she was n't sure what made her tell him the rest of it , since it was something she 'd never told anyone else . he waited for over an hour . i thought i 'd have a minute to work it all out-the right things to do-but i just sat and stared . 'after what happened i never expected to share my life with another human being , but fate took a hand in that . i was ashamed of what my father had done to you and i was worried about you . 