he sounds heartbroken , and the sound breaks mine . drunk on the job she said . this is it , this is it , this is it ! they were screwing this whole thing up , and chris 's face was turning red . the last time i checked he was crazy about lily and enjoyed having her around . `` no one breathes a word about this until i say so , or this morning 's breakfast will be your last . the goose had been roasted to a golden brown . 