whenever i thought about it , i still had no money , i still had a baby , then she was a one-year-old , then a two-year-old , then a three-year-old . she shifted her hips , trying to take my tongue inside her . `` i will always be honest with you . `` you can go , '' he said , and left the studio . `` how about you get rid of those clothes and join me ? '' but i want to do the right thing by her , ya know ? 