i have very religious parent that always scared me with the idea of hell because they wanted us all to hang out in heaven together my ocd got progressively worst during my teen years to the point i tried to kill myself several times at 19 i met my now husband who is an atheist we had a lot of conversations and he completely changed my views on religion sience i stopped believing my ocd has been so much more manageable i was diagnosed a month ago for more than 10 years i just thought i had depression