four , three , two what if i regret worrying instead of praying for god to save my soul , no matter when or how it leaves my body ? eighty-two died in the crash . but i am about to break them . `` but i do n't feel like we need it . she positions the white ball on the green felt of the table , lining it up to hit a green stripe in the corner . i look her in the eyes and force a smile . all of it has crushed down upon him his entire life . 