samei feel like everyone got some type of rule book for life and we didnt even get the cliff notes i have been having so much trouble with classes being online i would never in a million years sign up for online classes but because of the pandemici am online for my last semester of nursing school i am going in front of the school board this week dreading this because one of my professors gave me an f for participation because i moved around too much i have accommodations in my nursing program but we were not prepared for online classes and i did not think i needed to update my accommodations i attended every class and participated im sick of constantly apologizing to everyone for being slightly late on this or  thatits exhausting and its disappointing when you put so much work into it i think people without adhd do not realize how hard we work or how much time and effort we put into things whether it is school work or friendships i would be no where without self advocacy and resilience i keep wondering when i am going to be ready to throw the towel in but in the meantime i will keep fighting