if i had n't already loved him , i would have in that moment . taking in a deep and calming breath was all she could do to keep from freaking out . i did n't want him to feel anything for me , except maybe desire . im 18 ; do you think im nice ? 't is too dangerous for you to be here come in quickly . ' it was like gasoline , but a more gourmet version , sweeter and packed with excitement . `` think of me as the ticking bomb under your seat . 