and then the tubes were forced down my throat , hard . for the first time he started wondering about this fact . in this case i was the only subject officer as no one else had even seen the shooting . he scanned the area for rope , did not see it right away . 'the family that owned it all died of the pox about ten years ago , and it 's been standing empty ever since . ' if he half remembered this later , he would hate her for letting it happen when she had control and he did n't . 