grant stared at the rocket , streaking away into the sky overhead . how could i hate someone and want him , all at the same time ? you know what it is like tending bar . they looked up at a red neon sign with three letters missing . `` if i recall correctly , i think you owe me a dance . '' he nods and leads me toward the bathroom , where he flips the light on . i always wondered how he pulled that off . 