`` i never wanted you to have these babies without something for pain . i saw that his foot was hurt because his shoe was off and he was rubbing it . `` i have to know where he is , what he 's doing . '' spoon about 1 heaping tablespoon sausage mixture into each mushroom cap . we didnt know this place had been closed down . i washed her hair , letting the pieces of black silk slip through my fingers like it was the most precious thing i 'd ever felt . `` coming through in bits and pieces . 