i can’t stand not doing things and not being productive it used to be awful before i got on the right adhd med i’m bipolar as well and was being treated for that but didn’t realize how much of my depression that persisted despite bipolar treatment was from adhd that and being on a high dose of extended release serequel i was utterly useless couldn’t wake up before noon even though i would take it at like 5pm and it would feel like i had a bag of bricks on me would take hours to get to a place where i could kinda do something with my day but the day would basically be gone by then don’t get me wrong i needed that high dose of serequel eventually put it down and switched to extended release was a huge help but the depression and inability to really accomplish anything persisted i finally listened to my doc and started adhd treatment he had tried for years to get through to me about it i just didn’t think it was that much of a problem for me and i was on so many meds and didn’t want to be on more but thank you adderall i’m maybe only depressed for a week tops here and there and it’s because i’ve been focused and present with something for an extended period of time i always need to crash after a vacation or i took care of my brothers kids for 3 weeks oncei was super mom during i put my all into caring for them it’s just so much consistent stimulation and use of energy that i dip and have to reboot depression comes along with that dip but ive gotten the hang of not being hard on myself and just letting myself be how i need to if i don’t i won’t reboot as well and it will drag on instead of me cycling through it and coasting out