i feel so called out  on one hand i love planning especially if its related to stuff im interested in or passionate about on the other hand it seems like i cant ever fully stick to any plan either because of that false sense of accomplishment and the result is that i never do anything to turn the plan into reality or because i get too impatient and just change things as i go then theres a different kind of planning the kind thats related to chores or assignments because it allows me to procrastinate   though sometimes planning can be hard too like if something feels too overwhelming like making phone calls to strangers lol id rather jump straight into a task without having any plan and without thinking much because there are times when spontaneity helps lift my anxiety