`` yes , '' she said , when she could speak , and her voice was filled with relief . this situation is difficult for both of us . '' i watched him leave before getting up and going in to use the bathroom . i concentrated on my nails and then said , 'grow . ' then he sits up quickly , embarrassed . smiling at him she said , `` absolutely nothing . they just about knew their lines . i can send for her , and you can talk to her in here , the doctor said , softly . 