i just let my grip off and let myself also get out of the falling plane through the gap formed due to the explosion . out of the corner of her eye , she watched him remove the bun from his hamburger and use a fork to dig a hole in the middle . not that it had done any good . a whole lot more than i sometimes used to have . she pushes the glass door open and we sit back at the table without a word . i remember his weight on me and telling him no . 