her will to live was great - but the pain was unbearable . the girl said , `` what a lovely house . '' `` if he 's smart , he 's had one for a few years . '' it was obvious that i 'd never had feelings for anyone in my life like i did for amy . watching her go over and over again . this time , it felt good to be stepping on the pitch . in another hour , they 'd get a rush of lunch orders . 