also says we have to make a choice. "either we will go through life as bitter servants, or we will make him famous with our love. i want him to be famous." i do too. right now, if i'm honest though, i'm pretty darn bitter. time...in time.
to hurt so deeply is a sign that we live in a fallen world, not that we serve a small god.
to love him in spite of our pain is a gift he freely gives to those who will accept it.
daily i must remind myself that he is not threatened by my doubt nearly as much as he is glorified by my faith. we are 