i live next to her apartment building , '' i said . `` i know , but you 're never going to know unless you try . '' only with the sacrifice of blood . one just needs to step back , to keep focused on the bigger picture , and to make sure that everyone is rewarded in the right way . `` three hours , nine minutes and forty-eight seconds . the good eye opened and looked at me . frightened by his fathers strange behavior , fascinated that he , just a boy , was the cause . 