well seeing as though he cant ask you to what are you going to do ? i reckon they all drew lots and the losers stayed here . '' i had watched her take one once . for now , lets finish that episode . see you , jake said and hung up . only , i still want to know ... why are you looking ? this is my last opportunity to fix things between us , to get her to see that im not just the loser everyone things i am , that im actually a person , too . 