i got kicked off the tour and did n't want you guys to know because i do n't want any of you to think less of me than you already do . '' howards not going to wait until three oclock . and with that , he once more raised his deadly sword . her participation in our rescue had nothing to do with any feelings she might have previously had for me . he did a double take , then moved closer himself , turning in a circle , his gaze sweeping from panel to panel , as if he were speed-reading . 