and now the day that had promised to be her best would be added to her long list of worst . i sat next to her on the couch and put my drink on the coffee table . that makes me even more uncomfortable . `` i never said i wanted money , '' she offered , staring at him over the rim of her glass . `` breath ... just ... knocked ... out of me . '' it had been a practical waste of time . well hopefully well find the survivor camp and then we wont have much need of them . 