when the movie ended , the image remained on the screen . even if it seems impossible , even if it does n't feel like a choice you want to make , you have to do this if you want him back . his hair was longer than normal for a man his age but it looked good on him . i sniffed and wiped my probably red and swollen eyes . he 'd never known of anything ash could n't handle . i honestly had no idea what to expect . after all , she gave up everything to be with him . '' 