`` tuck in that shirt and follow me . '' she called me miss lemon blossom . mark had clearly decided the time had arrived . there was a phone call and he lifted the receiver . i was about to bury myself in the earth when i saw the cave . beth asked in her softest of voices . `` i want you to get back to your normal routine . you do n't have to be here when he falls . '' true , but he still seems too young for the job . but how does he do it ? 