`` i 'd like to go up after a while and have a look . '' your blasted talents are too protective . i was hungry and now i was cranky too . the tide comes up high throughout the night . i took advantage of the space between them and stepped up to will , shoving him farther back from sawyer with both of my hands against his chest . gray should be here at any moment . plus the cap helps hide my face , in case anyone might recognize me . 