its hard for me to accept that someone has accepted my apology i apologize like 20 times but still feel like i didnt apologize enough my boyfriend hates it but i cant help it also i cant go a day without telling my boyfriend i love him im afraid that if he died and i didnt tell him i loved him that he wouldnt know for sure that i loved him which is crazy it used to be really bad and any fight we would have made me breakdown because i was so scared to let our thoughts linger and take time away from eachother to cool down because i was terrified he would die mad at me