okay , what about their clothes and toothbrushes hair ? i fear it will be this night . it should have hurt , she thought vaguely . well , that was what i was wondering too . he kissed her again and his tongue pushed into her mouth . instead i look up to the sky . look at him ; he must be a million years old . at the ripe old age of twenty-five , i had just chosen an entirely new career , moved across the country , and started my whole life over from scratch . 