and the only way i 'm going to get that is by getting away from him as much as i possibly can . he laughed , and i wrapped my arms around him . it was probably a small timer , too . that to me is what makes you unique . `` i should n't have come here last night . it just sits there , hot and cold , heavy and light , all at the same time . i know that 's what an addict would say , but i 'm not . 