not to mention my ruined dress and how horrible i looked . angelica , instead of passing it along the row like she was supposed to , had turned it in to the teacher , who had read it out loud . like someone you would pick out of a crowd to play the part of loving grandmother . it was like part of my soul had been ripped out . '' `` you think he 's the bad guy ? '' once he was done , it looked just like a woman with rouge on her lips had made the mark . 