`` then why are you trying to help me ? '' we 're going to have so much fun tonight-i promise . '' he slipped out from under the blankets and turned back the flap of the tent . `` you have to make melanin while the sun shines . '' for some damn reason , he did n't want to lie about this , too . she can feel its weight through the blanket . she said she walked into the woods one day and never came out . 