i knew who i was and in turn was able to appreciate just how much i loved him . `` some things in life just happen . it is you , master , he whispered , struggling to speak . she bent over the table , grateful for her ability to focus only on work , kick out all the other details that made her uncomfortable . paradise is the greatest expression of freedom , sure , but not when youre trapped there with no way out . she might also be utterly confused by what he said . 