caroline clutched her chest , out of breath from running up the stairs . that on some level he knows she 's his ? '' but she wants me to herself . what difference will it make to me , to you , to anybody ? at five seven , i was n't exactly small , but this horse somehow made me feel it . `` i like to keep people guessing about me . '' not if i read the look in his eyes correctly . he still wore his standard vest and trousers . 