a very sexy pout it was , too , but right now he felt impatient with it . she had once again refused to go to school . well , human enough to turn the pages of the book , which i did now , flipping rapidly to the high school portraits , scanning faces , looking for the killer . i stared right into his eyes , lifted my chin and answered , `` not ... fucking ... once . '' well you need not worry about me , or come here and advise me . 