well , i dont want to be caught spying on them . panicked , he twisted in the circle , not knowing how to escape it . my curiosity got the best of me , and i edged forward to get a better view . said carl , leaning over the desk . he should hate himself for taking this step with her , knowing there was no future in it . before anyone really had a chance to do as they had been ordered there was an explosion in the engine room . 