i wore the masks i needed to wear and i locked them out . he 's really trying hard to make things work for us , and i 'm really grateful for that . '' that would be cool , dizzy said , still scanning the newly formed lines . with a flick of his wrist , he closed the refrigerator door . he remained silent and studied her . and deep inside my sore , stiff body , i feel a sense of peace . her mouth formed a disappointed `` o '' and her eyes closed . 