my girl , who made me feel myself as nothing , had felt nothing because of me . `` i was thinking about doing that anyway . '' although i am curious about why you want it so badly . why dont we all gather together somewhere and use our magic there ? `` that was your fantasy , was n't it ? '' i kept imagining that one of those shadow puppets was going to burst through the window and drag me into the facade , only it would be a real house or store , and i would be trapped forever . 