benjy didnt laugh , which i appreciated under the circumstances . jack scooped up a couple of my concept drawings . mourn yourself on your own time instead of letting other people continue to be hurt . the beans might make it , but he was worried about the cotton . it made my hand shake a little . she looks away , staring off at nothing , lost in thought . chapter nine the sun started breaking into the new day . she drops her eyes to the floor and is quiet for several seconds , then looks back up at me . 