well have to search the rest of the house just to make sure no ones hurt . his voice was so serious , his eyes so intense . i think the real question is , what are you doing here ? he shook his head up and down very deliberately . `` maybe i should n't go , '' he said in a thick voice , pulling me against him more tightly . there it was , the gods telling me that this was not meant to be . she only wanted to look at it . 