yes and then the world slowed down to my pace and so many things were solved most of that was related to my other disability fibromyalgia but some was related to adhd not having to get ready for work before being at work was a godsend i shower later after ive taken my meds i eat breakfast at home after ive woken up not garbage from the work vending machine i sleep regularly because im not pulled in 50000 different directions every day   the pandemic was honestly a net positive in my life i know millions of people have died and the impact on billions of people is awful but omg i am better