she was encouraged to realize she already did some things that way . it burned through everything he had ever known and tossed him away into a strange land . i felt as if the thing had shriveled to the size of a raisin . it feels good to talk to you like an adult . the elevator continued to whisk me up to my floor . none of that made a bit of difference because jordan still does n't want you . she felt as though all the oxygen had been sucked from the room . 