he had the benefit of knowing there was a nice pay off at the end for him . essentially the colored dots were chemical dyes with long formulas . `` i could f**k you right here , '' peter said , resting his head on hers . `` mason certainly came along when i needed someone to rescue me that night thirteen years ago . he opened his eyes and stared down into mine as he continued making love to me . maybe she 'd have a really good excuse or reason for leaving me behind . 