shaking his head , he turned to the window again , the light spilling in to outline him in gold . she bit her lower lip , hoping it would help stop the cry that wanted to escape . she took a step toward him , and pain stabbed into her brain . i had decisions to make and she was n't going to even want to hear what i was considering . is he a true shadow walker or just a man dressed up as one ? it 's possible that they know who we are . 