i felt moisture in the palm of my hand and sighed . i know the risk from the plate . she did n't sleep well that night . once again , rick had acted distracted and eager to get off the phone . being in the kitchen was making him hungry . he bent closer to her , and she realized her tank top had pulled up , and she could feel the muscles of his flat , hard stomach against her bare skin . `` sometimes the things you say make me think your life growing up was n't so great . '' 