i love that you went through your internal justification for this  i think this was a great decision i have a hard time asking for help but when i look at the people who are the happiest and most successful in life-- the ones who seem to have it all-- they all hire personal assistants or housekeepers or real nannies because we cant do it all ourselves especially when we have adhd its important to be able to recognize when you need a hand to take some things off your plate and theres no shame in that