she handed me a diet coke , leaning against the bar . all those words make me feel incredible . here , you might as well lean against me . `` well then , may i please have her new phone number since she did n't see fit to give it to me herself ? '' i felt teeth from my right jaw rattling in my mouth , which filled with the metallic taste of blood and threatened to drown me . but the way she said my name at the end almost made me forget the bossy words before that . 