i genuinely cant even express how desperately i needed this and some of the responses ive read seeing it from people who understand and relate in a way no one else can im also playing tug of war with suicidal ideation and no real energy to express much of anything so its hard to articulate something meaningful right now but you truly are a gem i dont know you but i love you and im sorry for your loss i hope something good happens to you today i was just diagnosed last month with c-ptsd and adhd at 24 and its been rough and difficult to find common ground with anyone at all im tired this is a good post though keep it up