they said- '' oh man , he 'd made it this far , but suddenly he did n't know if he could get all the way through it . you 're going , and that 's final . as we walked towards it , though , i suddenly knew with all my heart that the body would not be there . i lifted my head and looked up . i run my hand along his jaw , taking in the feel of his whiskers and giving him a soft smile before leaving . 