if i see something that looks weird in my food it makes me worry and i feel the need to take it out or not eat it anymore unfortunately when i do this my friends get mad at me for having this issue and i try to explain to them why i feel the need to take care of the trivial matter or odd looking thing in my food and they just act like it doesnt make sense because it is an irrational fear and compulsion   very annoying trying to explain why instead of what i have ive never been able to be open about my ocd to my friends ive always been afraid to make it seem like a big deal or something they should treat me differently for which i dont want them to do im afraid they will treat me differently or look at me differently so i dont express that stuff