may i have a few more for my boy ? all kids wanted heroes for dads . he turns away from me and starts walking toward the trees , like he 's going to disappear into the forest and leave me alone . i was outside the west signal park signal offices . it was about time , he says . i relay all this to deck , and we both know it 's hopeless . i was n't sure that was good either . i could hear someone yelling for help somewhere below . she had other pressing matters at hand . 