she stood over me with a hand balled into a fist , like she was about to jump on me and beat the demons out of me . i run my fingers along the rim of his jeans before fiddling with the button . no one could possibly know about them . we 're in the military now ; we have more class . '' laura sat on the edge of sams bed , just gazing at him for a few minutes . all i do ... all i can ever do ... is brace myself for the pain . 