she grumbled as she got off the bed and allowed her clothing to be straightened and her hair brushed but she was pleased lene had sent for her . men love darkness instead of light because their deeds are evil . i know if i would have done something to stop it for lucas , he would be walking next to us . i giggled at her and felt relieved that i could still laugh about certain things . she picks herself up and looks around with a surprised look on her face . 