it was n't until half a mile farther into the swamp that water formed shallow lakes above the ground . she sighed one last time with his voice in her ears and then put him out of her memory . in horror , i realized that he had ( do i dare ? ) above me was clear blue sky . i knew right then i would be showing this video to no one . i come down here for a little r and r afterward when i can manage it . '' chapter 8 a few days later we returned to paris . 