i do n't quite understand why ... maybe i should weep more often in front of him . `` pray , do that again , '' she whispered as he paused once more . i wanted to scream it at them . he rolled down his window , too . i turned the wheel and stomped on the gas , picking jared up along the way . every newspaper in the city said they would never print such a silly story . it 's something , and i 'm not going to let you think you 're in this all by yourself . 