hopefully , she can wedge her ass into the safety harness when we need to make the jump . `` i learned early on in my life that i had a healing gift , '' she said . if you kept a human close to you , it was because they were a feeder . he just took it all in . oh holy hell ... .what is going on with me ? lights flashed before her eyes and then faded to darkness . im afraid that only you can figure that out . `` that sounds like so much fun . '' 