i just need to stew in my shame alone and try to figure out how i can go about working here and living next door to rebel without actually seeing him . `` do you ever not think about sex ? '' i grabbed a bottle of water and took my time walking back into the room . she continues to talk to me through the door . i wo n't leave until you 're asleep . '' you are definitely ready to get out of this room and on with your life ! 