`` i just thought , you know , maybe i could go with you . '' touching him even once would be a mistake . i hope he doesnt get hurt , caroline said . biting into someone 's skin ... no , i do n't want to do that . '' for the parties , we had been storing up food for years . they looked thin and asked if they could have some of his beans and sleep by the fire . they were depending on me to show them the safe route down the mountain and i was n't there . '' 