but at the same time , i could n't separate myself from the idea of a life lost . i felt it , too , in every cancer-free cell of my body . `` you look like you know what to do with your hips . '' so many things it 's hard to know where to begin . one woman 's opinion should n't matter so much to him . it was difficult to tell how old he was , or what his nature might be . the mouth opened showing a set of wicked looking fangs . 