he quickly turned , but something struck him hard in the side of the head and everything went black . i shake my head no , making no effort to hide my frustration from vincent . i just wanted to know if you have any more advice about how to handle bucky until you get here , i said . jeff grinned happily at my grandfather . he 'd liked to make love in bed , where he could take his time . but we need some time away as a family . 