when she frowned , he explained , `` i think you wake up too soon . ketchup is all van has ever wanted , but after the night i almost killed ivy , something has changed with her . no fear in it , no hurry , just looking for its next bite . jet picked up her pile of laundry . i had best return to my charges , he decided . in a few years , it will all be over . '' but i , too , must make time to take in its wonders . 