my hands are balled into fists at my sides , shaking , `` how could you do that ? her own face had gone pale with shock . she knew it was ridiculous in light of recent events , but she had a million girly thoughts run through her mind . but that 's the nature of the medium . this was my day for people ruining `` aurora '' moments . if someone is making an attempt to stop my patient talking , its someone else . he sighed and his hands opened and closed into fists . 