`` i started screaming like the holy spirit had come down upon me . '' he had loved that picture the moment he saw it it had probably been news to dale that he could find such satisfaction in a painting . if i can not , i will take her myself . you had all the information you needed . although it was stupid , he let that irritate him . what does that mean and what access does that give you ? '' i stirred in the morning , when i felt the sun 's first rays warming my skin . 