the stirring that is within thee, even thy will."
the stirring within us often is not enough. there are too many other factors- there is not yet a vacuum within, a prepared place into which the holy spirit may come and be at home.
i think the more we learn of god and his ways and of man and his nature we are bound to reach the conclusion that we are all just about as holy as we want to be. we are all just about as full of the spirit as we want to be. thus when we tell ourselves that we want to be more holy but we are really 