her hand reached up to cover his heart . either way , jay wasnt going to go as easy on her as ben had , he was going to be like a pit bull with a new chew toy . he had discovered a long time ago that dark glasses were one more way of keeping a safe distance between himself and other people . the girl , fully awake , and still in control of her mouth said , `` i ... do n't know . she whispered , half afraid to find out more . 