god reading this felt like a whole callout i can write perfectly fine actually i consider myself almost good at writing even if i write well slowed because my brain has to take its time to catch up   but all i ever do with in person interaction is get stalled and it angers people it takes me so long just to come up with replies to things or make up my mind because my brain just keeps spinning around and spurting out random answers that sometimes i know i definitely shouldn’t say but the answers are never the one i actually want so i just have to sit there silently thinking and it annoys the hell out of everyone when i have to be given a half hour before deciding something like lunch because if i dont id eat later than everyone else   i cant even let myself talk usually because i don’t have time to review my words and how they’d affect people before i speak and that’s just one of the most stressful things i have to put up with sometimes honestly