you wished to know my intentions . '' the first rays of sunlight were creeping into the room , and her roommate was already up . he holds his hands up to demonstrate the size of the needle , and she shivers thinking about it . she sighed when he drew her into his arms and carried her to bed . the first few pages are filled with mild anger at having to leave home . then he leans over and blows it out , closing his eyes . he gave him a light kiss then pulled away . 