executive dysfunction followed closely by rejection sensitive dysphoria  the other things i think i mightve been able to overcome somewhat but rejection sensitive dysphoria man  i went for so long thinking it was just some sort of moral failing of mine that i was just more weak willed than my peers that i was a lazy cowardly person    turns out its just another aspect of adhd that can really fuck your shit up  missed opportunities missed connections missed everything  its not a moral failing its because the chemicals in my brain arent balanced right and so the little grey cells all misfire when they shouldnt be    its rough