im sure you saw what he was capable of back by the river . but emma , his emma , was n't like any of them . do you mind if we leave these on ? `` all they did was eat dinner . '' i was starting to actually panic , my room was upstairs and on the other side of the big house , sure someone would hear me scream if i yelled but i was n't sure how the fall out of that kind of scene would be . i could have died at that moment . 