she would n't give your white-trash ass the time of day . ' she smiled at him , but it was a sad smile . a part of me knew i was fooling myself . when i went missing down below , fade came back for me . she can not help that karma has chosen her to be the one to bring about our fall . `` you appear to hold a position of distinction in these parts , '' rita commented . but then he concentrated on being wren . 