i raised my hand to find a bite mark . `` but mostly i did n't try to find a best friend because i already had one . '' if anyone had a problem with it , they should have told me so i could fix it . and once i do that , i can never go back . his eyes moved from face to face . `` i want to get my brother out if he 's in there , '' she said . his deep , smooth voice with its hint of rough came right at me . 