.for not being a father , a role model , a friend , or a parent . she breathed them , hacking them from her lungs and mouth . he said this without hesitation or doubt . i will not debate the issue further . she embraced becoming a monster and killing others to survive . how can i allow that to happen ? though no one can say i have not tried . `` because there 's a sign on the door that says so ! what a cute little dog , the lady with gray hair said . 