most of what i know comes from talking to them and some other kids who have older brothers and sisters who went to school with them . neither did the horrid taste of raw meat . but he was recognizable as re-bar . it had hurt , still did , like a knife in his gut . and i hope it does n't end the way i feel like it 's going to . `` i 'm not pretending i know what 's going on there . the ladies were having fun at the slot machines . it was written about in the tales . 