same any negativity directed toward me makes me want to do the exact opposite like right now with dhhs pretty much telling me that i cant raise a child my daughter has been in foster care for almost 15 mos that and the cognitive assessment i had done recently the  resulted in saying pretty much the same thing - and that i need a guardian bc its difficult for me to care for myself bc of my disability this is all making me want to try again with another baby - not to replace my first child but just to prove all the naysayers wrong and to be able to experience the joys and struggles of motherhood for myself