was it his imagination or did she lean into his touch . all of the medical kit had been shifted , though it didnt look as though anything was broken . their grief , their loss , he carried with him , down to the core of his decaying roots . you are the bestest person ever . the voice was jack 's , and harsh with concern . `` if you will excuse me , '' i said tightly . this is the last time you can expect help from me . well what our boys do is none of your fucking business . 