and i never wanted to be where she was n't . i squeezed his hands , not believing that this moment was actually happening . i do not believe this stuff about you not loving me enough . i looked underneath , and that header pipe 's a mess . this was a terrible mess and it came at the worst possible time . this is our school and were kicking you out . then he put them both away . `` if i were to leave with you , they 'd find us . '' 