`` but trying to kill ourselves is sort of what we do . '' she 'd refuse and be forced to leave the selection . he turned and looked up at the royal box and found it gone . her bright smile is almost enough to chase away my dark thoughts , but not quite . he raised his gaze , forced his lips off the soft skin of her cheek . is there something you dont want me to find ? she slipped through the grasses , no more than shadow and mist . then it was all about laura . 