she looked terrible , and i realized id only seen martin in the hours after his death , and from a distance after that- until i realized it wasnt that her skin was red and leathery , but that it had been stripped off entirely . this morning , about an hour after you left. ' after all it was edging up over 90 out there and only a die-hard would choose today for a brochure run in the name of the lord . or reluctant to go down on you ? '' 