will is hard to measure because its different for every person and every situation . it means that this is all going to hell . '' a faint grin crept over her face . `` oh , a friend of mine said paint thinner works , '' said the voice of experience , shaking its head . `` you will fly me back to the city now . '' `` i like your dad , '' he whispered in my ear . it was time to get real . 