would the words ... well , find you if only they had some help figuring out where you were ? no , not real love , i reminded myself . `` i thought you only ever smoked when you needed to think . '' just two sides of the same coin . '' `` you can doss on the couch if you like . '' a nice city , so i have been told . the lady by the register sized dean up from head to toe , her nails clicking against the counter . 