her illness was the last thing i wanted to talk about . never made what was happening between us about my spot on the team . there is a body buried on your property , covered in your blood . `` follow me , '' he says , and leads me to a microscope . in the summer when i was stuck out in the country all day , every day , she was there . there was a light on in the living room , her mother was sitting in front of the television . jack has noticed the grill too . 