yes this exactly i’ve had a fixation on numbers for as long as i can remember 7 is definitely an idea one for me 3 is also ideal but i think it’s because i relate 3 to my family since there’s 3 of us my mind has turned it into some sick game of not ever being able to look at anything less than 3 because that means i’d lose one of them it’s like every time i look at a damn clock or crosswalk count-down i have the fate of my family on my shoulders it’s exhausting and one of my ocd things i’ve never been able to shake 3 is like the magic number as well as multiples of 3 7 is the exception though lol it’s nice to see that i’m not the only one with number issues lol