even violet was out of their circle . the word catastrophe was used five times more often in 1995 than it was in 1985 . after tossing that in the trash , i went into the living room and plopped myself on the couch . `` we all want to know what you got . '' the voice sounded vaguely familiar - and for some reason , it made my heart drop into my stomach . we never thought what it might mean for you to be half ours . '' my voice comes out slightly muffled . 