ever since leaving the bar , she looked more like the girl he 'd known , more like the woman he 'd come to care too much about . `` when we go home , can i go and visit butch ? '' a strange squeal escaped the monster as cade slammed into it . i 'm in no mood for this crap . he always seemed to pick a table in my section . `` we do n't do things that way . `` no , you probably do n't think so . soul was behind him with a small stack of sticks . 