wow its scary how accurate this is for me even though i havent been diagnosed yet ive always considered myself a better writer than a speaker and with most of my most emotional and important conversations ive had to write them out and message them to people or rehearse them beforehand because i know ill screw up an impromptu convo i used to apologize the same way i remember stuttering or cutting off my own words when speaking in high school and people telling me to just say it now im known as the quiet reserved shy one even though i used to be really outgoing and boisterous in elementary school but then i was told i talk too much im too loud im too social etc i struggle with pronunciation even ones i know how to pronounce and i feel like im never saying what i actually mean so i speak more and end up rambling and making no sense even now im not sure if im saying things correctly or how i want to say them ugh