im not just out here playing games , girl . `` y thank you , '' father said , waving off the es . we told him you were our new agent . i offer him a small smile and nod . `` believe me , i have exhausted all my options , and myself in the process . i waited for a graceful pause to ask him if i could change the station . `` you must have wondered , must have asked yourself what makes me so different from everybody else . '' 