Newsman Jim Jones got hit hard and depressed by the recession . ` So when I was driving down this hilly , windy road in Malibu , I really went to a dark place and thought , 'You know , I could turn right [ over the side of the canyon ] and no one would know . After pondering suicide , he talks about why he managed to stay alive . How he learned to ` ` life every day as if it 's your last '' ` ` I hope I am remembered as someone who saved a few lives in my time here ''
Newsman Jim Jones got hit hard and depressed by the recession . After pondering suicide , he talks about why he managed to stay alive . How he learned to ` ` life every day as if it 's your last '' ` ` I hope I am remembered as someone who saved a few lives in my time here ''