i sighed and forced my shoulders to relax . they just needed to flush them out and make them take a stand . she looked in my hand and then back at me as i approached the same woman that had helped me . spots formed in her vision , and the world went sideways . `` nope , '' he shook his head , grinning . `` more than killing me with lightning ? '' they never learnt to do anything for themselves . what the hell were you thinking coming into my room ? 