i do believe if i am going to even be able to get on a horse tomorrow i should retire . i have to take three pictures to get one that 's clear enough . we have a connection and i will do everything in my power to keep you . his hands gripped my head as i opened my throat to take him deeper . he was just here , after all . '' `` that 's because you told me you enjoy riding . '' on the other hand , he knew her ability to function came at a price . 