he slid a finger underneath the seal and pulled out the faded piece of paper . lots of girls tried out , but amy was the one who showed the most promise . '' why did you say that if i stay here three months ill find somebody who loves me for the person i cant be with anyone else ? `` you did n't let her touch you ? '' i can feel my muscle fibers quivering everywhere . or the people on the moon or venus . is that why you want the log book ? 