`` i wo n't be able to hear him from here . '' he was frightened to see the rats were halfway up the wall . it sounded as if two people were talking . she grabbed my hand and pulled me outside , where we walked further to a large red barn . the walls were covered by dark green moss and slime . `` look at it this way , at least my past now serves a purpose : i can take a bad person 's life without worrying about the consequences . some of it squirted right into her mouth . 