however , a track record of crazy is there . `` it makes you feel powerless , does n't it ? and if i was asleep , i really did n't want to wake up . i slip my tongue inside her as my fingers wander through her hair , up her body , under her dress , into her panties . she flung the first star with her left hand , and missed . frank nodded and put a protective arm around my shoulder . reedy is looking for you , she said . 