she needed him , he told himself , not for the first time . be still , my heart , so i do n't faint from such faint praise . if she did n't make it clear what she wanted , then how could she ever expect to get it ? are you sure you ca n't help me ? ' `` our guide called this a temple of death . '' men were f**king and drinking , the action finally starting to get good . i really did n't want to own it myself . suddenly , he jerked back and stood . 