he stared at his desk , at the files for his waiting patients . i found nothing in his words to explain my connection to him . i stepped back with a sigh and crossed my arms . i had read all my books , and i never re-read books . she brushed at pierres arm to get his attention . but , i have never closed my eyes during this type of situation . is that the one were looking for ? god , i hope he 's not with that girl . 