note to self : do n't mess with texas . as i reached up to grasp the ornate door handles , a large hand reached from behind to open the door for me . yet somehow they all appeared on it as though they had boarded it somewhere else . your soldiers will not miss them ? `` do n't you dare give up , '' i snarl . white male , thirty to forty-five years of age , but probably closer to forty-five . this man is to be spared . '' tell me , how did you like the rainbow gathering ? 