you let us sneak into the hospital . he had to clear his throat . heavy footsteps echoed through the room . grabbing the tin cups , he edged out of the tent and zipped it closed . drums and guitars fill the speakers and i sigh with relief . i turned to find her face frozen in an expression of horror . she takes a deep breath and seems to hold it for hours before letting it out in a rush . it was n't even a thought in my mind . 