`` god ... the way you strung me along , the way i looked up to you , thought you unique , a man who cares about a woman 's feelings , not just her body , who cares about me . glass was scattered across the tile , pools of water adding to the glimmering gloom . i had hoped that you had a bright young person that could fill in . we turn to look at each other . an added bonus , if you asked me . it did n't seem possible , and yet it was happening . 