39 luis i want to destroy something , anything . i did not see where he went . did you see my picture in people , by the way ? i just could n't see another way out except to get arrested . '' `` no , you 're not , '' he replied . she 's behind the closed bathroom door , probably taking a bath . i guess it depends on who you are talking about . i bite the inside of my mouth and try to push the voice of the past back . you 're going to go places . 