i was worried you might decide to stay here , for me , when i knew your heart was with joining your father . i hugged my purse closer to me and felt the journal inside . if he 'd seen i was scared , it would have been all over with . she broke away and headed down the street . even if its the wrong arrest ! i dont understand , if he pulled the tooth , you should be feeling better . `` he says , he did n't want the man to recognize him . 