she had been glued to it even more so than normal because she could n't check in with anyone . `` i just hope i can live up to your expectations . '' `` who do you want to go with you ? '' going to finish us off now ? he was nowhere near strong enough for that in his current state . i pull my cell out of my pocket . my heart feels like its going to burst . `` i dreamed you were dead , '' he whispers . 