but in his defense , he thought wildly , splitting up had been their deal all along . he patted at the money vest under his shirt . `` you can not move out of your body to look into the temple and fly at the same time . he 'd smashed his camera on the pavement outside the hospital , but he had n't been able to walk away without picking up the film . he slid the magazine back into its stack . that was n't a role well suited to the man . 