in that moment of truth , she must have realized she was on her own , no one else would help her when the chips were down . upon reaching the bottom , he kicked at the door that led outside . i ca n't help it if youre all so entertaining . '' they were here to pity her . no surprise to jane , as she had organized them . and make her final wish come true . `` i did n't mind being your pillow for the night . '' he throws the ball to me . 