i am alive , and i am breathing , and i can do the things this dust ca n't do . '' what can i say , i just got bored with it all . now what the hell am i going to do ? sawyer reached out for my hand and pulled me closer to him . once they got there they got in and started it up . `` i 'm not even sure what i hit it on . '' you see , it is not easy for a businessman such as myself to operate in russia . 