i saw it today and i 'm not afraid now . '' shes never even suffered a loss great enough that she knows how to cry . he was on top of them now and leaned down to take a bite from ellis ' back . she was trying to do her job , something no one ever seemed to respect . worry shadowed her blue eyes as she stared up at him . he then glanced over his nephews shoulder . it was dumb stupid dance for dumb stupid white people who were too lame to dance like black people , joe said . 