if i had the baby late, i'd have something to do while i waited. he said he thought this would be a down year. perhaps it’s just time to break down and invest in a new system? this should get better after a few hours. what am i supposed to do when i can never find the courage to say the words i want to say to you? grab the lapels: what was the first poem you wrote that you remember being happy with? ship and his mission, in effect, ended at that time. 