she was a strong woman who needed to find her own way to him . `` and then what do you do ? '' river let go of his grip on his moms arm to get a closer look at the radar image . i had to come in to the office and she didnt say a word . his green eyes were dark gray and dilated and i knew he was having as difficult of a time going slow as i was , but he would n't allow himself to lose control . if so , he was far out of his district . 