do n't ask me to name them . did you use all the candles ? since she was the oldest of them , patty liked to think she was also the most realistic , which might have been true . he would n't give up on it . you 're not supposed to be fine with this . it had crossed her mind that she could be raising the danger stakes out of desperation , hungry as she was for any kind of drama in her life . this was ten years ago when the girls were still little . 