im not sure exactly if i have ocd ive been trying to figure that out for a while though i notice that due to not having much energy i cant keep myself organized my room is always a mess and im always cleaning only to have to stop drop everything andor shove it into a corner every time i look at it i get overwhelmed and cant function putting me into more of a deep depression than im already in so i tend to  leave things out i let them get dirty when i get energy again its like im on crack when cleaning but i have to organize all the little things before i move the big things sometimes i have small victories but usually it ends up getting messy again and i have to lie in bed and feel anxious because i cant keep up in managing it