i do n't know if she 's going to get through this . kyle pointed ahead to the left , theres the cut off to forest road he yelled out . i have no recollection of the time between get the boy some water and the feeling of a moist plastic cup between my fingers . okay , maybe it could have been his wife , i dont know . rolling the paper up , she tied the string around it to keep it bound . he had to have been joking . 