the big m word had come up before , and lord knew it would n't be the last time i 'd hear it . she swiped at the tears with the back of her hand . marble - i was lying on a solid sheet of marble . he 'd walked away from her so she could have this opportunity . because she was soaked , her white tank and sports bra were see-through . `` after all , you 're alone with a beautiful woman . by this time , the police radio was blowing up with cops asking curious questions . 