yes , my wife he said , and he lifted her into the air . it looks like this here weapon is the only friend weve got . my palms start to sweat when i see the white sheet of paper taped to the wall . he laughed and continued , its always been that way . was it regret that she let it go that far or regret that she stopped it ? all day , he 'd been looking forward to coming home to kit and picking up where they left off this morning . 