your time. you can’t do both. if you’re going to worry, why pray?
when you place it in his hands, trust him. believe before you pray, while you pray, and after you pray. it’s like giving someone something that you don’t want back, but in the back if your mind days later you wonder are they going to give it back. no, you gave it to them as in it’s yours now. you can have it. here take it, no questions asked. so there’s no need to wonder what they are going to do with it or how they will deal with it. right?
one thing i have learned about handing over 