she looked up at him ; she needed to convince him that they should be together at school . he muttered things to me while we made love - how beautiful he thought i was , how much he 'd missed me , how much he needed me , how empty he 'd been , how much he loved me . he followed , closing the door softly behind him . well take a good look at this together later . well tell you where and when it is when you get back . 