it was the biggest show of support mother had known yet , and her heart swelled with pride . i wouldnt worry about it , i said making a move to leave . `` just shut up about bobby and physics ! '' you didnt have to give them to me , she argued . i cant tell if shes frustrated with me or if shes trying to be funny . on the screen was a wonderfully laid out list . he 'd said only that he needed time to think . was admitting she worried about him too big a step ? 