billy stayed in touch with him ? his lips curl in the smirk that always gets me , the one that sets a dangerous spark off in his eyes and tightens my muscles . doodle bugging meant blasting with dynamite . `` i want to kiss her so badly , cherry . '' oh , i see , too good for me , are ya ? 'well , yes , but it 's not nice to talk about it in public . ' james gripped the back of my head , giving me a hard kiss on the mouth . 