"i was kind of like, you wanna do it but you kind of also are thinking 'gosh what kind of people are they going to be? am i going to be able to trust them? am i going to be able to be safe?' but i never had any of that as soon as i get there really, i always feel safe. and even the time that i, think it was the first time that i went that, there was a tricky bit and i ended up sort of falling and everyone was worried about how i was but all i could do was laugh."
after going on walks with her 