i let out a little cry , bringing my knees up to my chest , as if shrinking away from it would help . two other shadows appeared on the other side of him . i shook her hand , trying to smile , though i still wanted to punch dean in the face . `` when i 'm with you , it 's much easier . he 'd put a transmitter on victor 's car , an easy enough placement while the guy had been in the blade . 