victor did n't approve of my decision to let her join us when i told him what i 'd done . you make me feel things i do not want to feel . `` it means if there was something there to see , i 'd see it ! '' she had to consider that for a moment . `` why does it not surprise me that you would choose black ? '' perhaps she meant that to sound playful . the one command that would bring them in to kill . what have you done with my dad ? '' 