i could hear the beat of his heart , the steady rhythm just below his ribs . now was not the time to have that conversation . shes had that white piano a long time , you know ? i like them much more than the ones i have now . '' i love being around him , and i think i deserve some fun ; some happiness and laughter in my life . you 're very strong on the respect thing . would there be any food for us to eat after a few days had passed ? 