i went home from the office as late as i could , walked back and forth through the apartment for awhile , decided to go out to a movie , could n't find anything i wanted to see , tried the television , could n't find anything there to look at , either , and did some more walking . this was both a relief and it made me even more nervous . as a group of combined minds , they had decided on this careless course of action . in a few seconds she 's fast asleep . 