i just wanted to get it over with , to get it all out so i could put it back into the box in my mind where i forgot about it in my day-to-day life . with an about face , he returned to the chessboard . `` he 's four blocks away and i can see another vehicle following him . as far as extreme , no , actually i dont think it is . `` but part of me must have wanted to show them to somebody . 