i nodded , and she shot another question . we shall just wait until youre ready . i 'm here with her-i told her that with my mouth and my hands-but she 's also here with me . i changed , tied my hair up , did a few slow stretches , put in my ear buds and started a slow jog . and then i faded from the world . i said into his chest , `` i ca n't believe you did n't tell me you were coming . she drained the bottle before they could get to her . 