he turned , looking surprised that she 'd called out to him . blinking , i found she was holding my arm to keep me upright . would a person even know , she wondered , if they were under a spell ? everything that the order ever discovered how to do is written here . they supported each other as both brothers and friends , laughing and talking for hours at a time . there were over a dozen people ahead of them , and not a cab in sight . i smiled as a weight was lifted from my chest . 