both his eyes seemed to be working , at least . `` you 're going to have so much fun with your babies . '' it would be admitting he was my father , and i did n't want that . do i even want to read this ? he 'd never wanted to spend his every waking minute with someone before , had never wanted to cuddle someone into his side for every sleeping minute . i had never thought that i would ever need someone else to survive . `` i suppose someone could have taught him , '' i said . 