then we saw brad come bursting along the trail with the energy of a marathon runner . he was killed in an explosion . `` and when you 're angry , are you really angry ? maybe if you had your soul back , you could better understand and judge me . `` as many as you can , but i 'd like four . '' he rubbed at his forehead , but he did n't feel too bad . you insisted that she should have some adventure ! i closed my eyes and shook my head quickly . 