i would want to hold you so tight in my arms right now and hug you and make you not go anywhere far away from me . it was the only time i saw ned flustered , but he shook it off . she normally did n't go for the quiet type . `` so what 's wrong with your car ? '' by the time he 'd slid both hands under her shirt and unhooked the front catch of her bra , she 'd forgotten what they 'd been talking about . her hands still trembled so she balled them into fists . 