`` i just wish it did n't have to be her . '' she exclaimed , making me sit up a bit . `` that 's probably why you can fly . gives you this weird , rubbery feeling . if the first had been heaven , this one would definitely be hell . the laughter left her as she looked at me . this picture needs to be in color . it looks nothing like it did before . `` no , not really , it 's ... '' i looked at the three of them . 