she was glad they had found each other . when i saw the manic look in mrs. joy 's eyes , i had a feeling it was n't her first . his apartment had been unusually quiet for the past few days , but she had n't been concerned about it . hanging up the phone he stood up . i wanted him to guarantee her safety . `` i understand it because i live it every day that i 'm with you , '' he said . i could practically feel him touching me . 