i should have done another sweep of the house before turning my back on it . the post office was the underdog , and an underdog can always find somewhere soft to bite . a job and a home of his own . or at least what her password was so i could unlock her stupid computer . i do n't want to go home with him . '' okay , i sound desperate , but you would , too , if you were wearing vibrating underwear and thought you 'd be alone up there having a hour of wild sex . 