yes and i can synthesize and make connections but i do it so intuitively that its a big blob amorphous details and yet sometimes i can hone in on the most meticulous details - possibly because i also have ocd i may also be a bit aspie but the jurys out on that one   but yeah always feeling like you come across as bullshitting when you try to have a conversation about what you thought you knew up until 5 seconds before the conversation commences