he could n't let his feelings for her get in the way of business . i could see everything some days , even the color of her panties and the tops of her stockings . damn monsters , another replied , i hate this job . i would think you , of all people , would understand how that much money can bring a lot of trouble into a person 's life . `` after everything , i 'm not sure i 'm comfortable ... '' he pressed his navy blue eyes into her . 