the bodies are reduced , full potential and spirit intact , and then sent to the mother when the time is right . my heart was full , my house smelled fresh , and i was just happy . but do n't get high on yourself though ; we were n't going to look too hard . '' buzz was dead behind a tree with a large root in front of his ball . he wasnt nasty or anything , but i think he scared her . i reached up , searching for him in the dark . 