i know , but this is n't the time so if it 's all right with you , i 'd like to focus on getting through the next few hours . all i know is , i want you now and you want me even though you wo n't admit it . if they ever did make love she was afraid shed devour heath . time to leave before she did something totally off the chain-like cry . why they did n't just come back and kill me . `` i need to be looking for a place to live . 