i simply want to watch you while you 're doing it . '' mike commanded , as emma stepped a little closer , so she could see what her genius son had discovered this time . the words almost choke me as they come out of my mouth . he 's never pushed me into sex or anything aside from kissing , which , now that i think about it , is just plain weird for a college guy . i ca n't remember what the machine 's called , even though they told me less than an hour ago . 