just that i cannot make her miserable to have her a few more weeks with me. it would be so unfair to her. and at the end of the journey, it’s all that matters. a very wise friend told me some time ago “dogs are not afraid of death.” today is a no man’s land since i don’t know what tomorrow will be made of. i just know one thing: my girl is going to leave after having a very good day because that’s what she deserves, and i will not cry because i just don’t want her to worry about me. it breaks my heart. for a year and 