oh sure , now i was able to dance around saying things straight out . it had been my father 's choice , and i had never had cause to complain of it . `` the feeling is completely mutual , '' he said , reaching for her hand and sliding his fingers through hers . i remember when i didnt have a care in the world . chris walked down and looked at his watch . but earlier that night she 'd gone out with some new friends from work to a party where ecstasy had been available . 