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sick oh goodie so i started getting a scratchy throat about 2 days ago i did not think much of it because i ate a bit too much salt so i thought hydration was the key nope it turned into an annoying light sore throat yesterday and today my head is completely congested and my kid is being an absolute fucking terror crying over every little fucking thing ran with the yogurt after i told her a million times to not run like a crazy person dropped it broke the container and that splat everywhere while i was cleaning that up i told her not to open the chocolate chips we put some in her yogurt for midnight snack she opens the chocolate chips and spills that all over now she is crying about not being able to spell words on her erasable writing pad thing instead of going the fuck to bed i helped her with one and told her i was sick and did not want to do more because of the sore throat and she keeps saying one more i get that she wants attention but my god it really gets cranked up to 11 when i am sick like calm the fuck down you will not die if i do not give you a ton of attention for a single night this was after terrorizing the cat and dog and overall just being an annoying little shit all evening tv did not work either and of course she wants a million extra fucking things tonight as if that is the shit cheery and a diarrhea sundae and of course the chores are left undone and are now doubled because of her destruction today i can not take a day off work because that shit will pile up too i m just going to take longer to recover because of the fucking stress and inability to relax schoolwork was thankfully done and that probably is not including a ton of other things that are piling up because i m sick so basically there goes my weekend if i can even kick this cold soon oh and we had to change her bedding 3 out of the last 3 nights because she fucking decided to wet the bed again no sexual abuse as she has literally only been at school and home for the past 2 weeks my husband also works long 12 hour night shifts and neither side of the family can be bothered to help and like most families everything goes to hell when the mom goes down fucks sake maybe if i break my arm i can take a week off and rest | regret |
i regret being born as a french first to first i love my family my friend and my life i m not particularly sad or whatever my life is normal or normal but idk i really love how the world seems to be open to the people who speaks english i want to be friend with some english streamers so bad that i imagine having a great time with them even if i am a dustviewers for them when i look to my country the news on the tv or the internet i really feel like it is not my place but i can not find it anywhere i just want to be just like people idk how can i say or describe for you sorry | regret |
i regret not kissing her i was in the car with my bestfreind of 6 years i have been insanely in love with her and i have told her but she rejected me saying she has feelings for someone else but a couple of days ago at night we were alone in the car over a nice hill we were cuddling and she looked at me i wanted to kiss her so bad but did not so i just gave her a kiss on the cheek and i dropped her off later so while we are texting today she said i thought you were going to kiss me in the car like litearlly that was my only chance to win her but im a pussy | regret |
I had to tell a collegue the time for an appointment with another ÃÂá
collegue. I told her the wrong time - it was obviously my fault. | guilt |
Last Christmas I gave you my heart but the very next day you have it away, this year to save me from tears I have no choice because I'm all alone and nobody wants me because of how I treated you last year. | guilt |
i was trying to stay off social media and off phone now i dont have enough pictures of my gf when she was alive i tried to live in the moment and not e taking pics or posting them now i m crawling throuhh my phone looking for pics of her she was shy didnt like being filmedphotod so there is more vids of my stupid face and voice i wish i would pushed a little more to get pictures of my love | regret |
During my holidays I had a boyfriend who turned away from me ÃÂá
outwardly. Therefore I danced with another man and raised certain ÃÂá
hopes in him. After a while I had to explain to him the ÃÂá
circumstances | guilt |
getting fired 2 days after my 2 week notice i am so mad at myself i was a dishwasher at cheesecake factory for 6 months got employee of the month was always complimented on my hard work was offered to be a line cook two times i liked my job just not the workload but it was filled with cool people and awesome managers my regret is that two days into my two week notice i got blackout drunk threw up in the back alley passed down in the back alley broke a couple dishes and made a complete fool out of myself i was so angry cuz even though i was gon na quit i wanted to comeback as a busser now i lost the chance to make tips work with cool people work with my crush now i m remembered as that idiot dishwasher who got blacked out i have no one to blame but myself i ruined my good rapport with the company a really great company this regret is getting the way of my school work i hope by sharing this i can move on from it | regret |
*does a little dance* I fucked up again while thinking I was doing good. What else is new~~ | guilt |
everything i regret not taking more not telling him when i should have being such a fucking pussy about everything i regret not taking more | regret |
people may laug at me for committing suicide when i have parents a wife and children . | guilt |
i miss you they are never gon na compare to you i will never think of them the way i think of you they are not you they will never be you i miss your voice and i miss your laugh and i miss talking to you and i just felt safe with you and i know i always acted tough or like i did not care but i did and i cared about you so so much its been 6 months but you re still the only thing on my mind every second of everyday i cant even escape you in my dreams i hold so so much regret for the way i treated you and threw you away these past few years i was just so scared that if i let you get close to me you would like me anymore you are all i want and all i think about and all i wish for ill never think of anyone the way i think of you because they will never compare the thought of never hearing your voice or laugh pains me so much i have never been able to talk to someone the way i was able to talk to you it was never boring it was never awkward or weird ive never met someone i could to talk all day like that and genuinely enjoy it i so scared ill never find that again i hate younger me for just leading you on for my own personal gain its not like that anymore it will never be like that again ill never ever do that to anyone else again never i cant imagine what you must think of me or how much you must hate me you were my favorite person everytime something big or important happens to me i always think to go run and tell you i love you i love you so so much and i miss you so dearly please please come back to me | regret |
I don't usually post about this, but hey, why not?
I think I'm in love with this girl, everything I know of her I just love! She is really cool, smart and cute as hell! I'm just worried that I'm going to mess it up again! The last girl I liked (like REALLY liked) I didn't do anything about it, I just was too scaried, so I didn't pull the trigger... But I hope this time is different, hell, I'm going to make it different! I just got to find the words to say! Anyways, I got to get back to work... I just can't stop thinking about her! | regret |
how do i deal with regret over the past couple of years and move forward more positively i want to forget some things and forgive myself i stayed in an unhealthytoxic relationship for 5 years i should have left after first 2 months i exited that relationship for good in june and that was very hard then i sold my home and my adult sons 23 and 25 moved out on their own and are doing very well it felt so empty at first but now everything seems a lot better in my world dealing with the darkness has allowed a lot of light in so why can not i forgive myself and forget the last two years that i wish i could have a redo on i am so glad i m not the same person i was even a year ago but i m living with a lot of flashbacks to things i wish i had of dealt with back then i feel like i wasted so much time | regret |
i regret my insicurities they ve ruined a relationship with a wonderful women that is now happier than ever with a man that accepts her for who she is while i am here drinking alone realizing my own demise accept the ones you love for who they are the past is gone now be happy with them | regret |
When I was caught with my girlfriend in the house at night. | guilt |
anybody else feel like they would enjoy parenthood if they had a better spousepartner my husband wanted kids so bad just like i did but he is lazy addicted to video games has a temper and does not nearly put in as much work as i do because i make more money than youhave the more stressful job i work full time from home not my decision my husband s even though we do not need the extra money at all while taking care of our 15 month old yes it is hell i feel like we are neglecting our son but i do not know the way out except divorce i can not afford daycare on my own salary and my husband would never chip in for that even though he makes six figures i do 90 of the cleaning and childcare all of the cooking i do not have a social life and i am constantly on the brink of exploding meanwhile my husband will say he is working and yet be in his office playing runescape or on his phone i have caught him so many times i love my son there is been times i want to throw him out the window but i still love him i hate being a parent with my husband though and i regret every second of it every time i try to talk to my husband about how stressful this situation is he twists my words so you re saying i am a bad dad even though i work my ass off for this family makes me feel like the bad guy etc half the time when he does watch our son he puts him in front of youtube so he can keep playing video games he said he sees nothing wrong with letting our 15 month old son in front of the screen for 8 hours a day and i was so shocked our son is behind in milestones and i feel like this is one of the reasons why but of course if i say anything it is why would i want to watch him when you re just telling me what to not do the whole time last night i had a dream where i was screaming and hitting my husband and it was frightening that that sort of anger and hate towards him is in me this is the part of parenthood that i regret the most and i am wondering if anyone else is the same i wonder how much more love and patience i would feel for my son if i just had a loving and equal partnership | regret |
i regret wasting so much time and energy on people that i had zero connection with and were not worth it it is my own fault i did so i had the bare minimum of a social life because i m a super unusual person and otherwise i would have had to be alone but looking back now i would have rather been alone than being with people i hoped would see me one day but never did i really regret the time i wasted on them i will never get back | regret |
//vague //I'll feel bad about this l8r
Bro you need to chill the hecky out with the attention
Do you do this to everyone?!?!?!?!?
I want to ask, but i would risk sounding rude. | guilt |
missed an opportunity with a dime tldr my lack of confidence made me miss out on an opportunity with the girl of my dreams this is the one that got away for me met her during the summer before i left for college and we hit it off right away she lived in a different town but every time we got together it was so much fun we really clicked conversation was easy she liked great music rolled great blunts was an amazing kisser and was absolutely stunning still is of course like 15k followers on instagram broh we texted when we were apart and she d send me booty pics there was no question that she liked me anyways i was planning to head to her town to celebrate a buddies birthday but my main intention was to finally do the deed with her i was staying at a friends place and we were drinking and smoking all day all night we ended up partying at her ex bfs house wut and it was kinda a weird vibe they kept arguing with each other and i felt strange about making a move with this dude around i lack confidence and i had only dated two girls prior so i did not know how to be slick in hindsight who gives a fuck about that guy i should have been talking to her all night but she was not going out of her way to make time for me and all the past girls i would been involved with had always pursued me since i m shy at first anyways the rest of the weekend was more of the same partying with a whole group i never got a moment alone with her except once when we shared a smooch and i never had the balls to make a move past that i should have made an effort to take her on a date or make time for the two of us but she was working during the day and we were all partying together at night i went back to my town with my tail between my legs and my head hung low my friends made fun of me for not getting it in when the opportunity was there now i m cursed by the images of this stunning woman on my timeline occasionally and wondering what could have been she was a 1010 and a really cool person too we texted a bit after and we both apologized for being weird two things that makes me feel a little better i moved out of state for school a month or two later so who knows if things would have gone anywhere anyways also she told me about this rapper sliding into her dms but claimed that she was only talking to me at the time they ended up dating for years so maybe i dodged a bullet and potential heartbreak how do i shut this out of my mind and move one | regret |
not helping a family member when they needed me instead of staying with a family member who was sick i decided i would listen to my partner at the time and spend my time with them in the end me and said partner split and my relationship with my family member was never the same after recently when i needed help i reached out to that family member and they denied me because of the course of action i took | regret |
i abused my friends dog excuse my english this burdens my chest almost every day i feel so bad about this that i am very depressed and on the brink of suicide i have not touched the poor dog in any bad way since a couple of months ago i love and hate this dog for some reason im not going to go any further than to say that it felt like it took my place and the dog scared me i have always been afraid of dogs since i got jumped by one when i was four at first i just pulled the dogs ears a little just messing around and i thought that i would never go any further to hurt it but when it peed on the carpets and jumped up on the table when we wasnt there stealing food and destroying expensive stuf i got mad and hit it not very hard but still hit it it is a hard dog so even i got bruised i sure deserved it its like it wasnt me who did it and i woke up after i hit it or kicked it not to hard i didnt want it to bleed or get seriously hurt and just thought so bad for this poor little scared dog i hated myself for this and i still do i made sure that i did not come in contact alone with this dog again so it would stop whenever i meet the dog now it greets me and such after some work at it giving it food and being nice to the dog i want to make it up to the poor dog again because i regret it soo much this is my confession it is okey to hate me cuz i understand it i hate me and one of the reasons not killing myself is to make it up to this dog atleast a couple of years so that the dog hopefully forgets about it all i do not know if it even remembers anything but i feel so bad about it i really need to see a shrink | regret |
i m not who anyone sees me as for a long time i have pretended i live in the south and i have pretended that i m this christian awkward good ol kid ever since i could make my own decisions in reality i m an intelligent gay atheist who s had to hide everything about me from everyone it is resulted in me becoming essentially friendless and awkward in general one person knows about me but he is a friend i met through reddit who lives far away he is been with me through a lot but he is just a texting friend i had a friend at one point and we would hang out often i became attached to him and he is drifted off i miss him but i would be too afraid to admit it one time i had a onenight stand he was a friend of a classmate but he never spoke to me again oh and i smoke trees but that is cool i m fine with that part of me i hate not being able to tell people i m afraid to admit things i fear the future it is uncertain i have selfimage issues too ama if you want | regret |
i m not who anyone sees me as for a long time i have pretended i live in the south and i have pretended that i m this christian awkward good ol kid ever since i could make my own decisions in reality i m an intelligent gay atheist who s had to hide everything about me from everyone it is resulted in me becoming essentially friendless and awkward in general one person knows about me but he is a friend i met through reddit who lives far away he is been with me through a lot but he is just a texting friend i had a friend at one point and we would hang out often i became attached to him and he is drifted off i miss him but i would be too afraid to admit it one time i had a onenight stand he was a friend of a classmate but he never spoke to me again oh and i smoke trees but that is cool i m fine with that part of me i hate not being able to tell people i m afraid to admit things i fear the future it is uncertain i have selfimage issues too ama if you want | regret |
I am going steady with a boy, but I had sexual intercourse with ÃÂá
another one, and I felt guilty about it afterwards. | guilt |
hindsight is 2020 i guess one time after i got out of class the girl i had a crush on asked me to come over and then kept begging me to come over i kept saying i had chores to do but i did not now she has a boyfriend and i feel shitty what is wrong with me | regret |
i am a terrible person i am a serial cheater i hate myself as a person and that i have hurt other people with my selfishness i do not know how to stop i am in a serious relationship with someone i love and care about more than anything just recently we have been doing the longdistance thing and i just could n t last without some sort of physical contact it is eating me up i love him i really do but i just do not know am i lying to myself if i truly love him would not i have been able to resist there are people from past relationships i have done this to and they still haunt my dreams in those dreams i am always trying to make things right tell them how sorry i am for hurting them i do not want to be this way i do not know what to do or where to get help i just want to be able to love one person completely | regret |
At a party, several comments were made about the personal ÃÂá
situation of one of the people present. She was rather affected ÃÂá
and uncomfortable. | guilt |
i can not even try to do things anymore i do not think i can be a programmer any more hell i guess im not even a programmer now im only in school and i cant do this sure i know c and java but i do not really understand it i get so filled with dread and anxiety once i have exhausted all my ideas in debugging that i can never move forward i just keep beating myself up and go look at something to distract me or start drinking i can not do this stuff by myself i just do not work in that way i do not know what that really means but it sure as hell means i wont be able to make my capstone game for class | regret |
Not being able to help my friend. | guilt |
She didn't even bother listening to me so I guess it wouldn't matter to her... | guilt |
I hapened to overhear something which I was not meant to hear. | guilt |
sexless marriage and i m still waiting so i m normally complaining over in another group subreddit where this is what is going on i have been married for over 22 years now and it is been decades since i have had a decent amount of sex we have never really had a good sexual connection nor anything close to fun in years i regret getting her pregnant and continuing to stay in a deadbedroom sexless marriage i regret allowing my own personal desires to be neglected and confidence to decline oh yeah link to my other depressing group subreddit rdeadbedrooms | regret |
i m changing for the better for many years of my high school life i have messed around to much not taking my work seriously and doing many many bad selfish things not preparing myself for my future has been the worst mistake i have ever made i m not looking for advice really i just wanted to post this saying for my senior year i m going to get all the credits i lost back i m gon na go to a city college for 2 years to make myself more appealing to other colleges and i will try to get into a better college | regret |
my middle school girlfriend me f16 dated a girl in middle school we were best friends and we had a real genuine connection we were both bisexual and we started dating and our relationship was not long but we were still friends but i still had a huge amount of feelings for her when we entered high school we would mess around with each other constantly but never let anyone know we ended up drifting apart after i moved schools now here s the regret i never told her how much i enjoyed her company she was my rock and i loved her i wish i could ve let her know how much she meant to me and maybe we could ve worked out i have a boyfriend now but i think about her constantly and i often wonder if she thinks about me too i miss her so much | regret |
when parents expect you to take care of them in old age how did you have the conversation with them that you will not i hope this is the right place to ask this i m a childfree 28f and have no interest in having kids my mom is in her 60s she does not have the best health and is not taking what her future might look like as seriously as i think she should now she is making comments about who will take care of her in old ageme my biggest frustration is that i have 3 brothers but when you re the only girl as a lot of us know the bulk of responsibility falls on us and it will most certainly fall on me my reasons for not having kids in the 1st place is 1 i do not want that responsibility nor would i be able to mentally or emotionally handle it 2 i like my freedom to do what i want when i want taking care of a parent would be like having an adult child and i did not sign up for that for those in the same position who ve had that difficult conversation with their parents how did it go what plans or steps are being taken now to avoid less stress confusion in the future | guilt |
I removed an article of clothing belonging to my employer while ÃÂá
in a position of trust. | guilt |
i regret missing this huge opportunity i have been on reddit for ages and i constantly forget to post on my birthday yesterday was my cake day and i m shattered that i forgot yet again it sounds stupid like if that is all i have to look forward to in life then my life must be pretty empty yeah true my life is empty and sad and tbh i was really looking forward to seeing that little cake symbol next to my username | regret |
i regret not k lling myself and i m practically the happiest i have ever been so i m gon na take you back a bit last summer i was really depressed and had no friends i could hang out with so i was constantly by myself and i hated myself i hated being alive and eventually i began to plan out my suicide i was going to do it in the middle of august and i had it all figured out perfectly i had written my letters and wanted to make sure my best and only friend would be okay without me for some reason i had it worked up in my mind that he would be okay with it so i asked him straight up he was very not okay with it and spent weeks convincing me not to finally i agreed to not do it just before the day came around about a week later my 18 yo cousin was shot and killed in an attack where she was not the intended target i have spent the past 10 months feeling so pissed at myself for not having gone through with my suicide because if i did she would not have been at the wrong place at the wrong time instead she would likely have been at my funeral it kills me everytime i think about it and even though i have had an amazing year and made a lot of good friends and memories that thought stays in the back of my mind i m sorry i wish it were me instead of you | regret |
i was forced into having a son with down syndrome because the doctors were incompetent and i live in a muslim country i am 1000 pro abortion but our incompetent doctors did not suggest blood tests at all even though he was quite abnormal short limbs ventriculomegaly in the ultrasound i suspect they are too lazy and probably related to their and our former religion islam i am 1000 regretful now he is 3 btw | regret |
is there any coming back from this my friends told me i did not have the balls he said that if i went through with it he d let me spray him with bear spray the bet was for me to recommend some porn to my 60 year old mother who happens to be a church worker so i took shit a step further i sent a video of the raunchiest porn i could find to my family group chat it showed this poor emo goth girl have raw eggs funnel fed into her asshole later she was stood up right while 2 men put on boxing gloves and started delivering gut punches to mix the ingredients throughly afterward this chick proceeds to shit the scrambled eggs into a skillet where she cooks and eats it my dad has reapplied saying your sick in the head boy and my mom will be praying for me i am so looking forward to bear spraying the absolute shit out of my friend but wow do i wish i had n t sent that video lmao | regret |
I didnt do anything today .... Nd i dont deserve dinner :/ | guilt |
my career has not turned out like i hoped it takes a lot of hard work to succeed that is the lesson i should have learned when i was younger i m not old now 42 bit still feel like i should have accomplished more by now peers i started my professional career with are higher ups and while i have the titlei do not have the pay or accomplishments to go along with it high school was easy i got into a good college without studying for a test college was different i worked my butt off my soph and junior years of college i was doing course work on 4 hours a night of sleep 7 days of week by senior year i had burned out and cruised kept cruising through my first job a great job with a brand name firm for a first job i got fired from that job when they find out i was interviewing elsewhere i recovered and found a job with a more pay and better title director esp for a 24 year old but it was a bit of a career black hole i met a girl and we got married and moved to a small town got a job in my field but the pay was not nearly as great as in a major city we started a family and have 3 healthy beautiful kids i eventually found a job that paid more but again not great by city standards the past two jobs 14 years i have just cruised at times i have worked really hard and i was recognized for it but i have real trouble sustaining my effort i have a side gig coaching a sport that i really love and that is been a distraction from my career but i have gotten really good at it but it does not pay much i regret having so much potential for my career and never really dedicated myself to it i m ambivalent about chasing accolades and moving to a small town i have fallen behind some areas that i should be better at i regret moving to a small town but at the same time maybe my family would not be like it is if we made different choices my marriage is generally a happy one but i think some of my dissatisfaction gets directed to my wife and kids i m not abusive but i am impatient with them | regret |
i wish i could have done something 152 548am i woke to the sound of my alarm only to find something else making noise or maybe someone outside my bedroom window i see a man and woman arguing i did not know what they were talking about but it sounded like the man was cursing at the woman they were speaking hindu and i do not know the hindu language i watched as they kept arguing and arguing the woman was crying and weeping the man was yelling and beating the woman after about 15 minutes the man and the woman went back to their homes i sat staring into the peopleless parking lot wondering why i did not do anything i knew reporting an abuse was so difficult in malaysia this memory forever etched in my mind heart and soul i wish i could have done something | regret |
I spied on my fiancT and was terribly jealous. Later I saw that ÃÂá
there was no reason for that. | guilt |
i hate being a parent and here s why i been a parent for 5 months and i m also a teen mom i m 18 btw the thing is i love my son do not get me wrong but sometimes i wish i did not have him me and baby daddy broken up and he was useless for a number of reasons i know i do not have it the worst than some people fuck i still live at home with my mom and her boyfriend so i have a built in support system but i just wish i did not throw my years in school away and i wish i got a chance to have more experience with friends and stories to tell i knew it was not gon na be easy having a kid but my mom told me when i came home pregnant i was not allowed to have abortion and that god sent him to me and u will love him and being a mom it the best thing in the world and etc my baby daddy told me he would help but did not he simply just did not want us and now since i lost feelings for baby daddy i do not have the will to be a mother to a child that does not even feel like is mine just lives in my house and it is heart breaking that i feel like this and i would be told oh well should have have opened my legs we for one was not really much of a choice i was forced most of the time and it was to late to realize of that what happened its hard on me and being as depressed and suicidal that i am it just does not help i wish there was something i can do cause i hate it here | regret |
why do I keep staying up so late and neglecting my work ahhh | guilt |
Dear Nick
I am such a terrible friend. You don't deserve to put up with a killjoy like me. But at the same time, I guess that's why I'm thankful.
Thank you for being such a wonderful friend.
And I wish I could do the same. | guilt |
i regret not dancing with my grandfather it is been a couple of years but whenever i think about that i feel sad sorry this is a downer but i have to get it out for once it was on my dad s 50th birthday about 8 years ago there was a huge party everyone drank and had fun i saw my grandpa dancing and having fun which was awesome because since my grandma died 15 years ago he was just depressive and you could n t talk to him much even better he was a bit of a rock n roller when he was young as far as that was possible in eastern germany so he did not dance slow but with some really cool old moves to the rolling stones and other old school rock music at some point at night i was outside with my boyfriend and gramps approached me and asked me to rock with him back then i felt ashamed for my body and that i can not dance do not know any cool moves and would just look stupid i just said no he asked me multiple times because he knew i listen to that music too and seemed really disappointed when he could n t get me to dance he walked away and danced with someone else our relationship cooled off a bit after that he died in 2017 and the only thing i could think about at his funeral was that moment and how i disappointed him i wish i could go back and change my answer so we would both have had a fond memory | regret |
The difference between emptiness and pain is almost indiscernible. But I know that I am empty because of my inability to feel anything else. Yet I'm guilty. Complete hypocrisy, I say. | guilt |
adoption regret i have wanted to adopt kids not babies since i was a teenager just realized yesterday that i have tokophobia i never wanted to give birth and thankfully have not but my husband and i did adopt 2 children from poland they were 8 9 hopeful that we would give them a happy loving home and family they had reactive attachment disorder and other disorders and made life hell our son was incredibly violent i will not go into detail but tell one story he was sent to a behavioral hospital for the first time at 10 i told the therapist there that i was afraid he d someday rape me or kill me her response it is good that you recognize that daughter was less violent both were manipulative disrespectful selfish gaslighting and selfsabotaging daughter also became a shoplifter she stole from me a lot too and she binge ate our food both are now grown son left our home the last time at 14 and became a ward of the state daughter left 5 months short of 17 our home is now peaceful our finances have improved we are not have cops called to our house every few weeks or days i am no contact with them and several family members who turned against me based on our kids lies they can still contact my husband our son has from time to time we have not heard from our daughter in years i do regret having adopted them but i m grateful to be past them now of i could go back and talk to the me who so wanted to adopt that it hurt every mother s day i would tell her that she is better off with cats to save the money for retirement or travel or anything but adoption the chances are just too high that she d end up with kids who could n t love and who would try to destroy everything she cared about she could host foreign students maybe we can not now thanks to cps blaming us when the problems actually stemmed from early childhood trauma from their neglectful and abusive birthparents i used to be a real advocate for adoption i m not anymore i wish i was just childless | regret |
I had a quarrel with near persons. I said many ill-considered ÃÂá
things and I regretted it when it was to late. | guilt |
i regret helping a dude find a book how do i deal with this regret i was going to stationary to buy notes and book there was a subject called subject x which is really hard and no good materials are available for that subject that guy was trying to purchase the notes i told him that those notes were not good and there is a book that is good i gave them the book name turns out that book was in their library i regret helping that dude after i helped they did not even care to thank me or anything i really regret helping that dude how do i deal with this regret for the rest of my life i am really really feeling sad and low because of this for quite some time please help me to deal with this regret i am unable to focus in my studies because i keep regretting that i helped that dude who did nth for me in return and did not seem to give a fuck about my help | regret |
When I had had the possibility to act or to do certain activity ÃÂá
better but I had not done it because of reluctance or ÃÂá
carelessness. | guilt |
When my boyfriend asked me to go out with him and I refused ÃÂá
because I wanted to go out with another guy. I did go out and my ÃÂá
boyfriend found out. | guilt |
body image // idk if this could trigger i think not but just in case i'll tag anyways
my family says my waist is as though i'd taken a rib out. i know it's meant as a compliment but it's just an incentive to keep up my terrible eating habits... | guilt |
me: eats my first proper meal at 6pm after being hungry all day
my mind: you really just cannot stop eating huh? fat bitch | guilt |
This feeling comes frequently when I go out at night and tell my ÃÂá
mother that I shall come back early. But then I get home a 5 or 6 a.m. | guilt |
I have the best & most forgiving bf.. I cannot even express my gratitude in words. | guilt |
But don't wanna complain cause I have a lot tbh so I'm happy with what I have for now. I'll have to do something to earn that tat. | guilt |
i regret not leaving this toxic relationship i have a 5 year old and one on the way career wise i am struggling and thus dependable financially the relationship i am in is with a toxic truly emotionally unstable man i have always told myself i will leave him and right when i was there like career was picking up and all baaam baby 2 ppl dont plan those things and it is very frustrating confusing and time consuming i just want out | regret |
multiple indiscretions w adultery where to begin i m 21 i got married 3 years ago i started visiting escorts as soon as i was married i even got a hand job from a stripper next to the airport as i was picking my wife up i feel like i got married young i slept with a good friend who was and is a total whore and a horrible parent now a week before i got married and continued to sleep with her 6 times while my wife and kid were at home all in all i have cheated on my wife with about 1011 different women i have had an issue with my sexuality since i was a teenager and cheated on my wife with 4 other guys including 2 transexuals i have spent boatloads on prostitues and i have gambled away gobs of money in casinos as soon as i turned 21 i am 36000 in debt i have an 11 month old son i have told my wife everything except the prostitutes and the continued relationship with the friend fwb this point my wife has been at home with her mother for the past 4 months and in those past 4 months i have really been able to come to terms with myself accepting my mistakes as me and something that i did has helped me repair my relationship and stop me from doing things since i have been spending my time on constructive tasks and cheating with another person has not crossed my mind this in turn has allowed me to partake in activities i enjoy and even form real friendships again i have been pulling myself together in tracking spending and trying to pay off my debts i feel up about life for the first time since i was 14 i used to say i do not know it is not me it is not who i see myself as but after writing it down and then physcially saying everything out loud has helped me past the low point in my life it is made it easier to deal with i love my wife i never meant to hurt her she has stayed with me through everything i intend to repay her throughout the rest of our lives with support for her goals and faithfulness and honesty from here on out just feels good to say even the really bad stuff thanks reddit ama edit also i steal about 6000yr from my job through false entitlements and forged documents i seem incapable of feeling bad about it | guilt |
I feel like I'm just really mentally weak - other people go through way more than I do and don't develop stupid depression or whatever it is that's wrong with me. Sometimes I really wonder if I am just doing this for attention. | guilt |
not helping a family member when they needed me instead of staying with a family member who was sick i decided i would listen to my partner at the time and spend my time with them in the end me and said partner split and my relationship with my family member was never the same after recently when i needed help i reached out to that family member and they denied me because of the course of action i took | regret |
I felt guilty when I thought that I was still not standing on my ÃÂá
own feet. | guilt |
i regret my username honestly i hate danganronpa now and their characters fuck kokichi ouma | regret |
regret not patting that dog i was in a car and i pulled up to a red light in the car to my left i saw a dog sitting in the back seat i really wanted to jump out the car a pat it before the light turned green but i did not i sat in my car and did nothing | regret |
While playing basketball I broke a team member's spectacles. His ÃÂá
face was injured by the pieces of glass. It was not serious but ÃÂá
I felt guilty and blamed myself for being too careless and ÃÂá
vigorous in my game. | guilt |
i should have called the cops i was 14 frozen in shock and shaking from fear this was the worst i had seen it my mom had a black eye for a while and i had to tell friends and teachers that it was some stupid accident it does not take much for people to connect the dots i regret not having called the police on him i regret not taking action as the oldest kid present at the time i failed in protecting my mother i hate that i could n t move i hate that it was my younger siblings who held our father back from striking another blow to her face i regret not being strong enough to take action | regret |
i made a mistake vodka is not yummy be me 13 year old 8th grade depressed normie feelsbadmanpng i get to school tired af notice my group of friends messing around in the bathroom i go in a girl is chugging something from a water bottle everyone is laughing and saying omg confused i ask what is happening apparently one of my friends decided to bring vodka to school idiot ithe girl finishes and hands the bottle to me fuck i take it and smell it cuz i do not belive it is actually vodka it smells like hand sanatizer had a baby with a hospital waiting room okthisisactuallyhappening i decide that i only live once i drip a little into my mouth ohshit i spit it out immediatly it went straight to the back of my throat i almost barf my friends are laughing at me i leave the bathroom with the thick smell of vodka hanging around me ew i walk down the 6th grader hallway and i can tell they can smell it this sucks do not do underaged drinking kids it will not make you cool | regret |
hate my boy seriously the worst mistake i have ever made i really wush he disappeared its my fault we had him but if i had one wish it would be to go away it hurts immensely my life is finished | regret |
not talking to this cute girl at the dmv hey guys today i saw this absolutely gorgeous girl at the dmv at least gorgeous from the nose up cuz that is all i could see cuz of masks yk but she is super pretty and i was there w my mother since i am under 18 so i did not want to go up to her and start spitting game while my mom was there and now i just have to live the rest of my life knowing i will probably never see this girl again that is what i am regretting also if u read this thx g | regret |
i wish i could go back and do things differently back in college 6 years ago i met a guy who had been in my country for a few years originally from europe he was very shy and kind and i could tell he was interested in me he added me on facebook and i messaged him a few months after our class ended asking how he was he was back in europe at this time he then suggested we meet up when he got back and i said yes i got into another relationship and never ended up meeting with him do not get me wrong i m with an amazing partner who treats me well and we have a baby together about a week ago i got the strongest feeling of regret not having gotten to know the other guy better and wonder how things could be different i love my baby too but i feel like with him and my partner now that i am trapped in life i absolutely hate feeling this way | regret |
I wish I could go back in time a choose my friends more wisely.
because some people are in fact, good people, they just aren't the type of people for you.
so it's hard to drop them.
choosing them more wisely would probably make me less anxious.
so now I try to focus on the friends i do want and cherish and attempt to work around the others.
I feel so fuckin bad about being fake about all this but i just don't know how to do it. rip my past, lets pray i dont get murdered in the future !! | regret |
I have to eat something... but i didn't... ðÃÂÃÂàbecause I'm not used to eat breakfast... | guilt |
I had lunch with my ex-boyfriend and did not mention it to my ÃÂá
fiancee. I felt guilty despite the fact that I felt nothing for ÃÂá
my ex-boyfriend. | guilt |
my sister and i used to have sexual contact i am male and three years older than my sister i think that this used to happen when i was approximately 10 years old now mid 20s it is really very blurry i m pretty sure that i instigated it there were several occasions when this happened spread over months maybe even a couple of years we used to share a bath and it began there she used to play with my penis and then we would try and insert it into her vagina i m thankful that we never succeeded outside of the bath we used to lie in the same bed naked reading a book or something similar both face down me on top of her with my penis between her legsbutt i used to bounce up and down on top of her again thankfully no penetration occurred i remember asking one night after we had been doing this do you want to do it again she said yes i also used to try and touch her vagina mainly by playing silly little games that involved my hands being in that region once when we were a little older me maybe 13 i asked her if she d ever had sex she replied no i then asked her do you want to she took it to mean with me and that is what i was getting at but i told her that i just meant in general i feel terrible almost every day for what happened it causes me a great deal of stress our relationship now seems absolutely fine she appreciates me she seems happy i m not sure if she remembers anything i hope not and if she does i hope that it has brought her no harm | regret |
why does everything i love die! why do i have pets when all they do is fucking die! it's not worth watching them suffer it's not worth having to lose them i love them too much and something terrible always happens! why do i get so attached to stupid sick doomed animals!
knowing i could've done something to prevent the suffering of this creature i love and am responsible for, is having pets worth that? the guilt of a lost life on your shoulders? no matter how small, the life of a living being that depended on you?
is it worth it knowing you'll always let them down in the end? | guilt |
i hurt myself again. i stopped using this for a little while, cause of school and stuff, and a crap tom happened while i was gone. i hurt myself, got a crush, confessed to that crush, got good grades at school, and through all of that i was feeling miserable. | guilt |
so on a scale of 1-10 how bad is telling ur so u love them after realising u only love them like a friend? | guilt |
shitty spouse regret due to having a shit spouse and burden being completely on you it seems to be a common theme in other moms gfoups ive seen dad not remembering to feed own kids my husband is supposed to be in charge of our 2yo for 24 hrs during the weekend handling his care i have so many stories with 2yo most recent was we took the 2yo to an ammusment park and it was very hot hes in charge and what he packs for our son is a package of crackers and one small juice box breakfast before we go our son eats very little i had no idea he packed so few snacks and i ended up putting in a few more things for him to drink bc it was 100 degrees i swear these men are so incompetant we get there at 11am and at about 1pm i have to remind my husband our son needs to eat as he hasnt eaten since 9sm and ate very little i swear weve talked about this a 2 yo needs at least 3 solid meals a day and obviously more just bc you dont eat that often doesnt mean your kid doeant of coyrse we had to buy food bc he only brought crackers i also had to remind him to hydrate our son given that its 100 degrees so very frustrating honestly | regret |
hello good people of redditrconfession it is me again a couple of things when i was twelve my sister had a friend over and i felt her up without her even knowing it i on purpose bumped into her she had c s i believe i m not very good with sizes i full on grabbed both breasts i m sure that was sparked because of the last two issues i was at my friends house when i was twelve after that we were playing marco polo in the pool it was him and his two hot older cousins they were both fifteen i had eyes closed dived under after hearing one of them say marco i came up and smacked my head into one of their vagina and grabbed a boob on accident she only said anything about the breast thing now some more current info you might suspect that i would be socially awkward with girls i m not i flirt alot all my best friends are girls maybe that is due to the small school one is white the one i like most and know the best the second is mexican she is friendly with a boyfriend and the last is white but a red head i think of only the first one in a sexual way i flirt with her talk to her even as posting this i am talking to her on fb teachers get onto me because i flirt with her they are always like stop flirting and get to work we both just scoff this off and i continue i do not know if she likes me in a serious way i once talked her way into and out of a relationship for her she started dating my best guy friend and only male friend he called her property and she promptly left him i like her when he told me they started going out was the day i was gon na ask her out now she is gon na move when school is out with the other two they think of me as a big brother type person recently we were in holocaust class and another teacher came in and we got nothing done i was listening to them talk the red head handed the mexican some condoms and then the white one took some i said something like you guys are sooo sneaky in a sarcastic tone the one i like said to me we are not trying to be sneaky just glad everyone is staying protected the one i like i know is a virgin which is funny every now and then i catch snipits of who they are talking about getting her to sleep with before she moves these are some funny girls comment plz | regret |
can not get her out my mind need to get this off my chest there is this girl i have liked for about a year now let s call her eve i have always felt like she felt the same thing towards me as well but when she would give me those signs of interest i would start to overthink it and it just ended with me just brushing it off as though she was just being kind to me whenever we would talk we would both be dying of laughter she would always touch me compliment me on my outfit fast foward a couple months she is moved out a bit farther than where she was before this resulted in her moving schools in which we both went to after a while i tried to forget about her but every now and then she pops up in mind it got to the point where i just needed to talk somebody so i talked to her bestfriend when i told her that i liked eve her eye widened up and told me that she felt the same way i was so damn happy at that moment until i remembered i don t see her anymore ever since she moved out i have not seen her since i just wish i had the balls to have told her i liked her | regret |
i regret not buying that car i see a lot of relationship posts so i figured i would share a different kind of story it was 2011 i was told by a friend that he knew a guy selling a 1971 oldsmobile 442 for 500 which sounded too good to be true well i go to this guys house to see the car it was in good shape and the guy even started the engine he claimed the car had original parts buy it had some problems and that it would have to be towed he confirmed the 500 price and i said ill take it i said im going to go to the atm and get the money and make a call to get someone out there that could tow it by the time i got back he sold the car to someone else i should have taken the cash with me and i regret it to this day | regret |
I had to take care of my little brother. When I met a friend I ÃÂá
did not pay attention to him for a certain time and he was hurt ÃÂá
while he was playing. | guilt |
will placing my younger kid for adoption ruin all our lives married with a 5 year old daughter and a 1 year old son my husband never wanted a second kid but agreed to have one because i did and he thought it would be good for our daughter our son is almost 2 and is not yet talking and we strongly suspect he has autism has already been evaluated and not diagnosed but seems like he is headed that way we are both falling apart with anxiety and depression and honestly if i could go back i never would have had a second kid we both work in special education and are traumatized by seeing families deal with these issues over the years neither of us feels equipped to support him in the way he will need to be supported but we are also worried about the fallout that would happen if we had him placed for adoption i have basically been suicidal over it would it destroy our daughter would she worry we were going to get rid of her too would our families disown us is this the most immoral thing we could do or would it potentially be better for everyone in the long run please help | regret |
probably my biggest regret so far in life i went to a restaurant with my mom step dad and brother and our server was a cute girl who i assume is around my age 19 and we made eye contact through the night and finally she said something to me she said she liked my hoodie and asked where i got it which was embarrassing because it was just a cheap hoodie from amazon but i told her and we didnt really say much after that i wish i would have said more though i havent stopped thinking about her since that day and i want to go back to the restaurant and ask for her but i dont want to sound and look like a creep asking for a girl i saw working here a week ago and i dont want to take the chance of her having a boyfriend and her just giving me a compliment and me feeling stupid i just wish i would have said more to her or got her instagram or something so i could at least know her shes all ive thought about since that day and its been eating away at me and taking everything in me to prevent myself from driving back up there sorry i just wanted to get this off my chest for anyone who wants to read it i just didnt know who to tell and i feel like telling the internet makes me forget about her or help me forget about her | regret |
I reconnected with a friend for a little bit and things got pretty heavy pretty fast. I'm keeping a secret that really shouldn't have been a thing but the sad part is, I wouldn't change it if I could. I'm just sad I lost someone I really enjoy talking to because they don't want their girlfriend to get jealous or anything. I don't know. I'm just kinda confused and sad and sick. | guilt |
The day I decided to get out of my house I saw in my brother's ÃÂá
eyes that they blamed me for the situaiton. | guilt |
i regret pursuing the arts going to art school background i grew up in a rust belt and religious community which had all the symptoms of declining communities single mothers absent or drugged up dads drugs everywhere and a total hatred of anyone different it was post reagan war on drugs and the whole community wanted to kick out any kids that gave off the vibe they were different so i was constantly attacked harassed during and after school by the community if anything happened in our family or on our street it was all my fault i was different ie creative i made my own clothes drew and made music all signs i was a devil worshiper after getting kicked out of public school i was bullied nonstop you do not want to be the weird white girl in a rust belt hood rat school trust me i audition and i got into a private performing arts school on a scholarship that year changed my life it really made me believe i was a good person or that i was a person that was the best time of my life i went to music school for one year and had to drop out because my mother s received horrible medical news she was dignosed with ms we lost our house after she lost her job we moved with my grandfather which we were lucky to be able to do we kept thinking things will get better they have to but they have continued to get worse the 2008 crash happened the year i graduated and it took me 6 years to get out of working retail part time jobs to get a full time job moreover the music industry is gone i regret following my talent i really do none of my friends were there for me when my mom s disease continued to wear me down being forced to be around the same people who use as a scapgoat and wanted to you fail you actually would have enjoyed to see you dead of a drug overodse it just destroyed me mentally i went from being lower middle class to working poor art that once gave me outlet has turned against me i hate my brain and how it works i hate that i am poor and i can not even get the leg up to keep up it hurts my soul in a nutshell i regret what i could control which was going to art school big mistake worst choice i made | regret |
Self harm// not typical tho
FUCK
I wanna burn my hands again
I haven't had my metal lamp since we moved
I want to go out to the garage
Get my lamp
Bring it up to my room
Plug it in
Wait
Wait
And grab it with my hand
Don't let go
Don't let go
Wait
Take your hand slowly off
That's what you get
You miserable musician
There you go
You already suck a playing
Why not impair your ability even more?? | guilt |
I know I shouldn't have been falling behind in my work | guilt |
When I realized that I avoided two good friends with whom I ÃÂá
always shared toys and sorrows. I made up idle stories to avoid ÃÂá
telling them what happened to me. | guilt |
regret i just lost my best friend my biggest regret is not telling him how i really felt about him i loved him so much and now he is gone | regret |
I failed to complete a working task within the agreed time. | guilt |
i kicked in the door of a new lexus first post story explains my anger but i do not think it was justified this was a semineighbor of mine they always took the middle of a curbside long enough for two which was a block away but offered much nicer parking restrictions they almost ran me down one morning while i was on my bike to school i assume they did not see me and i fell into muni track in the road san francisco i landed okay enough to get up but it easily could have been worse fast forward to the same night i got drunk at a local dive with my roommates i saw the car parked in that spot on my way home i kicked the door in and giggled all the way home the next day i walked by it and saw the damage i still feel bad ps i m new here but i will be back | regret |
I just broke my tablet pen (and thusly threw a hundred dollars out the window) | guilt |
Told my friend that my sister's been self harming... she didn't react so well and now I'm worried that she's not safe | guilt |
i fucking regret going to new school i miss my old classmates more than anything but my parents wont let me go to the old one anymore i hate the class im in now i wish i could go to the old one for the last year i can see them | regret |
i regret not believing in vampires when i was younger if i ran into one now i would not want to live for ever with bph ed arthritis and crs | regret |
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