i ca n't seem to stop staring when he takes his clothes off like he does . because if there was no trust , then what was there at all ? i could feel her all around me . it 's why my wounds have healed as much as they have . '' he knew the first time he met her that there was more to her than the world saw . it used to be sung up and down the great river . i cant think of anything much worse than being in a cave without a light . 