yes lately it has been so bad i go through spouts of feeling mentally free then its back to the ocd life   i dont know if this is the same but an example would be i was playing this game called limbo on xbox with my boyfriend helping there was a lot of knowing when to jump in sync of the timing of objects just right it was so easy for him to figure out but not me finally he just did it but i needed him to explain it to me he explained once and i just couldnt comprehend it but finally understood and then had to sit there and think about it over and over until it felt right in my head and fuck it was so frustrating because i knew i understood but i could not move forward without feeling right while my boyfriend was like you can keep playing but i have to say just a minute i have to think of something  for like 10 minutes then i get a headache   i alo hate when i really need to understand something for my own dysfunction and someone goes dont worry about it or it dont matter yes omg it so matters   hope this made sense