he tapped on his computer keyboard and a moment later the huge screen behind him came to life . he asked , staring down at the ice towel like the ones he kept in the freezer for himself . he 'd known exactly what he wanted for josie , but finding someone who could custom design it in a matter of days had been challenging . caught between something or someone and he did n't know a way out . i was thankful for the ride , thankful for the night in my bed , and mostly thankful for him just being him . 