fuck thought it was just me and psychopaths  i watched locke and key on netflix the other day binged it obviously and they have this key that lets you walk around in someones head i almost went into convulsions imagining them doing that to me what on earth would they stumble across i and id imagine most of you reading this dont have much say over my imagination if i hear about something thats bad be it violent sexual both or any other thing its like im there im not enjoying what im thinking i just cant stop it this worries me about getting hypnotised too im not aware of any dark secrets i have per se but thats not to say i havent read about a really graphic murder or something and its now lodged in my brain in all its glory also i lose track of whats real all the time was it a dream an actual memory of mine or something someone told me that theyd done but time  my vivid imagination has stored it with my memory files instead i have no idea how ive gotten this far in life with all this unsolicited nonsense in my head  i just rambled intensely sorry