my hands had let go of him in order to save myself . i do n't even think anyone 's watching , but my heart 's beating so loud , i can hardly hear my own thoughts . `` whatever you 're talking about , you 're wrong . '' she stopped and pulled off first one shoe then the other and looked up at him with a grin . he could feel his thrilled heart hammering against the inside of his rubber suit . i wipe my mouth before reaching into my car for a bottle of water . 