please - will you send me back ? he smiles sadly at me , and says , `` i need to know what happened to you . '' as if youve got something that no one else has ! teach me to be like you . it should be illegal for any man to have such a magnetic , irresistible effect . power was its own end , its own reward . i ca n't remember ever being this turned on before . `` how long has this been going on ? ! '' put the cap on the bottle and go to bed . 