she screamed just once before she reached the steps . he would go to her , check on her , find a way to protect her from future hunter attacks , and then he would leave her . the warmth in his eyes got deeper , hotter and his thumbs stroked my jaws again . `` i will bring them here and you will do all your tests . '' although the smell was driving him crazy , he did n't move a muscle . `` i do n't have access to my equipment . 