then i climb in and pull my seat belt tight . she felt the wish of death upon her . he looked at his watch : it was just past 12.17 a.m . there it was : gate 24 ; boarding passes please . it wont be the boys fault if someone told him to do it . hell , let 's even make it pale pink with bows on it just for good measure . '' i felt myself relax , reluctantly , under his touch . the boys watched it for an hour . 