and his stare was spreading a hot flush over my body . i could n't make myself take it , not when i knew he did n't really want to touch me at all outside our bedroom . as the blade came down on my throat , i ripped off the mask . you wan na save your new friends ? when he got back to the place , he was half-moaning with fear and his stomach was tied in knots . i sure as hell was n't gon na turn it down , though . 