my legs started to shake as he took me higher . he nodded his gray head in agreement . he didnt raise his hand and i didnt offer mine . he has girls all over him . he glanced at my filthy clothing . how are we supposed to know which way to go ? she did n't breathe a sigh of relief until she hit the landing on the staircase . with all the kids and all that goes on at this place , somebody has to be in charge . 