i’m new to reddit  i just joined this group this is the first post i clicked on  holy sht i just started full on bawling in my car   i’m 22 years old  was just diagnosed with adhd ocd bipolar 2  adjustment disorder i’ve cut so many amazing people out of my life because i didn’t feel like i deserved them i’m an inconsistent communicator  an obsessive over thinker with the best intentions  the worst follow-through i felt  sometimes still feel like a burden to the people closest to me like they would be better off without me i’ve always kept people at an arms length because of that   i can’t explain why but i have now been sobbing for 20 minutes over this post ugh to anyone who knows these feelings you are not evil  you are not a burden— you are a wonderful strong misunderstood person who is just as deserving of happiness as anyone else