she felt his smile all the way to her heart . even then , i had to bury my face in my hands to wipe away tears . on the floor , underneath rocky pontoons , gentle streams of turquoise waters flowed under the cave walls and into the lagoon . he shouted as he was getting closer to me , knocking plants and shrubs over . `` as surely as the lord lives , the man who did this must die ! i barely got out of the bar . '' 