well , actually , i went around the back to check our perimeter . so what if they were in the middle of a crowded dance floor ? casual as if i got engaged and kissed every day . can you explain in more detail what you mean ? ' i want them to love it the way i do , to believe in the story i worked so hard to create . `` if i had my guns ... they would n't have worked . he didnt know where he could hide from the police . 