thanks for jumping in there ; it helped . reaching behind her , he shut the door and pushed the button in to lock it . but to be a doctor see what i 'm after ? and no matter how much i 'd like to pull you into the bushes and get you off right now , we ca n't . i believed , or thought i did , in god . when she finally drew back , she knew she 'd stalled long enough . i look down and cant believe what i see . 