help if i struggle and, after a bit of time, she goes back to sleep.
3.15am: the third waking and, again, another bottle. i take a drink of water to try and wake me up before going to get her. by this time i am feeling exhausted - my eyes struggle to stay open, my head is fuzzy and i feel like i am physically staggering around the house as i prepare her bottle. i have to keep my mind as active as possible when feeding her for fear of falling asleep there and then. i can't help but feel irritable and annoyed at the fact that i have to get 