be this. i would talk to people who have had that experience, who have lived kind of through what you're living with. in terms of pain, i think it will guide you to where you're going and you should go and speak to somebody. if you can't -- if you don't have health insurance, go to a free clinic and go to somewhere where they give you help for free. always go see a doctor.
>> thank you. i think we have time for one more question.
>> i love you walking up here.
>> happy to walk here.
>> so i was wondering, there is a lot of fear that comes when we 