the situation at the messenger office was no less frustrating . what his daughter had said was true . the price is simply too high . `` you said he does n't understand what 's happening to him . it was all he could think about . `` brad is n't keen on me making those trips without him . thats what it says on the doorstep tiles . maybe he could use it to heal his arm . things that had been bothering me under the surface for a while now . 