without saying good-bye , she left to wait for her dad to come home from work . 'everything really , really wants to stay where it should be , ' sweeper tried . i crawl out and pull him with me . with none of the doubt that had given her pause last time . he barked an order , and one of the men reluctantly took her arm and forced her to the stairs . my thoughts only go to one place . finally , i had to break the silence . 