i am so deeply sorry for your loss you sound like a brilliant human being you don’t deserve to deal with such a loss  hope your doing better   i tried adhd meds today they cost so much money it’s ridiculous it can cost up to 1000 for 1 refil without insurance i’ve got insurance but there was a chance they wouldn’t even cover it which would be around 400 for 1 fill that’s disgusting how they make someone pay for help my insurance covers it mostly thankfully america is awful i want to live with my european family the nhs european healthcare would cover this sadly america sucks and doesn’t   hope you have a wonderful day or night sorry for formatting errors i’m on mobile