`` he prepared for exactly what is happening . except ... in a way , she thought that was exactly what it was . he tried to convince himself that was for the best , but failed . what he was doing was terribly wrong . `` i do n't know , i just do n't know where to turn to for answers about my past . `` trying to talk sense into ye while there 's still time to stop this foolishness . '' i think you might be selling yourself a little short . 