being with her , feeling her touch , it brought me back to life again . `` she wo n't give me the stick . '' the last thing her mother said to her was , `` i love you so much , honey . he was sure he 'd set it before he left the apartment . `` this will not work without someone to ground you . '' after that , she 'd always made sure to have a job , so she could at least buy the basics . he tore off a pink copy for me . 