have a desire to live a life pleasing to god, and since i am being warned of this extreme scenario, i will move as far away from it as i can.
when i was in kindergarten there was a boy in the class that was restless and asked to go to the bathroom every 5 minutes. our teacher informed the class that we needed to hold it until breaks and not be asking constantly to go to the bathroom. not long after that i had to go really bad, but being the compliant youngster i was, the extreme rule set was don’t ask. i eventually had to go in my pants 