i stopped just in the kitchen , suddenly not thinking of my problem but , instead , thinking of what could be the crushing weight of being the driving force behind a business where people depended on you to do a large variety of things right on a day-to-day basis . so he decided he would n't think about the future . but if she left now , where would she go ? maybe she just needed help breathing . he gives a lazy grin , looking sexy-as-hell in the process . 