this describes me completely i keep searching for the answer that will finally solve whatever im obsessing over that day it never comes i just want to be released from the clutches of my own mind i had a weird break in judgment last night and started freaking out to my unsuspecting friends about racism and politics i literally asked why they werent panicking with me i sounded nuts      i promise youll have moments of relief i dont know for how long but i do know that relief comes