i didnt think hed hurt me or anything like that . he wasnt sure if the man was speaking another language or if his head was too confused to understand . she tried the door and it opened . his hands tangle into my hair and his back leaves the car . a lifetime of air released from my lungs . fear mixed with their angry looks . lucy 's voice crept into her brain : `` his marriage is already over or she would n't have come to us . we all stood in silence , staring at the small dark window . 