im a bit disappointed , but there we are . anything you do to help people is for the reward it gives you in making you feel good about yourself . from her mothers bedroom , she dialed his business number . `` could be i 'd let someone do it if i was standing right there . she nodded slowly and pulled away . i know , and while theyre working on tying things together , ill be working on untying those suspicions . `` i honestly thought we were going to be better , '' i tell them . 