`` i don ' want to be in a bathroom hiding when they come . i know i had quite a lot of money in my pouch to buy things from his pawn shop . '' i feel a million different things right now , none of them good . '' he did n't know if she would take him seriously with his voice shaking the way it was . he sighed again , debating whether or not to tell me . eddy will run the course of this exercise alone . 