but things were already going faster than they were supposed to and i would have no one to blame but myself if i gave into vincent and ended up getting hurt . i sighed with bliss and kissed his neck , which was the easiest thing to reach . she glanced about him on the right and left then asked with a smirk , `` where is your footman this evening ? and then he passed the f**k out . i swear to the lord shes going to put me in an early grave . 