that was when i met hunter for the first time . i filled it in above my work shift . i was going to marry one off , anyway . but i understood even then why you needed to say them . as he swam over the deep areas he felt sick , imagining the little boy down there , imagining all the horrible things that could happen to a child down here . it 's in your best interest to give me some space . sometimes it hits me just how much i look like him . 