the peace of the void that you so often seek . others dragged themselves from the sea and fell in ragged clumps on the beach . `` okay , i do n't think you 're crazy now . however , even when i came to , nothing was the same . he had the bars on the cell phone to prove it . the new ones dont fear me . so you did go aboard the boat ? i was in the parking lot , just down the street from the bar . 