`` dee 's asleep , '' he said , running a hand through his hair . he came out to the barn where we were all working . she threw everything into a pile on the floor and turned on the water . so , you might think you 're ready to give yourself over to me , but are you prepared for what will come when i give myself to you ? '' i wasnt sure if i should shut the door or keep it open , but instinct led me to close it . 