the hand would n't let him walk away . can i , um , let you know after break ? '' `` but where would belief have gotten me ? '' you know she likes to get a fresh start on her day . she even still wore the wedding ring . he sank down on the bed and reached for the buttons of my blouse , opening each one so slowly i wanted to help him . she stuffed the hand terminal in her pocket and looked around for a way up . 