`` i see , '' james said , and his voice fell . you must hunt ; search out your next person and prepare for the attack . i did n't just have to survive-i had to carry . i laugh gently behind her and pour more water over her hair , tilting her head back a little to keep from getting soap in her eyes . `` i remember a lot of other things about that night . '' `` at least i have his cell phone number in here . '' 