that is n't exactly the kind of behavior you 'd expect from someone who says he cares about you . i think that maybe ... maybe he saw it as a chance for a little vacation of his own . that thirty turns into forty , fifty , maybe sixty-five bucks . then she lay in bed with wide-open eyes , thinking . beau had been my friend since he 'd pulled my hair on the playground and i in return grabbed his hand and twisted his arm behind his back . 