`` but more than that , i was terrified it would work this time and they would n't abort it . that had n't been what i was expecting . for thinking of my own needs instead of yours . '' she found herself taking a step toward him , intent on slipping her fingers beneath the black material and-she stopped that line of thought before it was too late . thankfully , kelly made it to class right as the bell rang . shall i chain you to a red-hot rock and roast your flesh for a hundred years , girl ? '' 