the guards all looked the other way , the set expressions on their faces telling her they 'd seen it all before . didnt you say hed never been to town ? a door opened and bear stumbled out of the little vehicle . he sounds so calm , like i 'm the one being unreasonable . no , it 's not silly at all . '' i did n't want to have to do this , holly . '' `` the harm lies in the fact that you might wind up fooling yourself and me as well . '' 