but she could n't stop herself from asking , `` did you lock your door ? '' their furniture was all less than five years old and in perfect condition . what was it like , to be outside ? '' i lost hope in getting one after the first week and was living day in and day out in a zombie-like state . heal her so that she may return . `` try not to think about it ? bo looked genuinely sad as he picked up the phone and put it back in his shirt pocket . 