i try not to laugh , but i feel pretty damn pathetic that i freaked her out so much at the store that she 's afraid i might actually do something to harm her . he probably doesnt mean to , but he sounds like a whiny little boy . `` you 're more than welcome , mrs . it smelled like the plastic of mustard color food trays which were wheeled in in big aluminum and steel cabinets . the blue lines crawled from my skin to his , and again i saw that outline of lightning on his cheek . 