`` the time will come for him to wash his hair and declare himself , i know , but that time is not now . the color of magenta does not exist among fairies . he frowned for a moment , thinking , then decided to try another tack . when i thought of everything she 'd done and tried to do , i felt sick to my stomach . she just placed her hand on my arm and followed me . i was freaking out trying to arrange a meeting without you knowing about it . '' 