that 's so - ' i locked eyes with him - 'like a mathews . gardener , who had no idea that he would meet this man in the not-too-distant future under far less cheery circumstances , took it and shook it . just as i 'd realized that i could n't keep lying to her because i was in love with her , she 'd realized that you ca n't love a lie . he pulled his face from his mothers blouse . he was soundly beaten at darts , because he was n't good at it , which he knew . 