i wash like 35x a day and this has caused my anxiety and fear to skyrocket if i didnt have emulsifying lotion my hands would be so fucked rn i laid away in bed with a perpetual anxiety attack for 3 hours last night im getting to a point where i cant resist washing 2x a wash and im gonna run outta soap this whole thing is a nightmare for me i spent 28 years desperately wanting to stop the planet and get off it and then i finally start being okay with being here only for this to happen it feels ironic and unfair