he glanced over at the pantry when he was done speaking , so i knew there was more to what he was thinking , but he was n't going to say it . you could n't travel with me all the time , could you ? '' i felt my jaw drop and when no words came out of my mouth , i closed it . 'it 's probably the best thing that ever happened to it ; a new start , a new opportunity . `` pull over , i 'm going to be sick . '' 