but teasing is harder to deal with . what had her mother said about them in her letter ? the bathroom was next to his room ; it would n't take thirty seconds . it felt like every ounce of strength had been used just to get here , i had no idea how i would find the will to break through this wall , let alone fight the magic that would rather see me dead . he pulled her to a sitting position . `` i tell you to go to the damn pool and you 're yelling at me ? 