there was no point in denying that i wanted him , but the way he 'd taken me when i arrived had been pretty rough . we 're not charging anybody for anything . i was the nanny for their two kids . `` do n't you care if i date another man ? '' she would n't say how her interview had gone so i had n't pushed it . i knew it was n't likely to go anywhere . in panic he examined the bed , the covers . 