when i thought my chest might collapse without air , i pulled when i thought my chest might collapse without air , i pulled away , resting my forehead against his . not hit you or beat you up . `` you might not have seen his face , but you smelled him . `` i really really think there is something on my face . youd be dead before you realized it . that had mostly been a matter of luck . then he looked across at me . just remember , you all asked for this . 