having taken up my pen and written the single word above , i have now sat here staring at it 'til the candle has burned almost an inch , and me having not one thought what i shall say . hes searching for her , too , she argued . `` yes , but do you know what that means ? '' `` because a strong second to how much i want you , my sweet sunshine ? but as he got closer , he realized they were surrounding something on the ground , all of them looking down at it . 