yes this is actually rather normal its rather rare for a person with ocd to be completely organized that may be a popular way to depict ocd sufferers on television and in movies but it isnt real life its actually a harmful stigma and puts unnecessary pressure on people with real ocd to appear to have their shit together all the time in public because then in private they are that much more exhausted its one reason i dont tell anyone that i have ocd it comes with expectations that i do not live up to and i have no desire to apply to myself i hate showering for instance i hate having my hair cut there are a lot of complex reasonings for these but they are a means of control a fear of vulnerability and an obsessive tendency to need full control over my physical self if i clean my apartment it has to be done in a specific way in a specific order or else its wrong and i have to do it again i cant take a shower and then do the dishes or vacuum why i have no idea it takes me a really long time to clean anything so i dont do it often