he speaks to rains unconscious form . `` there have been signs of change in the blue time . '' he stared at me for a minute , then , `` sorry . `` maybe we can go down and play in them , '' said dearly . here 's to be the keys to billy 's car . '' it was the moment of truth , time to leave him . now that he 'd been married to my sister for four years , i 'd spent that time being cordial with him on the phone . 