it was the shirt i 'd made her , dark purple with a flaming heart painted in silver . she did n't trust him , did n't know him , but her body did . the world swum in front of my eyes . `` yes , but none of it means anything . '' as i watched him walk away , i thought about how i might surprise him . a smile fell upon my face as i answered , `` i was just thinking about how much i love you . '' i was wrong in accepting this commission . 