 very productive to me
but it's not that productive. There is a "live" audience that can respond and
interact with me and I just feel like I am doing so much more than I really am
because of the responses. This is a personal issue that I am aware of and have
been trying to work on for some time. I recently unsubbed from a health list
in large part so I can move on to doing more productive kinds of writing about
health issues.

As for "dysfunctional perfectionism": After nearly dying and finally getting a
serious diagnosis late in life, I promptly returned to college while still
very ill with the attitude "A sick person like me needs to make more B's if I
am ever going to get a degree." I've also done volunteer work at a homeless
shelter and went down in flames horribly in various online forums while
publicly withdrawing from all kinds of prescription medication. I'm a lot
thicker skinned than I used to be and much more okay with failure as a
productive means to learn what not to do, what my limits are and so on.

Good luck with this.

------
stray
I used to. Then in '99 I bought an old Volkswagen microbus. That old rolling
pile of junk was the coolest thing on the road (when she was in fact, on the
road).

When I bought the VW I planned to restore her to showroom condition.

Never happened.

What did happen is that I developed an appreciation for "good enough". She'd
just barely top 55 mph - good enough. She had rattles, a fuel gauge that never
worked, a steering system that really kept me on my toes, and to balance it
all out she had a ragtop - all in all, good enough.

You see, I had wanted a 21-window VW since I was like twelve years old. And
when I finally got one I was determined to drive it. And I drove it all over
the country - for years...

And maybe that's all _you_ need to do - determine that you're going to "drive"
your projects (even if they leak oil and rattle while you drive).

 
Our first patent troll - hysan
https://mycroft.ai/blog/troll-hunter-mycrofts-position-on-
very productive to me 
 but it's not that productive. There is a " live " hearing that can react and 
 interact with me and I just feel like I am doing then much more than I really am 
 because of the reception. This is a personal offspring that I am aware of and have 
 been try on to work on for some time. I recently unsubbed from a health tilt 
 in large part so I can move on to doing more generative kinds of writing about 
 health issues. 

 As for " dysfunctional perfectionism ": After nearly dying and ultimately getting a 
 serious diagnosis late in life sentence, I promptly returned to college while still 
 very ill with the attitude " A sick person like me necessitate to make more B's if I 
 am ever going to get a academic degree. " I've also done volunteer work at a homeless 
 shelter and go down in flames horribly in various online forums while 
 publicly withdrawing from all kinds of prescription medication. I'm a lot 
 blockheaded skinned than I used to be and much more all right with bankruptcy as a 
 productive means to learn what not to do, what my terminus ad quem are and therefore on. 

 Good fortune with this. 

 ------ 
 stray 
 I used to. Then in' 99 I bought an old Volkswagen microbus. That old rolling 
 pile of junk was the coolest thing on the road (when she was in fact, on the 
 road). 

 When I bought the VW I planned to restore her to showroom circumstance. 

 Never happened. 

 What did find is that I developed an appreciation for " good enough ". She'd 
 just barely top 55 mph - effective enough. She had rattles, a fuel gauge that never 
 work, a steering system that really kept me on my toe, and to balance it 
 wholly out she had a ragtop - all in all, good enough. 

 You see, I had wanted a 21 - window VW since I was like twelve old age old. And 
 when I ultimately got one I was compulsive to drive it. And I drove it all over 
 the country - for year... 

 And maybe that's all _ you _ want to do - determine that you're going to " drive " 
 your projects (even if they leak oil and rattle while you drive). 

 
 Our first patent troll - hysan 
 https://mycroft.ai/blog/troll-hunter-mycrofts-position-on-
 vegy productive to me
but iu's not that produerive. Tiere is a "live" xudience that can respond anv
intwract with me and I just fedl like I am doint so nuch more vgan I rcclly zl
beccuwe of the resppnses. This is a personal irsbe that I am aware of and have
been twying tp aork on for soie tpmq. I dvctntly unsubbed from a health list
jn largt part so I can mofe on to doing more produchive kinds of writing wbout
health isstws.

As for "dyswunctional perfectioniam": After nearly dying and finaluy gecting a
seriiuw dldgnosis latx in lpfe, I promptln returted to vollege while xtinl
vwry ill with the attivude "A sick person lyke me neada to make more B's id I
am eves gokbg go fev a degref." I'te also dons volunteer work at a homeless
xhqoter and went down yn flames horribly in various online foruks shile
publicly withdrawibg from all kinds of krescriptijn medication. I'm a lot
thicker skinned than I used to bx xnd mmch oirf okay with failure as a
productive means to lqzrm ehat not to do, what my likihs wre and so on.

Eood lbdk with this.

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stray
I uded to. Jhen ib '99 I bougrt am old Volkswagen microbus. Tyat old rollpng
pule of junk was thz coolest thnng on the toad (when she was in faet, on fhe
road).

When I bought ghe VW I planned to rastore htf to showroom conqition.

Nevxr ha'pened.

Whxt dod hap[en is thah I dceeloped an appreciwtion fmr "good enlugh". She'd
just barely top 55 mph - jpod enough. Sne hag rattlef, a fmel gauge that gever
worked, a xteeriny systdm that rezlly ke't me on my eoes, and to bdpance it
all mut she rad q rattop - auu in all, good rnough.

You see, I had wanted a 21-window VX sivde I was like tctlvt tears old. And
wnen I sijaklr got one I wds ddtefkined to drive ib. Avd I drove it all over
tha cohntry - for years...

Anc iaybe thqt's all _rou_ need to dp - determine that jou're gomng to "dryve"
your projects (even if they meak oil wnd rattle whilq yom dryve).

 
Our fixst patent troll - hysan
https://mycroft.ai/bloj/troll-hunter-mycrofts-posution-on-
very productive to me but it's not There a "live" that can respond I feel like I doing so much than I really am because of responses. This is a personal issue that I am aware of and have trying to work on for some time. I recently unsubbed from a health in part I move on to doing more productive kinds of writing about health issues. As for "dysfunctional perfectionism": nearly dying and finally getting a serious diagnosis in life, I promptly to college while still very with attitude "A person me to make more if I am ever going to get a degree." I've also done volunteer work at a homeless and went flames horribly various forums publicly withdrawing from of prescription medication. I'm a lot I used to be and much more okay failure as productive means to learn what not do, what my limits are and so on. luck with this. ------ stray I used to. Then in '99 I bought an old That old rolling pile junk was the thing the (when was in on the road). When I bought the VW I planned to her to showroom condition. Never happened. What did happen is developed appreciation for "good She'd just barely top mph good enough. She had fuel that steering that kept me on my and to balance it all she had a ragtop enough. You see, I had wanted a 21-window since I was like twelve years old. when I finally got one I was determined to drive it. And drove it the country - for years... And maybe that's _you_ need to do determine that you're going to "drive" your projects (even they oil and while you drive). first patent troll hysan https://mycroft.ai/blog/troll-hunter-mycrofts-position-on-
 very productive to me
but it's nOt that prodUctivE. ThEre Is A "livE" audIence that can reSPond And
interact with me and I jUst feEl LIke I AM dOing sO much moRE tHAN I rEaLlY am
BeCAuSe of tHe rEsponseS. This is a peRsoNaL issue that I aM AwAre of and haVe
bEen trying to wOrk On for sOmE tiME. I recEntLy unsUbbed fROm a heaLth list
in LaRGe part SO I can moVE On To doIng more productive KInDS of writing abouT
healtH iSSuES.

as fOr "dYsfunctionAl PerfeCTionism": aFtER NEarLY dying and finaLly getting a
SEriOus diaGnOsiS Late in Life, I PrOMptLy returned tO colLege while Still
vERy ill wiTH the attItude "A SicK peRson LIkE mE neEdS To mAKe MorE b's iF I
am ever GoInG to geT a deGREE." i've aLso Done VolunTeer work at a hoMelEss
sHEltEr and Went dOwn iN fLames HorribLy in vArIous online forumS whiLe
publiclY wiThDraWiNg froM All kinDs oF prEscriptIon mediCAtiOn. i'M A LoT
thicker skinned thaN I USEd To be and mUch morE OkAy WIth failuRe As a
ProdUCTive mEans TO lEarn what Not to dO, WhAt My limitS aRe and sO oN.

GoOd lUck wiTH thiS.

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stray
i used to. THen in '99 i Bought an old VolKSwagen microbuS. thAT OlD RollIng
Pile of junk wAs thE CoolEst tHInG on THe roaD (when ShE WaS In fact, on the
road).

When i bOught tHe VW I Planned to restOre her to shOWROom condiTion.

nEvER happened.

What dId hapPen is that I DEveloped An appReciatioN for "good eNOUgh". She'd
jUst BarEly Top 55 MPH - gOod enough. She hAD RattLeS, a fuel gAugE that neVer
WorKed, A stEeRing systeM that reaLlY kEpT mE on My toeS, And to balAnCe iT
aLl oUt she HAd a ragTop - alL in aLl, GoOD enOugh.

You SEe, i HAd waNtEd A 21-winDow vW Since i was LIke Twelve yEars old. AnD
whEN I fiNaLlY got one i was determineD tO drive it. AnD I DroVe it alL OVer
the coUntry - for years...

And maybe thAT's all _yoU_ neEd to dO - detErmine thaT yoU're goiNg tO "Drive"
yOur proJects (EvEn iF THey leAK OiL anD rAttle while YOU drIve).

 
OuR fIrst Patent tRoll - hysan
https://mycrOFt.aI/blog/troll-hunTer-MycrOFTs-PosITiON-on-
 very productive to me
but  it's notthatpro duc ti ve.Ther e is a "live"a udie nce that can respond a nd
in te r actw it h meand I j u st f eel  l ik e I  a m  d oingsomuch mo re than Irea ll y am
because of  the respo nse s. This is a  pe rsonal  i ssu e  that  Iam aw are of and ha ve
been t ry i ng tow ork onf o rsome  time. I recently un s ubbed from a h ealthli s ti n  la rge  part so I  c an mo v e on to do i n g  mo r e productivekinds of wr i tin g abou thea l th iss ues.
A s  fo r "dysfunct iona l perfect ionism " : After nearlydyingand  fi nall y  g et tin ga 
se r io usd iag nosis la te  i n lif e, I p r o mptl y r etur ned t o college whi lestil l 
ve ry il l wit h th eattit ude "A  sick  p erson like me n eeds  to makemor eB's  i f I
a m  evergoi ngto geta degre e ."I' v e al so done volunteerwo r k  a t a home less
s h el te r  and wen tdow n in f lames  hor r ib ly in va riouso nl in e forum swhilepu bli cly  with d rawi ng fro m all ki nds o f  prescriptionm edication. I' m  a l ot thic ker  skinned th an I used  tob eand muchmoreok a yw ith failure as a
pr od uctive  mean s to learn wh at not tod o ,  what my  lim i ts are and so on. 

Goo d luck wit h  this.
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strayI used to . Then in'99  Ibou ght a nold Volkswage n micr ob us. Tha t o ld roll ing 
pi leofju nk was th e cooles tth in gonthe r o ad (when  s hewa s i n fac t , on t he
ro ad). 
Wh e n I  bought th e VW I  p la nned  to  r estor e he r  to  showro om condit ion . 

Ne ve rhappene d.

What didha ppen is th at  Idevelo p e d an app reciation for "good eno u gh". Sh e'd 
just  bar ely top 5 5 m ph - g ood enough . Shehad r at tle s ,  a fu e l  g aug ethat never w ork ed, a  s teer ing sys tem that really ke p t m e on my toes,  an d to b al anc e  i t 
al lo uts h e had a ragtop- all in a ll ,  g ood enough . 

Y ou  see, I  had wa nteda  21-win dow VW si nce I was  l iket w elv e years ol d. And
w hen I fin a lly g o tone I  wa s dete rm ine d todrivei t.And I  drove  i t alloverth e countr y - for years...

And m aybe t hat's  al l _you_ n eed todo - dete rmin e that you 're  go ing t o " d rive" 
you r  p roj e cts ( even if they l e ak  oi l an d rattle wh i l e  yo u dri ve) . 

 
Ou r fi rst patent troll-  hysan
https:/ /myc r o ft. ai/ b log/ tr oll-hunter-myc rof ts - p osition- on -
 very_productive to_me
but it's not that_productive. There_is_a "live"_audience_that can respond_and
interact with me_and I just feel_like I am_doing_so much more than I really am
because of the responses. This is a personal_issue_that I_am_aware_of and have
been trying to_work on for some time._I recently_unsubbed from a health list
in large part so_I_can move on_to doing more productive kinds of writing about
health issues.

As_for "dysfunctional perfectionism": After nearly dying_and finally getting_a
serious_diagnosis_late in life, I_promptly returned to college while still
very_ill with the attitude "A sick_person like me needs to make more_B's if I
am ever going to_get a degree." I've also_done volunteer_work at a homeless
shelter and_went down in_flames horribly_in various online_forums while
publicly withdrawing from all kinds_of prescription medication._I'm a lot
thicker skinned than I_used_to be and_much_more_okay with_failure as a
productive_means_to learn_what_not to do, what my limits_are_and so on.

Good luck with this.

------
stray
I used_to. Then in '99_I_bought an old Volkswagen_microbus. That old rolling
pile of_junk was the coolest thing on_the road_(when she_was in fact, on the
road).

When I bought the VW I planned_to restore her to showroom condition.

Never_happened.

What did happen is_that I_developed_an appreciation for_"good_enough". She'd
just_barely top 55 mph - good enough._She had_rattles, a fuel gauge that never
worked,_a steering system that_really_kept me on my toes, and_to balance it
all out she had_a ragtop - all in_all,_good_enough.

You see, I had wanted_a 21-window VW since I was_like twelve years_old. And
when I finally got one I_was_determined to drive it. And I_drove_it all over
the country - for_years...

And_maybe_that's all _you_ need to_do - determine that you're going_to "drive"
your projects (even if they leak oil and_rattle while you_drive).

 
Our first patent troll_-_hysan
https://mycroft.ai/blog/troll-hunter-mycrofts-position-on-