 I said, what do you consider a good day? He said, 24. I live with the same drug addicts I always lived with. This is a different kind of mysticism. This involves, as you see, the will and not feelings. And because the emotions are involved, you get all crazy ideas. For example, one man looked at himself in the mirror, thought he saw Christ, and cut his neck and then cut his wrist. Another one thought he was the Messiah and refused to eat because he felt the Messiah shouldn't eat.