then he drew the phone out and up to his face , and punched the button to turn on the small screen . then three more people walked into the cabin and stopped short . my brain must have felt sorry for me , so it 'd created the only type of guy i could touch-a fantasy one . `` damn lucky break if you ask me . '' i even went to see a doctor , and he told me i was dehydrated and under stress . stronger measures , much stronger , were required . hed be fucked if hed back off . 