thank you for checking into that . how could this be happening to her ? she could not bear to catch a last glimpse of the place that had been her home . do not grip the needle , too tightly . why was it so aggressive and so un-compromising ? i needed to be successful so i could start living again . `` you want me to ... to ... to move here ? '' the other man must have realized he could n't bow out . by my dad and then ... then i turned on him . 