i do n't know , but that guy wanted my blessing . i crossed my palms and pumped hard into his chest . but he was willing to try . in the end , we decided to end it all . `` got yourself a pile of troubles , it sounds like . '' what we are going to do is nothing , for tonight at least . she sucked in a long breath and let it out slowly . his brown eyes were wide , his face so pale the freckles stood out . 