was angry. i sat down one day and thought, "if i don't eat, this woman will actually save money from not feeding me. if i have to show her that i'm angry and 'punish' her for making me upset, then it would cost her and she'd lose, right?" that was how i started eating all the food i could find. even the one i could not finish, i would carry it to my room and keep till i could eat it or throw it away. at least, if it's in the bin, nobody will eat, right? in my head i thought i was doing her bad, until i remembered that 