i can relate 100 this is literally me everyday some days i dwell on my past all day other days i wonder what’s my purpose then there’s the days i have so much running through my head i want to do 10000 things i suddenly feel prepared to conquer the world i spend hours reading writing making out plans i spend money on things i think i will need for my next projects goals and before the day is over i’m feeling burned out and overwhelmed with everything i give up lose interest and that’s that now i’ve accumulated more mess mess that i won’t have the energy to pick up for sometime this will only make me feel worse as the days pass me by i’m regretting all i spent on i’m so upset about the clutter it all just takes over me mentally