his face was so close she could have counted his dark lashes . nothing , but it 's not me you need to worry about , but if you want to know about me i shall tell you . again , chris made that odd huffing laugh of his , before he growled out something that sounded like - meet you home . well , i wish youd shared it with us . but for once could you forget you hate my guts and just listen ? '' were not here for your money , i said . 