i cant imagine how terrified she is , knowing so much more about the secret forces of the county than she did when she made the jump out of miles on her own . `` just ignore the meter , '' he told her as they got out of the car . she had known so little about these things : fathers , sons , and death . at the moment , i simply could n't care . none of this should be a surprise . i cant start the day without my wheat flakes . 