why dont you grow a pair and grow up . even if i didnt always act like it . `` as a matter of fact ... what time are they getting here ? '' i kissed her , making sure i kept it light . i thought it meant more time together , but i 'm beginning to think that might not be such a good thing . `` and all mine , remember that tidbit . '' shell signal us when shes ready . i needed to be strong for maria . 