she was silent , and i realized that she was waiting for my answer . lily had n't wanted to look at him . `` the only person who is going to bite that lip tonight is me , '' i said . `` other than the fact that you never called me after that party at peter 's house last summer . '' i still cant get my mind around it . you of all people should know . when i got home , rick was waiting for me . many were polishing their nails to be neat or even color them . 