everybody was suddenly in a hurry to fill their glasses with champagne . i have to blow off some steam . '' `` i just want to be sure you 're all okay there . '' the brightly lit room was full of faces , all staring at her , and she wondered just how many of them would still be left after the operation . suddenly , everything around me started spinning slowly . `` i wrote this next song during an extremely dark time in my life . `` if we keep moving , we wo n't feel it . '' 