she said no , things dont change much at the big house . `` my parents are like that sometimes . '' luke could see through the doorway . it was intimate in a way i 'd never experienced , staring into each other 's eyes while he was inside me . and now we know he is close . i was n't about to tell her that though . `` it 's the only offer we got . although the first time he said it , three months ago , i panicked and hung up on him . 