she sat on the bed weeping into her hands . smiling , she enjoyed the feel of him holding her to him . she was surprisingly apprehensive about meeting him now that she knew he was still around , and she wasnt really sure whether to go or not . im worried hes going to snap . i brought some things to share with the family . `` talk as long as you want . he stepped up into the salon . it 's as if i 'm constantly on fire around him . she stopped at the door with a gasp . 