he stopped dead on the landing . why are you looking in my fathers desk ? i feel my eyes getting heavy and cooper 's breathing is steady and slow , i know he 's fallen asleep . james shook the man 's hand , and they went to pay for the suits . i thought i was the only person you ever told ... she felt a bit hurt , even though she knew it was selfish of her . `` i just ... i really have to get back to work . '' i 'm so cold-why ca n't i stop shivering ? 