that 's why he wanted you to marry my older sister , naturally since she is about your age . `` that 's all i want to do is sleep . '' we went through every possible scenario and by the end of the phone call i was sick to my stomach . `` well , that 's a start , i guess , '' i agreed , deciding that it was great that people were afraid of me , but right now i needed them to want to follow me and that was an entirely different matter . 