omg  i feel this  like i know im smart  people tell me that all the time  but even just agreeing with them just feels like i belong on r iamverysmart  it doesnt help that every job or hobby i pick up i excel at get bored with it then dump it like a hot potato otherwise i become miserable    this wiring in my head is great at learning noticing things picking up new skill fast but fuck me if i even remotely attempt being dedicated or focused enough to maintain any of that on one topic to master  yeah right  guess ill just be a jack of all trades my whole life  good at lots master of none  lol