i honestly have no idea how i made it through school dealing with this or how my teachers still deemed me as smart while my grades declined and neither they nor my parents ever considered the possibility that i might have adhd  well i think i do and i really dont think ill be able to actually study at a university level without a diagnosis and medication and proper tools and support i tried two courses psychology only got a grade on two out of four tests and film studies only one out of four tests  i have continuous nightmares about being in school and failing or not finishing assignments on time  lmao