`` i think i must get back to work . '' i want to thank you all for coming tonight . not when he needed her so desperately , as much as she had needed him six months ago . `` have n't seen you smile so big in some time . no part of my life , after that . *** before breakfast , uncle bob visits and we all sit round the table and have a sort of meeting . i finished my coffee and prepared myself for the journey ahead . hell , this is going from bad to worse . 