shed made nothing but mistakes , all for not . and it had n't been a lousy kiss . it did n't do any good to say they 'd met because of his daughter . better go back to the office and get hell from mary . so that it really means something ? '' 'figures , i fall asleep , then go crazy with voices . ' he put his mouth close to my ear . then after a couple of weeks they ordered them to kill the puppy . 