`` so how is she dead if she lives in your mind ? '' dressed in expensive clothes and eating a sandwich by a really crummy spot in the river . he gives me a quick kiss on my forehead . but i ca n't give it up now-for the same reason you did n't call the rangers the second you spotted the body. he shakes his head and starts back up the beach toward the road . he nodded his head , his eyes serious . `` and this was a woman , not a teenager ? '' 