the woman could hardly keep a straight face . he hesitated and looked to the floor . ) , at least a half hour before that . as our relationship went on , he started to pull back , and that only made me more desperate to please him . `` so , this does n't have anything to do with the fact that your dad 's been spending the night here ? '' the baby jesus is off limits . she could n't imagine how she had gotten through her life without him . thats where frank had to go , too . 