i could see daylight through what had once been a solid trunk of wood . he paused then the next two words came out tortured . he can still get to it , when he has the time . `` i just wanted to call and find out how your day went . '' and , for both of them , forty-five minutes had never felt so long . is that not seeking to be someone you are not ... in a fashion ? '' you hide from the world , and it hides from you . 