he shook his head , disgusted he had not seen the truth earlier . my knees felt loose and watery , but i forced myself to look directly at her . he stuck one leg and then the other into the stream . i was still half asleep when her kiss woke me . he had pictures on a flash drive that he would spend hours looking at . she grabs one of the bigger bottles and slowly turns around to face me with her hand over the lid . she 'd already washed but did n't care . 