my hand was on his chest so i started drawing a circle with my finger . i will talk to you later , i said to her in my mind and was surprised how easy it was . all thats left is ash and cement . 'like i said , i 'm sure it 's all fine . pol gave me all sorts of instructions , most of which i intend to ignore . he sat up slowly and shrugged out of his coat , `` coffee sounds really good right now . '' `` it was listed on your passport . '' 