permanent like cutting out his heart . then , naturally , he 'd do his best to wear her down over time . the truck bed was n't particularly comfortable but she did n't care . instead , she just swallowed the fear thrashing inside of her . `` there is another kind of trust . a terrible pressure built up behind his eyes and he felt they were going to explode out of their sockets . `` colt came into the bedroom in shock . `` you have to promise me something . '' 