if he was planning that far ahead and thinking we 'd still be together , then i had to set him straight , but not right at that moment . as if we did n't have enough of those already . when the guards found the slave in the boat , she 'd suspect him of breaking the man 's neck . i was only eighteen , and you scared me to death . i wink at her , but i can instantly tell she 's not feeling playful . `` just tell me why you went . 