as he leaned his head back , he did n't know what he was going to do . he wasnt sure how just yet . they would find some of bond 's bullets and soon guess that it was his work ... i realized the scrawny little brother that i 'd always picked on my whole life had something i did n't have -- a club of peers that he related to and who looked up to him as if he were a king . your face was the one i saw . the person whispered in his ear . 