i focused on riley , his face coming into focus . the breeze had picked up , cooling the sweat that was covering his face . and with that , he walked away to find his wife once again . he would stay only until she was out of surgery and he knew she would be all right ; there was no way he could leave until he knew , until he 'd seen her again and touched her . but its not enough for them . what are you accusing me of , exactly ? 