i let the anger simmer under my skin until i was able to release it in a place that would not damage my chances of finding my girl . i pause , not sure if i should ask , but i do anyway . if this was just getting started , he didnt want to know what full blown was . it was a lovely evening , but cool enough to require a sweater . i was brought a message that hed arrived the message was false . she had the craziest feeling that he was taking a piece of her heart with him . 