you all need to settle down . she sounds okay , though , her speech neither too fast nor too slow . i wake in the morning to screaming . i am trying to save his life . 'i 'm not sure i should accept this ... this arrangement . ' the minute we get upstairs , i'l write you a check . '' i wo n't let him win , '' she said aloud . she focused on that , and within moments , a comforting dream slipped around her . she 'd closed the door on their past . 