and i needed that feeling right now . he studies both directions , his head turning from left to right . i should be avoiding these types of situations , not creating more of them . once he had her attention he asked for a glass of water . then ill just have to keep up . that would get a little boring after a while . now i could relax but not yet leave . her arms felt like they 'd been weighted with lead . papa roach kicked on next to play . 