she needed to file , for her own protection . other than the dip , i 'd never touched him on purpose before . they got food and health care when people starved , but she did not regret their survival . what was he even doing here with me ? i smiled being used to her second guessing things like that and nodded to her . we all nodded and mumbled greetings , and they both took seats . `` i 'm just saying , i like you , but i like her better . 