you go inside , no telling what might happen . '' if he made that choice , he 's responsible for it . '' once he was done , he looked around for toilet paper and a flush handle , but found neither . `` we 're aiming for peace now . perhaps i could have persuaded him to change his will if only i had seen him . i wasnt talking about that , but yes i did tell you , dearest . he tried to keep his thoughts silent so that he would not disturb her . 