the younger cane quickly controlled himself and rose . as planner finished his meal , he said . they could n't keep me locked down forever . he 'd take her , and if she wanted him to ? the yells died out behind them . i was so tired , i could barely get the words out . she shrugged and reached for the fly of his jeans with her other hand . the infant had been placed with these good people to nurse : they were better off then . 