she started to say something , then closed her mouth and shook her head . he smelled like an enticing combination of spices and crisp fresh air . `` you 're saying he slipped the card under the door ? '' we had never been mad at each other before and i just could n't take another minute of it . i slump to the ground and hug my legs against my chest . not surprisingly , graham crackers are a staple around here . how she longed to have someone look at her like that . 