i’m sitting here thinking about how much i loathe the taste of blood while still destroying my mouth by biting my lips and cheeks it’s moments like that where i feel like a slave to ocd or when i can’t kiss my fiancé or eat because my mouth hurts so much   i feel like i have literally zero control when i count out little things like my ice cubes and have to do everything in odd numbers but then if i tap the counter three times i start to panic because i need the same feeling on both of my hands   thank you for saying this i needed it today and i’m sure a lot of other people did too