available -- i could definitely relate. forty plus years later i still dream about him and it's still very emotional to see him at reunions. we just had our 40th reunion. i still cry after seeing him. re: my so called life: i love the whole story line; it takes me back some yet i now realize that it's still the same in many ways for many young people. i really feel for young people today for i think life is really rough for a lot of you. please love and respect yourselves and others. let's all be on the same team. it's so difficult for 2 people to get 