` Gilbow says she was singing along to a song but understands how the video must appear . 2 African - American alumni of the chapter say ` ` ` B '' is not a racist . ` ` I am heartbroken by the fact that I am in some way racist , '' house ' Gilbow says .
Beauton Gilbow says she was singing along to a song but understands how the video must appear . 2 African-American alumni of the chapter say `` Mom B '' is not a racist . `` I am heartbroken by the portrayal that I am in some way racist , '' house mom Gilbow says .