i was also surprised at first , she went on . caring was a waste of time and energy . he hoped it was the case . i just do n't want to have to see him again , that 's all , and it 's not going to be easy . his fighting blood was up , his need to run , strike , do what he was meant to do . she stayed with him for almost an hour . you might not believe this , but hes actually kind of shy . 