but , honestly , how could i blame him ? no one ever thinks about that . no , you 're doing just fine . besides my big mass of muscle . '' she smiled sadly and ran her thumb along my jaw . you do n't - '' `` okay i get it , '' i broke in quietly . most males would , especially if the relationship was n't serious . there are ways in which things are just plain fucked up and were better off seeing it for what it is . 