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"Amy Winehouse&amp;#039;s ex Blake Fielder-Civil has appeared on The Jeremy Kyle Show. The singer&amp;#039;s former husband, who has been clean from drugs since he stopped taking methadone in January 2012, said: &amp;quot;I&amp;#039;ve admitted I was there when she had it first time, yeah it was my doing. I don&amp;#039;t think she would have ever experienced it without me. &amp;quot;I had maybe had it three or four times and we were in a hotel in East London and for some reason I think I had about ten pounds of heroin with me which is something we used to do after a club.    &amp;quot;I was smoking it on foil and she said can I try some and I said... I might have put up a weak resistance... the fact is whatever I said she did end up having some. &amp;quot;I have to be really sort of conscious about what I say. I don&amp;#039;t want to feel like I&amp;#039;m shirking responsibility, the fact is what I&amp;#039;m saying is of course I regret it.  &amp;quot;Not just because of the damage it&amp;#039;s caused Amy and Ioss of life but the damage to her family but also to my family and also to me. You know we&amp;#039;ve all sort of gone through this addiction.&amp;quot;   On taking drugs with Amy, he said: &amp;quot;I think some people don&amp;#039;t know or they don&amp;#039;t realise but as far as using heroin or crack goes, I mean the cocaine use was recreational to be honest, out of maybe a six- or seven-year relationship that me and Amy had on and off there was drug use for about four months together. &amp;quot;We used heroin together as addicts for like four months, then I went to jail, then it got a lot worse while I was in jail and then when I came out of jail, I was told that if I loved her I&amp;#039;d divorce her and set her free and I did. &amp;quot;Her family and my family said, but specifically her dad said this needs to stop. He said if you love her really you&amp;#039;ll divorce her. I spoke to Amy about it and we sort of agreed that it would get everyone off our backs and we&amp;#039;d probably remarry, but I did and we divorced.&amp;quot;   After Blake came out of prison and switched his phone on, he had texts from Amy from before her death. He revealed: &amp;quot;I don&amp;#039;t know what dates they were from because when I turned the phone on they were there but there was one talking about being a godmother to Jack (his son).  &amp;quot;We had sort of spoken in the previous weeks about her visiting me and we had had maybe one emotional phone call when we&amp;#039;d said &amp;#039;are we thinking about maybe getting back together at some point?&amp;#039;&amp;quot;   On going into rehab for the third time and getting clean from drugs for his son and partner Sarah Aspin, he said: &amp;quot;I sort of had to take the thought that my son is going to need me, I don&amp;#039;t want my son going to school and for the other mothers at the gates to say &amp;#039;that&amp;#039;s this junky...&amp;#039; &amp;quot;They probably will anyway because that&amp;#039;s the nature of what people are like but I want my son to be able to go to school and say, &amp;#039;well no matter what they say I know my dad doesn&amp;#039;t do drugs&amp;#039;. I want him to be proud of me.&amp;quot; "^^<http://www.w3.org/2001/XMLSchema#string>
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