when he was halfway across the room , he said , `` he 's ready for you . '' oh , she thought to herself as she calmed a little about his question . god , what i 'd give to understand the meaning behind it . if only a mere kiss from me did this to him , i wondered what my touch could achieve . i made thumbprints , posed for pictures , shook hands , and answered questions . but if he could get his hands on bleach or alcohol or even vinegar he could do it if he was careful . 