somehow , he found the strength to push through the pain and center his gaze . for that she blessed her luck . he let her sleep ; clearly she needed it . said one of her teachers sadly . he knew it for a fact because there was no way he would have forgotten something like that . what in the hell did graham do to her ? i told myself i was pissed off , and i tried to listen for the fairies to come in , but i did n't lie awake more than five minutes . 