our fingers and nerves are numb to the bone, stiff and claw like. pests and insects are attracted to foods. a lecture delivered at the end of may by its editor-in-chief is worth reading to understand that. people sometimes tell me that they don’t think that gummy bears even have different flavors, which i think is ridiculous. i guess you can say i needed rest, but i think i needed the encouragement more. if you ever want any support or anybody to talk to then just give me a shout i would be more than happy! 