the circle of dead wolves littered the grass around us . i 'd had more laughter and more joy with will in a few months than i 'd had in a long time . i decide that his car suits him . my nails digging into my palms . in the end , i didnt even need to jump . somehow , he had known her from the moment he saw her . he guessed he would be allowed to go home . he had a big black-and-red radio shack bag in his hand . `` you did n't cause this to happen . 