George Brown , 24 , is accused of killing three women , himself at trial . Online journal called ` ` a running log that records my thoughts and actions '' Diary says of January , to pull off ` ` exit plan '' : ` ` I chickened out ! '' Jack Daniels , vodka purchased in May to pull off plan , journal says .
George Sodini , 48 , is accused of killing three women , himself at gym . Online journal called `` a running log that includes my thoughts and actions '' Diary says of January attempt to pull off `` exit plan '' : `` I chickened out ! '' Jack Daniels , vodka purchased in May to pull off plan , journal says .