now this is closer to my picture of ocd its like an ordered mess - something with randomness and chaos but a firm regularity like reasoning and entropy are intertwined ocd to me is like a mess i have to organize or a maze i have to get through even if im going in a straight line its not a monster its not fearsome its a puzzle its something to figure out but the rules keep changing its calming and foreboding at the same time  plus i really like the painting