she did n't want him to sense she was deliberately hiding things . i 'd let them drag me out of the house , and she 'd been lost in there . reason was madness , nothing on earth made sense ! do you think your quests could possibly work ? she finished pouring water for a seated family and ran over to the girls . they all reached for their pockets . i pause to wipe my eyes and blow my nose . `` i had friends who helped me out . did you ever see him take drugs ? 