`` nothing to concern yourself with , mate . '' there was an intense white light , no larger than the head of a pin , and from this light the universe was still being born . she was of a mind that you had to take life by the balls and make things happen if you wanted to make anything change . nor did she know where they were . the chill she felt got worse . but somewhere , deep down , i know this is n't just a date , at least not for me . 