two sets of eyes glowed from nearby . if it was the last thing he did , he 'd let her know he was alive . `` lord , how like a woman , '' rush murmured to the ceiling , the words tight and controlled . she covers her face with her hands and cries , her shoulders shaking . i grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my self and i headed out into the bedroom . i moved on past the ship at a steady pace and listened as i did . 