this is nothing more than a religious spirit, which in the end brings death instead of life. a child could never know his parents by rote or just reading about them without meeting them. a husband or wife would never know each other by keeping to some structure or just reading books about each other. no, they have to spend some quality time together. there has to be a give and take on the part of both. you have to have an interest in order make it work. the same thing happens with the god head, you will only know him if you take an interest in him personally.
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