if this aint all of it , wheres the rest ? besides , none of the rest of you ever eat anything . when will you start speaking it ? `` what about something more permanent like a sharpie ? '' 'oh , master , whatever shall we do ? ' `` one beer is n't going to do much to you . i blink up at him , breathing so hard i can barely find my voice . well try harder , the black woman snapped . we moved on with our lives . six years from afar have led me to now . 