i wave at him to get his attention . neither one of them was getting any sleep , tossing and turning , craving each other . 'the fault is not yours , ' he repeated , shaking his head as he walked over to her . `` let me give you his number . '' like maybe its only younger people who can do these things . i do n't want to wait for that . '' it was the tumor , the damned cancer that had stolen his ability to reason . these are great , he said holding two of her posters . 