they were heading straight at him . '' but he was tired of being number two . so she decided maybe it was best to head him off . she shakes her head and laughs at me . and there was no way id leave him here to die of starvation . another tear slid down her cheek , and she wiped it away . it feels like two very different people . i guess you didnt , or you wouldnt be here . `` and what does that life look like ? '' `` what in the hell has come over you . 