never thought you could teach me anything , but there you go teaching me . for the first time ever , i realized the tenderness with which he had viewed me . `` except that we 're not safe from the crew , '' she said . haven preferred staying home and losing herself in books . my moods gone a little soft , so no serious thinking . the place has always been buzzing with energy . was this why the creature swam up beside a vessel ? do you want to cut out early ? 