i only discovered recently i suffer from ocd and was shocked i thought ocd was like sheldon from the big bang theory having to knock on the door a certain amount of times but when i found out my constantly checking things are off and having panic attacks because i thought i hit someone driving even though i knew i hadn’t everything started to make sense the more i researched ocd it baffles me that i have lived with this my whole life but never even had a clue it was ocd my life makes so much sense now but i wish i had known sooner