i start rubbing her back in slow lazy movements . i wore a thin cotton button down , and now he started to work on those buttons . in the bottom of one of the boxes was what looked to be a two-inch-thick manual . i crawled under my blanket and buried myself under the covers . `` that was the point of this . `` we 're on a mission to face down the dragon in its lair . '' not after everything she 'd done for him . your mouth has always been bigger than your brain , '' another woman snapped . 