i just needed to adjust to sawyer being gone . roasted ham , mashed potatoes , corn on the cob and biscuits . there was no need for little kids to find it covered with blood tomorrow . `` there is no need for you to trouble yourself . '' he felt his blood turn cold . i breathed deep , trying to control it . if he got caught , he 'd just have to find another way in . i pulled back and took out my phone . youre going to make some guy a very lucky man someday , beth said . 