it was the moment we had been waiting for . i lost my hold on the memory ; marion was fighting me , trying to keep her private life private . she knew what rested inside it and gulped . `` so i showed her exactly what was in there . '' the truck looked similar to the loading system on all large jet aircraft , just ten times longer . most of all , he wondered if those things were really possible . and i was , but that wasnt why i was quiet . 