god i’m the exact same i was an absolute shithead in my early teens i said words i didn’t have the right to say i did things i shouldn’t have done just overall was a very bad bad person i’ve moved on and grown as a person but even still i’m scared that things i said in the past will come back to bite me the thought doesn’t come often but when it does it’s so hard to get it the fuck out of my head you’re not alone