a chill rushed through her , the idea leaving her shaken and yet giddy at the same time . at the end of the lot , a car pulled in , its lights dim in the falling snow . he liked the soldiers life and when he retired in his late 30s , he looked for similar jobs that valued his military experience and would allow him to continue to work in the field , not in an office . at the moment they arent talking to me so its most likely they wont talk to you either . 