`` baby , i can feel your heartbeat inside me . '' destroying a book is worse than murder to a deep-downer . '' i shook my head very slightly as i caught the tied-together sheets . i barely knew jared , but he was acting as though i had just destroyed him . besides , she always started her car first to get the temperature right . not that she would give in on her compromise about the doctor of her choice , but she was willing to listen and hear him out , consider his suggestions with an open mind . 