he knew he should n't have arrested the guy , but even so , he did n't feel too bad about it . `` at first , he just said hi to me . the three of them looked like real sisters . `` i am not a paper doll you cut away until i fit your sick mold . i had figured out how to work their machines . '' it was hard to sit up with a sleeping baby on my chest . then his mouth was on mine , he kissed me short but it was wet and it was hot . 