it was hard to know what was more frightening : the idea that someone was in her house , or the stranger standing in front of her . truthfully , it 's all a little soon ... and a little scary . '' but i 'm going to kill you if i have to keep working with you . '' and she understood now how a woman might find herself ruined . not bad at all for an old guy . i want to make love , but i want to first take a hot bath and soak for a long time . 