this is my life hahah i mainly do this surrounding calculus currently but i’ve always been this way it seems to always work out in the end though there’s no consequences my grades don’t suffer and if there’s no consequence why would i change what i’m doing this frustrates me beyond belief because i feel like i could do better - i know i’m capable even if i want approach a task i want nothing to do with and just fucking knock it out - i can’t until it’s the very last moment and the pressure is on “can’t” meaning i literally have to fight my mind for it’s attention i will try to focus on what is being said but my mind wandering will just pull me right back in i know in the back of my mind i’ll get it done eventually so there’s a part of me that’s like fuck it it really doesn’t matter right now let’s go elsewhere completely different story if it’s something i’m interested in though