she scribbled for a minute in her little notebook . she cried out and went liquid around him . what about the government and taxes ? she felt a sinking in her breast . `` i 'm so glad you 're home , '' i whispered into her ear . i just want you to be happy and successful . '' or `` that was a customer , that was . '' i must have fallen asleep almost immediately because the next thing i knew was the squadron leader shaking me gently by the arm . 