is there any reason for me to ? just open the door and leave the rest to me . '' i wanted to push on at once - the need to do that was like a fever . `` yes , but you know she ca n't live in that camper indefinitely . '' there 's no way me and thomas can fit in the box room . their stolen truck was where they 'd left it , still parked near the church . `` thy spear shall not find her , neither shall thy sword . 