sam glanced at the faces of the men he 'd known so well . i 'm trying to avoid that behavior , but it 's not easy . and you will let me sit here beside you ? '' wanted to bust his way inside now . his excitement about the dam and his sexual attraction to her had brought them to this . after i had carved up my cabin , i started digging under it . oh , aye , got several of those . he hung out there , as if the doorway was just the place he wanted to be . 