i knew that they would be delayed by making repairs , but as soon as they were able , they 'd push on , and i did n't want them wasting any time looking for me . i cant stand it but i have little choice . ( when youre famous , everyone wants to know everything about you , so its quite nice , actually , to have something secret . *** four twenty-six p.m. and i was standing on the train station platform . he felt so warm in this place , so at ease . 