hey homie i struggle with the same thing earlier in life when i had time and no obligations it was amazing to have all this drive and all these ideas but during college and especially now post grad with a job and a life those sudden bursts of i need to learndo this thing hit in waves during my work day and by time i get home im down a completely different rabbit hole   i recently tried to pick up skateboarding again figured hey ill be great at this since i longboard tried to learn to ollie behind my house made okay progress in a couple days but got so frustrated that i couldnt immediately do one after the one week mark that i threw my board and quit havent tried to ollie again since like full blown tantrum at 24 years old i found that if i try to pick up a new hobby or skill it helps to practice with friends alone i get upset and frustrated but with pals it keeps my temper in check and having patient friends makes it a fun learning activity rather than a frustrating endeavor its so crappy but meds and therapy have made a good dent in helping me think more realistically and acting less impulsively good luck