good for you  it sounds like whatever you learned while off meds eg good habits positive coping mechanisms are working out for you  though being really hard take pride in being able to accomplish something sooo huge people without adhd would never really understand this feat continue to do so and things will get easier   you’re very fortunate that you had the insight and wherewithal at 26 years old nonetheless to accomplish this and to celebrate  i had to go through undergrad grad school and early on in my professional career to gain such insight and force myself to work differently i wasn’t diagnosed until the age of 31  my next personal hurdle is applying these skills to my personal life and with friendships as i am notoriously known for not taking initiative and following up