its also like that for work if i work at 4pm it feels like i cant do anything before that if someone asks if they want to get lunch at noon or just go out before i work im like nope i work at 4pm  oh god i feel the whole post but this about work hits so hard  i usually start anywhere from 10 to 12 which isnt so bad in fact its pretty great but sometimes i have a 3pm shift and it is so difficult