honestly , i have no idea how im feeling . what they were saying made a lot more sense . i was speechless so i simply forced an uncomfortable smile . are n't you going to throw me in a cage with gorillas or something ? i paused with my spoon halfway to my mouth . duff shook his head and shrugged . she was n't mad or crazy ... angus 's words were true . two girls turned around , said a polite greeting and returned to their activity but jennifer looked and sort of blinked twice at the visitor . 