she would not care for herself , therefore not caring for the baby . i closed that drawer and opened the one on the bottom . then he sealed me in here . for some reason , the word forever made her think about marcus . i wont have to do that to get down , will i ? her head came up suddenly and she half turned toward the stairway . `` i felt it was only fair to tell you- '' `` did n't you hear me ? '' i will never let her see these scars . 