all i know is that i 'd like to keep waking up next to her . '' `` perhaps , but i felt you would be better off here , given your circumstances . you 're so confusing to me . he was so tired that his hand shook , splashing a little into the saucer . shivers tap-danced across my heated skin , then a tweak of something hit my stomach . slowly i turned my head , not wanting to be kicked . `` you mean knocking down the walls ? as if she did n't have a care in the world . 