`` it 's for your own safety , '' he finally muttered . his mouth covered mine before i could get a breath in , and then i did n't need to breathe because i was too busy kissing him . `` they have n't hurt me , but they have guns , henry . i opened the pad to a clean page . he stared intently at the wall of branches and leaves . the words were never spoken but they hung in the air as if she had shouted them . she was no , i had to be completely honest . 