between the ages of like 4-10 i could barely go to friends houses the only way i could go is if i knew someone other then my parents would be dropping me back off at home i didn’t want my parents to come pick me up because if they didn’t get there exactly on time i would instantly go into panic mode thinking something bad happened to them when they would go out on dates and i would have a babysitter if they weren’t home exactly when they said they would be i would start spamming them with calls and freaking out luckily they got me a therapist who helped me out a lot but before that help i would go through endless thought loops of everything that could have happened to them i never even was diagnosed with ocd until a few years ago once i was able to accurately describe how my thoughts worked and why i started to get anxious