he sighed , and then pushed me forward , away from him . okay well , it looks like meat . must have a twisted sense of music . '' not as beautiful as the company . i picked up my handbag and sat it on my lap . he had images of unwrapping her like a christmas gift stuck in his head and until he made it happen , he could n't move on . all things considered i handled the situation pretty well . the mind needs to rest as much as the body . 