he set it on a nearby table . 'but all he had to do was be big and tough and fight all the other rats that wanted to be leader . ' her dad didnt know whether to scold or praise his daughter . and we feel a bit stupid that we did n't notice our own symptoms earlier . jet had no idea how loaded that question was . i was saying his name repeatedly as i kissed every bit of his face i could reach . `` i guess it is nice to be wanted . '' 