she 'd been instructed to bring clothes suited for intense outdoor activities , plus one casual but dressy outfit for this first dinner . no , not if she did n't stop to check or feel a draft . now she needed to go do her set , work the crowd , and try to at least pretend she wanted to be here . not uncommon between siblings , he pointed out . i stared at my phone in his hand because i was relatively certain if i looked in his eyes , i 'd scream in his face . 