table of contents contents chapter 1 : the red door awaken hallway third day what 's to become of me ? although i do not want to admit it to myself , i am excited to see her . it would take days and days to read the entire thing . his hand reached out to hold mine again . shaking my head , i stay at the sill . marc put his hand with six fingers on luke 's shoulder . i thought that was the whole point . 