she wanted all of him , everything he had to give her . that one 's easy enough to figure . '' never mind the instant meals he 'd packed , he wanted one good meal . or whether we would be able to get access to their books . he was married to a woman he hated . tucker had always carried a two sided weapon . i lowered my head a few inches , but i did n't want to miss anything . carefully , he scooped out the the single drop of water he 'd followed into the vision . 