and he sat up and squeaked and went back to eating like 'yeah get over it ' . `` hell , it might be nice having you come home wanting to watch a movie instead of ready to drain me . '' by the fourteenth day , i had to start facing facts . we are now walking along the trail of saint james . she doesnt know the full story yet . if he always dwelt on the kids already lost then he could not celebrate the three kids that remained . 