a shadowy figure suddenly appeared in front of me , and with a choked shriek , i reached out and grabbed the front of a shirt , slamming the person against the lockers . this guy is making fun of her . 'what did he make you write ? ' the weird clothes you were wearing and that thing on your head . not now , not ten minutes from now , not ever . '' the world of vampires had changed . she would not , however , allow herself to believe she was falling apart . 