i would never hurt her , or you . he 'd surprise them both , and then the three of them could have a christmas eve drink together . `` no , thanks , i 'm working , '' i told him as gently as i could . already my stomach is tight with dread at the idea of facing my boss . i had noticed that they glowed at times when i was at my happiest ; hearing the love that my angel had for me in those two words made me very happy . i will be here until you return . 