she stood next to me holding my hand . now i 'd give anything to hear him say it just one more time . it was n't up to me to reveal the secret of the will and the word to him . so were the other priests who were with him . those decisions are ten times above my pay grade . she shivered as his tongue ran a path to the hollow of her shoulder . we followed the girls up the wooden stairs to the big , white two-story house . oh , all of you shut the hell up . 