if this is how life must be , then i choose death ! ' but seeing this dead brown grave , other words came to her mind . the guy oozed with pure , unadulterated sex . you tried to get away from him , but he didnt let you . the dog was always letting him sneak up on her . taking a deep breath , she opened the door , still not sure what she was going to tell the driver . 'they 're more in tune with the moon and the seasons . 