the four of us shared a look , and i smiled . truthfully , i think id do better with his help . i asked , leaning my head on his shoulder . ignoring him as he always did , carlos looked over at tee . `` good , because i want to talk to you for a long time . '' she pushed back the hood of the cape she wore . and like idiots , we did n't have towels . i allowed my soul to move as far away from my cage as it allowed me . 