we are going to have some fun now . entry 107 im sure that at some point in everyones life they wonder how theyre going to go . `` peter was in the guest area around the stage fifteen minutes ago . you have to believe in what you sell . the dark side does not have cookies . he was still getting used to allowing another person complete access to his body . he also said i needed a fresh bruise . i hit the ground and rolled under the bench , pushing myself against the cold wall . 