she looked more relaxed now and smiled at me . instead , i bought a six-pack of beer and went to sit on the beach . she turned the knob carefully , opened the door and let the hallway light fall into the room in a narrow , golden slice . `` do n't worry , it ca n't hurt living things . you dont have any business telling me what to do ! who could say which connection was more important ? even in this shadowy world what he can make out is certainly more than what he finds in other monks rooms . 