everyone was angry with her because she 'd decided to leave cedar cove . i start to pant as i watch his tongue come out and lick up my center . i almost let my guard down that f**king much . raven could n't blame him , but his hands were squeezing the life out of her . `` do n't make me knee you again , '' i threatened . she is going mad with the feeling . hard to explain the jumble of emotions tangled up inside her , although they made it hard to breathe . 