`` fine , '' she muttered , relaxing her stance . `` i ca n't believe i 'm going to have chickens . '' she 'd go to the large bookshop on king street on the way home , alone . she 'd stayed too long , far longer than she had originally planned , but her car had died , and she had n't saved enough to move again yet . `` angel , when you 're looking at me like that , i 'm whatever you want me to be . '' 