i really , really did n't want to screw this up and make any of them hate me . `` well , i 'm actually here looking for a job , '' i say boldly . `` surely shes not with them , '' i half-asked , half-hoped . youre never going to do it like that . `` can you help me find my daughter or not ? '' how many other armed men were standing out of his view ? the dinner is as satisfying as any feast i have ever eaten . from that shed assumed i was a writer ? 