am at today. i enjoy every moment. but this was not something that has come naturally. these feelings of happiness are a daily decision that i have had to make to accept that i took a road less traveled. i took my own road.
i firmly believe i am not alone with these feelings. and because i do sometimes feel this grief and struggle with this idea of loss of something i have never had in the first place, and occasionally fear of never finding the one who is supposed to make me "complete," it makes me wonder what i can even say or do to help others get to a 