`` she must truly be touched , then . '' her saying she wanted to take a walk instead of admitting she had to use the bathroom . she and i were always at our best as friends . i think were all just wondering how we got into this mess and if this is the end . nick raised his cup in a gesture of salute . `` we need to meet , '' i said with an edge . it 's a miracle that i have n't fallen to my demise yet . 