something is nagging at a corner of my mind , and i need to see if it clicks with anybody downstairs in the brain trust . her mother told her if she felt something in her bones to be true , then all she had to do was wait and not worry and things would turn out the way they should . he stopped the truck and shut off the engine . i also could n't live a life knowing the length of it , even if it was good , that i was second best . 