he walked up to me and hugged me . amazing how many guys are too f**king ham-fisted to see that coming . for me , its been easier than for most . this night had been a mind-screw from the beginning . the room behind them opened up like a cathedral . she took him at his word-this was a one-time offer . then he let go of her hands so he could run his fingers through the unruly curls on his head . he had managed to push it in quite deep . well , this is our little secret . 