as she washed her face and brushed her hair , she took a good look in the mirror . but first , i have some unfinished business . she did n't mind the weight of him over her body . `` honey , you do n't need to be sorry . she had changed much in the past few months . my heart was beating fast and hard now , the echo of it pounding in my ears . weve been through far too much for me to leave you . 