`` i did n't know 'im when we was in jail , '' ridge admitted . he hesitated a moment , then met her eyes and spoke quietly . i turned to elaine but she just shrugged . i lean against josh 's shoulder only to feel his hand stop moving . hed always known it was them anyway , them that he shook his head . i whisper it in my dark room . `` maybe not , but you were rather rude about it . '' `` excuse me for cutting you some slack while you 're off in paradise . 