`` did you bring that raggedy blanket with you ? '' she was half crazed with worry to know how the fight had gone , but she pressed her urge down with desperate effort . i asked and she nodded running her hand through her red hair i realized two things . `` any suggestions on what i should do now ? '' `` that would be so kind of you . i had a peace with daddy 's death that i did n't get with josh 's . 