he worked another few inches inside her . she had too much to do in the here and now to get caught up in the past again . she went to the bathroom , shedding clothes as she walked . he 'd have to cross the river again tonight , no doubt of it . i can still hear father : all right , come on everyone get on the wagons . `` it is hard for me to explain . he must want us to tell someone . youre going to have to kill our son , he said strongly . 