truthfully i’m having a horrible time with attendance but i also have avoided taking online classes because i know it will be worse for me   i’m in my 40s going back to school didn’t know when i first dropped out i had adhd the way college is structured has me bumping up against the worst of my adhd time management sticking to schedules punctuality sleep intentional task switching   i’ve also had a son of a bitch of life throwing a crapton of garbage at me and i have a physical disability that the accommodations office at my university has been slow to get accommodations for but i’ve not handled well either so i’m feeling like i’m fucked no matter what   i so badly need structure and routine- and in the working world i got by because i had essentially 1 place to get to on time and think about also i was still late but it wasn’t bad rolling in late at most jobs and just working late  everything about college seems to be set up to not work with someone with adhd i have been racking my brain for how to manage and i don’t know  also my distracted brain has been completely focused on coronavirus for the past 5 or 6 days instead of school because i can’t seem to turn the distraction off and my brain wants to move to the exciting novel thing not the boring but important drudge work