`` i 'm not going back for second semester , '' she said . someone had to keep a look out and make sure passing traffic didnt see too much . a voice deep inside my head yells she 's not mine either . he knew she only needed another push , another nudge in the proper direction . he did n't tell me anything i did n't know-at least not anything my gut did n't tell me . '' `` in fact , if you could just rub your hands across my naked skin , i would feel so much better . '' 