 So this is it. And I'll never forget driving home and then later that night having, I'd say, sort of a God talk. And my prayer was, God, if you exist, reveal yourself to me. I don't know if you do or not, but if you do and you're powerful enough and can reveal yourself to me, I want to know you. And if there's a purpose in life, I'd like to know what it is. A week later, a coach paid my way to a fellowship, a Christian athletes camp, and