`` which means ... '' i say , not daring to finish my thought aloud . i mean , i 'm hardly the most important of individuals . '' thats good , darling , she says to dad . i wondered what hed be saying after our live shot . he had said there was an extra set of clothes inside . even now , when filled with anger for her , he was still trying to be kind . why did he want the truth to pass over his son and reach the next of kin ? 