god , how i wanted to hurt him , make him feel just a bit of what i was going through , although even if i did , it would n't change a thing . do you want the woman brought to you alive or dead ? he laughed just as the others did . she wrote down the time and address with both terror and excitement . it was already a very late evening and there were almost no people out there . it seems as though he makes you happy ? `` it must be fun living there . 