i could tell she would give anything to be moving into one of those tiny blue homes come tomorrow . the other hand i placed on her bare , silky thigh . as she stepped back she gave jans hand a squeeze . the cold seemed to turn to knives in my chest , and i slowed before i froze my nose from breathing too fast . perhaps this is not the most comfortable place for a conversation . but there 's something about you that makes me want to do very bad things . 