welcome to haven , the safest place on earth . i reached for something stable to hold on to , and i did . not now , but eventually , you have my promise that you will pay if you break her again . that thought was n't from now , but before ... before what ? he calls out , and i freeze , my heart beating wildly in my chest . anna felt her hand open and press the letter hard against her chest . `` i feel the same way when i look at you , '' he murmured . 