very active. i was a pro at sitting on the couch and doing nothing.
i did the least physical labor possible due to my low self-esteem and lack of energy. i felt as if i had given up. i had quit smoking a few years prior and thought that that would help; however, although it did help some, i was still gaining weight. i was unhappy with myself and my life.
i have always been the plus-sized girl, always in the back of the room trying to hide. i was watching others and wishing i could go shopping like everyone else. i spent most of my life larger than what i wanted 