the worst thing about understanding your adhd is the twin understanding that to others it’s an excuse i’m in charge of completely setting up the new crm for my company right now i made a super enthusiastic timeline presentation for my bosses in july i’m where i should have been in august my daily symptoms have increased ten fold since march and combined with anxiety and depression i’m running at 20 tops i am humiliated and burnt out even though it looks like i’ve done fuck all my bosses know about my adhd and they’ve been semi patient so far but my shame and anxiety are overwhelming ultimately i’ll be held to the same standards as any neurotypical coworker even if i pull off a trademark zero hour miracle finish like usual it just doesn’t matter in the end