the mans biggest concern is now for the safety of his mother and he hopes his handler did not learn that he has been caught . i fell on my plate like an animal . `` are you going to sit here and listen to this ? '' is she really such a monster that the only way they felt safe to talk to her was when together against her ? then they dragged him off to spend the night in jail . '' `` if she was here she 'd answer . '' 