would never want that. she"s always trying to get me out of her hair as fast as possible. it works out fine because i don"t want to live full time with my mother either. she’s a hard woman to please and i find myself trying to make her happy even though i know it won’t work. i can’t help myself.
i may not love boarding school, but i"m used to it. i like being there more than i ever liked being home. though the silver lining to coming home is seeing pictures of hunter. every time i"m visiting i pray he shows up and i can actually meet him. but so 