whenever i was close to coming to you and making a fool of myself , i 'd flip through those pages to remind myself that you did n't feel the same way about me . the second to last picture was the only one that caught my attention . `` did you know any of this ? '' my sister wore hers often ; i lost mine in a ladies room at college . at least , that 's how it seemed . '' im sorry , i dont believe i caught your name . she always teased him about it . 