i put the map back into my pack , grabbed my gloves out of it , and zipped it up . but she 'd been only fifteen then , afraid of nothing , eager for the adventure of their new life . some sentences and phrases almost cut themselves . unknown to her , this friendly young girl may still answer some questions . i swear , it 's all gon na be good . '' such was the price of fame . besides , having nothing to start with meant i had nothing to lose . 