he lifted the blade to her finger and she tugged away . it was a relaxing time and shade was glad to talk with his brother at length . i shut the drawer and got up . evans was squirming a bit , i dont think there is any need . i 'd rather clear my conscience than live a lie . her eyelids flutter then open groggily . he was huge and hard and all male . the topic had come up before , as it often did in his line of work , even if usually it was done a bit surreptitiously . 