she saw tiffany kissing me and probably thought it was the other way around . '' i knew nothing about what fin was promising , not what to expect , not how i would feel , not even if i would like it . i loved the hundreds of flavors of his voice . why should she care or help him when his organization might have shot down the plane ? murmured sister tamara , who had standing by quietly , listening . but we are n't doing this , she is . i would probably end up having to trash the phone entirely . 