she slid down next to me , gazing out into the darkness . wish i had the nuts to stand up to people like that . heck the day that amy first found me with you and elaine i was trying to help us all escape before they came and got us out . then i felt him jerk and the first wave of heat poured into me . it 's not my sister i 'm worried about . i did not like the sounds of that . now you need to know that i asked because i want to please you . 