he shakes it violently trying to open it . if anyone knew what had happened to him , it was her . i felt the pain in my heart but it was n't enough to make me fall on my knees . i said , some freak wanted me to tell you that hed be back for heather and tiffany later . i didnt think anything of it when the four pills i took that morning tasted slightly odd . `` i have to , '' he said , but he hesitated only briefly before his fingers curved around her breast . 