you want to be like the big kids , but youre not old enough . i dont think oliver will be thinking about much at all . he smiled at me and winked . `` i 'm running with you , '' he says , without question . that we have a chance at a normal ... relationship . he 'd expected a thrill , but ... no , not that ... god , how did he describe it ? soap-and-elbow-grease was n't going to cut it . 