i needed to keep my cool , because one of us needed to be calm and it clearly was n't going to be her . she turns to the crowd behind her . one-seventy-six sang , hovering by my ear . without exchanging another word , he wrapped one hand around her back , then bent and slid his other arm behind her knees . she pushed herself from the railing . `` well , i found you coming out of the shower around midnight . and my fingernails were caked with black mud , just like the last time i had the dream . 