all the time and i hate it it drain every bit of life inside of me i have this stupid feeling 80 of my day every single day it completely ruin my life and i just want to never leave my apartment ever again  it was much better when i took meds tho and currently planing on getting back on them because this is not a life worth living  it gets so intense too like ive not slept for days i get easily mad my entire body start hurting i get anxiety feel extremely weak and tired and i just want to go home to bed but when i do get home its all magically good again its a daily cycle and to me its the worth part of this curse