me from ages 515 licking my hands is equatable to me obsessively using lotion not wearing certain fabrics bc of the “sound” they make when i wear them doing homework before bathing bc i wanted to avoid touching my papers with dry skin eating different parts of a meal with different utensils 3 items = 3 forks counting my steps and avoiding cracks obsessively praying to avoid damnation or harm to my family anger when someone touches me without washing their hands etc etc i don’t have a couple oof these compulsions but still have most and some have morphed into different but related compulsions i think often about how neurotic i was as a child with absolutely no help or guidance from my caregivers lol