my face was soaked and i knew that if i looked into his eyes seeing the same pain i was feeling , it would cause me to physically lose it . just do what you need to not to hurt me . '' you guys all look alike to me . '' what if there had been a way to save them ? i 'm too ashamed and afraid to do so . i just remember that afterwards i had such a nice feeling . she was n't the first person to ask me that . 