it would have been easy enough to sneak food into that tunnel right from the pantry . '' is that what the voice was saying ? she hit the ground on her side , then flung herself up with one hand . the field needs to be twice as large . who knows who would be coming and going from the room . she lies across me gently and holds me tight and runs her fingers through my hair and tells me over and over again that she loves me and will always love me , no matter what . 