he 's not wearing a shirt , just a pair of my brother 's old pajama pants . on top of the television were two movies , the rescuers and the lion king , the cases open , videos on top . i slid the sliding glass door open and stepped out onto the patio . in fact , there were a lot of things he was grateful for at the moment . `` i know my own child and i know when something 's off with you . '' it was the pull , the attraction that was always there between us . 