ill just show up with you and say i thought you were going . she took deep gulps before lying back on the pillow . you still hope to learn something to pass on to your friends , if you have any left . her hair was very tangled from the night before and entering with it like that in the bath was a mistake ; now , it was full of knots . he handed me two pills , i wasnt sure what they were , but i just wanted the pain to stop . 