did those other men know how to use their fingers and dick ? '' but you did remember , my brilliant friend . `` i have no idea what i 'm doing , '' i told him . `` $ 3.25 is what those idiots on campus told me it would cost , so what was i supposed to do ? more than anything she hated the fact that a man who had seen only the best of her now thought the worst . `` the instructor told the girl next to her to shove her awake . 