as soon as jenna saw her , she rushed over and gave her a huge hug . `` i am so wasted , '' i say , because if it 's a telemarketer , it just serves them right . `` i suppose i wrecked , but i do n't remember much else . '' she 'd also picked up something else . i raised my eyebrow , but kept looking down . the canvas on her easel had a background of complete ebony . she could n't , if she wanted him in her life . 