i hear parker stirring in the bedroom , which causes me to move faster . it told me that i was responsible for this perfect slice of happiness in her life . tradition does n't matter , and following the accustomed forms and rules of family does n't matter . she did n't know how they knew she was coming and could n't make herself ask . in the end , the only thing that stopped his fall was the ground . i remember the scar on her wrist , too , but she never flat-out said she did it herself until now . 