when you call happy and excited about your day , i felt left out-it was you and me against the world since we were kids-but in the end ... there was just me . and here he was trying to make matters worse by adding a wife ! she was desperate to touch him . i pull back to see the sadness in james 's eyes , the mix of desire there . what did she have to work with ? there was nothing soft and sweet about his kisses tonight . 