he decided to be honest with grace . i love him , i really do , but i do n't like being told what i can and ca n't do . theres a hawk thats caught a pigeon , but he doesnt seem to know how to finish the job . it 's coming off you in waves . '' `` you know what i 'm feeling ; what more do you need to understand ? '' there was no laughter , no cries . the shorter ones the cow , chris answered . the water was clear like glass . 