the only thing restraining him was the knowledge that maria 's trust could not be taken by force . she had n't realized how tired she was . `` those things you were thinking of to wake me this morning , '' she said , smiling up at me . his face is still covered with pink swirls of blood that dilute with the rain . `` who says angels ca n't have potty mouths . '' james sighed and ran a hand through his hair . we wo n't be trying for a baby tonight . '' 