but i scrub my face , brush my teeth , and try not to pout as i crawl into bed . hi , james , mind if we step into your office to discuss a matter that 's been bothering me for a while ? we started right away , and with pauses to throw some more wood on the fire and lock the door , we managed to make a good effort . right in front of me , i looked up at the man i would only call my husband starting that day . 