after work i was in a mood to accomplish something. i ended up tidying up the kitchen. i cleaned and cleaned and organized then went to my room and did the same thing. still when i was finally finished i did not achieve what i wanted. i wanted to get the feeling of having completed something. the weekend i mowed the lawn and i felt like i have done something. the minutes i spent were not wasted. nor were they spent in a creative mode though. perhaps i did create something. an art form of circles and lines along the grass. cutting some weeds one way with the weed eater 