the night he 'd ... oh god , everything was so clear now . the simple fact is i stopped wanting anyone else full stop . his mother said , patting him on the cheek and pointing at the ceiling . i ran back to him and took his hand . i went there once , looking for an old file , did n't find it . `` older than i was when i came here , '' he said . i cant believe belle wasnt in the parade . `` please take a very close look at this . 