as insane as it sounds , my very soul was in need of rest . but strangely , it was n't a creepy feeling . `` and that 's all it would be , right ? '' i had n't been working as much because of school , pretty much only weekend shifts . he 's a bit of a loose cannon right now , apparently . ava sat silently for a moment , feeling the old familiar panic set in . this kind of crying , this was a razor blade to soft flesh . 