each time the coach called instructions to help them to do it correctly . im gon na buy you a car , you know . a scarf fluttered at his throat , tied loosely , the end tucked in a buttonhole . maybe i am not meant to fly one of these . when i found out about amy 's death , i went on a silent streak for about a week because it seemed like if i said anything to anyone they 'd tell me to suck it up . and ... can someone see about having the roof fixed ? '' 