she would show us photographs and read reports from the papers on what you had done . he had n't had time to do anything except answer questions , take phone calls , and help will load extra supplies on the ferry . it 's what we do , she thought . that was a good way to get caught or get dead . people willing to give me a home . `` maybe i should tell you my name ? '' he smelled so bad of liquor and i just wanted him to pass out . 