`` so you get to screw with my head , f**k with my life , take what you want and you give me nothing ? '' the creature roared and thrashed around the classroom . he continued to speak as if she had n't . `` very tired ... what was the ... matter with me ? '' see how it all worked out ? '' i ran my finger over it and then pulled on it . my sister may be gone , but i am still right here . normally tours are impossible , she said without looking up . 