sorry bud i’m not sure how old you are but get used to disappointing people also get used to realizing other peoples’ opinions on the subject don’t matter  i am 40 years old and a sophomore in college full-time finally and i feel exactly what you’re talking about the coursework is easy stupid easy it’s just very very hard to sit still and actually do the work it is so mundane and boring to type the exact boring thing they wanted me to type  yes i understand this principle in math if i have to fill out a whole worksheet of problems demonstrating that i understand it i truthfully i’d rather ball the paper up and fail the fucking course  i don’t know where i was going with this and i’m sorry where it ended up hang in there