scratch that , i know i can trust that he will keep my secrets . he grabbed a bunch of her long hair in his hand and brought it up to his nose and lips . i say 'was ' , but he still is really . she looked around her as she waited for her heart to stop pounding . eventually , i continued because i enjoyed seeing the world ... and finally , i kept at it because i did n't have anybody to miss me if something went wrong . '' and so the long afternoon wore on . 