so whole for awhile that you remember you had forgotten what it was like to want to walk out into the day.
but then, and this will happen, because it should happen if you are a whole person who feels and thinks all up and down the scale: one day after all those good days you might feel very trapped again, and maybe it will last for two or three days, which will terrify you, because that is precisely the feeling you were using the medication to leave behind.
i suppose that it should be alright to go off the rails occasionally, even when it is what you least expected, because you 