me and i really related to about eight posts but there would be this tempting array of other reddit postsand lands sake i keep looking but i can’t find those posts again did i save nooooooo   usually a phrase from the preview stays with me i stubbornly search but  can’t find    this post here really connects with me i keep thinking “ahh you sissy you probably don’t have anything wrong you just aren’t doing anything right” then i see posts like this and  i remember that this is real   it’s like being forced to move around an endless board game with interesting parts but the real world is waitingand the time wasted is now much more than the time remaining   i feel like i’m sinning in a non religious sense