it 's a little tight , but if i drop your name , something will open up . he hesitated , then agreed with a short nod . i just know who to ask for answers to the big questions . after splashing water on his face , he had stared into the mirror and been horrified by the hideous half-human , half-beastly reflection that stared back at him . as if i was n't feeling competitive enough to begin with . `` oh , my god , you 're alive . '' 