you do not understand the things they are capable of . the killer had n't killed simply for the sake of killing in a very long time . i ca n't just ... ' `` i felt my function come upon me . `` i was n't in any condition to think of posing for photos . there was seldom anything worse than waking up and discovering you had been scooped . because she realized that this was playing , after all . i have our instructions from sir roger . `` not so much her as her father . 