`` only because i 'd have looked like a fool standing there while you hauled her luggage around . '' she felt bad she was doing this , but she also felt excited . actually no , but i hear that you can get a good steak . she grabbed up a clean t-shirt and blotted her face with it . i did n't love that one before death and all this time after it for foolish reasons . `` well , you know how folks will talk , '' he said , lifting one shoulder . 