this was me earlier this year— my bedroom window panel fell in my room at my house and shattered had to put a temporary cardboard filler to stave off the elements i had the money to get the pane fixed but i sat on my hands and would play gameswatch movies with a ball of anxiety floating over me as i’d mentally yell at myself through mentally-grit teeth “why are you like this do something you stunted overgrown child” it took a little over two months for me to just call someone and get it sent out and like a few days for it to come back in