lol it me    current me im overwhelmed by all these projects i committed to knowing id figure it out as i go im so jealous of all my friends family and coworkers just doing the exact same thing they are experts at every day never taking on stuff outside of their current expertise   future me in two hours  well this x is obviously inadequate the way it is ill fix-itinvent-itimprove-it how hard can it be    future me in tow days x is well on its way the two youtube videos and whitepaper got me up to speed  but now im bored of it ill surely button it up tomorrow but obviously this new y research-based project needs some attention right now  future me in a week overwhelmed as before but with two more incomplete projects  though ill have a pretty good understanding of two whole new topicswhich will make it even more likely that ill identify more opportunities in the near future    the only thing i can be certain about in my life is that within a month ill be deep-diving on a new topic that i cant possibly predict today  im going to die with the equivalent knowledge of like a dozen bachelors degrees with about the same success as someone who just focused on one subject their whole career and im ok with that