alarm was spreading like fire through the carriage , and i didnt want to get burnt . she started to come up in my face . i press my back against the outside of the house , not knowing if he can see me in the darkness . ginny had n't wanted those hand-me-downs in the house . they could only hope to survive . `` i can see how you can be so hung up on him . '' i am going to go see my man . are your parents cool with me being here ? 