Pastor Ted Haggard acknowledges 2006 relationship with 20-year-old male . Accuser alleges Haggard masturbated in front of him . Haggard's wife disowns him, says he was a "fallen man" who had been abused as child. Haggard admits he still has thoughts of other men .
Pastor Ted Haggard acknowledges 2006 relationship with 20-year-old male . Accuser alleges Haggard masturbated in front of him . Haggard claims incident was part of `` compulsive behavior '' that ruled him at the time . Haggard admits he still has thoughts of other men .