but in the days before this person arrived there were no dreams for me , no blood-lightning , no signs . `` it 's clear to me that you are susceptible to the 'powers ' beyond . '' i looked down at the band he wore on his finger , the one that told the world he belonged to me . `` i ca n't fall into bed with a guy she ... '' she shook her head . wow , seemed like things were worse than i thought and they were already really f**king bad . 