`` yeah , it is , but i want to be buried in it , too . you know , ma , i dont believe i ever met anyone who is more grateful for any little thing than my wife is . christopher caught her chin and turned her head to look upward . i listen to the crickets and try not to think about anything important . `` he needs to talk to you now , '' she said . if you push your horse , you can probably make it in five days . 