`` i should be used to it , but i 'm not . '' the papers pumped it up again . `` this is n't an exact science or anything . she trailed after iris down the sweet-smelling corridor toward the contemporary section . i myself have often seen him digging away as soon as the frost has ended each spring . '' i lift up enough to throw him a sly smile . i have to get out of here so i can prove it to the world . 