i could get used to seeing that same light shining in her eyes for the rest of my goddamned life . and that was very different from the old days . `` we 'd always been very close with him , spent a lot of time at his house , went on trips . but i can always find something interesting to say about houses . violet had no idea why , the next day , she put on the best dress she owned and made a fuss over her hair . lucy beamed up at her father . 