i do n't know if he ever has . '' `` yes , but i want you with me . '' unable to stop myself , i reach down , scraping my fingernails on his stomach , down lower until i come into contact with something incredibly hard , long , and warm . they would have to deal with his changing rooms eventually , but she did not have the heart to tackle the argument now . he was a voice in the dark . i dont blame her for throwing up ; i feel like doing the same myself . 