this was extremely helpful in convincing me to call someone to get help this just gave me a quick burst of motivation to do it thanks for the record i still might not hopefully i do i’m on the struggle bus with uncertainty here that should tell me enough but i might just be convincing myself i do that a lot with illnesses involuntarily people are sick of it they don’t know that i am also very sick of it no pun intended initially but i’m leaving it anyways   thanks i’m glad so many others found this inspirational or eye opening too