my mom is my biggest unbeliever she does not believe in me i feel worthless at times she could care less about my personal feelings its sad when the one person you have to lean on is yourself i am in a tough boat and it feels bad i want to just end my life at times cause of how i feel anyways  i just want to not live anymore at times when i lost my job from the covid i feel more broken than ever and i feel stuck  i feel so broken down