the faster bits , he moved me around and when the clapping came , he pulled me close , his neck bending , his lips finding my ear and he whispered , `` you 're right , honey , this is definitely the best part . '' it didnt much matter what i thought of or what was actually going on , i had no way of knowing if anything was truth or just made up in my head . he gives me a hesitant wave , which i smother with a hug as soon as i reach him . 