mainly im here because im worried . `` none of us really knows what the right thing to do is , josie . i scrambled off his lap and nearly fell to the floor . her hair felt like satin in his hand . i do n't think he even knows what the hell happened . i think there 's something really special about you . '' `` i do n't expect you to , '' he softly replies . my mother did n't look at me as i left the kitchen . 