it had been clear in their expressions they all thought the same thing . `` actual y , your father wanted me to give this to you . `` it was n't you , or anything to do with you , i assure you , '' i muttered . she knew who they were from and she wanted to savor the moment . to listen to your message , please press one . she looked about seven and was holding a toy rabbit . a quick stab of panic shot through me . 