this secret is only taught to the close family members . its not a smile , the creature lowered his head for a moment . tiny caved-in chest , something twisted about the tiny spine , and only faintly , as if at a distance , came the choked bleating cries . jack took a breath-reached for calm . at this , he smiled his oily smile . yes , look at the tree dance . next minute , i was holding him tight , crying . i ca n't stay away and i 'm not acting . 