we had to do this together if we wanted any kind of future . i lean in and tug at her ni**les through her shirt and bra with my mouth . his eyes turned to the sofa . with you i feel so much , and i do n't want to be hurt by it . '' a bunch of thoughts flew into my head . besides , just because i understood how she might feel did n't mean i could soften the blow in any way . he had an idea , but needed to do some under water work to prove it . 