getting a free consultation or second opinion might be the most important decision you make. grit helps you form habits and habits can be done on auto pilot. i stayed as strong as i could, but one thing after another kept piling up, and once again, i broke. i did all the donkey work (i will allow you to call me a donkey). in this kind of state you can do much more work than you normally do. from the side the figure looks much worse. she may be a real boat dog yet! 