i met his eyes and thought about telling him the rest . that 's far enough , my brother told me . you may apply it again after you have cooled some . he turned to follow ivy , and i touched his sleeve , stopping him . `` i 'm going to make you my queen . '' i picked at the skin around my thumb , drawing blood . `` even if he is your father , i wo n't abandon you to him . `` it says your mind is your greatest weapon . '' 