she wants to destroy everything he represents , and yet she wants to cry on his shoulder because she has no other shoulder to cry on . his mother had said that he was not to worry . she did n't come out with the others . the next few hours went as usual for the pack of an evening - they ate together in the kitchen , they watched t.v . and tells me he loves me . the colors were rich and shimmering , and the thin fabric was silky-soft . 