you tow , what are you doing here ? the woman was an absolute nightmare . `` i should have thought to have you map our progress from the start today . on a ship sailing to adventures unknown . i turned and was out the door before they could respond . even back in high school , no one stepped up . maybe you just never knew what it was like to want something you could n't have before . '' then i pulled myself together , moved from the window , made coffee , did laundry , and cleaned my apartment . 