my wrists no longer bound , i rubbed water from my eyes . `` i was so sure i was going to receive that transfer that i let matters go too far . what she really wanted to do was hit someone . i have copies of this order for everyone to read . did he touch you anywhere else ? in the trees , on the roof of the house , along the edge of the barn every surface hosts the sleek black birds . `` your auntie and i have done this a time or two before . 