at him, and seeing that he had a smile on his face and his upper lip was quivering. that was the give-away that he was really excited and pleased about something. that upper lip quivering.
i remember all those things and so many, many more.
he died when i was 24 and mark was 21. it has been over 27 years now. i appreciate him in ways today that i could not when i was in my early twenties. before i had experienced more of life and raised a boy.
i know that he lives on in a far better place and that i will see him again. and yet i miss him.
when 