everyone was hoping it would just be a mild bruising but at that stage no one knew if i was going to walk again . in the wrong hands they were dangerous . weve been camping near here for a day or so , waiting for the rain to stop . eighteen hundred and twenty days without seasons , without snow or blooms , without friends or family . `` but unfortunately , the virus leaves behind a killer in its wake . im not sure what i signed up for if the people on your crew are anything like you , he said . 