`` you 're not done yet , '' he growled , pushing me up and sliding out from under me . i close my eyes and pretend that i am lying in my bed back at home . it has been in place for quite some time . like a dark mirror of himself , this shape reached to his outstretched hand , as if going for the cross , too . `` no , i apologize , the emergency did not allow it . i do n't wait for blake 's response , and take off toward the light . 