hope was about to find out my deepest , darkest secret , and i knew that it could change all of what we were finding in each other . if you 're asking if i have blood on my hands then yeah , no doubt . why , you asking me out , sweetheart ? '' `` just ... get out of here , hector . '' he combs the conditioner through my long hair to the ends with his fingers . `` you got to watch him warm up ? '' 