the vegetable turned into a huge chunk of wood as she struggled to chew . that one word hurt so much , i could barely make it out to be more than a whisper . `` i might as well , since i 'm already here . how , when and for god 's sake , why ? '' they speak a little plain , do they not ? '' see , either clay 's raping every girl on campus , or he 's dealing . `` what 's going on with you and him ? '' 