act like it. he just hurts. hurt that you guys do not help him. i guess you know which ones you are. he just wants respect. always help one another. be their for each of you. you know with out family, it will get harder. one day you will not have each other. let me tell you, it is so hard to go on. i have lost, my grandpa, my dad, my two sister’s. loosing my sisters has been so hard. it is even hard to write about it. i miss them so much. it tears me up. i hope one day we will be together. i really do not 