i went to the trouble of ordering a bunch of chocolate and other stuff to make my friends little care packages as i cant see them in person im in the uk and were still in covid lockdown i hand made cards tracked down everyones address assembled all the packages and addressed the envolopes i even bought stamps   that was a month ago they are all still sitting on my desk and i just cannot get it together to post them postbox is 3 mins walk from my flat  i also hand made christmas cards for the concierge and cleaning staff who work in my block of flats they are still sitting on my shelf because i just kept forgetting to take them downstairs or feeling weirdly anxious about doing it even though ive managed in previous years albeit late