and if they dont die of starvation , they will die of thirst and if they dont die of thirst they will freeze to death . `` ah , but we 're not going to the drake . '' his eyes had not broken their gaze upon mine . he turned back to the skinny boy and said something else . `` you 're holding back on me . '' i could have lived in that moment forever . something does n't seem to add up . 