i silence my breaths and listen for the same sound that pulled me out of my sleep-the sound of my window sliding open . a murder scene , he 'd said he found her bag at- his lips tightened . he walked over to a bank of electronic devices . he stepped back , shouting in pain and then looked at me with utter shock . he paused for a moment , his eyes gleaming kindly . maybe the monkey had gotten him . papa was sleeping somewhere else i guess . 