he was thinking about burning down the house , but it seemed like an unnecessary procedure , so he just left the house . i tried to lift my head and see , but my body was n't cooperating . `` i think it has something to do with a research project i was involved with . '' liquor , citrus , and ice , splashed everywhere . he pulled up his tee and caught the blood flowing over his mouth . `` he loves to tell this story . '' 