sweet by name , sweet by nature . other things demanded my attention right now ; a ship i had to study and a training course i had to pass . yet , even the thought of kissing him had made her sick and she had sent him home directly after dinner . could it have drowned during the storm ? '' we had waited a long time , over a year for this day . his manner was easy , relaxed , and the camera loved him . again i poured the line through him . 