that he did not know what it was all about , other than the guy must have been jealous of him . `` here , '' he pressed the cold bottle into her palm , `` this will make your hands feel better . '' let her do what she wants ; let her figure out what she 's doing on her own time . '' but right now , that was n't a conversation he wanted to have with her . i pulled a chair from the kitchen table and set it next to the bed . 