yes you are 100 right  i self diagnosed years ago my adhd and dyslexia  but now i am starting to see i have ocd and its debilitating   i think its close to pure ocd i have hyper sexual hyper violence thoughts   even hard going to the tops of buildings or walking in stairwells with a opening in the middle  i always have such strong ideas to jump  not like in a suicidal way  just in a omg cant stop thinking about doing this   thank you for your post and bringing more awareness to what ocd is   idk even know