me i have a really hard time cleaning and keeping things neat partially due to ocd and partially due to depression i hate the clutter and i hate mess but i can’t manage to clean it it’s also hard for me to bring myself to shower bcs showers are one of my biggest germaphobia triggers it seems ridiculous and counter-intuitive and it is brushing my teeth and cleaning my face and overall daily is also really difficult bcs i hate sinks and just overall lack of energy due to being constantly drained from depression and ocd