she let herself rest against his chest for one heartbreaking moment , then pulled away . `` it 's okay , i 'm on the pill , have been for years . '' god , he 'd wanted to kiss her like this for so damn long , desire eating him up more with every second he spent with her . i am so used to them that i see people as they had two ways of thinking . `` what else would you call a man who seals up a fair damsel in a tower ? '' 