the tenderness in his touch lashes out and scars my heart . `` five minutes after i accepted you , you were mentally spending my money , were n't you ? they were definitely still in the honeymoon stage ... seeing as they 'd just gotten back from their honeymoon three days ago . i sat on the couch with a mouth full of popcorn and my thumbs tapping the game controller rapidly in my hand , killing zombies on the screen . how he got there in the first place , one must wonder . '' 