we sat on a wooden bed without a mattress . hell , i do n't even know what i 'm doing half the time . `` and then , there 's a fucking toothbrush in my bathroom this morning , '' i finish and take a deep breath . `` i do n't know if it helped but he does want to meet with you privately instead of on the bridge . '' `` but girls , there 's a line , we need to grab your order , okay ? '' holiday choked on the diet drink . 