he had a ball of something in his mouth . i finally dozed off sometime in the middle of the night . james apparently wanted to be seen tonight . smiling , i closed the door behind me . hover trays weave among the guests , like invisible waiters are carrying drinks . what 's your name if you 're you ? i did n't say anything because he was kissing me again and it was so good . `` before i forget to tell you , tyler is coming to stay for a week . 