the guy looked pretty shell-shocked . she looked down at her palms again ; somehow , the easy a pills had returned . the tree was just another decoration without life or feeling to it . `` we could play a game if you wish , '' lord loss says eagerly . see how feeble it is that has come among me . i spent all night on this , and i interrupted him . it happens to soldiers who are faced with making decisions that could cost lives . i still tremble when i think about him . 