we are going to miss you so much , with your funny little ways and your rather noisy love making . 'it 's gone , ' i said , my voice soft in the room 's buzzing voices . who knew what spells he 'd cast there ? when she knocked again , rap-rap , as urgent as a nurse wanting to go on smoke break , he realized that in her other hand she cuddled a small , gray cat . he was angrily shouting at the beast , ill kill you ! 