i do n't remember much after that ; other than the wind , which was meant to carry my kite into the heavens , continuing through the afternoon as it chilled the tears on my cheeks . when she pulled me into her arms , i burst into tears . the moment they got to the horses , the trap was sprung . `` he wanted to come wi'us , but i told him someone had to wait there- ' specially if we 'ad to leave quick . '' i didnt quite see what he was driving at then ; but i do now . 