are beautiful human in this world and you can do better than what you do now.
life is full of challenge but see the beautiful and fruit in it. start enjoy the life.
you born to live and not to be alone..if you enjoy being alone no argument. but you realized you disconnected from society.. it worth finding a people who will respect your feeling and life.
you can help people who is really in need. you have strength and knowledge. help them and make yourself happy. 