and am more comfortable with any good older gay men that will be my soul mate and also that i will have a serious relationship with so that one day we will get married one day and also that man that will be caring and also love me than an extended party. i am a loyal friend,loving and i would be happy to start off as a serious relationship and progress from these if we both feel attracted.i have been in relationship with very attractive guy and he has broke my heart and love someone else and i do understand that the handsome within is more important than that without. 