i would miss that , but i 'd rather be kissing her , and more . `` how the heck are all you girls ? '' the old hermit let out a joyous whoop while her father went to his knees in amazement . my condition does n't change my personality . `` okay , you understand- '' `` i 'd rather not be here . the horse was big and black , like something coughed up from the pit of one of the hells . because she knew i wouldnt laugh , i realize . 