thank you for this post i tried to kill myself twice and the second time i decided i never wanted to attempt suicide again thats what made me start taking adhd seriously to actually accept the condition and to ignore my family who continually tries to convince me otherwise now that im diagnosed and am receiving help im finally getting my confidence back  im eternally grateful to this sub it makes me feel alot less alone  also im sorry for your loss i know how you feel i had a friend commit suicide a few years ago they will live through your memories