he smiled , a bit lopsided , and explained why he was there . `` then how pathetic am i that that 's all it took ? '' the last time i danced was at my cousin 's wedding ten years ago . being so close to him that his breath tickled my skin was too much . `` yet ... you are n't giving me a hard time over that either . '' thats why theyre so interested in you . that 's quite a pile of food you put away . '' what if what if it felt wrong ? 