relieved , i woke up and walked to the kitchen . he spoke with his soldiers about plans for the coming weeks . gel looked at the horse thoughtfully , his young mind working . i recognized her from photos in the media . if you dont mind my asking . i realized he wanted what i wanted , but the difference was that i refused to let him force her to do anything . all this while feeling badly because she 'd been in the wrong and something extreme happened that brought that to light . the house was burned to the ground . 