not very protective of his boss . he also realized just how precious a good job with a good wage was . if given the chance , he would really be good for me . he soaked up every second of that experience . it looks like he was murdered . it was a kind of out-of-body experience . what if she went home with him tonight ? `` nothing that we can do now . i shake my head , causing him to release my ear and gaze up at him . id like a candle or a bulb for the light . 