soon the picture will leap to you . and he seemed very pale suddenly . did n't want to think about anything but what he was about to do . i had to know what she knew that she was n't telling me . just as i settled back into bed and pulled the covers to my chin , a small rap came at the door . `` i , i did n't tell lie we were discussing about him only so it 's not lie , '' i said in exhaustion . god , this was all so weird . 