and he sure as hell was n't coming after her because his need for her had grown too strong . i just want the bathroom to myself while i tidy up . '' i shook my head , deciding a little bit of the truth could n't hurt . she had n't been hard to find . `` the whole bloody place is wired ! i loved my brother , and i did it for him . so rather than go to pets at home , we thought we would go and visit to see what they had available . 