im not trying to make light of it or anything . his tone was odd , almost like he was n't surprised . `` have you ever been with a girl , and it was ... different than it usually is ? '' the others will be gathering there . she lived there all the time you knew her ? youre in more desperate need than i thought . for the past five months , he had wanted her beneath his roof ... in his bed . her cheeks were prettily rosy , which was in quite some contrast to her very fair skin . 