i ask him , `` you feel like a cupcake ? '' `` she knows you 're here and still alive . he has been there many times to visit . you have to make an appointment for , like , an intake or something . '' he took off each shoe and sock . you have much to think on . the pieces came together in his mind . running into one would at the very least kill the tractor . in fact , everyone here understands what must be done to protect the whole , rather than a few individuals . 