we came out of the darkness to stand before two holes which let in light like stained glass . the hand was gone by the time she got her bearings . oh , this was getting way too complicated . `` you have tons to say , you just think it instead . she closed her eyes and tipped her head back , and just when she thought she was going to melt into a puddle he lifted his head and found her mouth again . `` i do n't have a child seat for her . '' 