drawing the curtain open , he peered out . on your way up , have an open mind . i thought about how i must have looked , half covered in blood , half out of my mind . but man , it looked like him . `` that does n't matter , '' i tried to argue . she said when she recovered her balance . this caused the man to shake his head in obvious disappointment . for both of them , his best friend and right-hand man , and a woman who was practically his sister . 