`` if i 'd known you 'd be here bitching all morning i 'd have stayed home . '' `` in answer to your question earlier , i do n't know for sure how bad things might get . `` smart girl , '' he murmured then patted the bed in front of him . he 'd been nearly overcome by the warm , rosy reality of having her in his bed , had wanted to enter her right then , that way , with their bodies spooned back to front as he moved in and out of her from behind . 