`` i trust her , and the only thing she said to me tonight that made any sense was that you would n't be able to see me if you really wanted to hurt me . '' she did n't ask me if i was okay . he had been sure that she would leave him , would have to leave him . it was eight in the evening now , the sky dark , the air cold . although there were plenty of enemy between him and the tank , beau knew he could beat them , he had to . 