but you did have someone to help when you were in texas ? graham did it all the time . when i had my hand treated and bandaged by the doctor , i told him it had been crushed by a rock . i cut open the lynx bos , gathered its stomachs and went home . they do n't understand me , and i doubt they ever will . '' groaning again , that time i did lean over and give him a half-hearted shove . 