she did not understand why it should be so . `` so that 's where it is , '' he says , kissing the horseshoe tattoo on my hip before smiling up at me . in the end , he had n't been good enough for her any more than he 'd been for his father . it was as embarrassing as it sounds . but one more very strong image slipped through , one he did n't understand at all . flew in here , shot him to death , then next thing i know the rat man appears on a screen . 