a low stone wall ran to the top of the rounded hill . most come in screaming and do n't stop for hours . '' my heart skipped a beat at seeing that look i liked way too damn much about one second before i remembered i hated him and he 'd taken my clothes off me the night before . none of those things has happened , right ? '' i can imagine how nervous i would be if i were standing on a so-called field of honor at dawn waiting for someone to give the signal to fire . '' 