ughhh why does this hit so close to home i mainly doubt myself due to my father telling me that i was just lazy and not trying hard enough throughout my life that can really fuck with someones head i still doubt myself and have issues seeking therapy or help ive went through a lot of trama throughout my life and now i feel like i am just an attention hogging freak i feel bad right now just talking about it because it feels like a lie adhd is not fun