`` what 'd you get on your searches ? '' do not look directly at me . staring into space , she worked up the courage to do what needed to be done . do n't run do n't run do n't run ... `` tell me , little one , all these years i could not find you . `` if you could have seen how excited she was during that pregnancy . `` do you think you should have ? '' `` i should n't have put you on the spot . he glanced down at her form . 