`` do n't think of it as something useful to you , but more of something that can benefit everything around you . '' he was afraid that she would n't ever let herself love him back . nothing that existed in the physical world should have been able to move with such speed . as much as i 'd prefer to go alone , amber is the least troublesome of the choices i was given . '' a very bright future awaits you here . '' death cried constantly during that time period but was also happy knowing what would follow . 