i have been teetering on the edge of religious ocd for a long time i keep telling myself i have all my beliefs down pat but then hear a tiny little voice asking “really are you sure we determined what heck would be like if it did exist and it wouldn’t be prettyyyyyy” etc etc   i am convinced it’s got to be one of the toughest ocds out there and i survived relationship ocd with someone who i love with all my heart