hey-i can relate to this in a big giant way but wanna say this the times i’ve been able to make a smaller project and see it through even if this is something like staying up all night to make my kid a super elaborate halloween costume it takes away the feelings of griefhelplessnessfurydisgust you’re talking about at least for a time whatever it is you like to domake is there a way you can do it just for the joy of it on a smaller scale or with restrictions of some kind time constraints subject constraints etc-do you know what i mean  i’ve found that working with restraints actually makes me more creative and can be weirdly motivating whereas if i had all the moneymaterialstime in the world to create something i’d get overwhelmed and probably never see it through   give yourself “fake” restrictions “you only have an hour to make a painting and it has to have a bat somewhere in the painting” or “you have to write a haiku but it has to be about someone you despised as a child”—obviously these are like just ideas haha but hopefully you understand what i mean do something small and see what comes of it   i’m not always able to do this mind you but when i do i feel much much better some of the creative stuff i’ve made with very limited time andor resources has been some of the best and favorite stuff i’ve ever made   keep on you