handle what comes at me? why is god calling me? is it him really calling me? can i do camp and still spend as much time with my kids as he wants me too? i know the answers to these but i still have to remind myself of them. so, for all my friends and family that read this, i am asking for prayer to hear and listen to god's calling and to be strong enough to follow through. i also ask for the spirit of doubt in myself to be lifted. i am not capable by myself to do these thing but through god i am, or he would 