i do n't like you having to stay with her and god help me if i find out you 're going back to that damn shelter . '' a poster on a bulletin board at the bus station advertised a hunting museum and a skiing museum . thats all you know , she replied . only now , with the knowledge that she was-is-my mother , can i understand how she must have suffered along with me . '' my heart caved in at that moment , and i gave my answer . it concerns one of your sisters . 