even after just a few days together , he could n't imagine how he would make it without her . she must have had the opportunity . the thrill must be almost too much for you . he was letting all of them know his intentions . you just show up on my doorstep ? '' at first , he did n't see me approach . being alone hurts , but i ca n't be with any of the men either . '' `` you 're hitting the target , and i suppose that 's all that matters . '' 