if you wo n't admit to your own feelings , think about hers . xavier lay on a blanket next to her , unconscious , his head caked with blood . it always came back to bite him on the ass . i guessed that was my cue to reply . the pain only appeared to come and go . everything that exists is within this infinite sphere of nature , and therefore everything is in some way in touch with it . where do the birds come from ? ' 