hitting the gas again , she tried to remember how to get out of the cemetery . he 's done nothing but be there for me , yet he still feels like this is somehow his fault . just as she was about to leave , the door finally opened and in came vane . his behavior at school was certainly better than his brother 's had been in the past . mounted in the back was a clock face , its hands frozen at twelve o'clock . there are many reasons i am here . expression in response to her shocked face . 