this night was so screwed up he was going to forget it was night and go to work . i looked from one to the other of the two men . he lifted his undershirt over his nose . `` because they 're breaking ground in a new area . think the rest of the pack will be okay about it ? '' 'what on earth was she thinking of ? ' that 's how he 's been for as long as i can remember . '' he supposed that had been the beginning of the secrets . 