yes  i have always done this with some things but never considered it was connected to my ocd one thing that sticks out from childhood is there were these crystal bear things that were very tiny and would hang from your ceiling fan for some reason  i gave mine to my grandmother my mother probably pressured me into it i remember being at her house and looking up at the ceiling fan and seeing that bear and feeling so sad that i gave it away  like i hurt it by doing that i cried and asked for it back and my grandmother and mother called me an “indian giver” racist yes my family is full of it and dysfunction i think they bought me a new one but it wasn’t the same and they didn’t understand    i also would feel incredibly sad when i got older and gave some old toys away  i felt sad like i had betrayed them and let them down by growing up