so while i probably want to beat the crap out of you most of the time , i really do n't think you 're a bad guy . i 'd mentioned having kids with him instead of the fictional kids with my fictional husband . `` meanwhile , we shall have dry runs . finally she worked up the courage to ask one of the gate guards if he 'd gone . `` do n't you have better things to do than follow me around ? '' q guided me forward , leading me through the dark . 