god , kelly , how do you do this to me ? yes , and it was our undoing . i could easily get lost in them , letting everything go . i looked up at her shocked face , thinking as i did so that nothing could make her feel better for a little bit . the islands on the horizon were now spread below us , dotted with buildings and a slash of grey runway . `` does it smell funny to you ? '' the rest offered their necks again . 