and especially it wants to be left to itself : to keep well away from anything better or stronger or higher than it , anything that might make it feel small . she 's afraid to trust any of us because of those damn shadows and secrets . '' bought me panties because he ruined mine . dale had made a special point of warning her not to drink the milk . did n't know how to feel about it . laughing under his breath , he backed away slowly . `` what , are we going to free willy or something ? '' 