an hour later she was aware that someone had placed a food tray in her cell . i started to pull away to bend and get my shirt but his hands at my h*ps turned me and then they guided me to the door . im not part of their team . he grinned , showing crooked yellow teeth . just a truly earnest and caring look in her deep brown eyes , as if she were grateful that i 'd understood her . and i still do n't know all of it . they sat and stared glumly at the cold fireplace . 