he met my eyes then , with his muddy green ones , like he expected me to challenge that statement . she 'd tried to call mona to talk to her about it last night , too , but mona had said she was in the middle of studying for a big german test . i find it much easier to do so when i am delivering the truth . i could feel his fingers spread out over one whole cheek . as for me , i can not die . it sounded too much like hard work . 