`` cross my heart and hope to die , '' someone whispers . it was hard enough to fit in without having a spotlight turned on you the first day . `` dude , if you 're trying to get me to squeeze out a tear for you , you can- '' `` have you ever thought about getting out of here ? '' i suggested , looking up at him with an innocent expression . you just have to bring it back in here , '' i snapped . `` wait a minute , what do you mean by that ? '' 