and if he had n't cheated on me , i would still be with him . he could have happily spent the entire day within her thoughts , but it was n't right . his hands squeezed my shoulders like a desperate need to keep me close . then i sit down in the nearby chair and slump against it . it looked like it could fill half a city block . `` should we start looking- '' the entire world shook with a sonic boom , strong enough to knock gray to one knee . keep them bundled in the hide . '' 