at this point , all we can do is hope . the two bent over the photo again . `` sky , i ca n't do this , '' i say , pausing to look at her . i handed a cigarette to kyle while he was driving and he tried to put it behind his ear . but he wanted me to now . `` remember how i used to get before concerts ? '' having no idea what he was up to , i followed him beyond the entrance of the alley . i have absolutely no willpower when he does that ! 