thats what happens in an adhd brain it used to dog me daily cause me loads of shit it made me cry gave me sleepless nights felt suicidal the whole lot i couldnt do fuck all and i was so fed up and frustrated i told my counciller if i didnt get on medication i was going to end it all cause i couldnt fuction some days and it was just one thing after another everything was a mess and it was just getting worse id have good days and bad days the good days i was able to at least function and do the bare minimum but the bad days i couldnt function at all i feel your pain man really feel it then i got on medication and it just stopped overnight and all my issues just suddenly disappered but i hate it when they wear off though its a pain in the arse but thankfully they last all day so i only have to put up with it later on at night