🙂 That is an amazing record for a blog. You are a person worth reading though. I know what you mean about sharing… every time I share anything online it always has a slight sense of fear attached to it… I’m working to overcome that with people I trust completely.
And that connects to my other comment. I think a romantic interest can grow out of an unconditional love and a very special friendship… whether that can be called ‘romantic love’ or not I am not sure… it’s definitely love and romance all at once.
Hi Sam. I relate so much to all of these points in particular number 4. I think you are so wise when expressing numbe 8. I feel this to be true but try so hard for romantic love to exist …..it’s not true love I agree.
Hey I have a question for you. I am going to get my official diagnosis tomorrow and I want to write out why I should get it. I am an aspie completely but this is confirmation from a licensed psychiatrist. Do you have a list of traits in women on your blog or suggestions to help me?
Hi Sam! Your blogs make me say to myself, “this is me!!!!” I am disturbed when someone I am close to isn’t being very nice. It’s not always the words but the feeling that is blaring at me as they speak. Recently someone I am close to was discussing a heated issue and I sat there so confused. I couldn’t even hear the words anymore, and so I sat there just trying to figure out what was going on. I realized they felt threatened by my very blunt to the point questions, and they were lashing out at me while their words were about giving me the answers I asked for, like they wanted me to feel guilty for making them so angry. I have a weird way of relating when someone is saying one thing but I feel something completely different going on at the same time. So I finally out of exasperation of feeling lashed out at continuously said something I forget, but then , this is so weird, and I don’t think I have ever done this, but I started barking at him exactly like I felt he was coming at me!!!! It just comes out these random things. It made him laugh, he loves my realness and silliness alot, so he softened up, I think at that point he realized I was not so threatening just being me. I always want honesty and I ask for what I need. It’s not easy, people don’t like it. But if I feel things dishonest I begin to feel very distant from the person, and I don’t want to get close. Can you believe I barked? haha. I don’t know if you are getting anything I read because I am randomly reading your blogs and commenting older blogs. Thank you so much for sharing, I still wonder if I am in a world of my own. But it has been intruiging to read about others and see myself. I have never met anyone like me. If I did they were hiding it well as I have done thru the years.