`` whatever else i did , i loved you , '' he said . `` that would mean a lot to me . '' he wanted to share everything with her . with him , i 'd always felt like anything was possible . 'from noon tomorrow i ca n't touch you . ' `` i knew you thought yourself poison to all those around you , '' he 'd added . `` yes joe , that 's what he said . and if so what was the purpose ? her pink tongue slid across her upper and lower lip . 