his heart was racing , faster than he 'd ever felt it . i didnt ask for it or anything . so able to leave behind all the crap of her other life . 'm afraid your shirt is ruined , '' she said as she reached for the waiter 's towel with her right hand and shoved the fingers of her left hand between the buttons of his shirt and his bare skin . for all we know , one of them did it . `` that means more than you know . '' 