i struggled with anger issues throughout elementary and i got it under control as best i could before and during middle school and i was starting to yell at him for the dumbest things such when he would ask me a question and i answer but then he just keeps going and for 3 hours he kept telling me he was hungry but he would just keep doing the same thing saying he did not want anything but the after the 3 hours he says he wants ramen but i feel bad because i was yelling and hitting him for asking questions that he already asked and when he kept telling me he was hungry and i kept giving him options and this entire time i was trying to get some sleep to feel better because of my headache but i just regret what i did because he did not deserve it he is only 4 but i was just in such a mood and my anger issues were not helping either but every night i tell myself i have to be nicer and i can not be doing this or else he will be scared of me or he will be afraid to ask me for something and i do not want that i want to be someone he looks up to and is not afraid of so today tuesday i swear to myself i will be nicer and i will not let myself get in the way and do my best not to be a angry person towards him because i hate how it makes me feel at the end of the day | regret |
NAME you were tired of life with me and with our poor situation because i never fulfilled your dreams and wishes . | guilt |
not moving into my grandmothers old place when i had the chance a few years back my grandmother then late 90 s now deceased moved in with my parents while i was helping them move her things out they asked if i wanted to move in grandma had a beautiful house just out of a little village about 1520 minutes drive from my job up hill from a local beach the steep hill gave her place an excellent feeling of privacy she had an immaculately kept garden that often had kangaroos lounging around in it not to mention it was full of fond childhood memories to me my first impulse and the answer i really wanted to give was hell yes but then a little voice in my head said be reasonable sure you work full time but conservatively this place is worth at least 6 times what your little two bedroom unit is however they want to do this be it rent or parental mortgage you can not afford the place what is more you are a slob you d never keep this place clean let alone maintain the garden reluctantly i answered my parents not no but instead you do not want me living here they ended up selling the place to this day the algebra remains the same it is still just as impractical but i still wish i would said fuck it yes | regret |
i regret letting myself fall in love i know it sounds corny i moved out of the country when i was 21 i met someone in the other country and he helped me get to know the town i lived in he made me into a local and made me able to navigate the city independently we started going out because we fell for each other so easily i lost my virginity to him thought about marrying him or at least moving in with him and he was my most serious relationship i ever had he took care of me when i was sick my family also adored him we got a dog together we had this idea of going away on a romantic unplanned getaway to europe without telling anyone just spontaneously going sometime for a week he was the man of my dreams the hard part was when i had to move back to my own country we kept talking about getting married to get his visa to come live with me but then i realized something he only wanted to come to my country for me if he had a choice in the matter he would have had his life marriage career and family develop in his own country that was not the realization because that was something we both already knew what i realized was that if he moved to my country he would have ended up resenting me or he would have pretended to be okay with it and have a difficult time adjusting just how i did in his country or i would have moved with him to his country and wish that i could be back in my own we just could n t win so early on in our long distance relationship i told him we could n t be together anymore and that he deserved to find a woman that wants to spend the rest of her life with him wherever he wants i shattered his heart and mine too in the process today he has been with her for twice as long as he was with me he loves her so much and she is one of the luckiest women alive i still think about him and miss him everyday and i can only hope that i find someone as wonderful as he was someday | regret |
i wish i never told anyone i am gay why the fuck did i do that . | regret |
When a close classmate failed a year. | guilt |
surgery so two years ago when trying to join the navy reserve i found out i had pretty bad bunions on both feet do not tend to look at peoples feet so never even noticed on the plus side they were the worst he d ever seen in a teenager so i guess if you re going to have deformities then go big or go home i was advised this one time in particular to wait by these two nurses but i figured its a progressive condition so i may as well just get both done simultaneously while i m still a student and have the time to recover keep my job options open and improve my fitness performance i had it done before going into my third year of uni no one really knows what went wrong yet its been nearly fifteen months since and basically i can not properly walk anymore they are still investigating what the hell happened because they do not think this is a known complication trailblazer logically i know this could n t really have been foreseen but i can not help just hating myself for rushing into it now a poor decision i made at eighteennineteen could affect the rest of my life if i would just listened | regret |
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fuck | guilt |
i regret going to my dream school i studied at a private school which in my country is really good and because of a friend of mine that i used to consider my rival was planning to go to this school and people usually said that that was one of the greatest schools to study in i planned to go study there to study there i would need to have good grades in the 8th grade that would not be that hard because i can learn things pretty easily despite that i would study my entire afternoon once or twice a week in the next two years it was neither happy nor easy tho sometimes everything that would keep my head stable while studying was music probably the worse was the familiar pressure over nonsense and my dumbass little brother who only got me mad despite that my family would not complain about schoolrelated things because they knew i had good grades and that was all that matters to them by the end of my 9th grade i inscribed myself to try to go to this school and it turned out pretty good because i had perfect grades despite me almost not entering because of my young age then i was finally accepted to study there by studying there i would leave behind my friends my comfort the girl i loved and my reputation that by the end of the year became pretty good all to have a great future and the privilege to have a nice education my country does not provide to others and the title of studying my high school on a federal school but i did it anyway by getting there i slowly started to regret doing that because now i was an introverted kid on a school which i had no close friends no comfort but at least i would have a great education right no i noticed that despite the place looked pretty cool it was not like people said basically the only difference is that i could learn a bit of computing and nothing else that great and i would be forced to do one more year in my high school which means i will be at school till the 4th grade by now i fully regret studying there because my old friends are now leaving and i have been talking to no one those days of quarantine but the last straw was that i had no online classes this entire time i have been doing literally nothing for the entire quarantine it just started now literally today and now i see that all the time that i spent and will spend just because of a title will not worth it | regret |
I felt guilt towards my mother when I went to live on rooms in ÃÂá
Nijmegen where I study. | guilt |
I say I'm gonna post every two hours and that very day I don't post the rest of the day smh | guilt |
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I AM SO SORRY. I WENT THROUGH ALL YOUR VENTS AND INTERACTED WITH THEM... WHICH MEANS YOU HAVE 164 NOTIFICATIONS ON HERE. INCLUDING THIS. SO, 165.
IM SORRY.
BUT YOU PROBABLY HAVE MORE BECAUSE I ALSO COMMENTED ON A FEW....
SORRY. | guilt |
only one regret in my life i have always been a firm believer that regret is just a nice word for dwelling on the past i have made a lot of bad decisions in my life but they all lead me to where i am today and i m happy with my life that being said another post i just saw reminded me of something from my past when i was a high school freshman there was a kid a grade or two above me that was openly gay and he was mocked mercilessly for it i was a punk rock loner in a private catholic high school so i understood the situation anyways we rode the bus together that year and one weekend talking with my other punk rock loner friend i decided i would reach out to him monday morning and try to be a friend well i noticed right away that morning when i got on the bus he was not there did not think too much of it but during first period an announcement was made that he committed suicide that weekend after the final show of the school musical he was headlining i have never gotten over the fact that if i would have reached out just a few days earlier i could have stopped a tragedy to make things even more tragic three of the best men closest friends and mentors of mine all committed suicide years later they all suffered silently and nobody saw it coming but the one guy i did recognize as needing help i was too late not looking for sympathy just telling my story | regret |
it started when i got in a wreck my mother was drunk and i was in the front passenger seat of a 2009 or 2010 corolla we went 120mph into the rear of a stopped suv 7 people were in said suv while i simply broke my collar bone one person lost their life and six others suffered major damage to there life and psyche i remember when i was in the ambulance with one of them i was yelling at them to shut up he pulled a muscle in his groin what i regret was not pulling the e brake when i had the chance six people lost a life because of me and i did nothing to stop it | regret |
After I reluctantly refused to dine with a certain man on the ÃÂá
same table. | guilt |
i regret letting failure control me and switching out of my degree that would have led me to my dream career i failed a math course in uni tbh i was not doing too well in any mathscience courses at the time and i got depressed and switched out of the meteorology program thing is it was my dream career since a child i wanted to study the weather always fascinated by it i could i have tried harder could ve worked harder instead i gave up because i was too ashamed and believed that if i were good at math this career would be for me i just was not putting in the work i could ve passed that course now i m lost did a useless degree i enjoyed it but it turned out useless i hate feeling like i want to turn back time everyday | regret |
4pm.. how early.. i wish i could cry in someones arms.. alas, everyone is asleep. | guilt |
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