these things were dealing with are so old almost everyones forgotten about them . you spend so much time , so much effort , trying to hold yourself together . `` sucks when anyone you love is mad at you . `` i thought i could do this , '' she said , swallowing back her tears . at the end of a string of numbers was the number $ 100,000 . now , i try to run as fast as i can , but i cant . her hands flew up , and she shoved aside the bushes in her path . 