well , i didnt want you to have to go home and try to explain to your parents where your little brother is . she wanted to join him - she wanted him to work those fingers on her next . i told jenny that i lost my nerve but that wasnt it and to this day i cant tell you what it was . not that there are any in the watch , mind , ' he added , after barely a second 's thought . said christopher , pushing past him to get to the oven as the thunderous knocking continued . 