i was absolutely not allowed in the room with the demon for any reason . `` i would not live long , '' she finished on a hoarse whisper . i jerked back , unable to see past the fire in his eyes . kerry looked as if he 'd been hit in the face with a fish . tell me you have something for me . '' hed say in the middle of some long extended speech , . `` i 'm getting worried , holly , like , really worried . '' 