these last few months i think , have given me , us , a chance to talk to each other instead of past one other . there would be no killing unless absolutely necessary . the mere idea had her wanting to hurl . the upper body of two figures quickly blocked his view of the scene opposite , and the beams of two small flashlights were shone directly into his face . it will be easier for me to remember . '' he thought it was all more than odd . jordan was half asleep in the harness of the 40 . 