i was just trying to explain this to someone the other day im trying a udemy course after being out of school for years and re-encountering all the problems i used to have understanding complex lessons i really crave the context of what im learning and if i dont get it it just feels like pouring information down a hole in my head its almost like that new info needs a container to be poured into it needs somewhere to go  i used to believe that complicated subjects like math and science just werent for me even though ive been interested in them since i was a little kid now im starting to believe that i just need a little more time to take the long way around so to speak and approach them from a different angle