`` so what are we to do with her ? '' he turned and ran back to the door but he could not move it . he let the waves carry them inside . her eyes fluttered open to find him watching her , intently , too aware of what he was doing to her . we , he said , as she had known he would . i repeated , coming up with a more demanding tone this time . it was one of my favorites growing up . i cry for the first time in twenty years . 