maybe drowning was easier than success . oh no , here we go again . `` i get that you 're trying to do your job , and i even understand why . '' he asked , pushing into the closet . she swung herself back to the top step and slammed her face against the wall she 'd been leaning against . every sound in the house echoed and she moved to the middle of the bed in case something was under it . ill go alone if i have to . i wipe , but he shakes his head . 