`` how the hell did he know where we were ? '' tell me why shed do that if there was nothing going on between you ? what was happening to her now ? about as bad as he was missing her right now . he 'd been half-drunk , disgusted with himself , and he 'd needed her . we ca n't really be together with this between us . '' but for some reason i was just thinking about her all day . until she was n't able to make choices , only soak in sensation . 