i did n't want my banging head to turn into a spinning stomach . yet even as she said the words , she was n't sure she would be able to keep that promise . just when i thought i could n't take any more and i considered actually killing him with my legs , his tongue found my sweet spot . eric looked as thoughtful as bill . now they were both trapped , nick thought . she stopped behind him and lifted the sword over his head like she was going to cut him in half . 