spot on  i am in that journey of getting help - found out about 6 months ago that i have a high probability of having mental disorders so i need to be diagnosed - and i want to be diagnosed asap but at the same time i am petrified of being misdiagnosed  i have been reading information watching videos joined on reddit just because of this and i keep searching for specialists and their cv and professionalexperience  then theres the decision of going through nsh or private i can afford initially by private but if the diagnose is positive then i will need nsh support for future as i wont be able to support treatment financially  for how long will i be sabotaging my life  good luck everyone