and once he finally got her into bed , he knew that the fireworks would be even more spectacular . men stunk , on the whole , but luke had always been ultra nice to me . he believed i was stronger than it . sorry mate , it was a good idea though . then she stopped bringing food even though his stomach growled . what makes what you both are into such an exclusive club that i 'm not even invited to experiment with ? let my spirit seek you that it may find its source and good in you . 