then it had all started to go wrong . `` and you ca n't leave the dorm . hell , they tried to kill me . '' i could have access to a world , a life that shouldnt be mine to view . he has already sent me the money . she asked with a small shake of her head . did you bed the old shrew ? i 'm going to enjoy it this time . '' good grief , what was going on ? she 'd probably insist to herself they were just dreams-nothing more . 