i said , pulling off the fake surprise and worry pretty nicely , i thought . but that 's over , thank god , and i have no wish to start it up again . `` you noticed my shirt yesterday , '' he points out softly , his arm stretched across the back of the cracked booth . oh my god what had happened to al ? as soon as the words leave her lips all laughter stops . across the valley and up on that ridge , i motion . i 'm not going to judge you or get mad . '' 