`` me and my sister did n't have no one to look out for us when my mother died . that was when we all stopped watching . billy asked , trying to sound casual . he gave her a wicked grin but then tried to cover it up with his hand . he also took me to some strip club . this must be what it 's about . chapter forty-two the worms are disgusting . but i was also hurting her right now . her eyes were huge and dark in her white face . a wave of relief washes over me . 