we listened for the phone ringing for the last time before we spoke again . never did find out what the hell happened when the bounty hunter went out there . i shiver ; it 's colder here than anywhere else on the ship . `` i never want to be with him . '' you see a reflection in the glass . i kept praying that i wouldnt miss too many notes or forget too many lines . his body relaxed and eventually , the sensation balled up again in his stomach and faded away . 