you hate what i do to your life , and that 's the same as hating me-that 's just as bad . they built not only one medical practice , but two . excellent , youre hired then , smiled the big singer . though he 'd won , his balance was nowhere near what it once had been . `` yeah , yeah , '' i said , `` but i do n't feel like i 'm about to lose control right now . '' it seemed like a very long time before an address came back . 