we stand on the riverbank for a second and she 's putting her water bottle back into her bag and she 's quiet in a way that i 'm learning means she 's trying to say something difficult . for college kids , this is an ideal place to have semi-public sex . it was about eight , eight-thirty that it all started up , you see . roger was the love of her life , his loss a pain she felt every day . `` you 're going back home tonight . '' 