do you recall where the sun was ? the blob exploded into a hundred little golden razor blades that came flying toward us-and then stopped . maybe he 'd gone to bed early ? you have no idea how much i wanted to contact you , tell you the truth . and we do n't go around telling people . i 'm willing to see where it leads . '' my eyelids finally abandoned their fight , and i woke up . `` mike used to be known for his parties . 