again i looked at him like he was crazy . a great cheering rose into the dark night sky . we had not immediately had sex as we normally did , because he could tell that i was not in the mood , and honestly , i knew that he was not , either . he paused the film and pushed several buttons on the remote for the movie to start from the beginning . im not in the mood for a hypothetical sale . he could make himself ill on it if only he had it . 