were going back even if i have to tie you down and drag you the whole way . i quickly shut down any thoughts or emotions blooming inside my chest that might urge me to believe i meant something to him . but something tells me my date does n't get that . `` what happens if you do n't fit ? '' she was n't sure why she wanted to cry , and then she was and admitted , `` i 'm afraid . '' how was he the only one to really understand the magnitude of what i was feeling ? 