and now he 's finally checking his messages . but if this circle is shrinking , i do n't want to risk it . both of them jumped a little bit like they were about to whirl and look behind them but controlled the instinct in time . he tried to contain his excitement over what might yet take place before morning . i gaze into her eyes , holding myself deep inside of her , and i brush her cheeks with the pads of my thumbs . i ca n't hold any kind of conversation . 