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"A year after Cory Montheith&amp;#039;s death, his mother Ann McGregor gave her first interview about the loss of her son, and, as to be expected, it&amp;#039;s a tearjerker. &amp;quot;In only the last few days I&amp;#039;m beginning to accept it,&amp;quot; she told ABC News&amp;#039; s Good Morning America in the exclusive that aired today. &amp;quot;The loss is horrendous. Until three days ago, I couldn&amp;#039;t look at a picture of Cory.&amp;quot; McGregor still can&amp;#039;t talk about the night he died or watch Glee. She admitted she sensed a long time ago she&amp;#039;d outlive him, a realization she had after he had his first overdose at age 15. &amp;quot;I remember after Cory&amp;#039;s first OD, the drive we took, all I did was stare into his eyes and hug him and look at him because I had this feeling \u2014 I really want to know him because I&amp;#039;m not going to have him my entire life. That was way back then.&amp;quot;   She told ABC News that Cory talked to her two days before his passing. He was about to sign a lease for a place in Vancouver and was &amp;quot;easing himself out of&amp;quot; Hollywood life. Still, she doesn&amp;#039;t blame Hollywood for his death. &amp;quot;I don&amp;#039;t think blame is a good thing to do,&amp;quot; she said. &amp;quot;No, that was his choice.&amp;quot; She also remains close with Lea Michele, Cory&amp;#039;s girlfriend at the time of his death. &amp;quot;She texts me and emails me. She&amp;#039;s hurting, too,&amp;quot; McGregor said. &amp;quot;I mean, you see the sadness. I know her pain.&amp;quot; Watch the full interview below.  ABC News | ABC Sports News Follow Alyssa on Twitter. "^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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