`` so she 's going to be all right ? '' the bathroom is down the hall to your right . '' it can grow quite vicious down here . '' *** a few hours later we lie in my bed , spent . her smile is white and genuine . i could do so much more , even with this simple design , if you would just let me choose the color and add some trim . '' her face was steady , and completely in the moment . they finished their murmured conversation and senator lewis spoke into the microphone . 