he never knows how many will show . i can only go so long before i kill someone . the others scents there-he took note of them . afraid i would burst into a fit of tears , i quickly grabbed some clothes and rushed into the bathroom . do you think so little of me ? but i did not know then and i do not know now if my being there was something of great comfort or terrible torture for her . the delivery boy had just arrived when i got here . 