after all , she 'd made her choice . `` someone put her up to this ? no , do n't bother to deny it . its not as if im leaving behind some cheesy lipstick mark for a lover . the trees , having lost most of their leaves , seemed to lily to be enjoying their time of rest . she picked out the colors herself and helped paint . she 'd chosen to stay with him instead of saving herself . that took care of all of chrissys family who were coming to the wedding . 