babies were n't supposed to die-even babies born premature . worry showed on the demon 's face . the lights were out , no power at all , not even on the beer signs . i want him out of my life forever . the turtle-headed man managed to twist his beak into a smile . what about the rest of us , cassie ? the maid asked her to hold . but he was always in control of me . `` you know i 'd be there in a heartbeat to see you . '' 