he told the nurse at the desk where he 'd be , gave her his cell number , and followed mathews down a long hall . `` we 're not here about revenge , '' thomas said . i 'd fallen so hard in love with her , i was surprised i had n't been knocked out cold . it seemed far too soon that i was let off in front of my own apartment building . her kindness made me question everything i knew . yes , it left without me , she starts feeling overwhelmed . 