it must be the same guy , i just didnt know he was on such a high pedestal . you must trust me that i am right . `` but i wo n't apologize for kissing you , for thinking about you every night , for wanting you when i know i should n't . her lips curled up in a sneaky smile . he claimed that it was old , but it did n't make sense since we 'd cleaned his car a dozen times in the past year . still , i just could n't seem to resist . 