are you going to look for a place up there ? '' i just do n't understand why she was put there , and how it happened that i was the one to find her . she tried to fight , but the hands were too strong , his fingers over her throat pushed her into the wall ... `` be quiet , damn you . `` true , but this is my job . until now , i had n't ever seen the kitchen as shabby . `` this is delicious , '' she exclaimed before shoving another bite in . 