the right thing. double-check and see. if you are over evaluating yourself, calm down and enjoy the process. eating is good, being full is as well. but you take time to eat before getting full. traveling is wonderful. arriving at your destination is also. but it takes time to travel. so, if you must be in the process right now, enjoy it. now if you truly deserve more than what you are getting right now, then see what you should be doing and do it. either way, try to keep your hopes down. life is not an exact science. even exact science can round things up or down.
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