thankfully he seemed to appreciate my exhaustion . `` you pay for my trip with information about me ? she grabbed his hand and stepped close to him . i pulled out one of the papers and laid it flat on the table behind me . but she knew that she had finally done it . if baseball is what you want more than anything , then it will be worth the sacrifice . the dark red dress was sleeveless and looked perfect against my black hair . `` no ... actually , it might be a good thing . '' 