we see our world in a much different way than normal humans and just have our own ways of getting from one point to another . when she still did n't respond , i decided not to press further . `` you 're always finding some mischief or another . '' alan continued to wail , and the cupboards continued to slam shut . `` i do n't have to stay if you do n't want me here . how could nothing else hurt her , but this disease take such a toll ? i just have n't found the right woman yet . '' 