it gets better op trust me these horrible struggles in the later teen years were pretty tough but having stuff to look forward too was the best thing that could happen to me with severe ocd you are so tough and strong and your willpower is greater than you think we ocd people have to deal with a lot but the mental resilience we build will put navy seals to shame my ocd was peak at your age so just hang in there   big note of advice on the chronophobia and my fellow ocd redditors having a night journal to write down things that you have accomplished that day even if you think you didnt do anything before bedtime can help consolidate a lot of anxiety and help with memory retention and help ease the feeling of time passing too fast  for op it will help you realize that you are still extremely young and that you are not wasting your life away i put stuff in mine like brushed teeth or ate pizza with parents but i still accomplished something heres to better days