the month. thanks spotty, for picking such a fine time to dump me!
walking home that morning, i felt it! having just been dumped and losing my job the same day, surely there is no god! if he were there, why would he put someone like me through all that? what was left for me to do? i was more depressed for having lost my job and the way that it happened than the break up but that just added fuel to the fire. i was mad at god for letting it all happen. that shook my belief in him. what was i going to do in salt lake city? i 