`` only instead of electricity , this is built to stop hostile magic . '' our city and our lives were in ruins . of course it all sounds so far fetched right now . thats what i promised myself this would be . she had been putting it off , her nerves getting the best of her . my voice faded away , i was n't really sure what to call what was going on between spence and me . i wrote down some ideas , id love to share them with you . 