i was diagnosed with ocd about 2 years ago i have been consumed with the question why to all almost everything which then turned into being fearing that i am suicidal or could hurt someone because my brain asks why dont i do that or why do you care and stuff like that i often wonder what makes something good and what makes something bad and how we determined all that and it makes everything seem so pointless i dont really know how to convey it over this but basically i feel like i dont truly enjoy anything and always question the things i do and the things i enjoy with the question why seems contradictory at that point i dont really know how to move forward or why i even i want to move forward i just overthink everything into oblivion because my brain has just made everything too subjective this sucks but i know ill get better its just right now i dont see the light but i know its there