luckily there was a different doorman on duty , who called her in out of the rain and asked her what her business was . im not certain what well find there . and it was so much easier to forget the light without his smile , without his understanding and encouragement . then a group of six or seven keepers entered the room behind a company of mixed races who were carrying small hand bells that they shook in time as they walked . this house is incredible and your mother is lovely . '' 