i knew he would do it but i did n't want anyone to know . later , you can fight me or whatever . `` connect us to the security band . '' i 'm happy and i do n't care if he knows . i was supposed to be touching him . i smile a bright smile , trying to come over as human as possible . hair like pale fluffy sand , bleached by the sun . next to me dallas begins to weep , and james quickly takes her arm . but how did.. then my mind clicks . 