the talk your dad had with me , it wasnt about anything that happened in here the other night , it was about my family . they 'd been eight years old , the two of them . it seemed everyone liked the blue color the best . i 'm not sure if i 'm supposed to knock or just open the door . i told you the gods had plans for us . `` did you make this for me ? '' he turned to face the other officer in his car . billy imagined jacobs pulling a confused face . 