the senator put his hand over the mouthpiece and made some remarks to someone who had apparently been in the room.-then they could hear a door close and then the senator came back on the line . it spoke to me of joy , humor , love , and the power of god . nonsense , i had it all under control . i already knew the ending , and i would n't do that to her . `` you do n't need to wear that frightened look . 