but why did you go to so much trouble ? just as samanthas death taught him you never knew when your time was up . after a fifteen mile run and eighty-eight forms , my legs should have been exhausted ; they werent . today he felt drained and empty . the three of us dont move for a few minutes . before stepping onto the polished hardwood , he pulled them off and left them outside . i probably do n't deserve another chance with you , but i do n't deserve this . '' 