no it was “soooo helpful” lol i have these type of intrusive thoughts way too much i’ve begun consider it ties in my being an empath i have a tendency to pick up people’s “psychosexual spiritual” vibe or something so sometimes it’s fine but other times when it’s family or a student of mine or some else that i wouldn’t want an actual sexual relationship it becomes overwhelming  so recently i’ve been giving myself that space and realizing there is a type of core energy everyone possess and i may just be hyper aware and picking that upso the fight with myself is way more forgiving