in his current frame of mind , he had no interest in food , but he could n't slight his mother . would you take this to amy ? you could have shot him in the arm or leg . my hand slid down my belly , down further , lower to my spread legs . the maid knocked on his door and entered with his dinner on a tray . not leaving it back at the office . '' she wondered if she were actually dead . then one more , of a fish swimming against the current . 