ocd what if youre actually psychotic and hallucinate  me pretty sure i dont sense things that arent real goes over evidence in my head and tries to make myself hallucinate to check aka compulsions  ocd but maybe youre just faking you dont what if youre lying maybe its just not happening right now maybe you should check webmd just in case oh you did and you dont match up to the symptoms well what if i told you you did and theyre wrong etc etc etc  mesighs as i compulsively go over every square inch of my mind memory check everything and check that im checking to make sure im checking try not to step on the cracks in the sidewalk or the imaginary lines coming off of geometrically shaped objects remind myself of what i think and believe avoi thinking thoughts that could contaminate my mind etc