he went on , his temper hovering near the boiling point . it did n't work out to well because he had a hold of my shirt . there was no way sal would just forgive and forget . i felt a little guilty for being so difficult . `` but i think perhaps we should look at doing something different with you . '' she was as a good as dead . he cried in a strong , high voice . what are they doing to her ? i took a quick breath , a new worry filling me . 