damn it , if only he had n't lost control of the truck when the windshield shattered ! my baggy shirts were n't going to work much longer . `` just let me calm myself down ... this would all be better . '' `` who else would have left that money inside a toilet tank ? `` yes , and you damn well know it . i wish for beauty just like this , i said to myself.i wish for good friends at school . i need to- '' `` when i parked , i saw a cop car coming down the street . 