`` then we know where we have to go next . '' let 's hope that makes it on the video . '' `` shut up , '' she grumbles , grabbing her jacket from the back of the sofa and opening the front door . how could a sixteen year old possibly be so vicious ? `` this is better , '' she said , practically humming with satisfaction . my hand feels cold on the white table , and i 'm shaking . 'what do you think of this ? ' 