but if he cant find your money i fear it will be lost for good . see what i was telling you now ? the way their relationship had hurt everyone around them . morning sickness had started three days ago , hitting her early and hard . that had been the day when her life had started to spiral out of control . and now blood-lightning exploded in my body , my veins filled with heat . my freedom , life , and heart are gone . well , of course you need to see it . 