the only other light came from the candles flickering inside the hurricane globes on the tables , but it was enough to allow her to see his expression . i could tell that all she wanted to do was go home . you 're going to be my roommate you know , you need to stay on the up and up . '' i just knew that she was trying to make it all okay , that we would all have to sit together and pretend , just pretend that the cracks were n't big enough to fall through . 