she twisted just a little , peering up at him through heavy-lidded eyes . i suppose the back door would have been more appropriate to go `` out back '' but as small as the police station is any door is close to `` out back '' really . so , river was forced to ride at a much slower pace . she caught her breath before continuing . just stay calm and tough it out . '' it doesnt have to go any further than that because that relationship is special as it is . i will sacrifice myself to free my people . 