i did n't want to be late for class so i made my way over to the trash can to retrieve my book bag . let me do something nice for you . '' `` i 'm sorry i had to do this '' he says . the guard scowled at her and left . i am fully awake now and filled with remorse . i have no shame when it comes to the pleasures of this man . what if she steps on us ? you have always been a comfort to me . 