me?
i was talking the talk, but not walking the walk.
why was i working so hard to try to make myself as comfortable as possible, while neglecting those who need help? does my stuff mean that much to me? would i think less of myself if i had less stuff, or made less money? would other people think less of me? do i gather some of my self-worth from job performance?
these are important questions. it goes deeper than your standard, “are you giving enough money to your church” question. seriously. if i get too comfortable being comfortable, what will happen if i wake up one day to the holy spirit calling 