i blinked as though just coming to and smiled as i stroked a finger down the open v of jared 's shirt . at least i think thats what he was saying ! `` just a sec , let me grab a pen . '' if you keep playing around , he 's going to call the cops . if the world was going to be at war he wanted to be there with his family . oh rather , lyons said and gave me a wink . 