`` trust me , i would rather stay here with you , but i need to see what the queen needs . it was as if she had been waiting for this man and this kiss all her life . i would be stealing my own life . i said it for him , since he seemed to be having a hard time . drake sighed , his recent conversation now sinking in . he throws his arms around me , and after a second i remember i 'm supposed to cry-and once i start , it 's impossible to stop . 