he pulled out a knife , and dads words rolled through me . needed someone to help him make sense of what he 'd done , and what he could do . something he could control easier and something he could be good at . my paws had no intention of wandering anywhere else . because that 's what would happen in japan ? '' now , angel was offering to help me move out of the house . yes , well , just in case he happens to contact you for any reason , youre not to say a word to him . 