she could throw her head back and cast all reservations aside because she did n't have to worry about giving too much away . `` be sure to find time to come out and say hi , yes ? '' ready or not , i mew like a cat in heat . only then was i able to let go of the pain . she really was very easy to hold . she nodded her head and collapsed in my arms . `` i assure you we can handle it . none of the wizards they sought ever satisfied the creature 's need . 