at least he 'd drawn the line at make-up , other than lip gloss , so he was n't smearing mascara all over . part of the counter was covered in crumbs and an empty jar of peanut butter sat beside the sink , the lid halfway on with a dirty knife laying beside it . i grunted as pain swelled in my wrist , however all of that was soon forgotten when i looked up and to the side . `` why ca n't you use the shadows ? 