i am a messy person but am a germaphobe if it’s outside of me i can freak out over germs but if it’s me and my stuff then i don’t mind as much but it doesn’t mean i like it i have other mental health problems and if i can’t make a mess perfectly clean then i can’t start because to me what’s the point i also can barely focus on anything and only want to do things i enjoy   i have read that people with ocd can be messy people because of varying circumstances depending on that persons life