it seemed to glow faintly in the darkness . if so , he was n't sure he liked that trade . he was n't working to line someone 's pockets . but yes , i am pregnant , and i do n't want to lose this baby . `` i may be a freak , but at least i do n't throw lightning bolts at my brother . '' what i did to mark was wrong , no question about it . it scared her to think like that , scared her even more that she understood it in every fiber of her being . 