`` if he 's missing , should n't you talk to the police ? '' it would make everything much easier . by the time i realized i had someone at my back , it was too late . i loved it , every second of it from start to finish . all that really matters is that i love doc and he loves me , and ... she took a deep breath and grinned . i saw the pain in his eyes as he told me these things about the woman who had given me life . 