`` just the one , '' he pointed out , a hint of laughter creeping into his eyes . i can see a little better now why he wanted me to learn , but i never did . now ill have enough to give as christmas gifts . my heart swelled in my chest at his words , at the sweet tone of his voice , at the warmth in his chocolate brown eyes . most girls your age has already done this six dozen times . `` how the hell do you know what i want ? '' 