she was so going to lord this conversation over him . the pages were lying in an unorganized heap beside his empty bed . five minutes to go , with the roughest part just ahead . i do n't know where else to turn . '' that said a lot about the mans desperation , if not his end goal . `` because i have no idea how to do what i see in my mind . it took me another ten minutes to reach the top of the ridge and slide to the edge of the woods . 