except i fell for tiny and could n't bring myself to use her in that fashion , which left me without a way to separate howe from his family . he knew you were right but the hardest part was telling heather-that 's her name . `` do n't , '' ivy said , and i forced myself from the wall . she started to feel that maybe she liked him more than he liked her . staying here all the time was lonely . she was silently shouting in her frustration . 