voice matured, i joined a choir and sang around the house until one day i had the great idea to record myself. when i was listening to myself, the harsh reality hit that i don’t even have a voice that sounds good in the shower, and i realized that singing was not what i was supposed to do in life.
what i came to realize was that my answer to the question of who i wanted to be was based on the talent of other people. even as adults we tend to look around and see how others make their life seem so amazing, and we either try to pattern ours 