lucky might be a lot of things , but she 'd seemed sincere about leaving . i had no idea how to put anything into words . the faded orange door was attached to its frame by one hinge . you could tell it was someone 's pet , because it was wearing a little red collar . '' all was in order and i didnt know what to look for anyway . he 's obviously been put through the fights and has lost . i left for a little bit but have been back for a few weeks now . '' 