i 'm to accept that i belong to you , because i have no other choice ? `` i think you might have told me . unless you do n't want her in your life at all . '' it was a test of a fragile trust . i whispered all of this to him so no one could hear except for mike who was standing right next to me . `` my god , '' she whispered , her eyes never leaving his face . it was 5:00 and still very dark outside . 