stop remembering the man who loves you ? the smells in the hallway had n't changed in the least . i just , i opened the door and went to strip the bed and there he was . his expression is tense , his jaw working as he reads the emotions in my features . all of a sudden it seemed like , just by being alive , you were destroying me , and the only way i could survive was by killing you . there is to be no more time for choosing . he pulls me closer , and i groan . 