it was like he had been watching a horror movie at the cinema , filled with severed limbs , rolling eyes , bloody knives and torn skin and then he had come home , thinking it only a film , to the warmth and love of his family house . it feels like there 's something he wants to say , something meaningful , but instead he just kisses my forehead and grins . look what youve done to me , you - and toms voice trailed off , as a thought suddenly struck him . 