i think im the one scheduled to give you the tour . `` but it never could be the same , could it ? '' he left the coffee cup behind , and went out the door and onto the sidewalk . he smelled safe and clean and so very male . she just did n't know what that was . perhaps she had gone to the sheriff 's office . what kind of god is this ? `` once they start , it 's probably going to be impossible . '' 