it often amazed her how they could so rapidly place her under their wings and how she seldom fought for the right to stand-alone again . `` do you feel them move yet ? '' i blinked away the tears in my eyes as i waited for his answer . i smiled but on the inside , i wondered if i was getting in way over my head . as i said this i giggled like a child . some rattles for him to play with . jared 's eyes were slowly fading back to their usual brown . 