slow down cell production and you control the cancer , i said , staring at her . thats what `` poet '' means to me , i mean what i saw that evening , what she made me . '' call or come back if you have any problems , okay ? '' look over by the marigolds is an older man . going into the room when she felt nothing achieved nothing with her day . you do have me to count on . '' for a split second , i felt panic , reaching out for anything to hold onto . 