`` having a real father would mean more to her than anything in the world . '' `` i did n't think you 'd start this early , lightning whore ! the sun was still pretty high in the sky so i knew we had hours of daylight left . it took her a few seconds to spot some . it was stupid , but when i wore that necklace , i felt like she was there with me . then , he pressed the full left side of his body against the bench seat . 