he is about the same height and has identical coloring . they were found only in the center of the forest in the shape of an empty circle . the pain spread from my chest , settling in my bones . by serving it , we serve our people . '' `` because the military and i were done with each other and there 's nothing else i 'm good at . '' i hug my clothes tighter against my chest because i need to hold onto something . i study the crumbling buildings that dot the horizon . 