 the speech you see that he turns to the right and right at that moment he gets this what he calls like the biggest mosquito of his lifetime or a bumblebee that sort of feels like in his ear and he realizes he looks at his hand and it's blood and he goes down he's amazed that it happened he understands he's blessed to be where he is today in fact the doctor he said he talked to said if that bullet was a quarter of an inch a different position he would not be talking to that doctor