i want to have the name ready , and be able to decorate the room . '' you must have hated me , the way i reminded you of this , all the time . i needed the distraction , and i 'd probably like whatever he meant to threaten me with . where 's that handsome man of yours ? '' for one thing , no one had shown up smashed . he tilted her chin up and looked into those glimmering , lovely eyes . 