but neither has she been the one responsible for others ' suffering . then when she finally got pregnant , tragedy hit . i 'm guessing , given the value , they wo n't give it up without a bit of a fight . when he toppled over , she jumped from the van and started running away from the vehicle . she trembled as she accepted it , not knowing how to feel about the fact that she 'd hesitated to reach for it . maybe its something that was accidentally left here . cloud nine was what you called it . 