i saw good things and bad things , and always , i looked for a smile . i tried to help but she wasnt trying to listen to me and her friend casper was just making it all worse . or command the murder of another vampire . in his place , she 'd have done the same , which meant she had to offer him something he might be willing to trade for . but then i hear a voice-my voice-announcing this : `` i 'm going back to paris . '' 