ever since she told me about the pictures in the book , i knew i needed to find out more . i pul ed up to jared 's loft and took a deep breath . i squealed in laughter , but he pulled me close , kissed me full on the mouth and then took me in his arms . theres a band at the student union tonight , i point out , half interested . it took a moment-a moment while i thought about all the stuff i did n't know about my parents right now-but i finally nodded . 