through the newly created pile of clothes on the floor and take him into bed. with him in one arm, we walk into the closet and i find a new t-shirt for daddy to wear per the “shower” i received. we finally lay down on the bed with him on my chest and i stick a pacifier in his mouth and hold his head down in hopes that he will go back to sleep. his head pops up…i put it down…it pops back up…i put it down. he starts to whine a little. head pops up and i put it down again. now he whines louder. all of a sudden, 