`` i ca n't help wondering what 's happening back home . '' the only excitement he needed was the sight of his wife beside him , each night and morning , and of course , the love of his ever growing family . `` you 're welcome , '' i said , and then headed for the door . but still jack moved for a better look . it called to me like a siren of the sea . she is too tough for you boss . `` are you thinking of leaving the club ? '' 