because i was n't one of those dumb girls who did n't reach out for help when they needed it , i opened the door . she was desperate , he played on that . he looked back at the picture . `` when between the car and entering the house did you decide that you were going to do that ? '' `` but ... but she was n't supposed to be looking for you . so whatever it is , do n't be afraid . '' kind of what you liked in alexander . '' 