she was gorgeous in a cream-colored satin gown , her hair piled up on her head in long , romantic curls . never let a man do this to her . we could have a drink after this and catch up . '' there was definitely more to it . '' i created her doubt when i accepted the dare . right now , she 's good for nothing . '' i have let him down , and i can not do what so much of me wants to , what i know he wants . 