opening my eyes , i am at least in control again . this one didnt have a return address , so it must have been dropped off in the mail room , which i thought was odd . and then we are off , tooling down the hallway . all the airlines are cutting back these days , even in first class . it is my wish as well . i should just get on with it . one of my lovely sons , perhaps ? to my mind , that seemed to be its only function . 