yes and i think it often lead me to develop codependency with some friends id worry that im secretly evil so to compensate id be chaotic good and overly generous to friends to the point of wearing myself thin and then have friends always expect or even demand that from me has lead to confrontationaccusations of me being a shitty friend thats just my experience as to how a compulsion has worsenreinforced my thinking of being a bad person   i try to balance it now