i suspect shes wanted to do that to me for a long time . why are you wearing those things ? '' he shakes his head and snickers . was he going to send her packing ? i was swearing , calling her every name under the sun , wishing she was dead , wishing i 'd never set eyes on her , wishing i had the guts to take her out of the cage and squeeze her to death . daddy never moves , but i think he can hear . 