when they got to the helicopter and she saw it up close for the first time , her fear kicked in even greater . he ran his thumb over the bind and a strange thought occurred to me that id like my spine to be that of the book . `` sleeping together is n't going to change anything . '' curious , she brought the fresh image to the screen . he swallowed deeply and turned his attention back to the glowing charcoal . she was quite young , was n't she ? '' the folks who live here must be gay . 