here is my anxiety today  my kitchen is a horrendous disaster and there are no clean dishes at all  i’m very hungry but can’t eat till i wash some dishes like a plate and fork at the very least  but if i’m going to do that i might as well clean the entire kitchen  but i can’t clean the kitchen till i’ve eaten cause i am too hungry to do a task like that right now  but i can’t eat till i’ve cleaned the kitchen…