i suppose he wants you , '' he said , in an effort to be helpful . `` you 're going to punish me ? '' in fact , the budget for your department will technically be higher . `` i thought you had n't said yes yet ? '' `` i know , but i was just thinking , you might be right . it keeps getting louder by the minute . i feel his love burning through his blood and at that moment , part of me loves him back . `` it was through the foster program , right ? '' 