`` not yet , '' he murmured as he carried her to the other side of the bed and laid her on the sheet . she did n't want to look at the frozen people , especially their faces , which seemed ugly and dead , like a bad photograph . `` carlos , let 's take this to the sofa . '' college was supposed to be my fresh start . there was pain , but it was minimal . how could he have thought she 'd forget that ? 