i have no idea what ill find when i get there . she 'd never looked at him twice until tonight . you cant leave just like that ! will my loving husband just sit back and let me go , not giving a damn that i 'm halfway across the country without him ? '' she would have thought the sun would tumble from the sky first . when lily gave a resigned sigh , i asked , `` what 's wrong ? '' no one realized the huge amount of work she did . 