hed found a copy of it on the street years ago . `` this must be terrible for him , '' raven said . i was hoping for a quick refresher course and i would need her key to access my office space . `` he has lost his master and kennel as well . he was here and i could see him . i ran over to where they were digging and all of us looked down . the cold , calm facade dropped completely from his face , revealing a confused , fragile man . 