2 this whole period of my life turned out to be one of the most satisfying . no , more like have diarrhea , throw up , and pass out . there might not be anyone to give supplies to . i noticed it didnt have a top and i slid inside like an earthworm heading home . it catches in the back of my throat before it comes out . he makes me want to push his shirt off so i can rake my nails on his chest and watch him groan -- - oh . 