everything spun around me , but i saw his face twist in terror as he was led away . i asked as i tried to hold back the tears . he wondered whether he could make the fire above him large enough to cook the meat faster without burning anything else in the process . under the fluorescent lights she could see how tired he looked . i looked up at him through my lashes on each upward movement . her eyes , even in the darkness , seemed huge . but now , she knew that had been all wrong . 