i said , its the only way to move it . if she lost- do n't even give yourself that option . `` i spent some time away from home . is that what you call this ? `` you could never be another notch . '' the inspector nodded , smiled and glanced back at his notebook . dad would be in a hostile mood like he always was , and someone would say too much , like we always have , and dad would yell . if she started digging , she would surely find a connection . 