the force of the blow did for him what he 'd been unable to do himself , pitching him into the river . the sorceress blinked her eyes at them , then shrieked with fury , letting loose her power . `` i do n't want to be like him . '' he kissed me and watched the door close before leaving . you do n't have to be sneaky to get around eldest . do you know when someone 's going to die ? '' i ca n't look at him , even though i want to . 