i was also provided with all the to-do lists once stella had chosen someone to marry . `` never say anything about my sex life ever again ! '' i considered you weak , and treated you so . unfortunately , that included having you marry first , no matter how ridiculous it sounds . '' she was n't sure quite how to respond . `` you ran to the rescue , '' she murmured . *** my body 's tired as i flop onto my back on the bed . i rolled the spit over vertically and looked down . 