and not in a fun way , either , but like some guard dog . i want to spit at her for calling me that again but she 's already started the application process . if they arent from around here , it doesnt matter . he was falling in love with a person he could not see , but at times he would swear that he could hear her voice as he read her messages . what in the world was he getting at ? i cant decide on which one will be less painful . 