you wont find her you know , no matter what you do . `` bill , '' she said , `` you know what ? the street seemed calm and peaceful in the twilight as i slowly walked back , looking all around me . i saw them when i first came here . i lift my head to try and locate her , but it falls right back onto the pillow . at least that was how it was in his dream . were we real y talking about the rock ? 