i’ve had scrupulosity for the majority of my life i’d literally stand in the middle of crosswalks praying with one foot off the ground idk why but one leg always had to be lifted try to balance and get the prayer “right” to keep moving forward shit was crazy after a year of exrp i don’t do any of my scrup compulsions anymore i pray if i want when i want and i don’t pressure myself to believe in any one thing i let myself question my spirituality and religiosity and i feel so much freer than i’ve ever felt