of course , if he got away , the stones would surely be moved anyway . im not really sure why youre even asking me about it . i saw the note that was in the center of the bed . there was something deeply absurd about this entire conversation . my grandfather parked the olds along the curb , and i followed him up a narrow sidewalk . i stayed by the door , finishing my cigarette . if you do n't mind telling it for personal reasons , i mean . '' `` i understand you killed eighty-one of my best . 