wanted my head clear to report . ill go to the party with you . `` you were here yesterday outside the locker room as well . when you blend in , you become one of many and so you do n't allow yourself to be unique . either way was better than the waiting . she laughed , then nipped his chin , which was a lot smoother this time than it 'd been outside sanctuary . `` and he got there real y soon after christopher screamed . '' `` how long will i have to be gone ? 