i spun to face him , grabbing his neck and pulling him into me , kissing him hard . when he 'd kissed her , she 'd had the sensation of being absorbed into his body . in my mind 's eye , he looked perfect . for once in my life im not acting . they knew that the way would open , and it did . im furious with you , but i shouldnt be calling you names . he even bought a lot of furniture for us . without water , her symptoms were going to get a lot worse . 