the part i 'm reading was written a little before her wedding and she does n't seem happy about it at all . i did n't mean for everybody to get so upset because i took a few days off . '' `` i want your badge number , '' blake is telling one of the officers who is holding him by the arms propelling him forward . and her feeling badly would make me feel badly . but i myself was pretty glad that i 'd had a nocturnal visitor or two . my head is spinning from the information . 