i rub the pain away and open the door at the top of the landing . i used to be that guy who would ... jennifer wanted her to see james . one : the rickety , old buildings seemed to be having enough trouble as it was holding themselves up . i was yet to make any phone calls . `` then why are you grinning like a fool ? '' my heart was racing and i was pretty certain i was going to throw up . no you may not , a womans voice responded . 