i was closing up , but theres always time for more coffee . he was always in sight , watching her , but that was all . we have no choice , we must treat this situation as if we were behind enemy lines . `` losing is not an option , which means it 's the day we win . '' please dont blame yourself if this journal is ever found and read . ) that was why so many people were gathering around . `` until a man of the church can be brought forth to marry the two of you . '' 