not because anything sad has happened yet , but because i know it will . i bent , feeling for a pulse , and jerked my hand back when i found none . that almost sounded like an offer . '' mark stares back at him and theres something weird there , im not entirely sure what but its like something passes between them . i 'm sitting behind you , looking at you touch yourself . he needed someone to talk to . '' `` look , i '' m dealing with it , all right ? '' 