`` my hands look so big on it . '' they reached an agreement for a fair price for three horses and the mans services . the doctor packed up his bag . `` did my dad demand the money back ? '' surely ill be discharged in a couple of months . `` they were going to make me talk then . i closed my eyes tightly and thought back to the look in his eyes when he whispered to me that he loved me . `` so beautiful , you break my heart . '' with only two left to go . 