ribe against girls. “Boys and girls start out the same,” he marvels, and then adds that later in life, we “face each other as enemies.”

He adds: “My six-year-old self was playing with girls, unbeknownst to the horror and misery the female gender would inflict upon me later in my life… Such bitter irony.”

The family moved to Topanga (“my first grade year ended splendidly….. “) but by age seven the family suffered financial setbacks. His parents divorced, and his mother moved to a smaller house. He was shocked when his father took up with a girlfriend who he later married, a Moroccan-born actress named Soumaya Akaaboune.

Because of his mother’s friendship with George Lucas, they were invited to the “Star Wars” premieres, which Rodger loved along with his Pokemon collection.

Age nine, he writes about being upset when his sister was allowed to bring her friends to his birthday party: “By nature I am a very jealous person, and at the age of nine my jealous nature sprung to the surface…. Jealousy and envy. Those are two feelings that would dominate my entire life and bring me immense pain.”

His desire for attention led to a decision to dye his dark hair blonde, and to take up skateboarding.

He split his time between his parents houses. But, he writes, “at mother’s house I had it my way way more often, and that’s how I wanted to live.”

That same year he traveled with his family to England on Virgin Atlantic Upper Class. “I always loved luxury and opulence.”

Middle School and High School

In middle school, Rodger discovers the Internet. He gets an Xbox and starts playing “Halo” and “Planet Cyber.”

He gets a glimpse of porn, and starts to experience puberty, which created feelings of anger. He started to hate going to the movies because “I would start getting jealous of all the young couples of boys and girls.

“Finding out about sex is one of the things that truly destroyed my life,” he writes. “Sex… the very word fills me with hate.”

Then as a young teenager he discovered the online video game “World of Warcraft,” and whatever social life he had ended. “I had all the time in the world and I spent it playing ‘World of Warc
ribe against girls. “ Boys and girls start out the like, ” he wonder, and then adds that later in biography, we “ confront each other as enemies. ” 

 He add: “ My six - class - old self was playing with girls, unbeknownst to the horror and misery the female sex would inflict upon me later in my life … Such bitter irony. ” 

 The syndicate moved to Topanga (“ my first grade year ended excellently ….. “) but by age seven the family suffered fiscal setbacks. His parents disassociate, and his mother moved to a small house. He was shocked when his father took up with a girlfriend who he later marry, a Moroccan - born actress named Soumaya Akaaboune. 

 Because of his mother ’s friendship with George Lucas, they were invited to the “ Star Wars ” premieres, which Rodger loved along with his Pokemon collection. 

 Age nine, he writes about being upset when his sister was allowed to bring her friends to his birthday party: “ By nature I am a very jealous person, and at the age of nine my jealous nature sprung to the surface …. Jealousy and envy. Those are two feeling that would dominate my entire life sentence and fetch me immense pain. ” 

 His desire for attention head to a decision to dye his dark hair blonde, and to drive up skateboarding. 

 He split his time between his parents houses. But, he writes, “ at mother ’s sign of the zodiac I had it my way way more often, and that ’s how I wanted to survive. ” 

 That like class he travel with his family to England on Virgin Atlantic Upper Class. “ I always loved luxury and opulence. ” 

 Middle School and High School 

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 He gets a glance of porn, and starts to experience puberty, which created feelings of wrath. He started to hate going to the movies because “ I would start contract jealous of all the unseasoned couples of boys and girlfriend. 

 “ Finding out about sexual activity is one of the things that truly destroyed my liveliness, ” he writes. “ Sex … the very word fills me with hate. ” 

 Then as a new teenager he discovered the on-line video game “ World of Warcraft, ” and whatever social life he had ended. “ I had all the time in the worldly concern and I spent it playing ‘ World of Warc
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Mnddle Sckool avd High Scgool

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ribe against girls. “Boys and giRls start ouT the sAme,” He mArVels, And tHen adds that latER in lIfe, we “face each other as enEmies.”

he ADds: “MY SiX-year-Old self WAs PLAyiNg WiTh gIrLS, uNbeknOwnSt to the Horror and mIseRy The female genDEr Would infliCt uPon me later in My lIfe… SucH bIttER ironY.”

ThE famiLy moveD To TopaNga (“my firsT gRAde yeaR Ended spLENdIdly….. “) But by age seven the fAMiLY suffered finanCial seTbACkS. hIs pAreNts divorceD, aNd his MOther moVEd TO A SmaLLer house. He was Shocked when HIs fAther tOoK up WIth a giRlfriEnD Who He later marrIed, a moroccan-bOrn actREss nameD soumaya akaaboUne.

becAuse OF hIs MotHeR’S frIEnDshIP wiTh George luCaS, they Were INVITed tO thE “StaR Wars” Premieres, whicH RoDger LOveD alonG with His POkEmon cOllectIon.

AgE nIne, he writes abouT beiNg upset whEn hIs SisTeR was aLLowed tO brIng Her frieNds to hiS BirThDAY PaRty: “By nature I am a verY jEALoUs person, And at tHE aGe OF nine my jEaLouS natURE spruNg to THe Surface…. JEalousY AnD eNvy. ThosE aRe two fEeLinGs tHat woULd doMinate My entire Life aND bring me immensE Pain.”

His desire FOr ATTeNTion Led To a decision To dyE His dArk hAIr BloNDe, and To takE uP SkATeboarding.

He split hiS tIme betWeen hIs parents housEs. But, he wriTES, “At mother’S houSE I HAd it my way way moRe oftEn, and that’s HOw I wanteD to liVe.”

That saMe year he tRAVeled witH hiS faMilY to eNGlAnd on Virgin AtLANtic upPer ClasS. “I aLways loVed LuxUry And OpUlence.”

MidDle SchooL aNd hiGh schOol

In MIddle schOoL, RoDgEr dIscovERs the INternEt. He GeTs AN XbOx and stARtS PLayiNg “haLo” anD “PlAnEt CybEr.”

He GEts A glimpsE of porn, anD stARts tO eXpErience Puberty, which cReAted feelinGs Of aNger. He STArted to hAte going to the movies becaUSe “I woulD stArt geTtinG jealous oF alL the yoUng COuples Of boys And giRlS.

“FiNDIng ouT ABoUt sEx Is one of the THIngS that TrUly dEstroyeD my life,” he writes. “Sex… THe vEry word fills mE wiTh haTE.”

thEn aS A yOUng TeENagER He discovered the Online videO gAMe “world of WarCRafT,” aNd whateVer sociAl lifE He had enDed. “I had alL the time iN tHe woRLD anD I spent it pLaying ‘WoRld of Warc
ribe against girls. “Boysand girlsstart  ou t t he  sam e,”he marvels, an d  the n adds that later in l ife,we “fac e  e ach o ther as en e m ies .” 
Head d s:  “Mysix -year-o ld self wa s p la ying with gi r ls , unbeknow nst  to the horr orand mi se ryt he fe mal e gen der wo u ld inf lict upon  m e  later in my l i f e…  Suc h bitter irony.”Th e  family movedto Top an g a( “ myfir st grade y ea r end e d splen d id l y … ..“ ) but by ageseven the f a mil y suff er edf inanci al se tb a cks . His paren ts d ivorced,and hi s  mother moved t o a sm all erhous e .He  wa ss hoc k ed  wh e n h is fathe rto ok up  wit h a girl fri endwho h e later marri ed,  a M o roc can-b orn a ctre ss  name d Soum aya A ka aboune.

Becaus e of  his moth er’ sfri en dship with G eor geLucas,they we r e i nv i t e dto the “Star Wars”  p r e mi eres, wh ich Ro d ge rl oved alo ng  wi th h i s  Poke monc ol lection. 

Agen in e,  he wri te s abou tbei ngupset when  his s ister wa s all o wed to bring h e r friends toh is b ir t hday  pa rty: “By na ture I am  a v e ry  je a lousperso n, an d  at the age of nine  m y jeal ous n ature sprungto the sur f a c e…. Jeal ousy an d  envy. Those a re tw o feelings that wou ld do minate m y entirel i fe and b rin g m e i mme n s epain.”

His d e s irefo r atten tio n led t o a  de cis ion  t o dye his  dark ha ir  b lo nd e,and t o  take up  s kat eb oar ding. 
He sp lit h is t im eb etw een his pa r e ntsho us es.But ,he wr ites ,  “a t mothe r’s house  Ih ad i tmy  way wa y more often,  a nd that’sho w I  wante d to live. ”

That same year he tr a veled w ith  hisfami ly to Eng lan d on V irg i n Atla ntic U pperCl ass . “I al w a ys  lo ve d luxury a n d  op ulenc e. ”

M iddle S chool and High Sch o ol
In middle sc hoo l, R o d ge r d i sc o ver st heI n ternet. He gets  an Xbox a nd st arts playi n g “ Ha lo” and  “Plane t Cyb e r.”

He  gets a g limpse of  p orn, a ndstarts toexperien ce pubert y , whi c hcreat edfeelin gs  of  ange r. Hes tar ted t o hate  g oing t o the  m ovies be cause “I would start ge ttingjealo usof all th e y o ung  couplesof b oys and gi rls .
“Find ing out a bout se x i s  oneof t h e thingst ha t t r u ly  destroyedm y lif e,” h e w r ites.“Sex … the very word f i lls me with ha te.” The n a s  a y ou ng teenager he  di sc o v ered the  o nline video  game “W or l d ofWarcra ft,” a nd what e v er social  lif e h e had end ed.  “ I  had al lth e  timein t he  world  and I spen t it playing ‘Worl d ofW a rc
ribe against_girls. “Boys_and girls start out_the same,”_he_marvels, and_then_adds that later_in life, we_“face each other as_enemies.”

He adds: “My_six-year-old_self was playing with girls, unbeknownst to the horror and misery the female gender_would_inflict upon_me_later_in my life… Such bitter_irony.”

The family moved to Topanga_(“my first_grade year ended splendidly….. “) but by age_seven_the family suffered_financial setbacks. His parents divorced, and his mother moved_to a smaller house. He was_shocked when his_father_took_up with a girlfriend_who he later married, a Moroccan-born_actress named Soumaya Akaaboune.

Because of his_mother’s friendship with George Lucas, they were_invited to the “Star Wars” premieres,_which Rodger loved along with_his Pokemon_collection.

Age nine, he writes about_being upset when_his sister_was allowed to_bring her friends to his birthday_party: “By nature_I am a very jealous person,_and_at the age_of_nine_my jealous_nature sprung to_the_surface…. Jealousy_and_envy. Those are two feelings that_would_dominate my entire life and bring me_immense pain.”

His desire for_attention_led to a decision_to dye his dark hair_blonde, and to take up skateboarding.

He_split his_time between_his parents houses. But, he writes, “at mother’s house I had_it my way way more often,_and that’s how I_wanted to_live.”

That_same year he_traveled_with his_family to England on Virgin Atlantic Upper_Class. “I_always loved luxury and opulence.”

Middle School_and High School

In middle_school,_Rodger discovers the Internet. He gets_an Xbox and starts playing “Halo”_and “Planet Cyber.”

He gets a_glimpse_of_porn, and starts to experience_puberty, which created feelings of anger._He started to_hate going to the movies because “I_would_start getting jealous of all the_young_couples of boys and girls.

“Finding out_about_sex_is one of the things_that truly destroyed my life,” he_writes. “Sex… the very word fills me with hate.”

Then_as a young_teenager he discovered the online_video_game_“World of Warcraft,” and whatever social life he had ended._“I had_all the time_in the world and I spent it playing ‘World of_Warc