i havent got that far in my thinking yet . `` what does she tell you about , say , me ? '' i thought if maybe we slowed down i could deal better . '' she asked , following me into the living room . that was how long it had been since she 'd kissed graham . josh said , `` you do n't want anything that 's here , unless it 's the toaster . '' his buzz-cut hair barely broke through the scalp . `` make sure you put it far away , '' i tell him . 