he grabs one of the demons and rips it to pieces , then uses its fur to wipe blood from his face . `` lots of things ... '' thick lashes lowered , and his voice was rich as satin . both men died instantly in the accident . earlier it had felt like a small nudge , one slight tug deep in my gut and then id tasted the truth . entry 2-290 : october 12 , 2014 lounge chairs where i write my books , my work area is completely plain . 