i have procrastinated my health also even though i’ve shown issues for a while i haven’t slept much due to worrying i have gone through many test and they are worried it’s colon cancer i haven’t been diagnosed yet but i understand part of the process i keep trying to wrap my head around if they tell me if i have cancer but i just can’t because i think it’s something that you have to experience i’m sorry that you have cancer thank you for posting this it can’t be easy