i study the mud seeing an additional .02 inch of one/twelfth of a tiny inch of the shallow circle around the stick of the teaspoon . my uncle had another job for him at his insurance agency . '' `` well , like the lady did , i guess . '' well just confirm that it was his handwriting and that he did plan on killing himself , and well leave it at that . we met on the moon bridge . without the breath to speak , i hold up my palm and pray he gets the message . 