thank you for posting this your edit is exactly how i felt as well but what you said makes sense i have zero motivation and my memory is terrible i often feel like i dont actually have adhd not due to any particular reason its just a general feeling  i do the same as your doctor suggests except with vyvanse i will wake up at 530am take it and usually it kicks me awake at 630-700 the only issue i have with doing that is that vyvanse only lasts 8 hours tops for me its frustrating because i need it all day  i was also diagnosed with dysthemia so im on the minimum dose of prozac it should be at full effectiveness in 3 weeks im already starting to feel positive effects from it even though they are very subtle