believe me , if you had just talked to me about this , it would have been sorted ages ago . they called it bad medicine land due to all the hot springs . i watched as he pulled away and then made my move . jesus , i 'm getting mushy in my old age . as i suddenly feel sad again , that he is not here to share my meal with me . `` doc , is this something i really need to see ? '' i turn my head , and we both share a small smile . 