he 'd totally forgotten whatever they 'd been talking about . the first night i came here , i told you everything , she answered , remembering that night . a little rope on the wrists , a little gun to the face , and she is very scared . '' the gray man turned to her . i was afraid of what i would do when i found out what had brought her to this state . `` if you 're going to do it , shoot me . will pushed his hands through his damp hair . 