i want to enjoy every second of it , but she 's not having that . no true waterman would let his ship become so dilapidated . he wants us to ship coke across states . '' no matter how much i throw myself into band stuff and try to keep busy , nothing is helping . jeff sighed and scrubbed the mark . today is n't going to get much worse . '' the moon was high now , in a sky as black as a cup of coffee that was n't very black at all . 