the way joe had taken to him was another , her own jealous reaction to the growing relationship between joe and larry was a third . he was happier than ever he 'd thought to have that made . i let myself fall in a dive for a while before i allowed my arms and legs to spread out wide in a position that would allow my body to generate enough resistance against the wind to slow me down . he stared across the park to the street beyond . sixteen after running several blocks , i finally slowed down . 