suppose , too , that this account already existed , but had never been recognized for what it was . if she could just have a ride to clear her head , she would be fine , in control again . just happened to be on the winning side a few times . then all i saw was his pain . but the strangest thing was that she could have sworn he had tears in his eyes , too . his face was red from the heat , his bangs plastered against his forehead . 