then he added in a low voice , 'and i will think of it again . ' an afternoon does n't sound like enough time for what i want to do . '' `` there is no way in hell that i 'm letting you go by yourself . '' `` number 100 , '' he smiled to himself . if anyone from the embassy-or anywhere else-asks about me , you have n't seen me . he looked down at the puppy and after a long silence asked , borrow him for what ? 