so happy for you    i took mine for the first time yesterday and i was so calm and collected i actually felt accomplished that i was so composed and my kids and husband were super excited for me i finally did the most simple of things in a linear fashion i did laundry dishes and cooked without leaving to do other things i took my next dose this morning and i sat down for a minute to write in my journal and track my mood i also started bawling they were also tears of joy  i didn’t know i had been living with a disorder for this long and it was the problem in my life the reason i had low self esteem and became depressed and stressed out the reason i couldn’t drive didn’t finish school i now have hope for my future  my mind finally slowdown enough for me to sleep even i feel happy