`` what the hell does this have to do with anything ? '' sam made a sound , a cross between a groan and a roar , and then yelled my name . her whole body is shaking and her breath is coming in short little puffs . he does n't say it , but i can see in his expression that he thought he was doing me a favor , too . and : all of you at once . the 15 day shake down cruise would last 118 days , but we 'd get back alive . 