she thinks you 're better off without me . clark misses you every day at dinner time . he pauses looking around , where are you going , if you dont mind me asking ? i slept lightly that night , hoping that they would arrive soon . `` i 'm gon na tell you something that took me forty-two years to figure out . '' if she told her dad now , what would he say ? for the doctor 's sake , he said , `` you asked me if i was still hearing voices . 