something he had noticed in the first few days of them moving in . i 'm more ... ' i trail off , racking my brain for what the hell i am . i was learning how to make a double stitch . he started to follow her at an angle that would bring him closer to the grassy ground while not losing sight of her . a horse , for when they took off across the countryside . 'just give me the chair and let me go . ' i raise a hand in greeting , and then head for a treadmill . 