it looked like a car , which meant there must be a road in the distance . `` there are still two hearts left to destroy . '' and he 'd said it with affection , the sweetie , as if it was part of my charm . well , i was thinking , here i am already 26 years old , with no great goal like youre supposed to have . i do n't know why i did n't see it , but i see it now . '' 