everyday we get the shit kicked out of us i like to think of it like movie bronson we are just naked lubing are selves up and fighting the guards of the prison in our heads its what we do i think about giving up all the time all the goddamn time but i don’t for a variety of reasons but mostly i deserve to live even if i don’t believe it at times i deserve to be happy even if i have to sit through some bullshit to get there