i could n't deal with this-with her today . if he can even stop here . like more determined or something ... '' her voice trailed off . i wonder just how deep it goes , lucas added . `` but i believe someone must have caught wind that jordan and i were seeking your help . `` just that i did n't see you today . '' dark , freezing-cold water is rushing into the squash court . jordan was her favorite person in the world . 