`` i do not think it is for you . hes pointing at a spot on the reading where it goes all of a sudden from nice straight lines to jagged up-and-down . if she did n't have anywhere else to be . she asked trying to check my forehead to see if i had a fever . `` what are you supposed to do ? '' the distance between us felt even deeper than it had before . there have been plenty of hints . first is god ; second is family ; third is friends ; last is self . 