tell him to fire as his guns bear . the sound of his voice immediately made me relax . if we find anything of value well tag it and bring it on our way back . he realized he was making an irritating noise and pushed it away from him . `` i never thought you were being a brat . he had always wanted a life full of excitement and danger , but things had really come to a head in the last few months . what one knew , the other did , too . 