my showing up tonight was a step i 'd taken knowing sawyer would find out about it . `` there was no way to know . '' you could get eaten to death by the mosquitoes . put away the rope and cable ties already . you remember last summer when we saw that stray dog and kept trying to rescue it ? all i want to know is what made you throw away our dreams . '' `` when i saw that expression on your face , that grief . good start but still on the same ocean liner . 