deadly and beautifully made , though not itself beautiful , as i said before . `` i thought you were n't going to make love to me unless i begged you . '' if you want to make war , you ca n't make love . '' he was a chemical reaction to her , the thing she could n't resist . `` do you have to make so much noise ? '' `` she was just f**king with you , '' i added , completely believing that , because it was the only thing that made sense . 