fortunately the aircraft was flying very close to the ground , because the captain was afraid of heights . out loud , which almost never happened . one of them is the killer . he asked before i had been given a chance to refuse his question . to my horror , i saw wisps of smoke coming up from his wrists where the silver touched them . i am not having an easy time processing the fact that you have total memory loss . '' `` what could this possibly do for you or me ? and if we die , we die . 