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"Kelly Rowland has revealed that she played her emotional track &amp;#039;Dirty Laundry&amp;#039; for Beyonc\u00C3\u00A9 before releasing it. The song caused a stir when it was first released as it refers to Rowland&amp;#039;s earlier feelings of resentment towards Beyonc\u00C3\u00A9 and a previous abusive relationship she was involved in.  Rowland has now told radio station 93.9 WKYS that she had doubts about putting the song on her new album because it is &amp;quot;just so much&amp;quot;, though she also described it as a &amp;quot;form of therapy&amp;quot;. Asked about her supposed jealousy towards Beyonc\u00C3\u00A9, Rowland explained: &amp;quot;I was young, you know? I was so young. That&amp;#039;s the most that I can say about that - I was so young and in a relationship and my head was completely gone. &amp;quot;That&amp;#039;s just basically what happened and with my sisters, what matters to me the most right now is what we have. And I love her and Michelle more than anything, and they mean the world to me. I&amp;#039;m so grateful for what we have as sisters, away from Destiny&amp;#039;s Child.&amp;quot;  Rowland also revealed that Beyonc\u00C3\u00A9 and Williams have been supportive of the track, which she played for them before releasing it publicly. &amp;quot;[Beyonc\u00C3\u00A9&amp;#039;s reaction] was endearing,&amp;quot; she said. &amp;quot;It was, &amp;#039;I never left!&amp;#039; Which was so sweet, and I was just like, &amp;#039;Oh my God&amp;#039;. But yeah, it was endearing. It was real - she heard how real I was. She was just like, &amp;#039;I&amp;#039;m so proud of you&amp;#039;.&amp;quot; Rowland added that she was surprised to find herself breaking down during a recent performance of &amp;#039;Dirty Laundry&amp;#039; in Washington DC.  &amp;quot;It&amp;#039;s really weird when you take yourself out of being in front of a crowd,&amp;quot; she said. &amp;quot;In that moment - and even the way I just sat up there and put my feet up - I felt like I was in therapy... I&amp;#039;m just up there singing and talking and explaining what happened, but it was like the crowd wasn&amp;#039;t even there for a second. &amp;quot;And then when the music stopped I was like, &amp;#039;You are live, Kelly - calm down&amp;#039;, and I had to calm down. In that moment, I was like, &amp;#039;Okay, brr, breathe&amp;#039;, and I was sitting up there breathing. I&amp;#039;m like, &amp;#039;Okay, don&amp;#039;t break down now!&amp;#039;&amp;quot; She added: &amp;quot;You get lost and there&amp;#039;s nothing wrong with being lost, but that was weird - that won&amp;#039;t happen again! It was just so weird - it&amp;#039;s very weird when that happens.&amp;quot; Watch Kelly Rowland&amp;#039;s interview with 93.9 WKYS below:  "^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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