@requiscantinpace: ""I had a long talk with Bonnie last night and I just have to come clean 
about some things while I'm still drunk enough to get it out.  I've been a 
pig to people in here.  I just need to be true to myself and admit to all of 
you that I really have been fantasizing about dumpster diving for men.  The 
freedom of being able to finally let that out feels so good.  As a matter of 
fact, I'm going to finally indulge my fantasy tonight.  I can't wait." "
    @requiscantinpace: "<email_address> wrote in message 
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"I had a long talk with Bonnie last night and I just have to come clean
about some things while I'm still drunk enough to get it out.  I've been a
pig to people in here.  I just need to be true to myself and admit to all of
you that I really have been fantasizing about dumpster diving for men.  The
freedom of being able to finally let that out feels so good.  As a matter of
fact, I'm going to finally indulge my fantasy tonight.  I can't wait." "
    @requiscantinpace: "<email_address> wrote in message 
news:<email_address>
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You claim to not have to, yet, you do.  Go figure.
"I had a long talk with Bonnie last night and I just have to come clean
about some things while I'm still drunk enough to get it out.  I've been a
pig to people in here.  I just need to be true to myself and admit to all of
you that I really have been fantasizing about dumpster diving for men.  The
freedom of being able to finally let that out feels so good.  As a matter of
fact, I'm going to finally indulge my fantasy tonight.  I can't wait."
But didn't you feel free after you posted that?
After all, your best friend knew you well.
Patrick (The Kersley Curse),
You didn't take long to make me your enemy when I pointed out the
obvious.  I am sorry that the dialogue betwixt people cannot always be
postivie, especially when you say something the other doesn't want to
hear.  You can be happy if  you accept yourself.  Sneaking around,
dangling suicidal girls at the length of your arm and then later
abusing them is only a symptom of the overall problem.
You can be free if you decide to get honest with  yourself.  You are
43.  It is time to come on out of the closet and your Dad is no longer
living to judge you.  Lurking around the docks, Vancouver gay bars and
parks for anonymous sex with men will not bring you the peace you
seek.
 You can love and be loved if you drop the pretense and just be
yourself.  If your co-workers and friends disregard you, then they
never were really concerned with vpope@example.com.  You will make other
friends if you stop hating yourself for something you cannot change.
You are gay and it is time you came to accept it and go from there.
You will never know peace until you do.
I am still around for you 'as a friend' but I will not allow you to
use
me the way you have used and abused Grace (R.I.P.) and other girls to
try to keep your fragile ego intact.  I know you probably feel like I
have betrayed you but I have to point out that you have betrayed
yourself far longer.  The abuse you suffered at age seven was terrible
abuse but the so-called abuse when you was seventeen was not abuse, it
was your true self trying to come to the surface.  Express yourself;
don't repress yourself.
Your friend,
Bonnie
"If I could stand in an open airplane doorway two-and-a-half miles above the 
ground and will myself to step into empty space, then I could do anything.""
    @requiscantinpace: ""I had a long talk with Bonnie last night and I just have to come clean
about some things while I'm still drunk enough to get it out.  I've been a
pig to people in here.  I just need to be true to myself and admit to all of
you that I really have been fantasizing about dumpster diving for men.  The
freedom of being able to finally let that out feels so good.  As a matter of
fact, I'm going to finally indulge my fantasy tonight.  I can't wait."
Post some more for me, paddles.
"If I could stand in an open airplane doorway two-and-a-half miles above the 
ground and will myself to step into empty space, then I could do anything." "
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