still , part of me enjoyed knowing other people 's secrets , seeing all the things big and small that they so desperately tried to hide from everyone , including themselves sometimes . `` is n't that the beauty of it ? '' my bra and panties are covered with mud , too , but i can rinse them off in the water . it was not an easy process , but she was managing . 'i will bring the car to you , mrs. ' 'i beg your pardon ? ' i did let him date my sister ! 