i was screaming his name over and over but he would n't move , would n't react . she nodded and asked gently , `` is your gentleman upset with you ? '' if i shout , ill wake the whole household . the situation out there is n't too clear . '' well , you are absolutely alone because you are the only one who can do this ! how would you feel about turning up the dirt a bit ? i ca n't imagine what you thought of me after ... , '' she stopped and trailed off . 