a compromise by the soul that might heal some distant day would be the ideal road to take , if there were such a thing to be found . i simply sat on the couch and waited to log my next contraction . 'well , what 's this all about , sir ? then we were attacked in seven dials , and i realized that you were the specific target of it . i said it in the mirror when i was four . would n't have been so bad , but it was an uphill climb . 