Victorino Chua , 49 , wrote 13-page document describing his battle with depression and physical injury . Described note as 'bitter nurse confession ' and said he had a 'devil in me ' Claimed he had contemplated suicide but thought he 'd go 'straight to hell ' Chua denies murdering 13 patients at Stockport hospital in 2011 .
Victorino Chua , 49 , wrote 13-page document describing his battle with depression and physical injury . Described note as 'bitter nurse confession ' and said he had a 'devil in me ' Claimed he had contemplated suicide but thought he 'd go 'straight to hell ' Chua denies murdering three patients at Stockport hospital in 2011 .