his words did not keep his cold heart from feeling pain but it only lasted a moment and then it was gone , now he felt as he 'd always felt , empty . the feelings had been growing for a while , he now knew , building the more he got to know and admire her . it was obvious he liked tattoos-his skin was decorated with them . he was more worried about the night before him , a night he would be spending alone and hungry in the car . everyone who meets him , loves him . 