this is frighteningly true with me i thought i read an old post i wrote it’s bad serious impact in my life and particularly in my career i’m afraid to apply for a promotion at work because i just know that 1 i’ll impress them and get the job and 2 i’ll fail miserably within a few months to be honest - i was recently fired due to my addiction - and i’m so petrified of getting another job i started a landscaping company instead my friends - i have a bachelors degree and a masters degree i know i’m selling myself short but — i can’t seem to help it