i could even apply for a job as a nurse in phoenix . `` i 'd love to know more about your farm . '' i know this is all so complicated right now . it 's the sweetest thing anyone has ever given me . they were too far away for him to make out faces , but he could see when they twisted to look back at the house . ) ; he could see wisdom in her answer . his hand ghosts down my leg and then draws my leg up . 