that did n't forgive him for what he did , but he accepted it for what it was . `` i thought you cut hair , '' he says . god , i must have looked like such an idiot with my eyes closed , waiting for him to kiss me . `` i should have said it before , but thank you for showing up ... ... im sorry , that would be -- - -- -against company policy . `` i wish dad had told us you were coming . still she stared at the dress until the doors closed . 