jesus christ i never knew how badly i felt until i read others experience i was taught to grin my teeth and bear it and until now that worked my entire life ive been constantly belittled by family school etc for not being normal ive always had god awful grades but know the work im doing ive always deemed myself inadequate because thats what i was told i had zero self worth for my entire life it wasnt until i began playing guitar that i realized im not a terrible waste of humanity and i actually have potential to be something that i can be proud of