it's clear that of the 4 choices of residence, my sister's place is probably the least safe in terms of the stairs and the walk she allowed him to do several nights a week to get to her house for dinner. somebody needs studio and a lot of tools for creative work. they are taking turns pretending to be babies, crying and calling for their mothers. clear all files unless the crashes are recent and investigation is required. eventually, one day he asked me: ‘will you die mum?’ i had no choice but to tell the truth – i could not guarantee that i’d live”. 