`` nice try , '' she whispers , laying out a row of cards in front of her . she was the only good and decent thing in his life that had been just his . he lifts an eyebrow and stands . some things he would never forget . again and again he buried himself inside of me . is there something about the outside world that calls to you so strongly ? he was checking up on me . i thought he was going to drive the car into a tree . i moved over so he could climb on . 