 If I'm going to grow, something good is going to happen. If you don't take a divine perspective towards that kind of pain, you're going to get stuck in it. You're going to say it shouldn't have happened. And it probably, quote, shouldn't have happened. But in his divine providence, God knows. And that's always been my thing. All the days ordained for me were already written in his book. Not the good days, the bad days, too. So you can relax. Yes, I can relax knowing that somehow in this. So I'm going to choose how I remember this.