as she turned to take a seat at the dressing table , her maid reached toward the clutter on it . look , we ca n't talk here , its impossible . he took his sunglasses off and walked backward , his gaze locked with mine . every time i looked at will i wondered if i had done the right thing . i shut the door behind her and close my eyes , running a hand through my hair . `` maybe she does n't have anywhere else to go . `` i do n't understand why it was so difficult . 