before i finally got the right treatment for my ocd i spent a weekend shaking back and forth in my bed crying for about 13 hours of the day   i hadnt eaten in 4 or 5 days because everytime i ate it reminded me of a story i read about a serial killer and i was convinced i was a gay pedophile cannibal and eating reminded me of it   i checked and double checked every few minutes whether every noise and sensation and thing i was real i was so scared that i had schizophrenia or was in the process of developing it the only thing that could stop the checking was reducing all my stimulus - so i just hid under the covers for as long as i could  x200b  i was more than not okay i dont know if your meme is a joke or not but at its worst for me it really was that bad it was so much worse than that bad   x200b  but over the next few years i got better i take my meds i do what im supposed to do and my symptoms only show up a few days per month and even then theyre at about 5 of what they once were   x200b  i found a treatment and medication plan that worked for me and over time you probably will too   x200b  it sucks it sucks sooooo much but thats okay it wont always suck