in the past 5 years - and you will see it someday".
those words are hard to hear, but in a way, it's something that i long to understand.
when you have been shadowed to see yourself as one way, and others see you a different way, it's hard to trust what is real - do you go with what you know, or what others see that you cannot see.
i think hearing those words gives me hope that there is something big beyond the past; beyond the abuse of my past.
people think that going to therapy you go into this room and sit on a chair and talk about your problems and 