another failure just like everything else . i could sort of understand why he was still afraid , though . not just for me but for you . `` damn right , but that 's not why i 'm here talking to you . '' billy stood motionless , feeling the need to pee yet unable to do so , as he felt more and more scared . but would his family leave them alone ? and we lie to ourselves too , i guess . he stood and adjusted his black wide-legged sweat pants . thats how they know where were located . 