i’ve stopped setting goals in my life because regardless of how well i planned or others would plan for me i would randomly and inconsistently without any logic or reason defy those plans or revolt against them  sometimes i hate this bastard brain sometimes my brain and gut were trying to tell me why those plans were garbage regardless i just do things with a vague understanding that life will lead to something and by doing what im doing some door will open to something great now only if i can feel accomplished after i complete something even only if its for a few seconds