someone must have known someone who knew something about me , because within two minutes , everyone 's phones started chirping , and the whispers drifted over to me . several minutes passed before i could look at henry again , let alone talk . how much sleep did you get ? '' `` i want to know what was too dangerous to know . '' with a new moon outside , there was no moonlight to give the room a glow . i went through more pain than i have ever been through before . 