i shook the man 's hand and let him clip a badge to my t-shirt . `` well , if i obtained the permission , would you accept it from me ? '' rejection was something she understood how to deal with . you should have told me what he said . `` i have been trying to keep it from you , '' she admitted sheepishly . so they 're doing something else someplace else as well . you do realize you could have killed her , dont you ? 