i had to force the name passed my lips , knowing once it hit the air there would be no taking it back . do you know how many of us you killed or injured ? someone was always to be on guard . `` but i actually lost two parents that day . '' he swallowed and took a step toward her . the anger in her voice intensified with every word . that put my mind at ease for the time being . taking a deep breath he turned the corner and saw her . 