damn if its any help ill tell you my story with cancer ive been diagnosed with hodgkins lymphoma at 15 after i noticed a lump above my collarbone when putting on a swimsuit and got scared and my parents took me to the doc immediately turns out i was in stage 3 and i was treated with chemo idk how worse it couldve been if i waited after i noticed it considering how spread out it was before i saw it atm ive been clear of cancer for a few years but unfortunately got pretty depressed and my adhd coping skills went way downhill because i wasnt doing much during that time so im still sort of recovering mentally if you want to know more pm me