text:  it's just it's service it's the right time to go i i feel very confident we're doing the right thing if you will and so in that sense it's um it's you know it's just like maybe a little time to reflect on all the rewarding aspects i don't think i honestly don't think i'm going to be able to take a breath until the 10th i mean i'm dealing with government shutdown stuff today i'm doing conference calls with our teams i'm making sure that you know if there is a shutdown what that means how we get through the holidays and it will be fine by the way that's