i could see their plan and i knew that i must stop them . i had some fear for how his ideas might be used . now is the time for healing . '' my heart suddenly feels like it might explode . i expect you to answer for what your family has done ! thirty-five minutes had passed since he had fled the hospital cellar . i tapped my pen , taking out my frustration on an inanimate object . whered you come by these guns ? she got up and walked over to him and sat down on the bed . 