`` come on , you have to be on the other end of the camera now . my mind 's always racing , and i 'm always saying what 's on it . `` what can i say ; i was pretty broken . i tried to blank my mind , feeling positive that something was going to happen . he 'd drop me off at my front door and haul ass out of my neighborhood if he knew what was good for him . the motion basically scooped some of the flames toward her . 