i 'd had to get away from that and felt i 'd made the right choice , but it was still hard losing someone who 'd been a part of my life for the last five years . `` you can leave when i say you can , '' he replied . even when i pushed , he wasnt talking . that way ... she had an urge to go that way . it was like that when you were teaching me tango , too . i have ten days to keep my word to him . 