what 's red and white and weird all over ... '' i 'm hoping to make her laugh or twitch or something , but she just keeps staring at me with that dumb , animal look on her face , a blank . she didnt want to lie to the poor thing , it was suffering enough pain . i could handle it but then you let jonas live with you . take a look for yourself , she nodded her head and encouraged him with tender eyes . i hurried out of the shelter before she could say anything else . 