dude i finally graduated in december of last year at 28 i was literally in my last semester and almost dropped out and said fuck it because it was so taxing i literally put off my assignments and everything until the absolute last minute for every fucking class it felt like that was the only way i could even get any schoolwork done just let the anxiety of potentially being an absolute failure run loose in my head until the only way i could escape it was to do the work  but while i was taking classes i tried finding help i thought i was having issues due to adhd i was diagnosed as a kid i paid an assload for an evaluation and got diagnosed with a fancy term for almost ptsd which was related to anxiety symptoms apparently stemming from my time in prison so i just assumed i was stupid and needed to get my shit together   recently i saw a post coincidentally it was during a particularly horrible week of depression about adhd i really vibed with what was being said now im working to see if i can get re-evaluated because i really feel like these people arent listening to me   im just hoping i can get to a normal state at some point