`` perhaps better if you do n't see . '' leaning forward , cole pressed a few computer keys and pulled up the statistics on new orleans violence . she did n't use it much when we first met . it is n't for idiotic reasons , like to get gold . hold on , father , ill have you out in a second . whenever she messed up , he simply talked to her about it until she understood why it was wrong . the first thing on her mind was magic . perhaps even angrier than she had ever been at him . 