you may go with my blessing . '' `` but we 're here , at his house . '' he looked as panicked as me , though and was no help at all with calming my racing heart . but in my mother 's head , she had a vision of what a sixteen-year-old should look like , and it was not this . they 're disguised from view , but believe me , he ca n't go anywhere . '' he pushed a button on the remote , and the screen turned black for a moment . 