is not loving myself. this is not being there for myself. i have written and talked about what is going on. i haven’t taken the time to just be within myself. i haven’t given myself the space to let go of the emotions i am having. doing this is one of the most important things for me to do. crying and moving the emotions are things that i have to do or my thoughts run wild. i begin to think i am not good enough and no one loves me. this is because i am not loving myself. i am not there for myself to let myself know i am 