holy shit i had no idea this was an ocd thing till now and it explains so much  as a kid i used to cry and apologize to my broken and stubby pencil crayons before i could throw them away   of course this then led to some mild hoarding as a kid because i absolutely could not throw anything away without worrying that i was being cruel   and of course the movie “brave little toaster” didn’t help my intrusive thoughts about throwing things away  good grief