******** mila they say not to wish your life away , but that 's exactly what i do all afternoon long as i wait for 7:00 p.m. to roll around . there followed one foster home after another until he turned sixteen and took off on his own . she could n't let herself fall for a vampire . she continued downstairs , leaving the two men to trail behind her . that 's usually how it is when i 'm with her in the hospital . sharp fear stabbed at him ... he heaved with all his might , yelling out . 