sparks flying out of my eyes ? `` i 'm not going to do anything crazy . '' death could n't come soon enough for me . now , it was over and i was safe . but you have to give bobby the chance to- '' `` this is n't about the past . '' `` and i told him-do your worst . `` you have no right to go through my file . `` there you are ... you guys rushed out of the parking lot . '' 