could not handle finding out one of them tested positive right now, so for now, we are not testing. maybe someday, when medium’s diabetes is like second nature to us, i will feel strong enough to hear the news, whichever way it goes. but now is not that day.
so in a way, i worry less about medium. his cards are on the table. we know what he has and we are dealing with it. with the other two it is like a riddle that i have to solve. will they get it? if so, when? can we prevent it? will we be ready for it? will we catch it early 