no but i constantly worry if i dont have an actual ocd but some degenerative brain disease instead and my symptoms just seem like an ocd my brain dont fucking register anything closing a toothpaste can closing anything moving a fucking bag of bread from point a to point b doesnt feel like i did anything oh and just passing from room to room because i feel like i did something wrong so i walk back to the room i left and repeat multiple times constantly paranoid that i touched something short term memory loss at times and no amount of logic gets through my skull  im not even joking when i say this my palms are sweating and i feel like im about to get a panic attack right now because i need to wash my hands and brush my teeth and i already feel like i fucked up by rubbing soap into my chest or head or sprayed it to walls or ground and same thing with tooth paste then comes the ever lasting rinsing of tooth brush and hands which takes like 15min or more and i get my body sweating from anxiety because i cant stop