i can go to the bottom of the ocean and touch it just to see what it feels like . i 'd muttered a curse , and just as i pulled back , josie wrapped her arms and legs around me and pulled me to her . `` you want to know what i want to do in the next thirty seconds , though . '' in a hazy memory he saw his daughter on that same spot tracing those same letters . this was the house where she had grown up . 