he 's ugly and gross and ... .hairy ! '' typical , he spat , as he stood from his crouch and walked over to the buffet . now you know the big family secret . shoulders slumped , jack released a soft sigh into the still night . 'we ca n't walk through the streets with them ! ' if he used the material of his own life , he could do it . then his killer claimed the crown . i had come to know it during the war years . slowly , i lifted my head and looked at him . 