ahhhhhhhhh yes the 5 guitars violin  keyboard kalimba ukulele paint set motorcycle with 79 miles on it countless language apps that just get deleted within four days allllllll the business ideas i wrote down endless household projects that are started and not completed going into something at 100000 mph and 1000000 percent just to fizzle out within days because i’m not instantly successful at it it’s like a constant self defeating little minion living inside me  spent my whole life trying to find something anything i can be good at and there’s nothing