this i have ocd suffer with a depressive illness and are autistic hearing im a bit ocd i like things in order so i am a little bit ocd too everyone is on the spectrum somewhere or not every thing can be explained as being an autistic thing and the trendy  oh everyone gets depressed it all makes me feel so sick to my stomach it is demeaning if i could shrug off all of these things and live in the moment instead of fighting through every day i would do so in a heartbeat my life is a living hell for the most part