still , i focus on what i need to do for practice , putting my heart into playing well , running the drills , throwing , catching , playing as good as i always do . thank you for your offer , '' she said . he 's thinking along the same lines . `` oh , surely if we say - '' `` he wo n't take it . it was a touchy question and hard for me to ask , but ... `` what about jared 's spot ? `` it means that she may die out there . '' 