it almost looks like a small flame as we follow him down . my hand ran through my short hair . but when he turned to go , i caught a glimpse of his face . i just want to make the right choice . `` that nothing 's getting a lot of attention . '' perhaps he wouldnt mind sitting outside ? he continued on around the house , pausing at each window , but there was no sign of martin . but it was plain many at the table knew what we were talking about and many did not . 