`` difference is , when you get pushed out , someone does it with a bullet to the back of your ear . '' over the past few weeks , he 'd tossed bale after bale of hay to hungry cattle . however , soap seemed too frightened to take advantage of the situation . she blinked , struggling to concentrate on his words . she loved him , just as he was . get yourselves in front of those tvs . he wrapped his arms around her , pulling her back into the shadows with him . 