sometimes this worries me but despite having a severe case of the disorder i dont see it as 100 bad its just a different way of being yeah brain is a bit bad at discarding unnecessary thoughts but that can be rewired with therapy some people have terrible memory and arent scared of passing it on to their kids  i guess i just see ocd as a part of who i am and learning how to deal with it has made me strong in many ways it can also be a blessing in very rare occasions or at least im excessively optimistic