we huddled , hoping that it would leave . the plan is going to be for me to stand where the fire is hottest . and this was the part that tore him up . when he opens the door , he shines a flashlight into the small space , and there is my baby girl asleep on the floor . his mother caught his arm before he 'd taken five steps . then something that 's more like a pattern , like a big knot . sometimes , unfortunately , the timing is simply ... 