josie looks down and nick is looking behind himself . `` i deserved everything you said to me today , '' i said . did you give her your real name ? a lot more that she 's probably not ready to address yet . i 'd even be happy to give the company and all the land away . get on your knees at the head of the bed . '' he swallows a mouthful of his wine . she broke the kiss and moved off my lap . 