but do n't be surprised if i toss and turn in my sleep and kick . he was my dom , and i was his sub , but our love had turned it into so much more than what i 'd seen on that video . and speaking of phones , there are to be no calls put through to his room . ' no wonder youve got her portrait . this is n't all , but it 's what you need right now . '' i took a step backwards , trying to catch my breath . 