how do you think you could have possibly come this far if you did n't have hope ? '' i slipped my hand under her shirt and i moaned when i realized she was n't wearing a bra . she was fourteen , running up the stairs to dream about the new boy at school , a football player who did n't even notice she was alive . and not just because they intend to harness the powers of heaven . he slinked behind his leader nervously . 