i could n't walk you into danger or watch someone put a needle full of drugs in your arm . after they 're done they all laugh at the amount of colored lips there are on it . you 're welcome to help yourself . '' she already knows that brooks fired me . he spent it in the canteen on tobacco , canned tuna , crackers , and cookies . desire warmed his eyes , making them shine like twin suns . but , so much else does not work , will not happen , can not unfold . 