she 'd driven that blade in as hard as she could . she pushed up from the small kitchen table and disconnected her camera from the computer . with his military background , i 'm sure he could locate my address , or at the very least , get information on the band since it 's readily available . apparently neither came out the victor . '' i do n't want to break this moment by suggesting we sit , so i look into his eyes again and bare my soul . even though it had to be . 