a few days, i can be there then, but i think i let him down today. right now, it is impossible for me to control any of these situations. all i can think about, are the lessons that i am being taught about control.
honestly, i am doing some serious struggling tonight.......my whole belief system....is based on kindness and being there for others in need.....and tonight, i think i have let some of the people i care about most down. letting go of control is a hard lesson for anyone, and really, let's face it.....there is no control. life happens, life goes on, life is messy........and it is going to take 