this is me waking up at 1pm just now and eating a bag of walkers max and a crunchie bar and looking at reddit instead of getting out of bed   i eat so much shit at the weekends when i dont take elvanse lmao and i spend most of saturday and sunday in bed cause im not forced to work and waking up is so fucking painful every day anyway when my alarm goes off i feel like someones been beating the shit out of my body all night and my eyes cant stay open so i just hit snooze over and over for about 3 hours or until someone starts annoying me everything feels like a waste of time despite being so bored i could off myself i wish i got this magical dopamine hit from having a shower or going outside that most people apparently do