this hit me hard in a good way i have been struggling with sleep deprivation with a 7 month old the last few weeks and it recently has been really bad ive been getting very murder-y thoughts and images and its been making me weepy and anxious i have been annoying my husband by telling him i dont want to ever put our kid in daycare in case something horrible happens im about to finish my phd or even take her out in public in case shes abducted i was getting so worried i said to him do you ever wish we didnt have her so nothing could happen to her talk about closing down life and possibilities i dont want to live my life like that i dont want her to suffer me closing down her life with my anxieties  edited to add ocd sucks so bad but on this theme this always makes me laugh if you cant laugh then we just cry right  yolo song