i wanted to get out of his way because i felt he would push me down , too , but my legs was too heavy to move . it looked no different than in the past . why do you have to ruin everything ? '' i flash a smile at him and raise my card for two- thirty . its obvious you feel something for me . besides , he gave me our duress code . `` i 'm dedicating this to you , because it reminds me so much of you . '' 