but tonight the ideas were swirling around in her head . sharing a room while growing up gave them the chance to grow together instead of apart , despite their differences . he asked , here in the present . i stepped out into the court yard which was deserted due to finals week . the fates were testing my fear of oversized fish ? he deliberately paused before the word home , too , to let her know he 'd noticed her own hesitation . it was way off , by thousands of barrels . 