`` let me explain what it means , red , '' he said , spitting the words on her face . pretending the attraction is n't there , and then falling into bed . '' it 's obviously been difficult for you surviving out here . '' it pulled away from the ram , like a majestic ship . we 're going to have to wait awhile until it cools again . '' i do n't have the money for a ticket . blood had been shed to discover its secret , to expose its heart . 