as to calling your family , we may put them and the ones they captured in more danger by trying to get in touch with them . kelly , bob said , jenny and i will be praying for you . i told him to calm down at which point he lunged towards me . i still do n't understand why his phone is still in the parking lot-maybe he fell asleep in his car . then the guns went back up to high port . most of my life is spent trying to wade through it . '' 