tell me all the time whenever i try to talk about how i feel..."there are others worse off then you, you should be happy." well, i'm not. but they don't get it. gaining weight not only makes me feel tired now but it has made my thoughts so much worse. it's not easy pretending everything is alright when all you want to do is disappear. you feel no one notices you unless they need something from you. "are you ever mad? you are always so happy," if they only knew. so this is where i'm at right now. i don't know if this is the right place but i just 