especially since some of my closest friends are like mental disorders are nothing to be ashamed of then you share some of your ocd stuff and they are like yeah we all have some of that - but you shouldnt focus on it it gives it power  oh thank you for your wise words i will just chose not to give my obsessions power anymore you definitely know what it is like since you have some of that  then the next time they bring something up that fits a theme and i just sit there doing exactly this meme