happens all the time for me growing up in a very religious household made my intrusive thoughts regarding blasphemygoing to hell a lot worse as if god wasn’t answering because maybe i just didn’t truly believe hard enough or i had thought something a long time ago and now i’m damned for eternity it’s a very hard struggle especially when you live with someone like that constantly pushing their beliefs or their desire for you to “know jesus” and if he doesn’t answer your prayers then you don’t truly know him that’s why earlier this year i decided to leave organized religion i can still believe in god but i don’t want to be pressured into believing i’m not good enough for their religiongod