this man needed to carry a tube of tide to go . from around the table , he received reluctant nods . but then , i do not know what love is . `` and you do n't know who it was ? '' or was he messing around with her ? he turns to me , stopping me . `` i will , '' the older boy said seriously . in that moment he realized that he 'd known that was what they would decide all along . she invited me to sit on the wooden chair by the bed while she worked . 