it was n't an easy story to tell . it was panting hard , and i got the feeling it had been running for a while . i do n't think they could hear me . for a second , jake seemed to stop breathing . did they give you a middle name by any chance . called mike spencer , `` what you doing here , girl ? she 'd do anything we asked her to , even if it got her killed . hell , i never have loved anyone this way . 