i asked again , but i never got to hear the answer , because in the next moment the air around us was drowned in light . all you need to do is believe in yourself . `` i have asked every priest i know , and i still do n't understand . '' i 'd discovered he was not talented at all . he wondered if something had happened and hoped she 'd tell him . then , with his comforting warmth around her and his hands so gentle on her , she nearly lost it . 