i was exhausted but also craving a snack , so i filled a small bowl with fresh blueberries and settled down on the couch to flip through the channels and wind down a bit . `` he tried to stab me , '' i whispered , going pale . and i do n't want anyone but me touching her . before i could respond , the phone rang . `` then we should have gone to see him . '' he drew back and then kissed her lightly before resting his forehead on hers . shepherd how dare you ruin my act ! 