my hands on his chest , i open my eyes wide . in fact , he looked better than he had before he 'd gone in . i stuck out my arm and pointed my finger at him , not quite knowing yet what i expected to accomplish . `` that 's where she was , '' he is saying . to me it looks not too bad for you . his lips were moving but i could n't hear anything he was saying . letting you have your way , though ... that was extremely challenging for me . '' 