and , of course , there was the tattoo . you were probably drugged , the woman was probably controlled . she set to work using what she had on hand . atop the sheet , i moved my legs up until my knees pressed into her sheet- covered ones . the man screamed as he was jerked up into the air like a puppet being hauled up by its strings . i was fighting a losing battle with my heart and did n't know what i was going to do . 