why was it that some guys never made idiots out of themselves ? but even when i curled up under my covers , sleep would not come . i 'd lay her underneath me and f**k her over and over again until i got this stupid obsession i have for her out of me . if you 're even thinking of beating yourself up over what happened , forget it . '' you could always skip breakfast , she suggested . `` then why did you say you were n't supposed to go into the park at night ? '' 