i wanted to scream , to pull back and run , but i was frozen to the spot by fear or something more i could not tell . how do you think i felt when i was left to tell everybody that the wedding was off ? '' so wait you dont know where were going ? he leaned back in the chair , loosened his arms and put a hand to his eyes as if in pain . then her voice flowed into his mind on a soft hum . or was this some sort of sick joke ? 