`` this ca n't be right she looks like she 's no more than thirty . '' for the longest time i wanted to tell you how i felt , but i could n't . this child was smarter than she sounded - which was n't hard , considering how she sounded . it really was amazing , '' she whispered to him . `` i have to warn you , your father wo n't be conscious . i did n't fit in so i kept my distance . '' 