i just fed last night , im good . `` i like being wild with you , den . how was i supposed to know how far gone she was ? a good pitcher doesnt telegraph his plans . i intended to help my sister through this , no matter what . it had no weight , my body . `` i 'm sorry for lying to you that morning . everybody hit the brakes and tried to veer off in a last second attempt to avoid a collision . it did n't matter what happened with spade and some woman a century ago . 