laughing against my lips , he kicks something out of the way and it hits the wall with a thud . `` did n't i hear that in an old western once ? '' you may hold on to my shirt if you need to , he offered . right before entering he announces , i promised you dinner . tragic , yes , but it could not be all . what the hell was he thinking , bringing her back here ? he expected me to be just like him . what the hell were you doing ? '' 