besides , you wo n't be on your own . '' he pointed the gun at the car but hesitated , and by then even jennifer could see what was going to happen . `` you remember how much fun it was , do n't ya saw . he would never do such a thing , not in a thousand years , and he is blind to anything that is n't himself . '' i ate one fry and the feeling of no food in me was beginning to make my head sway . 