i ca n't be without you , you have to be here and okay or i wo n't be able to f**king function . '' i looked up to see the delivery guy standing in the doorway . and it was all for show . `` i thought it could be part of your new wardrobe . '' you look too he flushed , and his embarrassment surprised her . for willie the end had come when he had decided to give into , what he considered a false reality . yet you are as guilty as i . 