in my experience with ocd it likes to target areas of insecurity or put better subjects that you can never really be sure about topics like will something bad happen in the future and what if im just a computer simulation are like breeding grounds for ocd because you wont be able to quite disprove it how much timeenergy in ones life should one theoretically spend analyzing and classifying the nature of existence though ultimately you have this existence whatever it may be and to some extent you influence it idk that makes me feel a little better for some reason best of luck nice beard x-men rule