she loved capturing the world around her with a camera . i dont want to ruin my clothes , he explained . if the zombies are running out of food on the streets , many more will show up at the hospital . i was in town and well ... '' she scrunched her nose and i fought the urge to reach over and touch her face . that night , for the first time in my life , i stand in front of the bathroom mirror and do n't see an in-between girl . i look at don sitting behind his desk . 