he would convince her to stay . my heart skipped a beat when it looked up to where i was . he reached up and grabbed the edge of the stone pedestal , using it to pull himself upright . his fingers were tracing patterns on my hip and i liked the feel of it , it was sweet and relaxing . `` which guest bedroom do you want ? '' trust still did n't come easy for the young man . they understood the words , but not the way he was using them . 