this is one of the most comforting things ive ever read if i werent at work i would cry my entire theme of ocd is hurting and killing my son i was afraid that i was a monster for a very long time over 15 years i have kept my secret so no one would take my son away from me now he is almost 18 so the intrusive thoughts have lessened but it has been without a doubt the worst thing i have ever gone through so thank you thank you for reminding me that i am not a monster this wasnt my choice