went through some bad family trauma when i was 9 lost a sister that was more like my mother than my mom now i’m about to be 21 and this couldn’t be more true always felt deep inside myself was just something rotten last year it was gettin better but now i’m falling back in that hole school and gaming can only keep my mind occupied so long thanks for sharing your experience question for anyone else who’s felt this way do you find it impossible to turn your brain off and have a moment of silence i feel crazylike batshit crazy l cause of how often i talk to myself in my head or just have fake arguments over stuff stressing me out