keep your chin up , and do n't forget to save a dance for an old fellow . `` he was the best ; he would have liked you , '' i reply , and tears start falling from my eyes . he ran to his grandparents bedroom and crawled into their bed . `` sorry , '' he said quietly , staring down in his lap . i decide who stays and how long . '' in fact , he was huge ; he barely fit in the security booth and had the appearance of having been stuffed in there by a machine . 