i had the pressing urge to sink down and rest my head on his knee . his face relaxes into a smile and he hugs me , tucking me under his chin . `` almost '' was n't true-he was afraid . `` look into my eyes when i tell you that i 'm coming back . he put exceptional emphasis on the word friend . he made sure his fangs were out as he drove his head toward her throat . the smiles of the wedding guests : forgotten . all jus bad news n bad luck ! 