it 's a lame smile , the kind that covers how stupid i feel . she had to stay hidden as much as possible . this would be similar to how you would operate with other nations and visitors . i cant wait to get out of here , its too quiet . `` but i 'm not so sure i want to go back into government service right now . can we eat cake and smash it in each others faces now ? `` it 's been obvious from the start . 