there were just more important things going on . keep hold , if you can , of this balance and always look within , always . when she yelled to me , i could either yell back fine and hope that its enough to end it or i could drop everything and go chat with her for half an hour . she knew in that moment that she could never return to her old life . like my father , it was another thing id stopped asking about . there is no evidence of wounds , '' eric reported . 