i never thought about my mood being the reason my stomach hurts or how ill suddenly want to vomit  my sleep is also fucked   i spent most of my day angry while i tried to get over a mistake i made a dumb irreversible mistake was excited to apply for this job ive been waiting for to open up and i spent the weekend updating my resume and linkedin   i applied today and when i refreshed the page to check that out was accepted the application was auto rejected because i was honest on one question about a single experience that i second guessed myself when i spoke to my friend about it he said yes you do that all the time why did you say no now i cant reapply and the hiring manager cant retrieve the resume i fucked up my really good chance at getting a job   quick reminder for everyone to collect all important items you need for your day and place them by the door before you sleep tonight itll make tomorrow easier