to pay off. it's just so hard sometimes to acknowledge it. it's as if i think that if i start to notice it, things will fall apart on me. the truth is, i'm working hard...harder then i'm used to working.
i was somewhere between 302-320+ pounds. i guess because i'm not positive of my weight then. i mean really, who wants to know their weight when you know it's just gonna make you cry and feel ashamed?
so i can see the changes happening.
it simply took some believing.
i can have others encourage me all day long, but until i started to believe in myself i was just playing a game. now i'm 