i was already breaking the promise i made to myself earlier , that i would do absolutely everything in my power to protect her . we were headed toward a large oak door carved into it . the word terrified took on a whole new meaning as i lay there in a whimpering mess . `` i told him i loved him and everything . '' come here , i said to cover her lips with mine . damn if that did n't make me smile . thanks for all your lovely gifts . 