i would n't lose much sleep over him . i removed my hands from my face and watched my wife walk back to the table . because it was glimmering blue behind her back . damn it , i was not going to cry ! getting medication is not like taking drugs , she convinced herself . but none of this matters right now . `` the wedding 's back on , i take it ? '' and heres your knife and fork . she had set up the breakfast bar with breakfast for both of them . 