she shook her head to bring back reality . no wonder she 'd asked him not to hurt her the first time he 'd made love to her ! besides , he did n't need her walking . `` my husband left me last night . chapter 6 welcome to your nightmare i ... `` if i ca n't get him to swear in the next half hour '' -what in the hell was i going to do with him if he did n't swear ? so , not knowing where they came from , the university stored them away in rare books . 