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[Date] 091806 [Name] Fran Blosser [City] Not Given [Contact] Phone not given franblosser@yahoo.com [Request For] Mental help [Additional Information] 
I hate telling anyone my story because it is embarrassing to let people know your problems and how stupid you are. I am a 43 yr old mother of two (19 and 24) divorced for 4 years after a 22 yr abusive marriage. I suffer from agoaphobia, severe depression , anxiety and panic attacks. I have suffered with these for years and gotten minimal help from medications. I am currently awaiting a hearing for SSI and my attorney says it may take months. I live alone with my boyfriend, it is his apartment and he never stops reminding me of that. I cant work or go outside the apt much at all so I am totally dependant on him. He drinks and does drugs and I can't take it any more because he gets nasty and mean even sometimes throwing me out with me having no where to go. I only have my children but at the time there is nothing they can do to because their financial situation isn't much better. I cant get help any where to get out of here, I cant even get utilities in my name because at first i put them in my name here and they were disconnected because he didn't pay them. Then he had to put them in his name. Now i owe all that money and cannot pay it. I need to be able to get out in my own place and do it on my own. I can once I get my SSI. but in the mean time I'm afraid I will lose my mind living with him. I feel very suicidal most of the time because I am so dependant on him and i know that i can get some better if i can get out on my own. I feel trapped, like I'm in prison...or drowning. If any one knows of any programs that could help or have advice...ANYTHING...please write me, I need help fast. Thank You FB
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