he mentally kicked himself for bringing up that night in the first place . though , he thought i still had a future . `` because she 's waiting for the others . '' like a moth to a lamp i was drawn to it , watching my shadow grow in the small rectangle of light . `` when did you ever talk to me about feelings ? `` and what are the details of that operation ? '' at the same time , his eyes were dark with desire . `` then come to bed and take care of me , frost . '' 