he turned back towards the building , offered a curse to sell his disappointment to any that may be watching , and stumbled into the alley . remember , i promised to show you how beautiful the world is ? in it , he goes to great length in describing the history and 2 . and they probably would n't make out with another boy in a car in front of his house . i did n't want to admit it , but the snow was getting heavier . `` i knew you were n't ready to meet face-to-face yet . '' 