i was almost home free when someone shouted at me . `` it 's not always easy , but it 's predictable , and there 's something to be said for that . `` i was irritated with myself , not you . '' therefore , they decided this was the one time it was better to lie to somebody than to tell them the truth . morris feels a strength hes never felt before , feels an aspect of himself he never knew . it did n't take more than a single shot . 