'besides , i do n't see either of those men here right now . it is almost as if my stomach has shrunk and i can only eat small amounts . ' by unusual , i mean false compartments or panels or perhaps a built-in clock ? he put the quill back in its holder . the words came out hoarse , forced through a tight throat . i really needed to talk to someone . '' we were starting to think he was just a legend on the farm , gus the owner says . 