again and again , he pushed her higher and faster than she 'd ever gone before . `` did n't you realize they would n't be allowed at school , travis ? '' `` i miss you when you 're gone , '' i say . remind me to give up drink . he kissed and nuzzled , just short of the spot i was wanting him to find . tara placed a hand to her neck to capture the blood from her wound . but i will give myself spirit sight to find that doorway . '' 