`` you have me , '' he said , meaning it . i said , `` she does n't sound like much of a killer , if she 's trying to save him . '' the nails dug into her palms . the boys showed up , and i tried my hardest to keep my eyes to myself . i put a snarl on my face and open the door . how had they received word so quickly ? this sounded safer than talking about me , so i was feeling a little bit better already . 