the driver asked as he opened the double doors to the back of the ambulance . it intensified when i saw the outline of a man 's face above me . to kill the man who 'd taken his sister . it could create confusion and hurt where there was none . i now know that it 's possible for anyone to feel and be loved . `` i know you told us you wanted to go there . that he would kiss me in front of everyone . maybe hell do something that will give him away and i can tell the cops . 