i mean it 's my body , but i 'm not allowed to touch really , and i ... i ... '' her voice indicated that not just alcohol was available . i stopped and looked up at the sky . they sat or stood in silence , sipping tea and munching away . despite dads preparations , the drive did not go as well as he had hoped . a large woman sat across from me on the subway as i pictured the perfect place to put my pistol . the answer came to him quickly . 