i will handle this , if you would allow , as this is good training for me . the walls do n't answer , but my heart does . `` move slowly around to the other side of the bed . she had a look of shock on her face that i will never forget . whatever it meant for us , that would have to play itself out . i do n't know why i was agreeing to it . `` tell her to guard it well . '' you could never understand all he suffered for me . '' 