i definitely do at first i thought it was kind of normal since other people around me mentioned they experienced flashbacks from past mistakes often then i realized those thoughts occupied most of my days and prevented me to carry on with life it started when i was around 5 or 6 years old up until i was 15 now my obsessions are slightly different but the worst panic attacks i have and part of the most dangerous triggers for me are said past situations at the time it slowly took over my life and ended my future as a professional swimmer on top of other stuff without remedy but im glad i found help and noticed i could live differently nowadays im better and only experience panic once or twice a week so i really hope other people that wentare going through similar situations understand there is hope even if it seems silly to far fetched or straight up impossible ive been under treatment for over four years and although sometimes it gets particularly though i understand weve managed to overcome so much things that regular people cant even imagine so i think we can keep the effort for a little more things do get better eventually and im glad we are not alone in this journey