i stare out at the sea of grass and the students surrounding the stage where we sit . i ca n't be with him , not when he affects me like this . all are from the same number . a demon could take on the appearance of what it thinks you will respond positively to . that was all you had to worry about . no lights shone , save a few bars of red that i recognized as distant exit signs . he found himself fascinated by the shape of her mouth and the laughter in her eyes when she smiled . 