but it was also the start of our time as friends ! he had simply looked at her , accepting of whatever she decided . she froze and watched as jasons shirt turned red and he slumped to the ground . i had only tried surfing once , before , and never quite graduated to standing up . and then he went even lower . i do n't want to get into it now . there 's lots of things to do . it breaks my heart , but you know what ? look , thank you for your help . 