`` she ca n't use what she 's got . `` i know where i belong , '' she said , her fingers twisting in his hair . there were so many that i killed . '' i stopped myself at the last minute . `` nothing like what you need to do . chapter nine there are moments in which the course of history is set . it is what they expect of us . i flew through the air , ready to strike . she was lying on a cold , stone floor . 