what happened after you were denied admission ? my eyes fill up with tears , so i close them . it takes me two seconds to realize i still have a face , and two more to realize i 'm no longer a target . `` maybe i did n't want to tell her no . thomas drew in a deep breath , blinked several times and wet his lips . yeah , sure he waved both hands , loose at the wrists . i ca n't wait for her to watch me win . the question had to be asked . 