important documents. it took every ounce of energy to be there, but she had to get the documents out. once she was done, she went into the corner and cried hysterically, which she said you can do in new york and no one would notice (which is true). rather than go home and continue to cry as she had been doing for two months, she told herself she had to go outside and walk around until she could find something beautiful. so beautiful, that she would look at it and acknowledge just how beautiful it was. after that, she could go home and cry.
as soon as she stepped out of 