or maybe it was his hot and heavy breath on my neck that made me realize this was it . i feel him crawl in behind me , and i 'm tugged back against his chest . i 'm sure your guards would rush to my rescue if you were to choke me . you 're just a child , a two-year-old , i told myself . i know jane or mrs. parker would never come into your room uninvited , not after you told them not to . gee commanded , nodding her head to the passenger side . 