the feeling that makes you feel as though you're going to throw up, not be able to move, and forget your entire routine all at once.
but most of all, you're going to miss the feeling after you hit the routine you and your team have been practicing for months and the adrenaline high that comes with it. the feeling of being on top of the world, that's a drug in itself.
so, while you have it, enjoy it. because there are hundreds of ex-athletes that would absolutely kill to experience just one of those feelings again, and you get to have all of them. 