how did this sixteen-year-old know anything about her ? besides , i did n't intend to stand around long . although he did n't often attend this particular feast , he 'd seen her before . luther still remembers the flutter in his stomach when rufus brought her home . she leaned close to him and whispered , `` was any of that true ? '' right now i need to get out of here and go where i can be sure my thoughts are completely my own . `` how did you follow him to club jaguar last night ? '' 