her father had told her to make them know they had been in a war , and what was left looked very much like an abandoned battleground . losing mercy was just too awful . '' instead of giving out , he politely asked me to pass him a loaf of bread . it was nothing to carry him off the stage and back into the locker room so they could get dressed and go home . `` she did n't want to have a baby at all . youve always come through for me . 