i also didnt think id be marrying him , but in college ones vision of the future extends to about the weekend . i needed to find something to do to pass the time . an hour and a half had passed and i could n't remember any of it `` we 're in your bedroom ? '' about the one time he 'd needed to be calm and had failed ? she lives in a palace of glass , you once said . ' maybe there really had been fires here once . 