im going to the patio to study if you need me . how long had he been fishing at the pond ? as he got close to home , he felt content and relaxed . because of the sex , because he 'd started wanting and needing her and because she 'd gotten under his skin . i decided i could get rid of the evidence and at least save her that much pain . '' i could not look away from her to see exactly what they were doing , but this was about to go badly . 