with an expression that said yuck , he slid it my way . which was always a wise move , even if i was n't actually angry with him . still , i saw a small light in his eyes . james imagined grabbing the hose and spraying ra all over . i then used the machine to come here . he wasnt sure what he was looking for but it made him feel better . `` it 's not a big deal , '' she repeated . can you get home from here ? '' 