most people spend their whole lives searching to give meaning to their lives and i have got everything but i made a fool of myself and lost everything in a blink just like that . unfortunately for him the war had arrived just a couple of years too late . he was the most confusing person in the whole of sanctuary . `` but if anyone comes after me , i will not hesitate to fight . `` who are you so afraid of ? '' come on , you cant deny theres something there . 