you’re not alone and i believe there are many like us more than we would ever imagine the only way we know is to share how we feel and one could argue that it takes a lot of strength to do that and in the case of your post you’re stronger than i am   the world is rough and no one should have to face it alone i have everything i could have ever dreamed of but yet i share similar feelings and perspective i told my therapist that i feel broken because socially i rarely fit in and i’m a sensitive white male the “man-up” comment really hit home i was an athlete for 15 years and i’m tough but strangely sensitive for odd reasons eg social acceptance co-workers etc  we need our own network one a little more accepting than the one’s the world gives us or forces us to all co-exist in