she played with the food on her plate for a moment and then said , i am so bored . i felt something settle inside me , and , where it settled , it grew warm . she had n't dreamed she 'd ever again let a man get so close to her heart . `` in fact , nothing could be farther from the truth . that was worth being pissed off about . i dropped my purse on the coffee table and said , `` im just going to use the little girls room . '' 