to be fair , i knew what i was asking was a big deal . finally , he found the confirmation he was seeking . its always the desperate who need to be saved . i mean , if theyre so dangerous , why risk it ? `` [ know much about cars , do you ? ] though her demeanor was calmer than it had been , i was n't happy to have been found . it was no wonder he wanted all of the curtains drawn , even in his study . 