nothing seemed appealing to me and i was sure i did n't want to work alongside of my dad or ford . the extra attention he 'd had to suffer over the past three years made it worse . now they were plain dark hazel . pushing my chair back from my desk , i turn so she ca n't see how pale my face has gone . `` what did you mean out there ? '' there must be trees and plants with flowers nearby , as many as possible so that they can keep busy . 