i decide to head back home , hoping and praying that she 's there . and well all be in huge trouble if they do find us . `` you 're quitting the skulls for a woman ? '' i do not want that for you . '' i turn to close the door and my heart is in my throat . not after what happened on the road . large black bruises ran down the left side of his face . i push my hands through my quickly drying hair and open my closet door . he was here to say good-bye . 