i turned it on and washed myself off as best as i could . `` the words were a comfort to her , especially on the nights she could n't sleep . '' `` you never signed those papers , josie . the few who live that long . if he didnt volunteer more he would not say more . one item they would find is a map . it 's not entirely to do with you - and i want to talk to her privately . `` i know , baby , '' he says into my hair . 