`` so , do n't be mad , but ... '' `` oh , god , '' i interrupt because it sounds like she 's up to something that i would be mad at . `` but why does she like you ? '' i longed for the sense of satisfaction that came with a shot like that . there was nothing but a single bed standing in a neat white ward . with you and that weapon , i finally will . `` what power would you like to explore , then ? '' not after what had been said . 