it 's not exactly something they taught us in public school . '' `` she had left behind her real estate agent 's card , so i called and gave him my college savings account number to cover the security deposit and first month 's rent , '' spencer went on , curling her toes inside her gray suede slouch boots . he stretched his arms up to rest on the walls of the shower so she had full access to his body . i paced alongside her in silence , hoping she 'd snap out of it . 