'are you so stupid that you did n't expect this ? i trust him but this is you we 're talking about . he had never , not once in his life , felt this powerful . did n't you already know he was a good man ? '' the freezing liquid rushed into my mouth and nose , and i felt my head plunge below the surface . it looked like someone had shot a deer and it was a bad hit . youre not hiding from me are you ? 