it looks like a screwdriver , with a thin , round shaft , a sharp and glittering tip . i kissed her shoulder , her neck , and down her back , letting my hands slide down the front of her . let me take her place while you sort things out ? on these words i started to run like a mad raccoon jumping everywhere as he was running behind me . my eyes drifted toward the table . this was one of the most confusing parts of the whole process . i had wanted him for so long . 