i feel this ive been an off and on again artist it was a gap of four years before picking it up again in august im passable — others think its cute its well-liked on twitter ive been asked about commissions people want to pay for it what the fuck — but i can only draw one thing its whatever im obsessed with at the time im not motivated to draw anything else because it doesnt release that serotonin of drawing those same characters money isnt enough motivation it has to be that character  it feels so dumb being incapable of that and lacking the willpower