he was half off his head with pain , and thoroughly drunk by now , but not quite so drunk as to overlook this . he did seem rather unhappy the day that he died . we do n't talk about anything heavy or ugly or deep . it got to within sword range and stopped . the candles float through my dreams the darkness lasted through the week . this meant fish , mollusks , crab , oysters or maybe the odd eel or ray . `` born and raised human until you switched sides . '' 