who else are you going to tell ? '' i shook my head frantically and jumped up to rush at the cellar door . he looked back at jack and nodded . he dropped the seeds into it . the normal not right was already pretty freaking bad . instead , they find his mother , leaning against the wall right outside the kitchen , smiling . when she got to the silverware , she paused , puzzled . such a sweet innocent thing she was . her one complaint was that he 'd almost shaved off his hair . 