i sunk to the floor as i realized it was worse than that . let 's take a walk in the garden . she wiped her eyes for the time to weep was later . `` i wo n't find out the gender for another few weeks , though . '' her face and lips were pale , drained of all color , and her eyes were round and gleaming . i want to hear about all the phone sex you 're having . '' he did n't just release my wrists , he threw them down . 