but she had met a new man. i got my first one when i was 11 and in seventh grade when i forced myself to get them almost every night i was 13. i spent those nights in silent pain because i wanted to hide what i was feeling. with chains on, we drove out of the gorgeous black and white valley very slowly. i'm going to try and do that rotation. this is very huge and can be an amazing treat to watch. these effects rarely last more than a few weeks or months. they have lots of activities that happen throughout the week. 