but in the evening , we were lucky in a small way , as for some reason he wouldnt stray far from the private road . i continued to look at him with a confused expression . not to mention how distracting his lips were ; i found it hard to look away from them . `` shut up , '' i hiss under my breath . um , do you want to grab lunch or anything ? '' squinting , i pick up my cell phone and check the time . he hesitated at its side , looking down at me . 