starting fresh in a new city required money . `` do you think it would be stupid for me to have feelings for grant ? '' ed glanced up at the strangely shaped boulder . her face looked long and pale . `` so if that 's a bullet wound , who shot you ? '' he kept kissing her until he thought he 'd pass out , knowing even then it would never be enough . no , they did n't want to imagine how life would continue to go on ... without them . 