`` i love that you constantly surprise me . '' i took a step onto my porch to try and get a closer look when he drove away . it 's been a long time since anyone but family saw him for just himself . '' `` i do n't want to be hard on him . have there been any changes in your sleeping patterns ? `` put it inside me , '' i said , reaching between his legs . the bank , not me , is calling the loan . '' did the truck horn blow early ? 