maybe i dont want his dad to look at me and know i was the one holed up in the conference room with his son . `` i 'm having such a good time , '' he says . it would just be my birthday . she 'd call him tomorrow , no matter that she had n't settled her living arrangements or gotten a new job . old man winter studied me as he always did . did i tell you i was there when he made the announcement ? pat , it 's not sexual - it 's modern dance . '' 