if i had to take care of your mother , i may not have come looking for you . he pressed the button marked 'security . ' that extra squeeze he 'd given her had been the cherry on top of her fantasy sundae . `` i 'm sorry that we do n't want the same things , but i have to say good-bye to you now . another little giggle slipped out of my mouth and i grabbed up my lip-gloss , coating my lips . there is , usually , only the past . 