so convinced that it will work out , or it wo n't . however , i keep telling everyone back home that this is going perfectly fine , i do n't want them to worry too much . i remember amy , i always loved her accent . once she was away , she 'd call lucas to tell him what was happening . by the end of the war , in fact , i was making half as much money writing in my spare time as i was making at my n.a.e.s . 