jennifer arrived early and was seated . i wasnt ready for happy families , not then , not now . `` similar , '' he said with a laugh , `` but not quite . '' he 'd always been alone or felt that way . he looked like a guy who was playing and winning . `` you are seriously mistaken if you think i do n't want you . '' these sessions were always dangerous , but doubly so since he 'd decided on a double game . i dont think they will try now at any rate . 