ok so this post appeared on my “similar to” recommendations  i don’t have ocd or anything like that or at least i don’t think so but i’m so relieved to find out i’m not the only one who does this  i’ve been having this thoughts for a while now i’m grieving the deaths of my granny mom friends and some of my pets i also kind of grieve or have nostalgia over moments that haven’t happened yet or that didn’twill not happen my imagination takes over and i imagine every scenario vividly i also do or say things i know they appreciate ‘cause there’s a voice that tells me to do it because i probably won’t see them alive again after that “see you later”  it’s really intrusive and exhausting   damn it feels so good to talk about this with other people that have the same experience