i was amazed that every bit of my new wardrobe had been dry-cleaned , and was packed and taken care of for me . tommy , she whispers , a warm breeze in the storm . i can ask him to wait a bit before he starts . '' `` and if i were the sweet , pretty little princess he wanted me to be , i 'd be married right now . he pointed again to the forest floor . ill be out back in my garden . did i actually say that with a straight face ? 