i do n't know how long it would take to find an apartment ... '' i almost tell her i can start looking tomorrow . my eyes felt dried out , i had forgotten to blink . `` agreed to a no-sex policy for this marriage . he can focus all his attention on the road without regard to temptation . we were still two very different people on two very different paths but we always managed to take time and work it out . he moved quickly to the edge and pretended he was going to toss her . 