its not always a good idea for people to see you on the phone , but you cant turn the camera off or the caller will wonder why . so i was n't able to use any of it to our advantage . '' the least he could do was warn her . he closed his eyes again and concentrated . `` is that why you went outside ? '' i ca n't believe you 're here , i whisper into his ear . i know how to shut up and i know how to be still , though i could n't stop quivering . 