my arms were around him , the fingers of one hand at the back of his head but at the roll my other hand went to his wrist , holding it steady , telling him i wanted more . i know he knows i 'm sitting only a few benches away . the guard at the basement door ordered . he stepped into the metal compartment and pressed the operations button for sub-floor four . `` some of us were caught and that was the punishment . from texas on the other end . and always , always there were men around her . 