this article is published on the lighting category. so anyway, we're doing a tour. in this way, the schedule is a bit of an over-estimate. they all sing their tales to me. i’m not quite sure what about the story i tell myself or the story i’m being told stirs me up, but i want to poke holes in arguments suggesting it’s all our fault and we know it beyond a shadow of a doubt. when we worked on the 4 projects she would narrow down my choices and i would make the final decision. 