one minute i do not want kids and all of a sudden , i am planning on , having the next generation around me . the animation immediately left her face . and i might get a chance to see jake again , maybe . `` so you thought i might be so upset over losing you that i 'd start screwing random guys in parking lots ? '' i 'm as sure as sure can get . collins hawk was tired and slow . she made them every christmas and i always went over to help . 