she would not be apt to tremble at the thought of wearing a bathing suit on a public beach ten years from now , no matter how the gods decided to dispose of the rest of her case . it might even be worse than before . but then you expect your wives , sons , and daughters to be good soldiers and meet you in the bush with fresh supplies so you can continue your war . i leaned against a wall and rubbed my forehead softly , trying to hide that something was happening . 