i feel guilty keeping you from your little band of friends . `` ca n't we take off his chains ? '' im going down to the hold to find something that fits better than this rag . cars lined the street leading up to the cemetery . instead , he leaned against the counter as he stared at the invitation , hardly tasting the cold noodles he forced down . that 's not what their relationship is about . she tried hard not to think about him . he did n't know what to expect or how to act toward her . 