i locked the door , tossed the keys to the bar and i ran to my suitcases and grabbed my jeans , pulling them on . alright , fine , ill join you , he whined , but im doing this under protest . and it doesnt matter what i do , or how hard i try . i did n't even have words for all of them . i do n't think i was telling her something she did n't already know , but it was more to the point of having her on my side in case something bad happened . 