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"53% of you voted for me to &amp;amp;quot;talk to him&amp;amp;quot; about the things that are driving me nuts. I&amp;#x27;m planning on doing that tomorrow, because my night is already over here in Paris. I feel he&amp;#x27;s already picked up on my apprehensions -- when we spoke this morning, he graciously &amp;amp;quot;gave me an out,&amp;amp;quot; and said he wanted to go to some car show with some friends who were in town from Belgium, like him.&amp;amp;nbsp; Hey, who knows, he probably needed a break from me too! So I had a day by myself, wandering the beautiful streets of Paris. It felt GREAT being so independent and free. My French is getting better, the streets are becoming more familiar, and I definitely felt full of life.&amp;amp;nbsp; I wasn&amp;#x27;t looking or thinking about guys, for once....quite a liberating experience. One interesting emotion I wanted to share -- I miss LA. Not in a homesick, whiny way... it was more of a comfort-craving, &amp;amp;quot;home sweet home&amp;amp;quot; sentiment. I haven&amp;#x27;t felt that way about anywhere I&amp;#x27;ve lived in a while, so it was refreshing to feel some sense of home and belonging. Is this tumbleweed winding down? So after our day apart, I met up with SE for a dinner in a charming, street-side cafe. I must say, I lit up at first sight of him. He really turns me on...I&amp;#x27;m sorry....it&amp;#x27;s true! Over our dinner of steak frites and red wine, he unwittingly countered some of the doubts I expressed yesterday. For example, he&amp;#x27;s originally from Notting Hill (London). I had been confused because he&amp;#x27;s always talked about growing up in the country side, and it didn&amp;#x27;t add up.&amp;amp;nbsp; But he said he was only referring to boarding school, and I was just being paranoid.&amp;amp;nbsp; And the college thing? He has lots of degrees, from lots of places, and itemized them for me. So as it turns out, he wasnt being sketchy, he was being modest. Still, despite all the progress, some of the nasty traits were very much there. Perhaps I&amp;#x27;m being overly critical,&amp;amp;nbsp; but I think he was unkind to our waiter (again).&amp;amp;nbsp; AND, he&amp;#x27;s still blabbing about about god-knows-what. Towards the end of the evening, we inevitably turned towards, &amp;amp;quot;What happens next?&amp;amp;quot; He said he&amp;#x27;s planning on coming to LA in early January for a car exhibition (of course!), and wants to come earlier to spend New Years Eve with me.&amp;amp;nbsp; He wants to book this soon, to get a good rate, and I don&amp;#x27;t have much more time to figure out how I feel about him. So I need to make a snap decision. Keep in mind, this will all culminate tmr, when I openly talk to him (per your advice), before going home. I&amp;#x27;m tempted to have him visit,&amp;amp;nbsp; because I&amp;#x27;m always dateless on New Years, and this could be fun for a change. Plus, I&amp;#x27;d love to show him off, he is called SEXY EURO for a reason! And while I don&amp;#x27;t love him, it&amp;#x27;s not like I hate him! It&amp;#x27;s still soon to tell, but bottom line, he needs to know now.&amp;amp;nbsp; Click here to vote"^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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