today has been especially hard bc im home while everyone in my life is working which doesnt usually work out well for me since i have the time to obsess about how empty my life would be without them and how they might not always be there how would i cope if every day was like this what if i go crazy what if im already crazy what if i can never cope by myself etc and finding this thread made me laugh and remember how silly this disease is and that its ok to take things a little lighter to keep up the light mood im now crying a bit into my fake tan which will definitely stain by tomorrow - and nothing screams mental health like going out w tears through your fake tan cheers to that