keeping them is a constant reminder of the fool i made of myself . but can i be honest about whats really worrying me ? `` why do you think he hates you ? '' that was heroic , and you were only eleven ! '' she was already halfway down the street when she realized she 'd left her office unlocked . i thought he was supposed to be old ! she is sore all over and her nose and lip are bleeding . i didnt know how i was going to be able to live with myself . 