but you are n't doing yourself any favors . he lifted my h*ps and he was right there , i could feel him and i wanted him more than my next breath . * morning dawned , cold and crisp with the exposed grass white with frost . the ride into boston was fun , but uneventful . it 's a really modest one piece , '' i joke as i walk back out from the bathroom , having changed and brushed out my long hair so that it falls straight down my back . but i always beat his ass down . '' 