she 'd be crazy not to take the deal . `` i do n't know , '' cole said , sitting gingerly , making sure the chair would hold him again . i nearly soiled myself when one of the heads spoke . by that time i 'd been knitting for years . she came out looking like a million bucks . the last thing ava remembered were his warm lips pressing against hers , and his whispered , `` rest . '' beads of sweat pop out on my forehead . 