the world swam back to me , and i knew i was sitting in the woods we were running through before the vision pulled me under . oh god , what a moron she was . she matched him stroke for stroke with her tongue and fisted her hands in his hair . she looks out for me , but she does n't `` mother '' me the way she does with drew . it wasnt exactly how she wanted to break the news to everybody . th : it 's good , he said to himself . 