again it was like an explosion of sparks and fire until he also ended up as a pile of dust on the floor . he was the kind of guy that made me know for sure football was never going to be what i wanted to do . now listen , im gon na tell you what to do , and youre gon na do it . i knocked on the thick wooden door and waited . he ate the beef , the carrots , the potatoes , whatever he could spear with the fork . strip for me , he wanted to say . 