even as their bodies moved together , mixing sweat and her perfume , alec knew once wouldnt be enough . `` and the police officer who did so much for you ? '' `` no , no , i 'm not anything , '' i said , standing up . she wondered if he knew what his touch did to her . this one would n't last the hour . yes , id like to come very much , she said . the book is a bit sad and tragic if you ask me . '' 