at the end of it was a call for action against the government and big business . he 's lost in his own bad feelings , which is sad because he could be good . '' i slide one foot forward , and it feels heavier than usual , unstable . there 's substance there , under that facade he shows the world . '' you are n't , but i do n't have the flowers with me right now . `` you still feel bad about rusty ? '' 