if you have experience you might have the ability to go as much as two or even three thousand dollars. i ended up on my knees asking god, “why me?” sometimes we have to let go of everything in this world to find our place with him. find a distraction-free environment, and write down your answers on a blank sheet of paper. like you i have sat down in complete frustration and wanted to quit. * this is about the time when you're saying it is too good to be true, and let us be the one's to tell you, it is absolutely true. 