now that i was thinking about what the kids were going through , i started to think a little more about what i was going through . and cobwebs-there are cobwebs all over , for heaven 's sakes . fear gripped me , making it hard to breathe . ill call room service for a bag of ice . air wasnt coming into her lungs . she said it was extraordinary watching you slip your skin and change shape . '' she raced to the left and followed him . 