i hope you 're not in too much trouble , '' he said genuinely . alright , ill be in the car . its headlights were swinging and jumping in his mirrors . her mind was on food , food , food , and more food . `` anyone mark ' ( c ) , snowing ' on their test ? '' he gave me the push i needed to face my demons ... because i was ready to do it . look , those are the roses , she says , pointing them out . 