one thing i 'd decided-i was walking into this on my own two legs , f**king busted or not . `` their bags are in that second bus . `` you are n't yourself and i want to know why . `` i know it 's hard to fit in at a new school , but if there was a fight , i need to know . it was the only letter he ever wrote me . no one actually likes me here . now he had every intention of fixing that problem . 