wait is this not normal im still figuring out what the fuck is wrong with me and this hits very close to home im not hyperactive but i keep failing studies for this reason even if its my interest but if not my interest then im a completely lost cause and my teachers call me lazy or imply that im incompetent because i forgot what was written on the brief and i found trying to actively and forcing myself to do something im not interested in like business or finance then it begins to almost physically hurt its more like an internal itching