instantly, i thought about this old song from crucial conflict a la 1995-96 called “hay.” in the chorus, they say “smoking on hay in the middle of the barn … ” that’s what my ends felt like … some hay in the middle of a barn!!!!!! love is the most powerful force in the universe, and heals all. maybe it's a good idea to go without power on purpose now and then, just to use other parts of the brain in putting words together. 