smaller pieces of wood , which look as though they might be useful , go in the middle-sized carts . third time , the dogs owner gets a fine . i closed my eyes briefly , trying to steady myself . `` babe , not gon na f**k you , '' he murmured . he embarrassed me in front of the men . '' jake did n't get emotional for anyone , least of all a woman , unless he absolutely had to . i wish to speak to you but also through you . 