she waited , but the man just stared at the other screen , the one with all the dots on it . she had put it all so carefully behind her and as the years went by she found herself thinking about it less often . `` do you all swear to be good ? '' i dressed in pink lace panties and a matching bra , prepared for us to be together tonight . she shrugged the coat off and unwound the scarf from around her before she pulled away her hat and tucked it in the pocket of her coat . 