my feelings are that , apart from him , theres nothing else but rubbish around . she hated the way they felt , but they at least had the advantage that she would n't be completely na**d during the performance . i love you , and if you really want to do this , i 'm ready . should n't she be aware of any potential threat that existed ? i hesitate for a moment and then answer , `` hello ? '' today was not a good day to ask me to up my hours . 