i 'm not your slave or your servant , and i do n't give a damn what color your blood is , how old your family is , or how much money and power you have . i felt as though i 'd been buried alive , and with all my strength , i was able to whisper only a single syllable . `` you know this is n't over , do n't you ? '' i can barely think and act like a normal human being . it would only be a distraction from peaceful sleep . 