my shirt sleeve and nylon straps tore like tissue paper . he paused , making eye contact with a deer frozen with fear at the edge of the forest . i nap , in the lightest of sleeps , wondering how all of this could happen so fast , and how it could all be so good ? `` and sam sometimes does errands for me . '' maybe they thought that they were being smart by hiding the witness here , where he did n't like to hunt . 