im at work right now and i decided not to take caffeine for the last two days to see how id feel i was depressed af on caffeine now im depressed but cant bother to do anything its very slow work day and i just keep thinking im wasting my life but ill go home and do nothing productive anyway when someone says i got paid to do nothing today that to me sounds like hell unless you didnt have to show up or you got paid a lot of money the worst is being forced to do nothing because you are on the job i cant do what i want to do when i want to do it im so fucking bored of living this life the way im forced to live it no meds only crazy high caffeine vitamins and brain supps i need help