bits of him are scattered throughout this room and i try to memorize every bit of it before i finally get up and leave , turning only once to look behind me before i close the door . while they 'd been tangled up in each other , he 'd never completely lost his jeans , but he 'd lost them enough that she had a full view of his ass . to be honest , i was going to take some time off , maybe do some traveling . `` but only one who disappeared , i assume . '' 