she kept her gaze cast down and shook her head . i tell him to get the hell out of my room and not to come back . she sat there for several moments , wanting to comfort him , but not knowing if her touch would be welcome . `` so why ca n't you fix it ? '' in fact , this whole mess is finished ! '' `` i know , i know , they make me violent . no windows and not even a sign to tell what kind of business goes on within . 