he could n't even move until she was out of sight . i looked at the slowly rising spot in the bed where he 'd been and sighed . we had all these great photos of us canoeing there , it was so beautiful . was n't even sure if she could . he carried her in his arms , up the stairs , and into their bedroom . he looked into his coffee cup . `` do you want to see james now ? '' jared shook his head in wonder . 