i 'm about six or seven steps from the bottom of the staircase and i know if i go down , it 's going to hurt . if you want something , you need to let me know . '' and , naked as the day i was born , as i unwrapped my clothing , i suddenly wondered where , exactly , i disappeared to . she felt as if she would tumble into their sea at any moment . i know its in the managers office and shes there most of the time . 