he looked back at her face . lily rubbed at her sore leg , not looking at him . `` i think if glory were n't so like my mum , it would n't be so hard for dad . he rubs the end of his chin . why did she want to ruin my life ? do you know how hard it is to say nothing ? i rubbed my tired , burning eyes-then froze when i realized the mascara had n't dried . of course maybe that was why they set off they had no idea the trip could not be done . 