no - `` i think she 's going to make it , '' the surgeon said , and smiled a smile of such pure personal triumph that chance knew there had been a real battle in the o.r . but i would like to say something . whatever the reason , i didnt want to look away . all blood has markers in them . she continued to stroll in an effort to give her questions a less obvious air . he only grunted and changed his hold on me . if he hurts you , i want to know about it . '' 