i also put off going to the doctor for 1-2 years due to a visible lump near the throatwas dragged to the doctor by my mother and turns out it was tuberculous lymphadenitis i was under medication for almost a year due to some medical complications  hope you get better  if there are chances of you forgetting your meds having the weekly tablet box thingie would help  i forgot to take my meds one day memory was hazy and its because of that box i realised i didnt take my meds