ive had an appointment with my gp this week and although he has agreed to refer me for testing he basically said that itll get bounced back and they wont even assess me because ive obviously done very well for myself if i do have adhd  i breezed through school up to gcse not paying any attention next to no revision always forgetting homework etc i have no idea how  i just seem to be good at remembering facts and figures names faces and appointments not so much  i felt so sure i was doing the right thing and now im doubting myself all over again  i have so much imposter syndrome about parts of my life anyway ive been at my grade in work for over 5 years now and its only recently i stopped panicking that someone was going to realise they made a mistake signing me off and i needed to do things over and go back down a grade