in fact , he was as busy in his love life as i was in mine . but she could n't bring herself to give up what she could have now to protect herself in the future . the commander nodding pleased , are the five-hundred well-armed ? those flowers i came to see my parents graves . jenna knew she would have only a few seconds to act -- precious seconds to disable one or both of the men and bolt . my eyes dart to his side , to that scar , but it 's covered by a white tee shirt . 