i literally came here to post this and it looks like i dont have to  so not only did i lose everything my job the short play i was directing the musical im the hair  makeup assistant for the extracurricular activities i hold close to my heart my culminating class showcases my friends that are graduating which is most of them because im a first semester senior right now but now i have to deal with the mess that will be online classes   i have to find a new job too i have to decide if im going to stay in university housing or go home to new york city which is an outbreak zone to immuno-compromised parents who wont have any money because my dads job is going to be impacted by the virus so much there are a million other things to worry about that arent the way that my brain works  nyc seems like a wasteland right now my heart hurts as someone in the theatre community to see broadway go dark and see audition listings drop like flies but its going to be a ghost town up at my university i already am struggling academically im going to struggle a lot more being while being sad virtual hugs are definitely being accepted right now