carl kept the razor in his office bathroom , right ? he stopped and turned to look at me . `` the pumpkins have all been carved . '' no , at having made that decision . the nurse told me i should take advantage of this time and rest before i had to do the hard part , deliver my baby . each inch his hand crept higher , the higher the flames within her soared . this will be our secret , right ? was n't ... even like being alive ... '' darkness raised his blade . 