there was commotion out in the hallway and i poked my head out . he wasnt used to fans , outside of concerts . he threw a pair of gloves at her . he ground his teeth so hard it was a wonder they did n't shatter . i gently rub my finger across where his scar used to be . the last thing he was thinking about at that moment was getting a ticket . from a vase , he slapped water onto his face and neck . the air of the room was close and still . 