five years ago , i could n't even keep track of my own car keys , and now all of this was on my shoulders . what he could use right now was another one of those magic little bottles . at best that im missing , at the worst that im dead . but she acknowledges i had the right to make the call . even when i tried very hard to . '' after i called her after our date , the girl would n't leave me alone . put it like that , she said . 