`` oh , hell , '' he said to me . hed already answered these questions several times . a brown cardboard box sealed closed with red packing tape lay across her folded legs . pulling the blankets to my chin , i try to disappear . `` i want to spend tonight with you , '' she said . `` how did you make the transition ? '' no ; two buildings , surrounded by a fallen rail fence . trying to rid it of ghosts . we healed in a nice perfect shade of pink . 