holy crap is this an adhd thing too  it’s like my entire life has been an endless series of confusing factors that suddenly can be explained virtually 100 by one simple fact of my life and that fact is adhd  i have had this exact problem in every relationship and every friendship and when i make great friends who stay as excited about knowing me as when i first met them sadly i find that the impression i gave wasn’t really me as we all know and so the friend i met isn’t really who i want to be friends with  so then i find i have friends i don’t want who love me and friends i want to have badly but who are disappointed in me  there has to be a way to find the middle ground