my skin looks like it has a permanent tan and i have hips and ass and a decent sized chest . she straightened herself on the chair . ever since you came here last year with your perfect haircut and your shiny teeth , your fake voice and your so called team-building exercises , everybody longed for the day when you would be gone . i did n't feel like i deserved to see you after what i did to you . 'cause that would just be weird . '' but that should not have been the case , not for an expert . 