that 's because they knew who he was and that he could buy most of them out of a job at the stroke of a pen . once the door shuts , i fall back onto my bed . although , if you want to share other details on that front , i 'm totally cool with that . '' she probably thinks i 'm a gold-digging whore . '' in and out in an hour . then one wave rose higher than the rest , and changed shape as it rose . 