so your brain if you were neurotypical is built to receive an incoming stimulus process meaning decide on an action carry out the action and then finally give a chemical response satisfaction    adhd is primarily the realization of the satisfaction not working properly it is all of these processes being borked but it explains why input is so annoying receiving stimulus is hard because the chemical balance isnt right making decisions is hard and many times we are indecisive because that process is not the right mix of chemicals carrying it out is impaired because the chemicals arent right there either then finally everything is boring because we only get some of the satisfaction and thus only really satisfying things like chocolate work   i often wonder how satisfying and rich the world is for neurotypical  people  like this is also why im pissed off when my doctor will tell me that my meds are very effective and the treatments work   no mother fucker the treatment just makes me able to do things despite no rewards it does not fix the whole system  i just hope that before i die that we as a community demand research into something that actually tried to fix the problem not just make us able to work