there 's just no get up and go in them . a scream filled my head as i slept . you sounded so upset over the phone . he was determined on having a happy day which meant giving her one , too . i giggle a little awkwardly , not knowing how to handle all the attention . the flying and the beating and the burning . as he pulls an image away , another sprouts to replace it . but that 's not what he means ; i know it ca n't be . 