gulping fresh air , i almost scream when a face appears in front of me . `` i hope you never come after me , '' he said . i love him and i will be here for whatever he needs . `` but you came back knowing i could n't . '' he was two separate people , and i found myself wanting to please both of them . if he could hurry and complete his mission as planned , he might be back under the covers in an hour or so . `` last door on the right , '' she said . 