do you intend to spend your entire life locked up ? the aliens wanted to push the minds of humans forward , to challenge the brain . it was , however , easier said than done . `` there is no good and evil , only black and white . he was holding my stomach with his face close enough that his nose was touching my belly button . not being able to see for myself that she 's okay is driving me insane . yes , i could feel , but could see very little . 