what could have been , what could have happened , still sometimes haunted her . right now , i dont have the will or the energy . `` are you going to stop him from going near any guy i decide to date ? '' why did you nearly kill him ? a mixture of saliva , puss and blood strung from the mangled lips , down to the darkness . yeah yeah , theres a big wide world out there and all that . kim carefully guided the ship down towards a large open area in the center of the ruins . 