id have to put it in my blackberry . i smiled at myself , feeling a bit better in spite of my nerves . i do n't know what he 's expecting , but i think it would be best if we 're all on guard and i come back to the club . '' it was entirely devoid of any invitation . i was n't trying to hide what happened then . i yelped for joy , then rushed directly over to the nearest pile of gold and reached for a handful . 