text:  I at first I would be an absolute nervous wreck now I very much look forward to it of course yes there's always going to be nerves really the morning of but my most nerve wracking is usually about two or three weeks out when you do that long run and that's sort of like your test like all right are we is this going to be a good marathon or is it you know has the training worked have you you know trusted the process and all that so.