you do n't have anyone else right now . and you know i want to help you . i banged my hands against the wall and hit something . because its like trying to do brain surgery on yourself . he missed graham and he missed grace . 'well , ' said he , 'it 's very awkward for me just now . `` i do n't feel taken advantage of , either . '' we watched the show for a few minutes . around me , the others had ground to a halt . 