when the men simply stared , she tilted her head and added with a grin , `` if you actually are here now . you ca n't even let on to the group that i got a call . my back and legs hit the hard cement , knocking the air out of me . his brother was on the phone calling an ambulance . in the picture , he 's just sitting there staring at the camera . lightning filled the sky again , this time from the ground up . 