yes same it does not feel good when one realize that this is the reality one will be stuck with for the rest of ones life adhd is always going to be a part of you adhd is giving me so much depression i friggin hate it and therapy for it feels kinda useless as most non medical treatments for depression arent made for someone who has adhd  i am also scared that i wont be able to work at all onceif i graduate from uni because of this diagnosis its just so debilitating