just be free and enjoy who you are in this moment . gripping the front of his shirt , she reached up and touched her lips to his . i was glad i 'd left a few things in my dresser . all she had ever talked about since high school surrounded becoming a pediatric nurse . they $ % # *ing start setup at the next place at three in the $ % # *ing morning . i closed my eyes and decided to go ahead and focus on what i was being shown . 