'just have a bit of fun with it , yeah ? why would you tell me something like that ? i would n't be able to look at myself in the morning . if he walked in on us , i would die of embarrassment . '' he seemed to resist their needs with an effort that had him sweating . not like the earlier dream , this one involved the snake lady . something about not being obvious and avoiding the wrong people . they 'd just stare at her sometimes with these absolutely incredible expressions on their faces . 