the strawberry blonde locks of her hair melted into the picture as if in a painting . when i finally got the release to have sex again after having henry , i could n't walk right for a week . you write your way out of a problem and into a dream . you can go , but then it 's straight home . he would rather die a terrible death than to hurt her . `` i made the mistake of waking him up once , when he was doing this . '' 