so if you 're saying he 's okay , then i know you 're drooling on the inside . '' if you cant be with anyone , i shouldnt either . and then , despite the icy wind , my face felt hot . she felt dizzy from the movement and ended up leaning against him for support . nothing was disturbed so she quickly checked the windows and left . the inference was clear : make your own way in life . your disappointment must be so great . but then again , they did n't have much choice . 