it wasnt the first time i had been asked that question since i arrived in the hospital five or six days ago . i see youve had your share of brushes with the law . there were other pieces of information floating around in my head , and i needed to get back to let them settle into place . `` on the other hand , why not . last thing i remember was trying to make it to the kitchen to rinse it off my face with water . i blink back tears and stare at the screen in wonder . 