`` can you tell me why i 'm here ? '' do you help him with that ? `` i think it 's finally really sinking in . `` you know , i 'm so glad you did n't blow yourself to smithereens last year , young man . how had this turned so damned complicated ? she was more than happy to let me aid her . '' he asked , sensing what was coming . what have i done that was so bad that someone would want to hurt me ? 