at the garden room door , jack gently shoved me inside . the a**hole rolls his eyes , but he waves off his men . my eyes opened wide and i started to defend my dad , but stopped myself . cassie would help him change in the right way . he had n't killed for a long time , not a girl anyway . there 's so much you want to do and not enough hours to do it all . his normally happy demeanor drops for a minute . at least , most of the ones in your 'neighborhood . ' 