he came to a stop against the cabinets , holly 's high-heeled shoes hanging above him . `` it makes me feel wanted and loved . '' his voice echoed out into the darkness . there was a pause , one that opened up nicely and gave st cloud just enough for a direct shot . if you took that name , it would always remind you that your mother was a woman of our people . '' `` mistress fraser , '' he said , fixing me with a beady eye . 