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"&amp;quot;I&amp;apos;m totally numb,&amp;quot; Adam Horovitz of the Beastie Boys said bluntly, in his only interview following the death on May 4th of his bandmate Adam Yauch. Sitting in the New York office of the Beasties&amp;apos; publicist, only 10 days after Yauch&amp;apos;s passing, Horovitz fondly recalled their lifetime together in punk, hip-hop and hijinks. He also struggled to describe his feelings after his friend&amp;apos;s death and admitted that healing was slow in coming. &amp;quot;My wife is like, &amp;apos;I want to make sure you&amp;apos;re getting it out.&amp;apos; But then I&amp;apos;m walking the dog and I&amp;apos;ll start crying on the street.&amp;quot; Horovitz shook his head wearily. &amp;quot;It&amp;apos;s pretty fucking crazy.&amp;quot;\r\nYauch was the oldest of the Beastie Boys. Was he a leader in the early days?Yauch was in charge. He was smarter, more organized. In a group of friends, you all come up with stupid shit to do. But you never do it. With Yauch, it got done. He had that extra drive to see things through. We each had our roles. One of his was the make-it-happen person.\r\nI&amp;apos;d be like, &amp;quot;We should take these pictures where we&amp;apos;re dressed as undercover cops. That would be funny.&amp;quot; But Adam was really into movies. So we made a whole video of that [&amp;quot;Sabotage&amp;quot;]. It wasn&amp;apos;t just a nice picture for us to have.\r\nWhat was Yauch&amp;apos;s musical role in the Beastie Boys?He was a really good bass player. He loved Daryl [Jennifer] of the Bad Brains. And he could sound like that. When we met [producer-musician] Mark Nishita, he and Adam would talk all this musical shit: &amp;quot;You should go up a fifth here.&amp;quot; I&amp;apos;d be like, &amp;quot;Tell me where to put my fingers, and I&amp;apos;ll play that for four minutes.&amp;quot;\r\nAdam was the Techno Wiz &amp;#x2013; that&amp;apos;s what me, Mike and Rick [Rubin] called him. I went to his apartment in Brooklyn once. He had a reel-to-reel tape recorder, and he had strung the tape all over the place &amp;#x2013; through the kitchen, around chairs. He was cutting up this Led Zeppelin beat, playing it over and over. I was like, &amp;quot;How did you figure that out?&amp;quot; He said, &amp;quot;I heard Sly Stone did that.&amp;quot;\r\nHow did you and Mike write with Yauch? Who did what?When the shit hit the fan, after Licensed to Ill, we started having arguments: &amp;quot;I wrote 37 percent of this song.&amp;quot; &amp;quot;These 16 lines are mine.&amp;quot; We decided none of that mattered. From that day on, everything was split three ways. Whatever it was, whoever did what, we all got the credit. Except we had veto power. If you really hated something, you could be, &amp;quot;That can&amp;apos;t happen.&amp;quot;\r\nDid you ever veto a Yauch idea?He wanted the cover of Ill Communication to be this tree painting. It&amp;apos;s actually on the inside [of the CD booklet]. I said, &amp;quot;Anything is better than that tree.&amp;quot; He called veto on Mike and me when we did [2007&amp;apos;s] The Mix-Up. He said, &amp;quot;It has to be instrumental.&amp;quot; We were like, &amp;quot;Let&amp;apos;s try some vocals.&amp;quot; &amp;quot;No, it has to be instrumental.&amp;quot;&amp;#xA0;&amp;#xA0; &amp;#xA0;\r\nCan you recall a killer song or verbal lick Yauch wrote that just knocked you out?When we were in Los Angeles, doing Paul&amp;apos;s Boutique, he got this crazy apartment in Koreatown. And he made &amp;quot;A Year and a Day.&amp;quot; What happened to the three of us together and all that crap? But I heard that track, and it was some heavy shit. He rapped his ass off. Adam bought a jet pilot&amp;apos;s helmet, rigged it with a microphone and recorded the song wearing that helmet.\r\nHow did you deal with the change in his writing, after he became a Buddhist?His lyrics became simple ideas about love and non-violence. It was a struggle for Adam to write those things. Basic feelings come off as very Hallmark. But we went through that change together. I wrote the lyrics for the song &amp;quot;Gratitude&amp;quot; [on Check Your Head], and Adam was like, &amp;quot;I really like that.&amp;quot; It made me happy and proud that I had made him happy.\r\nWhat was your reaction when he told you he had cancer?He said, &amp;quot;I&amp;apos;m gonna be okay.&amp;quot; He&amp;apos;s been right about most shit so far. So I believe him. You would get swept up in his excitement and positivity. We recorded a few months ago. It wasn&amp;apos;t any different from before. We spent more time making fart jokes and ordering food, which was true to form. That&amp;apos;s why it always took so long for us to put records out.\r\nDid the comfort he took in Buddhism help you deal with his illness and passing?I don&amp;apos;t believe Adam was afraid. Bummed out, yeah. But I can&amp;apos;t think when I ever saw him afraid. We got jumped in Brooklyn one time, so we&amp;apos;ve been afraid in that sense. But, man, he hadn&amp;apos;t been afraid in a long time. That gives me peace."^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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