she nodded and he had a feeling she wanted to say more , but she did n't . `` so the question is do i want you , or do i want what you can give me-what i ca n't have on my own ? '' with one last look at the innocent faces , i head back to reality . i slept terribly last night , tossing and turning , unable to get comfortable . `` as sure as we may dare be . he extended his palm as an invitation . those days were so long and so lovely , she said . 