`` i was frightened by how much i wanted you . `` i 'm about to buy myself a one-way ticket to easy street . '' `` oh god , '' she whispered , hands coming up to rest light on his chest , eyes wide and staring in his . it had n't been the girl 's fault , entirely . my chest tightened with anger and disappointment . the door led into a smaller room that had obviously been divided off from the main room . 