`` i am , '' she said , smiling , then took my hand and opened the door . `` are you sure it was black ? '' no new images from his dorm room either , if you didnt include his roommates face . for the most part , are n't we just wandering around without a clue ? '' i sobbed his name , not because i was scared , but because i was so relieved to see him . i did n't want to belong to her . 