but instead , as he brought it to me , he tapped it and said , `` though this one is wrong . either that or he has so many soldiers that he can afford to spare one hundred just to guard one person . she 'd refused , hurrying out while he grabbed his keys and shoes and came after her . the fact that she 's not ... i ca n't even . '' i look at her back as she lays face down on the couch . 