or we can do it your way , and you can faint from blood loss , in which case we 're both dead because i ca n't carry you or protect you . lily will be far more comfortable at the b & b , phoebe , but she looked at lily . they should have asked me this before i signed my statement . with that brad grabbed a paper and found a seat near the window for a spot of local gazing . `` that is one very determined woman . '' i was crying and did n't mean to . 