i am trying to push her away and pull her to her death at the same time . his words swam in her mind im what ? by the end of the two weeks i was working again on site . trying to find a way to get anna back . `` who says we have to open it ? '' the towel over one arm , the leash looped around her wrist . that it is you whom i am addicted to . `` it sounds like you 're really enjoying this food substance . '' 