i get this aside from the depression aspect which im grateful i dont deal with i find myself thinking weird abstract things that logically make no sense but keep me up at night sometimes and give me proper fear and paranoia when it happens for example sometimes i think what if someone climbed up to my window during the night and climbed in and attacked me first of all why our house second of all why my room specifically its stupid i know but im sure you guys understand that often when you think like this logic goes out the window