heck , maybe he would even meet a woman and start a family . `` yeah , he 's been acting just like ... '' he trailed off , looking away from me . `` she came to me , crying and begging . `` go back to eric 's office and hand him the bundle , '' she said . everything else is just my usual luck , but why the troll ? you do n't get to tell me what to do . deep down i knew it was real , but i tried believing otherwise , and sometimes almost did . 