when my doctor told me i probably had it i was incredibly confused due to the fact that i have amazing attention but only towards very select things  my professor last year told me that he’d never seen anyone with my focus and in retrospect i find that kind of funny though i do have great focus for that specific subject i was told after the class endedby a classmate that i was ignoring people i had no idea because i was so into what i was doing with non-special interest topics it’s polar opposite  nbsp  but yeah i’ve always known something was wrong i’ve struggled with learning my whole life and my special interests aren’t things that pay well or at all i came across “adhd” several times and though i identified with much i thought there was no way due to my ability to hyper focus i just recently learned that was an adhd thing