i’m super proud of you too this is an awesome idea i have a housekeeper come twice a month and deep clean my house i struggle to remember to do the bathrooms and floors i totally get what you’re saying about her presence unlocking your paralysis having someone to come clean pushes me into working too her momentum helps me get up and get going too so i’ll do laundry and declutter and other things that are mentally painful for me that i keep putting off setting aside those two days a month to do the things i avoid has been the best way i’ve found to make sure it gets done   you’ve made a great choice op and this is great advice