anyone ever get like this about gifts i get moments when i am all of a sudden worried that i need to get someone a gift i worry that if i dont im a bad person and i shouldnt be in their life its definitely a compulsion i have in stores too if i just browse but dont by i worry that i accidentally stole or it looks like that so i have to buy a pack of gum or something  but like i got that student loan debt kind of bank account  anyone else