stopping at the nurses ' station on the fifth floor , she placed her identification on the counter . i mean how many directors can actually walk around the middle of a city without any protection . if you stop using them , you will be a shadow of the man you once were , and this woman will leave you for a new dick-pill-taking liar . somehow things had to work out-if she just stayed calm and played her part . he knew , he absolutely knew , he wasnt going to get hit . 