after that , it was like he crumbled , his head dropping into his hands as he started lightly crying . `` i was really looking forward to having a good time tonight , '' she went on . that gun carried a bit of a kick ; otherwise , i 'd have been on him . but now that you know the truth , youre more agreeable . 'they should burn her , but they are afraid to , ' she answered . i really needed to give myself a break . 