but it was a risk i was willing to take . `` this is too embarrassing to watch . it has played on television every easter for the last fifty-seven years . asked tammy , her face still buried in her arms . `` i could n't remember if i thanked you for what you did , '' i tell her . please do not give them cause to react . stripped and shaved , they were left in the middle ward beside the bear pit , free for the use of any man who wanted them . 