it made me feel a little sad just to see it . he ran unlike anyone else i had seen run before . i could n't stand to be away from him . i shook my head as my heart raced . - im already past that for a long time . however , the den , if there was one , was n't above the club in new town . both sides of this conflict have chosen me . `` i do n't mind telling you , i 'm getting a hell of a lot of pressure to do something about her . '' 