instead , she only looked more panicked . he smiled with genuine amusement at her reaction . he moved the pot over her mug , then stopped . `` yes , '' i moaned as he slowly pushed a finger inside me . she looked now like a caring , loving aunt more than an on-duty officer . i never planned to keep the money . in the best of circumstances this song made her want to puke . the idea of `` nature , red in tooth and claw '' was wrong ; most often the prey got away . 