i havent been diagnosed recently ive been worrying that i might have adhd a lot because of simple things like nor remembering words names or everything in general i cant speak confidently because i never know where im going with my words or make my thoughts organized as well as equally for writing when im either in school or browsing on my phone i have trouble writing because of many different things i constantly re read my stuff and miss errors regardless   i remember in highschool i spent an hour trying to write a paragraph about why us history class should continue in my school and ahh do i still think about it constantly it brings me down everytime because it hasnt changed since then   i cant thinkbuild a sentence fast enough on the spot so i look for things other people have said to make up a better thing for me to put out i only remember one time in highschool where i felt like i knew for a fact i was gonna get a 90 on an essay because i knew what i was saying with every word  but most of my life is just not like that at all if i was having an argument with someone it would take me forever to send a reply because im busy constructing something to write so carefully so i dont sound stupid i constantly feel like what i say and tell people isnt good enough or missing something and its true ive embarrassed myself many times most of the time i miss the whole point i was talking to someone and i said these things has been getting worse for me ever since college started and they said adhd doesnt get worse for people so i really dont know what my problem really is but i guess adhd does it for me i would go to a counselor and ask for help but with the lockdown its hard so ill just wait its really upsetting it sets me back miles and im always behind i constantly judge myself and its very tiring   im not really asking for anything but i hope that what i think is the problem adhd is correct because otherwise it could probably be something worse but i have no clue i relate to this sub a lot it sucks it really does but i hope things get better