he had no idea who had built the castle or how he had come to own it . she did n't understand how he could have been this sensitive about it . `` why are n't you ever upstairs with them ? '' i could n't remember the last time someone had been interested in this aspect of my life . he took his seat at the table . we do n't even have any classes together this semester . i had healed , just like he 'd predicted . `` will your condition affect your performance ? '' 