 make sure she gets counseling and Christian counseling. And that just came from his church background. So you went to Christian counseling? Well, I went across the street, actually, just to a church that happened to be across from our apartment the very next morning. Think of that. Talk about just churches and neighborhoods all over the country. And she put a dress on. I waited for church to be over. You asked where we were emotionally. I mean, I was clueless. I had no spiritual awakening, understanding. I was at rock bottom. I mean, that's where I was.