i did n't have anything else to do this morning anyway . well , i would turn it down , but , you know . suddenly it 's so still , and the silence frightens me most of all . i let my arms drop and walked into the bedroom . the response is instant and i ca n't remain silent . `` actually , i think i just want to go home and pull the covers over my head . '' she 'd also been enjoying the independence that came with the single life , and tonight was definitely one of those nights . 