he did n't know how to do this missing her and wanting her thing . like , want me , and want me to stay over . '' he remembered that most of all about the final days and it brought more tears to his eyes . she felt it deep in her soul . it was an important question in need of an answer , and therefore in need of an experiment . despite the overwhelming curiosity , she grabbed her juice and left . `` and what 's the best way , sir , and i might ask ? '' 