thanks for coming out with me , she said , and wrapped her cold fingers around the steaming mug , pausing to enjoy the warm sensation . it would all end in tears and disappointment . her eyes did n't go wide this time . `` i brought blankets so we can sit outside . '' excited cheers rang out , until one of them spoiled the mood . i found the matches in his bag by the door . the pediatrician had told her to avoid soap on trevors butt since it irritated the sensitive tissue . 