i do n't even like talking about it now except that well , 1 feel i have to tell you . ' it was n't a matter of if or how or maybe . if anyone finds out he 's gone , he could be fired . her hands were shaking so badly , it took all she had just to hold the key . not a lot of action with the hurricane coming . so , what are you in for ? still , the kids werent in any real danger . 