although ... '' and that 's when the next crazy thing happened . an absent husband ca n't give me what i need . `` you 're done here , are n't you ? '' she shook her head and looked at me for a second before looking back outside the window . as jared rises he once again becomes aware of the room . i was asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow . `` god-damn it man , you would sooner put your faith in a miracle ? 