not myself , not my future , not anyone . my father did n't say it that way . spending this time with mark and his family has been great . `` why not have a glass of wine ? she looks hot , he calls again . all , she thought with a shake of her head . if i had n't been watching her so closely , i would have missed it . but he summoned his courage once more and crossed to sit down on the bed beside her . i kissed her on the forehead , youre the best . 