every nip of his teeth or touch of his lips brings my nerves to life in ways i never thought possible . `` but if i hit a major organ and you 're still not healed enough when you become human again , it might kill you . well , weve got a full day ahead of us , eh . not in the freaking student union while he 's right over there , thanks . i havent ever felt so happy in my life , buddy admitted . is it to this what it rubs him some ? 