what if he forgot about them , forever , what if he just stayed here with her ? i just do n't want to have to start back at square one and try to forgive them again . '' `` if you 're finished , i have something for you . he looks puzzled for a moment before bursting into laughter . it was operating at full capacity but had no need to . everyone was nice and loose without being sloppy . somehow we were at the door , and i knew that bill had lifted me and moved me quickly . 