his crew like a real crew , and cleaning is what crews did . just enough that she can feel it , hopefully feel it all the way down to that sweet spot between her legs . `` i like cole , but i do n't understand it . '' `` you make it sound like he loves me . `` like they were passing an empty evening . '' how much pain had he suffered ? i demand , feeling both furious and relieved at the same time . but , i do work for him , you have to believe me ! 