he was silent , so i was , too . i could n't begin to imagine what my life was going to be like once he was gone . kyle was n't happy about her decision , but he accepted it with good grace . because he was so sick of remembering . then they quickly jumped up and stood again at attention . i sat back and admired the mountains passing the passenger window . the beast lord nodded very slightly . `` she will be here in twenty minutes , '' jacques announced , coming back over to us . 