it looked the same as it had when buried a week earlier , except for the clumps of dirt that dropped from the underside . a shiver ran across claires skin , despite the warm evening . the houses end in a wide space . the athletes gestures , also for the contrast , vanish , you feel a bit sick . so i just swallow it like dirt and blood . `` and if you look carefully ... you will see those stars . '' `` so what is true for you may not be true for me , is that it ? '' 