i needed a hot shower and a stiff drink-preferably at the same time . he was standing by the railing , looking out over the river . `` i have some more news for you , '' she said . do you think i think they 're better than you ? '' the little rifle had no other safety . only someone who lives a life of devotion can understand . shes going to need a more thorough examination than i can give her , but i think shell live , sam told him . 