`` you 're being very hard on yourself , sir . '' i didnt think my oncoming tears had anything to do with my crushed toes . when she spoke again , her voice was surprisingly gentle . a gust of cold wind slammed against me , biting straight through three layers of clothes into my bones . just one more fight , i told myself . i forgot how touchy you guys are about the moon . she shook her head and reached a hand out to his arm . not only that , you wo n't get away with it . '' 