i um yeah wow  when i was kid i was required to do an insane amount of chores on any day i had off  on one of those days i had cleaned the entire kitchen except for vacuuming the floorsi hate vacuuming i finished around 7 pm  my dear mother refused to let me leave and do anything else until i vacuumed my brain was 100 done i ended up sitting at the table getting more and more tired pleading to go to sleep shed wake me up if i dozed off   finally around 9 i broke and in a daze of fatigue and tears i vacuumed she scolded me about how easy it was and i went to bed  this is the kind of shit that someone without adhd would not understand the horrors of i was forced to slam headfirst through my wall of awful by sheer fatigue and emotional distress  honestly i still havent completely processed it but i can very clearly state with conviction that being pushed past my emotional limits face first through a brick wall was the most unpleasant emotional experience i have ever had