should i be on my porch with my babies ? with his arm out to the side , he started to reach for the bag . he could scope out the babes and have his way with any he chose . i did n't always have the best eye for that , and it was n't worth the bag space to take back something we could n't eat . if i were to say , i want to wake up , would i wake up right now ? yes , he expected too much of her , thats all . 