you 're not supposed to be out here . '' i only hit her the one time , when she came after me . it must be the first time they 'd seen her injuries . you may , occasionally , wish things were simpler . '' harder than i had for a long time . because if you have maybe we should let you tell us about it . something like that ; he was certain of it . still , it gave her a bit of a shiver . his gaze moved over her , taking in every detail . 