some of the others are on vacation and i could n't rearrange the schedule . '' fear stabbed at me , cutting me from the inside . not to mention the time it had taken to get her head back on straight . i used to do some riding when i was younger , before ... everything . sure , i baked some bread yesterday ; i think theres still half a loaf . `` i mean , they are going to try to get rid of you . '' `` people have died because of us . 