save my soul 17 years for 17 years i’ve lived like this until recently when i get medically diagnosed it only served to help me become cognizant of the realities i live but it has done nothing for the people around me nothing has changed with them ever since i very recently started to go to adhd related social media outlets i have seen such things like this that i am genuinely in disbelief of how accurate to the exact detail that these things are and how dumbfounding it is that i wholeheartedly believe no one would ever even begin to approach to understand or comprehend the specific things i’ve dealt with all my life and just seeing it here described almost nonchalantly is truly surrealistic feeling to me once again i have to say thank you i really do think there are such innumerable amounts of convoluted nuanced intricate dynamics and elements in our daily lives that would take multiple lifetimes to completely vocalize it is crazy thank you