my partner had n't showed yet , so i had to go about things all alone . try nonexistent , you old walrus , he thought . other than that it 's normal school stuff for me . it was n't exactly the speech i 'd planned , but it was close enough . there better not ever be a next time , '' i growled , trying to block the image of emma falling shock faced to the ground . is there anything we can help you with ? 