i will go out into the night , and i will run . you were n't even trying and bam , you got pregnant . and then he started walking faster . instead i focus on the paper in front of me . so ... is it a feather cut for you sir ? `` do you know what it does to me-to feel you like this , to have this privilege , this freedom ? blowing off some pressure so he could keep going for just a little longer . this was above and beyond for me , too . '' 