`` i know how you feel , and i thought the killer might , too . oh god , oh god , oh god , oh god ... i smiled that he understood so much about me . he ended in a high-pitched voice that none of us girls had used since the second grade . he would loan her the money , no questions asked , no concerns if he 'd see it ever again , all on the basis of a minor friendship . he sits down , settling in , like he 's about to watch one of his favorite movies . 