`` i believe it is at the office . '' james told me , and he was much closer to me now , keep pushing , baby . one of mel 's dark eyebrows lifts as fairy-like laughter flutters out of her mouth , which sounds totally wrong . apparently , not i. i was confident enough to think i 'd eventually get close to her while remaining devoid of emotional connection . `` yes , perhaps we can discuss my many treasures before i bleed to death . 