meeting him had been so far out of her orbit that she had taken it as some sort of sign-that he was the one . `` it makes a difference to what you 're willing to believe about her , my friend . and here you are , and here is your bag with all your things , and i suppose you have not changed your mind ? '' `` oh ... crap , '' i whispered as i took in the setting sun glowing through the remains of shattered buildings . this time the door opened slightly . 