i could have lifted her , but then again , i was an unusually strong vampire hunter . she smiled up at me , her frizzy gray-and-brown hair swirling in the afternoon breeze . just one more thing to worry about . when i feel you come around me , it drives me insane , but it 's the look in your eyes that almost does me in . '' one visit , two letters a year , if he was lucky . `` when my dad was alive , they used to visit us because of the kids . 