in the year since she 'd seen him , she 'd grown , changed , and now that she was with him again , she was more , so she was able to feel more . you really have lost your mind . lifting my chin , i squeezed past his outstretched legs , brushing against his thigh as i passed . buttoning her coat against what was becoming a blustery night , she climbed out . the sound of his voice makes me grin , but i quickly make my lips fall into a straight line before i turn to look at him . 