he knew that was not her real question . if you could call it a cushion . `` it says a lot , '' he admitted , `` but the way your hands are shaking says even more . '' he was supposed to propose and marry you , not f**k the next girl . i 'd like to know how the f**k she knew where to find you . yes , he says he wants me . let me walk you to your car . the papers were having a field day with this story , as were late-night talk-show hosts . 