i didnt understand it either so the lyrics didnt distract me . `` it does n't hurt if you only do it once in a while . '' this world , this city , had an ancient form of purity . the pile of dirty straw was no longer at the front of the house either . `` i make my own choices , '' she said . `` i was thinking , '' she said , preparing as if she was about to insult me , `` that you could pick a major . 