i did n't even know i had another family until a few years ago . '' his hands tightened on her , bringing her closer as if he was afraid she would run . and then there was an even greater worry : where was he ? hallways that would n't bear his echo . pushing my shoulder blades , he forced my cheek against the carpet and captured my arms behind my back . i took slow quiet steps as i trudged through the tall grass , freezing at every sound and every shadow . 