i cleared my throat and nervously reached up to touch my hair . `` who is the one for you ? '' and i think there was a frank desire in him to have a grandson though he never spoke the words . `` i 'm going to take care of this girl . he pushes his chair back , allowing me to climb in his lap . blood rushed back into her hands and legs in a joyous tingling rush . `` i do n't expect- '' `` wo n't that raise a red flag on your plan ? '' 