then the dream came back to her in a rush . his hands slowly closed into fists . she followed method in and looked around . it felt weird not to knock when i returned , but i figured id get over that quickly . rose came through the curtain just then , her face politely questioning . perhaps i want to do things to you that will break your mind and spirit . she means it must be a hard life to be married to a king , rather than just an advisor . this was turning out better than he had thought . 