wow the entire thing i see my self in all of it the neurotic overly organized yet still jumping from task to task pacing cause i would forget what i was gonna do it would take me all day but it go done  before the toddler  i can’t now with her it’s too much for my brain but i definitely was that running on high anxiety cause i didn’t want my so to find out the mess i was lol i always say that i feel soooo deeply especially the negative emotions those are no good for my health  they have gotten me into trouble self esteem and all that anxiety worried the mistakes i’m gonna make   great post thanks for sharing