i do n't know what that is , but if i can help in any way , i 'm going to . '' she felt as if someone had just shoved a stocking in her mouth . the problem was did n't always deserve them . `` he said maybe god would send a raven to feed him . im only one of your favorites ? `` no , '' she said , hoping she sounded young but convincing . there has been love and magic . the source roared to life , a warm spring bubbling through my veins . 