i see now just where it is you get your business sense . ariel looked shocked at what he had just seen . beads of perspiration shone on his bald cranium and the armpits of his pink dress shirt were once again soaked in sweat . this beautiful man made her feel things shed never thought were possible . my dearest lucas , forgive my long delay in writing , but i have been simply overwhelmed with work . i liked the new me , but i was not going to tell him that . 