`` no , she says you will be . '' i could n't , since my throat closed up completely and speech just was n't possible . he leaned over to get a better look at the door . he probably wished he were with them , with people who knew what fork to use , exactly what to wear for every occasion , and how to make small talk . you keep talking despite guys obvious lack of interest . then , as he continues to turn , it comes all the way back to full . 