his soul was broken ; i could feel that-could feel the darkness coming to get him . she said as she kept walking . `` ... ca n't understand a word you 're saying . '' `` that 's for staying gone so long . '' `` i suggest you watch what you say , sir . then i touched my lips to his , a quick brush , then walked out the door . i know you 're anxious , but try not to think about it too much . i pulled in my lips , catching her meaning . 