she didnt recall ever seeing him really smile before that moment . the music spoke to you , and you understood it . '' `` i 'm what you want , '' i said directly to kyle . she puts her hand over her heart . so how are things with you ? i rubbed my finger over the silver band . if that same blow had come down with the name force on a person 's head , the skull would have exploded . `` what kind of happy drug are you on and where can i get some ? '' 