'welcome to the family , you now get to sleep with all my brothers , and i do mean all my brothers , cousins , friends , hell , everyone ' ? he repeated the words to himself . never had she felt so sexy . dont worry , its all been arranged . i thought i was fighting a losing battle with some imaginary version of my younger self , trying to fight against all the other men that have let you down in your life , but now i know it 's a battle against you . 