i pretend to study my one finished hand , wondering what on earth else is in store for me . i 'd just shown it to some potential buyers . as he hung up the phone , he shook his head . tell me of your place of calm . open your eyes and see who he really is . spencer remained on the grass , her hands in her skirt pockets , a goofy smile on her face . `` you can , you look at me and tell me why you got tears in your eyes . '' 