this was more important than anything . '' on the other hand , she might decide to keep it . so dont you dare give up on him ! anna said nothing either , although she later told me that she found the boys choice of words too offensive to be acknowledged . i school my expression and give her my attention with a casual turn of my body . `` the point is , there is no central control . '' i mean , its not the kind of thing you expect to find in your attic , is it ? 