and you 're one of them . '' the second day she had eaten an hour before and was working the afternoon to cover someone else 's shift . instead , we all just started walking . i do n't want to talk about it right now , okay ? anyway '' -she gives a hard sniff- '' she did this really cool thing those last few weeks she was alive . `` i do n't believe we were meant to see ourselves , '' said jane . `` yeah , it was tiring but i 'm still enjoying it . 