yes , that would probably be a good idea . but once i started , beginning with link-belt , i could n't stop . i dropped my hand to my lap and rubbed the spot where his touch still seared my skin . no kind of finesse in that sort of fight ; it was as much the horse as the man , and as he watched , the horses were forced apart by the crush of bodies round them . today i was going to suggest we should stop seeing each other . 