my parents are dead and i should only be thinking about justice for them , yet i ca n't stop thinking about how luke made me feel . i shrugged my shoulders and then nodded to make her continue . he turned the handle on the miniature detonator . so needless to say , my mood changes were more frequent than i would have liked . i call her from my smart phone . that should n't have caused her heart to pick up speed , but it did . i lock my jaw as my chin lifts up , to stop from screaming . 