my mothers words set me at ease and when i make it to my bed . without warning , he pulled out of her body and flipped her over onto her knees . water has a natural tendency to flow downwards , he explained , how can we expect water if we go up ? what kind of justice is that ? how the hell did i live so long without you ? '' he took the same gun he had used to shoot the girls mother and raised it . `` you said you 'd trust me , right ? '' 