fucking her now would prove nothing but it would make him feel damn good-until he remembered that they had no trust left between them . 2 `` he 's too much of a problem now . josie always thought of his gaze as a level playing field . sorry , but dad 's death changes everything . '' i almost never think about people that way , about girls that way . the approaching vehicle was slowing down . the neighborhood was quiet , but for the muffled , heartbeat-like sound of a basketball thumping in someone 's driveway . 