things and focus on them. i really sat down and wrote. for a lot of it, i was just writing endless pages with no real direction or meaning, then i went through them and extracted meaning.
“i never felt like i had a really solid idea of what i was saying, but it made sense over time. i was writing really personally, and a lot of the time, i was writing a lot of letters to people, trying to express how i felt. i was doing this thing where i’d write letters to friends and not send them. it’s that thing where you try and understand what you’re thinking so you 