it 's not like it was something we were planning on . `` so finding him would provide a lot of information . '' i pointed at the lid and repeated myself . by morning he felt less rested than when hed gone to bed . i bite my thumbnail and shoot out rapidly , `` oh , my god . i whispered , and i reached out and rested my hand on her face , i should not have brought it up . the guard looked at us , but did n't say anything . 