he had not allowed his morning with lacy to leave his mind . an ' if she did want me home , he 'd take me down there . '' the first is empty , the toilet seat has been ripped off and there is no toilet paper left . she did sip from tamara 's water glass then immediately stood back up , taking a deep breath . since clay had no war stories , he just listened . how she wanted to find a way to help all the other chameleon teens . 