i love you so much ; i would do anything not to hurt you . atlas threw her over his shoulder and walked over to the window . bought time to make big moves later . `` ah , ruby , '' she said , `` you want answers , but you do n't even know what the questions are . suddenly she realized where the 'will ' could be . and now he 's doing something like this ? she had n't come into contact with many men in her lifetime . 