still , i have trained at this and my reflexes are sharpened . the evidence suggested he might be dead . she said , turning away from him a bit . where have i seen this man before ? `` there 's no going back from here . '' let 's move on , '' i suggested , still talking softly . no way he was walking away from her , not when she and their baby needed him the most . i had to abort and start al over again . 