butch grabbed him as if he 'd strike , but then the door opened and his mother came out . but it 'd been two hours since she 'd called his cell phone , and she still had n't thought of anything beyond the truth-that she wanted to hear his voice . i wo n't throw up in your car . i no longer want to spend every day shut up in my office . more likely , though , he was simply pleased with how well i 'd followed instructions . `` i have seen enough for one lifetime ! '' 