two soldiers stood guard by the window i had used . he was becoming used to his feelings for her . he had enemies , though - many enemies . i swear , these kids they keep finding . then she dropped to her knees and hugged that disgusting , bizarre beast . just do it because right now i do n't have any reason to stay in this at all . but this deer meat tastes just like pork . `` it makes no sense for you to keep it this long . there was no question , he was sold . 