he breathed heavily in my face , `` do you still want to run ? '' `` was it better than the dinner you were supposed to be home for ? '' she had completely forgotten about that . he went down on one knee , pulling his calf up behind him . `` i want you out of my life , '' he hissed . we were both out of breath , panting from what we 'd just experienced . but i wanted to hear more about the dreams . 