or should i put my house up for sale ? '' underneath the fabric an ugly red stripe opened up like a fresh wound . `` so does flipping over your car at a hundred miles per hour and not dying . '' he had never offered to help with the bills . she sucked harder , and then she felt him begin to pulse and his fingers tighten in her hair . when they were done , he lifted her up , carried her to the bed and climbed on with her , still joined together . 