what was happening to make someone go to so much trouble just for me ? in a state of shock - the likes of which he never experienced before - he fell back down onto the pillows . she still frowned down at his hand . `` then we open the door for it to kill us all . i could be anyone in the world , or no one . cole rubbed his filthy palm across his chest and stretched his neck up as if he could see what i 'd brought from the front step . 