blades of grass were astonishing to them , and they spent a long time contemplating the pattern of veins in a leaf . `` do n't even go there , '' she commanded and pulled the sheet higher . he was right about the fact that sometimes a woman just wanted a man to take charge and take her , but he was wrong about the fact that he was n't going to be f**king me tonight . i did n't know where or who with , n i did n't care . i turned until i was sideways , staring up at him . 