my muscles relaxed at the comfort of hearing her mind and knowing she was there . apparently fred was quite the boy . `` is it strange that i missed you ? i push the handle to release the last curl . had he just been trying to spare her feelings ? alison does not have that much time to perfect it though , for i have to shower off the body paint before going back to doing my job this afternoon . either he was genuinely shocked or was trying to appear so . 