then you can do whatever the hell you want . '' `` and what good will she do any of us in your hands ? the view of the valley would have been impressive even in the dim morning light had she been able to see anything . `` as if i do n't have enough troubles of my own '' , she told herself , but still it just did n't seem right , that girl being all alone up there on the mountain with nothing but her grandfather and that old mare she came in on . 