i mean i kept waking up , seeing that house , thinking yes , go back there . and then he shocked me by putting his fingers in his mouth and sucking them clean . he should have just lied and said that his parents had never wed . `` you wo n't get to talk to her . '' as in come and meet my father and mother . '' i was going to be forced to kill her . perfect in every single particular as far as i can tell . 