i could barely see it for the tears , but somehow i kept myself from sobbing . `` they have to go , pumpkin , '' the man murmured . how did you end up here , in these bridge crews ? '' `` there is more , '' stated number 94321 . how many peoples boyfriends or husbands have they killed ? i felt like someone put their hand to my throat and squeezed . tony , his mouth tight , shut the door behind her . 