he sat down beside her , but said nothing . bill lent his head against the wall looking up at the light . they just go into motionless vampire mode . murphy blinked for a second and fell silent . his left arm appeared to be useless . wade can be such an animal . i wanted to please him ; to be able to satisfy him like i 'd never done before . someone else was sitting in the leader 's chair now . it 's like the dance floor , only more intense because we 're alone and there 's no music . 