like promising me to someone in marriage . even though i took a shower a few hours ago , i decide another one might help to rinse the dead , decaying look from my face . he handed her the light and came to stand next to her . it would just ... she would be upset . talking about your problems gets my mind off my own . what in the blazes was he talking about ? `` if it 's not about love , then what is it about ? ' she rubbed her heat against him , moaning into his mouth . 