mind-melting sex followed by intense emotional confusion had spun me around and worn me out . as adults we land a lot harder . should i back off and let him come to me when he was ready ? his legs were too far away from his upper body . `` but it scares me how fast we 're taking slow . the one on the left looked most comfortable in his rich clothing . he is burning me with his speed ! you 'd better cancel all of this afternoon 's and tomorrow 's meetings too . '' 