she knew she should n't be bothered by his caution or his distance . i talked to him before i realized it was you that was behind his interest i wanted to make sure he kept it to himself figured if he thought someone was after him he might lay low and keep his mouth shut . he dropped his bag between his knees . it was a shame ; in seeking warm weather , and spring , they had missed it at home . and that includes child feed , because i dont intend to abandon my work . 