he had remained behind , still the cool-headed gentleman in a storm of confusion . but they 're not like us , tony . `` let 's get the hell out of here , '' colin said , straightening his shoulders . like it was nothing at all , he lifted me by the waist and sat me on the edge of his desk and fit himself between my thighs . there was no basement at this house . i prefer to kiss you in private . '' then he smiled , his body shook slightly , and he laughed . 