man aint this the truth if it werent for tests and quizzes in school i would have flunked very early on i always amazed myself at what i was able to absorb during class while drawing stick figure comics whilst the teacher taught lol but at work its been a brutally endless road of task after task project after project and at the end of it all if i do remotely well instead of getting to feel good and get that rush of dopamine from getting a good grade im rewarded with more work and more difficult work at that   and thus why i have some severe imposter syndrome i honestly feel like im just faking it through my job and at any given moment ill be found out and fired  edit spelling errors