i pulled her into my arms and rolled us over so that she was now on top of me . i thought you had them all closed down . out of all the people in my life besides my mother , henry was the one who was supposed to understand and know me best , not james . yet it was n't about the luxury . `` that was so clever and creative , i 'm speechless , '' i teased . `` but i 'm not ready for it to be over . '' 