they will separate you from your purpose ... `` i 'd never lower myself to bed one of your kind . '' you know how expensive sugar is . she had been my crutch and now she was something else entirely , a painful reminder of all the ways i screwed up . he always knew what she was thinking and got them out of awkward social events . she tossed the boot by the door . do you know if this is true ? '' he sat for a while looking up at the sky . 