i took another breath , swallowed hard , and nodded . he stood aside as a guy in a waiter 's uniform pushed a trolley of food into the room . `` we will find all that we need there . he knew he had to flee . there were three shots left ; not much , but better than nothing . it was a bad habit , but running her fingers through her hair , or holding her chin , made her feel like she was getting the brain juice flowing . 