i already know what i 'm looking at ; this is n't my first rodeo . and she could n't get victor 's words out of her head . but he was leaving tomorrow morning , and i 'd missed him , and it had to happen . he winked at me and i pinched him . it was bad enough being trapped in this box alone , but now i would be sharing this space with a spirit of a man that i had a hand in killing . i parked around back and waited to make sure it did n't happen . 