youve given this a lot of thought , pat said . he went into the small , open kitchen , grabbed a few ice cubes , and wrapped them in a thin towel . so i thought , hoped actually , that it just got misplaced . waiting for them at the top was benjamin ; dressed in a white suit he had had the final adjustments made to that morning . even after something obviously is n't working , thou must continue to try . how much his voice had changed ; how much hed changed . 