it 's early , so i head to the living room , grabbing my phone along the way . `` not in the way you want . and sure , he was gorgeous and lovely and kissing him was probably the most amazing experience of her life so far , but she 'd just started kissing him last night . and lost his ability to breathe . beth followed rose through the door and into a small office area . he 'd sworn that he 'd do everything possible to keep her safe , but had he ? 