suddenly lose all your strength just before the finish line because you are tired, mentally and physically. you want everything to stand still, but nothing does. you are stuck and trapped. everything is moving but you. that is the worst feeling to have when you cannot afford to slow down in life. nothing interests you, not even work you are in love with, to an extent that even your survival does not matter after some point.
but still you survive. and how! hiding the tears, faking a laugh seem like childhood things to you when you stand there, still alive, right before the finishing line. it kills you each second, making 