 what you have to do here is you have got to get back to your results and go alright where in the world of work can I do what this purpose statement says that I'm supposed to do and by the way it's a job script so you apply that and you say okay I can get out there and do this now what qualifications do I need to have and then begin to make the connections and you get out there but this is going to take you kind of shaken off this really horrible experience that you had