i cried out when troy threw me to the ground . i waited for him to get as close as he was going to . earlier today , we 'd been out in the orchard , trying to find fresh apples even though it was past season . he asked me to speak with you . on the one hand the success crew was safe . they meant to frighten me , and i wanted to frighten them back . '' `` you did n't go looking for her ? '' 