i admired her for that - i admired her a lot for that . would you be so kind as to ferry my dearest friend back to the porch ? i gave his one back , let him go and shifted . they were too eager to get down to the real pleasure of cutting him in other , much more painful and frightening places . she searched the wardrobe , found pillow covers and formed a soft bed for the baby . so why did n't he take it ? `` you 're one of us , grace . 