i also feel this this very thing is what kept me unmotivated to even read for fun anymore because i knew i wouldn’t be able to remember it all anyway i barely remember anything from my bachelors or masters degrees it really took a toll on my self-esteem because it’s hard to have a conversation with someone if you can’t remember anything about anything there are less points of connection between you and another person   it’s a very painful thing to experience something so invisible to othersno one can see how much we struggle just to stay level with everyone else and memory is something so many people take for granted but i’m kind of a spiritualreligious person and i think about it like this it’s crazy that humans even have all the amazing capabilities that we havelike the brain and body are so complex that it seems like a miracle that any of it works the way it does to give us “intelligence” we are so lucky and should be humbled it’s not of our own doing that we have the capability as a species for such an ability kind of morbid but in the end no one lives forever and to me what matters most is that i was a good person tried my best and was kind so big picture it really sucks not to remember anything but in the end it doesn’t really matter that’s kind of how i cope lol