his parents were warm and kind and anyone could see how much they loved him . she 'd feared when she went to the first foster home . `` we can look , but i 'm still moving back into the dorm when it opens . '' `` it-it 's interesting , '' amy said , nodding vaguely . `` have you talked to anyone lately you did n't know ? the idea of being alone forever terrified the hell out of graham . he was n't ready to talk about that yet . remember how it ended up last time ? '' 