there was something about his smile that struck me in more places than one . but what i really want to do is stay and watch her get dressed . he had to work to control his breathing . he laughs and sits up , brings his arms up to rest on his knees . i had n't realized how alone i truly had been until now . i just got in and saw the message . he 'd spent a great deal of time on the contract . damn , that man got to me . 