and for the first time with a woman , after making sure they were on the same page , he was n't comfortable suggesting they head home for sex . the raw pain in his voice took away my embarrassment . you know what i 'm talking about , do n't ya ? `` hey , over here , '' she says , her voice clear in the morning air . a sliver of light shines through the dark room . he turned and saw a man wearing a three-star arc uniform . it did feel all swollen and tight . 