she wo n't feel the need to put a brave face on if i 'm not there when she learns the news . riding in close proximity to so many proved not so lucky after al . `` i thought you might enjoy that part . '' i blinked at the screen as they showed pictures and footage from earlier in the day , when the sun was still present to cast its light down onto us and chase back all the shadows . just after i finally made a solid strike ? 