i tend to be cautious and see the worse in people as in people have agendas against me and i then perceive everything as a sleight against me which is kind of similar   i basically have to live alone and avoid people if i know someone in my mind they will either reject me for something later on or worse they will take advantage of me  i am always analysing my interactions with others as well i mean really over analysing things maybe i should have said that maybe that is being passive aggressive by them  like i say i have to live alone