how i felt like i would never be whole again without you . '' she 'd scrubbed her room from top to bottom for two days straight before ever sleeping there . he sat there , fighting his anger , then he said , `` right . `` then continue trying to find answers . he kept focused on the front of the club . then you 're going to school like other kids ? everything can be finished by the end of september . the words stuck in his throat . worse scenario is , the soil banks give way . 