when i could finally catch my breath , his fingers left me and pulled my panties back into place ; then i was being cuddled in his arms while he whispered things against my neck between kisses and little nibbles . i was one day away from carrying you to the shower and shoving you in . i did n't have the energy to hear that i was n't good enough . he slowed as he approached the only occupied room left . is it a person behind that thing , she wondered , or tape ? 