we saw our own lives-with hope , long and happy-to be lived here among our own . just keep your mouth shut until youve thought this through . `` if you ca n't see that '' i stood . we 're still on the phone . '' she leaned halfway over her desk and kept her voice as low as possible . in one night , he 'd managed to get inside of her . she blinked at him , unable to believe he could be so excited about a plastic trophy . 