i am terrified of dying but i’m also terrified of life and what more it will take from me. i don’t know which is more important to me, which i am more afraid of.
i’m not sure what the point of this post was, or if there was a point at all other than letting out some thoughts. i’m not sure how to fix this thought process or if it will ever go. will i ever stop being so afraid of both life and death, and start living my life the way i was supposed to? who knows? the one thing i do know is that i have a lot of 