she stands next to her daughter . and now here i was , in her bed , and i felt like the luckiest man on the damn earth . `` i 'm pregnant , '' i say when i realize that he 's not going to give up or promise me that he wo n't freak out . she grabbed him around the neck and they almost slipped off the trail ledge together . if i did that , the guys would pull out their own weapons , and things would be even worse than they had been in the dining hall . 