she was made of stronger stuff , and yet she could n't help but have a heavy heart as she pushed open the door . she sighed , sat silent for a long minute , then came back with an ice pack and an ace bandage . her mouth had been ahead of her brain . there 's a little pinch , but i welcome it because pete 's inside me again , and that 's right where i want him to be . because my sexy secret was gon na be that i have a nine-inch cock . '' 