`` hate to point this out to you but you 're a nervous wreck , sweetie . '' as he smiled back at me , he leaned down and put his lips right up to my ear . i wait for the doors to close before adding , `` though i 'm surprised you do n't mind being with this woman . '' i needed a run , something to clear my head of the dream that had haunted me the last few nights . and it has the board to answer to as well . 