im going to send it to him . and would do anything to get it ... even murder their own husband . when she shifts , i groan softly into the crown of her hair , my muscles knotting . chapter five the view from her kitchen window would have been beautiful if last night 's phone call had n't turned her mood as sour as expired milk . a good portion was spent on jacks memorial service . it makes me look weak , and it makes you look like a fool . and yet it had to be like this . 