i t-kick a right boot toe into her ugly hairy distorted face . the time had come to choose . the one girl that has meant so much to me for so long , the one i had to let go of , but never forgot , and have been too afraid to find , looks like she 'd rather be anywhere but here with me . but now he faced a more difficult truth . that would just have been embarrassing . you either are one , or you are n't . 