`` now , did you want to find out the sex of the baby , or do you want it to be a surprise ? '' heres proof , if you need it . i loved him so much i knew the fear . truthfully , someone wanting me and making me their own made me feel good . we have been out fighting for years , and how close have we gotten to ending this war ? she was back to one of her first two choices . ivy had discussed her own story with jane only the day before . 