because he was continuing to love me anyway. to help me get back to him. i kept asking him what i could do. one day i was going to talk to a lady that worked here and outside the door she had a plaque. it said ‘bloom where you are planted.’ i felt god nudge me. that’s what you can do. i have you here for a short time and you will be going back home. but while you are here just rest in me.
that was it. just be the best me i can be. help out wherever i can. nothing hard. i spent my days relaxing and reading ( 