there was no silly right now . or did your mother tell you ? '' hoping her long shot would pay off . `` is he ... he 's not violent with you is he ? '' `` mostly lies and just horrible people saying horrible things because it gets attention . that thought broke my heart though . `` but i ca n't remember the other nights . if you want me to make your breakfast , drop it right now ! before yesterday , i did n't know she existed , i point out quietly . 