he 's so close that all i would need to do is purse my lips and we 'd be kissing . id like to go down there . i feel sick at the thought , but im not surprised that were here right now . i stand there for a moment , staring at it , and then head back into the living room . maybe i should just go with it . ever since that kiss , i ca n't stop remembering what she tastes like-how she felt in my arms . i just sat around wishing you were here . 