then i shoved the pizza in my mouth and took a big bite . `` oh , so now you want to leave ? '' when he changed back into his stripes , he would hide the cash in his sock . someone was lifting the cellar door . i realized what i was doing , but did n't seem able to stop doing it . some days i wore it on a necklace if my fingers were too swollen . `` you do n't play fair , '' i choke out . wake up and get in on this . '' 