none of this is really news to me - i knew this was true intuitively the extreme panic is overstating it for me and i expect most people highly agitated fits better  i was an honors student and have a stem degree which took forever i wasnt diagnosed until 31  these words echo in my head the due date is usually the do date  i cant count how many hours i spent sitting in a library alone hating every errant noise pulling on my hair to stay focused on my homework when i wanted to sit still i told myself i was lazy even while working part time abd school full time i also thought i must be a bit stupid which led to an iq test not stupid by a long shot and then an adhd diagnosis