`` my only regret is that we did n't do this years ago . '' things would go much smoother if she did n't get involved . `` jesus , '' he said as he leaned forward to rub his shin . once she pressed her lips lightly upon his forehead , and he did not move , but closed his eyes and sighed . and we need to do it soon , or you 're right-it 's only gon na get harder . '' 