she started picking up papers and books , trying to organize the chaos . if you need anything while you 're up there , she 's the person to ask . '' that if i ca n't pay my own bills , then how can i pay hers ? '' she had not been the only one . with threats of not being able to touch my wife on the line , i knew i had to get serious . `` i do n't think they are too worried . he put it back over the fire to cook longer . 