`` i want to go on a light drive with you soon , '' i say , trying to control my temper . he smelled like fresh wind and sunlight and rain , and against my will i buried my face in the hollow where his neck flowed into strong shoulders . the heavy , gray mist was eating up the daylight before the sun had even set . `` we made this child together emma . `` um ... we could just divide the questions between the three of us , i guess . '' 