right now the word `` anything '' popped in her mind . `` how can you be so cold after everything ? '' he stared at them in wonder . he deserves to be someone 's everything , not second place to a man i could never stop loving . there are people dying in here . terry waited for his watch to tell him it was 0030 hours and time to hit the target . amy looked as if i had slapped her in the face . `` i try to keep it nice , just in case anyone drops by . '' 