jared nodded , watching with amusement as i walked with purpose across the wooden floor . suddenly it dawned on him that she meant to stop his bleeding . she 's alive because i could n't bring myself to kill her , and nobody else is stupid enough to cross me by doing it . she was putting on lipstick , wondering if peter would make it there tonight . you made sure to shut her out . '' `` yeah , you know , maybe a move to the country or something . '' thats what my experience tells me anyway . 