there is such a thing as waiting too long. i waited too long, twice, the one time out of patience and the other out of fear - out of fear to make a decision that might not be the right one.
it's as if i haven't learnt anything over the past ten years. ten years and i am thinking the same thoughts and doing the same things. ten years and i am not sure how to get what i want and how to know if i really want it. and seven years have passed and i am not really sure how to go for things and not just wait for things 