he leans toward me , rests his head on my shoulder as he digs a cigarette out of his hip pocket . not one day went by after that when i was n't afraid . you need to be able to trust the woman you 're with . '' she took a couple of steps in that direction , but then stopped . `` we sure picked a pair , did n't we ? '' after setting the security system , i did what i had been wanting to do for hours . i should have felt something here-worried ? 