okok so i obsess over if my dog likes me or hates me i pet him almost every 5 min to show him i love him and i have the utmost deep feeling that if i do t he will grow to dislike me eventhough i know this to be false my brain still goes through the process of what if and i find it so insignificant  that i pet him and indilge in the satisfying moment of petting and giving him love getting some back and 5 min later im like he doesnt like me i have the feeling that if i dont show him lots of love he will not like me so i feel like im either doing to much of not enough   again also with the run on sentance i hate pontuation  and the feeling is mutual  so i dont use any and i dknt got bothered by the fact i missed a few xause i just never put some so dont be surprised  and my whole paragraph se tance its how i roll do t like it well pm me and il be sure to ignore it thanks for reading again i know i right to much when i start i cant stop even this i d9nt really want to write thus but i cant stop my fingers just continue  writing what goes off in my mind okkk ill stop thanks for reading sorry not sorry you probably wont understand  i do thats the important  to me at least i understand fuck it ill stop goodnight  goodday whatever suits you take it