i was coming back to the island in my boat. it was very late at night, after midnight, and i was alone, and i took a chance and turned off the running lights of the boat. and it was already a dark night, and the sky was just brilliant with stars, and it got even darker. and i turned off the running lights, and then i took another chance and i turned off the engine of the boat. and it got very quiet. so i lay down in the boat and looked up at the sky, and i found myself falling into infinity. i lost all track of my self, 