the pain made me forget what i was complaining about . but he didnt need too much of an imagination . a part of him wanted to lie , but in the end , he spoke honestly . there was no answer at the apartment . it 's like i 'm watching it in slow motion . i ran my fingers through her hair . and then the woman had distracted him even more . still , he continued to shake his head , weeping into his hood . my adrenaline was racing again and i determined to hold on if nothing else . 