 and I had no pain, and to this day I have no pain in that foot. I had all kinds of mystical experiences, and in one vision, I would say, you know, when you're in that theta state, somebody came and visited me and basically told me it was time to get to work and said, you know, why did you come down here to be with us? And I thought, what's that supposed to mean? And I realized that I had something that I had to do, and after my father died,