has it really taken this nightmare to finally turn me into a caring big sister ? how he would n't let her or her child down . he flung his weapon straight up into the air-spinning in a circular motion like the blades of a modern day helicopter . dressed , he turned off the light to his room and headed down the hall and into the common room of the club 's compound . there was nothing he wouldnt do for her . laney falls to her knees with tears running down her face , an ear-to-ear smile that 's just for me . 