i thought about it , but i could n't go through with it . and , at the coffee machine , a female officer drinking from a dixie cup . `` h-how long have you been sitting there ? '' you mean , the angels wings are up for grabs . he kept his distance and his hands slid into his pockets . if you die to protect me , i will lose respect for you . '' his voice caught a little , and he looked away . still the huge tip made up for the scary time the owner had experienced . 