ought to love myself, with or without a tumor. i can love myself even with a tumor. love is a choice. so is trust. so is peace. are all feelings a choice?
if the good feelings are all a choice, it follows the ugly feelings are also a choice. i can choose to feel miserable with worry. i can choose to feel angry. i can choose to feel depressed.
i have been so focused on myself and my needs, i haven’t loved others as i should. that sounds selfish.
help me to know that new can be better, in a different way.
help me to let go of the ugly feelings.
help me to choose 