i 'm not going to let it take over my life like it did before . and how would they have known it was me on the street at eleven oclock at night ? when he had n't been seeking one , it had been the other . they 're my best friends in all the world and i 'd step in front of a bus to make them happy , and if they did that for each other that was a good thing , a wonderful thing . because my version has us going to the place of no return . '' 