long before any of us did . he does n't push me off and i do n't move just yet . she took a breath and slid back into the chair , then picked up her coffee cup to sip at the brew . did you say cade was headed this way ? cause i do n't want to be wearing that god damned uniform to your funeral soldier . '' in fact , a lot comes right out of the garden - something i doubt occurs in new york at all often . 