he had such an incredible presence about him that was hard to ignore . `` he was tired from the trip . god , it was so hard to be so close to her and not touch her . `` what did you think when you saw the cat ? '' `` technically , it would have been his second , in any case , '' sam corrected . do you mind if i show it to her ? '' i 'm counting down from five before i blow a hole in your gut . 