but i kept my distance from his family , asking no less of myself than i required of the other citizens of hell . '' they sit before me on the deck of the top level . well , you will not remain while i draw breath . '' he had hopes of being able to put pressure on his ankle by tomorrow morning . i didnt want to go home , though i hated to think what belle would feel when mommy didnt come back . i want to feel like we 're walking on clouds when we 're together . 