i did n't mean that '' '' `` '' but i do have a half-grown shepherd pup . dear god , how could she have forgotten how good this felt . if he had wanted to feed , she figured he would have already made an attempt . `` i will never see you again , '' she said . i know it , '' she 'd reached the point of hysterics . in the next second , i felt a sharp sting in my arm . a few minutes after nervously sucking on his caramel sweet , they were finally on the ground . 