yeah , just had a really bad nightmare , i replied and placed my head in my hands , trying to get the freaking picture out of it . `` of the sexy variety , of course . '' it did not , and he could not go back to sleep , and soon he found himself staring at the thing . that 's why i had to help you , even though i thought i 'd mess it up . '' i needed this , he said with a smile . he realized he should not have even said that much . 