im not humble-bragging or anything of the sort just speaking facts i have a vast knowledge of many subjects of course only subjects that have interested me i know a little bit about a lot of stuff to me reading wikipedia and watching how-to videos is a sport i pick up on things that interest me very quickly unlike when i was forced to try and learn security  as a job requirement i had no interest in that and though the subject matter was simple enough i could not retain the information     now with all i know i cant implement any of it i know how to build a house from scratch but for the life of me i cant bring myself to do any repairs around my house my yard looks like crap but the second i get an urge to clean it up and landscape it it looks marvelous in the end when it comes to my business i know all the things i should be doing but getting myself to do them is extremely painful writing proposals talking on the phone with potential clients etc hell i would write a list of the things i need to get done if i could bring myself to just write the freaking list but that would mean i also have to determine what is most important to put at the top of the list theyre all important     yes executive dysfunction sucks my kitchen is a wreck my yard needs work my house needs work laundry all over the place christ i have a car tire that keeps going flat from a small nail and all it needs is a plug which would take me all of 15 minutes to do instead ive just been filling it up with air every day for the past month