ok so i have obsessive twiddling disorder as i can understand it by others where i seek comfort from rubbing a specific textile it calms my brain when i’m anxious although it never really completely stops the anxiety more like staves it off a few months ago i lost my special blanket when we moved and nothing i’ve tried to replace with feels remotely the same at first i was upset but was eventually glad for some if not temporary reprieve from my twiddling compulsion