i do this but with determining whether people like me or not i always think that someone i know will talk to someone i knew twenty years ago and they will reject me or something   i am constantly replaying conversations i have with people in my mind looking for things like whether i was rude or not   it is ocd but it sounds like schizophrenia but i always have doubts about peoples loyalty i am always obsessing about how they are scheming against me it is ocd but sounds like schizophrenia