`` you know those scenes where you move through a door and end up in the same room ? '' the first time i slapped her it felt good . so yes , i lied when i told her that it could n't be the way it had been any longer . it 's not like i did this deliberately . still , family should always come first . the spirits of the forest wanted us to know better our enemy . if she got close again , he did n't think he could stop her . 