you probably have never ever shot one ! '' this summer was going to be miserable , though . the sight before her was making her feel sick . `` i tried , but we got interrupted by a mastodon . instead of buying a gift she 'd dug through a box of old photos and found one of her grandmother when she was ten years younger , laughing and happy with her husband of over forty years . my blood ran cold , knowing all too well what he was thinking . 