if she was n't ready to hear it , then it would n't change anything . i met him outside the club the other night when he was denied entrance , even though he 's a member . if you could , you never would have involved me at all . '' he ordered the words preserved , passed from monarch to monarch , for this day . '' they were even living together for a few months . she was at the front door ; he knew she could n't see the kitchen from there . 