`` kill me , kill me and get this damn mess over ! '' he put a hand to his forehead . hell , this was n't even high school . the crowd burst out laughing again . but now i could feel that slowly bleeding out of me , replaced by an overwhelming sense of fear . she points to coop who happens to be heading in this direction . `` i 'm talking about a woman i admire and respect . and with my head in my hands beneath the pine trees , i knew i would never mean it again . 