i laugh , wrapping my arms around him . he could just as easily have been killed by them . it was because she wasnt expected to get here , at all . `` yes , because i do n't want to wait . besides , there is no guarantee that even if you obtained it somehow , that it would not change you ... . destroy you . '' i located the law office but i circled the court square three times , gaining suspicious looks from local police . you can still be nice to somebody you dont like . 