i shut off the water and rushed through my morning routine . `` these are the last things i said to him . '' she was on solid ground with prayers of thanksgiving for a husband of such quality . so many things get in the way of remembering . i did n't even want to scare you . i 'd started to think you were different , not just another private school princess , but looks like that 's exactly what you are . it would be nothing more than a machine . 