i wanted to keep watching her to see where she sat , but sip had stepped up to the podium . the other boy 's cry echoed the first ; his hands dropped . his picture still showed on the screens . because you didnt deserve to be murdered . i was reveling in his words until he laughed lightly . * * * luke went home , showered , then headed straight back to the hospital . i took a deep calming breath before tapping out my reply . i wiggle out of his hold and stumble over to the chair . 