in a way , she 'd already been doing it . i could feel the tears start again and i angrily wiped them away . did you hear me calling you ? this is one of the best nights i have had in a long time . i was so busy i forgot to take pictures . i am so glad that it worked out that way . he put his book down on his lap . that beautiful child of yours does n't need to lose her daddy , too . '' 