`` ca n't blame me for being careful , can you ? he pressed his lips tight , then sighed heavily at the ground . `` i saw him on television one morning and thought he was interesting looking . i rather like the idea of something new and interesting happening if i let you live . maybe hes too lost in his own . my butt hurts and i wish i had n't volunteered for this , he felt tempted to say , but only said , negative . reasons he would n't put into words . 