since his legs were a lot longer , he caught me before i got to our door . did you not feel that sometimes it was home ? heaven forbid i act human or show emotions like pain or sadness . i do n't want her getting into a compromising situation . especially when i had so little to start with . last nights events meant that the next few days waiting for her return , to not hear the sound of her accent and , without the touch of her body , was going to be absolute torment . 