 we can say it like god what are you up to in the world i just don't see it or we can be kind of expectant what is god up to in the world and we can look for it isn't it different i've been both places i've looked at some things in some situations and really shook my head and said i don't know god what you're up to in the world and other times when i'm more centered i can look out at the world and just be expectant god what are you up to