im currently sitting in my lunch room trying not to cry because even tho i have some days where my new job seems fine i then get knocked on my ass because it turns out im not doing fine  i thought i was struggling because we are short staffed only to be told that this level of staff is normal and maybe im the one not coping with the work level   i quadruple check my work so im slow but accurate but as soon as they need fast i make a million mistakes i often feel there isnt actually a job i can do with this brain   so i 100 feel and hear you you are not alone