as we drove up , i noticed the train had stopped on the tracks across from the restaurant with its headlight still on . i wo n't allow myself to crumble under the weight of this life . she says they 're friends , and she has no comment on what's-her-name . the two men eyed each other carefully . hes big , was the thought that raced through kellys mind as she sized him up . silence stretches , and i f**king hate myself for this . storm had good reason to question whether she could do this . 