my head snapped up and i looked at the sleeping form of the boy that was my husband . `` about 9:00 a.m. '' already her eyes felt incredibly heavy . the kind of happy my parents had . `` why do n't you get rid of him ? '' his fingers slid between my thighs and found me warm and ready . she looked around , but all she saw was the row of tanks . it was sitting there to remind him of who he had been and what he was now . `` you know nothing of an injection ? '' 