it was awkward because the proposition was awkward ... or maybe because i was awkward . make sure there 's no other trouble . '' what do you recommend we do ? my nanny told me about them . social talk was definitely uphill work for me . the men around them shifted again . she did see us off , waving to me as we pulled away . she said things were getting too complicated and she left . '' the weight seemed to fly from his shoulders with each mile left behind him . 