it dous sound like the person at the end wants to help you trough your problems so thats a nice thing i also found this video link below that realy helped me understand why i just cant take jewelry asginments from people because i just freeze up at some point in the process so for now im not doing the work i would love to do and working on that problem so someday i may hopefully the meds and talks helpxd but i hope this video can help you with your problem aswell their is also a second part but that is easly found but if you cant find it just send me a message