i always thought i was just neurotic i never thought that constantly checking my reflection in every some what reflective surface was a big deal and everyone who saw me constantly checking my face just told me i was a narcissist   it didn’t hit me until i didn’t have a reflective surface to look in and i freaked out i always checked my reflection because my brain always screamed that there was something on my face something wrong with my hair that i looked bad and if i didn’t check right now everyone’s going to think i’m gross ugly and make fun of me   and now it’s just gotten worse and evolved into hair pulling but ya know because i’m not cleaning i’m actually just a narcissist not suffering from ocd