i blink a few times to clear my vision , and then run for the window , yanking up the blind cord so fast it nearly snaps . i do it because i like it , and it 's a hell of a workout . and your eyes look almost blue sometimes . '' how we were supposed to act ? `` i 'm having a hell of a time , thank you for asking . '' `` you told me once that no one ever defended you . how was i going to get the blood ? they were surrounded on all sides . 