now the only sound was her own breath . he can get close enough to do the job . you think you 're some kind of white knight . i guess i felt uncomfortable at the role reversal . `` i ... is there any way it would be possible to land ? '' i 'd come this close to getting what i 'd wanted . it 's like a razor that slices through whatever is left holding me , and i just go . the man shoved him so hard he staggered backwards and pressed the knife to his neck . 