he really liked that about her , he thought , that he could affect her just by walking into the room . he leaned forward and pulled away the hair near his ears . the wounds were too deep and damaging . it felt as if the razor wire was ripped from my throat in one sharp pull . shes clearly still pissed at me . promise me you wo n't tell anyone . '' i dont think i could ever put into words how much their help meant to me . he got up to pour them both more coffee . 