i 'm also very aware that we could be in big trouble if we 're caught . i knew that rick had waited for this . a bad day you could throw off by working out the stress . this is the logical place for you to come the last island . or at least i should have had a plan . you stole him against his will . i watched him closely for any signs it was an empty offer , but everything about him was sincere . one more why-i-deserve-it essay and i might scream . '' 