and one a.m. , which had seemed , like , forever away fifteen minutes ago , was almost here ... i do n't think there 's a lot of rain to be made around here . '' mum did not make a mistake and the holiday did not get off to the usual arguments . we sat on the couch for a while unsure of what to say to each other . i guess curiosity got the better of me . '' `` i hope that does n't mean what i think it means . '' 