the room seemed to whirl around me as i weighed what he was saying to me.could it be ? it 's nice having family over here . '' `` some people are just weird-take mark , for instance . '' my gaze drops to his mouth as i tell him , `` i want someone to hear us f**king . '' i felt her relax a little behind me . no matter how strange or weird all of these events seemed to me , i could nevertheless now accept that they all did take place and are real . 