then he sniffed the air and walked around the table until he stood next to her and said gently , `` let me see your hands . '' but that 's some improvement over not being noticed at all , is n't it ? '' i will do whatever to pay back for my fault . there are still two police cars parked in front of the house . but i put it aside because you needed me to . '' he was sent here to kill me ? `` why does this always happen to us ? '' 