not when she 's finally starting to feel comfortable with herself . '' `` we have made a decision no vampires before us have made . i tried to read their expressions but they were giving nothing away . it was as if he were afraid that he might break the small cheerleader . `` you ca n't be everywhere at once . i peeked around the hallway then lowered my voice . jeff could have come along a few minutes later . except this time she had n't asked . we decided to knock on apartment a . 