`` i could turn on the light before you leave , '' i say . even though neither one of us has ever actually said that our trip will end in texas , or that things between us are going to change , it 's like both of us can feel it . `` that 's funny in ways , we are not teenagers or even twenty years olds and we 're talking about not being a couple . she asked , looking again toward the driveway for my car . she took in a deep breath and flashed out of the bathroom . 