he 's looking up into my face ; i avoid his gaze . this guy was clearly a bit loony . it 's difficult to relax and let go of that . if he is as you say , he wouldnt need it except as a cover a cover for what ? this took the creature by surprise . had he been responsible for the killing of these two divers ? `` i thought you meant it at the time . he does fifteen with no problem before setting the bar back into the holder . 