`` i did n't want to come too early . it would be nice to have an extra bedroom in case anyone came to visit . '' trash-talked her at every hole . besides , if there 's one person i do n't want to ever face in the ring it 'd be hunter . '' i was driving by ... because i just was . '' not because shes just well formed . except then she teared up and reached for his face . i thought that to live i had to find out who i am . 