`` we have a good forty-five minutes to work with . do you make every bolt the same way ? he started to reach out to , touch my arm , then put his hand back in his lap . she looked at the clock again . you had to strut the world stage like a celebrity colossus . anyway , we were all breathing a sigh of relief , you know ? i feel so guilty and so glad . they can claim equal shares all they want , but you know how it is , you know how it feels . '' 