i 'd never seen anyone so beautiful in my life . `` they were n't easy to get , either . '' deciding , she said , no , we should keep looking . the bang is so loud i want to cover my ears , and two of the other boys do . i asked , tearing my eyes away from him and back to the menu . the voice was right : i did not die . `` i would request you retire into the carriage and wait , '' he said from beside me . 