hey there i just wanted to say i understand your pain i have a few creative hobbies that took a long time to feel good enough about to be able to consistently practice however creative outlets exist in places you would not even think about  i see from some of your previous posts you have an interest in video games just like me i wanna suggest an explorative and creative game personally i have delved deep into a game called space engineers which has endless creative opportunities and is way more in-depth than other games in the genre such as minecraft   a creative outlet does not have to be things such as drawing painting singing or dancing it could be computer programming rearranging your home exploring new mindsets by reading or watching media to learn about them or in my case creating an amazing space ship in my video game a creative outlet is anything that allows you to just do the thing your way or a new way   stay strong my friend we are all in this together