someone like wheeler who was a spin doctor at heart , whatever actual title he might use always found time for reporters , especially well-known types like richards . `` so you can see where what ? '' there had been some discussion about not broadcasting at all . he looked at me and pushed the chair back , dipping his head to the machine . a simple gesture , a stroke of the hand i believe , or was it a kiss ? with heavy limbs and a heavier heart , i made my way to the other side of the bed . 