we were in a moment , they were coming few and far between but it was a moment like it used to be between us . what else am i supposed to believe ? '' the pages are thick with deep red . im sure they dont read them all the time . as i drank , i watched victor prepare food . `` lily , my baby , i was so worried about you . `` that 's what she wants you to think . '' `` i take it that the office feels like a furnace today . '' 