so i had no choice , but to make the best of the situation . 'now spread your legs , ' he orders . the wind howled and the door smacked shut . i stepped inside the chest , turned to face the locked door and descended into the belly of the ship . the lighting was indirect , from a lone china lamp on the desk . he 'd been on her couch , in her office , and when he 'd started talking she 'd slipped into counselor mode . 