she pleaded , her hands out to me . she did n't deserve to be special . `` do you think they 're really at cade 's ? '' she made up a bouquet of colorful roses and handed them to me . not as your face , nor as your boobs . its too dangerous to use normally . '' the thing was much bigger than the usual bear , he says-and pure white . theres always great sea glass out on the point . `` left us there to do the dirty work . '' 