it would have been worth it . `` that 's where all of this becomes confusing . '' so why was she attracted to him ? as the sweat runs off , so does everything else , and i feel lighter when i 'm through . i grab a rubber band from the box on top of my dresser and fasten it around my hair , leaving pieces out around the front of my face . they were on their hands and knees looking over , under and behind chairs and other furniture . 