that my father thinks im a failure ? i take this in and realize he might be right about that . he froze , water dripping from his chin as he leaned over the basin , his back still toward her . eric was here to learn about collars , glory knew . shes a year behind me , but i remember a little . i was n't sure now if she just did n't care , or if she 'd somehow figured out that she was n't going to make it . 