the other three immediately pulled out their phones . and i 'm fairly certain that whatever he has to say to you he will tell you himself . i gripped the edges of my seat tightly . i was n't there when she did it and i need to see how it happened . '' and i dont want to let go of this weapon either as i have it in my other hand . `` but she never acted on it and i made it very clear that i loved you and was n't interested . 