heres a brief on the program and the budget approved before you took over . he closed the door of the shed . he has expensive tastes and he looks the part , dresses the part . `` you have no idea what you 're up against , '' caroline said , and for a second-a single second-she sounded almost sad . i cut across the road , started my car , then drove back and followed her directions . she dreams about the boy , it makes her head hurt . she had no weapon ; she had nothing . 