`` and the others you gave me . his expression changed from smiles to frowns , his fingers moved , as if in search of some hidden comfort . a breath gets caught in my lungs . he nodded to me , surprised by my question . but at least he was still alive ! he had returned with the pack so quickly that he could not possibly have packed it . one of my buddies suggested we hit up a strip club . he put on his long leather jacket . 