she threw the shoe at the window , where it thumped loudly against the window , causing the glass to shake in its frame . it would be fifteen for any other human . his eyes meet mine over her head as she wraps his wrist . he pushed his chair back from the table . he calculated his options ; there seemed to be no solution , no exit . tears start to fall from my eyes as i grasp the entire situation of what i 'm about to do . so then , what should i do that im not doing now ? 