 Just enough satisfaction, then what you will say is, well, I couldn't have done that anyway, and this is all I'll ever amount to, and on and on. You can't blame it on anybody. When God is in the process of breaking you, remember this. You say, is there pain? Yes. Sometimes it's physical pain, if that's a choice of tools. Sometimes it's emotional pain, if that's a choice of tools. Sometimes it's spiritual pain.