as long as he got to keep her by his side , he would play any game she wanted . heart pounding , i shoved on the worn , rough wood of the gate , adrenaline sending it crashing into the bushes . and then for every other night . `` he may not want to come back . '' we must change our plans , sir said . `` i have no idea where they are . yeah , im hungry , i said holding up one of my grocery bags . 