tears in my eyes on the massage table, and realize how much i needed that comforting touch and presence. being able to comfort myself will be of much value, and i will practice it more.
thanks so much for that. i find myself in a similar situation and when i honestly try to answer the question, it seems to make sense. i am seeing me put on rose-colored glasses and have to challenge that kind of thinking many times a day. very tiring and for me brings up fear. i’m working hard trying to silence the out-of-control critic i have become [in my head] over the length of this relationship. i 