i want him to see me , but i do n't want to draw attention to myself . no , tar said , shaking his head , terror in his eyes . even in the shadowy room , i felt more exposed . i have kept track of the boy with the bread . do you remember me telling you about the program to select workers for the station ? and it was so strong and so ... what would she say if she saw you , alive ? the only time i feel somewhat safe is when we make it inside . 