i 'm getting locked up from the pressure . '' i cant remember anything i did wrong to him . `` hurry , '' she urged , between kisses , as his fingers went to his laces , `` oh , hurry , hurry , i want you in me , in me , in me . '' she was surprised to see um sleeping peacefully with its hands peeking from under the pillow , one palm half revealing what looked like a tiny light source . her stare meant only one thing . i welcome any help you might give . 