`` if they did n't tell me the entire truth about their jobs , '' i quietly said , `` what else did n't they tell me ? '' `` it 's a different game up there , silo . '' she was now married to james after all with me out of the picture . now that he 'd shaved she recognized that he was far too attractive for his own good-or hers . if she were him , she would n't want to talk to her either . he drew back and led me to a chair . 