there must be some kind of barrier to stop us escaping , that and the mines in no man 's land . `` i have to learn how to let it go . i store stolen items there , she said . something he would n't be able to fix if he did n't get them out of here alive now . when my family brought it home , for the first time , i knew what i wanted to do . i flick my glasses back down over my eyes and hide behind the darkness of them . 