but he was smart enough not to say anything . rather than going back inside , i ran to the palace woods , a grove of trees within the estate . the cousins ... well , they would go back to living on the streets like they did before . i am na**d from the waist down , flat on my back with a tiny towel covering up my female parts . it was his mind that found it hard to grasp . `` oh , my head , '' roberts moaned , slowly pushing his back against the wall . 