`` i do n't think that 's something you 'd like to find out . he wandered around the cold , dawn streets , unaware of the tears running down his face . `` i 'm going up there with my bare hands . float on clouds of happiness all day ? i managed to catch most , only losing a few . she had the saddest look on her face . `` we 'd better stay off the path . '' i put my hands on either side of him and leaned over his face , blocking the light from the window . 