ive been struggling lately im in a relationship that seems to be hitting an end point because we cant seem to stop fighting partially because my adhd frustrates the hell out of them i started a new job 6 months ago and working from home makes me pretty much useless and anxiety about how little i get done makes me get even less done i moved to a new city 6 months ago for the job and so i dont know anyone here and have no one to turn to ive been a bad friend to old friends and feel guilty about reaching out to them because i need people to lean on im unmedicated because i cant find a single doctor around here thats in my insurance and will treat adhd my apartment is a mess because of all of the above  adhd which stresses me out further and i injured my back earlier this year so i cant even go for a long run to get my angerfrustration out   im okay im just needed to vent