and it thrilled me to think of it , it really did . they were beginning to expect it to be easy . like people used to use when the storms came -- you know , so we could open them during the day and close them off at night . she glanced at the phone number , one she knew so well , and with her heart pounding , crumpled the note and tossed it in the garbage . i can tell already that i 'm going to fall so damn hard for her . 