that 's what you always wanted , right ? i smiled around him , then took him in deeper , feeling him hit the back of my throat . i figured it could n't hurt to make conversation . their dark beauty as a couple was striking . it could n't be turned into anything more than mere rock . i could barely get my hand all the way around it . '' what a pleasure to have you visit , my lord . my heart slammed against my chest at the fear i would n't find her before they hurt her . 