sure he had said he loved me the night before , but that did n't mean he was going to put a ring on my finger . `` we release you into the world , and then you return and let yourself be bound again ? '' the winds caught at me at once , the air moving so fast i could barely breathe it . some say he was the son of god . fine , then let the bad luck be on your head . he said it was the hardest journey he 's ever taken . 