they were in the curve , still going too fast , but the speed was still dropping when he suddenly turned his head toward her . she was biker babe times a thousand and i loved her look so much i told her so . though she seemed surprised , she answered . she could n't let herself fall deeper into the quicksand that she should have been smart enough to keep out of in the first place . `` you should know you play a part in it . '' technically , this is very much a diary . 