i try to yell but nothing is coming out , maybe i should close my eyes again , hopefully this is a bad dream . think about something else , she told herself . and so she did , and while the scale told the same lies the clothes now fit her better . `` you have nothing to say about that ? '' trust me , that will come in time . at least it had been the largest city once . what grant needed to do was suck it up , keep his dick in his pants , and do his job . 