i want to teach you what it means to submit to a man , to trust him enough to place your body and your pleasure in his hands . i kept waiting on sawyer to step in . '' i want you to speak to whoever you have to and get an officer in front of his wifes hospital room door twenty-four seven until you hear otherwise . `` he was questioning her , to be sure . for the longest time , not a word , and my father was never short for words . chapter ninety-one fear of loss . 