imagining the fire growing bigger , i watched as it burst into a huge flame . we need to do some collections there , too . '' `` when he left me , he said some really horrible things . '' so he could n't let harry know he was here . three days later i was arrested at my shack . he knew her and still liked her , still wanted to be part of her life . i let it rip , the words falling from my mouth even before my brain could form sentences . 