no matter what happened , no matter how awful things were , as long as he was here she did n't care . she reaches out a hand and i take it . im not popular and have no particular romantic interest , but honestly i dont care or do i ? besides , with the way they lie , one could look inside another and swear they saw something that was n't actually true . it felt like emma was stalling as she concentrated on putting her notebook away and twisting her pencil back in her hair . 