i found it aggravating that he was so much taller than me and could look down like that . in his last few seconds there was pure terror in his eyes . i was frantic , smiling like an idiot , ready to laugh out loud . and i had an argument with several others , who all wanted to barge in , too . '' `` i will take care of this man if he does not leave . '' my father ended the program , but there was no way to undo the damage . 