oof man really calling us out here only difference is when i wake up i either continue trying to sleep or being on my phone 20 min after my first alarm rang and i only have 10 min to get ready and walk the dog before going to work and every single time i’m like i’ll be fine i can manage this and then every single time i’m late   if i don’t take my medicine i’m extremely drained and sleepy but i still procrastinate on sleep because i don’t know man i just gotta scroll eating becomes something of a habit and i just feel compelled to eat even if i’m not hungry which i just found out that it’s because i’m looking for stimulation focusing on anything is so tough even if i want to and then i just get so tired even after i’ve slept for 9-12 hours so i go lay down but instead of sleeping i just scroll   with medication all of that is still present but it’s something that i can handle and i’m still learning how to handle everything just becomes more doable and doesn’t feel as terrible or tiring however it’s still there and some days are better then others i take it a day at a time at this point