because she could n't imagine hanging out in an alley for hours based on hope alone . `` will you open the door or not ? '' this is what my life has come to ? i was hearing everything twice , smelling everything twice , and having no thoughts that were n't my own . god damn it , she 's actually flirting with him . `` their ice-cream machine is way cool . '' `` i was wondering how long it would take you to bring that up . '' that 's why she 's in charge of the guns . '' 