`` i did n't realize how much i do n't know , you know ? '' gently , without breaking their kiss , he knelt and lowered her onto her back . no'one took a further step back as she realized it was not an optical illusion courtesy of all the jewelry he wore . white sat silent the rest of the trip . tonight you can have it all . crisis took a long drag of beer . nicolas wrapped his arm around her waist and lifted her over a rotted tree trunk , setting her smoothly down without missing a stride . 