all we have is right now and we both know it . only a desire not to cause grandmother more stress had restrained her . just stay on your side and well stay on ours . even a misty day would have its own charms , he supposed . i was trying to keep things light , but i could tell she was winding me up for something . `` no , but-i did n't know the plan until he 'd gotten me on the highway . how long could xavier fend off the millions ( if not billions ) of heartbroken ? 