maybe it came to life there. i don’t know if that is accurate, so somebody correct me if not. it took months of talking through everything she wanted me to explore before she understood that this was something else (i was never abused). god is a god of more, amen?! and i don't have anything here i can test with. so at the moment i have no information. all while the president and his friends party hearty. during my best man's speech, he mentioned we're in a band together. 