sister rose needed no further evidence . i gave him a quick cut it signal and changed course to his direction . i felt them too , behind us , above us , to the right ... more than twenty now . tammy felt like someone had punched her in the chest . 'dennis , i ca n't just - ' 'you have to , ' i said . now , you made this mess by bringing him in , and you will clean it up . i did n't want to become one of them . 