most papers went to press at ten or eleven at night . the next spell was to move through the air . both parts of ourselves have to work together , or the magic is too much . '' this explains why she 's staying by the door and does n't want to get too close to me . just how you going to do that ? looking at me like he knows something i do n't . i 'd played this game when i thought i was the only one getting hurt . 