youre going to live your dream and finally live your life . she wondered if he would attempt to kiss her again that night and spent a long time trying to decide how to react if he did . spinning around to face him , i saw he stood a few steps away , looking certain-confident-and yet , unsure . i was hired right out of college . `` you mean i 'm the first to complain ? '' `` okay ... do you guys want to go get something to eat ? '' 