it was like every inch of my body was burning . having the three of us in that shot would ruin his reputation . `` yes louis , i believe that they were there , why ? '' i feel a little shattered , but i feel good about one thing , too . he looked at me , and the force of his stare set me back half a step . the hat filled up with stars ... but i did n't turn around because i did n't want him to see my face . 