when he left , i pressed the fork into my salad as nick cut into his steak . it 's when a shot to the head actually blows the entire brain out of someone 's skull . where do the two of you go every day , and why ca n't i ever go with you ? '' nothing would ever compare to this and waiting had made the whole thing mind blowing . i struggled to see where we were headed , but all i saw was the massive rock face of a mountain . 