i nodded my head at her , not trusting myself to speak . why do n't i do this more often ? a day too late and a dollar short . `` you 're deliberately goading me , and i do n't understand why . '' i figured everyone could wait until she settled in a little more before meeting her . `` if you 're sorry , then let me the f**k go ! '' she 'd been hearing them since she could remember . i have never understood him and now i never will . 