i knew it was a farming area because it smelled like cow ass . he might have been talking to himself . we do n't want you messing that up . '' we have seen no one in all our months here . you will see , you will learn not to fall in the dead times and to take decisions for yourself and for the one who is nearby you . he seemed pleased by his own thoughts . its not like shell remember any of this . cant do a thing to change it . 