right now, what moves me. i know when i turned 30 it was rough. i grew in every way then. it seems that when i turned 36 it has done the same. but in a different manner. 30 was painful kind of growth. i am not fighting it now as i did then. does this really happen every so often for you? where you find yourselves going in different direction then you were when you were a few years younger? whatever is going on, i do accept it. and thankfully i have kept my "young at heart" attitude because i am just loving teaching this semester. being pulled in so 