at any rate , he knew how to appear older than the age he 'd died at , nineteen . he opens the door and drags me out . i turned back towards the captain with one last question . he flipped the windshield wipers on . it was hard to tell if he meant the consequences could be severe for everyone in 108 , or severe for me . the one that 's too hard , too much work , or just too 'out there . ' and how well he 'd managed that monstrous machine . 