`` do you not believe in curtains ? '' i press my nails into the dirt . well , in any case , lets get the heck out of here . why she was nervous anyway , he had no idea . `` you have to do it yourself . '' the response she got was a dramatic sigh . i saw her yesterday , and she spent half the conversation trying to get me to talk about the next game , about how i felt about finally being able to play again . did you say anything back to him ? 