although she did n't know him beyond the pages of his book , she could n't help wonder about a man who would turn his back on his mother . `` if you did cure it , i 'd be a pile of dust . '' `` so then why are you now ? '' im sure they wont mind if we spend one last night here . it was part of the demon blood that flowed through his body . the most uncomfortable thing was throwing up in a public bathroom . my body already has too many scars . 