the need to hold her was too much ; i took off her seat belt and pulled her over to me . something had changed the game , something had made the killer think twice about what he had done . like , a voice just not out loud , cole cut him off , shaking his head . cole could be rock climbing and he 'd probably still carry the thing . `` i know it 's a lot to ask , but with the baby coming things are going to get pretty hard on me . 