she could not wait to be alone with him later . glancing up at her i added quickly , `` and he ca n't find out . he was n't going to kill him . her heart and soul hold the truth of it , but she holds those out of reach ... it 's not that i 'm ashamed or anything . our position in the compound of death was on the far side of the building close to the docks . youre not like your mother , are you ? `` an old friend , '' she stated firmly . 