it also had scattered all over it tiny , bright red polka dots . `` yes , and , dad , the stories were incredible ! i was almost too angry for words . just to make sure they 're doing okay . '' `` you did n't say anything about a son . '' he hands me over a starbucks container as i sit up in bed . `` i want the ones who are responsible . `` i could have a different mother out there . i let him in so he could wait over here . '' 