it nearly brings me to tears . it holds a life that you have yet to experience . and everyone that i ask says exactly the same thing . i headed back to the construction pit . he started to sweat again , shake . `` like you said , something small every day . '' `` thanks again for walking me back . '' i took the steps two at a time . it pleased his wolf when the other male backed up a little . and then ... bad bob had happened . 