it had been over an hour since she first walked through the clinic 's front door . he had to open his mind to the pain and fear so he could look past it to the truth . she bowed again and rushed off . i hate him , too , maybe , but ... i still love him . '' `` is it alright if i go for a walk outside ? '' 'then why did she stay with him so long ? which emergencies are the most expensive ? she was walking toward the closet now . 