hard weather you have up there . and then we were on ava 's doorstep . there were too many cars blocking her view . harder to claim that my head simply fell off . '' `` is this painful on your shoulders ? '' fire licking up the insides of my bones . shes good , but shes as frustrated as you are , in her way . through the reins , i can somehow feel how powerful he is . thanks for putting me out of my misery . she cant read your mind now ? 