i would like to share a good moment but these days have been extra hard i feel like crying when i feel these thoughts in my brain im a university student and i still live with my parents and my siblings my family is wonderful i had a great childhood i am a content person but i also have a aunt with severe depression and ocd i stayed with my aunt and my late grandmother after school because my parents were both working full time me and my brother developed at the age of 7-8 some forms of ocd and i think that being in contact with someone who already had this type of disorder influenced greatly our behavior i dont like being touched by people i get anxious even angry if they do or touch my clothes or things i also hate when my mom does my laundry and i have to rewash my underwear because i feel like its dirty for being in the same pile of clean clothes of the other people in my family i hate when people touch my bed or any of the furniture in my bedroom i dont touch door knobs with my bare hands before going to bed and i use my foot to close doors i dont like touching the light switches in my house too