but if she had , she would have spent it all on the way home . `` but we have n't seen her for the past few months , darling , '' dennis rumbled . `` i wonder if she realized that she likes lea . the first few times that i tried , i scraped my back against the sea floor and spread sand through my blonde hair . she collapsed on the floor with a sigh , both of us breathing heavy . a color so intense she did n't know how to describe it . 