therefore , he decided to break his own rule and feed , regardless of the fact that she was smashed . there are many things for me to do . i say you get to keep a cat in here , and i dont i think they would let you keep a cat . her throat hurt from holding back tears . `` can you feel the difference this mattress makes ? '' and it was a bonus to escape ben 's snoring . donna said energetically when he returned . i should n't have asked , but i thought you would n't mind . 