she had n't planned to have sex with him . `` you do n't know me , but i 'm a friend of kelly 's , '' she says , almost in a whisper . there was no way she could have any female friends and , if she did , then they had to be as cold as she was . `` gallant , yes , and charming , and very clean . my questions are answered for me as every light overhead pops on , exploding over us like a canopy of exploding stars . 