i don’t post much but i happened to read this as i’m waiting for testing to see if i have adhd i’m 33 and pretty sure i’ve had it my whole life my psychiatrist wouldn’t evaluate or prescribe medication without testing so 6 months later i’m getting tested all this to say this post just hit me on so many different levels i don’t think anyone has explained it so perfectly and i just want to say i appreciate the post i’ve felt so bad a lot of my life for feeling lazy or whatever i don’t even know if i have it but it was validating nonetheless for someone to encapsulate and lifestyle that’s difficult to explain to people again maybe i don’t have it but you named so many of my experiences and i just appreciated it a lot