now , she was agreeing to a family gathering . it looked like id have to question b before i killed him . `` stubborn , snarly male , '' she muttered as tears filled her eyes . i did n't see it coming the way i had with jared . they went in the entrance to the barn that formed the school hall and gym . one of the guards was at his side . it was not as if she was waiting or for some religious reason it had just never felt right before . 