you will not die , you can not die . `` he did n't have a chance to yell . '' oh , god , i 'm doing it , she thought . he is howling against my lips and i throw my head back in a slow drawn out moan . or , rather , the thing that lived within me had . perry beat gray to a pulp in front of everyone when he learned what gray had done . she begged me to make sure to send a note to this address on here saying she was alive . '' 