fudge slammed his hand on the counter . its not like i tried to stop you from sticking your tongue . `` all that 's fascinating , but it still does n't explain-at least to my satisfaction-why i still live . '' `` you could n't take me on yourself ? '' the woman lowered her head and buried her face in a handkerchief . bill saw that , as did some of the staff there . im fine , but you all clearly arent fine . i shouted , charging into the barn office where mrs. walker had directed me . 