Haha I feel you!!! I’m definitely like that too But I learned that sometimes things just gotta flow. Don’t write “explain more” on a rock and throw it at a calm river making a disturbance to the calmness. Let it flow don’t think bout it too much it’s unnecessary stress to yourself and your relationship. Tbh no one can satisfy you like you yourself can.  Same with reassurance. Only you can reassure yourself on the relationship because if you can’t you just gonna keep questioning it even when he explains it but still questions it cause the inner you isn’t assured. Asking over and over again for your own reassurance and dependency wont do you any good plus it’ll only push him away too since there’s a lack of trust. I’m a huge overthinker so learning this lesson was a 🤯moment for me lol.  Definitely depend on him but as a lover for your own emotional support from your life not as negotiator from the relationship of that makes sense lol