it seems youve got everything figured out . they both take their coffees ; she turns on cash . it somehow makes her even more real if she has a name . and then she broke out in a cold sweat . are we going shopping this weekend for dresses ? `` smaller than the lodge , but i like it . '' i let him hug me , but it did n't make me feel better . especially when it had chirped this morning as we were eating breakfast . she turned around and walked back to the kitchen . 