feel his arms tighten around me and make everything okay . the waiter comes by with our order . his free hand finds its way back between my legs and i have to bite my lip to hold in a scream . and one of those things was that she had more power than she thought she had . he just needed the occasional reminder of who she was and what was going on . when she would have screamed , he slapped his hand across her mouth . ill never forget having to tell her , ill never forget the funeral . 