the words staring out at me from the screen turn my blood cold : i hope you can forgive me one day . in and out of the shadows i run . west ordered beers and settled in to relax while gore made the rounds . her face tilted up as he approached . `` the first day you were in my cabin . '' `` so , you like pop and country ? '' `` okay , your total 's five oh one ninety-two . '' 