“it”s my birthday!” i am always pumped about celebrating another year of the amazing life i live. being born even if things have been rough for me, is a huge deal. with that pain and struggle, i learned more than i could have ever imagined. i would never trade my life for something else. so, celebrating my birthday is always an exciting and fantastic time for me.
this year though is different. i don’t know if it is because i turned 30 today or because of something else. i haven’t reminded anyone that it’s my birthday today. it’s not that i don’t want to because i do. something inside me is 