he was very glad they 'd get marines on board . i lay in darkness , and no longer felt like i was under the grill setting in an oven . thats a place where the ground is salty . he was dizzy and time seemed to slow down . maybe she did , all alone in her house , decide to kill herself , and drove to a lonely spot to do it . `` i got all of them that were in the building . like it or f**king lump it . '' 