to shower someone with love and let them do the same for me. this will be a year of adjustments. i am so lucky that he understands and gives me all the room i need to have all these different feelings...he knows that mark will forever be a part of my life, and that means he will also be a part of "our" life as a couple. it's one of those things that you have to move your way through with no real suggestions on how to do it. i'm happy again. i know that mark has something to do with it...and that makes me smile.
i understand this so much 