but with money behind him , he could find out . `` the vampire race is your new family and friends . '' to be warm and safe , what more could a girl ask for ? which wasnt a bad thought , really , because i suppose if it had to run out of juice , running out just before i swapped it for another one was about as awesome of a timing as i could think of . he stared at me a second , then sighed . `` it 's because you 're trying to convince yourself it 's over . 