very relatable even with being diagnosed as a child it was never really taken seriously or talked about in my house growing up to the point where i forgot i had it or that it wasnt just some label they tried giving me my mothers just not understanding what adhd is also wasnt helped by how much i hid my struggles just always got through it only showing the good results by the time i got to college and that was a lot harder to do no one understand why i was suddenly struggling and that i must not be trying hard enough and i internalized a lot of that didnt think it could possibly be that adhd thing   even now after accepting that learning about it and working on it for years now i still struggle what if it just my fault what if i am just lazy thing is i dont think most lazy people spend there lazy time desperately wanting to be able to do anything its hard though day by day struggle to remind myself honestly