i told her i would n't hold it against you if you did . '' not that i wont miss you , of course of course he echoed . change had come to him , he could feel it , but he did not understand what it meant . `` fantastic view , '' he declared , `` and it 's a long way down too . '' i wish i looked like her , but i dont , not at all . i know you 're safe out there . 