`` i could say no if i wanted to , '' she breathes as i kiss down the side of her neck to the top of her shirt , imagining having my way with her right now . i put the box of sugar in the cupboard and took off my suit coat . the car went into second gear . none of my business , but im curious nonetheless . i just need to wrap just a tiny bit of it around the wrist or maybe even a finger . that 's easy for you to say when you have n't lived it . 