he was a decent , honest man that loved me . his fingers tightened around hers , and almost instantly , she stirred in her chair . over four years later i 'd hurt him just as badly . `` do n't you think i want to see you find whoever did this ? '' diving teams havent been able to find his body yet . we got back about fifteen minutes ago . it 's amazing to me how quickly the weather changes down here . i wink at her , not yet putting her out of her misery . 