i do n't have time for this nonsense . '' his hard thigh connected with my shoulder . `` i was drowning my sorrows , '' he mumbled . `` why - why did you threaten him ? '' then he flew off me , grabbing his mouth , my own blood spraying all over my face . he knows i do n't deal with emotions like that very well . i just wanted to let you know . '' we have been very quiet , very selective . he had al the time in the world . 