it 's not just that he slept with her . goodness did n't want that to happen just when matters were beginning to look promising . her eyes sparkled with genuine pleasure . i 'm not sure if he 's awake or he 's just moving around in his sleep , but his hold on me tightens . if so , who was the woman he was laughing with ? she would soak up every moment she had with him . somebodys playing a sick joke , and i dont like it . 