as the thought drifted through her mind , she remembered that kim had wanted to catch up with her after the carnival . beth went over to the window and pulled back the drapes . i knew who he was talking about . i 'm so sorry it was you this time . out of everything to ask and be concerned about , i went with the entirely ridiculous . it 'd be hard to defend you if you still were . '' also , he was very defensive when i asked him the questions i did . 