i was told you believe he was protected by a god ? strictly on a sexual level i love touching her . the only thing to do now was move forward . tried to f**k her like a madman as a way to bring me down ? i rip the strap off my left hand and stand up . beth let it go to the machine , thinking she didnt have the strength to talk to mother . oliver had dropped her and boots off at the apartment . `` controlling my life wo n't bring mother back ! '' 