the only real difference she noticed from the rest of the week was the dark clouds in the sky . suddenly , a muffled scream sounded from behind the closed elevator doors . i wet my lips , trying to cool my heated skin . `` i may never be as polished as the guys down at the country club , but i have plenty of money these days . he looked up at the blinds . she loves you enough to forgive you for it , whatever it is . '' 