his hand was slipping and floating on the tide . the nurses would wheel the patients out there for fresh air and leave them there for hours . he was trying to save me from them ? i guess it 's how they make you feel that 's important , right ? my family has always been my focus . he chewed on that for a long minute . her inner thighs had streaks of come on them and part of me did n't want to wipe them away . the chain of command is gone , were all thats left . 