she felt herself changing suddenly as if her insides were going on the outside ; she was light as air as if she were floating . this meant the police would be willing to cut a deal with you to get those individuals . i let out a deep breath , but the tears wouldnt stop flowing . how far back she had prepared for this moment . she continued to work her body with one of her hands , her fingers sliding in and out of her heat . `` there are little things , '' pigeon said . 