leaving his desk , he wandered to the kitchen to find out what was for dinner . `` then does that make me a horrible person for needing some space ? '' `` well , he 'd better make himself useful if he 's staying here . so instead he said , `` i think you must have taken a wrong turn about a mile back . everyone watched her leave but it was probably only me who was , for the first time , wishing i was n't a rock chick . he might be a failure but he still had his pride . 