`` she does n't want you here , but here you are . it 's better here than it was in them woods . he nodded his head at her in the guy greeting way . `` crap on toast , where 's the guards ? '' then he saw the donkey 's rope move . `` she called out for me once . the last time we 'd gotten as far as we had now , had been before our horrible break up . he stares off into empty space , lost in thought . 