this morning , however , even after she woke she could n't make herself get up right away . wait for coffee and then have the `` talk '' ? well , it would depend how i felt sometimes it feels nice to have a boy touch me . and she 'd say , 'you forgot again , did n't you ? ' that i dont want to do that . i decide to stick with circles and swirls . i know it sounds a little twisted , but i got ta respect it in theory . '' 