i remember i once went to urgent care for a matter completely unrelated to my mental illness i may have suggested that i was dealing with suicidal ideation my thoughts are passive ive never had an actively suicidal thought in my life and the doctor whom i was discussing this with basically forced me to check myself into the local hospital otherwise she wouldve sent the police to my house   anyway my mom and i basically wasted an evening in the hospital i was discharged hours after we had gotten there