the reporters waited for him to add more , but i knew he would n't . `` not enough to not want you . '' `` you 're the only girl i want . he tightened his fingers on the flesh of her ass . `` i was trying to get you to take my clothes off faster . '' it was as if the question sent up a red flag or stirred up some forgotten memory . and the only thing more powerful than that connection ... was what it was like to get shut out from it . 