i had to get down on the floor and look . you will release a nerve gas and kill everyone in the stadium . `` you know , you could just shoot it . '' i was just scared and surprised and angry and oh , i am so sorry i didnt mean to hurt you ! i rather like the sound of her . '' the fever took many of us , fifteen years back . my father asked , his voice not much louder than my mothers had been . `` well , that is one hour , '' he said . 