she could n't get enough , could n't breathe , could n't think . `` okay , '' she said , thankful to have found the date . `` and then the entire were community would be involved . he bit his lip and covered his eyes and tried to stop the damned tears , but he could n't help it . i ca n't help but laugh at him . father yelled as he slammed the door behind him . hold on , had the shadows on the stairs just changed ? 