flick remembered the first time he had broken into a house . i coughed slightly , and he slid a finger across my lips . my sack had to be in my throat ; i could feel it choking me . i never imagined we would be discussing your woman problems this soon in our relationship . '' i sit here and i dont get it . her body filled with excruciating pain and each breath felt like a struggle to take . i was n't thinking - or i was thinking too intently . '' 