we ca n't allow those wards to save her . '' i decided to try and go back to sleep . or as honest as she could get . having got as far as he could with bouncing it around in his own mind , one bright may morning while checking back through his old file notes for something he might have missed , he decided to get some outside input . it was a huge thing to ask , considering her age , but she was my closest friend . her breath came in with one long , swift draw . 