you said you knew the drinks of young people . `` personally , i like my blood right where it is , inside my body . '' `` but look at that open ground out there , and the moon 's shining like a spotlight . tonight the very , young mrs. must have stepped out for a bit of weeping from maybe another fight of you-dont-love-me-as-much-as-i-love-you . `` i do n't even know who i am now . i know of the monks and dont know why they react as they do . i dont even know what im looking for . 