i get the same reaction as you literally just yesterday my mom called mhmr cause i was beating myself and the lady said that if i wanted my mom to talk to the doctor that “i was an adult” sarcastic voice at the time i was in my room alone and my mom was in their with me on the phone with the lady and she said if me going out to be with everybody would help and i know you don’t feel like going out there but if i could just do it despite the way i was feeling sarcastic voice instantly i got angry upset and shut down