he settled his shoulders and his mind and signaled mike to attack again , and again , and again . but at the end of the alley was a lot with a dumpster . i want to sleep now and never wake . we used to have such times , the two of us . '' with that hint of sunshine , we drive to the driving range . `` this is fucked up , '' said dan , chuckling lightly . i told you i liked him and youre trying to get him for yourself . 