you would think that after years of hearing about “waking up” and the experience of being “awake,” that upon it happening i would have tons to say about it. and yet, i am saying that the most remarkable feature so far is that i have really nothing to say.
i know that there was an experience that took place during my conversation with fred. i felt it mostly as an emotional release. i went into the awakening session with the intention to trust the experience of whatever happened, no matter how it looked. and i can say, in the same way there is a sense of being, there is a sense 