minutes later there is a crash outside and the front door almost flies off the hinges , he 's in such a hurry . i started writing letters to him , letters that i could mail to him to let him know that i would be faithful to him and to god . i know youre hiding something from me ! he watched for her , but she did n't come . much too soon , long before i 'm prepared , we are led by the host to my family 's table . `` setting him up as a prime target then ? '' 