as hard as it was , it was the right thing to do . my eyes drifted shut , my body apparently as eager as his to push things forward . he calculated that there might be a slight temperature drop , out of the direct sunlight , between the two large water containers . i have n't been able to get a meeting or even a conference call . now ... well , too many months spent picking through books , perhaps . i never expected to actually be wearing one . and i promise ill write to you every day . 