of them were saying to themselves, "yes, but this is so hard to do because some of my brothers think they ought to be first in the kingdom and that rightly belongs to me. so how can i love such a selfish brother?" don't you see how distorted we can get? we are so in love with ourselves that we often fail to see what it is to truly love one another and it's because of this kind of self-love that we need to be reminded, yea, we need to be commanded to do that which is not natural to our flesh. but we must understand that this kind of 