he keeps his weird look , `` is that all ? reading my mind , elvis informed me , `` he 's deaf . he never let the pity show . finding something to wear is putting me behind schedule . 'do you want to go out ? ' shes given the rest of them to me because she says i need to talk ; she says i need to give presence to the pain thats killing me . `` woo , '' i said , shaking my head back and forth . 