i was finding it hard to breathe which was good because if i 'd been able to breathe , i might have been a lot louder when i answered . `` why is it only every other week ? '' if she asked me to be a better man , i 'd try with everything i am . it 's your job and you do it for other people ? '' all in all , i felt like we were moving in the right direction . he actually looked smaller than blake . she said she had never seen such animals before . 