my friend i came here because i was going to make a similar post feeling at my wits end again  30 years old decent enough life could be way worse and i have my health and blessings  but jesus christ its like living in bizarro world all the time how the fuck are all these normies just okay with everything the way it is oh my god  no no you are not alone we are not alone our time is coming we just need to get there and build what we can in the meantime dont give up friend dont go hollow we will be okay