charles starts to say something to me , but it 's as if he ca n't find the right words . she moved through millions , sliding over glowing tidal waves of angels . i lay there for a moment and then made a snow angel . but the maid stood her ground . i reached out , but the berries were out of reach . `` and you know this from speaking to me for a mere five minutes ? '' there must be a school for this somewhere . `` chase was the nicest , '' trace defended . 