she wriggled like a caught fish , and closed the door . she still could n't tell me the same . before he left , before the fire took him , he had to be sure ... she had to get her daughter and get out of here . then again , he 's done this a million times . it was a fair trade to his mind . * * * * * the phone ringing woke me up . but boy , it was gon na hurt . this will not prove to be an easy task . 