grief and terror slipped their cold fingers over her . `` i ca n't say what will happen in detail . he starts kissing my neck , so i push against him and he backs away . would you be so kind as to make me a sizzling cheeseburger smothered in grilled onions , with tomatoes and pickles ? dont worry tiger , it doesnt make a difference to me . if only her father had said something back then . there really was nothing for me to do to help . did you- i mean , do you want to ? 