she knew she 'd never win but she did it anyway . `` it feels so weird to say this . '' ben : it 's my birthday ... in four minutes i glanced at the clock . i 'm not sure how he guessed-but it completely hit the spot . he scampered over and jumped into my arms . it works slowly -- but it 's hard to stay alive . '' this golden eagle is a reminder of that one , but also contains a warning . he had gotten a good look at himself in the glass of the lobby door . 