i saved her from herself , from her vile life back in the city . `` sometimes i wonder what life would be like if we had n't . '' `` it 's only come up once , with rob and rand . we have to discover the mysteries ! this was so not her best day . i came to a sudden halt , mouth dropping open . his face turned scarlet as he slammed his fist upon the table . hoping to use him for your own purposes no doubt ! 