she was n't really any bigger than his father , but she was much stronger and it made her carry herself like she was . it did n't matter what he did , did it ? but its not 1768 , i answered , reaching for my phone in my pocket . we want to take things slower , you know ? '' he longed to hold her , to kiss her . someone stood in front of me , looking down at me . why did i walk out on him ? 