i should have known it would n't be long , and i hope my brother knows what he 's doing . it would be nice to have a normal life like that wouldnt it ? `` the name itself seems to ring a faint bell , but that might only be because it 's so common . `` how can i work in such chaos ? '' you will give me pleasure and receive none in return . all he had to do was open that door and it would all be over . or how much time had passed . 