this is maybe the best part of ocd for me though lets be clear its also very very bad i have a wide variety of somewhat useful knowledge because i feel a compulsory need to research things to make sure im okay  recently ive been on a philosophytheory kick to make sure that my deeply held beliefs are okay -- due to scrupulosity really really bad for my anxiety about whether im a good person but i look like a cool snob who can bring up gramsci burke proudhon etc at parties