i 'm tired , hungry , i want a shower , and i have a lot of thinking to do . i could see her whisper some ancient words of prayer . she wiggled in his arms and felt his shaft harden under her bottom . she shook her head sadly as she brushed and pulled knots out of her hair . that you wet the bed until you were sixteen and played with dolls . and i did n't want to stay away from him . i like to know what 's expected of me , you know that . '' 