i spent the rest of the evening trying to avoid kissing a werewolf . because obviously , there 's only one zee , but i meant , you know , whoever has zee 's job . they are probably past the whole bad dream thing and weird things happening inside them . and it did n't really matter , did it ? no , indeed these people do err in their hearts , and they do not remember my ways . all that smoking i had done since i was 12 had caught up with me . 