`` the only thing is that i do n't have much time these days , '' i quickly added . and it 's not easy for me , either , knowing that you 're having to do things that you otherwise would n't . '' we can deal with us afterwards . but it must have been hard . that ca n't be ... that is n't ... no . `` because you need me to negotiate with the werewolves ? '' wanted to ask him questions about the monsters and the visions , gauge his reactions . 