never mind , well get into it later . quite simply , with her death you could never be trusted . ' and he did n't have on a mask . relief washes over me like the tide ; i am not drowning . she backed away from him , toward the door . i wo n't be responsible for her going down . '' one by one , i ticked the examples off on my fingers . i guess you want me to take my files with me ? '' none of theses issues would exist if not for my job . 