he settled in for the wait until he felt a sliver of energy pierce him , a little zing that burned like hell . or maybe all the way to canada . he pulled out a couple of volumes . it was dark and ugly and mad ... and she could n't hold it back . it seems to me if he is that foolish you should just let him go . then she opened her eyes and quickly decided it had to be heaven because the devil could n't possibly look as good as the man bending over her . 