i was so happy that i had managed to rid myself of one of my small insignificant tics until i realised that i in it’s stead had developed a habit of unfocusing and then focusing my eyesight several times per minute it would take ages for me to read a single sentence since i would blur every other word and i’d have massive headaches every day simple tasks like using scissors were difficult or dangerous it’s almost a year later and i only blur occasionally i have developed other tics since but they’re all a blessing in comparison  loved your post so relatable