it was as if he could n't stand the sight of her and was only waiting to get her in his clutches so that he could begin making her life a hell . `` very pretty , '' came out when i finally spoke . it would be less ... real somehow . we have a lot of ground to cover and only a few hours to do so before the dinner party . now i really want you to lick them . i tried to calm down , but that hurting was raw and real . 