she was glowing in a normal healthy way tonight . i know , and i love you for it . i was told we had a job to do ! oliver 's smile was almost cruel as he turned and walked back to the car ; starting the engine , sweeping back out on to the street and away , the noise receding in the night . when i did n't say anything , he continued . had she looked this bad last night , too ? she hoped they could have a life together . 