i look over at her shocked face , `` what the f**k was that for ? '' chapter forty-one we met behind the theater . *** an entire week falls under the rails as the train of time rolls on . i can relate to that , to a point . jake caught her and hauled her into his arms , hers closing around his shoulders as she shoved her face in his neck and her body shook against his with her tears . i always knew she was broken but i loved her just the same . 