even in the sunlight , he could see the color wash from her face , and very slowly , she took out the maroon and pink notebook . soon as he left here after seeing you , with his blood up . so much history stood in this structure . when his wrist finally came loose , she grinned at him triumphantly . `` because i dont know myself whats going on . `` it 's just that i 'm not really wanting to meet him . '' the one where rose gives me head . it must be first light by now . 