`` the best chance we got , baby . '' like salt , sun and ... something else . after all , we were rescuing jack from men who had kidnapped , beaten , and tortured him . holy hell , he was a beautiful man . `` are you nervous because of the doctor ? '' i didnt know what to make of it , so i stayed quiet . thank god he had no idea how much control was required of me just to be near him . at first he thought she was going to refuse . 