`` i 'm going to call dan tonight and see if he can tell me anything as a friend . the crash reminded me of the time when one of our b-52 plans crashed on the base . there was no trash talk , no circling each other . `` he hung himself , '' she sobbed , folding her hands across her stomach as if she were in physical pain . `` we need to hide somewhere , '' i stated the obvious . i gripped my head and thought of what i was doing wrong . 