she thought she 'd been in love before , but now she knew she 'd never been anywhere close to it . they dream all that up just to sell newspapers , everyone knows that ! `` just think how much easier life 's going to be now . i could n't help myself , even if i tried to fight it , i knew it would n't go away until i had him . chase scooted back until he was between her thighs . he took immense pleasure in giving her pleasure night after night , in making her more and more his . 