but no , it wasnt a threat , just an observation . he threw a wink in my direction that i hoped no one else saw . we stopped directly before the massive gates at the small golden table . some of it 's great , '' he said . she did n't appear particularly pleased by his logic . i leaned over the table and peered at the food . sometimes , you just ca n't go home again . '' maybe it was shock , or maybe she was just chilled . 