a wave of exhaustion fell over him . i was terrified of being so close to the gate . he had a hell of a time keeping his voice steady . no , not the morning edition tomorrow ; tonights edition . i dropped the bags on the floor . this brings us first to philosophy and then to psychology , but again we meet a wall . she raised a hand to rest on his knee . 'if it had n't been for you , none of this would have happened and we would n't be in this bloody mess . ' 