changed my mind. find the body? no. no, that’s just... too much. much too much. finding him.. . mark.. . with his skull cracked open . . . and his eyes rolled back in his head .
and dried blood all over his face . . . too much. even strong girls can’t deal with everything in life. even strong girls have their limits, don’t they? this is mine. my limit. i can’t go looking . . . all through the house . . . just can’t . .
beginning to cry, beginning to shake, she picked up the bucket and left the house. 