while it never seemed to work before i thought that if i believed hard enough the journey would be a good one . to my satisfaction the stalls were empty , and i locked the bathroom door . i do n't have anywhere to be until late this afternoon. he never can shut a door quietly . ' his company has a booth there , and it 'd be impolite to keep him waiting . '' gator shrugged off emotions and forced himself to think like the soldier he was . 