he was the man i remembered from the er , with kind brown eyes and a cheerful smile . `` i think that you are pulling my leg . this could be what we need . '' she spun around , eager to get away from him and get some fresh air . no , not that one , a different one . she told herself , trying with all her willpower to keep going . he tapped the file on his desk . will there be enough to hold us together ? 