forward to the days when we can go to the park and i don't have to hoover over a child full-time. having 3 boys i picture the adventures we will go on and i think i am ready to have those moments where we are all just having fun together and enjoy learning something new together. i am ready to go through life with these boys and really spend time with each of them. having a baby around i feel that i am constantly just telling the older boys what they can and can't do. i feel like my time is spread very thin and my enthusiasm for participating in 