i’m 22 right now i’m on my couch sobbing because i’m ruining my romantic relationship by being so hyper sensitive and have a lot of uncertainty with my job i feel like no matter what i do it’s not enough and that everyone would be better off without me i feel as if i am such a burden on the world and that no one is better for knowing me only worse i feel like a black hole that sucks the life out of everything that comes close to me the only thing that helps me is reading books but even then i get distracted and go on my phone and remember what i’m upset about   it’s wake up work fight cry sleep but i keep waking up because maybe one day everything will click into place or maybe one thing will click into place i haven’t lost my hope for better days and i hope you don’t lose yours either