she 's off the bed and out the bedroom door and i find myself alone in her room on her bed . its possible he hired someone to kill ray . when he wanted something done , she was the one who he turned to first . he thought that the person should be worth seeing for he did not want to be late for school . i guess i kept trying , hoping i could eventually get over mason . she even felt self-conscious about using the toilet with him wandering around nearby . 