we walked up to the third floor in silence , and i opened the apartment door without looking his way . i pretended not to have guessed what happened to the tickets . i told her , this is who i am . the ambulance pulls off and i take her hand in my own and bend down to her ear . `` you may go , '' the mayor says . she growled as she turned to sashay off . lewis laughed - glad to have some light relief . at least not until several days ago . 