she ground her teeth as fire spread over her forehead and face , and she made no sound . i mean , wow the way he looked at you . and now i would probably never know . and everyday i dread seeing the ghost of someone i love . she smelled the tobacco on his breath from the cigarettes he had been chain-smoking since he got here . she would always love him for that . as she watched him walk down the hall , she wondered what she was supposed to do now . 