when he actually let her move him back , she was both surprised and disappointed . we shared a cell for so long that he eventually figured me out , realized i was only acting . he just followed me everywhere i went , and would grab me by the scruff of my neck and pull me back if i so much as took one step in a direction he did n't want me to . '' not that the curiosity was n't killing me . `` we have to stop it , '' she sobbed . 