`` what in god 's name is going on here ? the remaining vampire watched him intently . beside me , holly sighs , still looking out to sea . after that , it was all about him being sweet and affectionate and getting ready for our date . i guess youre just too comfortable where you are to come out into the world just yet . therefore , i said to her , `` that 's because you threw it all away . '' you 're okay with all this ? '' 