every time you check that thing its like flashing a beacon . plus , it was kind of hot knowing he wanted to take care of her . she must have seemed like a flaky little damsel , hanging off the edge until someone came to save her . she puts her thumb in her mouth , and poppy immediately takes it out . `` that he was damaged beyond repair . for most of my life , i 'd close my eyes and see my mother . '' chapter twelve `` why did you try to lift it ? '' 