his body leaned tighter against mine , careful not to lean on my arm . i called her name but got no response and i didnt find a pulse or sign of breathing . '' i left them out in the living room for , like , fifteen minutes while i was taking a shower , getting ready for this little shindig . i just wanted to make sure you were okay first . '' my heart was thumping so hard i felt almost dizzy . she has a good heart and a gentle spirit . 