red poked a cautious finger at them . they 're not the monsters you think . i knew what he wanted and i gave it to him . god , this is horrible , i 'm going to be sick . '' there was a dog that lived in the neighborhood where i grew up . except really i was completely alone , i think by choice . rainbow colors flashed behind her eyelids . `` please , do n't tell me this is over the girl you brought in here a few weeks back . 