victor nodded , agreeing and i felt the tears begin again . `` he said that you should just give it up . two days later , my wife and i were walking through the neighborhood . oh yeah , i was quite ready to see a ghost . she used her own passport in her own name . `` lots of bad stuff coming up for you today and you ca n't hold it in , darling , you just ca n't . '' `` and we got ta save them ! '' wait , what did she just say ? 