then cam 's arms shifted and his chest pulled lightly away . almost by impulse , i asked the question that had risen to the surface of my mind . `` is this what you came for ? '' as we made small talk and looked the menu over , it dawned on me that he was shoveling charm down my throat with both hands . he was supposed to tell you himself i didnt ask tyler anything else . go and tell blake he did nothing wrong . ' she had never experienced a panic attack quite like this one . 