but surely theres got to be more than football , girls , partying , and road trips . since it was the truth , i did n't try to argue . just letting a woman stay in a killer 's hands ? he 'd taught me how to properly spank him during our nicer times together , and a cheek was a cheek , no matter where it was . he left it to me dad in is will . the seas , dark and swaying around me , seemed alien , even on the brighter days . 