though it was a difficult decision , we decided to stay in the states with him . i tried to relax , but i could n't keep still . ha , ha , ha , sometimes it 's good to be bought down to earth ! ' taking a hairbrush from her dressing table she puts it into his hand and like a child runs eagerly to the bed and sits sideways on the edge of it . i need you to give me space to deal with this . just miserable and moody all the time . 