before i could react , he walked back to his car and was gone . misty stood outside , her head lowered , her back turned against the storm . i paced back and forth , willing my mind to switch gears and my heart rate to calm . note to self : in the future , i need to be more careful about how i change the subject . his tongue sweeping through my mouth and owning it completely . i dont know what im going to be when i leave school . 