`` that does it , lily , you ca n't go back into that place . before i can call out to her , she 's gone . i went to the windows and looked over the front driveway . he pulled against the water , toward amy and the light . he plowed a hand through his hair and wondered how to break this news to the woman staring at him intently from across the room . but that was all it was . where 's the girl who could frighten football players with one look ? 