damn i feel called out i haven’t had a healthy sleep schedule or a schedule at all if i’m being honest since i was a kid when i used to sneak torches into my bed to read into the late hours of the night because i just wasn’t ready for the day to be over i’ll take any excuse to stay awake even when my eyes are burning and the birds are chirping outside and i know _i know_ i should just go to bed i just can’t i never know whether it’s insomnia depression anxiety or adhd maybe it’s just a mix of them all who cares the worst part is that my psychiatrist gave me sleeping pills but those don’t work either because my stupid brain fights the effect and i just end up awake but high as a kite it fucking sucks