he lifted the bottle to his mouth with one hand , his other hand on her shoulder , keeping her pinned to the bed . was barnes worried about the visual record ? i really do n't know why i thought i could actually pull this off . and she was the one to bend back toward him . i really do n't want to be here . he didnt want to think of such things while still buried within her . `` i will do all i can to help you , gladys . '' most of the time doing that was smart . 