can you get pity sex from a woman if you act really depressed and prove you're dying from it?
and stab glass shards through your limbs and out the other sides, beat yourself till every inch of your body is covered in bruises, and vomit blood in front of her, or at least post pictures of yourself like that online on a pity sex site and prove you're both terminally ill and acutely suicidal? (worst case self harm imaginable)

would this work if you were decent or better looking than average?
maybe, if she has a self-esteem problem. in the end what you'll get is lots of cuts and bruises, and a bad sexual experience that makes you feel embarrassed every time you think about it for the rest of your life.
how to recover? first stop degrading yourself. then stop associating yourself with negativity. then start associating yourself with positivity. then start building your confidence and accept the fact that the good women don't care about height and looks and disorders. realize that a good woman will love you for you, and go about being a positive member of society. if you keep your current state of mind, there is no hope. because you are actually good looking and really not even short. just regular like everyone else. good luck! become selfish, but not too much. when you walk in your bathroom and look at yourself in the mirror, grin because you look good and you like what you see. only care about your own opinion, once you develop an attitude of loving how you yourself look, everyone else will take notice. that is of course if you look good and have self image issues. well start by changing the way you dress and do a full 180 on the way your currently living life and see if she catches on. be the responsible man that will attract her attention. own your own life and live it to the fullest and if you can do that anything can happen. "normal" for a mentally healthy person, no. "normal" for someone with depression, absolutely. i have been in your boyfriends shoes. i have sabotaged countless relationships because of my depression and anxieties. it's like when i need people the most i push them away because i know i'm going to let them down. when i slip back into my depression i am no use to other people. i can't be there for them, i can't go out, i can barely even hold a conversation. it sound to me like he is trying to protect you. he probably doesn't realize he may actually be hurting you and himself with what he is doing. grace, i would have it checked out if i were you. the least would be a physical examination and a chest x-ray. good luck. i've flirted with it before. i didn't get much interest. just women that i'm, to be politically uncorrect, way out of their league, at least in terms of the logistics of dating. all the women that i was interested in and messaged, didn't respond. actually what i'd say was going on is this. firstly you need to be aware of the psychology of it, and how peoples' minds work. ie, if you have forlorn selfies, one or two of you pondering the nature of existence in your bedroom, you're not going to get many bites from women. women can get away with being aloof and beautiful like that. men typically have to portray a more social and outgoing image, least that's what i imagine. if you can project the image of social power, then you're going to attract more of it. and i'm sort of eluding to the tragedy of dating websites and dating in general, and their 'unnaturalness'. it's all very calculated, and hardly dreamy romantic if one is check-boxing all the time. there's a lot of tragic people on there, trying to find a means to desperately get away from their tragedy and find that validation or quick thrill they are seeking. like all things, it's a question of intent. what are you true motivations. if one goes there, with innocent eyes, wholeheartedly, and is not there to deceive any body, or escape from anything, then of course, it's just another medium to meet people. the whole hearted thing is important. actually uploading a decent set of photos, putting some thought into your profile, etc. what you put in, you get out, it's not just a case of being there. the same applies to going to social gatherings in general. go to the same event, and make the effort to talk to people and be open, and one will get dramatically different results. also, i think on the positive, it can expand the potentiality of the people you can meet manifold. there's lots of interesting people out there. i really think it's like social media in general. it just fans, positive or negative, what you are already doing. of course, one could make a deeper argument about conscious control in the first place. we think we have conscious control of the happenings around us, but really, conscious 'control' is the mind's means of deluding us into thinking that we're not working to the subconscious forces within us. the truth about my 'rejections' were, i wasn't really into it, i was just playing... sort of, if you're feeling me, to make this more 'down' and gag friendly. i wouldn't just straight up break up but it would certainly lower her attraction.if the pussy is below average, that i can tolerate but if it's ugly then... 🙄😕😖😓when it comes to the boobs, anything below average is bad.so yeah, i could break up with her but only after careful consideration of my adaptability & her body. that's very shitty. i will say though, i see more positivity. i've seen more women empowering others, than bringing them down. maybe we should focus on that more. At your age, it's tough because girls (and young people on a whole) are so fixated on things like physical appearance and social standing among peers. These are things that become less important as you get even just barely older, particularly the latter as no 22+ year old cares if you're "popular". That said, just work on your dating and conversation skills. Find some really fat, ugly girl and take her out on dates. The whole time, act like she's the most beautiful, most interesting girl you've ever met. Come up with things to talk about, jokes to say, and places to take her. All this refinement will come in handy when you hit your stride and the girls you take out find that you're just more interesting and fun than all the other guys that they've gone out with. It'll work, I promise. i would think very lowly of her. if she resorts to violence because she is offended or dissagrees then she is not the type of person i need to be associated with. if she kept hitting me i would restrain her or try to evade her. if she started attacking me i would fight back. i don't give a damn what your gender is, if you are a threat to safety you should be dealt with. you don't get a free pass because of your genitalia.