if your son lives , he will be a hunter , like me ... fully trained ... experienced in dealing death . he thought i should use it to ... '' `` use it to benefit him . '' i believe you 're going to make it . yea i do i really dont know of a better way . he gripped it , put his foot up on the side of the truck and leaned back hard . she stood up , and the shiny white heels i 'd missed with all those other things-now i saw them . 