it would get better with time and conditioning . people like you are n't meant to blend in . '' after a few moments silence , i ask quietly , `` why did n't i know about any of this ? '' i walked into my room , closing the door behind me . i had milked his freak out for everything it was worth . they did n't speak as they drove through town . its not like i havent seen a few bones before , but lets do it , and get out of here . 