well , i 'm a slight fan , or i was when i was in high school , but no , that does n't mean i want a guy who is a vampire . '' she had learned to read before the river accident , but she had been so young . she didnt even seem scared or nervous . `` why did n't you tell them before ? '' where was help to be found ? he did n't need to care about being ridiculous , to care about the fear of getting hurt . 