`` so what did you really think of him ? '' he sat back into the booth . she was happy to take duty . '' not knowing where she wanted me to go , i stayed where i was . what you did felt great , better than great , but that was n't what i was going for . clay looked and said , `` so what ? '' but now you had to go and ruin it , did n't you ? '' she could n't have it any other way . 