instead of going for the diagnosis i needed i got really into productivity and motivation podcasts like tim ferris tony robbins etc i used to listen to them on my long bus rides to school yeah sure they helped a little but holy fuck what i really needed was a diagnosis and treatment i basically had imposter syndrome i was doing well at school so yeah i was like yeah i might have adhd but really it must be a problem with my productivity lol jesus what a individualistic capitalistic answer to a neurodevelopmental issue