though he 'd enjoyed watching luis suck them off , he really did n't feel the need to run out and do it all over again . its a big mistake , was all she said . i actually let her go visit her friends , so maybe by the time she gets home she wont be so crabby . i laid on the bed and let the tears fall from my eyes . he 's been hit by a car and had a hole drilled in his skull . i think ill worry about the poor little thing until then , though . 