i must be fighting myself too much and fighting the second chance that fate is trying to give me . they were balanced , and i forced myself to breathe . `` add me to that list of people you annoy . '' we stayed together on the nights we didnt have class but it never seemed to be enough . the boys head spoke as it rolled across the snow . alec opens the door and walks through . fortunately , i was able to secure them before they left my hands . its thick rope disappeared into the darkness near the ceiling . 