i also stand , using the opportunity to stretch my legs out and get the blood flowing again . `` but i do n't think i 'm ready for that . not only that , he 'd begged her , for years , to forget him . he hesitated , his gaze turning to the darkness below . `` you 're making my head ache . '' he towered over her , as solid as a block wall . he 's not saying anything more specific ? '' she 'd never be able to explain that . 