i slowly slid one finger into her . we had better tell your father and mother , and prepare to leave . the kitchen was clean and orderly . i 'd spent so many years in my mother 's shadow that when a guy finally noticed me , i thought it made me stronger . moses turned out to be good at not bugging people when they had to study . she recalled he 'd been unconscious then . he rolled her to the side so that she sat in the seat with her legs over his lap . 