you made me feel safe. you made me feel special. you encouraged me. you were not what i expected but you still were. you gave me butterflies in my stomach. you made my organized brain a chaos. so was this it? was this my love?
and found love i did, every single bit. to the joyous, magnificent ones, down to the hurt, and painful moments. oh, how i cried! every single tear, not because of losing you, but of the pain that i felt from every effort i wasted on the wrong person.
why did you come back? why did you leave in the first place? there are so many questions. but 