oh my god it is an adhd thing  last saturday i had my bf’s mom’s bday party and offered help to set up i got anxious about it when i work up that i was physically sick throwing up stomach started to cramp  i used to love planned things but i would get so much anxiety now just having to wait  told my bf that i literally don’t care if he’s earlier at family for a bbq just please let me come earlier cuz of my anxiety