i felt him stir next to me . hunters had been tortured here , over and over again . you ever get tired of the craziness here , you come live with me . hey , theyre worth some serious money . this is just all too much for me to bear and it sucks . so , today , i dont go back for thirds . or even five ... 'so i can have my apron back ? ' something i 'm grateful for , considering the mixed-up state of my emotions . 