i thought about that , but no matter how much control you think have in a situation like this , you probably have much less . i cant wait to go back to the apartment , to school , to work . so i ignore him for two minutes and ten seconds . `` that 's the whole point of tomorrow 's meeting , is n't it ? it is where we draw our beliefs , from our faith . after that , he rapidly went downhill , especially when i could n't find the god damn necklace . 