we all startled and looked around . once the door had closed , i looked at nick , he was stiff as a board . the tears were spilling from my eyes and i did n't try to stop them . she was beautiful- the most beautiful woman angelica had ever seen . `` yeah , that 's a hard choice-naked girl in the shower with me or fully dressed downstairs . here are the flowers candle used . id surely never forget meeting you , he says . the others were still sleeping , and i was thankful for that . 