you did n't go because i 'm here , and you feel obliged to stay with me . '' `` we both know what it 's about . '' again , he spoke into the phone . `` what sticks with me most is that i worried about you . but unable to breathe , it took everything she had just to open her eyes . he apologized and explained he had not meant for any of it to happen . tuck opened his hands and the ball struck him in the chest . what did that do to you ? '' 