holding himself in check had taken all his strength , and when she 'd used her tongue to tease him , his control had snapped . i felt his arms tremble under my hands as he fought to keep going just that little bit longer . hell , i want to hear you beg . the scars on his forehead were small and pink and shiny . youve never really been on your own , have you , big boy ? everybody planting wheat or cotton because there was money to be made , except for when there wasnt . 