a part of me never wanted to realize the truth , whatever it might be . he asked , still playing the innocent . more than he 'd ever thought it was possible to feel anything ... hello amy , i was waiting to hear from you . oh god , i had n't even gotten a good look at her face , and all i could think about was what it 'd feel like to kiss her . the powers that be wanted him to leave professional wrestling after tonight . an uncomfortable silence snapped into place . 