the trail had led to where she was lying , she had a kitchen knife next to her with many deep cuts going up her wrist . his issues were something that i was going to have to forget about for tonight and deal with later . `` i take it this is n't a social call ? '' `` thanking you does n't seem very appropriate , but i ca n't ignore what you did , either . '' i would sit and wait to awaken , or so i thought . 