not all information will be individually available , except to you . `` i like a woman that takes control , too . '' i had no intention of ever speaking to him again . `` i have n't taken time to track him down . it was that stupid kind of love that had kept me awake at night , wanting more . were you thinking of me at all ? his head bowed under the crushing weight of all his dreams collapsing on him . they were kept for the government . ' 