am i not good enough for this place ? '' he continued walking but shifted his gaze to the ground . `` but he was n't allowed to buy me anything ? '' his heart was beating so hard and fast that it was making it difficult to keep the finesse in his movements . she too is staring at him with her mouth open . she whirled in her seat , clasping her hands together . they were watching from a distant hill . so , why did you write them ? `` i wish you had n't brought the bike . '' 