`` i got a woman bleeding in my loft . i promise you that once its safe , we can be friends again . picture the entire trip before you invite it to come , she explains . she stared at him , unable to take it all in at first . if he was a sick man , maybe he didnt even realize he was sending the cards , or that they were . even though i was investigating him behind his back , that was where i drew the line , but it nearly killed me not to on the walk home . 