yeah i totally understand this not only do i have to deal with a swirling blizzard of incomplete thought fragments but you also start to feel like a caged animal and the cage is your own mind everybody else is outside that cage looking in you try to talk to them but all they hear is some sort of random bleating that makes no sense to them so they just shrug their shoulders and move on its not their fault for not understanding nor is it yours for having your condition it just really sucks because you believe deep down that no one not even your therapist will truly understand you i read posts on here and i find that i often get envious of others because of being able to articulate whats going on its a gift that gets taken for granted