my psychiatrist just recently brought up the possibility that i have ocd compulsive rumination that weve been treating as anxiety most of my life no official diagnosis yet or anything i am also a very organized person with a super clean house and when i told my family we were looking into the possibility of a form of ocd they all said some variation of oh that totally makes sense with how organized your house is but i dont have any compulsion to clean or organize i just like knowing where stuff is if things are messy or out of place it doesnt bother me and i get to it when i get to it my only ocd symptom im aware of is replaying dumb moments from my life over and over again in my head and not being able to stop my books are sorted by color because its fucking pretty