all she wanted to do was make a report get back to work . then he said , `` wood , '' and he paused . but with every passing day , i wonder if that 's possible . jack knows a lot about strange things . '' `` what did you go there looking for ? '' she was dealing with so much all at once . or put you on my back . '' then i reach across and gently touch her face . i make it a point to be a disappointment as often as i can . '' 