in the end , the only thing love gave me was an early trip to my grave because i was sure i would die of embarrassment . `` honey , you just grab that thing again tonight and do n't let go . `` the owner knows something he is n't giving up , '' marcus slid into the same seat he 'd occupied before as the others loaded up and buckled in around him . he asked , nodding toward the locked hatch . the wires were like a heap of spaghetti now . 