a great outlet for this for me has been improv and sketch comedy maybe not the best outlet in current times but working with a team of people all trying to reach the same goal with the low stakes of independent local comedy really helped motivate me i get to try my hand at writing making props recording and collaborating with others  its helped me explore all sorts of interests while never having the pressure of having to be good at any of them sure sometimes you bomb publicly but when it hits its so good i highly suggest looking into improv classes even if over zoom isnt the most ideal condition to start under its helped me a lot in dropping the expectation of being immediately good at something and helped me learn to work at it again this isnt something that works for everyone but it worked for me