before she could form the smile , a puzzled look came over her . darling was being honest with them and while she was worried sick about him , the last thing she wanted was to add to his stress . `` she ca n't do me any good now . '' you 're going to show me your junk in here , are n't you ? '' that was more good luck than anything else . if the only option we have is to fight ... `` i had a terrible dream last night , '' she said . 