his grip on her tightened , not letting her get away . it is all i can do not to pounce on it . `` you finally hired old fred to help you with the breakfast crowd . `` i do n't know why i do this , i do n't know why i want you so much , '' he finally whispers , his voice heavy with grief . lets not waste any more time . it was not dark yet , but darkness was well on the way . 