`` do n't you think that 's a bit much for a first date ? '' cash and i let out a huge breath . damn it all to the turn and back , he had n't wanted to kill the man . but i ca n't let you assume anything my mother said was true . '' i was sure the surface of that wrong had n't even been scratched . `` what if he ca n't forgive me for feeling like this ? we can plan our battle this next rising . '' 