this pretty much is it really working on the binging stuff parts atm  also i found something i really really love and it gives me so much besides just the thing itself like i really start taking care of myself just to be better at it and more but im so afraid something will brake my passion and i inevitably slip in to old and really bad habits dont know what to do about it i try and limit my time a bit spent on the hobby just as to not burnout to quickly and hope it works