when the silence got painful , he said , `` i thought you were still on the other side of the wall and i did not hear you come in . there were definitely times when it was better for all when daddy walked away and never looked back . we represent our families now because most of our family members are dead . she told herself it was only natural to dream about killing vampires ; she was supposed to be a hunter , after all . its all i can get right now . 