nope , he 'd made it more than clear that he was finished with her . his gentle green eyes stared down at me . she found getting out of her bed painful . `` i 'm not in some weird funky dream of yours . '' he was a big man , who used his size as a weapon . the captain said , `` i can help with that . the jeep lunged over bumps and lurched into potholes . if the republic returned , the new government would go after the members of the national workers party . 