we could convince them that together they could be a powerhouse . '' everything would fall into place once i had my arms around him . `` he 's been with me ever since . '' we just picked that name because it seemed appropriate . she spun to me and shrieked , `` i did not hurt them ! '' i do n't know how i know all the words already , but i know them . as i stepped back out into the night , i found the air now smelled foul ; and that matched me mood . 