i would be delivering my baby but he would not survive. he took his last breath an hour after he was born. the world around me came crumbling down, i lost my baby, my relationship was over.
my dreams were shattered. but eventually i moved on.
my next relationship lasted for about 10 years, on again, off again. i may have chosen him for certain reasons and that kept me going back. with no luck in having a child with this partner and the way the relationship was going, we called it quits and went our separate ways.
by now i am at the age of 36 and i feel that my life 