`` and in the press is where i want my future contacts with a pack of wolves . besides , they had to come back for the horses anyway . all he could see was newt 's final moments . and she was f**king my head up . can a man not express his soul without being accused of reading a book ? i looked back at the eyes and i was n't sure if they seemed out of focus - fuzzy - because they were or because i had been beneath the water for too long . 