the house had a library , so when she got bored , she read actual paper books . she stepped out then , her rifle up at her shoulder . `` my grandchild stayed strong for both of her parents . my body started to tremble and i knew i was close . they ran a check to see if the television had been turned on during the night , disturbing her sleep . famine had thought him serious before he left , but now he was even more serious . i thought to keep the money safe there but forgot it was there . 