this felt very personal to me . `` i did n't realize you two were close . '' 'i was just pointing it out , that 's all . she followed up her callous scream with a mumble : just as soon as i can figure out how to get my hands on it . my conclusion was that one of them had gotten all the others together and they had run into a problem . i know its hard , but if you act like your old self , eventually thats what people will see . she smiled when she looked at him . 