the river would take me , and if i were lucky , eventually they 'd find my body washed up on the riverbank somewhere nearby . i mean , charles has all of the computer information , we have all of the evidence , why go after you ? i felt the bar of soap circling over each cheek , while his hands rubbed the lather around . he sat up but made no move towards me . grant had already done his homework as he made his way through the gate and up the winding road . 