in my mind, i have five kids – just three that most people can’t see – in some ways, i don’t feel there is a gap at all. it was nice to get in the groove and stay there." i have also used it on my son. all told, you find that if you are a person that can do things for their country, that's what matters, not what you can show people. i want a living record of the process, as well as a display of how i approach the build process. pray this even if you don't feel like it!! 