she wanted to run and wrap her arms around him . i know i should keep this more ... clinical and less emotional , but for the life of me , i ca n't seem to find the will to make my legs move . the full skirt spilled free , and maya caught her breath . the last of my uncertainties were fading away . my one in particular should be here with me , eating our meals together as the dawn slowly brightens , fighting off sleep , waiting for the next phase of the war side by side . 