its pissing me off because i want to tell that story , and i need to publish another book , and i love writing , but . he stopped on the edge of the stage and lifted his camera . i swallowed as i glanced out the window , willing the traffic to clear . `` has anyone ever told you that ? '' those lips had kissed my cheek . i 'm not even sure if i know how to just kiss . and may the best man win . 