ive got a pile of different bass and guitar books next to a pile of rpg books next to a pile of writing books with a pc stuffed with all those and no clear plan on any of them ive tried courses and sites but i think for music especially i need paid tuition  for me what i found in both music practice and gming tabletop rpgs - its about consistency others might get by on less work but they condition makes me feel like i need to be much more tenacious for the same results ive learnt not to rely on motivation as much for my creative pursuits now and focus on sometime just allotting the time to be in that space to learn and practice if creativity isnt happening