can you see what he 's doing ? gramps does n't laugh the way i want him to . chee wee snatched the police officers badge from his chest , pinned it to his own shirt . `` all my heart says the same , and yet- '' `` listen to it , then , '' ben said , and gave dennis a large rough hug . he had n't even taken his eyes off the road . i can feel ... `` he sucked in air as if there were n't enough , and looked at me . 