one of the biggest parts of my personal struggle is that i dont know if its irrational  my cats chemo pills as well as her waste are toxic and dangerous to people  no matter how careful i try to be i fuck up and touch something that i wanted to avoid  in the past ive called poison control my doctor andor the vets depending on the situation and general answer seems to be that the risk is minimal with extra cleanup occasionally required but thats different than if i werent so fucking stupid that i kept making mistakes in the first place