she was n't paying attention when a voice cut through her anger . that was why i had run from him , done all i could to keep him away , to make sure he would never come near me again . i knew billy and emma were right behind me , and the last thing i wanted to do was see emma . tell me , sweet baby , tell me : just how do you feel ? it appeared to start on his chest and moved up his shoulder and back down onto his arm . 