there was a rounded part for my head and room for my arms , which were stretched out to either side of me . she 'd been given police protection because of the death threats . eric had a reputation for being cold as ice . `` this is n't a good idea , '' i say as he takes my hand and leads me into the apartment . her partner 's voice inside her helmet was crisp , urgent . her words were light , but she swallowed through an enormous lump in her throat . 