he did n't directly say he loves me , but hearing that word come out of his mouth makes my heart swell in my chest . `` are you ready to see her ? '' the girls were also in pain and i did n't want them to think they had to hide it either . i grabbed the cell out of his hands , squealing . nobody can say our friendship has n't been educational for him . i said i 'd wait here , but i think it would be best if i went home . '' 