this is also the wall to your cabin . `` she 's been talking to me all day . '' one day one of them may even be president . '' when we got you to wake up we tried to make you stay awake . somehow , with everything that had happened , she thought it was later . i 'm capable of taking care of myself . '' she 'd never been this nervous about something she 'd written before , even during the past year and a half when it had been a struggle to get the words down . 