something bad was happening in his life , and he was scared . where would we be without him ? '' `` it was me being f**king starving for you . '' he turned off the recorder and stared at it for a long time . she reaches over and turns on the radio . thats what shed decided and thats what shed stick to . i 'm looking now for strong men , capable men . he laughed , the bottle hovering near his lips . flushing a little as he smiles , he states , `` making dinner . 