i have to and because i have kids that are depending on me or it is my responsibility. i find myself crying over everything. i cried when i read some of the other posts because they explain some of the feelings i have that i can’t seem to explain. i cried over my kids eating breakfast and i am starting to cry over this because i feel stupid for not knowing why i constantly feel ‘not normal”. lately i feel like i am making it all up in my head. its like i so desperately want some one to give me an answer for everything that i am making it 