text:  emotionally difficult and politically a nightmare because it's like okay we're never gonna get i told my team you've heard me tell the story i told me we're never getting elected again so let's ignore that right we're gonna have to make decisions that upset everybody but we just have to do right by the state now it obviously politically worked out i guess at the end but that wasn't the game plan was just to take care of the state i think the team chan and shibonet and all that