his side of the bond is still there . `` yeah , but without the religious baggage , '' the librarian said . but her death had nothing to do with the star . '' i yanked him forward and then pushed him so he went flying . she had sounded so disgusted with me on the phone . happier than she 'd been in a very long time . but in his heart , he knew that she would never look at him the same way once she learned of it . 