i could explore putting on different skins , learning to become anyone and then vanish . i had n't imagined i 'd be out here on the lighthouse platform , much less actually going inside it . i knew i was dying because i could have sworn i saw a swirly light . his level of thirst fascinated me . why is he asking me to go with him in front of everyone ? although at times he certainly acted the part . '' like a girl who is really going somewhere . my eyes moved up and then stopped in surprise . 