the soldiers were searching the houses . so she did something she 'd never tried before . this ink- '' he licked his thumb and rubbed the corner of the page a few times . just a few things small items , that is all . she gasped as he touched her . `` yes , '' she said with more confidence than she felt . for a while i lose myself in the sweetness of that kiss . i was so desperate to make things good between us that i was willing to risk anything . 