okay , maybe i was n't such a great prize , but i still think it 's his loss . we are missing one key factor . '' i didnt want to mention it because it was embarrassing . i let her hold me for a long moment before i said , `` i 'm okay . '' chapter 4 after i dropped her back off at her house , i went home , thinking about the evening , hoping i was helping or doing the right thing . `` i told you that you could trust me . '' 