`` i could n't stand the idea of someone else owning it and possibly destroying it . she asked softly , her mind racing at the possibilities . so i 'm not going to look in the box ... not right now . `` then maybe having just one go wrong wo n't be too much . she is putting on all the sail she can , but she is doing it in vain-she ca n't get away from us now . `` why not one of the other ones ? '' 