then he 'd make her scream out his name . `` you had n't told me about that . '' the smell was much the same , however . was he calling from the hospital ? a wave of relief rushed through her , and she burst into tears again - tears of joy . i 'd be happy to take the first . ' `` there are different kinds of happy , '' she said . now may we have privacy to prepare ? they need to be answered , holding my aching arm . 