we rubbed each other for some time , and i put his c**k in my mouth to harden him , but not to put him over the edge yet . it took an hour to get most of the control back . i was n't the sort of girl who could and would put up with anything just to get the guy she loved . i 'm sorry we could n't save him , rose , but we had no time , and we had to get the five-year-old to safety . '' 