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"Let me preface this entry by saying that I am thrilled to be pregnant and so grateful that things are going well and genuinely excited about being a mother. But&amp;amp;#8230;I just haven&amp;amp;#8217;t got that goo-goo, gaa-gaa feeling about the whole thing yet. I&amp;amp;#8217;m being featured in a new cancer magazine and the writer called yesterday to follow up on the pregnancy and see how I&amp;amp;#8217;m doing. She asked if it&amp;amp;#8217;s all I can talk about and if I have names picked out and if I swoon over every piece of baby clothing I see. I felt bad because I knew she was looking for some color for the piece, but I had to say no. Of course I&amp;amp;#8217;m beyond happy but I didn&amp;amp;#8217;t suddenly turn into this crazy baby person. At least not yet. I don&amp;amp;#8217;t even feel like I&amp;amp;#8217;m pregnant so the whole concept of a baby coming at the end of this is hard to wrap my head around. Part of it, I&amp;amp;#8217;m sure, is that I&amp;amp;#8217;m not showing yet, but part of it is just who I am. I&amp;amp;#8217;ve never been one to count my chickens before they hatch. It&amp;amp;#8217;s not that I&amp;amp;#8217;m superstitious really, or pessimistic, but I&amp;amp;#8217;d rather just keep my head down and watch the weeks tick by, because the more I think about how excited I am, the more I think about how nervous I am and that helps no one. I even stopped reading all those what-to-expect books because they freak me out. I have a 20-week ultrasound next month that I&amp;amp;#8217;m sure will be a big milestone and I will (hopefully) be able to relax and plan a little more after that, but for now I&amp;amp;#8217;m just taking each day as it comes. Does that make me weird mother-to-be? &amp;amp;#8212;Erin"^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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