the room was dark ; jake was lying next to me , his arm loosely flung across my waist . you , rather : you do n't have to study for tomorrow ? i asked as i used a glass to cut out the biscuits . i 'm honestly surprised it took this long . why did he say things like that ? 'get something to break it down with , ' she called . `` i would have been in your bed every night of those two years if you had n't told me you hated me . 