i wo n't speak ill of your father-that is not what this is about . help , help , help , he 's going to push me ! cam directed them to the house . he gave her his best smile , the slightly confused , slightly embarrassed one , the small boy 's smile . yes i think so , he can be quite unpredictable otherwise . i do n't remember doing that in the dream , but hell . he kissed her once more even as his hands went to the snap of her jeans . 