after everything that 's happened , i ca n't believe that he can still look me in the eye , or that he 'd want to . and besides , what normal male ever could go that long without going effectively insane . it turned ninety degrees and its turret came swinging about . i didnt even think about her ring size . i have to go , '' i said , my heart racing as i stood up . he did that in the third century and it was n't so bad . 