i suppose so , i made a show of sighing . as the other guard ran off , the first one turned back to james and said , just be a moment , sir . when we got there , he did n't delay . she came , a hard ripple of pleasure around him , and her face went blank with pleasure . i recognized a few of his contacts , including his cousin and his guy friends . she closed her eyes and leaned against the rock wall for support . she wondered how much brandy nanny had added to the milk . 