because you need to know , jake . `` she did n't actually tell you then ? '' i would never have guessed you could be so romantic . '' when this is over you will feel that they are your family . his eyes were very dark , perhaps because it was so dim down here in the court , perhaps because of something else . she must have left it on my mother 's grave , like i asked . thanks for trying to cheer me up . i turned to her , genuinely happy for her . 