yep , she 'd lost her mind and then found it reading some poetry . maybe joe-mike knew that if she called the number , hed at least know something was wrong and be able to funnel help to her through back channels . when i open my eyes again , it 's morning . what the f**k are you protecting yourself from ? '' anna , expecting the fall exactly when it happened , was able to keep her footing , while the surprised soldier crumpled to his knees . there were many nights like that in the past . 