`` i got plans for a lot more f**king before any mercy killing , man , '' he said , taking a last drag of the cigarette before dropping it and grinding it under his boot . and the window banged down with equal fury . somehow i 'd slept through all my responsibilities , all the things i wanted to run from , and been left in the arms of this man i loved so much . he sat on his horse , watching the pack disappear . let 's show off , and show him up . '' 