but how long would management at the un plaza put up with it ? contemplating the reality of the situation . it 's extremely important that she remain calm . `` you do n't understand- '' `` no , i do n't think you understand . i try to object , but no words form . front doors opened into infinite black space . as a matter of fact , although i 'm thirty-four , i still break out in boils once in a while , not on my face but on my butt or arm pits . 