i glanced at alexander , who was eating quickly . because i listened to him and cut ties without a second thought . '' what we really want are names . my words were an echo of the time i tried to walk away and he 'd asked me the same . what do think i do when i cant sleep ? i looked away , debating what to do . `` but why are they so interested in transporting us worthless females ? '' i felt a knot form in my throat that would n't get away . 