are you me lol    over 12 a year or so ive actually made a lot of progress on this topic im far from efficient and im not in the clear with saying ive officially stuck with it but ive stuck with learning to make music for long than any other creative outlet ive tried to pick up   there were two big things i think have helped me get this far    i highly reccomend reading the book flow by mihaley csikszentmihalyi its hard to read with adhd but this book just might be worth it   and then give this article a read part5  its frame around making edm music but it talks a lot about developing artistic skills it kicked my ass so hard