she reached out her hand and i took it in mine . unless he wanted to wind up in prison , he could n't go anywhere . one of the cops called to him and victor turned away . you can not die with me . just believe me when i say that i wish things were different . they were young , in a steady relationship , but my dad had n't kept it covered , so nine months later it was hello jordan . she could see herself reflected in his eyes , looking small and pale and dirty . 