even though she wasnt and never would be . she could n't keep up the show against her feelings any longer . everything q was about to do would put my entire mind set to the test . his panicked eyes made something inside soften . she pushed him inside on the passenger side . their relationship had never been comfortable , or mildly contented . six years is a big number difference . `` i ca n't find any painters , `` he grumbles. how do you do this to me ? are you ready for the truth ? 