`` there are so many things , so many places , '' he said , `` that i want to show you ! `` she is the younger sister of one of the ward sisters . i ask , my hand going up automatically to take his . and i do n't want him in my life . '' but doing it front of her best friend was . `` no , we have to destroy it . '' she was squinting ever so slightly . i cross the room and grab the journal . 