i truly believe that i have good luck in life and its because i have good karma i try to be a good person i am unlucky that i was cursed with anxietyocd with intrusive thoughts but i definitely get into the dont manifest bad shit mindset because i obsess and overthink about certain things a few months ago a friend got me an interview at her company the interview went well and the person told my friend that they liked me and i got the job but they never called to officially offer it so a week went by and i started obsessively thinking they were going to start drug testing and i fucked my new job because i wont pass the drug test they didnt drug test i just thought they were randomly going to start and i obsessed about it for days then weeks then i never got the call for the job and it all fell through because of a hiring freeze i still sort of believe that i manifested bad luck upon that job by worrying about dumb shit that wasnt even real but ive been trying to work on that