 and there was joy, and I found myself singing, and it was like, whoa, and this is great, you know, and just desires change, and so I went away to college, and it was really neat, like some of the really big sins were, bam, they're out of here, and it was like, whoa, this is awesome, but then I kind of found some other sins that were like, whoa, these don't go away so quickly, and then I started reading, I couldn't get enough of the Bible to read at night, read in the morning, and as I was reading it, I'm in this college, and I'm playing on the basketball team, and there's four girls to every guy, and there's sort of a way to live that looks like really fun, that