he 's probably been writing the insulting notes on agency paper , with agency ink or at least using agency money to buy what he needed or wanted . '' `` is there a reason you decided to join us ? '' he hits me in the mouth . i leaned back against the window for support . still , he was a man in every sense of the word , and he 'd like nothing better than to take their relationship to a physical level . i ca n't find any words , so i simply nod my head . 