i think thats why im fascinated with werewolves and lycanthropry because it all feels so relatable   ive always felt theres a monster lurking beneath or that no matter how much good i do im still broken or wrong inside and i always feel like people know how broken or wrong i am and thats why they stay away from me  but when i try to explain it even to myself it sounds so crazy and i think it frightens people  its interesting that we all feel similar its nice to know im not alone and that maybe im not a freak