`` when you fight , you f**kin ' fight . '' he knew he would have to apologize later . but at least she does n't have to decide right now . i guess it didnt matter then , for i was never alone . `` you 're saying we ca n't trust fischer ? '' ans father turned around and looked an in the eyes , now more serious . ya know what else bothers me ? she asked , unable to disguise the panic in her voice . when i stand next to her i look fat . '' 