i definitely feel the same way and as a late 30s adult i can say this is not a problem that goes away however there will be some amazing days with it be safe and look after yourself try to find distractions or escapes that help you it is always a very personal journey but the resultant feelings we all know too well   my boss derogatory term as far ias i am a concerned i would rather a manager asked me how i can stop being adhd  depressed  bpd when i am having rough days as if i can just you know stop being these things so if anyone has a magic trick let me know  there is always someone out there and i would rather listen to you rant for a week than hear you lumped in with yet another statistic of the failure of our society to help those who need it  edit and yes its perfectly fine to fell better knowing there are others feeling the same it feels amazing to not feel so alone