he is definitely different from my previous lovers . wes had explained them-or most of them , anyway . wolves who clearly had n't wanted her to know them . her shoes were gone , her lovely satin dress in bloody rags , bruises already fading on her bare arms and legs . not finished , he wanted it all , so continued his torture . the disbelief in it all overwhelmed him . i didnt know it yet , but he was going to do me a favor . josh walked around with her for a few seconds while i changed will . 