i thought id died and seen an angel . i 'd lost so many people i loved , i could n't bear the idea that if i let myself love you , i might lose you one day too . '' she might even have multiple personalities . i feel like someone is trying to crack my head open and pull my brains out . this place was a house of pain and torment . what he would n't know was the fact that i had no real desire to actually use it . find your whole stash of kids . 