but as i was no longer an instructor , it was neither my place nor my will to take official notice . he does n't respond and i 'm not surprised . the pressure was building , so intense it was painful . he simply has to walk in your footsteps . i hated her going back in there . it takes everything in me not to break out into a fit of laughter . but the illusion of space costs more . i am not trying to hurt him or anyone in his family . 