all of them murdered , shot like dogs on his orders . '' she only had seconds and one chance to surprise him . your suit get lost at the cleaners ? was it because of what he saw when he closed his eyes ? i woke up enough to realize he was licking my hand , wanting outside . she said it as though it was the craziest idea in the world . `` this here 's just a little something i thought y'all might get a kick out of . '' 