i just wish i could do nothing all day i would be happy just doing that  im incredibly lucky enough to have this privilege disability benefits and a flat provided by a supported independent living scheme - i often feel guilty about how lucky i am to have this   its not quite as great as you probably think it is i love that i have the option to do nothing all day every day but because adhd causes me to struggle with motivationdiscipline i end up choosing this option far more than is healthy for me ive not really pursued any of my lifes ambitions and even in terms of day-to-day living i sometimes get intolerably bored lonely and depressed but still feel as though i just want to hide and do nothing   i really hate the feeling of being required to do something but i think sometimes its necessary to have some commitments especially if youd otherwise struggle to motivate yourself  as much as i feel incredibly grateful that im able to have a life free of commitments i think its that very lack of any consequence for doing nothing all day every day that has turned my life into often feeling like more of an existence