i shook my head to get my mind back to the task at hand , and pushed my cart to the trunk of my car to transfer my bags . i laid still , listening for signs that he will still there , but my heart knew the answer before my brain caught up with it . he liked them , and went on , when the girls have everything under control in the house , roger and i get out of the boat and come in . `` it is my biggest blessing , my lord . '' 