oh all the time i hate it so much because there’s nothing i can really do about it and i don’t know if others remember it as well even mentioning to a therapist that i might have ocd which we did a screening test for it not an official test tho and her telling me that technically i may have mild ocd makes me feel guilty and like i’m faking almost any time i have any intrusive thought i remember this and then worry myself over thinking that i thought something bad intentionally even though i didn’t because who would willingly think about something bad like that