this feels like me ive always been the joker and wanting to impress even since childhood - its been my way to prove my worth  a typical people pleaser you may say its something i work on because its not as a good trait as you might think what you unconsciously do is giving away your power to everyone you impress because   not receiving the response you want  are after = bad feelings anxiety over-analytic thinking  im an extrovertintrovert and some days i have super high energy and all i want is to see people and other days i just want to be alone ive came to realize that integrity and a zero fcks attitude goes a long way  so what if you feel like you disappoint people if they dont like both your high and low sides they ate really nothing to care about     just be true to yourself and dont push yourself to always be the entertainer thats my biggest tip   its hard at first but not caring what other people think is a huge anxiety killer all done in respect and integrity of course its your universe