she seems at peace with her decision and her life , but she 's repeating the same mistake as my father . `` the break is set back in place already . at least thats what beth was hoping for because , honestly , none of them was an expert in that warrior thing . if she did n't like the way something grew or spread or bloomed , she yanked it out and replaced it . she made circles from the clearing to us and back again . i was alone in the middle of it all . 