i decided that i was with the company only because i had been desperate after graduation . anyway , it 's all done and dusted . i rake my fingers against my scalp . 'cause i 'm not leaving here without the two of you . `` you do n't have the right to boss me around . '' my grip becomes weak , and i can not hold on for much longer . it seemed impossible to believe that any creature with any heart at all could allow such misery to exist . `` it was another threat was n't it ? '' 