i was still in my bath robe . the door crashed open , swinging wildly back and forth . i spent the minimum amount of time on it . `` you have to keep your strength up , my dearest . '' when i was a junior in high school i was so sick of hearing about the two of us that i started sleeping with any woman that would have me . she knew their fates were tied together , even if he and everyone else refused to believe her . 