`` i 'm going to move , baby , '' he breathes after a moment , his voice tight . you know how i feel about that woman . '' it was a feeling as if i could not get what i wanted , i would lose my control . 'i will have to think on this more , ' my father said . oh , yes , of course , we have . and jordan , youre going to ride on poppas back for a while . she scrambled quickly to retrieve her bag . it matters to me , she said quietly . 