you and shredding your heart into razor sharp splinters. i have always been the person to rarely say no. i want to help others. i want to be the person someone can rely on. many around me don’t have someone to rely on. i do think of others quite often. i want others to know i care because i have seen when someone has the whole world on their shoulders – a simple hug, dinner provided, or phone call can make the difference. i can be very giving. i often wonder why the same favors are not returned to others. i am tough. i rarely cry, expect here lately. i 