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[Topic ID] 80 [Post ID] 430 [Date & Time] 2005-08-17 15:48:08 [Post Text] 
Hello all , I have to say I was amazed to find the site as it is ... very useful and informative. For years I carried guilt with me because of what was termed child abuse as a young girl , it started for me when I was 5 , my cousin used to play these games with me , byt the time I was 8 or 9 I looked forward to these games and sought him out if he was not ready when I was , I hated myself for this because Iwas told it was wrong... never the less by the time Iwas 12 Iwas kind of like Lolita.... and with all the psychologists and doctors telling me it was bad and I should not want it and it was wrong etc.. I felt like a Freak... when Iwas 16 I tried to commit suicide as a result. & Years have passed and I am now comfortable with who Iam and my sexuality , I would like to know if there are other women out there who dont necessarily view thier "innitiation" as abuse and what you all think of the issues surrounding this. & Email me on Niqui
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