oh , what this woman did to me . she told herself it should n't matter , that he was different now , yet she still felt sick with misery . he didnt know how much longer hed be able to motive himself . you seem panicked all of a sudden . her eyes are brown , i can tell even from this far across the room . still waiting for some kind of hard evidence , i suppose . '' he felt better after this ; it was one of his stock answers . 