me is permanently changed.
i hate that it keeps me awake at night.
wanna know what it is that keeps me awake at night?
the thing that keeps me awake at night is this picture. the one i put at the top of this page. this picture was one of the pictures in my moms slide show at her funeral. my grandfather helped out one night and went through boxes and boxes and boxes of old pictures i brought up stairs (i was going to go through them the day i returned back to chase to help finish planning everything) but before i could he did it for me.
it was so helpful, and 