but how was i to escape them if i simply kept going in circles ? cant they just order more books ? it was a weak answer and she knew it , but how could she explain ? i lean in and inspect the tiny square . i did not mean to interrupt your slumber . i had no way of controlling whatever she 'd put into action . well , its not exactly theirs to give . lets face it , we dont really know much about terry or his connection with pat . 