his face changed as he looked at her , and she saw a flicker of something in his eyes . maybe not everyone looked up to him ? but how could the army know who i would n't arrest ? in horror , he watched the bony fingers wriggle inside jess 's mouth , pulling out streams of slime . are you actually trying to find some good in me ? `` not without confirmation of your claims . '' `` you ran right in and started . `` he 's part of the club still . 