she was biting on the end of her pencil , concentrating on her notebook planner . smith watched the black-and-white images on the screen . perhaps he gave them a message for you . she laughed , but it came out a broken and painful cry . the door opened at his approach . `` i 'm not sure you want to wait , '' said will . he 'd only just realized it himself . i hated myself for being so negative . yes , i can see that , she said , kneeling down to him . 