right now , it was on my dresser , lined up with my iron stakes . do the horses get oats , or hay ? god , it made me feel like an object with no self-worth . the book could be wrong , you know . '' i needed to find something cute to wear . looking into her eyes i saw nothing but sadness . his eyes flicked to mine and the corner of his mouth lifted . it could only take one time to fall pregnant . `` is that where they put everyone ? '' 