his brown hair was messy , and i had a feeling he never really bothered to fix it . his office was on the second floor , so i climbed the oak stairs and saw that his door was open and that tawny was already inside . she should have felt relieved , but somehow she didnt . `` i 'm trying to convince her to give me another chance . but he didnt say it because he knew lucy wouldnt be impressed . so her sister wouldnt have normally left that kind of money . 