as if we were being pulled together . i saw him a few times around campus while walking to class . i wasnt sure if i should be thankful that he saved me , or angry because he didnt stop them from killing me . did you learn all of those while making coffee ? when he 'd screamed as they `` doctored '' him , they 'd next taped a ball gag in his mouth . there was only the cool , white smoke . `` you ca n't get much clearer than that . why have you broken that long silence ? 