your prose is most fabulous my friend  i attempted suicide at the age of 24 when i quit an easy job with a pleasant coworker for another that paid a little better and then realized that the new job was too stressful for me i almost died because i was too embarrassed to admit id made the wrong choice fortunately my sense of self-preservation reasserted itself before it was too late im 60 now and while it hasnt been all roses and sunshine i will take the good with the bad