everything in her cried out to touch him , to ease that pain . their fingers , and their toes , just freeze on to rock ; and they tear it up like bread-crust . i seal my lips shut , not wanting to say the words tickling at the tip of my tongue , but i ultimately let them slip out . `` sorry , i put it in here ; i did n't want it to get mixed up with my things . you can take a shower if youd like . 