i get m private room he turns towards the chamber rooms . `` you sure you do n't want to grab dinner first ? '' and even though i was normally comfortable on my side , i suddenly wanted to lie on my back , but i did n't want to move , because i should just go to sleep . he was too afraid to talk to anyone anyways . its a pager , just a message device , he told him . there was another round of applause , but rather than feel grateful , his words stung like venom . 