i reached for a handle , but there was nothing but ragged wood . maybe it 's in the kitchen or your bedroom . '' 'it 's the same all over , love . she had never missed the daily newspapers ' intelligence tests ; five strangely shaped figures and the puzzle was how the sixth one should look . put his female 's name under it ? do you want to read it now ? her life was changing , but would it end up for the good ? 