getting out of the car and slamming the door a little harder than shed meant to because she was still feeling frustrated and angry with herself , she walked up the path to the front door . i had no idea how long it was . it will be easier to avoid people here . the rest of us trusted in our shields , the whims of fate and the courage of our fellows . she 'd also tasted that strong jaw . that 's why you have n't left me . i can help you calm down , if you 'd like . '' 