`` come with me , '' he said , then led me to the bedroom . putting a knee to it at the foot , he walked her up , rested her on the pillows then slid away . `` i do n't know how to cook , and cloud is cooked , if you know what i mean . '' they covered for me when my own selfish pursuits took me from the glories of selling adult dvds and sex toys . he had to get this crap off his mind , that was all . 