i feel this especially with college i hate the way i know i’m perfectly capable of doing the work passing the tests and getting good grades i just can’t get myself to sit down and actually do assignments or study on top of not being able to simple household stuff like dishes and laundry so everything is a mess it just makes me feel so depressed to the point that i just don’t even care and it makes everything worse and it’s just an endless terrible cycle i don’t even know how to get myself out at this point i finally got a diagnosis after months of waiting to get in with the doctor now trying to get with a doctor to start meds is taking forever i just feel hopeless and like such a failure right now