`` no , '' i said through my teeth , stepping into him with fists tight . it wasnt just that she was beautiful or exotic ; it was the special way she seemed to light up the very air that surrounded her . you might not live at home , but people still know who you are . '' i know im pathetic for taking her money , but shes worse . do you see him down there ? `` your rattlesnake has a triangular-shaped head . '' 