i just grow concerned about you at times , and about your mum . jasmine sits in the chair , tears leaking from her eyes . i sat up on the side of the bed and stretched ; i felt good . she grinned and shook her head at him , then raced for the bathroom . and after today , when death was so damn close i felt him breathing on my neck when we were digging up that girl 's grave ... '' he knew death . 