i picked myself up and , with another wave of apology , was on my way . 'd love a copy of this one , '' holly said into the charged silence . one curious thing we noticed under the clothing , which was still intact , was a body belt . he waited for his wife to ask him to pick up a brand of toilet cleanser that she never used . just then he hated himself for what he 'd done to her . his laughter came , surprising her , and her lashes flew up . 