but none of them means it was your fault . its scary how much weight shes lost in the two days i havent seen her . `` told you she was n't worth it . '' he is n't sure how she might react . we forgot the turkey in our hurry to get to the hospital , where we sat up all night . he tugged the dark bottle out of his hip pocket and unscrewed the cap . when your fingers start to warm up again , it feels like there 's a hive of bugs in em . 