thomas wondered how long the electricity would hold up before it stopped , like everything else eventually would . he jerked against me suddenly , grinding me against him . `` what was the real reason you told me about the dream ? '' this was a place to relax , unwind and be surrounded by nature in all its immense beauty . i would bargain with god or the gods to take me instead . i slump from the chair to the floor . he looked surprised , then adjusted his tie . 