i just wanted to fly , to be up in the air , free and away from it all . his eyes seemed to drill a hole right through her . `` oh , but that just wo n't do , '' victor says stepping right up to the man . what was the flood of light , the monster , and all of those things that i saw ? it made no sense to be making new friends , or to have any friends at all . they yelled bloody from the ground . 