his hair was a blonde that balanced his blue eyes . he could never do anything right . he would drop the handkerchief on the count of three and then each man could fire at his own will . `` i 'm sure my dad 's pissed off plenty of people in his lifetime . `` how are you feeling about everything , my friend ? only once i knew the room was clear did i let myself take in the scene of my worst f**king nightmare . his mind was clear , in spite of fever . 