`` i just meant that i had this foster mother who liked to smoke when she cooked and sometimes when her hands were full she 'd have me light her cigarette for her . '' her hair was a deep , dark red . you 're going to have to pry me from between those even more pretty thighs . '' but he could n't think of anything else . he reached down and adjusted the flame of his lantern , bringing it down to a much lower level . since you are the oldest out of the bunch besides my siblings and me ? 