it’s a scary feeling, like you’re setting yourself on an eternal path to one very specific thing that you might not want to do in three days, let alone three years. i turned it on last night – late – and stayed glued to it until the end. planning a visit can give them the opportunity to speak with someone in that program and ask any questions they may have. it is amazing what we can do for each other. good luck to you too 🙂 what language are you learning? there are plenty of ways to make your journey fun. 