that usually meant fighting four or five demons at once to keep my mind occupied . nick handed me my bag , and i nodded . whatever he saw must have fascinated him because he stood there for several minutes without speaking . `` and i do n't make it without you , baby . a bad time to be in a bad place . but youre not in a great state of mind here . something that came as a small relief . the twins keep leaving me gifts , she said . 