one man in particular stood out more than the others . she could taste her own tears on his lips-tears of joy . later , we were all sitting in the living room , playing , when my cell started ringing . she had n't really had much stuff when she did it the first time . why do i have to leave my family ? yes , i know you have it tucked away in your purse . you invited me over for one . '' `` keep wreckage between yourself and the ship . 