at that , she did exactly what she did n't want to do : she made herself a rum ( heavy on the rum ) and diet coke and walked out to the porch . we cant let anyone tear it down . the loud music came out the windows , and i could see a couple getting pretty hot and heavy almost directly behind her . you have n't called her in a year . `` not that i do n't love you being here , but why the f**k are you here ? '' but she took as much as she gave . 