i dont know , he said when i asked him why he was an artist . he blinked deliberately , standing in the square , cattle calling distantly , water bubbling in the canal beside him . she is expecting a lot that you would attend on her birthday . `` you wan na use me , honey , you got ta do all the work . long moments passed before the beast , satisfied that they were truly gone , slowly turned and walked toward jenna . and every moment i was wishing i was with you . '' 