i do but i dont consider it one of my many problems ive brought it up with therapists and they generally attribute it to me not having a childhoodbeing left alone growing up ive never connected it with my ocd id never heard of that being a related thing until now and i can definitely see some links between the two now that i think about it thats interesting  but yeah i apologize to things and want to do things to make something feel better ie clean it paint it ect like i might want it clean or spruced up but in my mind its also making the inanimate object feel good and that makes me happy  my childhood lovepersonification of stuffed animals and dolls has turned into a bjd and doll restorationcustomization hobby that i very much enjoy the bjd community is full of people that think of their dolls as little people so i feel less weird my husband and friends think its creepy af but im okay with that