just as she had in her dream last night when she 'd tied him up and had her way with him . i 'm bursting to pee but do n't want to get up so turn over and snuggle deeper under my covers . so when i go down , at least i go down strong ? when she finished , nicholas , still awake , thanked her warmly and stood to get more coffee . the way you tilt your head just slightly when you 're considering whether or not you are going to participate in a conversation . 