if you do not tell us the absolute truth , well , then you must face the consequences . tick finally found the voice that had been locked in a trap of panic inside him . papa was raging and for the first time in my life , i feared him . he did n't believe that he 'd won by accident , or that the god king had allowed it . i 'd give it an hour or two , then phone him on his cell and make sure he understood that our relationship was over . 