urges to hurt , to kill , to destroy . as long as i can fight to keep her that way . as if he can feel my thoughts upon him , he turns . it gave me the willies to think what she might have done with it and all the people who would have been hurt ... what she wants with all of us . he popped his finger out of his mouth . we were n't set to see the great remember until the following night . how he was so careful in keeping our relationship a secret . 