instead she walked right back out and decided to take her chances out in the hallway . and she wanted me to ... write about that ? there was something i had to do , but i could n't think . but you could n't even come close . '' he fisted his hand in her hair , pulling her head to the side hard . i have the blood of gold , she acknowledged . they 're in the jar by the sink . '' can they turn to the left ? '' maybe that would change with a man around . 