or in the same apartment even . `` she 's gone , '' i say , my eyes filling . as the conditioner sets , i shave my legs and my bikini line , going a little bit narrower than i would normally . he worked in the attic until there was no longer light to see well . its a treasure map to find the dark star says james and we lost it . it had never been a problem in the past , so i 'd never given it much thought . 