don’t fall for that feeling each time that’s the addicting part of it called “the honeymoon effect” i personally had to stop after 2 years because it became a chase for dopamine it ended up making me psychotic and delusional  after taking a year break i now use it as a tool to get shit done whatever that may be   not trying to discourage you because it’s done wonders for my future self just a subtle warning about adderall