i feel your pain i’m currently a freshman with severe adhd and starting high school and all is an absolute pain in the ass it’s a helpless feeling i inherited anxiety from my father and that just makes things even worse with the depression and adhd you become the master of procrastination and nothing seems to make you happy anymore i don’t really remember the last time i was genuinely happy or stimulated i was prescribed ritalin but i switched over to vyvanse as i find the side effects are less harsh however with most people it’s the contrary i’ve been abusing my vyvanse just to feel relaxed for that period of time it’s shitty and you’re scared that you’re gonna feel this way for the rest of your life