i hoped my jaw had n't dropped too far . i 'm pretty sure every heart has stopped , just like mine has . he spent his time staring out into the courtyard , babbling softly to himself , occasionally shouting `` do n't ! '' once we have some privacy i will leave it up to you how to proceed with things . she could n't have done this without cade . i am able to fly up and pull the switch for you . `` teaching is important to you , is n't it ? '' 