i shook my head , still amazed at how he had managed to weasel his way over here . `` what i do n't know is why you have n't given me up . '' she was giggling as she went down the hall . i cant believe you attacked me like this . the sun dipped below the horizon . he turned his head to look at her , close up . that had always weighed heavily on my shoulders . it was going to hit me . but knowing that darkness comes early to the mountains , i reluctantly reversed course . 