its arrogant to believe that you are all alone in the universe . if his diary is to be believed . being together was like old times , but it wasnt . she was biting her lip and her eyes were huge . he had experienced this kind of dream before . it doesnt break , being ripped open , anyways . theyre not booths now , of course . she had to talk this guy off the crazy train and fend for herself somehow , because she was n't ready to die . she could n't bear to contribute to his struggle . 