she wondered what she should tell him that could explain her heart , or in some way help him to understand her drive to be free . i jump , kitten-like with a touch of t-balance from the floor then slam open the wood . and yet , he 'd just told her that he 'd support her decisions . she glanced across at him , and stepped up her pace . with cameras flashing and people all around us ? we 're not in an underground lab . '' `` so i should try a new one then ? '' 