red and blue and purple , just like - just like the feathers ... and then everything shattered . thirteen years ago he had been willing to cross the line . `` excuse me , i have to ... '' i could n't think of any excuse to leave . then suddenly mina noticed that hector was no longer right behind her . `` i felt like i was in a nightmare , it was so scary . '' would she have to get the door herself ? i guess i just needed to see it for myself . 