i trust you completely , im safe with you . `` whatever you want to think , '' i shake my head as i gather my trash . i was every bit as drawn to that little girl as she seemed to be to me . it was harder than hell , but i did it . at first , the other girls were too shocked by her behavior and too afraid of her to say anything . `` she said she did it once . '' tell her youre running to the store to buy some milk . 