nothing you say could shock me , trust me . of course you can , dizzy replied . everything changed for him then , and not for the better . i did n't go earlier this week either . '' it was on ; it was off . i missed her so much i could barely stand it . the guys on the team were having a f**king field day with that ; they kept asking when i was going to get my balls back . hell , i 'm sure he 's just waiting to hear from you . '' 