out later , though , were going round to friends . `` if that 's her code name , then yes , yes i did ! '' i cast out with that other sense . she could not even remember precisely how it had come about she had sat down . it feels like it 's going too fast . it 's not as risky as it sounds . yeah , allow me to contain that excitement . i do n't know why i should even care about the boy . when she opened the package , she almost smiled . 