`` i made the spare rooms up because i did n't know what you were doing , '' she whispers . holly watched him closely , fiddling with the cuff of her long-sleeved , black cotton blouse . if they set off on foot , they would have to bunk down in a cave for the night . i yelled , throwing the bus into reverse . we all ate together , like we did it all the time - like we 'd done so many times before . im not exactly asking , if you understand me . 