only if you think you 're strong enough . '' she was still with her male customer . she is already at your table . '' flood gates were also built upstream to regulate the flow of the water during the rainy seasons . a swish of skirts appeared from inside the shed . it 's hard not to feel hopeless . 14 the next morning after i got up and took a much-needed shower , i made my way downstairs . i checked back the next day , and the day after that , and the day after that . 