really going downhill. i made the appointment. it was a beautiful day that day and we went out in the garden and i let him take his time to wander around and enjoy being outside in the sunshine to his hearts content that morning. finally the hour came to go and on the drive to the vet i had him in his carrier in the front seat by me and he just looked at me with those gorgeous green eyes and i very nearly turned around. he left peacefully in my arms that afternoon although i did not want him to go and to this day i so hope that 