* * * i 'm standing with my back pushed up against the wall , and my tights itch , and i 'm wishing someone , anyone , would ask me to dance . fate finished the last of his wine . i 'm supposed to meet someone here for an interview . 'were you frightened and lonely at the time ? ' i have you , and that means i dont have to worry about how things will be run if im not around . mags spoke dreamily of her bedroom . 