`` there 's more tea downstairs , '' she said quickly . she had started to cry silently . he shivered again , his gut on fire . that site has surely been striking a bit too close to home . sweating hard , he turned to the lawn mower . i hoped that would be a good thing . who - who 'd want to murder you ? '' `` of course , i feel that way during the day too . her best friend amy said , leaning across the table . 