the scent of wine and cinnamon poured over me , and the wind was a wall . you know some black brothers and sisters wont approve too , dont you ? a streak of lightning lit the sky . with nothing for it , regardless of my knotted belly , skipping heart and shaking legs , i went to the end of the bed and crawled up it , toward him . dan needed to get off his lazy ass and find one . its pretty boring , you know , but you cant complain . `` there were a fire in the kitchen . 