what was there to say to something like that ? at that moment , she realized the dream was n't about her . and i made it , so you can stop feeling bad . '' i 'm going to stay there until i can find a place of my own . at the time the longest word i could think of was 'thoughts . ' seth stayed quiet because he always stayed quiet in such settings . she let her hands drift over his ni**les , pausing to savor the hard puckering against her skin . 