i was, in many ways, the perfect audience for this part of her personality and we both knew it. just having to change and put on clothes, i said, "i can't do this". i certainly don't and i doubt a lot of people will. that does the trick and i walk to the door and open it. i’m here to compete with the top-level guys in the sport." even a small mako in the boat is no laughing matter. if you throw a pitch and the elbow hurts, it means you are moving too fast through the process. 