for a few moments everyone was quiet . just another of the ways we were complete opposites . '' `` why are you smoking in my house ? '' but she did know one thing that would help . i know that i need to put on a brave face for my girl . then , with a dive , she swooped up and sucked me into her body . you think the fight is really won ? i touched my hair with my hand . those babies are really all we have to hope with . 