i dont like it but i honestly think that it makes me who i am like i feel like it allows me to view the world and other people in such a rare and complex way i think about how awful it feels to be controlled every day by this disorder but at the same time i feel like it is something i shouldnt take for granted i dont know maybe i just feel this way because of how intense ocd can be sometimes at least for me  i feel like i was born with this for a reason