second time.’ once was enough. i do not want to repeat that shame ever again.
i am reminded of something i have read a couple of nights ago. in her book “bright side up”, the author amy spencer suggests asking your one-hundred-year-old self when faced with important decisions that will shape the future of your life. she asks “the wrinkled, wise person she will be blessed to become, sage in experience, a survivor of bad choices and missed chances, the one person who can look back on her life and see where she went wrong, got scared, or grew weak.” : what should i do?
i try to ask my one-hundred-year-old self, 