as i finish making the drink , i see that my hands are shaking badly . how could this day get any worse ? you wont tell anyone , will you ? when her eyes stayed closed , i knew she was asleep , and i could rest . `` is that all you were doing ? `` we 're not hooking up , '' i snapped . they told me in the hospital that you were going to die . almost as much as it took me . i think they 're vampires or something . '' 