i dont want him to say no just because i dont want to . i do n't want to see any reporters . he groaned then shoved down his jeans and stepped out of them . do you think shes dead dead , or undead dead ? they both laughed so hard at that . he would n't return , he decided , until he 'd found her . `` is that why you did n't want me on this mission ? my mouth tasted like the bottom of a fish tank , and i needed to pee so badly , it hurt . 