`` i was thinking , last night when i could n't sleep , if i should change my name or not . no opportunity to back out of the agreement . thats not my fault , why would they pick on me . not even his shrew of a sister . i watched his entire body get tight , it seemed like the very air around him turned a warning shade of red and it took a lot but i just managed not to step back . so thats how it really happened , huh ? 