we ca n't treat our soldiers as that expendable . i do n't know if i can write about everything afterward . i know it 's the weekend and you probably have a million things going on , but i thought it was worth a shot . '' but theres no chance of a further blast , right ? i moved closer to the kitchen and saw the balcony door was open a crack , cold air flowing into the room . anna picked up on some things , like a dose of me chin that makes you sleep . 