he did n't spend a lot of time here , except to sleep . someone has the real jewel , and i have just bloody wasted my time on you ! `` four , '' he said as faced the front once more . i started to close the door between our rooms . spitting out perfectly good wine defeated the purpose . maybe we can meet up later today . '' that had been over two weeks ago . sometimes it looks like one , these panic attacks , when he cant catch his breath and doubles over . 