 real special part and and you know if you think hard i guess i i sometimes you don't like to say that when you're a tough guy like me but uh i'm kind of an emotional person and when you hear some of these stories and you look at it and you're kind of hanging around with these guys that served our country and and some of the sacrifices made it's it's kind of a a real emotional piece of the program at least i find it that way so i i really enjoy it but that's the time i don't have to talk so that's good because you can just kind of sit in the back and listen