you 're great , was what she really wanted to tell him . had worked before , in the van . his awe and fascination made it new for her , too . a man on his knees with a gun pressed to his forehead . i kind of have to make it up as i go along . '' `` okay , so before we get to the physical stuff , i want to make a couple things clear . born and raised in the west coast and headed hopefully to your place , handsome ! it seemed a minor event to him . 