i know in the back of my mind that it is ocd a good portion on the time i frequently will start doing something to alleviate the obsession and i will stop and tell myself “this is probably just ocd” but i do the compulsion anyway “just in case” just in case i’m not crazy and this is the one time i wasn’t the one who opened the peanut butter and just forgot but it was actually some maniac who wanted to poison some poor random family who happened to pick that one jar that just happened to make it into my home because my grocery pickup person didn’t check it like i would have it doesn’t make much sense even to me but it’s not worth the risk of keeping it   i also have a totally off the wall fear about public soap dispensers like legitimately crazy and i know it is but i still heavily prefer to have my own soap or have my own hand sanitizer when in public