i just did n't want to be alone , and i had nowhere else to go . though , i got ta admit they were pretty hard to miss . '' can i ask my brother to help or is this by myself ? she wanted to get rid of him as fast as possible . they chased all the misery and confusion away . `` oh , it 's the genuine stuff , i know . she was in her twin bed and i was on the floor in a sleeping bag , our usual arrangement when i slept over . 