no one hits you 'less they mean it ! being this far from home was n't ideal either . i was the one paying all the bills . `` tell us what must be done . '' i remembered our time at the cabin , lying together in the loft as snow fell outside and thinking that i could never be happier than i was at that moment . for gods sake , its hard enough to believe he rose the first time ! hands up , hands up in the air now ! '' is doctor clark on duty today ? 