not love and not ... any part of being together . '' i do n't know why i 'm telling you , except that it 's killing me . '' and this one does n't seem up to his usual standards . why all the questions about my son ? in the center , under a big blue and white striped umbrella stood a long glass topped table set beautifully with a bowl of fresh colorful flowers . last time you were nosy , you helped solve a murder . but she was going to beat him anyway . 