i feel this extra hard as a veteran with probable but undiagnosed ptsd and adhd i feel like i’ve been getting fucked over from the va and everyone else since  i sought help from the va when i got out in 2011 but they’ve only been willing to put me on antidepressants and i feel they’ve labeled me with depression and bpd while dismissing my combat tour in baghdad 06-07  i never had the vocabulary to identify what could’ve been traumatic when i left baghdad the game is rigged most of the players toss their hand or blow their minds and it’s no wonder