but i guess six months would be just enough time to fall madly in love and then watch you leave . '' by his tone of voice she could tell he was n't listening to her . it was a mess , though , before i made it worse . i wish i could say i was the bigger man . `` are you going to offer me some of that wine you 're drinking ? '' i sat on the tank with a thump , running my fingers through my wavy hair and wondering what to do now . 