im very clean but extremely disorganised lots of people dont realise that those of us with cleanliness and contamination obsessions can be messy and disorganised too especially those who are literal perfectionists like me its already incomprehensible to many that not everyone with ocd has contamination issues and its even more incomrehensible to people that someone can have contamination ocd and still be messy after showering for hours on end i just dont have the energy to put things away to my standard of neatness