`` asking me in for dinner , even though you wo n't eat . she stepped forward , smiling , and reached out to smooth down his hair . sometimes , i would go an entire day or more without him stopping by . her skin was as pale as snow , which made her eyes seem that much greener . i 'm on top of my game-literally-i 'm married to the best woman ever , and i 'm still freaking young . found him in the river , the sheriff said . for five years i had needed this moment to let go . 