happens in its own time, honey”. it was annoying to think about, but from here i can see how true it is.
the problem with the statement is that we have no idea how close to our journey’s dawn we are at any given moment. in the first couple of years we tried to get pregnant, i thought i was a month away every month. i figured one month must equal one hour ticking by on my journey’s clock.
so maybe each hour that ticked by was a year, but i had no way of knowing that back then. it was dark all those years, and it got darker as time went 