my palms stung as i scrambled along the cold tiles . standing at just five foot three , she was a little on the short side . when you just decide that by golly , nothing in the world is going to make you feel better ? he was actually pretty good with that blasted banner . i growled at words i did n't want to hear . anything would have been better than going out and watching my man get chummy with his ex . '' i live in fear , all the time . '' 