`` just one other time that i 'm aware of , '' i answered quietly . sometimes , it looks like the sun is shining through the clouds , only for it to disappear again . for a few seconds , i 'm lost in those eyes . pulling back , he responds , `` because i 'm sure you wo n't try to run now . '' `` i never expected her to be here . '' he spends his life on that damn computer . `` i know what that feels like , '' she said , smiling at me in understanding . 