if she lived to be a hundred , she would never forget how it had felt to drive a stake into his back . also , you are due for shore-leave and this is a perfect opportunity for you to get out and do something different . '' `` i know , but she got laid off . a crazy part of her mind thought that sounded like a lovely idea . but then , not much had gone according to plan this weekend . i was beginning to see where foster was going with his words , and my shoulders fell . 