it was hard to imagine her angry , but she was clearly pissed off now . but worse than that , you hurt kyle . it was more of a promise i made to this lady i mentioned . he reached down a hand to help her , and she grasped it tightly , hoping her knees did n't buckle on the way up . you told me that you 'd beaten your obsession . get me first if you find something of interest . tell me what ship it was ! but i also knew i could n't stop living . 