she knew , by the way the staff would excitedly look at each other , their thoughts were not of good intentions . a shadow of grief and horror in his eyes . i try not to focus on our arms when i look at him . she must have seen him sitting there , but didnt comment at first . you should make up your mind once and stick to it . '' she lost her brother and her father during the war . he looked into my eyes and i was reminded of the little boy who followed me around everywhere . 