i had a feeling i knew what he wanted to show me , but i would n't believe it unless i saw it with my own eyes . one was the report from the night jenna was murdered . she could stay in here for the rest of the day , let the sun slip under a cloud and take the rest of the world with it . this was where we 'd grown up . my right arm was around her too . `` all the more reason to end it now , '' i say . but the upper floors were amazing . 