he then led us towards the bathroom , my limbs clinging on to him as if i did n't want to let him go . `` it 's a lot to process , '' she said . he stood on his hind legs and rested its upper paws on the side of the crib , listening . he turned to carry her up the porch . yet she could n't bring herself to make a move for something she obviously wanted . and you dont get him at the drug buy . 