is that why i got so drunk ? 'do you know how to row a boat ? ' if someone barges through that door , its over for me . for the first couple months , i told myself i just had to give her time ... wait for her to come back to me . it 's why bullets are so destructive . it was a long shot but i wanted you to get out of here and be safe . your mother has much to answer for ! it was a military car with an officer in the back . 