he showed me dis kind o '' rocky place , hit me on der head , and said , `` remember '' . '' she cried in dismay , willing him to come back to her . i start to look around , but all i see are tired and grumpy-looking adults . something moved behind his eyes , though he still smiled at her . the maybe-officer pretended not to see my weapon , but i knew he had . `` if he changed his mind , he would have told you . 