fault and some it is just because life works that way for some people. one of the things i push myself to do is think of the little things that brighten my life. like coffee and my big round bathtub and all the pretty clothes in my closet.
every day of my life i look forward to you coming home. the best part of my day is when we lay in bed together, watching old episodes of law and order or whatever is on adult swim. we laugh and talk and it's the one of the only parts of my day that feels real. the work, the exercise, the endless meetings...none 