to his immense relief she was dressed in a tee shirt and jeans , had no figure to speak of and actually looked as if she had just left school . they stood quietly for a while , neither wanting to break the silence . if he had just been some guy , i would have forgotten about him . i need him to talk to me . `` lee took me to her grave . '' he shut his eyes against the pain . you had to be , or you 'd go mad . 