it makes me f**king sick to think of what he may have already done to some other young girl . you 're just the man i fell for , and that man tried to shut me out once . you ca n't possibly think you 're falling for her . '' i pulled out the survival knife and clutched it tightly with both of my hands . he needed her , and he was a fool to think he did n't . i remember her words in the car , how she said she wants to help me . 