in hospital i can't be left alone in a room for more than five minutes and they are really good about it when i go to appointments with someone. i know that if i am left alone for too long i will find that everyone will have gone, i don't know where they will just be gone and i will be left alone in the world, even the animals will have gone. i know how it sounds but even the thought of it makes me sweat and my pulse starts racing and i feel sick. i have been left alone a bit too long a couple of times and have 