when i finally touch her lips with mine , the moment is not sweet and my touch is not gentle . he hated his old desire for her ; that did n't meant it was n't still a part of him . after 30 minutes they took a break . she had n't seen him in several days and that helped . but not anything like what was behind him . it had been hard not to go and find her . i loved that perfume , and it was n't cheap , but i shrugged it off . 