clearly she felt it necessary to warn you . '' i needed to explain to him that i was n't lying , not on purpose . bobo gave a more practiced exhibit of self-defense . her fingers tighten against both sides of my face . and even if you relocate , there 's no guarantee the crew wo n't find you . with no regard for what i was actually doing , i dialed her number right then and there . behind the desk , there was a safe and a shelf with four books . 