he was dressed like a jerk , like every other visiting politician i had ever seen . a slight chance in hell was better than none at all . youve never had much luck getting that going . it was my turn to blink in shock . but i was n't going to let it ruin what could be something so beautiful . but in this case , what choice did i have ? josh 's eyes narrow and he folds his arms over his chest . `` but i guess it is what it is . '' 