ive been especially struggling with this because i do have a diagnosis but i havent had any luck to speak of with stimulants adderall concerta or vyvanse so now im likeokay whats more likely that i actually have something else with a lot of overlapping symptoms that i do have adhd but im in the lucky 20 or whatever that arent helped by stimulants or that im basically neurotypical well aside from the depression and anxiety i guess and things arent actually harder for me than they are for everyone else but i want an excuse for my own laziness   ive been really trying not to hate myself in general because i did that for years and its always been actively counterproductive--it just makes me miserable without making me any better at time management or anything else--but its stilli want to think theres a reason partly because it would be really nice if something could make it less hard for me to get things done but also because i want to believe that its not just me i want it to be an issue with my brain chemicals not just a character flaw because that way maybe it doesnt have to be all my fault