before i could fall , i was caught by a pair of powerful arms . june is crying , and silent tears stream down my cheeks as well . bits and pieces of my nightmare come back to me , images of his hand getting yanked out of mine . i hold both hands up in the air at a forty-five degree angle , fingers outstretched . `` i did n't expect ... to have to deal with this . give me two secs to clean up and change . 