i dont know how i know this , but i believe the best of you , titus . i did n't like the turn my own thoughts were taking . the thought of giving up the two pups snapped a switch inside her she 'd never expected . but in my defense i said it as you were laying some pretty heavy stuff on me . most likely , we will never cross paths again . his face was so weathered it was impossible to tell how old he was , but goss guessed maybe in his fifties . 