i open the passenger door for her and she pauses before climbing inside . though i grumbled , i did n't mind playing chauffeur . because when he woke up and realized it was me in his bed , he freaked out . i resist the urge to throw my guitar at the wall . all their lives , she knew it , of course . id been waiting so long for him to touch me taste me . `` yeah ... looks like you 're up . '' his hands stroked the length of my spine . kelly nodded and closed his eyes . 