he had to leave them both in the hands of others . whenever i would get close to these gems , i feel like there is some sort of.magic to them . `` i 'm positive the head above my neck was n't thinking . i just left it all to him . okay , this time , the breathing was n't working , and i was all fired up . she had seen him in battle , had even fought next to him . he took her in , top-to-toe . 