jake is the love of my life and he is the person that i was meant to be with , and i knew that the moment that i met him . '' then one night i had just ... become . i kill you , it 's just another day to rejoice . '' his eyes were hanging down the sides of his face . he dragged me by the arm into the bedroom , pulled out a drawer and threw me a t-shirt . my fingers dug into the blanket . 