cracking my eyes open , i find him right next to me , wearing jeans and a dark blue t-shirt that stretches across his shoulders and chest in the yummiest way . so , you better make sure you bring your sexy f**king kitten look . i was also going to have to see dad and figure out if he knew , and if he did n't , how i was going to lie to him about it . a world where the young dont kill themselves ! 