is this what that is i havent been diagnosed w anything because my parents are hesitant to let me see a mental health professional so sometimes i question whether im unconsciously exaggerating my symptoms faking it etc but thisis seriously a big mood   i hate being trapped in the car with someone esp just like you my mom who can talk for literally hours about the same topic saying basically the same thing over and over again and i have to put in earbuds or like mess with something with my hands wiggle etc otherwise i just want to crawl out of my own skin i feel like a huge asshole because of it but otherwise i feel like i wanna bash my head against a wall   when were waiting in the parking lot ive legitimately considered getting out of the car and walking around because otherwise im just gonna physically explode omg