the truth is , i ca n't seem to forget you and i 'm tired of fighting my attraction to you . '' `` no , i 'm coming with you , '' i told her softly . i was wrong on all three counts . `` okay , '' scout said , `` but maybe they 're just saying the grass is greener , or whatever . `` yeah , and we checked that out . his biggest fear was if he could n't let that side of himself go . i want to show him this rock i found . 