for the briefest moment , she thought it might be her father with a rescue party . `` you are really worried about me . '' surrounding the lodge was a log wall , hip high , with dirt filling the space between the walls . `` how did you stop him from changing you into something else ? '' he had a place downtown , at one of those high-rise buildings with a doorman . but it ended up hurting me too because it gave me a taste of what i could never have . 