he did n't miss faith-really , he did n't . toby smiled and said , `` we 're going out to dinner tonight . then his beautiful blue eyes iced over again . ready for him , just as he was ready for her . he was my first kiss , my first love ... my first everything . during the first round , 120 people were brought out of the ghetto in groups of five or six . but it just doesnt add up . i felt safe and comfortable there in the crook of his arm . 