she is tired from all the exploring today , resting so close to me , i can feel her heart beating . benny was not tense at that . god help her , she feared she wanted him for always and no one else would do . i bite my lip , taking a deep sigh . i hope i did n't screw up your work schedule . '' not a soul , but i just started watching my rear end to see if anyones been following after the thing at the gas station . 