i think he still had a thing for her , but he just would n't admit it . '' he thought for a moment , then added , god damn im starving . it wasnt an accident the body was dumped at golden acres . mother taps at my door before she goes to bed . mary felt as if she were flying . like he said , you were missing a limb and had a big bite wound on your neck . the sky was an infinite circle with its horizon slowly turning . over and over until everyone was going crazy . '' 