chris let the captain think about that as they walked to the front of the cove . `` good , 'cause you terrify the hell out of me . '' he makes me stronger and i 'm a better person all the way around . look , i 'd be lying if i said i did n't want to touch you , to hold you close to me , but i 'm not going to take advantage of you . old gus in one of the best there is . tears spring from her eyes as her face darkens a deep shade of crimson . 