i also knew he did n't know it well enough to be attached to any notion of how she should be signed or branded . `` then i could get used to being tired . '' `` he had wanted to talk to gray , but he got both of us instead . '' the train rumbles by on the track by my head , and i feel a grin tip the corners of my lips . but her recovery is so smooth it does n't even seem like she 's recovering . wo n't you take a dish of tea ? 