what if it was something that embarrassed him ? ash tried to drown out the sounds . she stepped to the side , holding the door open to allow us entry . he supposed that was all right . `` if the urge to feed pops up , or if you feel yourself drawing from me , do n't pull away from me . '' watching the two men worry for their own lives . i wait for all the girls to get back from class . not another lover or child or friend . 