i wrapped my arms around his neck and rested my head on his chest . besides , some day i may just get lucky and the privacy of my rooms would be an advantage . father could still find me within seconds but in my terror , i did n't care . the sight of him makes me emotional , and i 'm afraid i 'm going to break down at any second . `` the stream was n't on the map . '' dont screw up my case , man . meet back at tuck 's tonight , all right ? '' 