beautiful   sorry for your loss   thank you for posting this i somehow got through university but i want a career change the first school i tried was a terrible fit and just teaching outdated material i already knew i found a new school that’s a better fit but i hovered over the application submit button last night i was afraid it wouldn’t work out and i was afraid of failing again   my friends think i have it all together and i’m so successful i used to be or i used to have it held together better my adhd got a lot worse after a head injury i don’t have it together today i had to ask my mom to help me make calls to a big health system that was refusing to bill my insurance and i’ve been at war for 6 months with that place my earnings are depressed just based on when i finished undergrad and my inability to decide on a career i don’t have it together but i appreciate their confidence that i do because i really don’t and no one understands that except you lovely humans here   thank you all for existing