he just wanted to get back to the city and forget whatever it was he had seen . jonas was handsome , but i knew he was not what he appeared to be . her mouth is turned down again . but he deserves someone who is perfect , someone that is n't me . she wished they had remained in the jungle , hidden so deeply in the rain forest that no one would ever have found them . she tasted blood in her mouth and spat scarlet on the mud . 