i watched the couples dancing happily in each others arms . she turned her face into the breeze , trying to knock out the cobwebs that were starting to fill her head , too much alcohol . dont make fun of me , she says , shoving me a little . `` pray also that the lord will provide us with others who seek the truth . i stared over my shoulder at the front desk . she crushed a number of them before she realized she had no matches . it just seems ... wrong to sneak around . 