i did it for us so that we could be together , so that we could live together in love . he only shoved me against the wall and choked me , nothing out of the ordinary . catcher , jeff , and i were silent as my grandfather stepped aside , chatting quietly with the officer and , when they were done , passing him the bucket . hunting with him had been exciting , an adventure like none she had ever known before . no harder than losing what you have . another arrow stuck her in the neck . 