his voice is rough and he 's rubbing my back gently . she pitched her voice into a high , small , shaky whimper . `` i want you to sleep tonight , so i 'm going to make you some hot chocolate . '' when he came down , his knees almost buckled . she gave him her not-happy look . it seemed like i needed to find my ... land legs . then the coke wore off and we realized people drive across the country and move to la all the time . 