i twirled the sling above my head , waiting for the right time to strike . `` and this is your dressing table and your wardrobe ... have you looked out the windows ? and for the first time in my life , i had someone that made me laugh , someone to talk to about my boy troubles . the only sound was someone groaning . i know its dark , and there are so many trees and shrubs and boulders . he had his back to the entrance . he said pointing up to the sky . 