i secure my finger under her chin and incline her head up , looking into her sad blue eyes . he did n't ask me much of anything about how i 'd been since i 'd seen him last . i just love you and i always have . did your friend supply you with details ? '' she saw it now in the cautious worry of his early writings and in the way he had treated his servants . but the true darkness within was the evil a man took with him . 