`` there 's more to it , '' i finally agreed . the crow caught a glimpse of movement . by now i 'd lost whatever appetite i had , but i was so used to pretending none of this affected me that i ordered a double cheeseburger . `` i do n't want to talk about them . and then i almost laughed at the thought that this flying creature could laugh . `` i just ... '' i had n't thought about what i was going to say , which was really stupid . 