they still needed to get the other two soldiers out of their tanks and the three of them somewhere safe . `` she asked me if we were back together , and when i told her yes , she instructed me not to mess it up again . i decided to look around for some other solution . the details were gruesome and made me sick to my stomach . you know , if i rightly look at it ... his voice trailed off as he looked closer at the audacity facing him . he struggled to break their grip . 