my ocd tells me that i would harm a child even though i love children i wanted to die when i had these thoughts now i know i would never harm a child but am afraid that i will talk to people about it and people would hate me  im not my thoughts and i will get through this its just so facking hard i panic during conversations with people i love because i get the thought in my head that i have to tell them about my awfull thoughts and they would hate me i will get through this im not my thoughts but sometimes the mind can be such a cruel master sending love to everyone struggling with intrusive thoughts