i get up , make coffee , we have breakfast together . it was like i was in one of those dreams where you 're trying to get somewhere and the harder you try to get there , the farther away it seems . god help us , some kind of test ? he flipped the switch and a dim light came on below , so he started slowly down again , pausing at each step to look into the gloomy corners . how does he already know im here ? `` if you need a nurse , just press this button . 