there is more evil here than meets the eye . `` if you release the pictures , i have nothing to lose . but if you peek at it , i swear youre not getting it . a stab of pain sliced through his gut at that idea . we crowded in , pushing through bodies to get into the hall . to be safe , she put on a clean towel , and soaked the bloody one in a basin of cold water . it was embarrassing to admit it . `` not until you tell me why . '' 