when she looks at me , her wide brown eyes tell me all i need to know . it was the only thing that he had left from his parents and sometimes he imagined his mothers soul was hidden somewhere inside it . seven words , and so much behind them . `` i do not want to see my family once in a while . if you managed to find it out then someone else could have . he had been in the back of her mind , a bundle of fury and regret . 