no one , she thought , she studied a lot . `` charles knows the code to get inside , '' cassie whispered . tonight he 'd given up some of his honor . i am not worried about the navy . slow and deep , he took his time . to be honest , i wasnt being fair to her and that alone killed me . `` i do n't know her as well as you do , clearly , but- '' `` but nothing . all she did was make mistakes . nobody wanted to look at that . 