a year prior to the wedding , we decided to move out of the rented house that we shared , and start looking for a property to buy . instead of freaking out over what i dont know , i need to focus on what i do . aggravated , she glared up at her ceiling . it smelled strongly of her lavender perfume , and another stronger , bitter smell . `` are there any guns in the house ? i clamp my mouth shut , but they continue to stare . 