i 'm sick of seeing him in the same clothes over and over . a couple days ago i noticed when i woke up , i wanted to hear his voice more than i wanted coffee , more than i wanted to pee . it 's covered in papers , stock , and trash . i finally turned and looked back at them . was river somehow responsible for pauls education ? the house is empty , and for sale , none of the neighbors should notice them . he was old , but he could do this . 