he pushed a button beside the door , and it swung wide . this did not come from anyone , this gift . damn her for screwing up his head . `` why does a woman always wear the symbol of marriage on her finger and yet a man does n't do the same ? '' i watch in fascination as her eyes go from worried to respect . `` no , i wo n't be with you , because you 're jealous . '' lily wedged herself between me and the mirror . 