don cuts me off before i can think of something to say . the air swirled around her , full of the scents of the garden . `` i know you 're scared , but do you know why i want to show you everything ? `` but i do n't want to be somebody else . '' she had no idea how any of it worked , but she wanted to . despite the lack of hot water , the shower had at least washed away the dirt from the caves . she had written in it in some obscure language . 