i do not want that for these boys , so i tell this one child , perhaps the leader , that i will help him kill the monster . the phone rang while i was getting ready to go . `` no , i think it 's not broken , '' he said . `` i ca n't base my decisions on things that may or may not happen . he was just a bit surprised when he saw a herd of bison raking their hooves across the snow to uncover the grass . youre not leaving until i have that staff . 