she obeyed , and he quickly disposed of his shoes and the rest of his clothing . i am going to have to sleep with the crazy she-demon . `` oh i stopped by earlier this morning . you could almost forget you were a slave . '' `` grandfather , this is more than i can bear . '' that was becoming a habit with me recently . jazz set pen to paper , hesitated a second , and then scratched out her own messy , jerky autograph . working and trying hard not to think about things he could n't change . 