then , when the story broke about the pen name , i tried one of the other ones . ' `` but- '' `` but there are lots of beautiful girls . the warriors were more than a match for him . and if we shoot you , thunder said , youre supposed to bloody well die . maybe that 's why ivy had a black tub . he was so still it looked like he was n't breathing . that , fortunately , was a wish and not a command . did you ever think that was strange ? 