if the plane had crashed deep in the salt flats they would have to carry on for a while on foot , and there was a chance that the plane had in fact sunk into the muck , lost forever . at least enough that she could run for a few more hours . see who stays and who comes back . he was so big and thick inside me , sliding in and out . i wasnt sure if i could please you . i 'm the one who woke up with a tube down my throat . '' 