he looks up the staircase , where i know there is a motionless body . `` i want to dance , '' he said , starting to move , `` like this . theyre all fucked up , but you know what poppy ? i was thinking that we needed to get season passes for the amusement park when we got home . '' from the ashes most people think you only live once , and when you die , thats the end of it . well , dont expect me to help you eat it , he said lightly . 