`` or maybe it 's just the humidity , '' i said , smiling . fired on a day that i was planning to be in early , a day that i woke up early for . i grab a handful of fries and plop them into my mouth . he waved , hoping for a reaction out of her . i was also privately taught , she said rolling onto her back and looking away into the distance . i turn over and pull the sheets over my head and cry softly into my pillow . 