lewis thought he was stupid enough to send his mother here after the hearing . pride is a virtue as long as ya earn it . you are so cautious in your talk with me . dressed in white slacks and a pale pink shirt , she looked lovely and ready for the day . i did n't know any other way to feel but how i did . `` i 'm the one who 's caught in a trap , not you . '' people were collapsing all around me , crying , begging and clinging to one another . 