him everyday at work, as we have a small family business and he guided us along, especially right now during the end of the year book work and taxes. it's so hard to do without him, i have no idea how he did it on his own for 30 years. today i found myself just crying, unable to get it together, sometimes, it just hits you like ton of bricks, today was one of those days. so, i rested, relaxed, had a good long cry, and will get back to putting one foot in front of the other tomorrow. love you so much pop, you are with me in all 