pia was always seeing things in the buttery . but he knew he had no desire at all to be like her . the technique you spoke of is a very ancient and evil technique . everything about her is just - `` he sighed as he trailed off . you tried to cover that up , but i found out anyways . the package will be shipped as soon as possible . '' it was a hard thing for me to do . as if hed just entered a dense forest and was trying to hack his way through it . 