we both closed our eyes but when i expected to feel her warm lips on mine , instead , i felt a million hands pull me from the fence and carry me off the field . she leaned close and whispered , it is okay to cry . `` and that 's why no matter what happens , you will always be pack . the old world is about to end , and you have a front-row seat . '' we did n't want people thinking i got the job because i was sleeping with the boss . 