`` you did n't have to go to any trouble . '' this was a bigger flash , spread across a wider space . he remember the pale look on her face when he visited her yesterday but she never breathe a word about anything . just how many times could one person die ? `` you 're nervous , '' the man in front of her said softly , his body turning to block out the rest of the cocktail party . she tried to sit up and realized her limbs would n't move . 