she wanted to say more , to do more , but too many eyes were on them . checked to see how things had gone . not just because of tick , but because when he 'd come through here on the first quest , he 'd been in a party of ten , and of that ten , how many were still alive ? kelly did n't move , just stared at me thoughtfully . first , he 'd fist his hands in her baby soft hair and f**k her mouth . i think of a place where i have never been . 