he could n't give up his career for her , and she could n't let him be the one to choose his career instead . he figured the day you try to prove to other people youre not gay , thats the day they string you up in a tree . i tighten my grip on my knives as another soldier rushes toward me , sword drawn . her breath felt cold in her lungs . `` do n't worry , cop , they all had it coming . '' 