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i used to have debilitating intrusive thoughts the anxiety and distress i experienced was to the point that i would stay in bed for most of the day i hardly ate because i constantly felt nauseous even little things like watching a movie felt impossible after some years of therapy and anxiety meds i rarely experience these thoughts anymore and i live a much happier life you’re not alone and you can overcome this
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constantly my ocd came from in part a person making false accusations and trying to get me cancelled its been going on 10 years now but my ocd has been in remission for 3
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one hour until the start of the gtx 3070 which is currently refreshing the nvidia shop page
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i got to play jackson 2 with his entire polycule tonight it was fun completely magical the happy evening had to end sigh
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guys what do you mean about this post i feel stressed now i have false memory ocd and fear what if i killed someone that means i have paranoia please answer me
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fridge drawers are where my food goes to dienot my quote but seemed fitting here so much money wasted so many books bought but never read so many subscriptions never used so much food thrown away all the clothes bought and never used furniture ordered and never returned the deadline i missed and which cost me 100 bucks the impulsive buying of a flight im never going to use over the years it adds up to 1000s and 1000s of -
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good for you that’s so exciting good luck and kick ass
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rainbow6game ubisoftsupport you seriously need people fix whatever is going on it takes a good 10 mins just to get 5 people in the same squad and then during the match range 4-4 my teammate loses connection to the siege servers and we lost due ot it in 5v4
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i i feel i feel sorry for the ocd in the last panel he look like he a cute boi oh shit i tried to escape with memes and they’re getting too real
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i played this interesting quiz on amazon - try your luck for a chance to win exciting rewards amazoningamesharegvu…
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faceit me and my friends just got a cooldown on a server that didnt work because of csgo update please fix this as we are eager to play
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that feeling when you have a mask with duos on callofdutyuk warzone shout out to my boy charles also being a great duo actor
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this doesnt make any sense this is like the cure to insomnia is just go to sleep past is still real and my brain likes to remind it edit lets put it this way whe think about shit weve done but others dont think this way and these thingsthoughts are only in our head
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professionals with a capital p no pissing about here or my name is not gazuntite enjoy
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wait this isn’t a normal thing that everybody does
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im trying but getting a therapist under the nhs especially under these times is near impossible all of the questionnaires tell me to seek medical help immediately but what ive heard from other people about the nhs as well as my own experiences and the financial constraints when it comes to going the private route makes me not even bother
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day 13 firecracker aurelion sol i really like this idea hope we will see something like this one day prompt by eraiviolett
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i just finished red dead redemption 2 and it was damn awesome i loved the bitter ending it had expect to review it on youtube someday
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csgo matchmaking is so full of hacking that its a really horrible game
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the latest on xcloud for all game streaming fans out there great video and good work jezcorden support this video guys hands-on project xcloud and xbox game streaming app for pc youtube sijq95ch6hk https tco uhhy6jlcgg
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eamaddennfl how do i get my packs i cant find em anywhere
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o damn
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as a mother of a 10 year old with adhd and a wife of a husband with adhd is there anything i can do to help not perpetuate that feeling during our interactions especially with our daughter no matter how chill i am when i have to talk to her about things she can’t do like eat powdered sugar out of the box while watching youtube or absentmindedly chewing a toy to pieces lol she still shrinks down and clams up like she’s in trouble i can be saying “hey don’t worry darling you’re not in trouble i know you didn’t mean to let’s just put the powdered sugar back” she’ll still hide like she’s waiting for punishment maybe it’s unavoidable
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real cinematic masterpiece indeed 2018 may be the most exciting but this is the most emotional outstanding job to remark the best of any installment in gaming history
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is it sad that when ever i have a bad day in
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great starting block
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candy is happy for you gamer tag pc candybottom
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amazing youre such an inspiration ive also been drawing my ocd and how it makes me feel i usually dont show my art to anyone but you made me inspired to post my art here on reddit and it got such a positive response thank you 3
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fifa 15 soundtrack is the best sports game soundtrack of all time
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i cant wait for this game
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taking my training to the next level with victoriaatkin im so excited to be lining up today was a vote for video games deebosstalent
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and the us wants to trust this company with a vaccine johnson johnson knew for decades that asbestos was lurking in part of its baby powder - nbcnewscom health health-
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that’s why i’m considering not having children don’t want them to suffer
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its easy to misunderstand ocd not only us but our love ones hurt too these are not standards alone there immense pain i would want someone with me who is laughing and enjoying my suffering
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man the amount of fuck times i ’ ve ever watched the new
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dang arena why you have to do stupid demon hunter things so dirty
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blizzard_ent 25 playoverwatch 3v3 elimination ffa 2 deathmatch y ’ all are killing in me with these and change to daily tabs is this overwatch dying or forgetting something
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league of legends has having issues since 135 am edt downdetectorcomstatusleague- rt if someones sensitive for this then well
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man tipped for ruining his competitive league of legends experience twitchtv buzzoce
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my so is unbearable about certain things his anxiety goes through the roof and he just becomes awful it is so painful to watch and be around its nothing like a person whos just tidy no comparison
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west had a bit of hope for a good playoff finish but it’s slowly dying with g2esports getting worse with every game at least na is getting a few wins
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ive killed myself and playoverwatch
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relate 100 its so good seeing that im not only the only one who thinks this way but that there are so many of us who also do i wish more of the world was interested in not just the who what when and where but the why
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a ronnie2k if i green in the park i get myself kicked what is with that you released this stupid ass game before the ps5 so people would have to buy it twice least you 2 could have done was really make quite sure maybe there weren ’ was t any bugs 1 you greedy computer douche
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damn all those minecraft ideas i was gonna use on the server
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lakers gave up a fortnite player and a soundcloud rapper for the best big in the league
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i mean fortnite plans their updates months ahead soooooooo
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it’s happening peasants are going to war for companies again
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i thought going after workers for safety whistleblowing and protecting their political and union right was wrong as well as immoral and evil
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i feel you i am not properly diagnosed and i read other people struggles for signs but i dont wanna bring this to my story just saying i feel the same my sentiments to you this really sucks one thing i found out recently that has helped me a lot is dr k he is psychiatrist that streams on twitch and use easy language towards audience by watching him one of the things i learned is the the teachings of dosha in ayurveda vatha pitta and kapha types of mindenergy even if you dont relate to this corporate life suits pitta type people and i think myself a lot like thinking fastworking slow and being easily bored or losing interest a vatha mind characteristic or doing thins again for double and triple checking out insecurity check it out maybe this knowledge can easy your mind
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this would be the best addition 2k player ever made do vouch for me someone who cares
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playapex now i’m queuing up without a full team for this rankedevery update this feature is free of bugs
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uh oh stinky cowboy red dead redeeming 2 online tchtv rainyl
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go check his channel out he’s pretty underrated
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a jo fournier novel book 1 e-book chouinard mm amazon buffly 2y9me8e click here for kindle ebooks buffly 2wlu5
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this exactly this it didn’t help that i had a “superior” overall iq and “very superior” verbal iq score come in along with the adhd diagnosis when i was a kid they were like “whelp she has a learning disability but she’s so smart anyway she’ll be fine no need to teach her any coping mechanisms she’ll figure it out” for the record they got me tested when the teacher thought i was intellectually disabled because i just sat at the same station tracing maps all day instead of doing different things like other kids something clearly wasn’t right then they stuck me in a different school and watched me like a hawk and i seemed to do well enough not that the forced structure or external accountability of school had anything to do with that s by the time i got to college i was white knuckling it i did well grade wise because i figured out how to game the system and take the easiest possible versions of the classes i knew i’d struggle in - and i was somehow able to crank out a killer essay in the last few hours before it was due under the adrenaline rush of panic for the other classes but i developed an eating disorder in the process because i wasn’t actually coping i was just hanging on for dear life i won’t even get into my disastrous adulthood but you can imagine that eating disorder caught up with me and i failed marvelously in two careers and now i’m unemployed living off my parents again one bright light is that i started working with an adhd coach to learn actual coping skills and strategies in my fucking 30s - only 24 years or so after i was diagnosed yeah long rant just to say that intelligence only took me so far adhd was always there ready for the gut punch when my smarts thought they were fooling everyone even me
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those of you that play csgo and having stutters there was a beta patch just released that seems to of fixed the issue if youre on nvidia and youre having stuttering i highly suggest opting into this beta right click csgo - properties - betas - nvidia_stutter_fix have fun pictwittercomwqfka0lmxy
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hey single ladies i drive a very unreliable hyundai i30cw elantra touring diesel and share a shitty 16 miata na the hyundai is a 16 128hp car so you can have all comforts it has popping speakers and very comfortable seats lots of space in the back as well yes thats all
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oh yeah watch hoarders they cant let go of anything because everything has value to it and everything will be sad if it is thrown out my husband got sad today because he gently squished the beard and hurt the bread i had to remind him to remind his ocd that the bread doesnt have feelings and it usually gets squished in my lunchbox
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one section where xbox always had the lead on kudos to them already providing what competitors excel in
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saving this post so i can come back later and read the comments
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well fuck thats only six months before xbox series x ill wait that play it whichs gonna to suck waiting but itll get worth it
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i skinned that yesterday for 30 ep in red dead redemption 2 that haunts me now
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ranking apex road to plat 23 25 twitchtv tgp _ razzmatazz
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another commission for my beautiful rendduzit thank you seriously
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still rolling might be going late pubg has been a ton of fun tonight d twitchtvjoenumb3rs
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eahelp why is my ea account telling me it’s invalid why won’t you let me play star wars battlefront 2 or battlefield v why haven’t you resolved this issue yet why do you not want me play ea games
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holy shit the cheaters are out in numbers today on oce pubg 2 bgk guys banned one douyu ban lots of being shot through smoke and crazy snaps we all know they arent from oce aswell ping lock oce 100ms for season 7 please pubg_support
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someone flew a nazi flag at jewish presidential candidates rally but my friends on facebook want to keep dissecting bernies shameful campaign video ¯_ _¯
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creepy geek not only an intellectual property thief but also acting like a reverse facist
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fortnite is somehow doing his world premieres on tracks ground now im fucking done
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lord i love this sub i honestly think sometimes i would be dead if it wasn’t for humor laughing at this dark shit is an act of defiance and i think something truly beautiful when we can do it reminds me of something i was talking to my therapist about “well i don’t want to have a family until my mental health is better don’t really want to have the kids asking their mom why daddy is crying because he’s spent the last 4 hours trying to figure out ifwhy he may have cheated on his math homework 25 years ago”
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holy fuck this is me i’ve talked to my non adhd friends and they don’t have this but they support my artistic dreams they know i have no intention of ever following thru as unique and worthwhile
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a ban for windows battlefield 4 for player with no - hacker - server has occurred with see details bf4db per com player ban 861 html …
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mediocre but fantastic
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typing a paragraph switching to a tab with a reference noticing my youtube tab i left open accidental youtube binge crunch time trying to finish my paper before its due in an hour
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such an accurate painful representation i suffer from pedophilic intrusive thoughts paired with arousal non concordance it is literally the worst and i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy
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just beat titanfall 2 campaign and loved maps but i thought it ended too soon so i looked up what happened to blisk and learned that apex legends is set in the same continuity as titanfall the stuff you learn
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knowing that these were also symptoms of adhd is honestly how it finally clued me into the fact i had adhd in my mid-20s i was loud and talkative and hyper focused a lot as a kid but especially because i was a girl but also because i spent just as much time in the corner quietly day dreaming i’ve been told my whole life i have my head in the clouds and aren’t disciplined enough to stick with anything no one clued in on the fact i wasn’t nt
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the shiny new
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marcryanair onair dabo who drives to his home in fla is much better than people who take their whole family to walmart home depot etc
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yeah i really need people to realize that ocd is more than just contamination ocd also
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i love to be shit on myself because im not my favorite assassins creed odyssey this guy diego hasnt even read what i said i enjoy it and play it over 100 hours pictwittercom omfvzub1mx
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make a shit of money this month bouchcop that new nvidia card
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tbh when i look at all these talented guys and how low their numbers are i really feel uncomfortable
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there are so many cute people in ghostrecon_us
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1 zelda 2 dead by daylight 3 overwatch 4 minecraft 5 uhhh idk honestly feral or primal carnage extinction - i would recommend spore as well ill cant let out of the sentiment nostalgia not tagging anyone if u want i do this feel free to
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the old ocd rebound as i call it also happens when you confront an obsession or compulsion and feel good for standing up to it then it comes back
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not this again
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this does look like the current starting crime scene of red dead redemption 2
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lets see how bad i am after not playing overwatch for months twitchtvziggy_ch rhttpr
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csgo why you removed report sever in yesterdays game my friends had problems with the loss and theres nothing we can do with it
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gosh i wish i would play
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bruh this just gave me black ops 1 vibes with black ops 2 movement and real world graphics wtf
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or when they say just stop dont do it have you tried that
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my first video game came on official pc im still walking trash at m k but we made it shake
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nba2k my player has been deleted for no reason
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man that is too real this subreedit have helped me too much i can see how there are a lot of people like me my father is a very productive man smart high intelligent and high dedicated he have multiple escleroses and after the diagnostic in a wheelchair he was still working make his master degree and get another collage deagree just because now he retire but now he make lectures he made 60 lectures in 2019 and i cant do nothing if i had 13 of his dedication and focus i would probably be millionaire by now because my father choose to live in a small town and work in a field that not pay too much he is an agronomist write the first book exclusive about strawberrys here in brazil he has an award from fao but as a public server that didnt make him rich and im a lawyer i could in theory make unlimited money and i consider myself good in what i do the problem is when i do
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safaris expedition from the desert -- an incredibly-wide shot in virtual desert i made from scratch with safari and her fingers to add some thing it was fun making dunes in blender but im really getting somewhere lmk what u think --
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sooo i guess i just came out on facebook so like actually did that feels good
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