and so she is behind the wheel alone for the first time in her life . `` he is n't coming looking for you . the letter was wrong about me . it killed everything , even the minor germs that caused the common cold . she finally pulled back , her cheeks flushed and her eyes sparkling . but none of them would be for long . i have n't felt this lame around a woman since i was last around her and at least i had the excuse of been a teenager back then . 