i bent down , grabbing the picture from underneath the bed . instead , she pointed at the computer screen . before this trip , i had been so sure that just being around him would make me happy . he didnt know much about what he wanted at that moment , but he was certain that he didnt want to start a bigger fight . i wish so hard i could comfort him , but he has wounds in places i ca n't reach . i wonder what would happen if we were still in my room . 