i 'd become barely recognizable to who i once was . im completely and totally done for . `` you know that cozy little place i kept you in last night ? just as soon let you bleed out than patch you up . when we got inside the apartment , she locked the door behind us and accidentally brushed against my chest . still , she was n't thirsty enough yet to drink when she did n't know where it came from . this was what rick was supposed to find in my jacket . he lifted her up , holding her effortlessly . 