`` jesus , '' buck whispered , grabbing roger 's hand . ill curb my filthy mouth but other than that i 'm going to be me , i push . i want you to get 'property of e.b . ' she started to zip her bag but felt the hot touch of james 's hand at the small of her back . the big rolling boulder was about to come to a stop . it would be something he could never live down . billy wondered if shed seen the same thing in his eyes that he had . 