she would beg me not to call it off , and she would probably lock herself in her room and cry for days because her only child decided he doesnt want to marry his childhood sweetheart . the penalty for what id done might have been much more severe had i not been a minor . a few days later the general made his way down the hallway towards the most secured room in the world . none have been able to say how the instinct feels . '' do n't listen to him-just help me . '' 