in here , it would be far different . she still loved him regardless of what he 'd been through . why did i have to feel so comfortable and at ease with her ? `` to visit a friend , sir , as lived near flushing . '' i never thought josh would end up with someone like that . '' now he was offering to come to me . he went to the hay wagon and retrieved an ax . well it depends , what do you think hes getting for you ? she could n't think when he was so close . 