meanwhile , golden boy had gotten to go to high school , and get a scholarship to college , and have that girl of his . nick pushed himself up from the desk . `` in theory that should have been enough . i hated to admit it but i was on pins and needles waiting to hear more , and as i glanced around the room i noticed that several other girls looked as eager as i felt to hear more of what he had to say . yes , he was nervous and frightened . but youre not here for me . 