but i think he wanted to be there . `` i do n't think any of us counted on this . '' my world made sense for the first time , and it felt good , so damn good to think past one day at a time . `` has my memory ever been erased ? '' hear you 're coming to chi-town , sweet thing . nancy would be happy for them . `` i 'm going to get out in a few days . 'well , they have n't been long , ' he said . 