someone had spoiled everything she worked so hard to achieve , and her first impulse was to run ... she wanted to be in his bed ? i got out of bed and dressed , made myself some breakfast , and waited . she put one of her tiny hands on mine and squeezed . `` let 's talk about this somewhere private , '' eric said . she lied , im so glad that you were my first lover . he stood up and walked to the sink again . it does n't have to be an angel carrying around a harp either . 