why do i keep hurting the one person i loved the most ? i mumbled a few angry words and got up to collect my clothes for the day . `` i was there , and i 'm telling you , as soon as we struck bone grace was sure we 'd found barker . you and brooks should have been together . would you be able to forgive him even with the best excuses ? '' the next part was always the hardest . `` because i 'm certainly going to send it to you . '' his fangs were way too sharp . 