and evening prayer times.
one day i went out to the coffee shop. i was thinking about all of this stuff, and felt i was not ready to take a leap of faith to believe. i told god that i wanted him to reveal himself to me and that i needed to see him.
a little while after that i started to have a panic attack. i thought i was dying and my only thought was ‘only jesus can save you’. i thought that was weird so i went outside to get some fresh air. and right in front of me was a woman with a sign that said ‘only jesus can 