keep your initiative moving and make it seem like the government is behind it . she drew the blade from her pocket , holding it up . sin paused as a frightening thought went through him . `` let me see it , '' he said . i needed my ocean of calm to know the truth , to understand , before i left . he said it as though he could n't understand why , but she did n't respond . they never found out who did it . '' so are you going to kiss me or what ? 