all she knew was it started with a c. she drew a c next to the x , and then made a series of bumps and loops , imitating what she saw when others wrote . one of the photos at her end made my heart wrench . the restless , itchy feeling inside her intensified at the thought , becoming almost unbearable . he still saw no one roaming the exterior and no movement inside , past the windows . `` i sent the order half an hour ago . 