in our faith the way we should, at least for me i know it has. i feel like god is disappointed in me for not being more grateful for all of the wonderful things in my life. i have so many blessings surrounding me, and although our current circumstances are far from perfect, we are healthy and loved, and there is just so much to be thankful for. despite all of these things, and despite knowing the truth that the lord sees my pain and struggle and he is for me and not against me, i still sink into the hole. it's not constant, and it's not suffocating me the 