then you drink from them and are awakened as one of us . the smoke is above him and he breathes deeply . if only i could have been as careful with my missions as i was with keeping people at a safe distance from my heart . why must you come out of my mouth at the wrong time ? `` i could say the same about you , '' she replied . he did n't want to think about that yet . on the other hand , hed been back in a bar again , obviously flirting with disaster . 