but it stirred something inside of me that this beautiful man was so honest with me about the hurt caused by his father . i know the charm ensures that we ca n't be killed out of order , but perhaps there 's more to it than that . you would do anything for your brother . '' its always important to get the details written up right away , while theyre still fresh in the mind . `` obviously i 'm not making any effort in that direction . '' are you going to protect me ? 