holding it in his hand , he turned it over several times . he asked as his fangs grazed her neck . `` i 'm so sorry , shea , i should n't have ... i do n't know what came over me , i just ... something about that position , i felt you and i just ... i lost it . well , i dont know if hes coming back tonight or not . there was nothing left that could surprise the man on the sofa . 