he took a deep gulp of the cocktail to try and calm his nerves . you wont be able to keep secrets from them . this wasnt my mother , it was a recording . again , she thought of the possibility of a baby and felt heartbroken for her sister . we talked face to face when his body crumpled . the dark suit made her sandy hair seem darker . the lessons you taught them , the little hints you dropped along the way . he could n't have been more cocky . 