the horror of it all washed over her in a tidal wave of pain . first of all he was arrogant and filled with himself . as much as he wished he could make the night last forever , he knew he could n't . whining was pathetic , but hate got things done . you look like you like having fun . on the fourth floor , i walked back to my old rooms where i 'd lived from the day we opened club x . his rejection on top of my grandfather 's was too much . 