i feel that somehow you understand me and that ... get out of there , she thought at the screen . and why was the girl the key ? '' this trip was much better than the last , only because i needed to get stuff for an easter egg hunt that i was going to be putting on at the nursing home . i dont think jesus was watching when this happened . `` which makes it better , does n't it ? '' that 's me holding your worthless life in my hands . 