with a frown , she stared at her coffee , engrossed in her own thoughts . sitting alone in the office , emma could no longer contain her curiosity and , with shaking fingers , she picked up the piece of paper . i want to help in whatever way i can , but i really should get home . '' `` and if i 'm peter pan , who would you be ? to melodys credit , she had only received three speeding tickets in her first year of driving . holy smokes , what 's wrong with my back ? 