the future, every minute of my life. always distracted. i am always thinking of what i need to be doing next or stuff coming up or worrying about future bills and what ever else. i can never enjoy what's happening now because i am never here now. sure, i am in the room but my mind is always whirring along in the background three days ahead (minimum). if i am at a party listening to someone talk, i can never just be at the party, relaxed and enjoying the mood and the people i am talking to. i am always thinking of something else or worrying about something else and 