to the outside world only their family could tell them apart . she was none of his business . we have to go back , anna said . i already made arrangements to have a rental car waiting for me at the airport . if she ever agreed to marry him it would be for some practical reason not just so she could have a white wedding , he knew that . kept seeing bright colors floating around in cloud-like forms , and little lights flashing here and there , and then there were these strange letters that i didnt understand . 