 but but in private conversations as well and he in a word tony i would i would describe him as contemplative uh... he's he's been very thoughtful about the weight of history that the providential uh... effective of his having dot that bullet uh... it does seem to be the god spared his life not just to us but to him as well and so he's weighing all of that he understands uh... the moment that we're in as a nation the trying time that we're in that the challenges that are presented but