every morning and night as i had taken them since leaving maple ridge , i was reminded that my life was now forever changed . `` and yes , my siblings are great . '' so when one of the boys from the party pulls up in his fancy car and offers me a ride , i take it . surely , nothing existed beyond these four walls . when i first saw her sitting in the bar , i wanted her . i sighed , flipping through what i had written down . he fired two shots in my direction . 