`` oh my god ... '' i clutch onto his shoulders for support , wanting more-needing more . once i fall into my death-sleep , i 'm not going anywhere . '' `` well , they take it a lot more seriously and more literally than i would have thought . '' this was a good thing , because obviously , the ballroom doors were locked at that time of night . i squeaked out between gulps of air . something about her still does n't make sense . '' 