he summoned his strength , and threw his warming shield up before him . it was edging close to eight p.m . help him if he needs it . '' `` you know , right after i left you , two days i stayed in my room at dad 's house and i do n't remember a second . that little thrill did not come often . his first kisses were tender , pausing to rest his lips on mine ( i suppose to measure my reaction ) but my mouth encouraged him to proceed . 