i am still staring into luke 's eyes and am relieved to see that his eyes are dancing with humor . `` yes , it was open when i stepped into the room . '' i was n't really paying attention to what he was saying because i was thinking about being wrapped up with him again . maybe it was the way his shirt fit across his shoulders , and the certain air of ... distance . she was pregnant , alone , and afraid . he would rather take a beating than say it , but he had to . 