i bent down and pressed a quick kiss to his mouth . you make it sound like any man could have you , if he just agreed to those two things . his face was warm from the sun , but underneath , the skin was cool . sobbing quietly , he finally drifted to sleep . he thought he was prepared for everything . i admit that but it still does not answer my question . `` i also know it was the most difficult decision dad ever made . like you have feelings for her . 