`` no , i promise , it 's nothing like that . have you been to a zoo or pet shop lately ? '' he should have still sent men . '' `` raven , a little later we can play titanic , '' he calls over his shoulder . he peeked left , then right , then glanced back with the steady stare that meant all clear . `` what if i tell you i do n't care ? '' i start to cry as it moves towards me . 