longer think of myself as young. that is strange and scary, because all of my life thus far i have thought of myself as young. and i never will again.
it’s not that i think i’m old. to think of myself as old would be an insult to everyone on earth who is older than i am, and i also think of that as including my future self. she is not old. i don’t really think of any human on this planet as old, because our lives are so very short. maybe the ones who live for longer than a century are old, but the rest of us don’t even have 