`` are you ready to tell me what 's on your mind ? i do n't know why i peeked ; there was no way she was going to know that i was looking at her . i 'd at least dressed for the season in a red skirt and jacket over a thin silk sweater - very festive , for me . it would take time to heal from his tragic loss . the buffet is getting put away at 8:30 because we need the space . but i think you 'd enjoy this more than i would . '' 