years years wasted not pursuing what i enjoy to the point where i dont know anymore what i enjoy and want to do im over myself at this point over this constant need to be perfect in order to move forward with anything the crazy thing is that i really admire people who are able to show their process and growth i have only recently learned that i have ocd and i soo wish i knew when i was younger but whatever thats how things went the important thing is that i know now and i can work on changing