she should let it go , instead of gnawing at the subject , but she could n't . and i took some scalloped potatoes without the sauce and im roasting them in the oven . because he 's always been around you ? '' `` i guess i would rather spend the rest of my life with arms i could n't control ? '' he had worked long and hard to get this far . you need someone who has some skill in healing craft and a knowledge of poisons . '' 