she touches her hands to her temples . i looked around for my associates but they were not in the room . they often decide to build their own huts , though , as they have here and they have some land for crops and animals too . we wanted to see her eyes . `` guys , seriously , if you want me to leave ... '' `` you 're fine , '' i said . neither of us managed anything more . at eleven seventeen the next night , i finally put my key in the lock and turned the knob . 