i feel for you man  can’t stand that “my disease is a superpower” bullshit  what’s the superpower then  being unable to read basic human emotions and body language  hearing even quiet sounds at crippling volume  being completely unable to think about a calendar in my head    how many issues did that superhero comic get before they realized nothing about him is actually super except his anxiety  like you can have acceptance for who you are without trying to paint it like life is better for you  i know my life would be undeniably more fulfilling without this stuff going on in my head