i slid a hand down her side , around her thigh , hooking her leg around my hip , and i rocked into her . i do n't want to give them any more cause to doubt me . '' at least you havent mentioned that she is . she had to concentrate on a plan of how best to destroy them all . `` maybe we did the wrong thing . to compete with someone who liked to win , to be on top , as much as she did . 