yes , she had to believe him . she stepped outside into the fresh night air and her brain let up some of its thumping . demanding to know why she had no say in their public or private play . but with drapes drawn , billy entered into darkness . he turned away , but mention of the war reminded me of something else . remarkable for the wisdom it delivers , gently and sincerely . `` listen , you are here for me , are n't you ? i saw my window of opportunity and grabbed it . 