his cast of mind makes it impossible for him to think otherwise . `` one did n't destroy half the camp before a single alarm could be sounded . `` i damn near came down your throat . '' in fact , i didnt know your father until he came to me recently . he sounded like her father , not her lover . his body was in constant pain as muscle and bone and tissue fought against the change . in fact '' he handed her some silver . `` you want to know what i see when i look at you ? '' 