once the connection is made , it can not be broken . it would be a blow to their pride , but its not all that important in the war . hes going to be easier to manipulate than expected ; she thought to herself . i think , my friend , that you are , shall we say , quite a long way from home . it means our marriage wo n't be as miserable as we both thought . '' i 'd never felt anything like this before . i hope you changed the bed sheets . 