`` it was my first week back at school since les died , '' i say . it kept going in and out of focus . she turned to face him , angry that he 'd pushed her to this point . `` we want him because he is ours ! there might come the day when they truly do stumble across the truth and reveal to the world and what he had worked so hard on covering up would be exposed forever . jennifer gently stroked his chest and laughed aloud . the invisible hold on my throat relaxed . 