i havent done my laundry in months every day when i get up all i can do is just tiredly dig through dirty clothes to find the cleanest thing to wear i havent made real food for myself in just as long   i constantly think that its just because im a lazy piece of shit i have the physical capability to do something about it so clearly that means me not doing anything is just me being lazy   i cant work and havent had secure employment in almost two years i cant pay my bills i cant feed myself and can barely keep a roof over my head maybe i need to change my meds but meds dont fix everything i know that and theres always something inside me that says this is my own fault that i can fix it if i just try harder   i dont know where im going with this sorry for talking about myself so much i understand where youre coming from and i feel your pain i hope this passes for you