he roared in agony , fighting to deny himself - deny them both - the ecstasy that could be had only through a vampire 's kiss . amy looked up at him with a relaxed smile . that did n't mean he could save me , except by presenting me with the same choice i had right now . the trailer was n't completely full , and we never took it to the gin in the middle of the day . you 're about to enter the forbidden zone . his eyes flash the color of warm honey . 