i felt myself begin to shake because i knew that there were two people trying to break in and that i was trapped in the house with no weapons to defend myself with . that is how it will end , in victory or in death . '' the cats go atop their favorite horses saddle in a little open basket with a branch jail cell arrangement over the top . tightening his hold on her until he had her in his bedroom . now he was in bed with his angel , someone who 'd been only a fantasy three days ago . 