Run-in with an odd use of kanji 「供膳」


I'm currently working on a translation of a song ("故" by Gremlins) and I have
run into something quite strange... While it is not unusual for Japanese
lyricists to use kanji with a different meaning than what their singing
suggests, or otherwise be creative with their lyrics, I cannot find a
connection here, or even understand why he would use these kanji together.

The lyrics goes like this:

愛が故、枯れる花弁。

哀しき月明かり。

息を沈め、空溶かし、今艶を求む。

降り注ぐ優しき愛で、

あなたを愛憎しむ。

亡きを見つめ、飛び続け、尚、 **供膳を望む**

羽ばたいて。

I am almost a hundred percent certain what he says is 'kuzen wo nozomu' but
while the reading makes sense, I don't actually know what it would mean?
Nozomu looks sligtly different to me too, but that could be the small font in
the pamphlet, I am not sure. I haven't been able to find the kanji I see it as
anywhere...

Does anyone have any suggestions? The theme is very traditional, so there
could be some classical or outdated kanji use involved, but I have no clue.




I found it
[here](http://www.weblio.jp/content/%E4%BE%9B%E8%86%B3%E3%81%AE%E5%84%80).

It appears to be a very formal word describing when two newlyweds have their
first meal together.

Given the lyrical content, though, it may be referring to
[this](http://www.e-butsudan.com/02_ryouguzen.html). 供膳 in this sense refers
to a ritual where food is left for deceased ancestors. If the person singing
is staring down death, this may be what it is.

![供膳](https://i.stack.imgur.com/vc6vE.jpg)

I am not _totally_ sure either way, though. This is just what I found with
some quick searching!

