im not living through that kind of grief again . closing the door , he turned to find the woman sitting up in the bed with the blanket wrapped firmly about her . what if his plane had crashed ? how dare you bring that woman here ! `` oh ... my ... god ... '' before i could finish my sentence , he hooked my leg over his shoulder to gain even better access to the most sensitive parts of me and went down on me better than any man had in my life . 