i replied that i was as well and we settled in to see if anyone else joined the party early . i really could not bring myself to care . youre not actually supposed to say that . then , with a deep breath , he too sank to his seat , folding his arms . he leaned his head back against the seat , closing his eyes . `` the boy lost both his parents . marsh bellowed , red in the face . i shook my head , looking around , hoping to see chase appear . 