as for tonight , he was still on the fence . it 's more than just the ads they take . he whispered , barely hearing it himself . `` it will not come to that , '' ned promised her , praying it was true . i smiled as i felt the heat between my legs . which she did n't mind at all . `` here we are , '' jack says , glancing over at me . used to beat me up and call me names like cracker and ghost and stuff . 