im about to set up an appointment to get more adderall hopefully upping the dosage as well im a 35 year old man who needs medication to function properly and the looks i get from people like the pharmacy employees ugh ive always felt like there was something wrong with me like everyone else can just do stuff that i cant   i hate myself most of the time because i know that ill never be able to do regular people shit without it ive tried so many times ill think im older itll be different now   yes it wasnt different it was worse because then it was an older me with the same problem