he did n't answer ; instead , he leaned forward just enough to kiss her . the first thing you 're gon na get when we hit town indicated that he did n't intend to drag him out of the car , blow his brains out , and bury him next to his scoot . the first book i finished after her death , i had laid in bed and cried for hours because i did n't have her to talk to about it . we must hope that the new generation will be more responsible . 