Nothing here is ever really destroyed — just made inaccessible. Give it a couple days and then write to the deleting administrator asking nicely if you can somehow get access to your work. Your instinct not to vent on them is a good one — growl to yourself, screaming at them won't help. Another option (probably the one I'd advise) is just to pick yourself up and dust yourself off and start over on something else. best, —Tim