pregnancy does n't require professional care day and night . '' i lie back on my pillow , grinning . `` good , '' he said , deciding to keep the rest to himself . i spin my silver watch on my wrist , a habit of mine when i 'm frustrated . i caught myself obsessing about his new family . it just jars me i ca n't remember anything about us . her friend did n't play the role of innocent well , goodness thought . a wide array of boxes and merchandise formed walls and columns in the large space . 