shade , you were never a pawn , i chose you because i felt in you a very strong desire to make things better . most people disapprove of avoiding proper channels . her hair is plastered to her neck and face from sweat , her eyes wide with fear , the human eyes pupil dilated by adrenaline . `` do you honestly think i would have hurt your birds ? '' although , with every last bit of me , i think i do . she wipes a hand across her eyes . she would n't mind exploring his other obvious bedroom talents . 