i was terrified , not so much of being killed-i think i was long past that fear-but of what i knew i was going to find . she glanced quickly to the bar and then back . nicholas glanced between the two of them , and then turned toward the ballroom . but then again , why should she have to ask him anything ? `` she gave me that chair in my apartment . '' `` and then later you woke up and got out of bed . i was practically alone in the house . 