he rubbed my arm and with a half-grin , turned to join his band mates who were already starting to take the stage . the wind seemed to be whispering to him . been in this lodge the whole time ? '' anna didnt want to upset her friend again , so she agreed . for all the times i spoke when i should n't , when it came to speaking words that my whole heart were bound up in , it were a difficult thing . hair on the back of my neck stands on end . 