and now , how could she allow her kids to love a father who was so careless with his own life that one day he was n't going to come home ? `` but to be honest with you , you did me a favor . picking up her phone from the table she checked again for a message . `` yeah , '' he says , his shoulders tense and high . somebody had probably panicked and locked it as they went in there for cover . come on , he said , holding out his arms . 