he tugged the blankets tighter around his ears , but that did n't help . i have plenty of time for that . he takes my elbow and leads us to a quiet corner . i cant believe youd do this to me ! `` i 'm going to have to kill you , seth . '' i could see a light on in the living room and knew they were both still awake . so , she was holding the day he was shot against him . `` i just mean , when i moved here , it was hard for a while . 