at least for a couple of months . after the past few weeks , the bursts of mist felt like a shot of adrenaline . you said so yourself before we got here . '' then , once youve had enough of feeling that way , let it go . would you like to take a seat over here and wait ? '' `` i was n't actually done explaining why i behaved so badly , '' he said . no one speaks of it-or of the people who carry the disease for weeks or possibly months . 