once in that life , society considered them garbage , as if in a matter of moments they 'd somehow changed and become less . '' picking herself up took all of her strength but she knew she had to press on . `` still loving it , '' he said , dropping his head briefly to hide the need to run shimmering behind his dark eyes . we can use it to sneak around , or as a shield . he most definitely did n't want to love kelly , not now . what kind of family did i spring from ? 