but dont you think it would be wise to wait until youre twenty-one ? he was a tough boy himself but he had walked around as a teenager ready and willing to believe her . i was motionless , caught , and , though my eyes were open , the entire world was slipping from me , not crashing down , but drowning out under this tide of death , but not an angry or violent death . why did you do this to him ? he growled deeply , `` he made you bleed . '' 