still , its not common knowledge that its called the moonlight garden . and you , please , dont go anywhere , i said . he lifted his head and caught her gaze . `` i slept with men for money , lily . '' the engine of the police boat had been started up and its exhaust bubbled softly . `` they want to get a look at me . lewis looked away again , as if what was on my face was too private to witness . he did n't know a girl could be so much fun . 