her mind screamed ) knew there was no need for stealth now . as he closed the door behind him , he could hear her start to cry in the background . our faces inches apart , i asked , how do you relax your lips ? she picked one up but before picking up the other she patted her now slightly rounded tummy and whispered to herself : `` you 're going to go to the best college money can buy . i know he 's taking his brother 's death the hardest out of all of us . 