i ca n't breathe as i sit still , as i eye the edge and suddenly , it seems very close to me . damn , what a useless piece of crap he 'd turned out to be . `` what i do care about is if you 're hungry . '' that made me worry even more . even the fire hydrants are all different colors now . sour billy 's knife was sticking out of his left eye , and blood was running down between his pale white fingers . 