i would have done anything just to get away for a day . you called me all sorts of different people . and ended with , `` so , hey , it 's all gon na hurt , there 's no way around it . `` but as with any warrior , the truth of his strength lies within his star . '' she pulled away from him and he was reluctant to let her go even for the time it took her to position herself as he 'd directed . she could smell sharp gin and the sour odor of his sweat . 