`` that 's ... all done with , '' i added , feeling defensive . `` you say there 's a divine being in charge of the world , right ? '' how many times in the past two days have i used the word `` good '' ? by the time my dear foster comes home , he is worn thin . `` but why ca n't you handle it all ? '' a strange feeling fluttered in my throat . now it was a matter of careful timing . 