i was just looking at the speck in his eye . my cheeks were wet with tears and my forehead rested against his chin . i have to look away or i 'm going to start all over again . and i hate to give such nice people such a difficult job , but she needs to be saved before she dies . there is a lot of work to do , turning all the metal and wheels into usable objects . `` god , i need to get laid , again . '' my mother fooled me too easily . 