that was me i was struggling for years but was able to mostly manage ithide it from others i just figured it was normal anxiety ocd never even occured to me because i wasnt neat or particularly organized i didnt really count things and i wasnt a germaphobe  i wasnt diagnosed until last year when i saw a psychiatrist specializing in anxiety disorders they diagnosed me immediately like it was the most obvious thing in hindsight it was obvious but thats only because i know more about ocd now but none of my previous therapists or psychiatrists picked up on it i figure its because they didnt specialize in anxiety disorders and didnt actually know much about ocd specifically but not knowing almost cost me my jobdegree and i was extremely suicidal for a time and needed intervention