he moved again , pulling fully out of her , then smoothly back in . he paced around the room several times admiring the art and the view from the window but grew tired of it and returned to the chair to wait . they seemed to come from far away , fading in and out , and she wondered if she was losing her mind . he would n't have believed this was possible but the evidence was sitting in his lap . i didnt really want ice cream anyway , or cake . 