shame on you for talking about your grandmother that way ! '' he did it again , pulling against my body for leverage . this was such a clear insult , i smiled . some giant art book machine ... thing . that 's why i 'm carrying it around with me on this piece of string . i wrote something , thought you might like to read it . i wasnt sure if i had done the right thing ; either way , my parents were gon na kill me . at first , it was just that . 