but right now , you 're letting everything that 's happened to you stand in the way . '' `` he cut her telephone line , broke into her house and tried to kill her . a low voice called out behind me . it felt like such a big thing-and she knew from his siblings ' expressions that she was n't the only one who thought so . i sighed and sank my chin to his chest . something small that you can conceal easily . '' maybe that just emphasized the expectations for this night . 