the second i read the part about medication holidays i started tearing up i’ve been trying to take more medication holidays lately since that is something my doctor has advised me to do but in retrospect it makes perfect sense why i’ve been feeling like complete and utter crap the past few weeks i’ve been going days with no adderall or 13 of my dose etc and i didn’t even realize withdrawal is probably the reason my depression has been affecting me it stimulates the production of dopamine ffs i don’t know how i didn’t put that together   thank you for sharing op i needed to see this