his selfish desire for the love of the sweet pia would have to come second to the boy 's life . the door clicks shut and i hold a finger to his lips . but the thing is , there may be no answer . '' after another glare , he turned his back on me . i take it out and shove the bag back . he was growing to like this reaction . 'you always get drunk and let me down and sing it . ' `` see , this time it is for you . '' 