i’m sorry  when i was told that i was at increased risk for breast cancer i decided to get a bilateral mastectomy because i just knew i would continuously procrastinate on getting checked up every year even if i found a lump  please don’t beat yourself up a lot of people without adhd also procrastinate on getting things checked at the doctor and it would have been even harder to for you the great thing is that you did get it checked out i mean seriously that’s great i hope you can get treatment and that you’re ok nobody would have expected at your age for it to have been anything please don’t beat yourself up and just focus on getting better   i also recommend you find someone a parent relative or friend to take with you to all of your appointments it’ll be really hard to take in all of the information even at the best of times you’ll be given by all the different specialists you’re about to see  be kind to yourself hug