just in front of it was a beautiful silvery moon at least three quarters as big as it was . walking up the stairs , devil went in the direction of where the girl said they should go . i believe it has been at that '' . i pull the spoon out of my mouth . `` shall we sit down to eat ? one , two , three small breaths out nice and slow . physically ill. because she did n't deserve it . he had n't allowed her to quit . he leaned against the side of the door . 