he insisted on working the whole time we were gone . '' i was exhausted and desperately needing some sleep . but it bothered him for josie . on his way he saw a young man walking towards him . is wanting attention so bad though ? trying to be calm for him , when i felt anything but . we kept coming up against things that seemed to be impossible-but we keep on winning , and i ca n't for the life of me understand how we did that . 