`` so did you always want to be a model ? '' `` why do n't we just order from our phone ? '' shed like nothing more than to feel the fabric between her fingers . `` of course she is , '' i said quickly . and that if you change your mind , even if it 's the last minute , it 's fine . he 's the one who led my dad and his friends . '' then his arms closed tight and he kissed me . 