when his tongue touched hers , she wiggled higher , wanting more of him , clinging to him . he told her i would be very special and would be the first of my kind a child born with such extreme gifts , that it may be considered the beginning of a new race of humans . `` god damn it , '' he said , `` let me go . '' the sight of the office probably explained why it took so long for him to get back to her most days . 