5. there shall be a total of seven new trees planted on the property. i want to have the privilege to write like all of you do, like i thought i did, but i’m not one of you and so i don’t.” and i was too afraid to tell my family. this is pretty common in our fields, but we discuss a few factors that could make it worse and how you can get over the hump. could it be ideal for the actual severe game player? i get ideas from books i read and from shows and movies i watch. 