youve come a long way from the quiet little girl i used to worry about surviving in the world of hard knocks . but he called me a couple of weeks ago . my half-step towards him brought me right back down to my knees . plus size , i guess the term would be . i 'd been having fun , and then they 'd come along and spoiled it . still laughing , i pulled my head up , going cold with a pulse of fear . `` i think i know , '' she said , `` it 's the bomb . 