trust me , i am as wide as i am tall , but that 's not the point of this . we turned and started the walk down the long hallway to an elevator . my body lurched away from the railing , toward the pit . it was like coming down from a high . we started talking and talking the next day . it does n't take a genius to figure out how the next hour went . he wanted her to believe what he was about to tell her without a doubt . 