she was afraid that hed come back . my hands were pressing down over and over again on her tiny chest , trying so hard to make her take a breath . i know he is your fathers friend , but if we open the gates we will be overrun . `` you want to put them on display ? '' everything he did inside the train and outside the train . i thought , that 's what we 're using ? you must leave your horses here because they would slow our progress . 