`` now , as much as i want to put you in bed right now for a different reason , you really do look like you 're about to keel over , and i do n't even want to tell you how long i was on an airplane over the last few days . because although the soul of that child would return it would n't be the same . maybe putting some miles between my life and the lab will make it feel less risky . `` and the park board is letting you do this ? '' 