instead , she slowly lifted her eyes to meet his , and her stare was knowing , reluctant , patient . i said it to his face long before he died . you need to pull yourself together and get back out there . '' and next to her a space alien in a sheet . `` i do n't think we should talk at all . beau acknowledged his thanks with a single nod of his head , but said nothing in response . that night was the best sex i ever had . he moved his phone away from his face . 