yes oh my god to the extent i stayed in a hotel for two weeks when i was between medications since im so obsessed with 27 to the point that on my 28th birthday i knew i was going to die whether i had a heart attack or i was made to kill myself i just knew id die on my 28th birthday lol so ridiculous i stayed in a hotel so my family wouldnt find me like that thank god ive found my holy grail medication and im doing awesome now