youre outside of the money-go-round and im so jealous ! it seemed strange to me because the door had not opened and i was sure i was alone . he was checking his hit list , checking it twice , and i was number one . he cried out in spite of himself . it wouldnt be a problem if the guys knew how to chill out and act relaxed around them . `` i 'm sure he 'd be happy to do both . '' `` you know what else i feel now ? '' 