she gestures towards a door and i bolt for it with a grateful look in her direction . he hummed a bit while he was working , a tune i almost recognized but not quite . `` just what in the hell am i going to do ? '' colin looked over her shoulder toward the kitchen door . only what had been the head table remained . she was as beautiful in sleep as she was awake and alert . `` i do n't fear fire or water or starvation . of course , but what can i do ? 