when he felt it , he jumped . he stayed still for a few moments while the engine wound down and i did n't dare move from the car before he did . man , i give you a round-of-applause . it was a rash decision that i 'm afraid i 'm already regretting , '' i said truthfully . ernest , on the other end of the hole , followed . she was the type of girl that should have been my first . especially the ones we love best . thank you for allowing my kids to stay here this morning . 