i would get this a lot when i was younger at family gatherings and i had no idea what was happening to me but would get so overwhelming angry and annoyed it took every ounce of strength i had to not yell and scream shut up shut up shut up - it was always the step-grandma that couldn’t see how uncomfortable i was how many times i needed her to let me exit the convo asap and she had no clue lol  now as an adult and finally on a waiting list to see a specialist to get officially diagnosed and start treatment i can’t believe all these things i’m learning that were unsolved mysteries of my life for so long