it killed me to not tell her who `` jack '' was , but i knew it was still best that he and i keep our relationship under wraps . he reached over the bar and grabbed a towel . i mean , i hate to drag you into this . he finally faced me , but he was completely closed off , like he 'd flipped some switch and now there was a sign that read , 'keep out ' . yet somehow i was evil , a thing to be destroyed . 