 And it wasn't some random girl, right? One night stand again or something. It was somebody that I was in a relationship with. And to this day, I think about it and I say, how could you do that to somebody? How could you take it upon yourself to say, I'm going to have an abortion and the other person gets no say in it? I mean, I don't really feel really bad about it now because I never knew it. I wasn't there.