i totally and completely feel this   ive been told by professionals that i have add but then other professionals say it doesnt sound like you have add in very niche specific situations   i have a therapist who very plainly states that adderall is speed and that i am certainly going to be able to do more work and be more focussed if im on speed so maybe i should go off my meds  plus i had a recent issue of  an adderall overdose - which has led me to taking a break from adderall and now while off the meds i can see in stark focus that i am so easily distracted   it is all so confusing and part of my brain even considers this sub a sort of enabling for my laziness  x200b  defeat