partly because i felt so depressed and partly because i was so afraid and ashamed for the way i had thought about hurting my kids and myself. anyways, great idea and i can't wait to see where this idea goes! right now, building some kind of food dryer is a priority. i sometimes wished for the voices to stop. my husband has been asking for baked mac & cheese and i think i have found the one to make! had they come through the window? their wish list and bucket lists are probably combined under one list of an unknown name, perhaps a ‘hope list’. 