a stranger had talked naturally to me when i was like that, as if they were fully aware i could understand them. that meant a lot to me. another was after those darned fireworks, when my friend explained to my other friend that freezing like that did not mean that i was unaware of things, but rather than i was likely more aware of things than usual. that’s something a lot of people never understand.
i wonder what it is that makes the difference between the people who experience enough communication from me that they forget that i’m not typing or speaking, and the people who forget that i’m there at 