as i stared into the darkness i listened to the night , trying to hear anything out of the ordinary , or anything familiar . the moment jeff placed him in my arms , something happened . and i probably just should and be done with it . possibly , but i dont see what she can do about it , its our house now . `` i 'd go with you , if i could , but they 'd only send me back , '' she said . there aint no way youre giving less than six a side next week . 