reason help her , but he was beautiful . that no woman can have sex , for sex alone ? she smiled back at me with a thin smile . `` it 's just weird having everyone staring at me all day , that 's all . '' ill just give this soup to her and then head home myself . `` you have the same shoes as me . '' everyones too wrapped up in the party to notice us gone . even today i cant quite remember the walk from the car to the office . 