then he put the telephone back to his ear and covered the mouthpiece with his hand so that no one would hear him breathing . `` in the other hand i have the sauce . she had a lovely death scene and all . she glanced at the sheet as if she 'd forgotten she was holding it . 'i expect i had you worried for a while there . no doubt that would totally blow my chance of giving my songs a shot at the big time . those two countries had tried to kill everyone by building nuclear bombs . 