`` i never had any question , and you were fine up there , on your game . '' the more help she gave , the more chance this would all end . the strange film fluttered through her mind again . and if so , she had not deserved his love back then . the younger man jumped , then glared . would n't she regret it afterwards if she did n't ? i thought of my father and wondered if he was here , waiting for my return all over again . she was going through the effort to annoy me . 