she is the light of my life, even if she is no longer with me, and now all i must do is "honor" her memory here on earth. teachers help students at every stage while doing projects. they are so depressed they can barely stand. and with all the competition out there, a buyer would rather move on than ask for better pics. if you can genuinely say that as long as you did your best and where you place is just a bonus, then you are in the right frame of mind. 