`` i am not looking forward to the coming interview . '' she had won purely by luck , but she 'd learned something tonight : how to use whatever weapon was available , and that she could win . i shake my head as my heart is gripped by icy terror . he had to grit his teeth to keep the snarl out of his voice . but the alternative was she was crazy . she was still holding me , though , her arm around my neck . it took a while to find the particular piece of film . 