is this really an ocd thing as a kid i got taken to therapy for possible ocd when i would freak out in school if given an assignment because i was so afraid of messing up i would just breakdown and not be able to do it i guess the outcome was they couldn’t really determine if i had ocd or not or maybe it was autism i don’t remember but i never got diagnosed with anything   but i do this kind of stuff all the time is this really an ocd thing i’ll walk back outside to double check i locked my car sometimes i’ll do it upwards of 3 or 4 times i’ll feel keys in my pocket actually hold them and feel them but i have to take them out and see them otherwise i’ll be afraid i messed up somehow   i also don’t have them as often anymore very rarely actually but i used to do that thing where “simple thought about random object” leads through a series of chain thoughts in my head that somehow lead to “i have to kill myself it’s the only way i can avoid being a bad person”   i know this sub isn’t for self diagnosis i’m just wondering if constantly double checking everything all the time is actually a symptom of ocd i certainly have what i would broadly categorize as “anxiety” but i do wonder about the ocd thing quite often