fear of death is one of the main driving forces of my anxiety and ocd fear of my death fear of people i love dying i dont want to be afraid of it i hate that im afraid of it it does help in some ways im extra alert when im driving i was on top of keeping my kids safe especially when they were toddlers i lost the extra weight and got healthy because of it sometimes though i wish i could just live my life and not be afraid i envy people who can live that way