still looking at me , his breathing was also hard , and then he turned around and walked away without a word . `` she said it was okay for me to come in , so i did , and when she saw my face she broke down crying . he stopped beside the bed and untied the belt that bound the robe around her waist . some understanding came into the eyes and jordan started feeling apprehensive again . if it was , i would n't be like this . `` and you do n't ... '' i shifted in my chair . 