thats what i got from your contact . dare grins at me , that freaking dare me grin , and i know i 'm a goner . he took her down several flights of stairs until they came to a large metal door . she told me yesterday before i left that she has a brain tumor , i trembled . i hate magic and all of its stupid plans and stupid rules ! `` i have an advantage over her , '' eve whispered . theyre going to prepare the papers and go for a full care order . 