my ocd tells me that im a predator and a pedophile because of some really stupid shit i did two years ago and i feel like reffering to it as just stupid shit really downplays how bad it is ive been dealing with real event ocd for about 4 months now and ive almost killed myself twice my ocd tells me that the guilt i feel is normal and completely justified and im not sure if thats a lie or not however i just recently learned about complusions and how seeking reassurance is bad and im starting to feel somewhat hopeful but only a little