he knows i can get out for emergencies and really big stuff if i have enough time-and scotch-to prepare myself . i 'm kidding myself if i think that it will be , because there are already strings . the netting was large enough for me to fit through and i was able to escape . that 's what probably turned the trick . her little sister was sitting on the back step , sucking on a purple lollipop . i do n't know what makes me open my mouth and say it , but i do . 