`` you know , the gate we talked about on the way over here ? '' rick did n't give him time to ask . `` are you getting tired of having me in your bed already , chase ? '' he reached for me again , and i drove my fist into his stomach as hard as i could . `` it 's no big deal , '' he says , exploring underneath the chair cushion by the laundry basket . he was shaking as hard as she was now , finally seeing it all . 