i 'd like to go more often , but she 's all booked up . `` so i said yes , pushed him up against the wall , and we started going at it . '' now my jaw was on the floor . what the hell is all that about and why didnt you say anything ? in fact it was the first ever love type story that i 'd ever written in my life and overall i think it turned out a lot better than my expectations had really thought were possible . are you afraid of the water ? 