he was rather impressed by how calm his voice sounded . any man would desire her if he had the least interest in sex at all . still , he knew he needed them on his side for the time being , so he played his part as he had learnt to do throughout his life . he leans down and scoops me up into his arms . `` how do you know my real name ? '' making a memory , having something to take with her when she went to the next life . 