this was so true for me 100 could have written it myself especially since i spent most of my working life in a career that i didnt care about - so it was impossible to advance beyond a certain point and i spent so much time and energy covering my own ass for my careless mistakes and procrastination  then i found a career path that actually worked for me got certified got diagnosed got medicated got hired  and two years later i am kicking ass so hard at my job that i have former co-workers begging me to come work for them  because im smart as hell interested in what i do think fast and pivot on a dime with meds now i can follow through on all of it  find the job where you get to solve puzzles all day and get the damn drugs and you can rule