as it is , i ca n't , so i do n't . `` you will return to star cove with us . he came back to where she sat . he had at least expected to die with a warm coat to his name . * she kills a man in the dark and stink of an alley . did you ever think of that , nat ? and there was also that part of me that did n't want to back away , that wanted to see what he was going to do next . 