upset papa.
i think the one thing i have to keep remembering is the more time i spend with papa the more patience i need. i feel like i tap into a reserve. i know it is hard for him having to depend on the rest of us for so much. for someone with as many health issues as he has, he is very independent. it is very frustrating for him to have to ask for help or depend on everyone else. i get all that, but it does not mean he gets to yell at me when he is frustrated or upset. of course, by last night he was over 