he found himself wanting to tell her that it was normally much larger , but then she picked up a metal instrument with a wire loop at the end , and he wished it were even smaller . she places a hand over her heart . `` that might be a problem ... if it were possible for someone to catch her . '' jared burns with both a curiosity to know about her and a thirst to know her . in the kitchen he found a large can of lamp oil which he carried into the front room . 