another idea suddenly came to mind about tonight 's social gathering , one that would most definitely provide a distraction - and possibly take care of a nuisance . i saw flags fluttering , and all were in that dark blood-red color , stained with death . `` do n't use my name , foolish child . she liked her curves ; the curves made her feel normal , gentle , open , emotional , bare . `` it was all about the math . '' 