she always used it when we went on picnics , which was all the time . hoping someone was close enough to hear , she grunted loudly . she had to keep remembering that . `` figured you might need this tonight . it 's too late to make a run for it . '' `` the current trend of spending less money on high-end designer clothes equals more money for alcohol . but some people handle stress better than others . if you can get it out . 