his body shifts but he remains silent , waiting for me to speak . the only problem is that if i 'm right , the cave is two floors below the commons area . looking back over my life , i wonder if i could have-should have-done certain things differently . i took hold of her hand and squeezed firm , `` trace , it 's not what you - '' before i could finish , she dropped my hand and looked up at hawk . after all , how romantic can a person get over a hamburger and fries ? 