`` could you mail my letter for me ? i was a fun , fashionable person who knew all the hot gossip and all the right moves . i spent the rest of the trip gazing out the window , watching the houses roll by . i am feeling emotions coming , and i am more than capable of dealing with them on my own for now . rita bounces on heels while her gown sways side to side as the citizens clap , cheer , hoot , and whistle . wait , what in the hell does he mean by that ? 