`` that would be me , '' she agreed , `` i dont deny it . '' `` why have you never told me you feel this way ? '' he knew the moment he walked into his third foster home it would be different . too many questions would be asked and questions were bad . i 'm afraid that 's all i 'm hoping for all the time . i was hoping the power tripping police officer did n't take off points for that . the sun warmed his pale skin . i just do n't want to ignore the possibility . '' 