i thought he might have stopped taking his medication but the nurses watched him . going back to the cupboard without a doubt , i was moving forward . `` it 's why we 're a bit late . '' i came to ask you to find those who would be willing to go back . it was obvious she worked out and had the kind of body a man would love to have wrapped around his for days on end . `` well it 's back to work for me . he whispered the words against my ear making my knees weak . 