the young guard points his gun and yells nervously , freeze ! the place was a little greasy after them . after a few seconds my father came out talking to him and patting him on the back no doubt playing the concerned father slash good cop routine on him . i want you forever jules and waiting a little while is n't a big deal to me . then he turned back toward me . a glimpse of what might never , probably would never be . the truth , which was n't that pretty . 