this is probably gonna sound awful but i kinda wish there was a cure people tell me to think of the ‘gifts’ being funny being creative out of the box thinking and don’t get me wrong sometimes i love having adhd  but i also just want to go one day without wanting to throw up from stress without losing sleep or forgetting to eat or embarrassing myself constantly because of the social impairment without feeling like a complete idiot because simple things that others can do are too hard for me   im just really tired and it feels like there’s no corner of my life that remains unscathed