my issue is that i need to clean my house in a certain way in a particular order i have to clean everything and i mean everything even the walls if i haven’t got enough time to spotlessly clean every single thing in every single room then i can’t bring myself to start  i can’t just do a quick clean or a quick tidy it’s perfect or nothing  and if it’s not done i get the worst anxiety i can’t relax and i can’t do anything else