she thought her heart would break at his admission , but it didnt change her decision on the matter . wherever they turned one fact remained . i pull back as i continue further down , checking once to see if he 's watching me . im afraid they are usually disappointed , at least my husband was . she closed her eyes and breathed in his scent and the scent of the salty air around them . then a familiar shimmer catches my eye . it seemed a lifetime ago that i had stepped through the old garden gate . 