thats right , but i better tell you why were looking for them , first . her breath caught and it was all she could do not to jump him and fall into his teasing . `` were you with your grief counselor ? '' i step out into the night air and take a deep breath , leaning against the wall , but the eyes i look into are n't the blue-green ones of my best friend . he grabbed the edge of the pod and finally flipped himself in . `` in fact , i was sure it was you . '' 