knowing her story , understanding what shes been through . after that , i was on-again-off-again with three or four girls who were willing to sleep with me . the guy beside molly moved toward her frozen frame . the first room i peeked into was an office , but the second was clearly a bathroom . he came back minutes later with ice chips and pain pills . i 'm sure it wo n't be as bad as you think . '' he was still at the pools . 