`` he showed up at the farm drunk ? '' she staggered back toward the stairs . i fell beside him , with barely time to draw the heavy folds of the cloak up over us before the darkness filled me , and i lay weighted to the earth by the heavy warmth of his seed in my belly . tell me what happened when you were a child . now i want you to check me out . `` do you mean you 're actually a match for my kidney ? 