she 'd tried to carve the marks out of her palm . by the time i opened my eyes it was too late . if he wasnt worried before , he was now . therefore the paint can was next to where the truck had been . '' even so , they had each been great fun in their own way , before he allowed himself to take his final pleasure with them . i just dont know what im going to do now . i was there in the hospital room with him , well his soul - and you . '' 