she invited me home with her , and was pretty explicit about what shed do when we got there . look , i might have had hope once . maybe that 's a good thing , like you said . '' fear keeps us blind and distant . how do you know its still there ? on the wall behind peters cage . `` please do n't tell me you yelled at her and did n't even talk it out with her ? '' he postures himself as though he were me . 