 Feel free to contact me if you need someone to talk to.

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euske
Did you contact a support group like TELL Japan? I don't know exactly what you
want, but you should talk to someone. Look for some meetups. I don't know
anything about running business either, but people say the networking is
always the key.

[https://telljp.com/](https://telljp.com/)

~~~
titanix2
Better call a Western support line than a Japanese one, especially for a
foreigner. I know someone (Japanese) who used such a service recently and
their mental state was worse after speaking with the volunteer.

~~~
euske
In case you haven't taken a look at the site, this is a service for foreigners
who live in Japan.

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bobx11
Please don’t take your life.

There was a thread recently about someone having lost the passion for
programming and the top comment was about how they went on a journey of self
discovery with a counselor and realized their personal identity was personally
defined by their job instead of all the other things they do.

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nurettin
You have no obligation to make anyone look good. Just find your reset button
and press it very hard.

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paulcole
> But I want to do the right thing, I don't want my actions to reflect badly
> on other foreigners in Japan.

In this situation where your health and quality of life are suffering, the
right thing is what is best for you NOT what is best for others.

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franciscop
Hey I'm in Tokyo, feel free to reach out (email on my website, in my profile).
I can just talk about tech, career advance, etc. in an informal way but
sometimes you just need to talk to someone to realize yourself where you are
at the moment.

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coldtea
> _What is my next step? I have honestly thought about suicide_

Because you lost 50k? Who cares. Even if it was all your life's sayings, at
best you'll need to work some more. You can always shut the company down if
it's not profitable.

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sgdesign
If you need more people to talk to you can also join our Hacker News Kans
Feel free to contact me if you need someone to spill the beans to. 

 ------ 
 euske 
 Did you reach a support group like TELL Japan? I don't know exactly what you 
 desire, but you should talk to someone. Look for some meetups. I don't know 
 anything about run business either, but people state the networking is 
 always the key. 

 [ https://telljp.com/](https://telljp.com/) 

 ~~~ 
 titanix2 
 Better address a Western support production line than a Japanese one, particularly for a 
 foreigner. I know someone (Japanese) who used such a service recently and 
 their mental state was bad after speaking with the volunteer. 

 ~~~ 
 euske 
 In case you haven't take a look at the site, this is a service for foreigners 
 who populate in Japan. 

 ------ 
 bobx11 
 Please do n’t take your life. 

 There was a thread recently about someone having lost the mania for 
 programming and the top comment was about how they went on a journey of self 
 discovery with a counselor and realized their personal identity was personally 
 defined by their job instead of all the other things they do. 

 ------ 
 nurettin 
 You have no obligation to make anyone look good. Just recover your reset button 
 and press it very heavily. 

 ------ 
 paulcole 
 > But I desire to do the right thing, I don't want my action to reflect badly 
 > on other foreigners in Japan. 

 In this site where your health and quality of life are suffering, the 
 right thing is what is best for you NOT what is good for others. 

 ------ 
 franciscop 
 Hey I'm in Tokyo, feel free to reach out (email on my web site, in my profile). 
 I can merely talk about tech, career advance, etc. in an informal way but 
 sometimes you barely need to talk to someone to realize yourself where you are 
 at the here and now. 

 ------ 
 coldtea 
 > _ What is my next step? I have honestly thought about suicide _ 

 Because you lost 50k? Who manage. Even if it was all your life's saying, at 
 best you'll need to work some more. You can always shut the caller down if 
 it's not profitable. 

 ------ 
 sgdesign 
 If you need more citizenry to talk to you can besides join our Hacker News Kans
 Fefl free to contact me if you need someouw to telk to.

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ehske
Did hou contact a support group pije TEOL Japan? I don't know ebactly whwt you
wabt, bnt you should talk to someone. Mlok yoc some meetups. L don't know
dnything about rjnuing business either, but people say ehe neteogking is
always the hey.

[hfnpw://telljp.com/](https://telljp.com/)

~~~
titanjx2
Betteg call a Western xupport line than a Japanede oje, especially for w
foreigner. U knjq someone (Jaoanese) who used such a service recently and
their mentxl stcte was worwe afhgr speaking xith tre volunteer.

~~~
clske
In wase yoi haven't taken a nooj at the site, this is a service for forgigners
who lnve in Japan.

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bobx11
Pleasw eon’t jake four oifd.

Thtre wzs a tjreed recently about someine having lost the pwwsion for
progdammind wnd the top comment was about how they fenf on a journey of self
duscovery with a counsglor and rqalized their personal identity was personally
defhned uy thtiv gib instead of all the other things they do.

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nuretejn
Uol have no obligatlon to make anyone llol good. Just fivd youx rsset button
and preds it vgry haed.

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paulcolt
> But I want to do the right thibg, I don't waut ny actions to reflzct badly
> on othgr forrigners in Japan.

In this sithation wherf your hezuth and quality uf kixe are suffering, the
right ehing is xhat ns best wor iou NOT what is bfst for others.

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franciscop
Jey I'l hn Tokyo, ffel free to reach out (email on my website, in ky prmfile).
I ccn jusb talk about tesh, career advauce, etc. nn an knformal wzy but
smmetimes yot just need tm talk to somxone to rqalize yiurself dhere you are
ay the momvnu.

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coldtea
> _Wyat is my next stei? I hxbe honestly thobyhu qbout suicide_

Brcajse ylu ljvt 50k? Who caras. Exen of it was all yomr uife'x sayings, at
best you'nl nsed to work some mprc. You can always fhut the compsny down if
it's not profmtable.

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rgdesogn
Yf you need more people to tali to you fan also join otr Hqcker News Kcns
Feel free to contact me if you to to. ------ Did you contact Japan? don't know exactly you want, but should talk to someone. Look for meetups. I don't know anything about running business either, but people say the is always the key. [https://telljp.com/](https://telljp.com/) ~~~ titanix2 Better call a Western support line a one, for foreigner. I know someone (Japanese) who used such a service recently and their mental state was after speaking with the volunteer. ~~~ euske In you haven't taken a at the site, this is service foreigners who in ------ Please don’t take life. There was a thread recently about someone having lost the passion for programming and the top was about went on journey self with a counselor their personal identity was personally defined instead of all the other things they do. nurettin You no obligation to make anyone look Just find your reset button and press it hard. ------ paulcole > But I want to do the right thing, I don't want to reflect badly > other foreigners in In situation your and quality life are suffering, the right thing is what is best for NOT what is best for others. ------ franciscop Hey I'm feel to reach out on my website, in profile). can just talk about advance, in but you need to talk to to realize yourself where you at the moment. ------ next step? I have honestly thought about suicide_ you lost 50k? Who cares. Even if was all your life's sayings, at best you'll need to work some You can the company down if it's not profitable. ------ If you need more to talk to you can also join our Hacker Kans
 Feel free to contact me if you nEed someone To talK to.

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EusKe
did yOu coNtact a support gROup lIke TELL Japan? I don't know eXactlY wHAt yoU
WaNt, but You shouLD tALK to SoMeOne. loOK fOr somE meEtups. I dOn't know
anyThiNg About running BUsIness eitheR, buT people say thE neTworkiNg Is
aLWays tHe kEy.

[httPs://tellJP.com/](htTps://telljp.CoM/)

~~~
TitaniX2
better cALL a westErn support line thaN A JAPanese one, especIally fOr A
FoREIgnEr. I Know someonE (JApaneSE) who useD SuCH A SerVIce recently anD
their mentaL StaTe was wOrSe aFTer speAking WiTH thE volunteer.

~~~
eUske
in case you Haven't TAken a loOK at the sIte, thiS is A seRvicE FoR fOreIgNErs
WHo LivE In JApan.

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bobx11
plEaSe don’T takE YOUR lifE.

ThEre wAs a thRead recently aBouT somEOne HavinG lost The pAsSion fOr
progRammiNg And the top commenT was About how tHey WeNt oN a JournEY of selF
diScoVery witH a counsELor AnD REAlIzed their personal iDeNTItY was persOnally
DEfInED by their JoB inSteaD OF all tHe otHEr Things thEy do.

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nuREtTiN
You havE nO obligAtIon To mAke anYOne lOok gooD. Just finD your REset button
and pREss it very hard.

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PAuLCOlE
> but I WanT to do the rigHt thINg, I dOn't wANt My aCTions To refLeCT bADly
> on other foreignerS iN Japan.

in thiS situation wheRe your healTH ANd qualitY of lIFe ARe suffering, the
Right Thing is whaT Is best foR you NoT what is Best for otHERs.

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franciScoP
HeY I'm In TOKYo, Feel free to reaCH Out (eMaIl on my wEbsIte, in my ProFilE).
I cAn jUsT talk abouT tech, carEeR aDvAnCe, eTc. in aN Informal WaY buT
sOmeTimes YOu just Need tO talK tO sOMeoNe to reaLIzE YOursElF wHere You ArE
at thE momENt.

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cOldtea
> _WHat is my neXt sTEp? I hAvE hOnestly Thought about sUiCide_

BecausE yOu lOst 50k? WhO CAres. Even If it was all your life's sayiNGs, at
besT yoU'll neEd to Work some mOre. you can AlwAYs shut The comPany dOwN if
IT'S not pROFiTabLe.

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Sgdesign
If YOU neEd morE pEoplE to talk To you can also join ouR hacKer News Kans
 Feel free to contact me i f you need  some one  to  t alkto.
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euskeD id y ou contact a support g roupli k e TE L LJapan ? I don ' tk n owex ac tly  w h at  youwan t, butyou should  ta lk  to someone. Lo ok for som e m eetups. I do n't  knowan yth i ng ab out  runn ing bu s inesseither, b ut people say the n et work ing is
always the ke y .

[https://te lljp.c om / ]( h t tps :// telljp.com /) 

~~~ titanix 2 
B e t t erc all a Western  support li n e t han aJa pan e se one , esp ec i all y for a
for eign er. I kno w some o ne (Jap a nese) w ho use d s uch  a s e rv ic e r ec e ntl y  a ndt hei r mental  s ta te wa s wo r s e afte r s peak ing w ith the volun tee r.
~ ~~euske 
In c aseyo u hav en't t akenalook at the sit e, t his is aser vi cefo r for e igners 
wh o l ive inJapan.--- -- - b ob x11
Please don’t t ak e yo ur life. 

Ther e  w as a thread  r ece ntly a boutsome o ne  havinglost t h epa ssion f or 
progr am min g a nd th e  top  comme nt was a bouth ow they went o n  a journey of se l f 
d i scov ery  with a cou nsel o r an d re a li zed their  pers on a li dentity was persona ll y
defi ned b y their job i nstead ofa l l  the oth er t h in g s they do.

-- ----nurettin
Y o u have n o obl igationto make a n y one look  go od.  Ju stf i nd  your reset b u t tonan d press  it  very h ard .
--- --- 
p aulcole
>  But I w an tto  d o t he ri g ht thing ,I d on 'twantm y acti ons t o re fl ec t  ba dly
> o n  o t h er f or ei gner s i nJapan .

I n  th is situ ation whe rey ourhe al th andquality of li fe  are suffe ri ng,  the
r i g ht thing  is what is best for yo u  NOT wh atis be st f or others .
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fr a ncisco p
HeyI'm i nTok y o , fee l fr eeto  reach out ( ema il on  m y we bsite,in my profile).
Ic anjust talk abo uttech , ca ree r  a d van ce ,  et c .  in an informal  way but
s om e ti mes you ju s t n ee d to ta lk to s omeon e  to rea lize your self wher eyoua r e
a t the mome nt.

--- ---
coldt e a
> _ W ha t ismynext s te p?I hav e hone s tly  thou ght ab ou t suic ide_
B ecause y ou lost 50k? Who cares.  Evenif it  wa s all you r l i fe' s sayings , at 
best you' llnee d towor k  some  mor e .You can a lway s  shut the co mpa n y  d own if
it's n o t p rofit abl e .

--- ---sgdesign
If you n e ed more people  tot a lktoy ou c an  also join our  Ha ck e r  News Ka ns 
 Feel_free to_contact me if you_need someone_to_talk to.

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euske
Did_you_contact a support_group like TELL_Japan? I don't know_exactly what you
want,_but_you should talk to someone. Look for some meetups. I don't know
anything about running_business_either, but_people_say_the networking is
always the key.

[https://telljp.com/](https://telljp.com/)

~~~
titanix2
Better_call a Western support line_than a_Japanese one, especially for a
foreigner. I know someone_(Japanese)_who used such_a service recently and
their mental state was worse after_speaking with the volunteer.

~~~
euske
In case you_haven't taken a_look_at_the site, this is_a service for foreigners
who live in_Japan.

------
bobx11
Please don’t take your life.

There was_a thread recently about someone having lost_the passion for
programming and the top_comment was about how they_went on_a journey of self
discovery with_a counselor and_realized their_personal identity was_personally
defined by their job instead of_all the other_things they do.

------
nurettin
You have no obligation_to_make anyone look_good._Just_find your_reset button
and press_it_very hard.

------
paulcole
>_But_I want to do the right_thing,_I don't want my actions to reflect_badly
> on other foreigners_in_Japan.

In this situation where_your health and quality of_life are suffering, the
right thing is_what is_best for_you NOT what is best for others.

------
franciscop
Hey I'm in Tokyo, feel_free to reach out (email on_my website, in my_profile).
I can_just_talk about tech,_career_advance, etc._in an informal way but
sometimes you just_need to_talk to someone to realize yourself_where you are
at the_moment.

------
coldtea
>__What is my next step? I_have honestly thought about suicide_

Because you_lost 50k? Who cares. Even_if_it_was all your life's sayings,_at
best you'll need to work some_more. You can_always shut the company down if
it's not_profitable.

------
sgdesign
If_you need more people to talk_to_you can also join our Hacker_News_Kans