sadly , i fear i would not fare so well . and i thought that maybe i was n't so different after all . right now , kyle could n't stop smiling . there was a bullet hole in the middle of his forehead and his eyes were still open . her ... lover , she supposed was the word for it , lifted his head and shot a glare upward . i send a forty-five slug through the lower back of their heads . i could n't really argue with that logic . 