i’m feeling this type of thing right now and also never realized it’s my ocd i’ve been thinking and dreaming nonstop about a conversation i had with an old friend that didn’t end well and neither of us even did anything wrong it just ended amicably i can’t stop thinking about texting him to apologize and clear the air though and it’s so insanely horrible because i don’t want to but i feel like i might literally die if i don’t i had a panic attack 2 nights in a row because of it im not going to text him because i don’t want to give in but i’m going to his parents house later he lives alone to babysit his younger siblings and i think that’s why i can’t quit thinking about it all a long way of saying thank you for posting this because it gives me a lot of peace to know it’s just my ocd