her cell phone had kicked him over to voice mail every one of the fifteen times he 'd called . accordingly , skate , my cousin , was my left hand man , and he was my very closest companion . i proved that , did n't i , by choosing you again ? '' he made a good point , so i let it go . `` i am putting two fine young men into terrible danger , and my heart tells me i am doing the right thing , but i ... do n't ... know ... 