well ... we can if we want his dad to try to kill me again . '' `` just get your- '' her arm dropped to her side . i wrap my arms around his shoulders , burying my face in his neck . maybe some of your tortilla soup , if there is any . '' she made a small choking noise and stopped dead . i would cut out my heart and give it to you , if you wanted it . '' i want this year to be more interesting . blake didnt know what the hell was going on . 