`` we just need to kill it . '' tugging my hand , he pulls me into the room , and before i know it , he 's sinking to one knee in front of me . he thought any public records about that had been destroyed or at least hidden . i 'm going to have to take my best guess in this darkness . 'look , wo n't you come out , then ? ' the knowledge should have filled him with joy . i think he was treated badly by some men in the past . '' 