im clawing away out of my adhd cyclical depression at least i hope i am its interesting though i was able to focus in class my classes are one of the few things i enjoyed this past year maybe im lucky to love what im studying i use fidget toys to help keep me preoccupied and focused and i ended up participating from time to time   out of class though and i fall right back into a similar slump as the one you just described less and less though it seemd