i mean , we dont have to go if you dont feel well . no , she would have to keep looking over her shoulder to see it . no walls or cages or second thoughts . god , but she was going to look stupid ! her mouth dropped , her face going whiter than it had all morning , and she sputtered for words . `` i 'm sure that night is a blank hole in your mind . i nod my head , looking at them all like they have a few screws lose . 