only the strong will survive this , and thats how it should be . she leaned toward me and shouted above the music . `` i 'm here because i have nowhere else to go . '' the girl giggled again , probably grateful the guy on top of her didnt find me attractive . `` at first they might not know what to think . her face was a pale shade of green . he demanded of dean , standing over them , framed by the light from the doorway . 