i feel im in a special kind of hell i suffer from adhd and narcolepsy and ive tried tons of drugsmedications even found a few that worked well but theyre illegal andor unable to be prescribed and the best option i have available at the moment is amphetamines im forced to be dependent on speed all of the time -- even when i dont need to focus   i think that the light is that there are so very many people suffering right now from a very similar thing and that is the type of situation that is ripe for solutions in modern human society we have treated or have found near cures for everything from cancer to color-blindness with something that affects millions of people and only continue to affect millions more i feel like solutions are on the way  somewhere out there is a researcher or scientists or pharmacist who suffers just like we do but they have the knowledge and resources to do something about it  its painful-- trust me i know however humanity is making great progress on these and other things 30-40 years ago someone with adhd would just be called stupid slow or unmotivated now there are treatments medications and therapies exclusively designed for it  and when solutions are found for it they will spread like wildfire