`` okay , '' i said , after he finished kissing me . her head fell back and she laughed , a sound of true joy . how hard is that to understand ? so i suggest you get the hell out of here and do your f**king job ! '' when the gang first got together , we were all at the bay window sitting in silence . she 'd begun to straighten a pile of books on one of the tables . i shake it roughly then press that limb against my black silk dress , smiling at them . 