she asked , pulling back and taking in great gulps of air . `` the demon wants to go home , or at least reach home , '' i said . she just looked at him and waited -- he caved and broke the silence first . she 'd rather be trapped by his body . id gotten pretty good at remembering to at least start off an acquaintance by giving my full first name . there 's no getting rid of it , even when i get the occasional shower . `` to do what i 'm told , when i 'm told . 