ill get you back for that , brand . `` how 's it going up there , jules ? '' all he 'd said was that my mother had left us for alcohol . two people were following us : an amateur and a professional . i was so angry , so sorry to lose him-i needed someone to blame . '' `` go make sure we 're locked up , would you ? '' just when i have decided that he is not going to answer , he speaks . 