but they did call me to make sure that i wasnt at the party . but she 'd had to know his taste-a dark , spicy drug . `` so are you excited for the party ? '' ~ grandpa drove with grandma beside him in the front , the kids sulking in the back . as is normal now , i force myself not to respond . she still was n't completely sure that she was n't the last survivor , either . how obsessed he was getting with reliving that journey ! but she was ready to go . 