i reached out to fight him , to grab my knife , but he trapped my arms . `` thanks babe , but i 'm really not sure if i even want him back in my life . in a quick moment of seeing , i could hear his thoughts . he needs to learn the ropes . '' but then another idea occurred to me ; an idea which i had to sit on for a while before i talked myself into doing it . they replied and took the offer of a sweet . 