usually people won’t get it for a good fifteen minutes, and so it’s something you do when you’re bored, or if you want to irritate your family and your friends. the thought did cross my mind that i might not be able to drive again, but the major thing was life itself and spending it with people who are close to me." if i’m in a high energy event, i can be high energy, but if i’m in a calmer situation, i can go do that. want to help those in need another way? your satisfaction is our greatest reward. 