some of the guys work out before school . either way , she wanted it to stop ... never stop ... but , oh , every time he did something nice for her , she fell a little deeper under his spell ... and her fear of discovery intensified . it hurt terribly , and i saw stars dance in front of my eyes . were you not enough of a problem to me alive ? he smiled at the thought he had a ride . i thought he might pull away , but instead , he squeezed my fingers . 