i was the one hauling ass around the shops to find it . '' he let go of his suitcase and moved quickly past me , nearly knocking me over . but a man has to do what a man has to do . called the husbands number and it had been disconnected . now , go see what he has in the refrigerator . i shout , my voice daring him to keep things going . wed taken to each other like any group of professional military men would . 