ha me i have alarms for everything literally every hour there is a reminder for something i also created a windows task list which i share with friends to keep me accountable   i have a morning one and an evening one where if i fail to check off tasks they highlight red and my close friends can see it  that all worked out great for about two weeks then the alarms and check list got totally ignored my friends went from trying to pretend they cared to not even following up with me anymore haha  i wish i could figure out a realistic and honest way of getting my shit in order but i fear this constant war of being brilliant and inept all in one will be fought forever  i recently learned all my friends see me as being “super smart” out of their own mouth on separate occasions so i know i’m not totally doomed i am doing something right  i just cannot help but wonder where i’d be in life if my brain worked for me rather than against me