on the other hand , i had no clue what i was doing . i suppose that was my fault , too ? now he found himself with department meetings , with decisions to make , with work to do . the going was a bit easier once i pulled out on to the main road and headed for the station . `` or maybe it was just windy . '' the saying is that if you fast all day or eat something rotten before bed , you will dream of the man you are meant to marry . 