`` never built anything or created anything . `` you should have stayed back there ! '' she might never have married him otherwise , never have taken a path she now knew had been so wrong . tims kiss , though , was more like what she imagined kissing should be . bending to his magazine , jay adds quietly , `` only the devil . '' if not this , then i 'd be walking the floors for hours , trying to get back to level ground . a quick tug and the belt gave way . 