it might not have hurt if i wasnt sporting a broken shoulder . i like control , especially over my own life . i cant explain , but i feel it will work . oasis is n't here right now because he is searching for riva , his kin , she left on a mission of rescue . he was at his wits end . it 's not like you left for my benefit . '' obviously she was one of those cheery morning-person types . you 're looking at prison time . '' `` as far away as i could send him . 