but for some reason , the devil whispers louder , he probably has a rougher voice . but before my nerves overwhelmed me , i felt some weird drive to give it to him just the same . i was going to gain weight with all the sweets he brought me . the knife came down , and then something else happened . and now he knows the names in the female line . but his opinion had reversed itself again since then . we did n't realize it ... that 's all . '' 