oh my gosh yes i’m in therapy for it and i’m on medication for other reasons too but this was a bit factor i have really similar compulsions of also asking my therapist again and again the same questions to seek reassurance i also use google all the time to find people who have done similar things to feel less “alone” and while it works for a second it all comes back to haunt me eventually i’ve been able to manage most of it but i still have really hard days but pls know your not alone in this