i met sam going up the hill and told him to follow me ; but plainly he did not do so . he grabbed it , tossing it into my flight bag and slinging the bag over his shoulder . see , if they caught you , there would be no harm done . during the good times with ben in all her spending she 'd never bought herself one . `` none of this is easy for me . '' you think im kidding , but i am being completely serious . `` for the love of god , stop him ! '' 