they must have driven these same back roads many times and saw exactly what he saw . they were prepared for us coming . she did n't bring out the alcohol yet , and would n't until the party started . ben is loud , and so , so angry . `` you think i wo n't go if i want to go ? '' he planned to wear her down ? what if what he now wanted was n't good for my team ? he realized that the red glow that covered everything in these flashes was coming from him . 