know myself, and the fact that i think that i am following your will does not mean that i am actually doing so. but i believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. and i hope i have that desire in all that i am doing. i hope that i will never do anything apart from that desire. and i know that if i do this, you will lead me by the right road, though i may know nothing about it. therefore will i trust you always, though i may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death, i will not fear, for you 