finally it ended and i was able to rush home and up to my room . she stood in the doorway , half inside , half out , and waited . she did n't have time to get too furious . but what is it that you can feel ? because he was n't smiling at me - he was smiling at her . a cry , then the scratchy noise of a receiver being shifted . thankfully , lying was one of my better skills . i did n't want to walk through the house while i was soaking wet . 