i felt the weight of his words as he spoke . there was a tight snap and then he was free . `` now you have an idea how it feels . weve just got to make it to the next full moon . it 's his laughter and his sense of adventure . '' `` you should n't wander off from your mother . '' jesus , the mere memory of it all gave me a hard-on . i expected her to recommend several different twelve step programs . 