but im not really sure if i want the enemy to take the bait or not . take , for instance , the story of creation . `` so after this , you want to go buy some chewing tobacco and a play girl ? they must lie with someone and experience that ... ecstasy , let 's call it , or they go a little mad . i have to get my mind off of all this . but he 's trying to make me comfortable . the old man was gon na get himself killed for sure . 