what , he asked himself , are they ? we are filled with warm light . where it got really clever was in the small details . no reason to get so damn demanding . '' he looked behind him to see if the sparrows were following him . i want to be angry with him , but i 'm just angry with myself . '' did he miss her , even a little ? they made it so the file would n't stand up . `` tell your people to call off the search . 