i laughed , shaking my head as we caught up to the others and made our way out of the library . this time everyone goes and no one comes back . ' this time his voice was more intense . `` i need to go to bed , '' i tell him , shaking my head . anyway , ken , its certainly changed around here . i can not believe how lucky i am that they turned out to be so normal . it was best to strike out when the weather was kind . 