i have to walk around in a particular pattern before bed checking doors are locked  windows closed  opening cupboards and checking behind doors to make sure no one is hiding there and if i deviate from my pattern i have to re-check it all or obviously if i don’t check there’ll be a murderer behind a door that i didn’t check and they’ll get me some nights i have to re-do this infinite times and it’s a bad loop  what if this is the one time someone is there living alone is hard