he stopped , turned to face me . `` you still think that it 's me , '' i say . you might find something small that i have n't covered in summary . ' as the steer went down , ridge felt himself flying through the air , headed toward what he felt must be certain death . you and i know exactly how things are laid out . '' sacks of grain were piled high in the corner . i dont know how to save you , but i am determined to keep you with me until i do . 