i was trying to get in her panties earlier this year , remember ? '' to be frank , our investigation has come up against a brick wall . `` did you in fact write the story in today 's paper with your name on it ? '' i meet his eyes and feel the connection to my dearest friend . he did n't understand why the sound of his name on her lips made it difficult to stand . i 'm an idealist and when that image of my life shattered , jack was there to cling on to . 