i get a smile from him for that one . you would n't think that we would miss physical pain , considering all the pain that we went through . `` if only i did n't love you so ! '' that short distance just felt like a marathon , but i do n't let that stop the smile that so badly wants to come out . which meant they 'd be coming in to collect their vehicles when they wanted to leave . `` i do n't want to be alone , '' he murmured , bringing my hand to his lips . 