that he let the mad part of his brain take control ? this was the last time , i thought . again , she wished he would simply move on , but a little voice reminded her that she 'd played a role in keeping the spark alive these last couple of years , even if it had more to do with security and comfort on her part than with anything romantic . not only the stars as faithful night lights , though dim as they may be at times , but as markers , guides on his wandering . 