i love you both dearly , you know that . he does n't recognize me or anyone else . '' he glanced up at the rusty autumn sunset for a moment , then closed his eyes , took a deep breath , and jumped . this then made her feel bad . and i knew that i was dead , but it did n't matter . wont do any harm to tell me , then , will it ? `` i could feel it , and you see how pure it was . she sat down in her chair . 