not only do i feel like using adrenaline to complete tasks is expected and normal i both knowingly and unknowingly set myself up to be “under the gun” to get things done procrastination extreme what’s crazy is it actually works if i’m having company over and my house is a disgusting mess i’ll wait until the day they arrive wake up really early and my hyper focus just carries me through everything i need to do my brain is working on overdrive i’m so organized so in the zone that i actually enjoy what i’m doing but if i were to try to clean just one room right now it would be the opposite trying to organize and clean when i’m not under stress feels like trying to run through a pool filled with jello and the end result is never as good i’ve always been really good at things like public speaking interviews and auditions because stress and adrenaline just does something magical to my brain