he felt off balance , a stranger in a world that did n't work by quite the same rules he 'd thought it did . for once in my life i 'm going to have to go strictly by the book . `` i 'm pretty sure he would n't have approved . '' somewhere nearby , people were shouting at each other . jam donuts are my most favorite thing in the whole wide world . at least i had no trouble with traffic jams . just running his fingers along her back felt good . 