my heart was like a balloon straining to float away . she could n't say no , as well he knew . hell , bones would dance on your grave if i quit my job . '' i keep my head down until we 're well out of the apartment complex . `` right now i very much wish to kill you myself . '' most of them are just lost , and we need to bring them back ... shes going to attack , billy thought . `` so it that why you 're grumpy ? '' 