she lay on her side , her curly hair fanning out behind her while one hand was tucked beneath her chin . he picked at his meal a couple of nights ago , didnt really eat that much , and he looked tired . the post office had been an accident . he was pulling his shirt off to go shower-he was taking me to dinner . i wanted to call jenna and see if she knew where jack had gone , but i could n't bring myself to do it . 