`` oh travis , '' she breathed , as they got closer . there would n't be a guard if none of them did . `` we can take a pit stop , you know . and she was far more than anything he 'd ever dreamed of . but i hated to cry in front of people so i fought it . `` is that what you 're doing ? '' since you put it that way ... . '' gingerly he grabbed the diapers . in addition to the letters m and e were dark streaks or smudges . 