and we searched the whole place since he kidnapped ben . and something tells me it already has . but as you can imagine , after that conversation i decided to get drunk , which is when clay called me . '' seriously , having this girl in my life made everything else i was dealing with seem so much less important . they deserved a hell of a lot worse than they got . '' so please do n't ask or try to make me . '' `` and you 're generous with your kindness . '' 