why they were always so disappointed in her . then we would have no defense against him . the idea of jumping into my bed and throwing the covers over my head like when i was little sounded really comforting . cole 's heart dropped to his stomach . she rolled over to face him and started kissing him again . it was nice to feel wanted , attractive . she was clearly looking very cold , and i knew thats how i certainly felt . why could n't i have waited a few hours when he would have been off-shift ? 