the last month had been like a f**king dream i somehow had been given the chance to live . my ears stick out farther than i thought , my eyebrows look misplaced , and my eyes suddenly seem to sit much farther apart . she was staring straight ahead , and we all turned to see josh standing in the doorway smiling at heather . there was a humming coming from inside both of them . st. louis is hot , but vegas is hotter . he stood and handed her the can . 