quickly , watching as i grabbed at my chest , he asked , `` what am i missing ? '' im going to come out of this better than you think ! i distinctly remembered leaving it open for the cleaning crew , but perhaps they closed it on their way out . you said you could accept that i no longer wore ebony jewels , was no longer dominant . '' she hesitated , and it was n't hard to guess why . they tattoo themselves with deities and symbols hoping there is some reason they were created this way . 