they 're great , but it 's also right next to my favorite fast food restaurant . those journals i found that night we snuck into my house , well , they talked about her dying that she feared my father was going to kill her . i had thought about moving the dresser in the bedroom out into the living room and putting the baby 's crib there . speaking of which , my cell phone buzzed me to remind me we were getting a beer delivery that morning . immediately after the crash , i had longed for it . 