`` you do n't get to give orders . he never shared his captured wealth with them . her nose led her to it . instead , i saw the small gray cat i had seen in our yard a few times lately . you look around the train car . j-j-just what does that cat think its doing ? in no way could this be true . how was i supposed to know that would happen ? my tongue danced along that tattoo , and then i licked and sucked at the skin there , liking the mark i left on his skin . 