this   when family members do this to me i remind them that i’m trying or doing my best but i struggle with remembering things i feel like no matter how many times they tell me they understand that they don’t fully understand the complications i struggle with and saying that honestly makes me feel shitty like it’s my fault i have adhd or i could be doing things better but always fall short i wish to not always feel this way but honestly i just feel like a burden to everyone and i am a running joke sometimes “we could have izzarail do it but he’ll forget” or “he’ll do some of it but then he’ll get distracted” and i’m just there smiling as i scream internally lmfaoooo