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swellvintage a lot better today thanks unfortunately being sick did not mean loss of apetite for me x
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nswellvintage a lot better today thanks unfortunately being sick did not mean loss of apetite for me x\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
really wish i could see eddie izzard on tour damn the stupid expensive ticket cake or death
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nreally wish i could see eddie izzard on tour damn the stupid expensive ticket cake or death\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i m a yr old female and i wa diagnosed with bipolar when i wa almost been a month but i ve noticed that my anger ha totally converted into full rage when i wa just depressed a month before it s been year since my dad death but it isn t a normal death he wa murdered in cold blood because he wa running for politics i have been trying to seek help from therapist but it isn t enough for me to let go and move on my older brother and boyfriend have been trying to convince me to move on but it s not easy i don t think i can i ve been feeling very vengeful more than before about this situation but every time i let out my anger i go full rage and when that episode is over i can t help but feel hopeless and fucking worthless i cry my heart out but then i m filled with anger and rage again even conversation with my boyfriend would make me snap but instead of taking it out on him i simply tell him i need to call him back then i self destruct sometimes i feel like he doesn t really care since he sends me one worded text but it s whatever it isn t his problem don t know if i m alone in this one or if anyone feel the same a me
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni m a yr old female and i wa diagnosed with bipolar when i wa almost been a month but i ve noticed that my anger ha totally converted into full rage when i wa just depressed a month before it s been year since my dad death but it isn t a normal death he wa murdered in cold blood because he wa running for politics i have been trying to seek help from therapist but it isn t enough for me to let go and move on my older brother and boyfriend have been trying to convince me to move on but it s not easy i don t think i can i ve been feeling very vengeful more than before about this situation but every time i let out my anger i go full rage and when that episode is over i can t help but feel hopeless and fucking worthless i cry my heart out but then i m filled with anger and rage again even conversation with my boyfriend would make me snap but instead of taking it out on him i simply tell him i need to call him back then i self destruct sometimes i feel like he doesn t really care since he sends me one worded text but it s whatever it isn t his problem don t know if i m alone in this one or if anyone feel the same a me\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
examz coming really feeling helplessssss
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nexamz coming really feeling helplessssss\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
why oh why wa the red sox game rained out i wa so looking forward to opening day
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwhy oh why wa the red sox game rained out i wa so looking forward to opening day\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
brandizzzle0 yoyoyo my internet ha been rude tonight it just reconnected and i m about to go to bed
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nbrandizzzle0 yoyoyo my internet ha been rude tonight it just reconnected and i m about to go to bed\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
ha to return the shirt she bought from topshop bc she ha 0 in her bank account that ha to last her the rest of the month life suck
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nha to return the shirt she bought from topshop bc she ha 0 in her bank account that ha to last her the rest of the month life suck\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
sometimes i feel like the target audience for ovaltine beverage are people that are struggling with depression
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nsometimes i feel like the target audience for ovaltine beverage are people that are struggling with depression\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
deltawgmi for my depression
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ndeltawgmi for my depression\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i have a plan that should 00 work for me it ll be sometime in april i just want everything to be over with i m not doing any of my work anymore i m not going to school and i have never done that before i m at an all time low and i m sick and tired of this constant hurt constant pain and hurting others i cant do this anymore man i wish my last attempt worked why didn t it i cant fucking take this anymore i just want to go i want to die i cant stop cry and hurting myself in multiple way i m done i m tired of this i don t see myself ever living a happy life and i don t think i want to i cant i m sorry
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni have a plan that should 00 work for me it ll be sometime in april i just want everything to be over with i m not doing any of my work anymore i m not going to school and i have never done that before i m at an all time low and i m sick and tired of this constant hurt constant pain and hurting others i cant do this anymore man i wish my last attempt worked why didn t it i cant fucking take this anymore i just want to go i want to die i cant stop cry and hurting myself in multiple way i m done i m tired of this i don t see myself ever living a happy life and i don t think i want to i cant i m sorry\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
phillyd wishing you the best lt
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nphillyd wishing you the best lt\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i m i want to look for a job that would be good for someone with anxiety i struggle with anxiety which isn t even bad it s the symptom like blushing and sweating that i absolutely hate i feel like right now it s easy to find a job but i m just worried about it making my anxiety symptom worse and people noticing
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni m i want to look for a job that would be good for someone with anxiety i struggle with anxiety which isn t even bad it s the symptom like blushing and sweating that i absolutely hate i feel like right now it s easy to find a job but i m just worried about it making my anxiety symptom worse and people noticing\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
wishing i wa home underneath my cover
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwishing i wa home underneath my cover\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i m not joking been having a pounding headache after a meltdown why actually i m personally not surprised since i have like a laundry list of trigger it s just like damn really i can t even cry in peace depression is a bitch weirder part is if you are cutting onion or even cry because something good happens it doesn t trigger a migraine or a tension headache it s just negative cry that doe it
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni m not joking been having a pounding headache after a meltdown why actually i m personally not surprised since i have like a laundry list of trigger it s just like damn really i can t even cry in peace depression is a bitch weirder part is if you are cutting onion or even cry because something good happens it doesn t trigger a migraine or a tension headache it s just negative cry that doe it\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
misselizabeth food allergy suck i became allergic to shellfish about month ago out of the blue and i used to love shrimp
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nmisselizabeth food allergy suck i became allergic to shellfish about month ago out of the blue and i used to love shrimp\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
just got a denied letter from bazaar bizarre sad i wa looking forward to a road trip to be a vendor there
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\njust got a denied letter from bazaar bizarre sad i wa looking forward to a road trip to be a vendor there\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
amazon s plugin not worked in my website it need php but my hosting provider ha only php very sad
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\namazon s plugin not worked in my website it need php but my hosting provider ha only php very sad\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
they killed off a character on one of my favorite show and now i m upset
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nthey killed off a character on one of my favorite show and now i m upset\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
allergy playin up like mad today
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nallergy playin up like mad today\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
deepbluesealove your beau s not online tonight bummer for u and no music either
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ndeepbluesealove your beau s not online tonight bummer for u and no music either\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
finished the second research paper of the week it s tuesday kind of kill me test friday
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nfinished the second research paper of the week it s tuesday kind of kill me test friday\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
rubyrose awww wish i could go but it in sydney
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nrubyrose awww wish i could go but it in sydney\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
is pissed off running from that old man who tried too trash our tent ha left me with the battle womb
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nis pissed off running from that old man who tried too trash our tent ha left me with the battle womb\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
where s my search bar how come aoife got one and i didn t twitter must like her better than me
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwhere s my search bar how come aoife got one and i didn t twitter must like her better than me\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
eoghanquigg wish i could but i m no where near belfast love the new song btw
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\neoghanquigg wish i could but i m no where near belfast love the new song btw\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
is there anyone here who managed to get out of depression if so how did you do it i got stupid lost my creativity and memory lost my energy just everything i am a useless piece of meat who can t even do the most basic thing this life is not worth living i don t want to spend my 0 like this where do i start and what are the thing i should do
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nis there anyone here who managed to get out of depression if so how did you do it i got stupid lost my creativity and memory lost my energy just everything i am a useless piece of meat who can t even do the most basic thing this life is not worth living i don t want to spend my 0 like this where do i start and what are the thing i should do\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i ve experienced this before they describe this one a brain zap but this time it s much worse it s at the back of my head now like near my neck then it s followed by intense pulsing feeling somewhere between the back of my head and neck and i feel like something bad can happen to me anytime i m not even feeling anxious at all right before experiencing this one anyone else who experienced this
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni ve experienced this before they describe this one a brain zap but this time it s much worse it s at the back of my head now like near my neck then it s followed by intense pulsing feeling somewhere between the back of my head and neck and i feel like something bad can happen to me anytime i m not even feeling anxious at all right before experiencing this one anyone else who experienced this\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
tommcfly have fun tom i need to buy eclipse too but i have no money sad times
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ntommcfly have fun tom i need to buy eclipse too but i have no money sad times\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
and it wa a great song too
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nand it wa a great song too\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
recently i started dealing with a lot of stress which ha turned into me feeling panicked off and on throughout the day during my time of feeling panic i get this trouble with my breathing which feel incredibly terrible it is scary when it happens because it feel like i m breathless and like my breathing pattern mess up i wa wondering ha this happened to anyone else if so is it okay if i could ask a few question about it i d love to have some insight or more information on this situation
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nrecently i started dealing with a lot of stress which ha turned into me feeling panicked off and on throughout the day during my time of feeling panic i get this trouble with my breathing which feel incredibly terrible it is scary when it happens because it feel like i m breathless and like my breathing pattern mess up i wa wondering ha this happened to anyone else if so is it okay if i could ask a few question about it i d love to have some insight or more information on this situation\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i m fucking done trying everything hurt i m tired of being a loser at life and being myself i m just tired of trying so hard with recovery and feeling like no matter what i m not really meant to recover like my mind ha been set on suicide and death for so long that i feel so lost without it i am just a fucking failure okay i failed at life i m a year old loser who really fucked up his life beyond repair and i see no way out besides death if we get graded for how we did in life i d get a big fat fucking f i know i only started recently and i should take thing slow and take thing day by day blah blah blah but at the end of the day i m still me and i can t live with myself i truly wish my mother could understand that i really can t live being me anymore i feel so claustrophobic inside my own self with so much self hate and rage a though i could explode i wish i could collapse or sink inside myself wandering aimlessly and wondering how did thing happen to be like this how did my life become such a fucked up mess it s all just so overwhelming i can t fathom how i m going to keep this recovery facade up any longer wa this just a reminder of how pathetic i ve become is recovery just another way of pretending to be something i m not i don t know anymore i just want to cry without end i am tired of being like this i m tired of being me what can i do what the fuck can i do i feel so lost and broken you see maybe some people just never were meant for life no matter what after being like this for year death is all that matter to me and once death becomes your everything it s hard to turn back i don t know what to do besides kill myself tonight
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni m fucking done trying everything hurt i m tired of being a loser at life and being myself i m just tired of trying so hard with recovery and feeling like no matter what i m not really meant to recover like my mind ha been set on suicide and death for so long that i feel so lost without it i am just a fucking failure okay i failed at life i m a year old loser who really fucked up his life beyond repair and i see no way out besides death if we get graded for how we did in life i d get a big fat fucking f i know i only started recently and i should take thing slow and take thing day by day blah blah blah but at the end of the day i m still me and i can t live with myself i truly wish my mother could understand that i really can t live being me anymore i feel so claustrophobic inside my own self with so much self hate and rage a though i could explode i wish i could collapse or sink inside myself wandering aimlessly and wondering how did thing happen to be like this how did my life become such a fucked up mess it s all just so overwhelming i can t fathom how i m going to keep this recovery facade up any longer wa this just a reminder of how pathetic i ve become is recovery just another way of pretending to be something i m not i don t know anymore i just want to cry without end i am tired of being like this i m tired of being me what can i do what the fuck can i do i feel so lost and broken you see maybe some people just never were meant for life no matter what after being like this for year death is all that matter to me and once death becomes your everything it s hard to turn back i don t know what to do besides kill myself tonight\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
smugness gone my train also failed to turn up so i m heading for victoria followed by an unpleasant tube ride to the city
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nsmugness gone my train also failed to turn up so i m heading for victoria followed by an unpleasant tube ride to the city\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
hi all m this past week wa my spring break so i decided to take a trip to visit my best friend in la who moved out here permanently when she left for la i wa so sad but so happy for her to get out of the environment of our hometown neither her or i belong there she took the step though and i feel a if i never can because i m to empathetic for my own good i could barely cope if i didn t hear from my mom once and day and it s exhausting i m like this on another note i m having new anxiety a i leave tomorrow for my flight i m so nervous she hate me now and will never want to speak to me ever again i didn t realize how heartbroken i d be leaving her again it s like i m reliving her leave our hometown what do i do
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nhi all m this past week wa my spring break so i decided to take a trip to visit my best friend in la who moved out here permanently when she left for la i wa so sad but so happy for her to get out of the environment of our hometown neither her or i belong there she took the step though and i feel a if i never can because i m to empathetic for my own good i could barely cope if i didn t hear from my mom once and day and it s exhausting i m like this on another note i m having new anxiety a i leave tomorrow for my flight i m so nervous she hate me now and will never want to speak to me ever again i didn t realize how heartbroken i d be leaving her again it s like i m reliving her leave our hometown what do i do\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i m trying to fine friend on twitter no luck so far
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni m trying to fine friend on twitter no luck so far\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
cococourtney i wa just listening to the sweet for the first time in forever i miss them so much can we go to chi town for visit plz
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ncococourtney i wa just listening to the sweet for the first time in forever i miss them so much can we go to chi town for visit plz\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
jbeauty lol goodnight
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\njbeauty lol goodnight\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
tasouls what stupid show were you watching lol not that there is any shortage
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ntasouls what stupid show were you watching lol not that there is any shortage\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
tired of detail just going to get to the point i have attempted before and lately i ve been feeling like attempting again might try to think of a plan or talk myself out of it idk yet we ll see how life treat me the next few day
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ntired of detail just going to get to the point i have attempted before and lately i ve been feeling like attempting again might try to think of a plan or talk myself out of it idk yet we ll see how life treat me the next few day\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
this response from support is blatantly untrue fake account are shut down all the time and it contradicts their own term too
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nthis response from support is blatantly untrue fake account are shut down all the time and it contradicts their own term too\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
owww just hit my elbow really hard on a door
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nowww just hit my elbow really hard on a door\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
another sale pitch today for a potential surface customer i do more sale than development these day
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nanother sale pitch today for a potential surface customer i do more sale than development these day\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
this person know everything that s going on in my life i ve been trying not to drink much recently been a couple month now i went from downing a pack a night to nothing i quit nicotine at the same time i m in so much mental and physical pain it s unbearable i told her i want to drink i can t take life anymore she told me i can t i made a joke i said i should get a pas because i want to die idk why that s funny i find it hilarious if those are really the only two option maybe i should just go back to drinking every night i can either be numb or dead both sound real nice right about now i hope she s not on reddit that would be awkward
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nthis person know everything that s going on in my life i ve been trying not to drink much recently been a couple month now i went from downing a pack a night to nothing i quit nicotine at the same time i m in so much mental and physical pain it s unbearable i told her i want to drink i can t take life anymore she told me i can t i made a joke i said i should get a pas because i want to die idk why that s funny i find it hilarious if those are really the only two option maybe i should just go back to drinking every night i can either be numb or dead both sound real nice right about now i hope she s not on reddit that would be awkward\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
you know kalau aku percaya semua benda kat internet aku probably ada anxiety adhd depression and some form of cancer
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nyou know kalau aku percaya semua benda kat internet aku probably ada anxiety adhd depression and some form of cancer\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i can t decide i really want to but then again
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni can t decide i really want to but then again\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
cufa getting lot of dentist time myself at the moment very stressfull and sore take it nice and easy for the rest of the day
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ncufa getting lot of dentist time myself at the moment very stressfull and sore take it nice and easy for the rest of the day\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
blahhh my throat is sore amp i keep coughing i hate being sick
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nblahhh my throat is sore amp i keep coughing i hate being sick\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i finally have something to look forward to im starting a garden with my mom and she s putting me in charge of keeping all of the plant healthy im really looking forward to this and i hope this will help me slowly get better
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni finally have something to look forward to im starting a garden with my mom and she s putting me in charge of keeping all of the plant healthy im really looking forward to this and i hope this will help me slowly get better\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
meatrack no more sneaky late arvo surf now man i feel the late arvo glass off is now a distant memory of summer
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nmeatrack no more sneaky late arvo surf now man i feel the late arvo glass off is now a distant memory of summer\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i d like to know why i never sleep
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni d like to know why i never sleep\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
ammarz i could not install it for xp user here in aramco vista user have no problem weird
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nammarz i could not install it for xp user here in aramco vista user have no problem weird\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
ensconced in thought diametrically opposed graduated in fear and all it frill untouched day can only be so new with a mantra old is love for loving s sake hail the dawn
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nensconced in thought diametrically opposed graduated in fear and all it frill untouched day can only be so new with a mantra old is love for loving s sake hail the dawn\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
mileycyrus i have the same problem but it s here let s see if counting work no z s for me
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nmileycyrus i have the same problem but it s here let s see if counting work no z s for me\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
craaaaap my macbook pro is kernel panicking a lot now i think i m going to be forced into an upgrade sooner than this summer
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ncraaaaap my macbook pro is kernel panicking a lot now i think i m going to be forced into an upgrade sooner than this summer\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
since last night my stomach wa bloated and when i went to sleep my stomach felt queasy and i wa nauseous today my stomach still doesn t feel good and am still nauseous and it s hard to eat food not sure what this is is it a stomach flu anxiety
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nsince last night my stomach wa bloated and when i went to sleep my stomach felt queasy and i wa nauseous today my stomach still doesn t feel good and am still nauseous and it s hard to eat food not sure what this is is it a stomach flu anxiety\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
stephenkruiser so sorry to hear about your dog
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nstephenkruiser so sorry to hear about your dog\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
chocolate covered strawberry and cottage cheese you have defeated me
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nchocolate covered strawberry and cottage cheese you have defeated me\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
at school right now just watched this is england and i m sorry to say that i didn t like it that much maby because i watched it here
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nat school right now just watched this is england and i m sorry to say that i didn t like it that much maby because i watched it here\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
my anxiety is high and my depression is bad tonight because i screwed up and didn t take my medication on schedule trying to focus on my happy place while snuggling with magic and surfing reddit i know i complain a lot about my anxiety and depression but this account is for
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nmy anxiety is high and my depression is bad tonight because i screwed up and didn t take my medication on schedule trying to focus on my happy place while snuggling with magic and surfing reddit i know i complain a lot about my anxiety and depression but this account is for\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
hello so i have ptsd bipolar disorder and a back injury that will never heal i recently had to move from maine to florida i am in the process of re establishing my medical care in a new state a more restrictive state the doctor here want me off my back pain medication my anxiety medication and want me to quit smoking pot it took me a long time to figure out the exact combination of medication that work for me amp x 00b i moved from california to maine about ten year ago it took me a few trip to the looney bin for doctor to believe me figure out what wa wrong with me and treat me i spent my first three year in maine in constant pain due to a back injury that my nurse practitioner thought i wa way too young to have which i absolutely did and still do have she sent me to specialist that verified i do have a serious injury and she would say she doesn t believe them i turned her into the board of director at the hospital i wa in for basically torturing me but because i live with debilitating depression i did not follow through with it and it wa dropped amp x 00b when i finally found a doctor that believed my x ray and wa willing to treat me and a doctor that wa able to diagnose my ptsd and bipolar disorder and treat me my life took off in the right direction i wa able to finish my bachelor s degree my master s degree and start my phd one right after another my family wa forced to leave maine because of all the people that flooded into maine due to the pandemic and maine s low number of reported case in the beginning amp x 00b now i am having to redo all of these complicated step and i feel myself falling into my depression hole i feel so defeated i m coming down off my back pain med and my back is hurting so incredibly bad it make me want to die i have gone through so many year of physical pain i thought it wa over i thought i had that figured out my anxiety about doctor s opinion in my medical care and anxiety behind being looked at like a druggie when i don t do drug the anxiety of having to plead my case to people that just have heard so many lie they wouldn t know the truth if it smacked them in the face depression at having to do all of this crap over again
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nhello so i have ptsd bipolar disorder and a back injury that will never heal i recently had to move from maine to florida i am in the process of re establishing my medical care in a new state a more restrictive state the doctor here want me off my back pain medication my anxiety medication and want me to quit smoking pot it took me a long time to figure out the exact combination of medication that work for me amp x 00b i moved from california to maine about ten year ago it took me a few trip to the looney bin for doctor to believe me figure out what wa wrong with me and treat me i spent my first three year in maine in constant pain due to a back injury that my nurse practitioner thought i wa way too young to have which i absolutely did and still do have she sent me to specialist that verified i do have a serious injury and she would say she doesn t believe them i turned her into the board of director at the hospital i wa in for basically torturing me but because i live with debilitating depression i did not follow through with it and it wa dropped amp x 00b when i finally found a doctor that believed my x ray and wa willing to treat me and a doctor that wa able to diagnose my ptsd and bipolar disorder and treat me my life took off in the right direction i wa able to finish my bachelor s degree my master s degree and start my phd one right after another my family wa forced to leave maine because of all the people that flooded into maine due to the pandemic and maine s low number of reported case in the beginning amp x 00b now i am having to redo all of these complicated step and i feel myself falling into my depression hole i feel so defeated i m coming down off my back pain med and my back is hurting so incredibly bad it make me want to die i have gone through so many year of physical pain i thought it wa over i thought i had that figured out my anxiety about doctor s opinion in my medical care and anxiety behind being looked at like a druggie when i don t do drug the anxiety of having to plead my case to people that just have heard so many lie they wouldn t know the truth if it smacked them in the face depression at having to do all of this crap over again\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
ha got to go into college today in the holiday
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nha got to go into college today in the holiday\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i am still doing online class my college take me hour to reach and i feel comfortable without expending gasoline car stuff and heat i live in a place where is a dessert and one of my only type of interaction is social medium i use most instagram and reddit and just today a girl who i think is pretty and everything just told me thing about why am i like her photo and i wa like this is serious she wa mad about it she wa mad because i like her photo and profile i don t have friend i ve been mentally unstable for almost year i always wan na kill myself and i believe death is the true freedom and these kind of thing happening wtf doesn t help doesn t work i know i should just ignore her and understand my position and situation but wtf humanity she said to stop doing that to others and do something else and i wa girl these are the only place where i met and i can meet people why i d feel bad about it fuck
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni am still doing online class my college take me hour to reach and i feel comfortable without expending gasoline car stuff and heat i live in a place where is a dessert and one of my only type of interaction is social medium i use most instagram and reddit and just today a girl who i think is pretty and everything just told me thing about why am i like her photo and i wa like this is serious she wa mad about it she wa mad because i like her photo and profile i don t have friend i ve been mentally unstable for almost year i always wan na kill myself and i believe death is the true freedom and these kind of thing happening wtf doesn t help doesn t work i know i should just ignore her and understand my position and situation but wtf humanity she said to stop doing that to others and do something else and i wa girl these are the only place where i met and i can meet people why i d feel bad about it fuck\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
shrooms and chocolate bar edible good for depression and anxiety ht http t co dz9jxhaant
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nshrooms and chocolate bar edible good for depression and anxiety ht http t co dz9jxhaant\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i don t know how to get better i m gon na pursue help because of someone really important to me i feel like i ve been bad to them or just that they deserve better and sometimes i just don t know how to try hard enough or feel something sometimes and it kill me inside i m worried the people i go to for help professional won t understand me or won t be able to help me i just wan na get better for this person so i can always have a clear head and understand what s going on and try my best for them all i wan na tell them is i m sorry i m sorry
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni don t know how to get better i m gon na pursue help because of someone really important to me i feel like i ve been bad to them or just that they deserve better and sometimes i just don t know how to try hard enough or feel something sometimes and it kill me inside i m worried the people i go to for help professional won t understand me or won t be able to help me i just wan na get better for this person so i can always have a clear head and understand what s going on and try my best for them all i wan na tell them is i m sorry i m sorry\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
rainarcher can only fit people max and it full otherwise you know it would be yours sowwi
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nrainarcher can only fit people max and it full otherwise you know it would be yours sowwi\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
morning all v groggy this morning
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nmorning all v groggy this morning\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i just can t spell today i totally suck
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni just can t spell today i totally suck\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
due to a bunch of reason i wa never close to my mother side of the family there were some cousin and great uncle i saw a lot briefly a a kid one recently chatted with mother through facebook and mentioned how he loved coming to our house back in those day he actually got married a few year ago but i didn t went i feel like depression social anxiety and being a closeted trans person denied me all the relationship normal people have it doesn t help that my mother had her reason to not make an effort to be close to some of those relative but i keep thinking that they became stranger to me even my great grandfather who i must have seen him once before he passed after my mother distanced ourselves from the rest of the family i keep thinking that all of it could be different i didn t had to be so lonely and even if some of them are terrible people i could still be close to the good one like the cousin who chatted with my mother if so weren t like this another cousin is getting married next month my great uncle came to our house to bring the invitation and want me to come a well i keep thinking what the hell am i even going to say to all these people i haven t seen since i wa a kid it wa normal to be a shy child and not to speak to them but now at they will think i have development issue and what would i talk about with them after graduating college year ago i did nothing with my life i just wasted my youth by hiding at home i don t think most of them give a shit about me but i bet at least some would be curious what i have been up to oh i got to sleep at am and wake up at noon everyday after which i proceed to do nothing but waste away in front of a computer screen i m so depressed and i m so fixated on this fear of time passing that i literally do nothing but that what about you i guess i would do what my parent do and just lie and say i do freelance work my father already told me how embarrassed he is when people ask him what i m doing and that s the lie he us i have a cousin almost my age in the other side of the family which i also dread about the idea of meeting him again we were close during summer a child but i remember our last summer together when we were a i started to develop depression and it wa really awkward it wa like we became stranger and would barely speak i would feel so ashamed to see him now he is normal he ha friend he doe what he want he s independent he s talkative he s normal he s everything i am not i just want to be fucking normal i wish i could restart my life but this time without depression social anxiety and being trans i feel like i won t survive this year but i wish i could have lived a little before i go
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ndue to a bunch of reason i wa never close to my mother side of the family there were some cousin and great uncle i saw a lot briefly a a kid one recently chatted with mother through facebook and mentioned how he loved coming to our house back in those day he actually got married a few year ago but i didn t went i feel like depression social anxiety and being a closeted trans person denied me all the relationship normal people have it doesn t help that my mother had her reason to not make an effort to be close to some of those relative but i keep thinking that they became stranger to me even my great grandfather who i must have seen him once before he passed after my mother distanced ourselves from the rest of the family i keep thinking that all of it could be different i didn t had to be so lonely and even if some of them are terrible people i could still be close to the good one like the cousin who chatted with my mother if so weren t like this another cousin is getting married next month my great uncle came to our house to bring the invitation and want me to come a well i keep thinking what the hell am i even going to say to all these people i haven t seen since i wa a kid it wa normal to be a shy child and not to speak to them but now at they will think i have development issue and what would i talk about with them after graduating college year ago i did nothing with my life i just wasted my youth by hiding at home i don t think most of them give a shit about me but i bet at least some would be curious what i have been up to oh i got to sleep at am and wake up at noon everyday after which i proceed to do nothing but waste away in front of a computer screen i m so depressed and i m so fixated on this fear of time passing that i literally do nothing but that what about you i guess i would do what my parent do and just lie and say i do freelance work my father already told me how embarrassed he is when people ask him what i m doing and that s the lie he us i have a cousin almost my age in the other side of the family which i also dread about the idea of meeting him again we were close during summer a child but i remember our last summer together when we were a i started to develop depression and it wa really awkward it wa like we became stranger and would barely speak i would feel so ashamed to see him now he is normal he ha friend he doe what he want he s independent he s talkative he s normal he s everything i am not i just want to be fucking normal i wish i could restart my life but this time without depression social anxiety and being trans i feel like i won t survive this year but i wish i could have lived a little before i go\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i just wanted to share something that help me with anxiety attack in case it help someone else there is this show called one day at a time the 0 reboot that deal with many social issue and one of them is anxiety and there is this one episode in season called anxiety that just help me calm down so much for some reason it s almost better than med or plant it deal with how to deal with anxiety attack and is truly amazing you can find the show on netflix in most country and on the internet too
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni just wanted to share something that help me with anxiety attack in case it help someone else there is this show called one day at a time the 0 reboot that deal with many social issue and one of them is anxiety and there is this one episode in season called anxiety that just help me calm down so much for some reason it s almost better than med or plant it deal with how to deal with anxiety attack and is truly amazing you can find the show on netflix in most country and on the internet too\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
my mom called me disgusting for my dirty room even though she know i m depressed am i disgusting i try to clean but it just go back to dirty i m disgusting and lazy
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nmy mom called me disgusting for my dirty room even though she know i m depressed am i disgusting i try to clean but it just go back to dirty i m disgusting and lazy\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
can batman with prep time cure my depression
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ncan batman with prep time cure my depression\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
what is this i feel hotter i m sicker than ever
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwhat is this i feel hotter i m sicker than ever\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
first cold night of the year
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nfirst cold night of the year\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
watching realkidpoker daniel negreanu lose 0 000 in four hour real time via twitter he s losing it
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stephenkruiser i m so sorry to hear about your dog
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nstephenkruiser i m so sorry to hear about your dog\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i have the flu
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni have the flu\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
completing report and meeting this morning interviewing people this afternoon busy bee today blurrgghh
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ncompleting report and meeting this morning interviewing people this afternoon busy bee today blurrgghh\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
i m m and i now have no one i can trust i don t know if my life is even worth living i don t know what i want to do with my life i just don t want to be here anymore but i can bc of my dad he would miss me to much i m a awful person and should be around anymore
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni m m and i now have no one i can trust i don t know if my life is even worth living i don t know what i want to do with my life i just don t want to be here anymore but i can bc of my dad he would miss me to much i m a awful person and should be around anymore\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
confused what he should do with his life
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nconfused what he should do with his life\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
every time i get out the house i start to panic and shake my grandma just got into the hospital and i feel so overwhelmed by everything i feel like the world is putting everything on my shoulder right now and every breath i cave in it s like i don t have anyone to talk to about my problem like it doesn t seem like anyone want to hear me or listen to me so why bother i just feel like i should just close down and shut myself in
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nevery time i get out the house i start to panic and shake my grandma just got into the hospital and i feel so overwhelmed by everything i feel like the world is putting everything on my shoulder right now and every breath i cave in it s like i don t have anyone to talk to about my problem like it doesn t seem like anyone want to hear me or listen to me so why bother i just feel like i should just close down and shut myself in\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
today i had an important college presentation to do but since last night i ve been so dead feel like with my brain my body ha also given up i have to pull myself together to even get out of bed i had to wake up early today and i did but i just couldn t leave my bed i wa cry so much the whole night for no specific reason i decided not to go and explained my partner that i won t make it i told them how i wa feeling funnily they re my best friend who were doing the presentation w me one of them said i didn t have the ball to just say it straight to their face that i just don t want to go because i m being lazy or whatever it hurt me so much how do i explain this to them it make me feel like i m good for nothing i feel like a piece of shit for not doing thing i should be doing everyday it keep on getting worse for me i tried therapy but it just expensive and doesn t work for me plus i always have this stress of spending so much on therapy being a student if this is how it going to be like then i don t even wan na carry on lmao i d rather just kill myself but i can t do that also because i m such a coward and always think about the consequence of my action and how other people would have to deal w it the shame that my parent will have to face i have so much fear and anxiety it so difficult to survive
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ntoday i had an important college presentation to do but since last night i ve been so dead feel like with my brain my body ha also given up i have to pull myself together to even get out of bed i had to wake up early today and i did but i just couldn t leave my bed i wa cry so much the whole night for no specific reason i decided not to go and explained my partner that i won t make it i told them how i wa feeling funnily they re my best friend who were doing the presentation w me one of them said i didn t have the ball to just say it straight to their face that i just don t want to go because i m being lazy or whatever it hurt me so much how do i explain this to them it make me feel like i m good for nothing i feel like a piece of shit for not doing thing i should be doing everyday it keep on getting worse for me i tried therapy but it just expensive and doesn t work for me plus i always have this stress of spending so much on therapy being a student if this is how it going to be like then i don t even wan na carry on lmao i d rather just kill myself but i can t do that also because i m such a coward and always think about the consequence of my action and how other people would have to deal w it the shame that my parent will have to face i have so much fear and anxiety it so difficult to survive\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
no way my depression song is playing durning a nice as chapter tf http t co hekcohnfbg
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nno way my depression song is playing durning a nice as chapter tf http t co hekcohnfbg\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i can t do this anymore the secret the fear that oh no i say something wrong and boom my friend all hate my as i m worried anything i say will tip one of my friend off the edge and she ll do it idk what to do anymore i have a plan but also i m terrified of death
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni can t do this anymore the secret the fear that oh no i say something wrong and boom my friend all hate my as i m worried anything i say will tip one of my friend off the edge and she ll do it idk what to do anymore i have a plan but also i m terrified of death\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
cant wait for easter but then after that it will be study time
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ncant wait for easter but then after that it will be study time\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
atekinzz where in the world are you
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\natekinzz where in the world are you\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
no new csi tonight fml
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nno new csi tonight fml\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
iam gadifele gwen tlaka nna ke right ke tshwenya ke my gender gore ba tshwere bothata and they are getting stress depression and all sort of sickness because of basadi mxm
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\niam gadifele gwen tlaka nna ke right ke tshwenya ke my gender gore ba tshwere bothata and they are getting stress depression and all sort of sickness because of basadi mxm\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
got graded e for three of my lesson and it triggered something in me it reminded me of how much a worthless degenerate that i am i m so fucking stressed out i never normally let it get to me but this year last year of school it ha started to hurt me on top of that my rib mostly center part arm and back all fucking hurt it s not even an ache there s this physical pain that hurt and it make me feel weak and even more depressed
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ngot graded e for three of my lesson and it triggered something in me it reminded me of how much a worthless degenerate that i am i m so fucking stressed out i never normally let it get to me but this year last year of school it ha started to hurt me on top of that my rib mostly center part arm and back all fucking hurt it s not even an ache there s this physical pain that hurt and it make me feel weak and even more depressed\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
leepeesa story of my life stop looking and icaisfrank come again what is this i read about a vet visit memory photo may help
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nleepeesa story of my life stop looking and icaisfrank come again what is this i read about a vet visit memory photo may help\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
why am i always suicidal
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwhy am i always suicidal\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i just can t stop think about i see myself doing it in my mind all the time it s so hard i just want to do it rn i have a break soon i think i am gon na do it but i feel so bad for my friend but i just can t do it anymore
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni just can t stop think about i see myself doing it in my mind all the time it s so hard i just want to do it rn i have a break soon i think i am gon na do it but i feel so bad for my friend but i just can t do it anymore\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
torturedlady yea ma naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam marwan accent lol
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ntorturedlady yea ma naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam marwan accent lol\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
so i have a mild stutter and i just had an epiphany i ve been letting my stutter control me but i found something amazing out i let my stutter define who i wa a a person instead of an aspect of myself it s so bad that when my parent talk to me like a normal person i d think to myself wow they act like i m normal despite my stutter they see past that and when i would work people would see my name tag and say oh i have a son named my name and i would think he probably doesn t stutter tho i let this define who i wa a a person and i let it really get to me i wa looking at old reddit post from other people asking how people view stutter and most people said they didn t care at all and even found it interesting some even said it wa hot cute made joke sound more natural and a a result more funny not like they found the stutter funny tho and one even said they were turned on by it and someone said something that stuck out to me they pretty much said how you perceive yourself is how others will so if i see myself a weird and anxious i will act that way and be perceived in that way but if i see myself a confident and charismatic and just act like my stutter doesn t bother me and even joke about it then others will perceive me a such this blew my mind a i thought everyone didn t pick up on my stutter at first and just thought i wa super weird but it s just me convincing myself of that so even tho this clicked i still can t just flick the switch off so how do i actually become confident with my stutter it s very mild and is fueled by anxiety so if i can get rid of my anxiety it ll in my opinion make me sound more charismatic and confident so i really wan na figure out how to just own it how do i do this
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nso i have a mild stutter and i just had an epiphany i ve been letting my stutter control me but i found something amazing out i let my stutter define who i wa a a person instead of an aspect of myself it s so bad that when my parent talk to me like a normal person i d think to myself wow they act like i m normal despite my stutter they see past that and when i would work people would see my name tag and say oh i have a son named my name and i would think he probably doesn t stutter tho i let this define who i wa a a person and i let it really get to me i wa looking at old reddit post from other people asking how people view stutter and most people said they didn t care at all and even found it interesting some even said it wa hot cute made joke sound more natural and a a result more funny not like they found the stutter funny tho and one even said they were turned on by it and someone said something that stuck out to me they pretty much said how you perceive yourself is how others will so if i see myself a weird and anxious i will act that way and be perceived in that way but if i see myself a confident and charismatic and just act like my stutter doesn t bother me and even joke about it then others will perceive me a such this blew my mind a i thought everyone didn t pick up on my stutter at first and just thought i wa super weird but it s just me convincing myself of that so even tho this clicked i still can t just flick the switch off so how do i actually become confident with my stutter it s very mild and is fueled by anxiety so if i can get rid of my anxiety it ll in my opinion make me sound more charismatic and confident so i really wan na figure out how to just own it how do i do this\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i ve been having these the entire day but i had sore throat since yesterday anybody else know what it is
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni ve been having these the entire day but i had sore throat since yesterday anybody else know what it is\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i can t manage to do anything i haven t showered for 9 day haven t brushed my teeth for a couple day haven t done my skincare routine in age haven t been to the gym for week haven t been to university to see the lecture in week i feel like i just can t get a grip of my life it s getting tiring
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni can t manage to do anything i haven t showered for 9 day haven t brushed my teeth for a couple day haven t done my skincare routine in age haven t been to the gym for week haven t been to university to see the lecture in week i feel like i just can t get a grip of my life it s getting tiring\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
heidimontag we don t get to see season of hill till may
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title should ve been will it work within the hour i ll electrocute myself i ll sit with my foot under salt water one end of the electrical wire will be under water and the other plugged in the outlet will it work
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ntitle should ve been will it work within the hour i ll electrocute myself i ll sit with my foot under salt water one end of the electrical wire will be under water and the other plugged in the outlet will it work\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i used to always think the answer to life wa living i really did but this thing called living is abhorrently cruel all that run through my mind is why would anyone else do it they must know the answer to something i don t they must know that the only thing separating them from everyone else is the collective knowledge possessed to follow through it is such a deep and passionate act that in reality the act itself is the meaning of life the meaning of life is to die
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni used to always think the answer to life wa living i really did but this thing called living is abhorrently cruel all that run through my mind is why would anyone else do it they must know the answer to something i don t they must know that the only thing separating them from everyone else is the collective knowledge possessed to follow through it is such a deep and passionate act that in reality the act itself is the meaning of life the meaning of life is to die\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
wish there wa a a little tunnel preferably a waterslide direct from dressing room to water so people don t see me in my togs
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nwish there wa a a little tunnel preferably a waterslide direct from dressing room to water so people don t see me in my togs\n### LABEL:\nis not depression" ]
anyone else experience an absurd amount of gas constantly burping discomfort in stomach and chest
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\nanyone else experience an absurd amount of gas constantly burping discomfort in stomach and chest\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]
i suffer from symptom such a chest tightness and shortness of breath a well a acid reflux which i have been told is all from anxiety i started noticing a vibrating feeling in my chest and back sometimes when i breathe while lying down is this something serious i don t smoke or do any drug btw 0yr old male
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[ "Classification of TEXT into LABEL: is depression , is not depression\n### TEXT:\ni suffer from symptom such a chest tightness and shortness of breath a well a acid reflux which i have been told is all from anxiety i started noticing a vibrating feeling in my chest and back sometimes when i breathe while lying down is this something serious i don t smoke or do any drug btw 0yr old male\n### LABEL:\nis depression" ]