i 100000 feel this  i pick up so many wild hobbies  things that i want to be good at and learn but with so many of them i justcant  my father is an amazing artist  he can paint draw sculpt you name it  me  im lucky to draw a stick figure with straight lines and a decent circle  unless i sit around for literal hours or days just trying to draw one thing  its always annoyed me to no end  about the only things ive ever stuck to and gotten good at is writing story telling auto mechanic work and wilderness survival skills  now all that aside i have a zillion little hobbies i know a little bit about  its like a jack of all trades thing  im decent enough to help or do a bit but never great  sometimes it bothers me and sometimes just sometimes im ok with that  some people are to find it interesting that i am somewhat skilled at so many things  always an odd feeling