the very thought of him and sophia brought a heavy knot into my stomach . colin would soon be at her house , arriving sometime between seven thirty and eight , the way he was nearly every night except the weekends . how could anyone do something like that to him ? he stepped out of the car and waited . hed worked for these goals for years , and it was all coming together finally . i march to my room and throw open my closet . tonight just proved that we are n't over and i refuse to give up . 