the player has to have enough room to turn around , i screamed . violet wanted to grab his hand and put it back inside , but she stopped herself . i let her foot go and throw my legs over the side of the bed . `` take me into the upper level . '' i could only imagine what he meant by this . enjoy , the waitress said with her typical smile . i do not mean for him to have us alive . '' and it takes all my strength not to cry . 