`` and i have plenty of vacation time ... '' he paused . `` no one was ever there for me . why was he showing all this to me ? otherwise , would have let those ridiculous feelings keep on nagging at me . '' and there 's no way i can sleep tonight knowing you 're out in this rain . do you think well also pay taxes to a king ? he strapped one on himself and passed out another to each of us . i was n't going to be the one to say no . 