but already the damage had spread . pressing my palms to my forehead , i squeezed my eyes shut . `` do n't go to all that trouble . they exchanged looks and watched him leave . i 'm not gon na say i do n't care , 'cause i do . `` i hear you , '' he said aloud to the room . `` so people do n't swap or anything ? '' however , for now , he was on his own . `` training and more training , '' she told him . 