she nervously stopped at the doorway and looked around as if she were unsure of how to proceed . my breath caught in my throat at the feel of his thick hair running through my fingers . `` the fire ... i can feel the fire everywhere . '' it feels like i 'm going to fall to pieces . feel free to ask if anything seems especially odd . as i cradle his face with my hands , i 'm bothered by what i see . after a couple of sips , she was okay . 