all i could think of was you bringing me something to eat . the dew dripped down from the grass . `` whatever you have planned with this poison , you will have to do without me . '' the panicked police , many of them still in pajamas , took refuge in a church near the ghetto gates from which they continued shooting . he would have preferred not to send her back to trail stop , but there had been no other place . `` that thing scared the hell out of me . 