i park my car in front of the grocery store , trying not to have a panic attack . ow , you struck me in the eye ! not when he made me feel so safe and alive . it took a moment but she nodded . `` are you coming to ellis 's later ? '' suddenly , i was back at my desk cleaning it . cassie wanted to smack him , but she immediately started to soften . he walked to the elevators and pushed the call button . 