you can be both , he said . his answer reminded her of the reasons they 'd become so close so fast . but you will not do that , because dude you are not ready to die for a cause , especially considering the fact that you dont have a cause . `` how ... many times did you- '' `` does it matter ? '' he gave her a small smile , nodding as he took the towel from her . staying in sight of one another , they trudged through the chaos . 