`` out , out , take it out , please ... . '' i gasped . i asked as we made another pass . `` i never even thought about taking it down , '' she said quietly , wondering why she had n't . yeah , he was the one who found the park when we first came here a few years ago . right , great , she says , no , really . `` what in the f**k are you doing here ? '' `` i do n't understand , '' i say , shaking my head . 