good about this. i’m putting myself out there in a way that no one else i know is. i am facing my fear and expressing myself and that is something. i think to myself what is the worse that could happen? maybe no one reads this? maybe no one does care? maybe someone does think i sound stupid? what do i care? i am doing something i love. a lot of my time is taken up by doing things i don’t want to do and this is my escape. i am here and every day i try a little harder to just write something. every day the feeling of being 