she could make fun of his age all she wanted , but that would n't change how physically attractive he was . it wasnt exactly the best of starts . some of them had boarded up windows , and some were completely empty . at least he was n't making a big deal of catching us like this , as any other mys would . in that moment , i felt vaguely ashamed of every guard present . his neck is bruised and burned , but he 's breathing . 