thats amazing im so glad i for you also the coincidence that this post is the second one where i can make a parallel with recent events in my life   only 2 days ago i took my first pill too ritalin to make me do tests under its effect   i was scared after the appointment because i noted that i felt energetic and calm and satisfied and thought it might idk show that im lying about having adhd i know im not but theres always doubts  but i read your post and the similarities comforted me so much thank you for sharing  and the way your boyfriend reacted just makes me wish i had a lover to share this with