he fought his way out of a pile of cushions and stood up . i hated seeing that possessive and concerned look in his eye when he looked at her . unless somebody talked to me and convinced me to stop , for instance . which is the truth , is n't it ? '' her dirty blonde hair is a mess , but mike is mesmerized . she knows so well that you never meant to harm her . and that 's okay okay , i 'm breathing okay . i tasted his nectar for the first time last night . ' 