he had created a personal symbol for her , and placed it in his medicine bag-the one thing she knew he would never be without . roar had shown up-in appearance , at least . he said firmly , she was nothing compared to you . i 'm not used to such big hills . `` you ca n't take her to mother 's house . she just stood there and watched him caper about like a lunatic . trace , sign , foot prints , drag marks , bullet casings ; was there any indication of his direction or presence . 