wow , he continued as he scanned the room , this place is weird . `` why did you suddenly show up on my doorstep after two months of no contact ? '' mary looked out at the faded world of the living , hoping nick would go away , hoping he would stay , and cursing herself for not being able to keep her distance . `` will my lord want me after he has eaten ? '' chris smiled , like she knew that this was the question she was waiting for . 