no feeling bad that i could never live up to anyone 's expectations . perhaps the grass was a little less green , the land was a bit flatter . it means it does n't matter if i open my book or not , melody . they got out of parkers car and headed towards the loud music . as if , despite their fifteen years apart , this was how it was meant to be . no , it was terror and , quite frankly , he found he did n't like it . 