i do n't really want to date anyone else . i start thinking about my own death , and wondering how many people will show up at my funeral . it has the body of a three-year-old , with a head much larger than any normal person 's . the magic to bring you here is ancient , precious and very , very rare . i still have a way to go before i catch up with her . but helicopters were completely new territory ! you have no concept of other people 's feelings ! 