i slammed it shut behind me , and leaned against the marble wall of the entrance hall . it turned out she 'd be working . i spin around and drop two of the pictures in my hands . hes not supposed to know that . you 'd never even think of it . '' i turn the knob , and , sure enough , it 's unlocked , so i let myself in and land my stuff behind the couch . i was looking at him , not a willing mouthpiece . that conversation set the tone for the rest of the trip . 