if i was gon na be turned on , so was she ; it was only fair . alright , put your hands about my throat , but the slightest pressure and ill faint . it would be so easy to forget the world and drown himself in drink and drugs , but then everyone would have been right about him . `` you 're too big , '' i groaned again . he shook his head twice , and frost stood beside us , one hand holding his other wrist , as if he had to hold something if he could n't fight . 