i feel the smile spreading over my face , lighting me up inside . i whirl around , furious , something deep and black and old rising inside of me . his thin arm raised and pointed toward the carriage house . once in hand , he sat on the edge of the bed next to her . i smiled , waiting for him to go . `` you two ready for the angel ? '' he tapped my cheek lightly with his other hand . he landed his ship and got out . he still had his sword in hand . 