i figure its time to give them some personal attention , anyways , she said with a laugh . she 'd been alone for too long . down went the big white boy . he asked , his index finger slowly drawing a line up her arm . more silence and i want to smack him . `` i told him when he found the man that i loved with all my heart and soul , his old self , to give me a call . but - `` `` so how does he get out ? '' 