`` hey , have you met the average student at our schools ? '' `` you do n't look happy to see me , '' he pouts through giant bites of cereal . you seem to have room in your heart for more than just me . mat let out a whoop of joy . i wondered whether he thought this was what my grandmother believed , or if he believed it himself . i ripped at the sack , lost in it , rolling over and over , then feeling the wet grass with my naked hand . 