for a second , our eyes met from across the room . emma punched the lock and chained the bolt . but my heart thundered in my chest anyway . `` can we go five minutes without you talking about sex ? '' he wondered why the guy behind him was pressing it so hard it wouldnt make the bullet go any faster . there was not a thing he could do . you found her at 4:15 in the morning and you didnt wake me ? 