he looked up at her , his eyes midnight black and her heart lurched . she 'd worked hard to control them . `` well , why do n't you give it some thought . '' he let that sink in , and sink in it did . `` not going to tell me more than that ? '' my jeans are undone , showing my green cotton underwear in the 'v ' of my open zipper . he had begun to cry again , and why not ? 