desperately , i tried to bite back pain , but it was n't enough . he 's an old man though , and he was alone . when i took her lips , i was having a hard time trying not to touch her everywhere , to feel her close to me . she probably hated them as much as he did . i ca n't believe she 'd ... you 're not going are you ? '' it was an ideal way to spend an afternoon , at home with his family . this is just a little more-direct . '' 