keep things together. it's after i curl up in bed and think about things that the tears come and i cry... i'm sad at these times.
i laid in bed last night... questioning the tears and the sadness... wondering how to get passed them all. usually i go for a walk/jog in the evening; i guess so that i can exhaust myself so i can sleep. i skipped my walk last night so that i would be rested enough to finally walk across the bridge this morning.
in doing this i ended up laying here with all these thoughts in my head.... ones that made me cry. i just don't understand how 