chapter 17 it was hard to believe that she 'd want me touching her after that episode , but there she was asking me to take her back to bed . ca n't wait to see you again when school starts . yes he will , and if needed hed wait for days , if not weeks in the same spot . his love and care for me made me the woman i am today . `` is it me , or is it hot in here ? the knock came early to ted 's door . 