with great effort she pressed her palms against her ears , only to discover it was her own heartbeat racing frantically in a final , desperate attempt to keep her body alive . if they move , or utter a word , theyll get snipped . `` want to tell us why you did n't mention that fact before ? '' it was my voice , yes , but it was not my desire . this is why i need to find the resistance group . thats precisely why some of us are here . it was on in the worst sort of way . 