she watched him carefully , as if curious what he 'd do-though it seemed to him she might be more worried for the horse 's safety than his . `` he barked up the wrong tree . '' i 'm not even sure where the hell they 're coming from . `` you may have seen lots of bodies before but not mine . '' he had saved my life , but my trust in him had been broken . as the horse pulled him around he was able to visit with some of the other riders . 