not feeling especially fine about my part in all this . she went to the office of the first one she saw and rang the bell . dear child , it looks like you are hurt , he says as he pushes his bony finger into the bullet wound in my arm . that black suit brings out the best of his dark good looks . '' `` i have n't waited all these years for that , have i ? '' i returned to the room in a dark cloud that had to be obvious to everyone . 