any external hatch opening will have their full attention . who did she claim to be ? '' `` i do n't like men that close to you . '' she was already heading down the steps . she leans over and kisses my cheek . ( she had a bunch of buttons on her purse . i didnt want to be reminded of what happened to him , of what happened to both of us . i love him very much , as much as anyone can , perhaps , but you can be honest with me . 