damn , did n't she know that just seeing her like that made me ready to explode ? after she straightened her top , she glanced at me and smiled . my heart tried to claw its way out of my chest . in the end , they scattered one by one , and chase and i were left alone with our sick , sleeping daughter . `` do n't do anything i would n't do , '' my mother said while laughing . the blood simply poured out of her . in fact , i was done talking about anything . 