it was okay to go...she did.
i know i will need some time to come to terms with everything. i was her anchor for 18 years since my dad passed and i gave her physical care and most of my time during the last year. what more could i have done.
even when she was mean, i was positive. when i was cheery she would ask 'what do you have to be so happy about?' and i would answer, 'you'. i won't lie. it was hard and i would probably do things differently a bit. but hind-sight is a beautiful thing, eh?
i miss her. she was in my life all my life 