hiː dᵻsˈaɪdᵻd tʊ ˈɛnd hɪz lˈaɪf, wɛnt tʊ ɐ tˈɛmpəl ænd hˈɪt hɪz hˈɛd ɐɡˈɛnst ðə pˈɪlɚz ænd stˈɛps, bˈɛɡɪŋ fɔːɹ fɚɡˈɪvnəs.
He decided to end his life, went to a temple and hit his head against the pillars and steps, begging for forgiveness.