my big problem is i often have what if intrusive thoughts ill just be going about my day then suddenly ill think what if i walked up to that guy and kicked him in the nuts i made this one up to illustrate my point because most of the intrusive thoughts i actually have are too dark or gross for me to feel comfortable sharing with even my best of friends i can honestly say i would never actually do any of these things and they seem equally as disgusting and repulsive to me as any non-ocd person but i know if i ever described it to anyone id just end up sounding like a massive pervert at best and a killer-in-waiting at worst