she ran to the back yard and went into a small shed . he starts to scribble on the board and holds it up , but i 'm already walking away . hed been his only real friend . there was another loud noise that sounding like glass being shattered , and then i saw her . i felt dirty , used , spoiled , like i was n't even good enough to fight for . she was there at bedtime- i know because i checked on her- but this morning she was gone . '' to get up and get going . 