`` i knew , i knew you existed , '' she said softly , closed her eyes tight and opened them before she continued . 'so we 're lost , are we ? ' `` did you bring me here to kill me ? '' he reached to take her hand . it 's just this is all new to me . '' his face lighted up , joy and relief plain to see , even through the hair and filth . bill slid his arm around me , and i leaned against him . the man jumped back when marc spoke to him . 