and tell those back at the church they might want to leave . `` does everything have to make sense ? '' a few patients shouted with distress , and a few others cheered her on . her heart was beating so hard that she thought it might jump out of her chest . it was the only thing worth trying unless i could somehow find something sharp enough to cut the ropes that bound me . yeah , just a little worn out from all the fun were having . `` you should have come to me immediately . '' 