i relate so hard i’m 47 years old and got diagnosed yesterday yesterday i spent my whole life this way never realizing it was an issue that meds could address never realizing it wasn’t “just me” pushing boulders up mountains all day every day just to get things started i spent years prior to bill pay going onlineautomated paying late fees on credit cards and agonizing for daysweeksmonths over having to call to pay late bills a task that would take 3 minutes but sent me into paralysis i almost lost my home over it and had to sell it and move i finally got my financial shit in order but still impulsively spend   every project at work i just sit and stare at my screen unable to start until i know i’m right about to hit a deadline without deadlines i’d be screwed   i took 10 weeks off work this year because i was overwhelmed still undiagnosed at that point i swore i’d get all the things done around my house i’d been putting off i made a tiny amount of progress mostly just did a lot of nothing for 10 weeks   i’m looking forward to meeting this new version of myself starting adderall today wish me luck