please call me at the hotel tonight . needless to say , given all that , i had n't had any desire to return here since . my daughter has spent little enough time with me . or where exactly they went right . i opened my bedroom and i just wanted to dive into bed and never come out . `` do n't allow your grief to prevent you from enjoying this relationship . '' now help me out of this damn thing , i was n't really sleeping anyway . '' asked lewis , drawing a line under the previous topic . 