maybe the rest of my life if i worked out a system . i ran my hands through my hair and took a deep breath as she coughed and coughed . we do n't want to risk any mistakes . '' that might be okay if i did n't have to shower . so theres no such thing as vampires ? she could think of no words . a little help would be nice , i said to her . at the mention of his name , her demeanor changed completely . well , i 'm here to tell you that you ca n't ! 