she added and i just nodded can we go ? `` be that as it may , or may not , i 'm not telling you what to do . the words rumble out of him . he turns and heads into his kitchen . why do i only rate the conservative , professional outfits ? '' it is alright , you have nothing to fear from me . she studied me for a moment with a pleased smile on her face . figure that , he told himself , my first fire fight . 