it took a week in muddy clothes , but i did n't care . '' for a moment she almost did n't recognize him , so distorted were his features . be careful with that thing , i said and grabbed the rest of the gear and shut the trunk . i just usually did n't look at them so closely . i creep around to the armchair and crouch in front of it . no matter how hard she tried , how much she gave to him , she 'd never get to a place where she had his trust . 