`` It 's the worst phone call I 've had in my life , '' she said , fighting tears . ' Christian says he 's ` ` gutted , shattered and ... '' It 's ` ` gut - wrenching '' that the call apparently led to a nurse 's suicide , ' Greig says . The pair says the decision to air the alleged phone call was not theirs .
' Christian says he 's ` ` gutted , shattered and ... '' It 's ` ` gut - wrenching '' that the call apparently led to a nurse 's suicide , ' Greig says . The pair says the decision to air the alleged phone call was not theirs .