more by instinct than by seeing , he made his way among the sleeping forms to the guard fire that burned at the entrance to the cave . i had a note to call you , but i cant remember why . so , how can i make it up to all of you ? was i weak , that i could not force this mind to answer my questions ? we hold on to money as long as possible . plus , this woman was no innocent . `` do you think he needs a pillow ? '' 