but she was always good for what i wanted , knowing i liked it and eager to please me , no matter the cost . they carried you to my cabin so i could care for you . he stares at me for several long , intense seconds before his expression clears and he says with more of his earlier enthusiasm , `` put on your suit and some shorts . i ca n't bear to talk to her now , so i get out and slam the door behind me to seal in the sound . 