`` this should be wicked easy , '' i told patty , who stood to my side . one cell or another had been julies only definition of home even as she had longed for the one she had lost . i say as he hangs up in my ear . but he knew how he felt . `` as long as i did n't stand directly in front of the window . '' i mean , when i think about it , she would make the perfect companion . her eyes were puffy , like shed been crying for hours . 