the rest of the morning he kept dreaming up different ways to say i love you back to her until he decided to just let it happen naturally rather than try and plan it . and- she shattered in a thousand pieces with nothing but the ties holding her to earth . the sun on her back made her feel relaxed and a little drowsy . and why wait so long before bringing him home to be buried ? you 're well out of it . '' which scared and excited me all at once . as much as you are , brat . 