he could see her only open eye being shocked beyond all reason , but she wasnt seeing anything like she normally would . i 'd rather it come from me now than come from him later . i nodded , stepping backward a few times before finally opening the door . and i got a warning the first time i fell asleep on watch . his eyes got big and he shook his head . ben tucker 's the best in the business . but i 'd best get back and let the girls know . 