then he turned back to his planner , checking off something . `` what else is an old spook and desert rat good for ? '' `` no , there 's ... nothing they can ... do , '' he ground out . from now until the day i get out of here , ill have to keep my anger checked . well just see once we get there . i 'm going into this with him knowing he 's ... different . i just really wanted to tell you . '' 