i’m in a straight research role that i’ve landed from being medicated properly i used to love it  life has gotten crazier busier and more stressful in the last two years my strength is researching and finding what everyone can’t but when it comes to presenting all that research i’m bombing on the daily it’s seriously the worst feeling i have the ideas the only time i can deliver is with hours of practice and basically writing myself a scriptthe point of my ramble is you are not alone i keep telling myself things will get better but man is it hard right now it’s completely blown my confidence