he took my hand in his , and there was a tremble to his hand as if it was much more important than it should have been . he turned and gave her a serious expression . lets go and sit down by the stream for a moment . have to get her out of here ! `` it would probably be better if you did n't tell anybody . `` i 'm mad at him at the moment so he has n't been getting any . '' clay jammed his hands in his pockets . 