mary had both tears of joy and a little sadness . bob , unable to contain his excitement , said he was coming over with the contract for her to sign as dug-e 's representing agent . his thoughts were dark and full of pain . `` no cassie , there is more to it than just blood and sex . as the kids say , that 's how i roll . those hazel eyes bore into my soul , and i knew that being filled like this was going to drive me over the edge soon . 