`` if that happens , '' i told him , and my voice was a dry whisper , `` i want you to . '' i do n't think this is funny at all . '' the flashing lights of the police car had gotten their attention . it did n't look the same as usual . he could n't remember ever wanting like this before . they start off in the most obvious place . lord please let that be marcus 's sister . i got to know or ill go crazy , it is like i am nobody ! 