right now , i feel like i 'm taking a new turn toward ... well , i 'm not sure yet . it really shouldnt be this difficult to walk through a door . once we had a clue about where you might be , it was easier for me to dig out more information , and we were all convinced that it was in fact you . jade was in a half-crouch , eyes on the bushes . sending her off to find the enemy was a calculated risk . would you like to see what i found ? '' 