in other words , if you look at that wall , you will experience that wall as it appears to itself . '' `` what do you expect to see ? i do n't need to tell you what has happened to her . something happened to rick recently-something that made him change his life and reach out to you . i staggered back when my head was jarred from being struck by the wrench . she said softly , and i closed my eyes . if you wish not to have peace , speak up now or complete the agreement . '' 