crap , he had n't meant to ask her anything personal , but the question had slipped out in his surprise at what she 'd just said . `` hey , graham 's right about that saying-it 's useful . '' they didnt seek to involve others . grace quickly looked back at me . `` holy god , '' said james fraser , who never took the name of his lord in vain . i throw a hand over my eyes , `` i 'm still processing everything . '' you know you wo n't ever get anything better than me . 