`` you ca n't take her up to the pits today . '' `` why are you doing this , anyway ? i run around to the back and notice with satisfaction that the back window has been replaced . said hed kill them with his bare hands if he had to . she was sitting in the front row . i started to frown , and i turned towards the window . the concept of time has deserted me . `` what if i do n't want to sleep ? '' she was out of breath by the time she reached the park . 