the falls city had gone all out for the parade again this season . i got really depressed and i started eating a lot , every chance i got . `` i was just thinking that if we had never built that barn , then ... '' i shook my head . only , now they 'd pushed her too far . my name is amy , by the way . we are not sure , the younger one said , looking at his companion . you fear failure for the shame it would carry with it . 