i just want to feel loved , she admitted in a small voice . tonight was going to be ... interesting . in the bathroom she quickly packed the basics into a small , zippered case and dropped the case into the tote . in fairness , it was the hall outside the bathroom , but still . `` it 's not the usual thing , to keep a boy by his mother 's side , but i 'd very much like to have him with me . '' basically the restaurant part was her project . 