i could see the worry in her eyes , and she could see i was n't just upset . chapter thirty what are you doing here ? '' `` quite rare , particularly for a white person . as soon as my head hit the pillow , i was out for the night . `` in a way , '' joe said , `` i hope we got him into the cold-pac too- '' he broke off , not wanting to say it . that myth was no longer a myth . i think they did it to make her try harder . 