but ultimately i did n't want her to be involved in my torment . `` it would speed things up , '' he said . you know what they stand for . '' `` i 'm beginning to think you do n't own a coat . '' you know , sir , was all joe b. could offer . he had pointed to the spot and said that her baby girl would be buried there . said hes going to use some rare poison gas that you cant defend against , cant use gas masks with because its absorbed through your skin . 