the girly magazines were in their proper place . `` i do n't pay them to be nice , '' he replied with a voice that suggested she should n't argue any longer . `` yeah , well , would n't be the first time . '' she never gave a sign she was exhausted or uncomfortable or sick . my legs and arms , my chest is pink . `` why did you try to kill me ? `` i feel like i 'm doing something i should n't , being up here in your childhood room with you like this . '' 