for it. even when you are actually making decisions and taking charge and all the things you are supposed to be doing.
in fact, that seems to speed it up sometimes. the moment you make one decision, a hundred more appear. like when you make the mistake of feeding one cat in your neighborhood. next thing you know, there is every other cat showing up at your backdoor.
so, as much as i was excited about the next step, i felt overwhelmed by it at the same time. i had only just made the decision officially and already it felt like i was behind, running out of time on all the other 