one after another , i saw images of him over the years . was her blood already working , or was he excited at the thought of watching television and simply did n't want her to know ? she finally asked , `` did you have it restored ? '' `` i did n't realize it was so terrible for you . growled at everybody who came near . amy instantly dug in her heels . he 'd been so caring and thoughtful , and made it clear how much he already loved their baby . 