then he sat there , not even knowing what state she went to . he felt as if he were breathing through a sponge . it 's not like we were together for years . her family in her dream was well and happy . i stroked her hair around my fingers . he was saved at the last instant when the knight snatched him aside , yanking on his chain so hard it made him reel and stumble . jake was the one who knew everything . she had to accept she was never going to have answers to those questions . 