she said that the car had not been damaged but was seriously wedged in the mud and had to be towed out . so glad , in fact , that she 'd felt like her own life had been saved out there on the race track when he 'd scrambled free of the burning car . `` we did , but that was more a courtesy than anything else . '' it is absolutely out of the question . she could be anyone she wanted to be through music or books . there could be no safe place for her . 