`` or he 's going to die because of something we do , '' blue insisted . i didnt want to ever lose you . at the time i did n't understand what was happening . he turns and points to the wall opposite the ocean . anyone know what he look like ? i did not mean to hurt him . `` you know how to find the answer to that question . his head went fuzzy for a moment , and he forgot what he was doing . i what are you all doing here ? 