i even lied to myself that hammer could love me as more than a little pet . he offered her another note delivered by bird , and she took it with shaky hands . i choked on my breath , and the corners of his mouth rose in amusement . `` if either of you have any questions during the procedure , please do n't hesitate to speak up . `` because i could have sworn you were with me every second of that night . with that , he heads down the stairs . i understand they 're still in business . 