like she 'd shatter at his touch , only she knew the truth . this way i knew they were truly gone . i looked back at her sleeping , hoping she was having a good dream at least . it did n't matter to her , nor did she have time to ask a lot of questions . high on power , confident in their might is right beliefs . `` i would n't have pushed you so hard if i 'd known , '' he said . two slept much better than one in the cold . 