i sat there , frozen to my seat . i 'd been a pretty good faker most of my life , but i was n't sure i 'd ever truly belonged anywhere . they can ruin you , ya know ? '' i come see her when i need a little bit of the puzzle . when jake said nothing , he continued , how about you ? `` perhaps you were meant to be a healer , like me . '' `` you want to go out to chained lady cave tonight ? '' 