`` i 'm beth and i live here ... . well actually , i have not actually started living here , i was supposed to move in last week but marion has not been home . he always had a calming effect on me , even when i hated him . i 'm waiting for the i told you so ... and then it comes . i thought if i could make it to the house , find the keys , i could get away . he tilts his head sideways and looks at the frozen shake melting out the side of the sandwich . 