not only because i treated you that way , but because i do n't even have a fucking good reason for why i started acting the way that i did . '' that they 'd both been trying to fight their feelings for one another all this time ? she nodded , but she still looked concerned . he moves at the same time , and with all the moving that 's happening we end up lying on our sides , face-to-face . and the gates where thrown open . he wondered if she felt it , too . 