`` you do n't sound too convinced about it yourself , '' i tell her . i had n't been in it in years . the cabinet was close to the door . he leapt the drainage ditch at the edge of the track and scrambled up into the trees . he tosses my dress at my face . `` the dreams started a few years ago . others had dark curtains or sheets covering the windows . in the past few months , she 'd convinced herself that he was n't interested in her . 