her arm was firm and well-formed under his fingers , not at all as he imagined . but it 's hard to talk about , because it 's new to you . she wanted to touch him but would n't dare disturb his slumber . one of the waiters appears , can i get you anything ? i do n't know how else to describe it-and i do n't like it . `` ... n ... no my lord ... '' `` that pleases me my love . `` i have screamed for a very long time , knight , '' said the man . 