i wish i had an award to give this post because i feel this so much i used to write multiple novels a year when i was homeschooled and had enough time i got through a second draft and full edit except for the last 3 chapters and then i started college and i just cannot pick it up again   i love to sing and play piano i want to do something with music so bad  i also started learning asl and french and want to finish learning so so bad   its kind of painful to be honest because i just dont buy anything hobby related anymore because i know itll be a waste when i inevitably give up  forget