`` there 's one thing in particular that i really want . '' i did n't want to move too much because we 'd worked so hard to find just the right angle to let him do this . if something were to happen to him , then she was going to be here , and she was going to give him whatever help she could . i shrugged the bag over my shoulder , grabbed the suitcase , and went back across the hall . he turned down the driveway and came to their front door and knocked . 