speaking to the duplicate bit of your post i collect books years ago i developed this weird habit of purchasing multiple copies of valuable books and storing them awaypreserving them i do this so that i basically have a working copy of a given book and a reserve  i only recently was diagnosed with adhd and i kind of wonder if this habit of mine is a related to my condition i live out this weird neurosis concerned with losing access to the information contained with a book due to forgetfulness recklessness et cetera its really like a weird coping mechanism or something i feel like i mustve lost a lot of important stuff as a child hence this coping mechanism but i dont remember my childhood well enough to know for sure   and at the end of the month im like man where did all of my money go