this-you-are important to me . `` we do n't have to use that , do we ? '' what 's the first thing you did afterward ? '' i smile back at her and lean against the counter . someone was , without a doubt , looking for us . another mistake in a lifetime of mistakes . still , it did n't mean i knew what to do with it now that i had one in my hand . so it was the ghost , had to be . 