this is me 100 im a guy whats especially frustrating is that i cant even get through things im passionate about im in an incredibly hard to get to top school studying a film - my greatest passion - but most projects i start just sort of lose steam at some point even a trivial interest thats unrelated to what im doing can sidetrack my mind completely every interesting thought or subject has a gravitational pull and its exhausting to keep my mind on any task for a sustained period of time it can get hellish  only things that have helped even a little have been excersise and sobriety if anyone knows of a good medication or other helpful methods i would appreciate