but the ones from last month ? i must not think of her now . she was fighting for breath as she spoke . every half minute or so , the metal disk that covered the spy hole on the door slid open and an eye peered in . impatient to see and taste the rest of her , he swept her into his arms and headed for the bedroom . another one appeared at the door . silky dress trains and tuxedo tails whirled on the dance floor . it was better if she believed he did n't want her . 