for some reason , i 'd been expecting pen to call me on lying about my problems . he shrugged , and added , its just a way to travel . i recognized you on the road that day , you know . there was so much to do back at bur and he wanted to end the bout quickly . i was one of those who came to know her , well enough for us to agree to meet up after the war , back in the world . i was a f**king idiot to think otherwise . 