i 'd left my body behind to turn to energy sometime before dawn ; i 'd know whether anybody tried to wake me and could get back in less than a blink if necessary . don shrugged and almost ran over an old lady crossing the street . but now i realize that no other reason is required . i swear to you , she had nothing to do with this . '' as soon as im put in the cold white box , i freak out . i stopped , expecting him to say something . 