his blue eyes shifted back to mine and his entire demeanor seemed more focused than i 'd seen in awhile . again , my social skills took a moment to kick in . i do n't even ask why he keeps rinsing it ; i just let him rinse it as many times as he needs to . i look at the screen and see the message , message not sent . i even feel a little sorry for it . i know youre brave , and strong , and youd do anything for the ones you love . 