so orderly that it often made her want to mess it up just for fun . bash is awake and hes getting out of bed to come downstairs . thats the boat that went down ? taking on more than she could handle ? he was just telling me some very good news . `` you do n't want me to cook anything . theres no danger of us losing heart at present , thank god . i would die but wouldnt go there . it was a snappy gesture , and she was a sucker for those . 