that 's what they want to know . im not sure why you want to insist youre not her . where i was looking up at the face in the sky and the future was in my hands ? '' i took a sip of my drink and eyed her for a response . `` as careful as can be , '' martin said , not letting up on the neck work . `` probably , '' she agreed , finishing with his buttons and turning her attention to tugging his shirt out of his pants . i want to do what he says . 