to hear him tell it , he almost punched out jerry before even asking a question . the rest of the crew wasnt so lucky , of course . he looked startled at the idea . it was but a single tear that found it 's way out of my eye and down my cheek . i tugged with just enough force to cause his eyes to open wide . it was going to be a big week for both of them . and why do n't you ever use her name ? '' god help me , i fucking loved her . 