`` when was this and was anyone else there in his cabin ? '' they actually looked at you , she said . grandma can i come visit some times , signed carol . how on earth could he have gotten up there ? he was almost to the gate when her voice stopped him . she walked over to him and embraced him . `` you 're going to have to help me get it on . pain makes you do crazy , stupid things . '' you do n't deserve to breathe the same air as me . '' 