but then she said , `` it 's pretty f**king awesome we 're going to be sisters , is n't it ? '' i need to get my sunglasses , too . '' come on , it just sounds ridiculous now . `` if i understand what it is , i would not mind if you had it . '' at least not sorry in the way she might take it . for a moment , he nearly forgot his concerns . the place was not as vast as he imagined . 