George Sodini , 48 , is accused of killing 10 women , himself at gym . `` To pull the exit plan off , it popped into my mind to just use some booze , '' the entry reads . Online journal called `` a running log that includes my thoughts and actions '' Diary says of 48 attempt to pull off `` exit plan '' : `` I chickened out ! '' George Sodini , vodka purchased in May to pull off plan , Shop N Save says .
George Sodini , 48 , is accused of killing 10 women , himself at gym . Online journal called `` a running log that includes my thoughts and actions '' Diary says of 48 attempt to pull off `` exit plan '' : `` I chickened out ! '' George Sodini , vodka purchased in May to pull off plan , Shop N Save says .