as hard as it would be , we had to try . small sail boats and racing shells were already on the water . he must have said something else . '' `` ash , saying sorry does n't account for all the hurt i 'm putting you through right now . `` we had to cut away some of the rotted skin . '' it was in that instant where i finally lost control . a choking sound came from him , and i blinked rapidly . we wont let anyone hurt you . just waiting for it to cool down . 