below me as i moved upward, and i as i climbed, i noticed that the shinny pennies were spelling out a word. struggling to see what the word is, the water and the movement of me moving through it made everything blurry. just before i break through the surface i hear the man again (i could not see the man, i could only hear his voice) and he said “do not be afraid, the pennies will light your path for you.” still struggling to see the word, i break through the surface, but i don’t stop there, i’m still moving upward, faster and faster upward. now, i am scared again 