the next time the guys get together for poker , the two of us will have our own night out . '' i knew i should look up to see if everything was okay , but i could n't . do you think im losing it ? `` what the hell , '' i said , `` pardon my language , was that doing on my wallpaper ? '' he will fight , and he will lie . `` he immediately jumped to the conclusion that the letter had been stolen and nothing else . 