yours just bubbled up , and i could reach down and pull up each one , like every fear and hope you had was meant for me . wanting to get to the bottom of it , nick started toward him . i raced over and yanked the door open . `` please kill me , '' the man begged , hoarse , blood dribbling from his lips . we found her a little white dress that had purple beads just like mine . he grinned at my reaction but continued . 