`` so we 're still on for this weekend ? '' she sighed , a heavy weight dragging on her heart . god , she was sexy when she talked like that . she had n't even thought of going to university . i had never loved anyone like that . he looked slightly nervous and was sweating with excitement . i knew things could go further if i wanted . the dog lifted its head as he entered , regarding him with cautious eyes . `` then how will you ever know if your paintings are any good ? 