he 'd wanted to be ; he 'd wanted to forget her as soon as he walked away from her . do you want to go back to denver ? at the very least , it 's more realistic . you just hate me , thats all . they did n't allow anyone but vampires into the gang , but if she got accepted , and he could prove his worth to them , he would be brought in as an `` extra . '' twenty minutes ought to do it ! 