`` just do n't wake me up too early . '' he rolls us under a bench on the far side of the room . im not going to kill you , jordan said without thinking . with one simple look , he could take me away , to a world al our own . `` how do i know you 're not telling me what 's worse for him so we break up ? '' she hesitated to say anything , but it spilled out . i have a reason , something i want you to see . '' 