even in my mind , that thing looked cheap and worn . `` is that the one you want ? '' still , grace thought , lily was murdered . he looked at her in his peripheral vision , and then gave a friendly grunt . the massive shelves surrounding them shook with a noise that surprised him . the other one , hurt or not , had made him feel dirty and a little ill . but do you know why one of our own would help them ? '' he asked , his lips pressed hot and demanding against her throat . 