 years old. I can still crawl under the house. It might have been dirty and dusty. There would have been cobwebs underneath the house.

However, I didn't want to go under there because I was afraid that I might see Furball under there dead. It scared me, and I didn't want to go under there. So I took the easy way out and hoped that maybe Furball was just hurt and would come out eventually. As the days passed with Furball not having returned, the fear started turning into guilt.

What if I could have saved Furball who may have been really badly hurt by crawling under the house to find her?

It was my own selfishness, laziness, and fear that got the better of me. I just hoped that things would turn out alright. However, what if I really could have saved Furball who was really badly hurt and going under there would have saved her because I could have taken her to the vet. Instead, she just died a slow and painful death alone.

That's why I now understand the movie "Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close" where the son was afraid to pick up the phone and talk to the dad. Instead, he just stared at the phone. It's the same thing with people who just look at this volume set and didn't do anything.

I may sound melodramatic, but my situation was dire like the World Trade Center collapsing where I'm faltering in my health and on the brink of being homeless should my 76 year old stepdad and 71 year old mom die. They're the ones keeping me afloat while I write all this content about Cryptology. So I have a temporary place to live. However, once they pass away, where am I going to go? Where will I live? What will I do?

All it took was a little courage from people to take a stand and know when something's wrong.

1) News for 4/9 of 2013 states  SunTrust evicted a supermarket as hungry onlookers were forced to watch perishable food get sent to the dump

2) I said the Sun is a Female God

3) I said people don't trust me

4) I said ideas are "Food for Thought

When people "throw away" or "discard" my literature where I say the "Sun" is God, people don't "Trust" me, and ideas are "
years old. I can still crawl under the family. It might have been cheating and dusty. There would have been cobwebs underneath the house. 

 However, I didn't desire to go under there because I was afraid that I might visit Furball under there dead. It scared me, and I didn't desire to belong under there. So I learn the easy way away and hoped that maybe Furball was just hurt and would derive out eventually. As the days passed with Furball not having returned, the fear start turning into guilt. 

 What if I could have saved Furball who may have been really ill hurt by crawling under the house to find her? 

 It was my own selfishness, indolence, and fear that got the better of me. I just hoped that thing would turn out alright. However, what if I really could have saved Furball who was really ill hurt and going under there would have saved her because I could have taken her to the vet. Instead, she just died a slow and painful end entirely. 

 That's why I now understand the movie " Extremely brassy and Incredibly Close " where the son was afraid to pick up the phone and spill the beans to the dad. Instead, he just stared at the phone. It's the like thing with people who just look at this volume set and didn't do anything. 

 I may sound melodramatic, but my situation was dire like the World Trade Center collapsing where I'm stumble in my health and on the brink of being dispossessed should my 76 class previous stepdad and 71 year old mom die. They're the one keeping me afloat while I write all this content about cryptanalysis. So I own a temporary place to be. However, once they pass off, where am I going to go? Where will I populate? What will I do? 

 All it take was a little courage from people to take a point of view and know when something's wrong. 

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 2) I said the Sun is a Female God 

 3) I said people don't believe me 

 4) I said ideas are " Food for Thought 

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2) I faid the Sun is c Female God

3) I said people don't trust me

4) I said ideas are "Dood for Thought

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2) I sAiD the Sun is a fEMalE God

3) I SaId peOple don'T trust me

4) I said ideas ARe "FOod for Thought

wheN peoPLE "tHroW AwAY" or "DiSCarD" MY literature wherE I say the "SuN" iS goD, people don'T "truSt" Me, and idEas are "
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It w as  my o wn sel fishn es s, laziness, an d fe ar that g otth e b et ter o f  me. I  ju sthoped t hat thi n gswo u l d  t urn out alright. H ow e v er , what i f I re a ll yc ould hav esav ed F u r ballwhow as  reallybadlyh ur tand goi ng  under  t her e w ouldh avesavedher beca use I could have tak e n her to thev et . In s tead , s he just die d as lowandp ai nfu l  deat h alo ne . 
T hat's why I now und er standthe m ovie "Extreme ly Loud an d I ncredibl y Cl o se "  where the son  wasafraid top ick up t he ph one andtalk to t h e  dad. In ste ad,  he  ju s t  s tared at thep h one.  I t's the  sa me thin g w ith  pe opl ewho justlook atth is  v ol ume  seta nd didn' tdoan yth ing.I maysound  mel od ra m ati c, butm ys i tuat io nwasdir eliketheW orl d Trade  Center c oll a psin gwh ere I'm  faltering in  m y health a nd  on  the b r i nk of be ing homeless should my7 6 yearold  step dadand 71 ye arold mo m d i e. The y're t he on es  ke e p ing m e af loa twhile I wr i t e a ll th is  con tent ab out Cryptology. So I h ave a tempora ryplac e to  li v e. How ev e r,o n ce they pass aw ay, wheream Igoing to g o ? W he re will  I live ? Wha t  will I  do?

All  it tookwa s al i ttl e couragefrom peo ple to ta k e a s t an d and  kn ow whe nsom ethin g's wr o ng. 

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2)  I s a id the Su n  i s a F em ale God

3) I sai d peo ple don'ttrus t me

4) I said i d eas are "FoodforT h oug htWhen  p eople "throw a way "o r  "discar d"  my literat ure wher eI  saythe "S un" is  God, p e o pl e  don't  "Tr ust " me, and  id ea s  are "
 years_old. I_can still crawl under_the house._It_might have_been_dirty and dusty._There would have_been cobwebs underneath the_house.

However, I didn't_want_to go under there because I was afraid that I might see Furball under_there_dead. It_scared_me,_and I didn't want to_go under there. So I_took the_easy way out and hoped that maybe Furball_was_just hurt and_would come out eventually. As the days passed with_Furball not having returned, the fear_started turning into_guilt.

What_if_I could have saved_Furball who may have been really_badly hurt by crawling under the_house to find her?

It was my own_selfishness, laziness, and fear that got_the better of me. I_just hoped_that things would turn out_alright. However, what_if I_really could have_saved Furball who was really badly_hurt and going_under there would have saved her_because_I could have_taken_her_to the_vet. Instead, she_just_died a_slow_and painful death alone.

That's why I_now_understand the movie "Extremely Loud and Incredibly_Close" where the son_was_afraid to pick up_the phone and talk to_the dad. Instead, he just stared_at the_phone. It's_the same thing with people who just look at this volume_set and didn't do anything.

I may_sound melodramatic, but my_situation was_dire_like the World_Trade_Center collapsing_where I'm faltering in my health and_on the_brink of being homeless should my_76 year old stepdad_and_71 year old mom die. They're_the ones keeping me afloat while_I write all this content_about_Cryptology._So I have a temporary_place to live. However, once they_pass away, where_am I going to go? Where will_I_live? What will I do?

All it_took_was a little courage from people_to_take_a stand and know when_something's wrong.

1) News for 4/9 of_2013 states  SunTrust evicted a supermarket as hungry_onlookers were forced_to watch perishable food get_sent_to_the dump

2) I said the Sun is a Female God

3)_I said_people don't trust_me

4) I said ideas are "Food for Thought

When people "throw_away" or "discard" my literature where I_say the "Sun" is God, people don't "Trust" me, and ideas_are "