up may be about them too. i don't know. i feel bad sometimes afterward because i have such a full life i think how could you be feeling like you long for anything. it is a feeling of i want to go home. and then i don't know where home is or what it looks like. i feel guilty about this too because i have a really good life here.
thank you so much for sharing about this.
in love and light to you and a new connection i did not know could exist for me.
i don't know if you're still taking letters about this, but i just had to put my 