i’m sorry ocd is the worst it has cost me thousands of dollars over the years but you can fight it i know it’s hard but really push for some erp here forbid yourself to check allow the anxiety to be there bravely not trying to push it away i promise you that the more you do it the less you will be bothered by it it takes months but take a giant leap choose not to manage it choose to fight i was 3840 ybocs today i’m functional anyone can do it