not only was she my twin , so i feel a loss because of that , but she also died saving me . i can do things for her , make her life better and happier , without her ever having to know . `` and this is why you were sent here ? the end of the enclosure farthest from the building was secured with a heavy steel , rolling , automatic gate . lo and tiny looked at each other , and then burst into laughter . way too much and so has my body , evidently . 