that god will be speaking truth into your life and bringing you peace and a sense of his love for you. i actually did briefly the other day, but now it makes sense why you came to mind!
i am very sorry to hear this. i will definitely be praying for you. remember that you are loved and that you are never alone. take hold of god and his precious promises during this difficult time.
praying for you man. life is too full of ups and downs.
in case i haven't said it recently, or at all, you're pretty much always in my prayers. 