he could feel her breathing into the back of his neck and doing something weird like sniffing him and rubbing her face on him . 'i wish you did n't have to go away next week . ' with him , in that flash of stolen time , i felt completely safe , which was strange because i 'd never had more reason to feel unsafe . `` i ca n't use a whole gallon of milk before it goes bad . '' i just could n't believe that he was with a girl . 