either the suitcase is at the club , and lulu has n't gone back for it , or it 's not there and she did somehow retrieve it and she found my notes inside and chose not to respond . but lets make the best of it . i used to tear up every time i saw a pretty sunset . she decided he was shooting wildly , hoping to get lucky , and pushed him from her mind . maybe it would have been better to live without knowing any of it . `` you have to understand what 's going on here . 