i know what you mean i kinda knew what ocd was and then when i googled my symptoms i fully realized it is way more than just wanting to be cleaned and organized   i just hope when people realize they’re obsessing and can’t stop themselves from their rituals they realize that something isn’t right and they need some help to get past it all   it’s a shame people use ocd as a way to describe stufflike being organized  that isn’t really ocd people in my life do it all the time or try to tell me they have to it too and when i describe to them my symptoms they look at me like i’m a weirdo don’t get me wrong i like to be “clean” but it is because i’m terrified of getting an infection so it can become life interfering