all the while i was talking to her : `` you need to pack your things , you need to get out of the bungalow , get away , get gone , be free . '' you are one that we want to keep . he hit the button then tossed it to sam who caught it . but you were once alive , i thought , as the hits continued . i may be furious with him , but he 's one of the few people i have left that i care about . 