or she thought she did , hoped she did . she squealed a little and gave me a one-armed hug . had ivy ever been a part of something like that ? she did look like a hot dog . with each strong pull , he felt her grow hotter and wetter for him . the place was dark , except for a few lighted windows on the first floor . what he read there instantly made him furious . finally getting away and putting the whole country between me and my past . 