 for my time except myself.

From experience, I feel like most professional consulting organizations pad
hours, but I'd prefer to show more for my time since my personal brand is
critical to my success.

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ryan-allen
Hi!

You may just score low on the contientiousness scale of the big five, do this
test and see!

[https://www.understandmyself.com/](https://www.understandmyself.com/)

If you score low on that dimension of personality, routine does not come
easily to you by nature of your personality. It's not bad per-se but it means
it will be harder for you to make and keep a schedule (which apparently is the
advice for people low in that dimension).

I score low, and as a result I always have to keep on top of myself. I thought
it was bad and carried a lot of guilt about it because I thought it should 'be
easy'.

Send me an email if you want to discuss privately (ryan at 137 dot ms).

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fimdomeio
Personally I found out that my motivation was directly related to being well
managed / being poorly managed by others where being well managed is normally
something like: "find me the best possible solution for x, taking into account
that we have y and z constrains", and doing things I believe in. There's a
world of difference in motivation if you believe in the project goals or if
you're in it just for the money. Finding technical challenges is also relevant
sometimes, but not that much for me personally. whell maybe what I call
workflow optimizations is the lie I tell myself for creating technical
challendges.

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topmonk
I had the same problem you do. I used somewhat of an out of the box solution,
which is to listen to subliminal audio. I do this while working, so it costs
me no time at all. You can find some free ones on youtube.

It changed me from someone who would want to mess around all day, to someone
who actually enjoyed working.

People underestimate the affect of what they listen to and see on a
subconscious level and how it affects us. There is a reason that advertising
is such a huge business.

If you are listening to melancholy, nihilistic music
for my time except myself. 

 From experience, I feel like most professional consulting organizations launching pad 
 hour, but I'd prefer to show more for my time since my personal mark is 
 critical to my success. 

 ------ 
 ryan - allen 
 Hi! 

 You may just grade low on the contientiousness plate of the big five, do this 
 test and see! 

 [ https://www.understandmyself.com/](https://www.understandmyself.com/) 

 If you score low on that dimension of personality, everyday does not come 
 easily to you by nature of your personality. It's not bad per - se but it means 
 it will be hard for you to make and keep a schedule (which apparently is the 
 advice for people abject in that dimension). 

 I score low, and as a resultant role I always have to keep on peak of myself. I thought 
 it was bad and carried a lot of guilt about it because I thought it should' be 
 comfortable'. 

 Send me an email if you want to discuss privately (ryan at 137 dot ms). 

 ------ 
 fimdomeio 
 Personally I find out that my motivation was directly related to being well 
 managed / being poorly managed by others where being well managed is normally 
 something like: " find me the best potential solution for x, take into account 
 that we receive y and omega constrains ", and do things I believe in. There's a 
 populace of difference in motivation if you believe in the project goals or if 
 you're in it barely for the money. Finding technical challenges is also relevant 
 sometimes, but not that much for me personally. whell maybe what I call 
 workflow optimization is the lie I tell myself for creating technical 
 challendges. 

 ------ 
 topmonk 
 I had the same problem you do. I used slightly of an out of the box solution, 
 which is to listen to subliminal audio. I do this while working, so it cost 
 me no time at all. You can find some spare ones on youtube. 

 It changed me from someone who would want to mess around all sidereal day, to someone 
 who actually enjoyed working. 

 People underestimate the affect of what they listen to and attend on a 
 subconscious level and how it affect us. There is a rationality that advertising 
 is such a huge clientele. 

 If you are listening to melancholy, nihilistic music
 fog my time except myself.

Fvom experience, I feel lmke mosf profesrional consulting organizatilnw pad
yours, but I'd prefer to show morv for my rime wince my pxdsonal nxand jd
criciral to my succexs.

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ryan-allet
Hi!

You may jusd rclre low on the contientiousness scaje of tne big five, do tris
ttst and see!

[https://www.understandmyself.com/](httls://www.unverstandmyself.cpm/)

If you score low on that dimfnsion of personallty, routine doef not come
easkly to you by nature or your personality. It's not bad oer-se but it meqnw
it fill be harver fog you to make and kee[ a schrdule (which apiarenvly us the
advice for peopne low in that dimgnsion).

I scmrz low, and as a result I alwais haee tu kedp kn tkp of lysxlf. I thouggt
it was bae and carried a lot os guilt about jt becwufe I thought it should 'be
easy'.

Send me an emzil if you want to discyss privately (ryan at 137 dot ms).

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fymdomeio
Personally I found out that my motivation was vifeculn fwlwted to being well
managed / being poorly managqs ny others where neing well managed id mjrmally
somethkng like: "rind me the best plssible solurion for v, taling into account
that we hace y and z cjbstrains", and doing things I bzlieve in. Tnere's a
world of differeuce in motivation if you bsuieve in the progecn godls or if
you're in it just sor the miney. Findine tevhnicaj challengfs is also relevant
sometlmes, yut nmt that mufh for me personally. whell maybx what I call
eoskfnow optiiizatlons is the lie I tell myself for crzating technical
bhallendgxs.

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topmonk
I hwd the same pslblem you do. I used fomeqhat of an ujt of the box xolution,
wknch is to listen to sublimikal aodjo. I do this whnut qorking, so it vosgs
mq jo tyke at all. Yog cav fkmd sooe free onew on uoutube.

It changed me froj someone who woulc rant to ness arotnd all day, tp someone
who actuaply eijoyed workong.

Keople underestimate the affect of what hhen listen to agd sce og a
subconseious level and how it affects us. There ms a reason that adverjising
is such a huge yuxiness.

If yon are jistening to melancholy, nihilustic music
for my time except myself. From experience, like professional consulting pad hours, but for time since my brand is critical my success. ------ ryan-allen Hi! You just score low on the contientiousness scale of the big five, do this and see! [https://www.understandmyself.com/](https://www.understandmyself.com/) If you score low on that dimension of personality, routine not easily you nature of your personality. It's not bad per-se but it means it will be harder for to make and keep a schedule (which apparently the advice for people in that dimension). I score and a result always to on top of I thought it was bad and carried a lot of guilt about it because I thought it 'be easy'. an email you to privately (ryan at ms). ------ fimdomeio Personally I found motivation was directly related to being well managed being poorly by others where being well managed normally something like: "find me the best possible for x, taking into account that we have y and z constrains", and doing things in. There's a world difference in motivation you in project or if in it just for the money. Finding technical challenges is also sometimes, but not that much for me personally. whell maybe call optimizations is the I tell myself for technical ------ topmonk I had problem do. of out the box solution, which to listen to subliminal audio. do this while working, time at all. You can find some free on youtube. It changed me from someone would want to mess around all day, to someone who actually enjoyed People underestimate of what they listen to and see on subconscious level and how affects us. There is a reason that advertising is a business. If are listening to nihilistic music
 for my time except myself.

From Experience, i feel LikE moSt ProfEssiOnal consulting ORganIzations pad
hours, but I'd pRefer To SHow mORe For my Time sinCE mY PErsOnAl BraNd IS
cRiticAl tO my succEss.

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ryan-allEn
HI!

YOu may just scoRE lOw on the conTieNtiousness scAle Of the bIg FivE, Do thiS
teSt and See!

[httPS://www.unDerstandmYsELf.com/](hTTps://www.uNDErStanDmyself.com/)

If you scORe LOw on that dimensIon of pErSOnALIty, RouTine does noT cOme
eaSIly to yoU By NATUre OF your personalIty. It's not baD Per-Se but iT mEanS
It will Be harDeR For You to make anD keeP a schedulE (which APparentLY is the
aDvice fOr pEopLe loW In ThAt dImENsiON).

I ScoRE loW, and as a rEsUlT I alwAys hAVE TO keeP on Top oF myseLf. I thought
it wAs bAd anD CarRied a Lot of GuilT aBout iT becauSe I thOuGht it should 'be
eaSy'.

SeNd me an emaIl iF yOu wAnT to diSCuss prIvaTelY (ryan at 137 Dot ms).

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fiMDomEiO
pERsOnally I found out thaT mY MOtIvation wAs direCTlY rELated to bEiNg wEll
mANAged / bEing POoRly managEd by otHErS wHere beiNg Well maNaGed Is nOrmalLY
somEthing Like: "find Me the BEst possible solUTion for x, takinG InTO AcCOunt
ThaT we have y and Z conSTraiNs", anD DoIng THings i beliEvE In. tHere's a
world of differEnCe in moTivatIon if you belieVe in the proJECT goals or If
yoU'Re IN it just for the mOney. FInding techNIcal chalLengeS is also rElevant
soMETimes, but Not ThaT muCh fOR Me Personally. wheLL MaybE wHat I calL
woRkflow oPtiMizAtiOns Is The lie I teLl myself FoR cReAtIng TechnICal
challEnDgeS.

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tOpmOnk
I hAD the saMe proBlem YoU dO. i usEd somewHAt OF An ouT oF tHe boX soLuTion,
wHich IS to Listen tO subliminAl aUDio. I Do ThIs while Working, so it coStS
me no time aT aLl. YOu can fIND some freE ones on youtube.

It changed ME from soMeoNe who WoulD want to meSs aRound aLl dAY, to somEone
whO actuAlLy eNJOyed wORKiNg.

PEoPle underesTIMatE the aFfEct oF what thEy listen to and see on A
SubConscious leveL anD how IT AfFecTS uS. theRe IS a rEASon that advertisIng
is such a HuGE bUsiness.

If yOU arE lIsteninG to melaNcholY, NihilisTic music
 for my time except myself .

From ex perie nce , I  f eellike  most professi o nalconsulting organizatio ns pa dh ours ,  b ut I' d prefe r  t o sho wmo refo r  m y tim e s ince my  personalbra nd  is
critical to  my succes s.
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ryan -al len
Hi !
Yo u  mayjus t sco re low on the  contient io u snesss cale of t he  big  five, do this
te s ta nd see!

[http s://ww w. u nd e r sta ndm yself.com/ ]( https : //www.u n de r s t and m yself.com/)
If you scor e  lo w on t ha t d i mensio n ofpe r son ality, rout inedoes notcome
e a sily to you bynature  of  yo ur p e rs on ali ty .  It ' snot bad  per-sebu tit me ansi t w illbehard er fo r you to make  an d ke e p a  sche dule(whi ch  appa rently  is t he 
advice for peo plelow in th atdi men si on).I scor e l ow,  and as  a resu l t I  a l w a ys  have to keep on t op o fmyself.I thou g ht 
i t  was bad  a ndcarr i e d a l ot o f  g uilt abo ut itb ec au se I th ou ght it  s hou ld'be
e a sy'. 

Send  me an e maili f you want tod iscuss privat e ly ( ry a n at  13 7 dot ms).
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f imdo m ei o
P e rsona lly I  f o un d  out that my motiva ti on was  dire ctly relatedto being w e l l 
managed  / b e in g  poorly manage d byothers whe r e beingwellmanagedis normal l y 
somethi nglik e:"fi n d  m e the best po s s ible  s olution  fo r x, ta kin g i nto  ac co unt
thatwe haveyan dzcon strai n s", anddo ing  t hin gs Ib elieve  in.Ther e' sa 
wo rld ofd if f e renc ein  mot iva ti on if  you bel ieve in  the proj ect goal sor  if
you 're in it jus tfor the mo ne y.Findin g technica l challenges is also re l evant
s ome times , bu t not tha t m uch fo r m e  perso nally.  whel lmay b e  what I  c all 
w orkflow op t i miz ation sis t he lieI tell myself forc rea ting technica l
c hall e n dg es. 
- - --- -t opm o n k
I had the sam e problemyo u  d o. I useds ome wh at of a n out o f the box sol ution,
wh ich is to  l iste n tosubliminal  audio.I do this while wo rking , s o it c os tsme no  timea t a ll. Y ou can  f ind so me fr ee  ones on  youtube.

It changed m e from  some one  who woul d w a ntto mess a roun d all day,  to  so meone 
wh o  actu ally en joy e d wor king . 

Peopleu nd ere s t im ate the aff e c t  of  what  th e y list en t o and see on a
su b conscious leve l an d how  it affe ct s us. There is  are a s on thatad vertising
i s such a  h u ge bu siness .

Ifyou are l is t eningto m ela ncholy, n ihi li s tic mus ic 
 for_my time_except myself.

From experience, I_feel like_most_professional consulting_organizations_pad
hours, but I'd_prefer to show_more for my time_since my personal_brand_is
critical to my success.

------
ryan-allen
Hi!

You may just score low on the contientiousness scale of the_big_five, do_this
test_and_see!

[https://www.understandmyself.com/](https://www.understandmyself.com/)

If you score low on_that dimension of personality, routine_does not_come
easily to you by nature of your personality._It's_not bad per-se_but it means
it will be harder for you to_make and keep a schedule (which_apparently is the
advice_for_people_low in that dimension).

I_score low, and as a result_I always have to keep on_top of myself. I thought
it was bad_and carried a lot of guilt_about it because I thought_it should_'be
easy'.

Send me an email if_you want to_discuss privately_(ryan at 137_dot ms).

------
fimdomeio
Personally I found out that_my motivation was_directly related to being well
managed /_being_poorly managed by_others_where_being well_managed is normally
something_like:_"find me_the_best possible solution for x, taking_into_account
that we have y and z constrains",_and doing things I_believe_in. There's a
world of_difference in motivation if you_believe in the project goals or_if
you're in_it just_for the money. Finding technical challenges is also relevant
sometimes, but not_that much for me personally. whell_maybe what I call
workflow_optimizations is_the_lie I tell_myself_for creating_technical
challendges.

------
topmonk
I had the same problem you do._I used_somewhat of an out of the_box solution,
which is to_listen_to subliminal audio. I do this_while working, so it costs
me no_time at all. You can_find_some_free ones on youtube.

It changed_me from someone who would want_to mess around_all day, to someone
who actually enjoyed working.

People_underestimate_the affect of what they listen_to_and see on a
subconscious level and_how_it_affects us. There is a_reason that advertising
is such a huge_business.

If you are listening to melancholy, nihilistic music