`` they write in asking about how to deal with life . but my thoughts-those it could grasp . `` and what would the worst part be ? '' no one can get to them while were around . ( but im so thirsty ) i dont know how long i stare at my leg caught in the trap . i am looking through them , trying to discover which-if any of them-are right and true . i stop moving for a second , trying to collect myself . 