`` i meant , '' she continues like she did n't even hear my question , `` that i did n't ever know for absolute certain . i placed my shaky hands on my hips and stood my ground . this way the lake stays clean and fresh and our servants feast on eggs and roasted goose ! ' she is kneeling on the floor beside the bed . why that man keeps mocking me is beyond my understanding , eric said through laughter . no , of course not , said garnet , i pay someone else to do that for me . 