`` the problem , '' i said , `` is , that it means something different to me than it does to you . '' i had to go outside and beat up on some trees for a minute . it felt like a huge cat was sitting on her chest purring but there were no words this time . enough to cast my thoughts out . `` it 's over between blake and me . '' what would she have done in his shoes ? the man on the ground let out a low moan . 