he thought that he needed to leave me in order to keep me with the people i loved , but i could have them and him . i try to keep quiet the rest of our journey down the hill . i try to cover it with a cough . i said let 's take a walk and not think about it for awhile . '' i laid down on the rug , feeling calm and more relaxed . if you had to get the munchies ... `` she sounds like a real character . '' 