it is a form of hell to lie helpless beneath the earth when those you love are in danger . he knew he needed to ditch this car as soon as possible and smiled for the second time when he saw the sign for a rest area ahead . then her water broke , and she started freaking out that i was there . he did n't go into another room or make noises about it being time for me to go . '' have at it could mean anything . `` perhaps you are right , '' mary muttered . 