`` what are you doing working at the church ? '' he could come for me again . '' the axe was not something they ever used as weapon itself , instead it was just something they used when they needed to force their way past an obstacle or make an emergency entrance . she had been sick for some time . `` no ... '' i whispered , sinking to my knees in horror . how could so much have happened since eve left ? 'you should have bent killed , ' she said . 