she did n't leave details on where she was going , but did say that it was just too hard to stay , knowing that coop was dead because he took a bullet meant for her . had he kissed her just so before ? the way you kissed me a few minutes ago ? my eyes closed , shutting off the way his searched mine , because if i looked at him one moment longer , i was n't sure what i would say . soothing ... until she looked at him . which meant the guys would n't be up for hours . 