he was sure of it now and he calmed down . he would be able to find her with or without that mans report . do n't let the flashy neon and dime stores fool you . my body tightens , and i turn away just as his eyes meet mine . they hold me tight , and i ca n't look away , nor do i want to . my bladder , however , had a different idea . i hold out my hands , making soft noises through my lips , but i 'm helpless . 