jasmine had said she would n't accept any more money for rent , but i knew she was still tight . i just do n't even have words for it . im not even sure if what i did back then would count . but from time to time , people get to whispering about it . '' damn , he went to church , too ? the tone of the mime fits jared heart and spirit to a tee . `` i missed my bus , '' i added , `` and i did n't want to bother you . '' 