his father had been crushed when his first wife died . i went after you instead of him . '' the universe would n't let me move on without feeling those things . she swung back and broke into a limping run but could still hear footsteps behind . tony , his cheeks as pale as glass , turned to sandy and gave him a little nod . mark was listening as he walked out of the snack bar . he glanced at me and then turned back toward the window . so it was just a day , too . '' 