just look at her wanting to run and hide . the child next to her lets out a harsh squeal as he tries to break free of his mother . why do you want another picture of me ? '' she could smell his terror and his awe . i shall be getting some money soon . '' they were all moping around on black leather couches . it was the only place his routines made sense . i rolled the parchment into a tube and placed one end against his chest , my ear against the other . 