she stared up at him , unable to think of anything to say . suit yourself , the man extended his hand over the seat . the worst part is that the thought of spending time with a man other than heath holds no appeal for me . i was mad , with a cold , ugly anger that shocked me and curious wonder that shocked me . i closed my eyes and snapped the thumb of my right hand against the second finger . i leaned back and drew a hand over my face in frustration . 