but i think my favorite thing is the matching island for eight in the center of the room . he could be telling his father that he was sorry . `` i just want you to know that i hate you . '' he 's a deadbeat , he wo n't even show up . my mind is always racing from one thing to the next . so when the helicopter set down , i scooped her off the ground and ran to it . the bandage shed so carefully wrapped now lay torn on the top of his foot . 