i had to survive the rest of the night standing on heels , after all . there was little cover in the parking lot . when you watch a game , you dont see nobody getting past him . gray 's arm curved around my waist . this just makes them even better . a few-four letter words flit through my mind , as i look around my old room , knowing i ca n't come home every time things get hard . as he slumped , he tried to free his pistol . 