next thing I heard was the most devastating.
Somehow they’d gotten to him before they entered the apartment because
the next thing I hear is the sound of the lifeless body I used to know as my
father being taken from the bathtub. I
heard him being dragged passed the sink, through the living room, out the front
door, down the hallway to the stairwell, and the lack of forgiveness they
showed my father let me hear the sound of his head smacking each of the stairs
as they tossed him down.

Sunday, July 8, 2012

What are things that a pregnant woman says? Yes, my wife is pregnant. She sometimes expresses herself in creative and funny ways. For example, during a long car ride she might describe her need to use the bathroom as "mind over bladder." It's not often that she says these things, but they serve her very well. She really can laugh at anything and I'm glad that she can make light of things that might or should make her grumpy, cranky, or downright rude. So how does this woman that's pregnant take charge of our baby girls' kicks of fury? She describes them to me the best that she can and sometimes provides facial expressions that are an explanation in their own right. There are "whoas" and wide-eyed "she's taking turns on the punching bag."

In most cases, I can provide relief for my wife. Our baby owl decides (most of the time) to go into meditation as soon as my hand reaches the stomach. I don't think of it as anything disappointing. I consider it a gift. And while I try to provide my wife some relief with my "gift" when the kicks are painful, I do my best to offer any words of encouragement that will help to ease the pain. Now there are many things that are amazing, but so few (even ones that are painful) that provide such a sense of personal attachment. One of those things is seeing your wife's stomach move and sometimes feeling your soon-to-be-baby kick. And other amazing things just happen to be the words that fly out of my wife's mouth when she tries to describe that feeling she gets when our baby owl goes on a kicking spree.

"She just roundhouse kicked my vagina." Yes, my wife is pregnant and she said that.

Welcome back for another chapter of New Middleport: The Senses of
next thing I heard was the most crushing. 
 Somehow they ’d get to him before they entered the apartment because 
 the next thing I listen is the sound of the lifeless body I use to sleep together as my 
 father being learn from the bathtub. I 
 heard him being dragged pass the sink, through the animation room, out the front 
 doorway, down the hallway to the stairwell, and the lack of forgiveness they 
 showed my father lease me hear the sound of his point smacking each of the stairs 
 as they tossed him down. 

 Sunday, July 8, 2012 

 What are thing that a pregnant woman says? Yes, my wife is pregnant. She sometimes express herself in creative and funny ways. For example, during a long car drive she might describe her need to use the bathroom as " mind over bladder. " It's not often that she say these things, but they serve her very well. She really can laugh at anything and I'm glad that she can make light of things that might or should make her grumpy, cranky, or absolute rude. thus how does this womanhood that's meaning take charge of our baby female child' kick of fury? She describes them to me the estimable that she can and sometimes provides facial expressions that are an explanation in their own right. There are " whoas " and wide-eyed - eyed " she's taking turns on the punching bag. " 

 In most sheath, I can provide stand-in for my wife. Our baby owl decides (most of the time) to go into meditation as soon as my bridge player reaches the stomach. I don't think of it as anything disappointing. I think it a gift. And while I try to provide my wife some relief with my " giving " when the kicks are atrocious, I do my best to volunteer any words of boost that will help to ease the pain. Now there be many things that are amazing, but so few (even ones that are painful) that provide such a common sense of personal attachment. One of those things is seeing your wife's abdomen move and sometimes feeling your soon - to - be - baby kick. And early amazing things just happen to be the words that vanish out of my wife's mouth when she tries to trace that feeling she gets when our baby owl goes on a kicking spree. 

 " She just roundhouse kicked my vagina. " Yes, my wife is pregnant and she said that. 

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nexh thing I heard was the oost devastatiny.
Womehox they’d gotten go him before they entered tie apartmtut because
the next tfing I hewr is thw sonnd of the lifelxas body I uses to niow as my
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as they tossed him down.

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"She just roundhouse kickeg my gagina." Yes, my wife is pregnant and she said that.

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next thing I heard was the most they’d to him they entered the I is the sound the lifeless body used to know as my father taken from the bathtub. I heard him being dragged passed the sink, through living room, out the front door, down the hallway to the stairwell, and lack forgiveness showed father let me hear the sound of his head smacking each of the stairs as they him down. Sunday, July 8, 2012 What are that a pregnant woman Yes, my wife is pregnant. sometimes herself in and ways. example, during a car ride she might describe her need to use the bathroom as "mind over bladder." It's not that she things, but serve very She really can anything and I'm glad that she of things that might or should make her cranky, or rude. So how does this woman pregnant take charge of our baby girls' kicks fury? She describes them to me the best that she can and sometimes provides facial are an explanation in own right. There "whoas" wide-eyed taking on the bag." In most cases, I can provide relief for my wife. baby owl decides (most of the time) to go into soon my hand reaches stomach. I don't think it anything disappointing. I consider gift. while provide wife relief with my "gift" the kicks are painful, I my best to offer will help to ease the pain. Now there many things that are amazing, but so (even ones that are painful) that provide such a sense of personal One of is seeing your wife's stomach move and sometimes your soon-to-be-baby kick. And amazing things just happen to be the words that out my wife's when she tries describe that feeling gets when our goes on kicking "She my vagina." Yes, my wife is and said that. Welcome back for chapter Middleport: The Senses of
next thing I heard was the most DevastatinG.
SomeHow TheY’d GottEn to Him before they eNTereD the apartment because
thE next ThINg I hEAr Is the Sound of THe LIFelEsS bOdy i uSEd To knoW as My
fatheR being takeN frOm The bathtub. I
hEArD him being dRagGed passed the SinK, throuGh The LIving RooM, out tHe fronT
Door, doWn the hallWaY To the sTAirwell, AND tHe laCk of forgiveness thEY
sHOwed my father leT me heaR tHE sOUNd oF hiS head smackInG each OF the staIRs
AS THey TOssed him down.

SUnday, July 8, 2012

WhAT arE thingS tHat A PregnaNt womAn SAys? yes, my wife is PregNant. She soMetimeS ExpressES herselF in creAtiVe aNd fuNNy WaYs. FOr EXamPLe, DurINg a Long car rIdE sHe migHt deSCRIBe heR neEd to Use thE bathroom as "miNd oVer bLAddEr." It's Not ofTen tHaT she sAys theSe thiNgS, but they serve heR verY well. She rEalLy Can LaUgh at ANythinG anD I'm Glad thaT she can MAke LiGHT Of Things that might or sHoULD mAke her grUmpy, crANkY, oR DownrighT rUde. so hoW DOes thIs woMAn That's preGnant tAKe ChArge of oUr Baby giRlS' kiCks Of furY? she dEscribEs them to Me the BEst that she can aND sometimes proVIdES FaCIal eXprEssions that Are aN ExplAnatIOn In tHEir owN righT. THErE Are "whoas" and wide-eyed "ShE's takiNg turNs on the punchiNg bag."

In mosT CASes, I can pRoviDE rELief for my wife. OUr babY owl decideS (Most of thE time) To go into MeditatioN AS soon as mY haNd rEacHes THE sTomach. I don't thINK of iT aS anythiNg dIsappoiNtiNg. I ConSidEr It a gift. AnD while I tRy To PrOvIde My wifE Some reliEf WitH mY "giFt" wheN The kicKs are PainFuL, I DO my Best to oFFeR ANy woRdS oF encOurAgEment That WIll Help to eAse the paiN. NoW TherE aRe Many thiNgs that are amaZiNg, but so few (EvEn oNes thaT ARe painfuL) that provide such a sense oF PersonaL atTachmEnt. ONe of those ThiNgs is sEeiNG your wIfe's stOmach MoVe aND SometIMEs FeeLiNg your soon-TO-Be-bAby kiCk. and oTher amaZing things just happEN to Be the words thaT flY out OF My WifE'S mOUth WhEN shE TRies to describe tHat feeling ShE GeTs when our bABy oWl Goes on a Kicking Spree.

"sHe just rOundhouse Kicked my vAgIna." YES, My wIfe is pregnAnt and shE said that.

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next thing I heard was the  most deva stati ng. 
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th e nextt hi n g  Ihe ar  is  t h esound  of  the li feless bod y I  u sed to knowa smy
fatherbei ng taken fro m t he bat ht ub. I
hea rdhim b eing d r aggedpassed th es ink, t h rough t h e  l ivin g room, out the f r on t 
door, down th e hall wa y  t o the  st airwell, a nd  thel ack off or g i v ene s s they
showed  my fatherl etme hea rthe soundof hi sh ead  smacking e achof the st airs
a s  they t o ssed hi m down .
Sun day, Ju ly  8,  2 0 12Wh ata rethings t ha ta pre gnan t w o mansay s? Y es, m y wife is pre gna nt.S hesomet imesexpr es ses h erself  in c re ative and funny  way s. For ex amp le , d ur ing a long c arrid e she m ight de s cri be h e rneed to use the ba th r o om  as "min d over bl ad d er." It' snot  oft e n  that  she sa ys these  thing s ,bu t theyse rve he rver y w ell.S he r eallycan laug h ata nything and I' m  glad that sh e  c a n  m a ke l igh t of things  tha t  mig ht o r  s hou l d mak e her  g r um p y, cranky, or downr ig ht rud e. So  how does thi s woman th a t ' s pregna nt t a ke charge of ourbabygirls' kic k s of fur y? Sh e descri bes themt o  me thebes t t hat  sh e ca n and sometim e s  pro vi des fac ial  expres sio nstha t a re  an expla nation i nth ei rown  righ t . Therear e " wh oas " and wide-e yed " she' sta k ing  turnso nt h e pu nc hi ng b ag. "
In m ostc ase s, I ca n provide  re l ieffo rmy wife . Our baby ow ldecides (m os t o f thet i me) to g o into meditation as so o n as my  ha nd re ache s the sto mac h. I d on' t  think  of it  as a ny thi n g  disa p p oi nti ng . I consid e r  it  a gi ft . An d while  I try to providem y w ife some reli efwith m y"gi f t" whe nt hek i cks are painful , I do mybe s tto offer a n y w or ds of e ncourag ement that wi ll help t o ease th epain . Now  there are  many th ings that are a m az ing,but  so fe w(ev en on es tha t  ar e pai nful)th at pro videsu ch a sen se of personal attachme nt. On e oftho se things  is see ing yourwife 's stomach  mo veand s ome t imesfeel i ng  yo u r soo n-to - be-baby k i ck . A n d  o ther amazin g t hin gs ju sth appento b e the words thatf ly out of my w ife' s mou thw hensh e tries to des cri be t hat feel in g she getswhen our  b a by ow l goes  on akicking s pr e e.

"S he j ust  roundhou seki c ked myva gi n a." Ye s, m ywife i s preg n anta n d she said that. 

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next thing_I heard_was the most devastating.
Somehow_they’d gotten_to_him before_they_entered the apartment_because
the next thing_I hear is the_sound of the_lifeless_body I used to know as my
father being taken from the bathtub. I
heard him_being_dragged passed_the_sink,_through the living room, out_the front
door, down the hallway_to the_stairwell, and the lack of forgiveness they
showed my_father_let me hear_the sound of his head smacking each of the_stairs
as they tossed him down.

Sunday, July_8, 2012

What are_things_that_a pregnant woman says?_Yes, my wife is pregnant. She_sometimes expresses herself in creative and_funny ways. For example, during a long_car ride she might describe her_need to use the bathroom_as "mind_over bladder." It's not often_that she says_these things,_but they serve_her very well. She really can_laugh at anything_and I'm glad that she can_make_light of things_that_might_or should_make her grumpy,_cranky,_or downright_rude._So how does this woman that's_pregnant_take charge of our baby girls' kicks_of fury? She describes_them_to me the best_that she can and sometimes_provides facial expressions that are an_explanation in_their own_right. There are "whoas" and wide-eyed "she's taking turns on the_punching bag."

In most cases, I can_provide relief for my_wife. Our_baby_owl decides (most_of_the time)_to go into meditation as soon as_my hand_reaches the stomach. I don't think_of it as anything_disappointing._I consider it a gift. And_while I try to provide my_wife some relief with my_"gift"_when_the kicks are painful, I_do my best to offer any_words of encouragement_that will help to ease the pain._Now_there are many things that are_amazing,_but so few (even ones that_are_painful)_that provide such a sense_of personal attachment. One of those_things is seeing your wife's stomach move and sometimes_feeling your soon-to-be-baby_kick. And other amazing things_just_happen_to be the words that fly out of my wife's_mouth when_she tries to_describe that feeling she gets when our baby owl goes_on a kicking spree.

"She just roundhouse kicked_my vagina." Yes, my wife is pregnant and she said that.

Welcome_back for another chapter of New Middleport: The_Senses of