 attorney is contingent on my behavior? It was drowned out by relief that the torture was ending, and I would be allowed to shower, shave, brush and floss my teeth and trim my nails.

I finally met Lehua in the visitors' room and told her everything except that I'd been raped. That was too humiliating. But I did tell her I wanted to see a doctor and a psychologist. I was fighting tears.

She said, "You have a right to both, but it may be moot." She paused and added, "I have good news. You could be released soon. It seems the piranha has left the island and dropped from sight. Without her testimony they have no case on the charges involving her. If you plead guilty to resisting arrest the other charges will be dropped and you'll get time served. You could be released in a few days."

"What about my complaint and my evidence? Are they going after her and the two cops?"

"Not a chance. Don't press your luck. Their story will be that she left because she's terrified that you could have had her killed from prison, so she wants to disappear and change her identity."

It would mean I would have a criminal record for something I didn't do, but I would have confessed to anything if it meant getting out of that hell. So I agreed. Back in the general population I was so depressed and withdrawn I hardly noticed my new cellmates and rarely spoke to them. I learned that Ryan had been released three weeks earlier.

One day during one rec period I overheard two guards happily chatting about how much over-time they were getting. One could now afford the sports car he had always wanted. The other was going to add a room to his house. I wanted to kill them.

# 7 – Rescued

Jason was released on May 30 in the morning, which gave him most of the day to get resettled, at least for the night. At the gate he was given a copy of his release papers, 10 dollars and a bus schedule. When he went into the parking area he was sore all over and barely able to walk. His muscles, his bones, even his brain were no longer all there. His mind was fuzzy and his thinking slow, but one faculty was very much intact: his capacity to hate. A burning anger gripped him. It would give him the will to live. And the strength to kill.

attorney is contingent on my behavior? It was drowned out by relief that the distortion was end, and I would be allowed to shower, shave, brush and floss my teeth and reduce my nails. 

 I finally suffer Lehua in the visitor' room and told her everything except that I'd been raped. That was too humiliating. But I did tell her I want to see a doctor and a psychologist. I was fight bust. 

 She said, " You get a right to both, but it may be moot. " She hesitate and added, " I have good newsworthiness. You could be released soon. It seems the piranha has left the island and drop from sight. Without her testimony they have no case on the charges involving her. If you plead guilty to resisting apprehension the other charges will be dropped and you'll get time served. You could be free in a few days. " 

 " What about my complaint and my evidence? Are they going after her and the two cops? " 

 " Not a chance. Don't press your luck. Their story will be that she left because she's terrified that you could have have her killed from prison, so she wants to melt and change her identity. " 

 It would mean I would have a condemnable record for something I didn't serve, but I would have confessed to anything if it meant catch out of that hell. So I agreed. Back in the general population I was so depressed and withdrawn I hardly noticed my new cellmates and rarely spoke to them. I learn that Ryan had been turn three week earlier. 

 One day during one rec period I catch two guards happily chatting about how much over - time they were getting. One could now afford the sports car he had always want. The other was fail to add a room to his house. I desire to kill them. 

 # 7 – rescue 

 Jason was released on May 30 in the good morning, which gave him most of the sidereal day to get resettled, at least for the night. At the gate he was given a transcript of his release papers, 10 dollars and a bus schedule. When he went into the parking area he was sore all over and barely able to walk. His muscles, his bone, even his brain were no longer all there. His mind was bleary and his thinking slow, but one faculty was very much entire: his capacity to hate. A burning anger fascinate him. It would give him the will to live. And the strength to kill.
 athorney is contingent on oy behavior? It cqs droxned ouf by relkef that the torture was endmng, qnd I would be allowed to sfower, shane, brush qnd hloss my teeth ais trim my naimd.

I fnnelly met Lehua ln the visidors' room and doud her everything except that I'd been raped. Yhwt was too humyliauind. Buf I did tell her I wanted to see a doctor and a psychokogist. I was fighting teard.

She said, "You have a rlght to boty, bue it may be muot." She palved and adsed, "I have good news. You could ce rekeased soob. Ut dgems the pirenha hws left the lxland dnd drolped from sighb. Witiout her testimony they heve no case on the crarges ineomving her. If you plwad goilty to fwsirtihg adrest hhe other chadges will bw dropped and you'll gqn time served. You cjujd be released in a few days."

"What about ky domplaint and my evidenxe? Are they going aftgr her and the two cops?"

"Not a chance. Don't press your luck. Thair svofy clju bf that she left because she's terrified that yjh volld have had her hilled from pgixjn, so she wanjs to dnaalpear and change hfr idenjity."

It would mewn I would have a criminal recoed for sometkint I didn't do, but I would have congessec to anything if it meaut getfing out of that helm. So I agreed. Bacy ik tve general population I waf so deprxssed and wighdrswn I rardly notlced my new cellmates anf rargly spmke to thel. I learned that Ryan had been cxleased three waekv earliex.

One dsy during one rec period I pverheaxd two guards haipily chavting about row much over-dlme they werx getting. One couod now xwford the sporys car he had alwayw wanted. The other war going to add a roim to his house. I daneef vo kijn them.

# 7 – Reswued

Gasum was releastb ok Mxy 30 on the morning, which gavs him most of the can to get tesettled, at least for the night. At the hate ie was givem a copy of his release papers, 10 dkllars anf a bus schedulq. Whcn hg went into the parking area he was sore all over end barely able to walk. His muscles, his bouex, even his urain rere no lmnger all there. His nind was fuzzy anc his thinking slow, bht one facupty was very much intact: his capacity to hate. A burning anger gripped him. It wonlq give him fhe eill no jnve. And the rtrength to kill.

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 attorney is contingent on my bEhavior? It wAs droWneD ouT bY relIef tHat the torture wAS endIng, and I would be allowed tO showEr, SHave, BRuSh and Floss my TEeTH And TrIm My nAiLS.

I FinalLy mEt Lehua In the visitOrs' RoOm and told her EVeRything excEpt That I'd been raPed. that waS tOo hUMiliaTinG. But I Did telL Her I waNted to see A dOCtor anD A psychoLOGiSt. I wAs fighting tears.

ShE SaID, "You have a right To both, BuT It MAY be MooT." She paused AnD addeD, "i have goOD nEWS. you COuld be releaseD soon. It seemS The PiranhA hAs lEFt the iSland AnD DroPped from sigHt. WiThout her tEstimoNY they haVE no case On the cHarGes InvoLViNg Her. if YOu pLEaD guILty To resistInG aRrest The oTHER CharGes Will Be droPped and you'll gEt tIme sERveD. You cOuld bE relEaSed in A few daYs."

"WhaT aBout my complaint And mY evidence? are ThEy gOiNg aftER her anD thE twO cops?"

"NoT a chancE. don'T pRESS yOur luck. Their story wIlL BE tHat she leFt becaUSe ShE'S terrifiEd ThaT you COUld haVe haD HeR killed fRom priSOn, So She wantS tO disapPeAr aNd cHange HEr idEntity."

it would mEan I wOUld have a criminAL record for somEThING I DIdn't Do, bUt I would havE conFEsseD to aNYtHinG If it mEant gEtTInG Out of that hell. So I agrEeD. Back iN the gEneral populatIon I was so dEPREssed and WithDRaWN I hardly noticeD my neW cellmates ANd rarely Spoke To them. I lEarned thaT rYan had beEn rEleAseD thREE wEeks earlier.

OnE DAy duRiNg one reC peRiod I ovErhEarD twO guArDs happily Chatting AbOuT hOw MucH over-TIme they wErE geTtIng. one coULd now aFford The sPoRtS Car He had alWAyS WAnteD. THe OtheR waS gOing tO add A RooM to his hOuse. I wantEd tO Kill ThEm.

# 7 – rescued

jason was releaSeD on May 30 in thE mOrnIng, whiCH Gave him mOst of the day to get resettlED, at leasT foR the nIght. at the gate He wAs giveN a cOPy of hiS releaSe papErS, 10 doLLArs anD A BuS scHeDule. When he WENt iNto thE pArkiNg area hE was sore all over and BAreLy able to walk. HIs mUsclES, HiS boNEs, EVen HiS BraIN Were no longer all There. His miNd WAs Fuzzy and hiS ThiNkIng slow, But one fAcultY Was very Much intacT: his capacItY to hATE. A bUrning angeR gripped Him. It woulD Give hIM tHe wilL to Live. AnD tHe sTrengTh to kiLL.

 attorney is contingent on  my behavi or? I t w asdr owne d ou t by relief th a t th e torture was ending,and I  w o uldb eallow ed to s h ow e r , s ha ve , b ru s hand f los s my te eth and tr immy  nails.

I f i na lly met Le hua  in the visi tor s' roo mand toldher  ever ything except  that I'd  b e en rap e d. That w as  too  humiliating. But Id id tell her Iwanted  t o  s e e  adoc tor and aps ychol o gist. I wa s f igh t ing tears.

S he said, "Y o u h ave ari ght to bot h, bu ti t m ay be moot. " Sh e pausedand ad d ed, "Ih ave goo d news . Y oucoul d  b erel ea s eds oo n.I t s eems the  p ir anhahasl e f t  the  is land  anddropped fromsig ht.W ith out h er te stim on y the y have  no c as e on the charge s in volving h er.  I f y ou  plea d  guilt y t o r esistin g arres t  th eo t h er  charges will be d ro p p ed  and you 'll ge t  t im e  served.  Y oucoul d be re leas e din a few  days. " 
"W hat abo ut  my co mp lai ntand m y  evi dence?  Are the y goi n g after her an d  the two cops ? "" No t  a c han ce. Don't p ress your  luc k .The i r sto ry wi ll be that she left becau se  she's  terr ified that yo u could ha v e had herkill e df rom prison, so  shewants to d i sappearand c hange he r identit y . "

It wo uld  me anI w o u ld  have a crimi n a l re co rd forsom ethingI d idn 'tdo,  b ut I woul d have c on fe ss ed  to  anyt h ing if i tmea nt  ge tting out of  that  hel l.  S o  Iagreed. Ba c k  inth egene ral  p opula tion I w as so d epressedand with dr aw n I har dly noticed m ynew cellma te s a nd rar e l y spoketo them. I learned that Ryan ha d b een r elea sed three  we eks ea rli e r.

On e daydurin gone r ec pe r i od  Iov erheard tw o gua rds h ap pily  chatti ng about how mucho ver -time they we regett i n g.  On e  c o uld  n o w a f f ord the sportscar he had  a l wa ys wanted. The  o ther wa s going  to a d d a roo m to hishouse. Iwa nted t o k ill them.
# 7 – R escued

J a son w a srelea sed  on Ma y30in th e morn i ng,  whic h gave  h im mos t ofth e day to  get resettled, at leas t forthe n igh t. At the  ga t e h e was giv en a  copy of h isrel easepap e rs, 1 0 do l la rsa nd abuss chedule.W he n h e we nt into the p a rki ng ar eah e wassore  all over and bar e ly able to wal k. H i s  mu scl e s, h is  bones, even h isbr a i n were n olonger allthere. H is mindwas fu zzy an d his t h i nk i ng slo w, b utone facul tywa s  very m uc hi ntact:  his  c apacit y to h a te.A burning anger gr ipped h im. I t  wo uld g iv e him t h e wi ll to live . And the s trengt h to  kill .

 attorney_is contingent_on my behavior? It_was drowned_out_by relief_that_the torture was_ending, and I_would be allowed to_shower, shave, brush_and_floss my teeth and trim my nails.

I finally met Lehua in the visitors' room_and_told her_everything_except_that I'd been raped. That_was too humiliating. But I_did tell_her I wanted to see a doctor and_a_psychologist. I was_fighting tears.

She said, "You have a right to both,_but it may be moot." She_paused and added,_"I_have_good news. You could_be released soon. It seems the_piranha has left the island and_dropped from sight. Without her testimony they_have no case on the charges_involving her. If you plead_guilty to_resisting arrest the other charges_will be dropped_and you'll_get time served._You could be released in a_few days."

"What about_my complaint and my evidence? Are_they_going after her_and_the_two cops?"

"Not_a chance. Don't_press_your luck._Their_story will be that she left_because_she's terrified that you could have had_her killed from prison,_so_she wants to disappear_and change her identity."

It would_mean I would have a criminal_record for_something I_didn't do, but I would have confessed to anything if it_meant getting out of that hell._So I agreed. Back_in the_general_population I was_so_depressed and_withdrawn I hardly noticed my new cellmates_and rarely_spoke to them. I learned that_Ryan had been released_three_weeks earlier.

One day during one rec_period I overheard two guards happily_chatting about how much over-time_they_were_getting. One could now afford_the sports car he had always_wanted. The other_was going to add a room to_his_house. I wanted to kill them.

#_7_– Rescued

Jason was released on May_30_in_the morning, which gave him_most of the day to get_resettled, at least for the night. At the gate_he was given_a copy of his release_papers,_10_dollars and a bus schedule. When he went into the_parking area_he was sore_all over and barely able to walk. His muscles, his_bones, even his brain were no longer_all there. His mind was fuzzy and his thinking slow, but_one faculty was very much intact: his capacity_to hate. A burning anger gripped him._It would give him_the_will to live. And the strength to_kill.
