maybe he would sit next to her ; maybe they could spend some of the trip talking . why wasnt he pleased to see his sister ? 'i 'm sure that 's the same as a `` no '' , is n't it ? ' we were both thrown off guard . it was such a terrible feeling ... '' she got no further , as tears filled her eyes . they had only to look towards the future . maybe it 's time to get a big-boy living room . we kissed long and deep , sweet and wicked . 