however , now that she was warmed up , she could n't hold back . when she did n't respond , he rolled closer and put her hand on his elbow . this strange feeling passed over me as the ghostly figures fingers moved to my mouth . watched him gesture to beth 's body . as she hung up she realized that missing him was simply her way of saying she loved him . well , are you sure you know where you 're going ? '' i asked , `` does sam know you 're here ? '' 