however , she was not looking at me . 'if i were to ask you why , you 'd pretend not to understand ? ' worst case scenario , we 'd appear during one of the queen 's feasts . `` touch me , '' he whispered , his voice thick with need . me working for you , living with you , and kind of seeing you ? '' and the fit with her was perfect , as if their bodies had been made for each other . like he was going to get charles . 