bumping the door open with her hip , she carried the food and drink outside and set everything on the table so they could eat . she tried to rise , found the effort defeating , and sunk onto her back before she realized she had never really moved . `` it is , m'lord , and she can speak for herself , if it please you . '' he was listing from side to side and about to topple over when i finally grabbed his arm , turned my body to his , and flipped him over my shoulder and onto the ground . 