still , my parents were floundering , and it was my fault . ana had an ice cream cone taller than her and was doing her best to keep it from falling . `` are you going to do what he wants ? `` yes , i am , '' i replied but as much as i loved her i could not even force a smile his way . ill bet you went to canada or something like that . please tell me you have the beacon so they can find us . `` nothing about you was adding up . 