ivy 's already planned a special meal for you . my worn sneakers land on the front stoop . it 's quiet and peaceful , and having her warm body tucked in close with mine gets my heart racing . if anyone should be pissed it 's me . `` he will if he thinks it 's in his country 's best interest . and he 's not someone you can reason with . `` it 's out there , '' chris said softly . eat if you can and then sleep . 