what place could she hope to have in his life ? he had no idea how to be a parent or a husband . she could hardly tell the captain off for being here . * * * * 10 the same life as my mother ? `` back the hell off , '' jack snapped . her chest rose and fell in a steady , easy rhythm . please do n't let me smell as bad as i fear i do ... i spent the day on the beach , alone , listening to the waves crashing as they came to land . 