`` i ca n't pass on the scary parts if you still have to do them . please , baby , open your beautiful eyes . it was standing upright on a three-legged stand like an artists canvas on an easel . `` okay , '' he continued , `` first rule 's you always handle a gun as if it 's loaded , even if you know it 's not . '' he and i might have a special relationship , but he deserved more . that did n't change anything for him . 