they 're very friendly and they love people . black spots swim in front of my eyes . or was that coming from me ? i shook my head again , but he was already moving away from me . he insisted and that she needed to be killed and soon . he said they indicated everyone who 's involved . `` are you never going to get over that ? '' he led the way back toward the kitchen. i want you to be living the best life possible . '' i collapse forward against the sink , and the tears come . 