so, i was going to post this under the health/fitness category but it was empty so i figured general discussion would be best.
i'm 19, 5'7" and 220 pounds. i have been this weight since i was around 16. it's one of those things where i truly am okay with my body, but i can't picture myself with any attractive/good guy while i am at this weight or can see myself being successful in any shape or form.
i have tried to lose weight in the past, and i am lucky because my college does have a gym on campus that is free to use. each semester i tell myself that i 