i knew it was a weird , me and my nephew out at night in the cold dark lying on my sister 's grave . as soon as they were out , she would take ash back to the surface and look up at his moons before leaving . it was a fight she seemed to think hed not yet abandoned , even though hed clearly abandoned us . if only hed known about this power of hers . gods , for once fate was n't trying to force me to take one for the team . 