am working so hard towards a goal, but i don’t know what that goal is. i always have a goal. but today, i don’t have eyes locked on a path. i have no idea what the future holds or what i even want it to hold. that’s a brand new place for me. while we never are really in control i have always felt a sense of direction. i suspect this is right where god wants me. to just move one day at a time and let him do the rest. so i am doing my best to put one foot in front of the other and have faith there 