â i also never expected that i would find myself enjoying creating the articles as much as i do. beauty, by the way, is determined in the spirit world by the quality of love we bring into that sphere, not according to the standards we have in this life. i mean in some ways, i suppose i did because i did what was best for my child. i'm a better musician because of my work with him! charging time: 5-8 hours, up to 300 loads about life. expressing sincere sympathy in your loss. fold in blueberries and lemon zest. 