i 'm doing my damnedest to keep my cool here , but you 're crazy if you think anyone else could be the father . '' pulling out a handful candy , he shovels it into his mouth . but she could not think of anything else to do . the sun hit his hair , and for a moment , he looked like an angel . then the concern wrapped in a slippery fist of fear . `` i do n't want to break his heart . '' 