i was falling so hard and so fast that i did n't know how to stop it . i know who gave you to me . she starts playing the bongos on my back with her hands . my tongue slid in , massaging hers . she takes the duffel from temple and puts it on the passenger seat of the car . jess hugged herself because it was cooler than the city . there was no ice in his veins , no shadows in his heart . there 's a big piece of equipment they need help moving . '' 