in the past few months , though , she felt as lonely with him as without him . `` here 's a coffee and a cheese and onion pastry . he looked at her , not believing her words . alright fine dont have any but honestly , if i got out over an hour ago i just as easily could have killed you while you were sleeping , if i wanted to that is . when i got to the room where the monkey had been resting , it was empty . `` it probably wo n't be for long . '' 