unless she killed him , which was n't a bad idea . both for one and one for both , remember ? ' he 'd finished up a major , for god 's sake . she moves like one of those cartoon characters who touch a live wire and light up like christmas trees , white skeletons showing through skin . so far no one seems to know about what happened . 'so can we have the boat or not ? ' why was i wanting to pull her close but having the ridiculous urge to push her as far from me as possible . 