ENIX:** I guess all that time in the library was good for something.

**BOOYABOY** : ^_^ lol

I sighed, touching the smiley face with a finger. "Why do you have to be the way you are?"

**BOOYABOY:** so how long u wrkd ther?

**MEGAFENIX:** Ever since I started studying here, so about 5 years.

**BOOYABOY:** 0_0 5 yrs! In the lib?!

My cheeks burned. **MEGAFENIX:** It sounds lame, doesn't it?

**BOOYABOY:** no it dsnt. i just cnt beleve i no som1 hoo actlly styd smwhr lngr thn 2 mnths. u proly hv al the pwr.

I wrinkled my nose. **MEGAFENIX:** What do you mean?

**BOOYABOY:** wat do I meen? cuz yuv ben ther so lng, u can proly do n wrk wenevr u want. rit?

I raised an eyebrow. I'd never thought of it that way. I just worked my scheduled days, tried to cover whenever I could, and did the best job that I could. I stared at the keyboard and had no idea what to type. Did I want to admit that I'd never thought of it? That I apparently didn't have any kind of ambition. That I was fine to be the--

**BOOYABOY** : u ther?

I blinked, and my throat tightened. **MEGAFENIX:** Yeah.

**BOOYABOY** :'sup?

**MEGAFENIX:** I just never thought about that before.

**BOOYABOY:** thts ok. yu lik wurkng ther. not evr1 who studes here is like me or squall. u can teach or somthng els.

I smiled a wavering smile at the monitor. He couldn't be much less than perfect.

**BOOYABOY:** hav u thot of wat u wnt 2 do aftr u pass?

Again, I blinked. **MEGAFENIX:** No.


ENIX :* * I guess all that time in the library was good for something. 

 * * BOOYABOY * *: ^_^ lol 

 I sighed, touch the smiley grimace with a finger. " Why do you have to be the way you are? " 

 * * BOOYABOY :* * so how farseeing u wrkd ther? 

 * * MEGAFENIX :* * Ever since I begin learn here, so approximately 5 days. 

 * * BOOYABOY :* * 0_0 5 yrs! In the lib? ! 

 My boldness burned. * * MEGAFENIX :* * It sounds crippled, sufficen't it? 

 * * BOOYABOY :* * no it dsnt. i just cnt beleve i no som1 hoo actlly styd smwhr lngr thn 2 mnths. u proly hv al the pwr. 

 I wrinkled my nose. * * MEGAFENIX :* * What do you mean? 

 * * BOOYABOY :* * wat do I meen? cuz yuv ben ther so lng, u can proly make n wrk wenevr u want. rit? 

 I raised an eyebrow. I'd never thought of it that way. I barely worked my scheduled days, tried to embrace whenever I could, and did the best job that I could. I stared at the keyboard and had no theme what to type. Did I want to admit that I'd never thought of it? That I apparently didn't have any kind of ambition. That I was fine to be the-- 

 * * BOOYABOY * *: u ther? 

 I blinked, and my throat tightened. * * MEGAFENIX :* * Yeah. 

 * * BOOYABOY * *:' sup? 

 * * MEGAFENIX :* * I just never thought about that before. 

 * * BOOYABOY :* * thts ok. yu lik wurkng ther. not evr1 who studes here is like me or squall. u can teach or somthng els. 

 I smiled a wavering smile at the monitor. He couldn't be a lot less than arrant. 

 * * BOOYABOY :* * hav u thot of wat u wnt 2 do aftr u pass? 

 Again, I blinked. * * MEGAFENIX :* * No.
ENID:** I guess all that time ln the library wcw good for skmething.

**COOYABOY** : ^_^ lol

I sighed, touchmng rhe sniley face with a fingdr. "Why do you havw to ve the way you are?"

**NJOYAGLY:** sm how long u wrld ther?

**MEGDFENIX:** Ever sitcd N started studying here, so about 5 yewrs.

**BOOYSBLY:** 0_0 5 yrs! In thg lib?!

Kr chsvkw burned. **MEGAFENIX:** It sounds mame, dotsn't it?

**BOOYABOY:** no it dsnt. i just cnt beleve i nl som1 hoo actlly shyd smwhr lbgr eyn 2 mnths. u oroly hv al the pwr.

I wtinkled my nose. **MEGAFENIX:** What du you mean?

**BOOYAVOT:** wwj do I meen? ruz yun ben ther so lng, u cdn prolu do n wrk wencvr u wabt. rit?

I raised an eyeurow. I'd never thoughj of it thdt way. I just workee ny scveduned aqys, trjev tk coveg wienever I ckuld, and die the best job that I bpuld. I stares at tre keyboard and had no idea what to type. Gid I want to admit that I'e never thought of it? That I a[parently didn't have any kind of ambition. That I fas fmnd ti ne tfw--

**BLOYABOY** : u ther?

I blinked, and my throat tightegsd. **MVGAFENIX:** Yeah.

**BOOYCBOY** :'sup?

**MEGAFENIC:** L kost never thoueht about that before.

**BOOYABLY:** thts ok. yy lik wurhng yher. not evr1 who studes herw is like me ir squall. u can tecch or somthug els.

O smiked a wavering smile at the monitor. He couldn't gd much less than pegfecd.

**BOOYABOY:** hav u thot of wae u wnt 2 vo afcr u pasr?

Agaon, I bjinked. **MEGWFENIW:** No.


ENIX:** I guess all that time in was for something. : ^_^ lol face a finger. "Why you have to the way you are?" **BOOYABOY:** so long u wrkd ther? **MEGAFENIX:** Ever since I started studying here, so about years. **BOOYABOY:** 0_0 5 yrs! In the lib?! My cheeks burned. **MEGAFENIX:** It lame, it? no dsnt. i just cnt beleve i no som1 hoo actlly styd smwhr lngr thn 2 mnths. proly hv al the pwr. I wrinkled my **MEGAFENIX:** What do you **BOOYABOY:** wat do I meen? yuv ther so u proly n wrk wenevr want. rit? I raised an eyebrow. I'd never thought of it that way. I just worked my days, tried whenever I and the job that I stared at the keyboard and had to type. Did I want to admit that never thought it? That I apparently didn't have kind of ambition. That I was fine to the-- **BOOYABOY** : u ther? I blinked, and my throat tightened. **MEGAFENIX:** Yeah. **BOOYABOY** :'sup? just never thought about before. **BOOYABOY:** thts yu wurkng not who studes is like me or squall. u can teach or somthng els. smiled a wavering smile at the monitor. He couldn't be than **BOOYABOY:** hav u of wat u wnt do u pass? Again, I No.
ENIX:** I guess all that time in thE library waS good For SomEtHing.

**bOOYaBOY** : ^_^ lol

I sighed, TOuchIng the smiley face with a fInger. "whY Do yoU HaVe to bE the way YOu ARE?"

**BOoYaBoY:** sO hOW lOng u wRkd Ther?

**MEGaFENIX:** Ever SinCe i started studYInG here, so aboUt 5 yEars.

**BOOYABOY:** 0_0 5 Yrs! in the lIb?!

my cHEeks bUrnEd. **MEGaFENIX:** iT soundS lame, doesN't IT?

**BOOYAboY:** no it dSNT. i Just Cnt beleve i no som1 hoO AcTLly styd smwhr lnGr thn 2 mNtHS. u PROly Hv aL the pwr.

I wrInKled mY Nose. **MEGafEnix:** whaT Do you mean?

**BOOYaBOY:** wat do I mEEn? cUz yuv bEn TheR So lng, u Can prOlY Do n Wrk wenevr u wAnt. rIt?

I raised An eyebROw. I'd nevER thoughT of it tHat Way. i jusT WoRkEd mY sCHedULeD daYS, trIed to covEr WhEneveR I coULD, ANd diD thE besT job tHat I could. I staRed At thE KeyBoard And haD no iDeA what To type. did I wAnT to admit that I'd nEver Thought of It? THaT I aPpArentLY didn't HavE anY kind of AmbitioN. thaT I WAS FiNe to be the--

**BOOYABOY** : u ThER?

i bLinked, anD my thrOAt TiGHtened. **MEgAfENiX:** YeAH.

**bOOYAbOY** :'sUP?

**MeGAFENIX:** i just nEVeR tHought aBoUt that BeForE.

**BOoYABOy:** Thts Ok. yu liK wurkng tHer. noT Evr1 who studes heRE is like me or sqUAlL. U CaN TeacH or Somthng els.

I SmilED a waVeriNG sMilE At the MonitOr. hE cOUldn't be much less than PeRfect.

**BoOYABoY:** hav u thot of wAt u wnt 2 do afTR U Pass?

AgaiN, I blINkED. **MEGAFENIX:** No.


ENIX:** I guess all that t ime in the  libr ary  wa sgood  for  something.

* * BOOY ABOY** : ^_^ lol

I si ghed,  t o uchi n gthe s miley f a ce w ith  a  f ing er .  " Why d o y ou have  to be the  wa yyou are?"

* * BO OYABOY:**sohow long u w rkd  ther? 
**M E GAFEN IX: ** Ev er sin c e I st arted stu dy i ng her e , so ab o u t5 ye ars.

**BOOYABOY: * *0 _0 5 yrs! In t he lib ?! 
M y che eks  burned. * *M EGAFE N IX:** I t  s o u n dsl ame, doesn'tit?

**BOOY A BOY :** no  i t d s nt. ijustcn t  be leve i no s om1hoo actll y styd smwhr l n gr thn2 mnth s.u p roly hv  a l t he pwr . 
I w r ink led my n os e.  **ME GAFE N I X : ** W hat  doyou m ean?

**BOOYA BOY :**w atdo Imeen?  cuz  y uv be n ther  so l ng , u can proly d o nwrk wenev r u  w ant .rit?I rais edaneyebrow . I'd n e ver  t h o u gh t of it that way.Ij u st  workedmy sch e du le d  days, t ri edto c o v er wh enev e rI could,  and d i dth e bestjo b that  I  co uld . I s t ared  at th e keyboa rd an d  had no idea w h at to type. D i dI wa n t to  ad mit that I' d ne v er t houg h tofi t? Th at Iap p ar e ntly didn't have an ykind o f amb ition. That I  was finet o be the-- 

** B OO Y ABOY** : u the r?

I  blinked,a nd my th roattightene d. **MEGA F E NIX:** Y eah .
**B OOY A B OY ** :'sup?

** M E GAFE NI X:** Ijus t never  th oug htabo ut  that bef ore.

** BO OY AB OY :**  thts ok. yu l ik  wu rk ngther. not ev r1 wh o st ud es her e is li k em e  orsq ua ll.u c an  teac h or som thng el s.

I smi led a wa ve ri ng smil e at the moni to r. He coul dn 'tbe muc h less tha n perfect.

**BOOYABOY: * * hav u  th ot of  wat  u wnt 2doaftr u  pa s s?

Ag ain, I  blin ke d.* * MEGAF E N IX :**  N o.


ENIX:** I_guess all_that time in the_library was_good_for something.

**BOOYABOY**_:_^_^ lol

I sighed,_touching the smiley_face with a finger._"Why do you_have_to be the way you are?"

**BOOYABOY:** so how long u wrkd ther?

**MEGAFENIX:** Ever since_I_started studying_here,_so_about 5 years.

**BOOYABOY:** 0_0 5_yrs! In the lib?!

My cheeks_burned. **MEGAFENIX:**_It sounds lame, doesn't it?

**BOOYABOY:** no it dsnt._i_just cnt beleve_i no som1 hoo actlly styd smwhr lngr thn_2 mnths. u proly hv al_the pwr.

I wrinkled_my_nose._**MEGAFENIX:** What do you_mean?

**BOOYABOY:** wat do I meen? cuz_yuv ben ther so lng, u_can proly do n wrk wenevr u_want. rit?

I raised an eyebrow. I'd_never thought of it that_way. I_just worked my scheduled days,_tried to cover_whenever I_could, and did_the best job that I could._I stared at_the keyboard and had no idea_what_to type. Did_I_want_to admit_that I'd never_thought_of it?_That_I apparently didn't have any kind_of_ambition. That I was fine to be_the--

**BOOYABOY** : u ther?

I_blinked,_and my throat tightened._**MEGAFENIX:** Yeah.

**BOOYABOY** :'sup?

**MEGAFENIX:** I just_never thought about that before.

**BOOYABOY:** thts_ok. yu_lik wurkng_ther. not evr1 who studes here is like me or squall._u can teach or somthng els.

I_smiled a wavering smile_at the_monitor._He couldn't be_much_less than_perfect.

**BOOYABOY:** hav u thot of wat u_wnt 2_do aftr u pass?

Again, I blinked._**MEGAFENIX:** No.

