im in this situation way too often especially with my favorite video games  im scared of interacting with it or fan content while my ocd is flaring up however some of the best advice ive gotten is to do something engaging like play my favorite video make fanart if it etc it might not be best for everyone regardless i send lots of love and support to those who try it or not its freeing to go against your ocd its hard and scary but sometimes i get that feeling of power and control in my life again