i totally feel your pain  its especially hard for those of us diagnosed later in life  living undiagnosed for 30 years telling myself and hearing that i was lazy is hard to reverse  i dont expect it to happen overnight  the positive is now we know that there is a reason for our difficulty and we can recognize our limitations as they occur  overtime i hope that we are able to reshape our psyche and prevail over our negative self imageonly time will tell but i am very optimistic