she always made it a point to smile at me and say hi when she passed me in the halls . but i 'd learned through pol that i did n't like things kept from me . she put her hand to his head and gently turned it . was he following her , or was it just a coincidence that he happened to be there ? the more she was with him , the more she wanted to be with him . `` why would he risk drug use ? '' `` what were you even doing there ? '' 