everything about our relationship was wrong . this fantasy you have of me , its ten years old . they might be better than these . '' mark stopped fiddling with my hair and put down his wine . i spied something through the little crack beneath the door , and a foul smell told me the powdery residue was n't dust . i can go to pony camp any time . the rock tapped faster as she said things he did n't want to hear . it was just where you said . 