it means something to me , josie . she called , her voice filling the silence . she truly hates my family , especially jean and me . 'think it to me , ' henry said . he just stood there waiting for them . and you better run for cover , as i still have one more question . my hands shook at my side as he continued to stare down at me so intently . at the moment he didnt rightly care . he smiled , perhaps at her use of `` lord '' for him . 