some were naturally beautiful and others had been painted an array of colors . he thinks he can have his cake and eat it , does he ? as my too-loud notes echoed around the stadium , i felt that high i loved so much . the kitchen and doorway went dark . but this particular woman had a different arrangement between her heart , stomach and mind . then thomas asked , `` what did i say ? '' then he took her hand and headed around the edge of the balcony toward the front of the place . 