i am. i feel lost. i do not see anything changing on the career front or the personal front. and so i have done the one thing i can do, and that is put my writing back on the front burner. i mean, if god keeps telling me that my job is to write and that he will handle everything else; then i should write, right?
i cannot lie and say it has been all roses because it has been anything other than roses. i have not been able to open a door much less a window and i cannot give an answer as to why this is the case. i 