hi dad , luna mumbled , staring down her black sneakers . he nodded and let go of her face . i have never gotten used to it . 'pretend i 'm him , ' he says , and i freeze . i did not think he would actually attack . '' most of that love was hers , but some of it was my own to keep . 'how long will you be gone ? ' we wont have to unless they know were here . 