my mother still doesn’t understand inattentive adhd so therefore she feels my diagnosis by 3 different doctors isn’t valid  she talks and talks usually about nothing she’ll be shopping online and find an hour conversation to make about what color blue to order  i try so hard at first i’m kind i’m patient and then i lose it she keeps pushing and pushing i walk away say i have to do something- she’ll follow me call me text me   i don’t know about anyone else but i put my notifications on silent i get too easily distracted and frustrated    except my mother views my frustration as being bitchy when in reality she has denied my disorder since i was a diagnosed if she took some time to read about it she may actually understand that i am incapable of functioning the way she expects me to   adhd is hard people make jokes “oh i’m having an adhd moment” no fuck you your moment is my life    thank god i have my boyfriend who is also adhd but on the hyper end so we understand each other well he knows when l take a day to reply  call back that it’s not me being unloving  it’s me being hyper focused onto something and i totally let time slip by   on top of adhd i have anxiety i can not get dressed it takes me over 45 minutes to choose sweatpants i put them on i get anxious that i look fat or feel fat then forget that i need to get changed and focus on my weight insecurities for awhile then get dressed in another outfit anxiety again cycle again until i feel like i’m losing my mind  i’m fine mom just fine this is normal