`` wherever you are , i 'm gon na be there . '' i waited to avoid conflict , sure , but only because i still had a conscience and didnt want to see any of them end up dead . my screw ups must have been more obvious than i 'd wanted . i ought to know , i was here before you were born . they are n't going to charge us . '' jake kissed the top of her head . and what exactly is it she sees in him ? 