her thoughts grew dim , distant ... she could n't separate reality from nightmares . about 3 am they made the call to tommys older sister , chris , and told her the news . given that you do n't know whether you like it , i mean . '' people would grow to hate me . `` i meant more ... what 's your connection with dancing ? '' w-when you 're finished , please come see me at the front desk . if the wrong person saw your ability then word would travel and nobody would be willing to play . 