`` we have everything under control now . '' the air was showered with hoarse questions . for the first time in my life i realize why hangers are called hangers , because after fifteen minutes of trying things on and throwing them aside , all i want to do is hook one to the top of my closet door , lean my neck into the loop , and let my weight fall . it 's like punching the concrete of the sidewalk . you are looking at a pink diamond . start looking for a coffee shop we can stop at . 