he lifted the paper again so she grabbed it , wadded it up , and tossed it on the floor . as i finished his last entry , i was hurt and angry . `` no , it passes just outside the walls . you 're going to draw a lot of negative attention if you smash out the window . question was : did they die in battle ? she 's up to something , he told himself , something big . my eyes moved back to jet . not that i could exactly blame her . 