im not gon na lose any sleep . jonathans shoulders shook as he tried to keep from laughing . her arms tightened around her middle and she lifted her chin as if trying to win a battle he had n't even engaged in yet . each item was a little discovery , wrapped in echoes of adventure . `` i bet she would love to hear from you . '' i feel her relax against me but then she pulls away , her eyes sparkling with unspilled laughter . she stood tall and elegant , alongside her two daughters . 