`` is this blood yours or someone else 's ? '' give me a little more , i can turn your life into an open book . so you better not go anywhere . '' it was just a suggestion , she said quickly . the six large packing cartons she had found waiting for her on her doorstep when she got home that afternoon littered the route to the front door . i hold my breath then release it and dive deep into the hot sands , while drowning . and where was my math class ? there is no answer for that . 