for me the worst is knowing that in my childhood i always heard that i would do great things if i applied myself  then i started looking into adhd in the last few months because i realized that something deep down was really impacting my relationships and work  even without a diagnosis i know its inattentive adhd just waiting on my teletherpapist to refer me to a local psych for meds i watched that yt video someone posted recently about treating adhd - the willpower fuel tank and whatnot 100 me   i know how to do damn near anything - i just cant get started  im hoping to strike the balance that others have with focus and imposter syndrome