she crosses and pats at my arm . and no wishing to be brought back to life . excellent balance - did n't slide at all when he jumped , landed on his toes , the table barely moved . anything of pleasure would be mocking the life he had taken . 'may the blessings of heaven fall upon madame ! to convince him to free the monkey ? were moving in , vincent says as he notices my expression . `` i have n't been here long enough to know where to get a good cup of coffee . 