nicholas skin was no longer gray . although , given the girl 's reaction , that still remained to be seen . fight the lure of the voices ? 'i 'm sorry i 'm spoiling it for everyone , ' he said . the fear in all of us all could be easily felt by our total silence . i love how you think you can hide from me . their lack of concern wasnt surprising , though . he drove straight through the night to be at his father 's side . '' 