my cock immediately jumps to attention at her words , fully willing to give her everything she is asking for . you 're doing this to get back at me for leaving you , but you ca n't see that it was exactly what you deserved . `` it is a very good thing you have me as your keeper . '' that ferry is not going to leave for at least a couple of days . it was as if his increased distance from it forced him to bring it all into a sharper focus . 