you had your chance , old man , and you did n't have the balls to take it . then the boy leaned into his father , hugging him briefly . the thing is , we cook for twenty . he leans against the door frame . but you ca n't come like this without your gear or food or anything . ' `` how can you be with her after something like that ? '' i did n't even know if it could be done . you can walk to and from work . `` you know how impossible he is . '' 