his mind reached for her again , come to me , alison . the fire and fall had n't been her dream . `` i 'm going to get him to drop the charges against will . '' i want that cake , i hiss at peter . his dear wife of forty-two years was taken away in a split second . we might as well invite the nurses in to see what weve got . `` you do n't want to go shopping ? '' it was as if i did make it to the end but never remembered that part . 