`` how is saving your ass ruining everything ? '' he has no respect for our people , or life in general . weve got to find where thats coming from , she said . he knew exactly how to smile at a woman to make her feel it deep inside . i had wanted to be responsible this time . `` but how does one constellation tell us where to go ? '' i have never felt this lost-this alone-before in my life . perhaps the next time we are attacked i will actually be of some use . 