i was waiting here with the baseball bat , but when you reached for it i used the pistol . i will not say more until i know the answer is the right one but i will leave you to exercise your mind upon that , perhaps . its ready to grow , and to develop , she said . `` are you telling me the judges can be bought ? '' `` we need to get you back on board . '' it would mean a lot of studying , and i hate studying . '' 