the shudder that ran up my spine as it passed something along to me , some feeling . crusty leaned forward on his elbows . i feel your men now respect you for who you are and not because of friendship . i waited for jones to take my spot and then i reached into my bag for my soap . `` you have to get out of this area now . '' i would have taken you for several years older . `` i know why you 're doing this . '' we spend so much time together . '' 