then he mumbled to himself , `` i wonder how much fertilizer a cactus would need ? '' you told that story almost as if you 'd actually been there in person ! ' you can call me crazy and take me home if you want . his thumb trailed along her bottom lip and her tongue flicked out and licked it . `` except you need a program to start with , '' she says , her words clipped . i do not dream or think or feel like you ? 