if it was after swan 's phone call , that tells us something . '' dan knew how much i wanted our baby , and when it died , i guess i changed a little . i spun in a circle , searching the crowd . no , you must remain here for the time being . i do n't know where kids today pick up such filthy words . '' his laugh sounded more like a snarl . `` my family taught me those rules , '' he told her . sure i am , but what the hell . 