he went back to the desk and picked up the pen again . at least its over quickly , maybe five minutes at most . i shake my head at dad while trying to grow a pair of balls to finish my line of thinking . is he still coming to see you at the end of the month ? `` we should not have to be looking after these people ! `` daddy 's gon na make everything better . '' she got the same result , only this time he shot the front door , blowing it wide open . 