he passed the third floor , then the fourth . ill just set it all down here . she would n't have to worry about the king hunting her down for a few days , at the very least . over time she got worse and worse and we were pretty worried . but these , too , seem distant now , safely submerged in the past . he was all power , all bulk . i blink rapidly , trying to make the evidence of my sadness disappear . resistance to gods voice was taking its toll . 