i do n't know what is going on , but i will find out . the more we do those exercises the less scary it is talking about it . '' he laughed at me and frankly told me that i should n't be walking around this neighborhood alone . shes gone , and no one knows where she is . but my mother knew better , so i just walked over to the leather sofa , sank into the soft cushions , and said , `` i saw josh . '' 