you had to be damn well committed to play a box guitar when you were eleven . she knew what the feeling really was : panic . `` yeah , he 's supposed to be here already . this is reason , and it 's making me crazy that no one is listening . he came up and nudged my side . `` was he surprised to see you ? '' i used a local lawyer for the simple sale of a couple lots but this is getting complicated . god , how much did i miss those simple days ? 