i finally started taking care of myself when i couldnt take care of ky kids on my own most days i got used to being in pain and just kept putting things offfor years i had a fire lit under my butt and had over 65 dr appointments and physical therapy appointments and had dozens of vials of blood takes2 mris3 xrays1 ct scan in the last year turns out i was ignoring an autoimmune disease nerve damaged elbows that now need surgery among other stuff  its overwhelming and i wish i hadnt put things off so long ugh