but i watched my husband grow more distant with every passing day . turning the corner , he saw the large screen hung in its usual place , at the end of the green nearer the church . `` what i meant was i ca n't bear to be the instrument of your destruction , '' she said . outside , all was dark , and freezing . you needed to be able to see better that night when you saved me , so you used up your storage . another voice asked from behind her . 