and when shed made him kiss her , it had felt like she was slipping into his head as it touched hers and reaching in to tear out his own desire ; shed given him what he wanted , more than made him do what she wanted . `` i did n't join the military for the glory . '' he spread his arms and gave me a grin . shelly laughed and her short auburn hair bounced across her face . he said , `` you fed on my energy just from touching my arm , did n't you ? '' 