and what exactly did i intend on doing when i got in there ? *** sunlight is spilling over my face as i wake and look about the room . `` no , you had your chance to talk . then , looking at me with open eyes , as of one waked from sleep , he said simply , 'i can not ! `` if you give us some space and privacy , i promise to answer some of your questions . his mind flashed back to the day of the funeral . beth made her way to the refreshments table . 