he did n't know how he 'd manage to walk through the streets of paris to his house , alone . 't is not right , a woman going into such places by herself . ' was it one of the hand 's freaks ? '' do you still want me now ? '' he might be only twenty-six but he was an old soul where music was concerned . apparently , this was one of them . make them think i was following their instructions . i feel bad for making him worry . 