when you change and try not to kill , its like trying to walk across a field without stepping on any bugs . something was wrong , she was sure of it . something was seriously wrong with this situation , and the thought that she might be going hungry made him crazy . nobody around here will buy it . he blinked in the light and shivered in the cold . he smiled briefly , his eyes traveling over her . a list of all the things i did n't know about him . 