almost dead same for me save a few things  executive dysfunction causes me to never even start the hobbies i just add them on to a list of things to try later that i end up deleting in a few months because i never did anything  i also will have a massive list of things i want to buy online but it aways gets put off for later and with adhd you know later is never lmao  and a lot of times instead of forgetting to eat my stomach will be growling but i dont want to put off whatever i am doing to go do anything else ie eat and this also applies to drinking and using the bathroom edit forgot to mention sometimes whatever i am doing entails laying in bed staring at my phone or the wall whatever catches my interest haha  this especially happens at work i am a user of the rantiwork subreddit and yet i almost never use my breaks even the paid 15 min ones but stopping without finishing feels like driving 70 on the interstate and then having to slam the brakes cuz a deer jumped out and then if i take the break and come back to my unfinished task honey that ship has sailed hyperfocus is gone that shit aint appealing anymore lmao everyone just thinks i am a workaholic but they dont understand the hyperfocus mindset   oh and like someone else saidgotta add giant rambling paragraphs in response to literally anything essays were easy af back in school once i got the rant ball rolling though   tldr relatable we are all beautiful messes