i was sick from all he had done . perhaps well be better off if we dont let money run our lives . i 'm sorry we did n't get to know each other better over the years . '' `` it was n't too bad , i think i got it because i did n't have any caffeine yesterday . ethans jaw dropped with that bomb of information . he blinked his eyes , stared again , and then quickly turned his gaze across the dome ... fifty yards away toward the mass of people celebrating in the press area . 