`` everybody in here carrying a weapon , but not carrying a badge , out . '' she was close and he could feel her presence become closer and closer . `` of course , '' i told him before leaning into the library . it did n't begin when she married you , of that i 'm certain . '' he searched through the wallet and found a driver 's license , some cash and a business card . i kick myself again for having been so critical of him especially since the friendly atmosphere we started out with has disappeared . 