but it looked like a photo spread from a decorating magazine . she should have known that was going to change . i wanted to close my eyes , but i could n't . jasmine reaches for her purse and digs her phone out . herb was standing and looking sick . `` let 's talk about- '' `` demons ... all around me . '' the scream came out despite the spinning in her mind . the glass dropped to the floor . once shed used up all her tears , she sighed , feeling a lot better . 