then he tells me that he wants to do this exact thing at our wedding and my lungs compress . six a.m. didnt these people sleep in on saturdays ? it 's been there for many years . the bobbin looked surprised , then smiled warmly . my hand was too heavy for normal . when the bell finally sounds , marking the end of the school day , i slowly pack my things away in my bag . where did it come from if no one created it ? 