they walked a little way in silence again . brushing his beautiful lips , i gauge my tone . after much deep reflection he whispered , so then , killer cows eh ? they have a tic disorder because of his weird habit . she gives a half-hearted laugh but then stops suddenly . i do n't care what you have to do , but keep him from flying apart again . '' peter looked her in the eye and then at the deck , okay , okay , i was . `` that 's why you look so tired . '' 