he had a funny feeling that the opposite was true . i spent many nights trying to figure out if i could live with it or without him . i did n't know my brother had contact with her . while she wanted the project he proposed , she did n't want to come across as too eager . he was young ; he was rich ; he could do whatever he wanted whenever the mood struck . hearing his moans rock through his body , telling me just how turned on i 'm making him . who would know if she left ? 