and anyway even in a best case scenario he doesnt see how hed possibly be able to stab the guy to death with horrible leverage and a pencil , then kick out the windows or whatever and escape . he used quote marks around `` accident . '' you just do n't take the time to make the most of it . looking at her with all the love she could have dreamed of , but he still had n't said the words she needed to hear so badly . staring at brians covers , i realize he can not be under them . 