i 'm sorry if these letters have caught you both by surprise . `` i was once in the body of a blind girl , '' i tell her . that decision had not been well received . he flicked on the bedroom lights and retrieved the requested items from his desk beside the dresser . emmas cries were drilling a hole in his skull . the sheriff asked a little louder , so others could hear . it seems that when i was walking around the dog that belonged to this door had seen me as too much of a threat . 