`` checking out what the ocean has to offer by means of beauty . '' `` besides , i do n't want to be angry . i dont see one like you every day , king cutter said . i had no idea what she 'd do if the stick turned blue . the smell , and sound of sizzling flesh , reached me moments before i passed out . nothing about today had gone well , and he just wanted it to be over . `` and you do n't know the nature of this work ? '' 