in the end , if they tried to take her prisoner , she 'd kill as many as she could before they killed her . i hold one out to her , and she smiles as she shakes her head , making my heart beat a little faster . next to the plate were two chopsticks . `` look , colin , i do n't know the woman and- '' `` she 's not a patient ? '' i got this blood over an hour ago and the guy at the clinic told me it was only good for an hour . '' 