true makes me want to scream i come from work with the traveling including its 12 hours from home surrounded by mostly strangers travel by train office work a lot of people and those are germans i dont think they understand what introverts are they cant stop talking  - just glad i can wear earphones while working  and then i come home to what fun stories from my mom  i understand that she wants to spend time with me bc im away from home most the time i also understand that she has some problems she wants to share but im literally of no use there i told her many times that i need silence when i come i cant conetrate on any of her words and they just keep irritating me  idk if she forgets that i told her or she doesnt take me seriously but i do have the wish to punch her sometimes  purely a wish from the overwhelming feeling of the day like stop just stop