 But I mean, it led to me, you know, in an infidelity. I mean, it was a relationship that got on track somewhere. Jody went to, you know, went away for a business trip and I was home and she came back to surprise me early. And the next thing you know, she got the surprise. And, you know, real candid. You know, we don't want to spend a lot of time in this spot because it's painful. And you guys have done a great job mending the trust and doing that in Christ. What was happening spiritually for you guys? I mean, this is like the worst moment of your life.