you noticed something , ace said , leaning over the railing and staring down into the crumpled darkness . the deeper they went , the tighter it seemed to get . fell madly in love with him right then and there . `` it 's fixed , '' he said , now running his fingers around the edges . he pointed at the stain with one neatly polished toe . but i could enjoy this with ben and worry about my future later . he 'd done what planning was possible . 