he had no urge to kill his own . her grasp tightened , giving him a comforting squeeze . he seemed pleased at her response . `` and , what , you were just gon na let them rip me apart ? '' guy had n't been there when she 'd died . i smiled and leaned my head against his chest . using icing he attached the dark chocolate panels around the bottom layer . `` and you push mine , '' she snapped back . the coffee tastes weak , bland and stale . 