or a bad boy in up-to-date language . i loved the way he made me feel and that i made him feel . `` yes , it is true that my life would be so very different and not for the better . it still did n't feel fast enough . lucas 's question drew her attention back to the present . i am afraid that is impossible , brother . you practically live in my room anyway . '' chapter 19 : myers glanced at his watch . 