i hate it when people ask me did you do your best its what matters because i always feel as if i didnt do my best because i always feel i could have done more because even though i genuinely want to do more i dont i know i have to i really want to sometimes i even sit at my desk and even open a book but im just re-reading the same sentence over and over and i feel that this is useless because i cant focus and so i scroll on my phone because its easier and i dont have to think and i end up achieving nothing