when i get to that point it seems like im always saying is that weird after everything i say  i know some insecure people do that kind of thing but with me its different im not insecure or shy about what i have to say at all im actually kind of a bold loudmouth who gets in trouble with saying too much  but when i start to feel the crazy™ come on it seems like i do a lot of checking to make sure that what im thinkingsaying is ok