i swirl my arms , trying to right my balance , but it only makes it worse . the man to your left has been keeping time , and you got here right after we did , so about two days now . you wanted me to let you go , so i let you go . '' almost knowing he would never come back to her . `` oh no , you said no papers for a week , did n't you ? '' i just had to keep my nerves under control . 