not like this , she yelled out aloud as her hands grasped the rigid handle . `` i banged it on my medicine cabinet when i was washing my face . '' and what do you know , she did n't hesitate or show any change of expression - but then again , why in the hell should it bother her that he was getting the come-on from someone ? he returned to sit down on the carpet outside the hall , setting the gun beside him . 