i ran into my father 's room , but the room was empty , so i went to the tunnels to find him , to warn him . bobby waited for me to get myself together . this way , her mother can reply to her fathers messages . she wondered if she were insane . she stopped struggling , but he did n't get up . here , '' he said , handing her the paper and pen back . tears fill my eyes , so he and the trees behind him are smeared , but i still ca n't look away . 