im a very logical person , but its happened too many times to be coincidence . i think you were just a girl when he took you . you should be safe without me for a few hours . if i can not reach heaven , i will raise hell . he reached over to a side-table and plucked a pinch of snuff from his snuff-box and snorted it up his nose . i hope i didnt wake you , but i wanted to see how you are feeling . 