i was wrong , and i never knew it until now . and answer the phone , i want to tell you how much i love you . i just wanted to crawl in a hole and hide . i could feel the hair standing up on the nape of my neck . but is simply giving her the key-print to your apartment really the way to show it ? im going to make it , she thought , wishing the kids in front of her would move faster . buildings he had once climbed lay in ruins . 