the thought of her with another man was like acid in his gut . i knew he wouldnt be before the night was over . i bury my face in my hands and let go . she obviously had the power to attract him , and they 'd already made the bargain to act on that attraction . but the scary part was that she wanted to get closer ; so much closer . they seemed to ask : is this purely physical ? the room 's free , and i can afford room service . 