i could give them one if only they stopped telling me what was wrong with me and let me tell them instead . honestly after all the problems youve caused me im slightly disappointed . but he would n't date me then . never tires , never gets upset , she is the perfect horse . `` i still do n't know why you left , but right now , it does n't matter . '' my brother had not appreciated waking up with his face covered in mud and twigs sticking out of his hair . kay fell against the window , exhausted . 