he would be a different man now . foster shoved me away gently , his hand taking mine as he guided us back into the trees . i take the monkeys for a good sign . a man does not get involved with a girl . sky stared wide-eyed up at kim , but didnt speak . the kind of noise that made your skin crawl and made you press your hands to your ears and pray it went away . now they long to drink hot german blood . 