sam leaned forward before he could stop himself and brushed a kiss over that spider . `` you had other men , '' he clipped . his words sounded thoughtful , but i did n't have time to respond before he kissed me again . `` that 's it , '' he said , dropping the stethoscope into the bag . but mention my name , shell let you through . rose shrugged and finished yet another painting . why was i even his way in the first place ? she could still hear the blast , see the flames . 