he was actually relieved by what the cop had said . over the past four years , he had changed so much , but what had not changed was his firm belief that the plan would work . now you have the balls to show up here when you left your nephew blowing in the breeze and try to tell him how to deal with a tragedy ? that had been close , and scary as hell , even for me . she would have known those terrible hands anywhere . `` does this make you feel better ? '' 