the situation was hardly her fault , and it was n't as though i had n't been there the other night when she 'd been so drunk that she 'd gotten sick . i rubbed my face and searched every corner of my brain for an answer or a way . `` should we go into each room ? '' he just knew what he wanted , and there was nothing wrong with that . maybe thats what his grandmother had been thinking . or drop out of school today and save everyone the hassle of dealing with me . 