she had to stop over to a friends house and pick up all the alcohol . shaking the uncomfortable thought away , i continued my shopping . it 's not a puzzle for me to figure out . any man who loved as much as steven did was worth fighting for . the way he looked at her begged her to be honest with him , so she almost came out with the truth about her liver . `` i was always told that it was because they gave you as little physical contact as possible . 