thanks dood   i wish you all in advance a happy new decade  set goals for the next few years and make something out of your lives people time is valuable and you cant take it back  here and there may be some people that have hit rock bottom in life please feel free to share anything with me im not anyone special nor am i the best to take advice from but id also share my stories with you which would hopefully help and encourage you to fight for something in life  if youre thinking of taking your life it is not worth it there are people that are specialized to help people like you  1-800-273-8255  please call this suicide prevention number if you feel suicidal or have any suicidal thoughts