with closed eyes , i pushed my mind and my thoughts out toward her , feeling the bond we shared and the invisible wall where it stopped . the whole world was starting to look like one big mess and no one knew why . i felt pulled in several directions at once , and tried to stay calm . man , she is way too hot for you . it 's what i say when you wo n't shut up . the last thing i really wanted to talk about on a date was my job . 