it was where i 'd gotten it , i suppose . i think it was because we were both trapped , and we both realized it . secondly , that you know the action is wrong . especially julius and the other boys in the band . '' `` sorry if i seem to have missed something here , but what are these next steps about ? '' `` it gets chilly in this room at night . his lips were moving , but it hurt too much to make sense of his words . 