but im a detective ; i should be able to find them , right ? my stomach flutters with a thousand enthusiastic butterflies as i think about being with him for an entire year . he glanced up at the shelf behind him , reaching up with one hand and sorting through a few pieces of wood before bringing down a small bar shape . the command was husky , but clear , and it got to her . had he fallen asleep like i had ? `` do you think she 'd give me a one-way ticket out of here ? '' 