`` hey , just telling you how it is . for pride 's sake , she 'd made it seem easy ; in truth it 'd taken a lot of effort . i have nowhere to go without him . `` are you going to come to my wrestling match ? '' all the time he worked , he knew it was too late for barnes , and he could n't find it in his heart to be all that sorry . she just wanted to move on ; she wanted to forget . 