i did , but at first it was more their smell . i used to frighten the family quite a lot as i would draw someone - always with a small angel floating beside them . the pain was fading and as it went , it pulled him with it . i must have been completely out of it to agree to let her drive my car . `` i want to be your first , '' he groaned . the gray around his temples was new but only added to his good looks . 