i do n't want to think about what he 'd do to us if we lost you . '' still , they struggled , looking for anyone , anyone at all . cause we picked them off first , ben told him . are you saying youre a part of this , too ? `` how much earlier do you want to leave ? '' `` how many more will there be ? '' `` i 'd better be getting home , '' he said , avoiding jenny 's eyes ! 