i 'm making it easier for him to keep going on with his plan . '' are you writing all this down ? he sighed and rubbed the bridge of his nose between his thumb and forefinger , looking much older than his forty years . i could n't help but notice how people turned to look and i realized this was not the kind of car that people drove in this neighborhood . then i went in search of a phone . `` he looks delicious and golden , but his head is a dark place . 