and he advises all white men to run in terror and shame from this land . '' `` it has the last eight times we used it , '' she said . without thinking , he pulled into the lot and parked the car behind her truck , effectively hemming her in . had she seen me enter the building , or walk through the room in search of the perfect table ? she had n't let it out of her sight for a moment . she was going to blame him ; there was no denying that now . 