chance tried not to show his disappointment . at first you want anyone , just anyone , to listen to you . oh my god ... '' `` what , am i dying ? '' he did n't have any trouble remembering who he was or where he 'd come from . he joked and that brought the house down again . we continued to sail into the blue . and i liked the idea of us wearing matching ones , even though mine is ink and yours is platinum . '' 