it does take some getting used to . she remains standing , edging her books closer to her chin as if she 's contemplating hiding her face . next opportunity to get away would be the next time the truck stopped . im supposed to believe that then am i ? i really need you to take off your coat , lewis . the lights were turned down low in this part of the library , but i still froze , not even daring to breathe , because if she saw me , i was dead . 