for 30 days while at the program... that really had me in shock. but thanks to all of the ladies in my house who had already been in the program for some time, for helping me get my nerves settled. i met my therapist and she knew i was having a hard time adjusting, so she spent what seemed like the whole day just letting me vent and get everything out. that was one the best feelings in the world, i felt a lot more settled after talking about what was going on with my drinking and my life. the rest of the program was smooth sailing, i gained a 