it was n't fair that one male , who apparently did n't know his own heart or his own mind , should level her to staring at a blank television screen . that did n't seem likely unless she was bolder . how could such a man not be missed by anyone ? `` well , we did n't , '' i pointed out , now a little hurt by that , too . who would send me a poisoned letter ? they dont realize who you are , or they would come inside the house to get you . 