yeah100  i took a break in efforts to follow my passion and degree path to move back home to help my mom run our family business when my dads early onset alzheimers showed up i promised her a year which turned into 9 before i decided to bail and try to have some adventures of my own  i had no idea how much more difficult being out in the real working world was going to beit seems in large part my success was tied to the environment working well with my adhd - i had a lot of flexibility as one of the bosses i had a clear direction and sense of purpose through ownership of what i was doing we had a simple production schedule and i was easily able to pick the designproduction jobs i was working on based on whatever factors fit my state that day best  now ive been in the general working world since 2019 and its been a shit show the whole way i worked for some toxic crazy people - at least im in a better place now in that sense but still  i work for an awesome boss with great coworkers who ive known for a decade as family friends - theyre flexible and care a lot about me but im sadly learning i do find the work itself intolerably boring most of the time  job 2 is a part time vet tech gig my background is animal scienceconservation bio that i picked up when they needed extra help during the pandemic so i work after my 9-5 for about 15 hours a week im always active feeling like im making an impact surrounded by badass women with amazing senses of humor and my mind never just wanders off because i find the work itself so engaging  sucky part is that job 1 is critical because it pays the bills and id feel super guilty jumping ship after only a year and change job 2 doesnt pay shit - i couldnt survive on that income but i love it and id feel just as guilty letting that one go because theyre always telling me what a huge help i am and how they wish they could steal me for full timebut im burning at both ends having to keep the job that makes my adhd harder to manage but not wanting to cut the one i love loose even if itd probably make my main job easier if i had more breathing room and worked a standard 40 hours a week  my hearts with you