the baby is stretching herself something awful , making me wish she 'd just go to sleep . i should be fine , but theres back-up , if we need it . in her state he did n't want to give her too many shocks . being on her own , she did n't want to be caught staring when she could n't see anything . `` it 's like it 's floating up there , '' gray mumbled . how would i feel if she died ? my job is to worry about such matters . 