undo it. i felt my heart breaking, even more, i knew i had made a mistake but there was nothing in my power that i knew of to get him back.
that whole week leading up to placement day was so hard on me, i constantly worried about t and how he was doing. when placement day finally came i was so excited to get to see t again, i got to hold him and feed him for a couple of hours before it was finally time to introduce him to both of his new parents. i had never met the wife before this moment, so i was so nervous. i 