from my friends who are new moms, it's hard to put yourself first because the baby always takes priority.
you deserve to feel and be happy though so do what you need to do to make yourself happy.
i like feeling in control at all times. there are things in life i can control and things in life i can't. once i accept that, i feel a lot more at peace.
do you live in a cold state? if so, think about buying a "sunlight" i have one and i must say just 20 minutes a day of feeling that bright light does bring me up....or at least it gives my head a 