i had just cleared my throat to ask my first question when he stopped by the window and suddenly bent lower over the sill , staring at a point in the traffic below . or simply tell him i loved him , i had since the moment i set eyes on him and i never stopped . i lowered my eyes , feeling all the more idiotic . chapter 54 the right arm gave them a newer van . inside , on a piece of white paper ripped into one simple square , just three words : do you remember ? 