i feel you hard on this the discrepancy between how i speak and how i write is so extreme that ive had many people question whether or not i actually wrote whatever it is theyre reading its exhausting to constantly feel like you have to prove that youre not an idiot and unfortunately thats often what adhd does you mentioned speaking in front of people and being distracted by the awareness that youre speaking- i relate to that so much and ive never been able to put it into words before its so distracting that its like i dont know what im even saying and by the time i walk away from the conversation it feels like a weird dream its almost like highway hypnosis but with speaking