sorry , he said , his voice raw . i nodded to him , and we both hit the running trail , starting off at the slowest jog i could manage . she knew you would suffer so much , she was not able to expose you to it . but no one moved or got out . `` no one else would help him ? '' `` this is getting way too heart-to-heart for me , '' i say and grab onto the sides of the chair to push myself up . 