i had expected cheap sheets since this was a barn but they were nice . she was one person , one complete waste of life . i did n't really care for her tone . if it got unglued , he might kill me , himself , he might kill me , walk away . `` well , i know you do n't have a date because hell has n't frozen over , so where are you off to ? '' my father turned to drink and forgot i even existed . 