i honestly dont want to be normal again im going to live with my problem and turn it into something that can actually help people lots of times you can turn your problems into something helpful treat it like a gift not a curse a gift from god or whoever you believe in whether you even believe in anything or not   remember the people who arent normal are always the ones who did something useful in this world gandhi muhammad ali john lennon martin luther king and many more people out there   watch this btw