her knees did a little jiggle as she pressed even closer to him . my skin surely had turned a pale white as i stood there with my hands hanging down loosely at my sides . `` if you believed him , that he would do such a terrible thing to me , that he had that power ... '' his eyes flicked up to meet mine , `` why would you go ahead and f**k him ? '' `` i mean , do you have a dinner date or something like that ? '' 