black they were and very handsome , rose thought . i spoke of every aspect of our relationship . shall you meet with him tomorrow ? he begged the light to come back and said that he liked talking to it . even when he pulled me inside , the tent warm and cozy and smelling like him , i had n't let myself think that might be the last time i 'd see him . ca n't go that way , she thought , glancing upward instead . 