at least ten photos of me and heather were spread out for me to see . sorry if it was rough on you , even though you didnt seem to mind . when im at work she cant get in to a clinic if shes having an episode . the night air spilled in through the cracks in the wall above the window . im not so sure about the others . she accepted it - it was bone cold , as always - and together they turned to face the huge room . i was just waiting for the right moment . 