`` take your panties off , '' he commanded . i will be most glad when it is behind me . ' he did n't move a muscle as the ball sailed through the air . he can be discharged soon but he needs to go to someone who can continue his care and bring him back for appointments . '' `` anyway , we lived a pretty good life . the feel of it was so sweet and full , it made her want to turn into scraps of cloud and drift away on the wind . 