`` barney , i have something to show you . it was more than a little surprising to see her this way . `` that does make air-conditioning sound a lot more inviting . in her eyes he saw a great pain . god , i am so happy to hear your voice . '' you know you can trust me with your secrets . i had to get him back , not because i was afraid that i would die , but because i love him . it 's the way i always work and it keeps us alive . '' 