he knew where to touch me , how much pressure . she tries to assure herself that it was an unconscious choice , though she 's not sure how that makes it better . its raining when we get outside , but alexander is prepared . i pointed to a man sitting alone a few tables away . landing tended to be the trickiest part . that was all i could get out of her . '' she already had a container open , and i carefully-very , very carefully-set the heart inside . we will have enough attention drawn to us . 