`` whatever you are seeing , i do not , '' he said . i felt my eyes sting as i nodded at her . it is making its dive now . i never dreamed you 'd really let me in . '' ten minutes ago it was high noon . `` did you tell her we arrived ? '' if only he did n't long to touch her , to erase the vision of her sadness from his mind ... a sadness he was partly responsible for causing . in any sense of that word . '' a stop-gap until our next crisis . 