picture shelves with several boxes there similar to the one on the table . i 'm not gentle when i catch her-i grab her upper arm and slam on the brakes , so she 's pulled up short and jerked into my arms , to hold her still and keep her from escaping again . he must see to it that she had new dresses . i felt a twist in my heart and a tingle between my legs . to attack and kill ... those urges grew stronger in her every moment . 