he looked just as bad as i felt , if not worse , and when i touched him , his skin was ice-cold . i can shield you as your husband . youve got some kind of revenge fantasy going on in your head , she went on . `` how long do you think it would take for him to find a place ? i know the song and i know the caller . in fact , i could n't even picture it . derrick had his back facing us . 