 the country the world and then he says fight fight you could knock me down i'm getting back up and and and and you there's nothing you could do to stop me there was just such a i i i don't get emotional is what i was trying to tell you like if you know me pretty well i'm not a terribly emotional person they are going to work on that part but i i'm not i was blowing up in tears and and i and then i like thought like after we knew that he was ok like how the media cover