i 'm not looking to be anyone 's second choice . '' i glanced at the next figure of a circle with a horizontal line , and before she could shift her fingers , i made a fist , turning my hand so my thumb was parallel to the floor . dean stopped in the living room , his heart pounding . this ca n't go on , she thought angrily . he said that a box was made of cardboard , which is paper , but he liked my idea of shaving cream . 