yes i used to be the loud talkative kid but that was when i was like 5-7 i was criticized and mocked and punished so much that i completely shut down try not to be noticed dont get too excited about interests dont try to make friends because people think youre weird just avoid the rejection 20 years later im the awkward quiet anxious person who overshares and gets overly emotional sometimes and hardly remembers her interests i feel like i basically became nothing to fit in and now i cant fit in because im nothing people are looking for