oh he buried his head in his hands , and sobbed silently to himself . `` as long as it 's not a chick flick . '' i tried restraining him even as i felt him turn around to face jimmy . i touched him on his shoulder , and he jumped , staring at me with wide black eyes . `` do you have lipstick or lip gloss that i may use ? '' before dad died , hed tucked a bit away i know . 