she climbed up onto the highest bench as he had done , reached up and grabbed the end of the belt . there were things left undone , things she needed to do in the daylight hours . steven woke up from a strong pain in his stomach . i want more than anything to run ; to get behind the wheel of my car and gun the engine . she 's never going to forgive me for this . in less than an hour she had circled the lake and was approaching the island again . 