`` that penis is attached to a perfect twenty-something body . `` that seems like an incredibly dumb thing to do . '' like we 'd been real sisters our whole lives . he watched her breathe , blink , flush . think how grand it will look ! you have to do the job . '' both men turned and looked at me . 'please - i have so little to remind me ... ' as i stood , shivering , he looked me in the eye and tore it in two . i ca n't just lie here , he thought . 