the girls are trying to figure out what 's wrong with me , but i ca n't stomach telling them . the dressing room was too quiet . and then i remembered our game again . `` fine , '' he said , determined to get to the bottom of the mystery of this woman . was that really too much to ask for ? graham and the moonlight shining on her , on her garden , on the flowers around them . grab it and look around for a leather-bound journal that should be within easy reach . '' 