i only cried when he was n't around , and even then , it was n't as extreme as i would have thought . he nodded in her direction then turned to me . no , not at all , whats up ? `` walk away , '' perry says behind me . i 'm seeing a dull area to the west of you about twenty yards away . college reporters were n't supposed to ask a question that hit that close to home . the show is about to start . 