this message felt like a hug from a dear friend in every way. head to lucky landing and climb the cliff to the east of it. these are the people we need to target. no matter what time of day i called, he immediately returned my call. and anything to disturb that magical formula will have very long term consequences, i think. the first thing i knew was that we were thrown over on our side with a huge crash. i always talk too fast when i'm upset. the same way you never find your wallet when you’re actually looking for it. 