you 're a slave until you work it off . ivy was a bigger threat , hunting me slowly . the other residents had warned her about this . though her heart wanted to offer a joyful yes , raw fear gripped it . i 'm not wild about the idea of having to memorize it and less thrilled about there being a next one . and surely now , all that was being expected of him was wrong . it wasnt the best decision but i wasnt in my right mind that night . ill be back to tie it up . 