it was not swelling with air . `` do you know what happened to your schoolbag ? '' he was starting to get used to the feeling and could see the semi-conscious action becoming a habit . he won one of those hands on the spot when no one called his raise . if i only knew what that was , i could prove to him that he can trust me . there is so much they could find . raw images of what they had done together danced in her vision , and suddenly she was wide awake . 