instead , he paused as if considering it and then shook his head . `` maybe you should ask her to stay at the ranch for another week . `` you want to take away my farm . '' `` you 're crying because you 're happy ? '' we both stare at our half- empty plates and then at each other , and continue eating . my skin was bluish and cool . the beast in me doesnt want to back down from a stupid animal . he kept his back against the door and his gun aimed toward the two men . 