i ca n't help thinking about that night ; how i sat and talked to her , not knowing she was dead . i wondered where you went , she said . this is the last place i thought id find you . something is blocking the sun on top of the jagged wall above the pool , and a long , oddly shaped shadow is cast along the water . is that part of your agreement ? `` that does n't mean i 'm going to fall into bed with you , '' she grumbled and took a bite of her sandwich . 