`` same , '' i grin and let go of his hand . after several miles of driving and not being chased , i was able to relax and think . he was trying so hard to be strong , but inside he was shattered . so , instead of thinking all the time about escaping , think about helping other people ! i worry when you leave on your journeys , when i know that you are all alone in that house . you were asking about him earlier , remember ? 