`` it 's just so different from what i 'm used to . '' her clothes , which he once considered satisfying to his eye , appeared to be struggling as they tried to contain the flesh beneath . she grinned at all of us , waiting for our story . it was the only regular affection he noticed between them . i go to get out , but victor stops me . pierce gave it some thought then shook his head . every chance i got , i would turn my head to look back . 