 First of all, you understand that everything that has happened in your life, this is a hard one. God saw it before it happened. Deborah Pegay on today's Focus on the Family Minute. He saw it before it happened, and he saw it while it was happening, and he could have stopped it. That has been a big pill to swallow. God saw that. He could have stopped it. So it must be something that's going to work together for my good ultimately.