but the idea occurred to him that the photographs in the magazine might possibly offer the boy something to respond to , provide a link with the past . the only thing i know beyond a shadow of a doubt is that i want you . '' `` i 'm going to go upstairs and take a bath . '' best to just focus on doing her job . but you had to be coming in at the same time he left . i should have seen her rock-bottom coming . we can not be certain about that . 