he remembered the platinum diary 's story : the god of light stepped from his pillar ... . is that gray in my hair ? he believed breakfast was the most important meal of the day . she deserves someone better , and she found him . '' 'do n't be too sure of that , wolf . i suppose he blamed me , as most people did . she was frightened and confused and angry . any reason to stay home with b was a good one for me . i cant imagine going through what youve been through . 