i stare down at the blue gown on the book cover and think about how much i want to wear my white dress . i felt it on my skin , i tasted it on my tongue . he sat her down near the edge of the swamp . he removed his coat , rolled it up and placed it under his head . should have known she 'd sell me . '' you can make it up to me later . and then a thought occurred to me , one that i almost did n't ask about , but could n't leave alone . 