Ella "El" Romero had been about 16 when she'd joined the Line of Sisters. Theresa Petrucci had been the one to initiate her into the collective, and in that time El'd practically hit the ground running. The future of Feminism in the BackDoor rested on young women like her, those who rejected the post-modernist TRA agenda and fought for the true liberation of (true) women.
Or maybe she'd only stuck around because Theresa had been her e-liquid dealer. The end result suited Theresa just fine.
Theresa stood before El's latest mural. The piece, depicting a multitude of women (faces conveniently indistinct in the depicted scale) struggling against a wave of nauseous pink, was impressive enough. That El had the guts to draw it against one of the Kosher Nostra's poisonmonger fronts was a work of art in of itself.
"Terry?"
Theresa turned around to see El, standing around in the alleyway. "Hey, El."
Realistically, El should have been happy. To anyone else this was a magnum opus, a masterwork at the top of a portfolio. El wasn't anyone else; she was nineteen, with the rest of her life ahead of her. Even if you ignored the difficulty she presently had with faces, she was top notch. Theresa would kill to be as proficient as El at the age of twenty-seven, let alone the Theresa of eight years past. So why did she look so fidgety, so certain of the unseen jaws of the crocodile?
Theresa pulled her e-cigarette from her back pocket, taking a brief hit before extending it in offer. "Cheer up, El. You did really good."
El glanced at the e-cig, before looking back up to Theresa. "No thank you, Terry."
"It'll calm you down."
El stood silent, alternating between keeping eye contact and glancing to the e-cig, before taking it with shaky fingers. "Th-thanks." Her own hit was just as brief, though extended by a coughing fit. It was honestly a little pitiful, enough that Theresa felt the need to mistcraft her vapor cloud into something prettier.
She handed it back to Theresa, who wiped it down before taking another hit. "You feeling alright, El? You can tell me anything, you know. We're friends."
"Thanks, Terry. I…" El fidgeted with the hem of her shirt. "I've been thinking."
"Yeah?"
El opened her mouth, but the words came only a little later. "… I'm sorry, it's just that I've been feeling awful. There's… you know, I've been trying to lose weight."
"Huh." Good on her. Optics were an important part of radical feminism. "You're not doing anything drastic, are you?"
"No, no. It's… " El scratched at her head, removing her canvas bag but not doing much more than fiddling with its zipper. She drew a deep breath and looked down both sides of the alley; but it was ridiculously easy to play off graffiti in the BackDoor, so what else could she have been so worried about?
Theresa took another hit of her e-cig, mistcrafting the resultant cloud into a question mark. "I can't help you if you can't tell me, El, and I really do wanna help you. You're important to me, you know?"
"All… alright." El pulled back the zipper she'd been fingering. "But… be careful, alright? And don't tell anyone."
Looking around one last time, El pulled something pink and squarish from her bag, and Theresa bit her lip to keep from shrieking in pain.
In El's hands was a magazine that literally hurt to look at. Its cover was an eye-searing background array of pinks, more shades than Theresa had a name for and jumbled together like fifty printers conspired to print each shade at the same time onto the same space. On the foreground, clad in more pinks, was a thin blonde baker; if Theresa looked into its eyes for too long, she swore she could feel something push through the front of her mind, like a ravenous crown of thorns. Most peculiar was what the baker held: a tray of heart-shaped cookies that killed Theresa's appetite to look at. That they weren't even disgusting had to be the most troubling part of it all; in any other magazine, Theresa felt like she'd have been salivating.
Impulse kicked in, and Theresa knocked the magazine out of El's hands. It landed in a puddle of rosewater that had to have been rainwater a second before.
Theresa looked back up at El. "What the hell do you think you're doing?! Anyone else could have been killed by that, El!"
"I'm sorry, Terry!" Obviously El was bending down to pick up the magazine, but it brought the motions of a pangolin to mind. "I… I've been trying a new diet."
Theresa furrowed her brow, taking another hit of her e-cig. "Yeah?"
"So… so this magazine, 'Just Girly Things', has a bunch of recipes for dieting. There's… well, obviously my biggest weakness is empanadas, and Abuela loves…" El stood back up, shoving the magazine back into her bag. "Look, I've been eating too much meat and sugar, and JGT… helps with that."
"Meat? Isn't it sugar that makes you fat?"
"Well," El scratched at the back of her head. "JGT says I shouldn't be eating red meat."
Theresa grimaced. "Bigger issue, you're taking dieting advice from a memetic hazard, and while it's good to be cutting down on your sugar, I doubt this… 'just girly things's recipes are any better on your body."
"No, no, they work." El smiled as her eyes screamed. "It's just… I've been doing it for two months, minus the occasional…" El trailed off to zip her bag shut. "… 'cheat', and it definitely works. I just—"
"Look like you're a minute away from passing out?" Theresa took a long drag of her e-cig. "El, I'm proud of you for trying, but you don't look happy about all this. I'm really going to need you to rethink this decision, alright? Do you think you can do it for me?"
El paused, then smiled.
"Yes. Anything for you."
Her eyes said 'no'.

"So she said… so she said 'no', and oh my god, the catharsis! The catharsis, gyns!"
Theresa stared at her drink (cold water) as Caryn prattled on in a drunken haze. She had a tendency to do that. Caryn, her internal narration meant — certainly, Theresa wasn't drinking. But Caryn was just that kind of drunk, which wasn't helped by her propensity to get drunk, so Theresa supposed that was why she'd been the eternal designated driver of the Big Sisters.
Hellen laughed in turn. "Honest, she dodged a bullet. The Kosher Nostra can get crazy." Was the sloshing of drinks her own drink? Theresa wasn't looking. "I hear the bootlegging doesn't even make them money. Just… pure ideology."
"Maybe it's, like… a sarkic thing." Robin was going to pass out if she drank too much more, and because Theresa was stone sober, she'd be the one who carried her back. Again. "Or kidnapping? Somethin'."
"Gyns, gyns! Can't we just… can't we just exultate? The poisonmonger Weilstedt are… they're consequating. People're taking notice… of their evil. The evil and… and they're acting, y'know?" Caryn made a sound that was probably gleeful. "Month out from the Wombyn's March, too! Gonna be a big boost."
"Cheers!"
Glasses that were not Theresa's clinked.
Theresa closed her eyes, and tried to clear her mind. Looked for something for her brain to chew on. Tried to sort the-
"Terrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry~. You okay?"
Theresa looked up, and the other three Big Sisters looked back: Caryn with worry, Hellen with confusion, Robin with that disgusting inquisition she did so well.
She blinked. "… sorry. I'm thinking."
Hellen squinted. "Something the matter, Feather? This sounds like your kind of story."
Theresa opened her mouth, then looked back at her drink. She needed a quick gulp of water before getting into this business, which she subsequently took. "… do any of you know what 'Just Girly Things' is?"
Hellen squinted harder, and Caryn furrowed her brow. "I'm not sure what that means, Terry."
"I…" Theresa sighed, taking another gulp of water and palming at the e-cig in her pocket. "I just heard of it today. El mentioned she was subscribed to their magazine… or, technically, that she received the magazine two months back."
"Messed up." Robin took another gulp of her own drink in turn. "All this commodification of womanhood."
"I mean, it's…" Theresa smacked her lips. "You know how she's been trying to lose weight?"
"She's fine how she is." And Theresa sniffed bullshit the minute she looked back into Hellen's eyes, because they were all just as much in the respectability game as Hellen actually put down her drink. "How do magazines fit into this?"
"Memetic hazard. It's a memetic hazard." The grip of her e-cig was smooth, only a little warmer after however long in Theresa's pocket. They wouldn't let her vape indoors, no, but with a death grip on the handle the urge receded just the slightest bit. "This magazine is… just looking at it hurts you, you know? Makes you want to vomit."
Caryn clicked her tongue. "Like… what's this gotta do with El?"
What a vacant, meaningless stare. Caryn was good at those.
Theresa wetted her lips. "So does a literal teenager taking dieting advice from a memetic hazard not set off your alarm bells?"
"Feather." Hellen tilted her head. "Couldn't you just confiscate the magazine?"
"I…" Yes, she could have. So why didn't she do it? "… that's not the point, Hellen. It's just… I mean, what are we celebrating for? Somehow, our best artist got ahold of some magic rag telling her to starve herself, and we're just… what, basking in petty relationship drama? Shouldn't a radfem collective… you know, combat this?"
Vacant, drunk stares.
"I mean," Robin shrugged. "That sucks, yeah. But just take it from her, yeah? You got her young, she'll trust you."
Theresa furrowed her brow. "What about distribution? I can't just… 'groom' is a dirty word, but I can't play mentor to every teenager in the BackDoor. How do we fight this on the streets?"
Eyes less occupied by the second, hermit crabs in a sea of booze shrinking into their sockets. Was Theresa speaking Greek?
Hellen coughed into her hand. "I appreciate it, Feather. But we should table this until we're sober."
"Yeah, and what about the Wombyn's March?!" Caryn slammed back her drink. "We've got so much, like, planning we gotta do. We gotta plan, Terry, we gotta. Who's gonna… who's gonna go to some half-baked march we didn't plan? The TRAs play constant war, Terry." Caryn slammed her empty mug onto the table. "Constant!"
Unbelievable. "And the magazines don't? I hate the TRAs as much as you, Caryn, but be honest, who has the bigger reach? ED isn't something you can kill by reaffirming womanhood. That's before you mix actual memetic hazards into play."
"Terry?"
Theresa's gaze settled on Robin. Something built, a storm of breath and aerosolized mucous and stale air and the horrible, horrible scent that pervaded the BackDoor like a ghost. Swirled around aimlessly, air currents in miniature. A tightrope waiting to snap. Maybe tear through a head on its recoil.
"Eyes on the game, alright?"

snap

She blinked. In her hand was a mess of broken electronics, stinging lemon-scented fluid, and fresh blood.
Theresa licked her lips. "I… I need a smoke. Be right back."

Welcome to the BackDoor, the worst city in NYC! | #bdshoverflow | No skippers. Period. | the dragon of soho is a little bitch
Topic set by Anton on Tue Mar 03 2009 14:22:05 GMT-0400 (Eastern Daylight Time)
Theresa: Hey.
Soprano: hello! are you new?
Theresa: I guess they know my name, now. I was-

Sharon headbutted at Theresa's wounded hand as she tried to type. If there was anything good about today, it was that Theresa's bastard cat was doing better. What a watermark in her life, huh?
You learned to adapt to the good and the bad, Theresa had realized, and her apartment was proof of that. With none of the universities hiring, much of the space was taken up by notes, utensils, and DIY art and chemistry supplies; her free time was channeled into maximizing productivity. The abundance of paper also meant Sharon had an abundance of space to puke her heart out, and because the contrast was so much greater, Theresa had an easier time finding the mess.
"Come on, Sharon." Theresa picked Sharon up and gently deposited her onto the floor, before going back to her work.

Theresa: I guess they know my name, now. I was actually looking for advice.
PromiseMeNed: get an eVePN, sell your blood to the weilstedt for cash, and don't trust anything painted purple
Theresa: Not that kind of advice.
PromiseMeNed: its good fucking advice
Theresa: I live here, PromiseMeNed. I know.
Theresa: Sorry, this is my first time in the IRC.
Mary: get a load of this chick

Theresa grimaced. The internet was a cesspool, and that didn't change when it came to the DarkNet. SoHoIRC shouldn't have been any better, she supposed.

Theresa: Does anyone know what "Just Girly Things" is?
PromiseMeNed: Theresa shoo. back to tumblr
Soprano: don't be rude, lye.
PromiseMeNed: Soprano legit if i have see those infographics one more g-ddamn time
PromiseMeNed: "when you dress like an indie film and have shit taste in men, hashtag #justgirlythings"
PromiseMeNed: stop calling me out
Anton: That sounds like a "you" problem.
PromiseMeNed: its a problem for everyone cause the world doesn't need more mes

This was stupid, actually.
Theresa sighed, rising from her chair to pace around the apartment in frustration. It didn't help her think, no; indeed, the sound of her feet against paper could have very easily been distracting her. But what else was Theresa going to do?
What a joke to think SoHoIRC could help her; nobody just… sold memetic hazards in the open. Even if they did, it was probably the Kosher Nostra or the Triads. What the hell could Theresa do against mafia that didn't even need to breathe? Even when it came to the Line, the most they could do was petty vandalism. Too impotent for anything else.
Theresa had better things to be doing, grants to apply for and equipment to replace. Sitting back down at her computer-

JGTBot whispered: Tired of all the hubbub? Get back to basics with Just Girly Things, the magazine written by girls, for girls! Learn more at justgirlythings.zgn

Theresa blinked.
A quick whois on JGTBot returned nothing; it couldn't have been the "eVePN", because it worked when Theresa tried PromiseMeNed. Moreover, JGTBot wasn't on the user list, and there were no quit or join messages between Theresa's last message and this whisper. Was she a server bot, then?
Realistically, she shouldn't click on the link.
Theresa sighed.
It was easy enough to build a rudimentary psychic containment unit around her computer when nobody had use for the spare beryllium-bronze wires. If that didn't work, at least she had her antivirus.
Theresa still braced for trouble as she clicked on the link.
…
Was something wrong with her internet? The website was taking quite a while to open.
…
Alright, there's the pop-up. Loading…
…
After entirely too long, the website loaded into… typical. Why did Theresa expect anything more?
Just Girly Things, according to their mission statement, was founded in 2006; this was in stark contrast to their eye-searing design, which couldn't have postdated 1995. That it supported Vista was an actual miracle.
Thankfully, her antivirus hadn't gone off, and her eyes didn't water any more than they normally would at this shade of pink. Then again, why would it? There wasn't much more than an advertisement for the magazine, along with payment information and a
P.O. box in Williamsport, Pennslyvania.
Theresa blinked.
That… wasn't much more than a seven hour round trip. If she could go there on a weekend and sort everything out, she'd have ample time to prevent El from sinking too deep.
… "sort everything out." Easy, right?

… right?

This wasn't right.
Theresa's GPS told her she was getting closer to the Just Girly Things P.O. box. From the looks of it, however, she was driving further into a suburban residential zone. That didn't necessarily mean JGT did home printing; it did mean Theresa felt dreadfully out of place.
Was it her crappy sedan? In NYC, you rarely had to drive somewhere. Maybe, then, it was her… peculiarities, her half-shave and her city fashion and her gangly frame and her freakish height of 196 centimeters. But those followed her everywhere, no? Could it have then been Theresa's ill-formed intentions? That begged another question: what did Theresa plan to do? Maybe she already had the answer. Perhaps, given the bandana, camera, lighter, and propane canister, what she planned to do was merely hard to admit.
Theresa was certain that, had she taken her eyes off the road, she'd find everyone staring.
So she didn't have a plan of action. Perhaps she'd thought one might come up during the four hour transit, but it didn't. If anything, that was time spent deepening her doubts. Obviously, JGT couldn't be allowed to keep doing what it did, but how did you deal with it beyond violence? And yet… guh! This was stupid.
And then the GPS declared that Theresa had arrived, and her time was up.
A look at the P.O. box did not suggest it belonged to a printing press, or anyone who cared for it. The box (really just another staked mailbox like everything else on the street) was crooked, its paint flaking off to reveal the dull metal beneath it. Its flag was up; that the box was stuffed to bursting suggested it had been up for some time. As for the house itself…
Theresa blinked. Before her was a veritable nightmare, a dilapidated mess of dirty bricks and sagging roofwork, its surface in the process of reclamation by creeping vines. Lawngrass dominated the front yard; what few lawn ornaments Theresa spotted were nearly drowned by the creeping green. The first-floor windows had been boarded up with distressingly clean planks, and none of the lights were on in the second-floor windows. Whoever owned this house was either dead or trouble.
… but damn it, it'd been four hours.
Theresa grimaced, stepping out of the car and doing some stretches. Her camera and bandana went around her neck, her lighter went in her pocket, the heavy tank of propane…
***
Damn it. Theresa needed to work out more, if this winded her that much.
Theresa collected herself, staring wearily at the door before her. The wood was… "warped" was one way to put it. "Of alien texture" was another.
It was with great reluctance that Theresa knocked on the door.
… silence.
Maybe she'd held back from the wood. Theresa grimaced, knocking again with greater certainty. "Hello? You've got mail. Uh, lots of it."
Still no response.
Theresa groaned, looking about for a doorbell. The good news was that the house had one; the bad news was that the mere touch of Theresa's fingers were enough to knock the rusted frame off the wall, leaving a dirty bell and dangerously exposed wiring.
This was stupid, actually. This whole trip was a stupid waste of time, chasing a dead end lead by an IRC bot of all things. Theresa could expect her Clown Of The Year invitation any time now from Circus Idiot Magazine, maybe promotion to CEO for being such a goddamn—
Theresa kicked the door, and much to her surprise, it opened.

Something like rotten meat wafted from inside.

Theresa might have said the entryway was just as ravaged as the outside — but that wouldn't be accurate, would it? Time had ravaged the outside, like rivers cutting rock. The insides, however, had been ravaged in deliberation, as if interior decoration were a weapon. The walls in the entry hallway were plastered to bursting with jagged papering, pinks and ponies and patterns to be broken by tears, stains, electric tape across the eye of the beheld. The floor was littered with the remnants of shattered wood, fallen wallpaper, vermin corpses whose deaths implied violence. What little furniture stood in the hall was cutesy, crudely built and pastel-painted and strangled by slithering bundles of electric cabling. A droning purr emanated from the house.
If this wasn't the printing house of Just Girly Things, at least it was proof that someone needed help. Theresa pulled up her bandana and dragged the propane inside.
She closed the door, and a presence seeped into the air. There was a… "current", to the house. An intangible flow of something purposeful. A breath. Something that could have been inviting, had Theresa been someone else. It settled in her stomach like a rock, and weighed upon every step she took.
None of the lights were intact; at best, a shoddy nightlight lit its surroundings in a dirty pink glow, and thin cracks of sunlight snaked across the surface.
Theresa grimaced, and turned on her phone's flashlight.
The entry hall led into what might have been a living room. It wasn't a living room. The well-dressed mannequins on the furniture left no room for the living. Bookshelves lined themselves with naught but humming plastic boxes and cobwebs, literal and cable-crafted. The speakers were too pristine to have been an audio system for the upended analogue TV that lay among a broken stand.
Why was it so hot? The AC had been set the lowest it went, and surely some of the purring had to have been its function.
The den lead into the kitchen; where the living room had been a chaotic mess, the kitchen was eerily clean, with pristine tabletops and all the amenities one might expect. Even the fridge, plastered with silly drawings that hurt to look at, hummed with power. Minus the shattered light fixtures, this could have been a kitchen to be proud of.
That illusion dissipated when, with great curiosity and greater apprehension, Theresa opened the fridge.
The smell was enough to knock Theresa onto her ass; the view wasn't much better. Rows and rows of what might have once been baked goods littered the interior like putrid moss, barely recognizable underneath the ecosystem of wicked fungus and the swarm it nurtured. No doubt shaken by the light of the fridge, an angry cloud of misshapen pink insects swarmed outwards.
Theresa screamed.
There was barely enough time to back away from the swooping cloud of pink terror, less still to get to her feet and run. Down the hallway was a dining room, where sparse illumination gave flashes of seven plastic boxes and a rail-thin mannequin, with naught to fight the screaming cloud of death behind Theresa. She saw even less of the hallway after that.
Theresa wasn't sure where she meant to run, only that A) it was hard to see anything before her and B) she'd just tripped over a stray cabling. Her phone went flying, and with it, her light.
Theresa didn't have time to stand up before the violet cloud fell upon her like a sea of razors, cutting and biting and striking against every square inch of her. Every minute injury coalesced in her mind, projected itself a piece in a mosaic of palpable inhuman anger, the clear image of a thing of glitter and glass that hated. Attempts to right herself degenerated into a blind flailing.
It could only have been a just god that decreed Theresa's blind fingers would touch smooth, familiar steel.
Theresa clambered to her knees, twisting the plastic cap of her propane tankard and mistcrafting the gas outward. Holding her breath, she fumigated herself with propane, and the dying cries from the insects were almost enough to make her a Christian again.
The screaming died down, subsumed by humming and hissing, but Theresa didn't stop. How could she? She had the house right where she wanted it, filling with a bubble of propane only Theresa could control, ready to burst in glorious flame at the drop of a lighter.
"Hear that?" Theresa growled through the encroaching circle of propane, cool in the chill of her air pocket. "I killed your bugs! I killed your stupid, ugly bugs, Girly Things! You have anything else for me?!"
Every step was a thousand tiny slices through the wounds left by the violet cloud, yet Theresa stomped on, tromping through the pitch-pink labyrinth of JGT's printing house. None of anything else was inhabited by the moving. Cowards, the lot of them.

The house swarmed in fear away from Theresa. Shimmered. Like black flies. Like that song she sang in Ontario. It was the
propane
and theresa knew it
but to knot now it was to confidence boost

You go up the stairs.
When you go up the stares

The speakers will cackle at all once. cackle like feedback
and laughter

she says it's funny/ she says i don't have the full picture
she calls me a larva
keelee tells me of her cocoon at the top of her steps, down the hallway, plugged into the wires, a deadened mass of useless chrysalis, the brain of the great pink butterfly
you're the heart, theresa
the larva is the heart of the species. it knows not what it is, nor what it will become. but it knows that, like clockwork, it will become the imago. there was never any other way this could go
but terry pressing on

until she pǝddoɹp

u ʍ o p
.ʇuǝlᴉs puɐ

theresa dreams in hues of pink and violet

Theresa woke up to the overpowering scent of rotten meat and mildew.
The room was dark; her only light was a blinding square of white across from her on… on a low table? She couldn't see much, no, but Theresa didn't recognize the room, nor did she remember falling asleep in a chair built for a child. Theresa certainly didn't remember the eerie stuffed animals seated around the table, nor did she remember putting out… tea…
Theresa sighed. "I'm screwed, aren't I?"
Something giggled. "Relax, darling."
Theresa shot up from her seat, or at least attempted to and fell over as she slammed her knees into a table. That thing had to have been bolted into the floor.
"You know." The voice was silky, regal, refined, filtered through a tinny static. "I think it might help to relax, Theresa. You wouldn't want to pass out again, would you? You're lucky to have avoided a head injury."
"Where are you?" Theresa crawled back into sitting as she let her eyes adjust. "I don't appreciate the roundabout."
The voiced tutted. "The screen, darling."
Theresa squinted, letting her eyes adjust to the glare of the screen, and furrowed her brow.
On the screen, sitting in a well-lit pastel bedroom, was a supernaturally beautiful woman. She might very well have stepped out of a painting: porcelain-white fitted a slender and graceful frame, draped by cascades of platinum-blonde curls. The woman wore a lovely silk dress, a regal femininity punctuated by an elegant china tea set from which she sipped… tea? It had to have been tea. What else might this woman consume but tea?
The woman laughed like a noble, an innocent giggle too practiced to be natural. "I have been told my beauty can be distracting."
"Yeah, you…" Theresa pursed her lips. "… what am I saying? Why… look. I have better things to be doing than shooting the wind, alright? Are you Just Girly Things?"
The woman smiled, took a practiced sip of her tea. "You flatter me, dear. Tragically, I am not. You would be looking for KeeLee."
"Again, I don't appreciate the roundabout. Let's…" Theresa groaned in frustration. "Can we start with your name, and your relation to Just Girly Things?"
There was something to her smile, an imparsable abnormality when filtered through the screen, though nevertheless conspicuous in its presence. Like a mannequin practicing emotion; a child meeting the new pet; dogs from the eyes of wolves; flags filtered through red glass; just another distraction.
"Where are my manners? Silly me." The woman did what might have been a curtsy. "My name is Madeleine von Schaeffer. As for my 'connections', shall we say, well, 'investor' is such a dirty word. How about 'good samaritan'?"
"I might actually set this house on fire if you keep doing that."
Mrs. Schaeffer tilted her head, so gracefully as to be unnerving. "'That'?"
"The runaround." Theresa braced herself on the table and grimaced. "The riddles. Refusing to give me a straight answer on what the hell is wrong with you, this house, and… and whoever the hell KeeLee is! Is that so much to ask?"
Mrs. Schaeffer sighed. "Very well. Ask, and you shall receive."
"Thank you!" Lord help Theresa if KeeLee was as difficult to get an answer out of as Mrs. Schaeffer. "Alright, alright. Question one: Where am I?"
"Well," and Mrs. Schaeffer smiled. "You are, depending who you ask, either in the Just Girly Things Headquarters or the residence of one KeeLee Auburn. I would apologize for the mess, but, well, I don't live there." She sipped her tea.
Theresa rolled her eyes. "Alright, alright. So… so this is where this… 'KeeLee' lives. But it's also the HQ for JGT?"
"As they say: behind every successful enterprise is a garage and a good idea." Even over the screen, her teeth looked supernaturally white. "And maybe a sprinkle of funding from a wealthy benefactor."
"Good, thank you. Now: what is 'Just Girly Things'?"
At that, Mrs. Schaeffer dropped her smile, set her teacup on the table before her. Tilted her head in the other direction. All of this stood out to Theresa, and as with everything else she couldn't quite say why it did.
"Theresa, dear. Are you saying you broke into KeeLee's residences before you were privy to the nature of her work? Or am I to believe dearest KeeLee has gotten herself into another enterprise?"
"You say that like she's a busy woman." Theresa wiped her brow. It was still far too hot for March in Pennsylvania, but she had too many questions to work through. "Look, my… my friend, El, is subscribed to your magazine, right?"
Mrs. Schaeffer nodded. "Tell me about her."
"She's…" Theresa sighed. "Look, her life story's not important."
"Can you blame me for my curiosity, dear? You did technically burglarize KeeLee's home."
"And what else was I supposed to do?" Standing up provoked a two-pronged feeling of ache and pins-and-needles, but better standing than sitting at a table with creepy dolls. "You put yourself in my shoes, Mrs. Schaeffer: say your… best friend, your best friend is taken in by a memetic hazard that makes her lose weight. Good for her that she's dieting, but she's not doing it in a healthy way, and there's no indication the arbitrary point that may or may not be her final stop is a healthy weight. How do you get accountability? What's to be done, Mrs. Schaeffer?"
Mrs. Schaeffer… 'cracked' over the mic. There was no other way to put that noise. "Do you believe she was subscribed to the magazine against her will, Theresa? That presents a problem for both of us."
Theresa furrowed her brow. "How so?"
"Well," and Mrs. Schaeffer sighed. "Despite what you seem to think, we're rather similar, Theresa. Normally, if one were to subscribe to Just Girly Things, such a woman must be in crisis. You must understand, Theresa: we deal in female empowerment."
"Oh, screw off with that." Theresa paced the room, fumbling in the dim light for whatever they'd been using to spy on her. "Where's the empowerment in starving to death? Where's the empowerment in basing your office in a…" She groaned. "All these buzzwords. All this obfuscation!"
"Theresa, dear—"
"And how the hell do you know my name?!" If Theresa's jaw got any tighter, she was certain her teeth would crack. "Why did you blow all the lights out?! Why does every single thing I see and hear out of your fucking company feel ripped off of Franz Kafka?!"
Once more, Mrs. Schaeffer went quiet. Picked her cup back up and sipped her tea. Only now was Theresa aware of how Mrs. Schaeffer sat so very still. When finally she looked back at the screen, Theresa swore Mrs. Schaeffer was staring right through her.
"Tell me, Theresa: why does one diet?"
"Look, if this turns into another one of your sophist—"
"Because they want to lose weight." Mrs. Schaeffer's cup went back down. "They want to get thinner, Theresa. It is always a matter of 'want'. When you tell yourself you're going to lose weight, and follow through on your actions, you are performing an action of want."
Theresa blinked.
"If I may make one thing perfectly clear, Theresa: Just Girly Things does not manipulate its customers into something they don't want to do. As a magazine, it cannot manipulate its customers into something they don't want to do. What it does do, what we spent years perfecting its capacity to do, is to empower our audience."
This was… this was absurd. "Empower."
"Empower. To infuse one with power. Of choice, Theresa. You would rather have her weak of will?"
"So now it's 'empowerment'? This—"
"So what else do you call it, then, when you impart the will to power onto your audience?" Mrs. Schaeffer leaned forward, something that inexplicably stuck out to Theresa. "Would you rather we control their every move, Theresa? Force our desires onto them? Dictate their every single thought? I do so wonder who exactly that sounds like, Theresa. Certainly not what you're to march against in the coming month."
It felt… physical, when Mrs. Schaeffer took her eyes off of Theresa. Almost a relief as she closed her eyes to sigh again. "But if she was wrongfully subscribed, that presents a problem. That would imply a bad actor abused our services for malicious purposes. So leave this issue to us, and we'll be certain to resolve it in the coming week. Is that alright?"
Theresa closed her eyes. None of this made any sense, not the house, not Mrs. Schaeffer, not… certainly not whoever this KeeLee was. What was to be done?
… at this stage, probably not too much.
"… fine." Theresa sighed, and opened her eyes. "But how did you know my—"
Everything was silent, and once more, Theresa stood alone in the dark, with only a malformed lead to guide her steps.
… Lord, Sharon probably missed her.
Theresa's phone was nearly out of power, according to the battery, but she had enough to turn her flashlight on and get out of the house.
From out of the only door into the room was a hallway. Two other doors stood on the opposite wall, slightly ajar with a mess of cables that ran down to the door at the end of the hall, to Theresa's right. To her left, the hallway turned a corner. Theresa could barely spot a window through one of the opposite doors; the sun was setting.
Theresa turned to the door at the right, and began walking. Her advance was stopped by an inexplicably familiar and deeply harrowing feeling in the back of her mind. Theresa turned to her left.
She saw no one on the way out of the house. No real sign of habitation. Nothing but trash, and pretty pastel furniture, and trash, and complex sound and video systems, and trash.
So why, as she exited that empty shell of a house, did Theresa feel as if she was being watched?

The light was already on in Theresa's apartment when she arrived. Someone had entered her apartment. Great. Just… great. Just great things from here on out. That's what JGT meant. "Just great things". Always be JGT.
Who was she kidding? If she couldn't burn down JGT, a home intruder was well beyond her capabilities. Better to get it over with now.
Theresa trudged up the stone steps to her apartment, approaching her door and reaching for the handle. Sensibility stayed her hand, however, and it retreated back to Theresa's side, where it stayed for a minute of deliberation until directed to knock twice upon her own door. Better not to alarm the burglar, right? Take the path of least resistance.
The door cracked partially open, motion accompanied by a distressingly familiar voice: "You should come back later, Theresa can't—" Hellen stopped herself. "… Feather?"
"Hellen." Theresa didn't bother with a customary smile. "What are you doing in my house?"
"Well," Hellen's roots were beginning to go auburn, a detail accentuated by the way she ran her fingers through her hair. "I'm sorry, Feather. I… I got worried about Sharon, and you weren't answering the landline. She's delicate, you know?"
"I have a cell phone, Hellen." Theresa crossed her arms. "You could have called me."
"Well, I… I did, Feather. Or I tried." Hellen broke eye contact, stepping back and allowing Theresa back into her apartment. "The calls didn't go through."
"Was this around afternoon? I'd been driving for four hours, you wouldn't believe what employers are making me do." Theresa collapsed onto the couch, Sharon's cue to sit up from her spot on the floor and rush Theresa's lap as if Theresa's internal monologue had allotted her a new paragraph. "I want to think the future's in phone interviews, Hellen, but it's not coming fast enough."
"I'm sorry, Feather." Hellen took her seat across the couch, and Sharon eyed her considerably less bony lap with interest. "You'll get the job soon, I'm sure of it."
Theresa grumbled something in the rough approximation of a "thanks"; otherwise, she remained silent.
She shivered; Theresa was certain Hellen had messed with the thermostat, except it was exactly the same as it had been for the past… who knows how many weeks. Maybe she'd been awake too long. Perhaps she'd spent too much time driving. Theresa could have just lost her mind; that was always a possibility.
Hellen sighed. "I worry about you, Feather. Between Sharon, the job hunt, your work… I think you should take it easy, alright? I worry about you, that's all."
"I'm fine, Hellen. I…" Theresa sighed. "It's fine."
"You don't have to pretend for me, Feather. I'm here for you, no matter what."
Theresa closed her eyes. Licked her lips. Tried to decompress. Opened her eyes, and tried not to make contact with Hellen's.
"… Hellen?"
"Yes, Feather?"
"Do we… empower people?"
Sharon mewled, jumping down from her perch on Theresa's lap. It looked like her leg sores were inflamed again. Theresa was uncertain as to why the path of least resistance ended in thoughts on her cat's medical problems. On a good day, the answer was never guessed at.
"Oh, Feather…" Hellen shifted in place, laying a hand on Theresa's knee. "I really hope we do."
Sharon took her spot on a stained pile of newspapering in the corner, curling inward to lick at her leg sores. Theresa read somewhere that cats had antiseptic saliva. You wouldn't know it, looking at Sharon.
All Theresa knew, looking at Sharon and Hellen and her apartment, was that she didn't feel empowered.

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3 am.
Awake again at this godawful hour. The bland, off-white paint on my walls seems like it's mocking me with its painfully insipid monotony. Is this a home, an office, or a comfortable prison cell? The line blurs more and more every day. I try to read one of the many books upon the shelf, but the letters may as well be an alien language as my eyes unfocus and glaze over the pages.
Sleep once again eludes me. The stack of documents awaiting my attention can't hold it.
The lights are on, but I wonder if anyone was ever home.

3 am.
Awake again at this godawful hour. The eggshell aesthetic of my environment is the visual equivalent of nails on a chalkboard by now. How long have I actually been here? The days have melted together like the flesh of a Sarkic cult. My fingers drum an empty, meaningless rhythm on the desktop.
Sleep is a stranger to me. I question if we were ever more than passing acquaintances.

3 am.
Awake again at this godawful hour. White, grey, white, grey, broken up only sporadically by dull greens and blues. The torrential downpour of nothingness is suffocating. When was the last time I felt passion? When was the last time I felt excitement?
When was the last time I felt?

3 am.
Awake again at this godawful hour. Memories of color fade more and more as the inevitable march of time forces me to submit. My senses fade in and out at random.
Where am I? Am I anywhere at all? Am I at all?

6:27 am.
Awake. Alert. Alive. Active.
Exhilarating.
A siren blares, the normally jarring klaxon sounding like an angelic chorus. The red beacon lights up the room like a disco den. The acrid stench of smoke floods me with memories of delectable, decadent dishes, and my mouth is overwhelmed with the taste of my own saliva. The hard leather of the chair pulls at my sweat-slicked skin as I stand.
A voice other than my own shatters the walls of my mundanity.

ALERT. CONTAINMENT BREACH. EVACUATE IMMEDIATELY.

I hear screams.
Gunfire.
Pounding footsteps.
I scream as well, but not in fear.
Finally, something different.


Summer, another hunting season in southern Florida wetland.
Gun blast rent the air, and the boat engines started to roar. Cross J. Harry was struggling with the rope in his hands; on the other side of it, came the splashing muddy water, and a writhing dark green monster.
"Shot missed! Again, hurry! Screw this motherfucker! "Cross shouted gravely.
"Aiming, aiming! Steady!" His partner and his son, Neville, a big fat guy, was holding his breath and his Ruger 10/22 rifle, seeking another opportunity to shoot the monster in the head.
"Neville, the fuck are you doing?! "
"Now!"
The deafening gun blast rent the air again, and the water finally calmed down.
"Well, it's eleven feet long - maybe eleven and a half - that's a big shot." Cross sighed with relief, and tapped Neville's shoulder, "Splendid job today, son. Seven games, that will do." He slowly walked to the bow, "Get the engine, I'm riding shotgun." And threw himself onto the seat, "Need some goddamn rest."
The Blackhawk 2170 hunting boat swiftly turned around, dash through the wetland and the golden drizzling sunlight.
Back to his own wharf, their first thing to do was to unload the alligators and to peel off the skins; usually a larger and more intact skin meant a better selling price. As for the meat, it would be a delicacy on the dining table. Of course, before everybody sat down and enjoyed it at the sunset, there would be tons of work to do.
"Five feet and a half, six feet and a quarter, that's it. " The buyer folded his notebook and started to prepare the rig.
"So how many notes in it?" Cross asked.
"Let me see, hm" the buyer stopped and thought for a while, "see if you can keep the skin intact, it's up to 1200 dollars, at most — Oh, the meat and intestines, you still keep them? Like before?"
"Yeah, keeping the goodies in-house, you know. And by the way…"
"Hey, Crock, someone behind the crib wants to see ya." The conversation was interrupted by another hunter.
"It's Cross," Cross spoke with displeasure, "What guy?"
The hunter threw up his hand, "Dunno, sweetie, guy driving a Corvette, definitely not one of the yee-yaw folks. Said he's a friend of ya."
Taking off the rubber gloves, Cross slowly walked through the car park. And finally, a Corvette C8 arrived outside of the entrance; a 6-ft-tall man got out and stood alongside it. When he saw Cross, he immediately stood at attention, like a soldier waiting for orders.
Cross gazed at him up and down. Buzzcut, grey eyes, with short grey sleeves; black jeans, black 511 mil-boots, and tons of muscles on his body – quite a fresh and clean look, typical military man style. Indeed, that man looked quite similar to one of his colleagues decades ago, but not that similar.
"Excuse me? Do I know you? " Cross decided to ask.
"It's Jensen Callahan, sir."
"Jensen? Jensen 'Stone Eye' Callahan?" An expression of pleased surprise slowly emerged on Cross' face and pushed all his fatigue away.
"Yes, sir."
"My, my, there you are, kid. It's been a while!" Cross shook his hand with excitement, then gave him a forceful hug. Although Jensen was much sturdier than Cross, he still almost lost his breath during the hug.
After that, Jensen snapped for attention again, and saluted, "Sergeant Jensen Callahan, served 388th 'Spectral' Company, Able Platoon, reporting for duty, sir!"
"At ease, soldier" Cross nodded, "but seriously, Jenny, what brought you here?"
"Well, got a vacation, wasn't that hard to find you. And same rules, command authority shifts every 5 years you know, now it's my turn."
"A pawn becomes a general, huh? Congratulations, kid — just wait a sec" Cross picked up his raging phone, "Neville?"
"It's all set dad, where are you? We are going to the slaughterhouse."
"You get the gators to the slaughterhouse, Tommy will tow the boat back home. I'll catch up later." He hanged up the phone and pointed the Corvette with his jaw, "Y'all coming? We got fresh gators for meal tonight, with lots of Cognac and Coronas. "
"Sure, why not? I'll drive, sir."
"No, no no no no no." Cross rushed forward and stopped Jensen from getting into the driver's seat and smiled, "This time, I'll drive."
Jensen was a little embarrassed and momentarily speechless. His ex-superior did not act like a tough brave soldier anymore, but rather a rejuvenated Peter Pan.
"This is an order, Jenny. The key — Please? "
"Yes, sir. All yours, sir." Jensen laughed with relief.
Minutes later, the 6.2 litre V8 engine started to grumble thunderously. It drove all the way down, then cruised behind Neville's convoy.
“This is not a Willey Jeep or Humvee, sir. Just don't drive it off-road.”
"So, you are still in the game, huh?" Cross tilted his head to Jensen, "How is the team going since it has been designed officially as an independent JSOC unit? "
Jensen said, "Actually, three."
"What? It got expanded?" Cross was a little bit surprised.
"Yeah. 1991, the year you retired, 388th Combined Operation Group was reorganized into 819th Special Airborne Group, joining the Gulf War. Then in 2003, it was expanded into SFOD-Echelon, Foxtrot and Golf, subordinated to JSOC. All company-sized, gathered around as Task Force 000. No more ASOC shit, I have had enough with those big fat unrepented intellectual equipment. So yeah, I will take charge in July. "
"Wow, that's nearly a battalion! What's your rank now, son? "Cross asked.
"OF-8, Lieutenant General, 18A. A grade Higher than the Head of D-boys. "
"A grade higher than me before, too."
"Just don't tell that to your son or anybody, ok? Damn I just broke the confidential laws."
"And I will just throw you into solitary, hahahaha. "Cross laughed wildly.
"Sir, with respect, fuck you." Jensen burst into laughing too.
"What about the old guys then? " Cross stopped laughing and tried to change the subject, "How many of them are still in? "
"Not many left" Jensen shook his head with a heavy complexion, "KIA, MIA, retired, most of them drifted apart from each other. It's just me leading a bunch of new blood now."
"What about the bacteria guy? With thousands of diseases inside and outside his body? I always wanted to ask about him. What's his name? ummmmm…" Cross was caught into a sudden memory loss.
"You said you cared about him, and you can't even remember his name, sir?" Jensen teased, "it's Wesley, Sterilize Wesley — and yeah, he's still in the camp. But Jesus, things are looking blue, he's not getting out his quarantine chamber for a while."
"Why?"
"I head to Fort Derick every year to check him out. Guy surrounded by tons of researchers now. They still can't find the cure, and they told me that the bacteria and fungus diseases he's carrying are just getting more and more deadly, year after years, thousands of them! "
"Listen, Jenny" Cross patted on Jensen's shoulder and sighed deeply, "bring my words to him, I always got his back, just don't give up."
"Of course, that's why I'm here! "Jensen said, "He still remembers you, sir, said he wants to see you again all the time, the best commander of the 388th ever! "
"I didn't know I got that loads of charisma." Cross smiled.
"You did, sir. The Cambodia score, 1970, remember? "
"I did. I witnessed his power that time. Charlie platoon got compromised, and he was captured. When they tortured him, beat him, and chop his fingers off, they spread those disease unconsciously. 48 hours later, 2000 Vietcoms in that area just melted into jellos. When we found him, he was covered in bump and scars, drinking water beside a river. Then? The water carried the diseases all the way down, killling another 400 VCs' and civies. In the end, we had to send the 'King Star' signal, letting the B52s to stop the spread. "
"That's not the point." said Jensen gravely, "You hugged him! When you found him, you stripped off the NBC gear, and hugged him! With respect, sir, what was in your mind that day? You could have died! "
Cross scratched his head and laughed, "Don't ask me that, son. Right here, and right now, I'm still intact! "
"3, miles, to destination. 200, yards ahead, turn, right." The cold electronic female voice suddenly brought out something in Cross' mind.
"Hey, what about the Linnaeus and Vasil? Linnaeus first."
"Linnaeus? You mean Dawn 'Treegirl' Linnaeus? Well, she went back to England in 1996 and is now owning a florist, selling flowers. Peaceful and quiet. Not much to say." Jensen laid his head on his hand.
"Good, and Petrit Vasil? That Albanian lunatic. "
"He is…a little complicated. He left in 1996 too and joined an Albanian gang in NYC. Human trafficking, drug dealing shit, and all sorts of grubby affairs all the time."
"Well, where did they bury him? " Cross asked.
"Don't know yet, but if you find a scorched car wreck containing scorched muscles somewhere in mid-western desert — or, mutilated thick limbs in a dustbin somewhere, that's probably him. "
Cross shrugged, "Not gonna be surprised. I mean, Linnaeus was the only female in the team for a long time, and Vasil harassed her most. "
Then Jensen suddenly burst into laugher, "You know what? Every time you were not on scene to stop them, they brawled with each other. And Linnaeus always won. "
"Oh really? That was Vasil! A man that can swing a M40 recoiless rifle with a tripod on it like a baseball bat! How did she do that? "
"She just turned her arms into rough tree trunk some sort and smash them into Vasil's head. Poor guy didn't even have a chance. "
"Nah, hahahaha."Cross joined the laugh too.
"Thing is, you know what did Linnaeus say about him? Every time she was beating him? "
"Uncivilized Twat? I heard some of these. "Cross asked tentatively.
"And useless wanker. "
"Oh, no, hahahaha…"
Laugher stopped and the two became silent.
"What a crazy time, wasn't it? "
The convoy cruised down the road, and the reminiscence began.
It was their memories, their stories.

History and Histories

The History
The Stories

The Task Force Easy X-ray(1930-1949)

During the 1930s, the US ARMY started to undergo motorized reform and reorganization to response to future threats. During this era, the then CGS. General Lester j. McNair and ICI. Maj. Gen. Edward Croft firstly introduced the concept of " Unconventional Warfare". By enlisting, hunting, and pillaging paranormal individuals and entities all around the world, McNair attempted to establish an experimental infantry group that could significantly enhance the divisional combat capabilities. After the Louisiana Maneuver, said paranormal infantry battlegroup proved the value of the concept, and was pre-nominated as "The A Group". However, due to the instability in manpower, The A Group did not participate the World War II with its full strength until June. 6, 1944, entering Normandy; it was then officially named "Task Force Easy X-ray", which stands for Task Force Experimental.
During Operation Overlord, The TF-EX directly commanded by JCS, was specialized in a number of roles including covert reconnaissance, POW rescue, assassination and sabotage,.
After the War, the TF-EX remained its formation and original staffing. Despite the great disarmament put into effect, the team still posessed the most advanced equipment and took heaviest training.

388th Special Operations Company "Spectral" (1950-1960)

Communism and Anti-Colonialism were both the main ideological themes in the 1950s. In order to respond to the uprising threat of USSR and the SCP Foundation, the TF-EX enlarged its establishment once again, eventually resulting in a reinforced company-sized Special Operations Force - the 388th SOC "Spectral". By playing a significant role in Korean War, First Indochina War and Algerian War (as a mil-inspection force), the SOC had gradually taken shape and stabilized its concept of Warfare.
Earlier in 1948, the team already encountered a new enemy. Although they had the brand-new Electronic Warfare Technology to rely on, the future remained uncertain.

388th Special Air Cavalry Troop "Sky Spectral" (1961-1981)

In 1954, the "Sky Cavalry" concept was firstly introduced by Maj. Gen. James M. Gavin, DRDWD. It was immediately used as an example by the then SOC Commander, Maj. Gen. Ken Billund. By reinforcing the 340th Helicopter squardron and 432nd Tactical Fighter and Transport Squadron to the team, the 388th SOC had officially been designated as the 388th SACT, now one of the most powerful SOF in US military. "Swift, Sharp and Sufficient" were the core values of the Sky Spectrals during the Vietnam War and the late 1970s.
Meanwhile, the new enemy finally emerged to the surface - GRU Motorized Infantry Division, NATO codename "Edelweiss". Number designation: Unknown, troop structure: unknown, conflict frequency : increasing. The 388th SACT, and even the whole NATO military system, were facing an entirely new level of challenge.

388th Combined Operations Group "Modular Spectral" (1982-1990) — (High-Tech Motorized Division program experimental unit)

In 1981, The Red Army launched The West-81 Maneuver and demonstrated the "incomparable" conventional assaulting abilities to the NATO. Outwardly strong yet inwardly weak, the Soviet Union was having turbulent political scene splashing through the Kremlin. Power shifts, endless proxy wars, and disastrous economic reforms - all of these were pushing USSR to be less stable. The tension was raised to its second peak during the Cold War.
In order to counterstrike at any moment, US ARMY accelerated to establish the Division 86, HTTB and HTMD program, and the 388th SACT was undoubtedly one of the first troops to reorganize. By switching various types of most advanced equipment and fire support resources, the 388th COG is capable of launching direct air-sea-land and Anti-Terrorism operations under all circumstances.

819th Special Airborne Group "Orbital Spectral" (1991-2002)

In 1989, due to the termination of the HTMD experimental program, it was decided that the long-tested 388th COG would be transformed into an airborne special force unit. In the end, it determined that the Spectral Force would be reorganized (for the 4th time) as the 819th Special Airborne Group (SAG) after internal personnel changes; it participated in several overseas interventions, including the Gulf War and the Kosovo War.
At the same time, due to the disappearance of the inherent enemy, the Soviet Union, the orientation of the unit's next generation mission went into another period of confusion, which lasted more than 10 years.

Task Force 000 (2003-present)

[Classified]

After 9/11, the U.S. Army invaded Afghanistan and Iraq, beginning a 20-year-long War on Terrorism. Albeit being an unprecedentedly weak enemy, an unprecedented number of potential threats put the U.S. Army's multi-front capabilities to the test. As a result, the 819th SAG (which was already part of USSOCOM) was formally separated from the Army in 2002, becoming one of the JSOC's independent battalion units; it contained three integrated operations groups: SFOD-Echelon, Foxtrot and Golf. This formation remains in place today.

Coming soon……


I had a friend, once.
I'm convinced I did, at any rate. It's the only way I could've made it through the orphanages and the foster homes and that one stint at the pub where the owner spank me every time I dropped a plate. But among the ever-changing scenery of my childhood, the image of a frail blonde girl with an eastern European accent dances at the edge of my memories.
We went on walks through rainy alleys of the neon-illuminated city. We stayed up late, laughing at the mindless denizens of the world who autopiloted from home to work to the bar to home again. She told me that she would fix everything. That we wouldn't have to continue this pointless existence. And I believed her. I wanted to think that there was something more than being passed around from family to family like hand-me-down clothes.
I think I lost track of her when I was eighteen or nineteen—
You know, that's quite the uncharitable interpretation. Not everyone who's heard this story jumped to tricks of the mind and imaginary friends. You could commiserate with me, say something about how its hard to keep in touch with close friends from your childhood. But at some level, I guess it's all the same result. I committed the sin of forgetting about my friend.
And even worse, I reverted into one of those mindless fools. I got a job doing admin work for some big laboratory in Ukraine. Me, filling out forms and sending emails. Scheduling meetings and organizing calendars. I felt a deep shame then. I knew my friend wouldn't be proud, but I suppressed that because I had become a sheep. I read the papers the researchers wrote, learned about their work and climbed the internal ladder like a moth drawn to a lightbulb. My peers called me brilliant, an Einstein of Cognetics, but I was simply sleepwalking.
I mean, you wanted to know why you were brought here, right? I'm giving you the explanation before I start the procedure. It's only polite.
Well, that's the thing. You're not special. My friend, she's special. I didn't realize how special until I was indulging my peers during a night out drinking. I didn't like talking about my childhood all that much, but they kept asking and I thought that there was no harm in it. I started talking about the orphanages, and the foster parents, and then eventually my friend. I actually started to cry. I had only just then realized how long I'd forgotten about the girl who got me through the thick and the rough.
When I finished, some of my peers comforted me, but one just sat there in stunned silence. He introduced himself as Ivan, and told me he thought he also knew my friend. I was excited of course. Maybe he also knew of the orphanages. Maybe he also worked for that one pub. We could exchange stories back and forth and reminisce on those difficult days.
But he didn't grow up in Ukraine. He grew up in Moscow.
I found this peculiar, but what was even stranger was that, in the coming days, more and more of my colleagues came to me in private and confessed to knowing my friend. Just like you did at the gala earlier this week. They all skipped rocks, played hopscotch. Built castles out of mud and weeds next to riverbeds. She brightened their childhoods. All of them.
You see, she told me she was going to change the world. I didn't realize how at first, but I do now. She was going to make the world less lonely. She's done such a good job too, don't you see? All over the globe, everyone knows her as their best friend. She's done so well…
Which is why she deserves a rest. She's put in so much effort, I need to do something for her. That's what a good friend would do, right? She should get to live the rest of her life with the friends she's made, the lives she's touched. It's sort of a crusade of mine, in a way. She gave me a childhood, so I'll give her an adulthood.
Could you stop wriggling around so much? I don't want to tighten the restraints, but I will.
Oh, stop it. You should be happy! You're helping your friend, aren't you? Help me bring her back into the world with the rest of us.
But she is in there though, right? My Lily? She's spread herself thin, reached out to so many people. She's in your head too, right?
Don't lie to me. I know she's in there.
Yes, the extraction will hurt.


A Hispanic man suddenly appeared in a room filled with smoke, alarms, and an Italian man. Beyond the massive hole in the corner of the room, he could see a river cutting through a green valley, stretching towards a forested horizon.
The Italian man looked back and smiled as he saw his new vistor. "Oh, hey, that was fast," he said as he discarded a piece of paper. "Long time no see, money bags. Care to take a seat?"
Mr. Money smiled and walked towards the table, taking a seat next to Mr. Hot. "It's been a while."
"Heh, well, neither of us could ever stay in one place for long. That's not us."
"How did you even get me here?"
Mr. Hot chuckled to himself. "Called in a favor from an old friend."
"What kind of friend?"
"A collector," Mr. Hot said, then noticed a dark shadow creep across Mr. Money's face. "Don't give me that look! I know you won't believe me, but I think he's sorry."
"Sorry? Him. I find the prospect…unlikely. What even were the terms?"
"Chump change. $5. A measly amount even I'd have in this place."
"I don't mean what you paid for. I mean what were the terms. For me."
Mr. Hot raised an eyebrow. "You mean you can't tell?"
Mr. Money was silent.
"I'll take that as a no then. Well! As of now you are officially my personal liqour locker. You can and will give me whatever drink I request at any moment."
Mr. Money stared at Mr. Hot.
"So c'mon. Gimme the booze."
Mr. Money sighed. "You and I both know that we're not allowed to drink."
Mr. Hot fell slumped back into his chair. "Well, hell, he would probably make an exception for, you know-" He gestured towards the hole. As if on cue, flowers began to bloom across the field. "Yeah. That."
"No."
Mr. Hot smirked. "Do you really not know what the terms were?"
"No, I do not, which is exactly the reason why I'm still asking you."
"You're free."
"What?"
"You're free!"
"What do you mean?"
For the second time that day, Mr. Hot raised his eyebrows. "Do I have to spell it out for you? You're not bound by anything anymore. That contract there was your last. For real this time."
"I-what?" Mr. Money said, clearly taken aback.
"I figured it was the least I could do, after all we've done. I'm sorry it's only for…" Mr. Hot glanced towards the newly flowered field, "however long we have left. But at least you can be you."
"Huh," was all Mr. Money had to say.
They sat in silence for a while.
"So," Mr. Hot said, breaking the tension, "Are you going to stop it?"
Mr. Money closed his eyes in thought and took a deep breath in, deep breath out. He opened his eyes. "No…don't think I will. This is the last stop."
Mr. Hot turned to face Mr. Money. "You know, you always went on about that. About your 'last stop.' But you know what? I don't think it is."
"Well then what is it?"
"Well…I don't know per say but…"
"Let me guess. You've got an idea?"
Mr. Hot made finger-guns. "Bingo."
"Well then, let's hear it."
Mr. Hot stared out towards the setting sun. "Well, it is the last stop. The flowers are proof enough. But only for now. Just because the train is at the end of its route doesn't mean it's never going to set out again. And maybe, just maybe. After this stop. This train's gonna get a brand new set of tracks to ride on."
Mr. Money let out a quick grunt. "You seem pretty sure of yourself."
A sly grin covered Mr. Hot's face. "What can I say? I've never been wrong when it came to stuff like this."
Mr. Money had a smile of his own creeping up his face. "No, you never have, have you?"
"I've really missed you, you know that?"
"And I have missed you. And you know what, that was a good idea you had earlier."
"Oh? A compliment?" Mr. Hot said. "It really is the end of the world."
Mr. Money let himself laugh, truly, for the first time in a long, long time. "Cheers, to the end of the world. Let's hope that your friend really has changed."
With those words, both of the men were holding a glass of vodka. Mr. Hot raised his glass. "Cheers," he said, clinking his glass against his brother's.
Neither of them drank it. "You know," Mr. Hot said, "I think it would actually be a bad idea, to break the Old Man's rules now. How about some orange juice instead."
Both men laughed as the drink turned to orange juice, as they watched the sun set one final time.


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Articel: Iris Dark Girls Night: The Beginning of a Wonderful Friendship
Original: Iris Dark Girls Night: Der Anfang einer Wunderbaren Freundschaft.
Translator: Einer von Rabe
The character Iris Dark and Skitter Marshall are the property of Randomini.
Pictures:
Ms Mirabilis is this
Alba is form the GoI-Hub
And Iris Dark is form More Like Rainbow Crapitalism

Ms Mirabilis, owner of the autonomous/automobile Wunderkabinett Shop, looked very critically at Skitter Marshall.
 "Are you sure, Herr Marshall, that I am the right person to talk to about this?"
 "Oh, dear Ms Mirabilis, you are indeed the right person for such a delicate mission."
 "Schmeichel, Schmeichel, gleich rinnt Ihnen der Speichel…1 How could you even reach me?"
Skitter put on the most conceited and self-absorbed smile that a Briton of just twenty-six could put on. Mirabilis rolled her eyes in proportion.
 "We have our ways and means. … What do you do?"
Mirabilis had started swiping around on her old mobile phone, clearly not seriously paying attention to the answer.
 "Checking that I haven't blocked all your numbers and accounts on Social Media," but she stopped, sighed and turned her gaze to Skitter, "What exactly do I have to do with Frau Dark again?"
 "As I have been explaining to you for the last twelve and a half minutes, my respected Business Partner is a little, shall we say, overworked."
 "She writes Void-Screams drunk as a skunk, that's what you're saying. I'm surprised I could smell the cheap luxury whisky."
Skitter closed his eyes and inhaled sharply, as if it were his and not Iris's misstep. Pity for the young ultra-rich arose very briefly in Mirabilis.
 "Why doesn't she just watch animal videos and eat caviar ice covered in gold leaf? Or whatever else you snobs do as an analogy."
Skitter couldn't suppress the urge to correct: "Caviar ice doesn't really taste good and it's a shame about the gold leaf. But I digress. Even such a well-greased machine of capitalism has to look after its employees."
 "Especially when she acts in public like …", Mirabilis didn't get to finish her spiteful sideswipe.
 "THEREFORE, I suggest that you, my dear Ms Mirabilis, spend some time with Iris Dark and thereby distract my Business Partner."
 "And what should I do specifically?"

Iris reluctantly followed the woman who had introduced herself as Ms Mirabilis. She allowed little resistance on Iris' part, holding her wrist in a vice-like, yet maternal grip. It should be noted that it was the wrist of Iris' mechanical arm. Understandably, this did not sit well with her at all.
 "Please explain to me what you intend to do."
 "Fräulein Dark. Do you really want to ruin the joy of being surprised?"
Iris was tempted to reply with 'Yes. I like to be in control!' but decided that might sound a bit defiant.
An orange Trabant was parked outside the club of the London Lounge of Marshall, Carter, and Dark Ltd. Mirabilis' grip loosened and she ran to the car. The doors popped open of their own accord and Mirabilis made a gesture for Iris to get in.
Iris' resistance grew and it would have taken little and she would have simply gone back into the building behind her.
The door slammed shut while everyone fastened their seatbelts.
 "Don't look so grumpy, Fräulein Dark. You get back to counting coins quickly enough."
Iris looked at Mirabilis in confusion with a heavily furrowed brow.
 "Is that your image of the super-rich?"
 "Sure, like Dagobert Duck."
The response was even more confusion on the part of the British woman.
 "Oh, right. Scrooge McDuck it is in English. My mistake."
 "I'll ignore the fact that the character's name is Scrooge. I don't handle such huge amounts of cash."
 "I was afraid you would wave 10,000 CHF notes around."
 "Don't worry. Mr Carter already does it, so I don't have to do it too. Apart from all the 'leftovers' on paper money."
The two women shuddered in sync, to their own surprise.
 "We have something in common, that is a good start."

With a soft bang, Alba closed the car door.
 "Hi, you two," the Black Queen greeted the two in a friendly manner.
 "Hi, Alba"
Alba looked at Iris, who was staring at the Chinese woman in a bit of shock with her eyes widened and her mouth open, before asking, "I take it she's Iris Dark from McD?"
 "Yep, M-CD."
 "You look like me!" Iris blurted out.
 "I thought so too," Mirabilis agreed.
 "I don't think so," Alba opined, "And I'm used to being in the same room with at least one double of myself."
Iris studied her supposed double with increasing doubt.
 "Now that I look at you more closely, My Dear, you no longer look so much like me."
 "You don't have to be so formal with me after you've been so casual with me. And it may be memetic or something. Where are we going now?"

Mirabilis spread out the oversized picnic blanket and immediately began to conjure up one set of cutlery and food after another from the wicker basket, which looked suspiciously multidimensional. When she had finished, she patted the cloth motherly for Alba and Iris to sit to her left and right.
The two ladies were unsure where a seemingly normal and boring picnic would lead. Admittedly, they had a dreamlike view of airships flying by, which in this reality were considered something commonplace after an attempt by the SCP Foundation to bring a vehicle company under its control had backfired more than a little.
Mirabilis pressed a richly decorated porcelain cup into Iris' hand.
 "Do you like tea, Fräulein Dark?"
 "Don't you have anything stronger …?"
 "Ha ha, nein. Herr Marshall specifically asked me not to give you whisky. But I've been told that my mate tea pulls really well."
Iris eyed the caffeinated brown drink suspiciously. It reminded her of Bubble Tea for some reason. She giggled a little at this before turning her attention back to Mirabilis.
 "I was thinking more of wine. I would really like a deep blue Avalon, from 990, with a white bread roasted by a draconus domesticus."
 "Oh, a foodie!“, Mirabilis nodded in awe, "I haven't been to a fancy restaurant in a long time. Do you think I could eat at your Pretty Penny chain sometime?"
Alba grew more and more restless the longer the three of them ate sandwiches and drank tea with milk, until the Black Queen did ask, "Are we waiting for something?"
Mirabilis paused in the middle of her sip of tea, almost causing her to pour it over her dress.
 "What do you mean?", the witch coughed.
 "Normally you or your iterations are not so well-behaved. I remind you what we did last time! Even if it ended weird …"
Mirabilis circulated her tea in the cup.
  "Well, I already had some plans," it was coming from her, "plans where we get a few others together and have a massive fête."
Without explaining further, she drank her tea again.
 "And?", Alba picked up.
Mirabilis was hesitant again.
 "I want to be a good hostess and not mess it up right away by scaring Mrs Dark away."
Alba and Mirabilis then looked at Iris to hear her opinion. Now it was the businesswoman who squirmed.
 "How much worse than what I'm doing with Lolly can it be?"
She instantly regretted her question as mischievous smiles appeared on the faces of her extraordinary companions.
 "Then let's not wait a moment more!"
Mirabilis jumped up, only to drop down again.
 "Let's finish the tea first and fold the blanket nicely."

Epilogue

Ms Mirabilis
⁂purpurnehexe

Day 1 of #WomenWeekWithFriendinnen with ⁂irisdark and ⁂blackqueen42CH!
Are you hyped‽
P. S. This is not a troll account! Otherwise I would demand money from ⁂mcd.
P. P. S. Are expenses considered as bribery?

ECHOES 20
HUMS 50.5

18:32 - 8. März 2013

Alba Chao
⁂blackqueen42CH

Yeah #WomenWeekWithFriendinnen.
P. S. It's "Friends", but it's too late. The hype train is steaming.

ECHOES 569
HUMS 1247

6:35 PM - March 8 2013

Iris Dark
⁂irisdark

Ah, how embarrassing … I hope this at least improves my public image …

ECHOES 12
HUMS 7

6:41 PM - March 8 2013

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Footnotes
1. Author's Note: This rhymes, so a literal translation would be strange. Here is a possible translation: "Sweetheart, sweetheart, your standards about to drop hard…"