she slammed on the brakes at the end of our road , pitching me forward . `` you look beautiful , '' i managed to say through my tight throat and the even tighter tie . she vaguely remembered a lunch tray , which she had n't touched . he told me he loves me . 'he shall be found , ' he said . and to tell the truth , im going to benefit from it . like i said , she hung up pretty quick . go and take care of him . '' 