now , if anything , she seemed worse . he steps around behind me and i start to turn to follow him again , but he wraps his fingers around my upper arms to hold me in place , pressing his chest to my back . i shoved his shoulder , causing him to shoot a hand out to stay upright . something that made his insides move , like a heated flower opening and sending its warmth through him . it 's very difficult to guess what 's going on beyond those hazel eyes of his . 