and that was the truth , we never really looked at what he did ; just that it was the natural extension of someone we thought was pretty messed up to begin with . the double meaning behind her words was n't lost on me , but i was n't exactly in the mood to put a little more pep in my step . i learned a long time ago that no one was going to do things for me . nightingale replied as he took a seat opposite the ancient looking librarian . what i found funny was the half second she takes . 