she blamed it on stress and the pill itself because her life had been turned upside down . and thats where he had to admit he was afraid . `` i figured you did n't want to do it . 'no control , ' she added , her eyes still closed . we stopped four rows in and waited for a few minutes . he said that in general the habit of lightly changing laws is an evil that may not be immediately recognized but may reveal itself later under other circumstances . 