i think this is something you need . thankfully , water and hand soap removed the paint from the pillow . they say that doodle knows too much now and some people are looking for me . i looked down at my hands and admitted softly . finding the downstairs empty of everyone except the household staff , i take the stairs two at a time and haul ass to my bedroom , deciding it 's the best possible place i could find her anyway . he just was n't the get-serious kind . 