@jklbot: "For those of you who might possibly remember that I started a blog a 
year ago, I hadn't written anything since the first two posts.  Tonight 
I finally wrote another one, and I think this time I have enough to 
sustain it for a while.  I figured that there are people who don't like 
following links, or find following links a pain (waves to Brian), so I'm 
also posting it here.  Anybody who wants to check the blog on their own 
can go to <url>
Jen
-
A year ago I started this blog thinking that I was going to be posting 
all kinds of kinky thoughts that were going through my head. I had some 
in the beginning, but soon noticed that it dropped off considerably. 
Lately I'd noticed that I couldn't even come up with a decent story 
idea. I wondered how that could happen. I haven't stopped being a 
spanko, it's still in my head, still a total part of who I am. A couple 
weeks ago I realized what the problem was. I hadn't been spanked by 
anybody or even threatened with a spanking in TWO YEARS!! I was losing 
my spanking mojo through lack of experiences. I was completely deprived. 
Luckily G has come to the rescue. He hadn't asked about any of the 
things he used to ask about when it comes to things he wants me to be 
doing (or not doing as the case may be LOL), but two weeks ago I had a 
week off and I had decided that I needed some spanking sessions, which 
meant self spanking. With G in NY it's a necessity if I want any action 
at all, though it takes SO much more spanking to get the same affect 
that G does in a short amount of time. One night during that week, while 
we were on the phone, he decided that he wanted me to do something that 
I wanted to put off for a few months. He started talking about "attitude 
adjustments" and things that never bode well for my butt. We decided 
that we should go back to our old Saturday morning spanking routine, 
which entails me doing what I can to make sure that I can't sit very 
well for a while over the two or three hours I'm alone on Saturday 
mornings. There's also a bedtime spanking routine, involving a drumstick 
which is one of the only quiet implements I own, and the mat, which is a 
very prickly, scratchy evil thing that I have to sit on after spankings. 
Today was my first Saturday spanking session in a long, long time, and 
it felt great to be rita99@example.com. That sounds so strange, but it gets me 
back in the spanking frame of mind that I like to be in, but slip out of 
too often.
I feel like I'm back to my old self after a few very stressful months. 
By the time I see G in Denver in August I'll be all ready for some 
face-to-face (or rather belt to butt) time. I was almost a spanking 
virgin again and I was getting desperate!"
    @zprymantis: "<quote>
This is great news Jen.  I guess it's like the old saying "use it or=20
lose it" - and seriously I think focusing back on what makes you feel=20
great is very important!
This is going to make your visit with G even better, like training for=20
an olympic event.  lol
:)
z
=20
Spanking New Updates
at the SWT News!
<url>"
    @js: "On 2008-05-03 21:57:34 -0400, zprymantis=20
<quote>
=20
Glad you are feeling better, Jen!!
Steven (spanking)"
    @southbaydog: "<quote>
Hi Jen,
I can't believe you let it go on so long (not getting a spanking in two 
years!) Unbelievable!
Here's funny coincidence 
This week, I started my first blog (partly for a place to vent my daily 
thoughts instead of inflicting them on the ng and partly as a place to 
archive my stories).
Checked out your blog, and dammit, you've used the same color scheme 
template that I did (though I did customize a few things differently). 
But since I (a) haven't had time to work on getting my blog to behave 
the way I want it to, and (b) I'm not sure if Blogger is the right tool, 
I haven't wanted to invest a lot of time in developing it.
I'm waiting to hear back from a couple of people for input. But if I do 
stay with Blogger, I guess I'm going to have to do something to make my 
blog look a LOT different from yours!
:-)
Gwen"
    @jklbot: "<quote>
Gwen,
That's funny, because I just changed templates last night.  I hadn't 
gone to my blog in a year, and when I saw it again I HATED how it 
looked.  I have no idea why I picked the one I did, and I don't even 
think they have it anymore.  I happen to really like green, so when I 
saw the all green scheme, I went for it right away.  Some of the 
combinations they have are just so deadly, and I'm extremely picky when 
it comes to that stuff.  You should've seen what I went through trying 
to pick a look for my vanilla LiveJournal site. LOL
I don't think there's a rule that two blogs can't look the same.  There 
are probably tons out there that match the look.  It's what you write on 
it that's important, IMO.  Also, if you've customized a few things, 
you're a step ahead of me, because I don't know enough about that kind 
of thing to switch things around on my own.
Jen"
    @jklbot: "<quote>
My problem is that G is in NY, so it's a little difficult to play when 
you're a thousand miles apart.  If he could find a job closer to here it 
would work out better.  He almost had one in Ohio, which would've put 
him only a couple hours away.  Annoyingly it didn't happen.
No spanking was definitely making me cranky, but I didn't realize until 
I started getting it again.  In February I was sick for half the month 
with a cold that made me lose my voice for a couple weeks, and then I 
was in a car accident that wasn't my fault, which meant running around 
like a crazy person for the next two weeks getting the insurance debacle 
fixed and getting a new car.  By last month I realized my stress level 
had risen to around my ears, which is WAY above my butt, which meant 
that if I wanted to de-stress I needed to shift attention back to the 
more important part of my body. <BG>
Jen"
    @jklbot: "<quote>
One thing it's done is to almost completely fix my elbow, which had been 
bugging me ever sine the weather turned a month ago.  Hey, somebody 
should come up with a spanking exercise program!
Jen"
    @worsci: "Hi, Jen.
Thank you for also posting your blog stuff here as well as on your blog.
I usually come here for all my spanking needsthis space is more webtv
format friendly than slow loading (albeit prettier) websites, so I
really appreciate it when others post stuff here.
"I'd noticed that I couldn't even come up with a decent story idea."
I know this feeling so well.  There are times when the thoughts and
stories just seem to spill out of me, and then there are the times when
I can't squeeze a word out with a garlic press.  During the dry times, I
have to wonder what's wrong with me that I can't come up with a decent
fantasy.  This doesn't just apply to spanko writing, either.  All my
life I've been puttering with something or other, and when the writing
drive isn't there, I feel incomplete.
I haven't come up with a reason for this, though.  When it comes to sex
fantasies, a spanking does seem to cure me, at least for a little while.
"I hadn't been spanked by anybody or even threatened with a spanking in
TWO YEARS!!"
Good lord, woman.  Of course, you can always come to your friends at SSS
for a spanking threat.  It's the follow through that's the buzzkill,
but, you know, as a support group, someone is always threatening
someone's butt around here.  We'll just line up with our imaginary
straps here . . . 
"That sounds so strange . . ."
I don't think it sounds rita99@example.com.  We do what we do, and there
isn't always someone handy to meet our needs.
At times, I feel like a freak for doing self spanking.  Yet, when I
think about it, I don't think it should be considered any stranger than
self sex.  It's a need, definitely a drive, in my life.  It would be
nice to play with someone else, but I can take care of myself as needed.
"I feel like I'm back to my old self after a few very stressful months."
Well, welcome back, old Jen.  Nice to see you around.  I hope you stay a
while.
Kris
spanking"
    @southbaydog: "<quote>
Well, green has always been my favorite color, but I changed around some 
of the pre-set colors and fonts, etc. But my real issue is that I don't 
like the format in which the blog entries appear. I don't know if you 
are familiar with Mija's cooperative site, "Punishment Book," But the 
way the posts are categorized and new text entries truncated is much 
more appealing to me.
I want visitors to my blog to be able to quickly scan through the home 
page to see what kind of material I have posted on the site, without 
having to wade through a lot of text. That way, they can just click on 
whatever is of interest.
I like the snippets of new posts that allow you to "continue reading" or 
choose not to, without filling up the entire page with text.
Maybe I'm too picky and it's just another excuse to procrastinate, but 
I'm probably not going to be able to much of anything with my 
work-in-progress this week, as I'm busy working and preparing for a 
2-week vacation beginning next Sunday. But if the WIFI connection really 
works down in Mexico, maybe I'll be able to spend a little time working 
on my spanking blog whilst sitting at the pool, margarita in hand....
:-)
Gwen"
    @southbaydog: "<quote>
Well, green has always been my favorite color, but I changed around some
of the pre-set colors and fonts, etc. But my real issue is that I don't
like the format in which the blog entries appear. I don't know if you
are familiar with Mija's cooperative site, "Punishment Book," But the
way the posts are categorized and new text entries truncated is much
more appealing to me.
I want visitors to my blog to be able to quickly scan through the home
page to see what kind of material I have posted on the site, without
having to wade through a lot of text. That way, they can just click on
whatever is of interest.
I like the snippets of new posts that allow you to "continue reading" or
choose not to, without filling up the entire page with text.
Maybe I'm too picky and it's just another excuse to procrastinate, but
I'm probably not going to be able to much of anything with my
work-in-progress this week, as I'm busy working and preparing for a
2-week vacation beginning next Sunday. But if the WIFI connection really
works down in Mexico, maybe I'll be able to spend a little time working
on my spanking blog whilst sitting at the pool, margarita in hand....
:-)
Gwen"
    @jklbot: "<quote>
When I was on webtv, way back when, the interface they had (still have?) 
for reading the group was so easy!  I loved it.  When I got a computer a 
few years later it all seemed very complicated.  I have broadband now 
but I can remember trying to get websites to load on there.  It was 
dial-up from hell!  I did become addicted to the email chirp though. LOL
Yep.  It was easier twenty years ago when I just wrote poetry.  When
there were no emotional upheavals I didn't write, and when there were, I
did.  Fiction is trickier, because you have to come up with a plot and
characters and dialog and stuff! <BG>
I don't have "sex" fantasies, I have SPANKING fantasies. LOL  I was
never wired for vanilla sex.  I'm also odd in that I can get a fantasy
going just by looking at just the right picture.  I'm partially visually
wired, which I thought was mostly a guy thing, but I have the best of
both worlds this way. <BG>
Works for me! <BG>  I'm so out of practice when it comes to bratting, 
because Greg doesn't like bratting, that I'm not sure my pathetic 
attempts would garner the threats I crave. LOL
My problem is that I live with my mom and my sister, and for a while 
there I was never home alone.  Luckily we're back to the "everybody 
leaves on Saturday mornings but me" schedule, so I get two or three 
hours where I can have some fun.  I'm over feeling weird about self 
spanking, I've been doing it for too long for that. LOL
Thanks!  Even if I don't post I still read pretty much every day.  It's 
just that there are times when there's nothing I feel the need to 
respond to, so I don't post.  I think I could finally come up with a 
story now, because my brain is working in the right areas for that 
again, so I may be posting more than usual.  I just needed some ideas!
Jen"
    @jklbot: "<quote>
Now that Greg has taken to threatening me again, the muse is sneaking 
back.  We got too settled into a routine for a while where he wasn't 
even asking about the things that would make him threaten me normally. 
I didn't even realize how long it had been until I found an occasion to 
bring up one of the subjects.  Now we're back to the fun. <BG>
Jen"
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