we spend the next hour in a playful tug of war with our tongues , his hands hot on my waist , my thighs . i realized at that moment why he was n't saying much . `` so , what will you do tonight ? '' she noticed a tell-tale crinkling at the corners of his eyes . he wiped his forehead with the towel . if you hurry you can reach her in time . '' in two weeks , when i am fully fifteen , she will be at last on her way to me . 