and now , she was ready , she 'd found her strength and footing , to be partners with this man for life . warning me , dirk would not throw the deadly punch , but you would . her goal was to give them what they expected , not get herself killed . no , i still cant do it not even if you saw someone about to kill me ? after several minutes the old man finally looked up at us standing around him . she let the pressure build on her eyes until it hurt . 