my excitement that this impossible , too-perceptive-for-his-own-good , arrogant , stubborn , kind , caring , sexy man was about to ask me to spend the rest of my life with him . their expressions of happiness immediately turn to terror . friend or not , my relationship with elle was far more important than anything else . there was desperation in her gaze , as if she were drowning and he was the only one who could extend his hand to save her . `` you 're not going to die tomorrow , '' riley said . she was quite certain of that . 