turn your car on , and go to the mall . still holding her hand with my right-i was reluctant to release it-i took my cell out with my left and looked at it . i bet you ten to one you 're back in the saddle with her tonight . dip the strawberries in chocolate and leave fresh ones alongside them , and they all disappear . '' he placed the pack back in his pocket . it swung open to the room that served as my refuge yet haunted me at the same time . 