he could have hit those marks ; he was just as good as any of them . how rude that she could forget about me in such a short time . the man had her jacket in his hands now she could feel it as he grabbed it . `` come by for dinner on your next down day . though i know he smells like a cat . '' `` how can i possibly be okay after tonight ? '' in the political sphere , not the public . staring up at the ceiling , i try not to think . 