from beneath them , i ran my hand up one of her legs and lightly rubbed her panties . he paused for a moment in front of her just to drink in the sight of her sitting on the couch . you gave it all to me the other night remember ? she showed me diary pages from her pocket . she was standing by the copy machine , sorting through a pile of papers . but sometimes , knowing that you could do something was almost as bad as having actually done it . `` i thought you were ready to go ? '' 