yesterday i was in bed and thought i had to check the door lock but in order to do that i would have to walk through my dirty hallway where i put all my packages so the virus can die off before i touch them quite a quandary of conflicting ocds meanwhile i would have rather stayed in bed this is the gateway to much more involved and pointless rituals “just in case” i realized that since covid19 i’ve been having more ocd patterned thinking and i’m worried it’ll come back full force