no one else had eyes that shade of bright blue . he glanced up and his face instantly cleared . `` oh god , that feels amazing , '' she cried . `` you really think that 's going to make a difference ? '' that 's what you and he argued about , is n't it ? `` if he did , it was all probably just part of his act . `` i 'd march right up to him and ask why he stopped writing to you ! '' 