the shout came from behind me , and i turned to see that the speaker had come prepared ; he clutched a feather pillow in one hand , the end of it already ripped open , so that down feathers flew in spurts with each gesture . one night is n't going to f**king kill you , babe . `` i really hope , for his sake , this surgery works . '' you could call me that weird woman who lives by herself in a freight depot on the edge of town . `` afterwards , you can come see the play . '' 