keeping the tree at my back , and the heat of the fire in front of me , i lower myself to the ground . the missing you part might be a little awkward . he moved his eyes towards the coat rack . she nodded at me in a way that let me know the conversation was over . `` then what do you propose to do ? '' the guy behind the counter called our number . i was shocked when his tongue started licking me from that angle . you 're twenty-one years old . 