i gave her some substances that will dull the pain and speed her recovery . '' there was a treadmill and a weight bench at the far end of the room . `` no , '' she said , holding me at arm 's length . the guy who helped me bury fudge , my pet rabbit when he died . `` want to make a wish , you fucking goblin ? '' `` what does it look like i 'm doing , dum-dum ? '' 