 the choice, um, yeah, to, to be who I wanted to be. And going forward, you know, I, I do teach at a college still actually, I also teach remotely and, and do a lot of other interactions with students and tutoring thing. I always will love teaching and I will always love the institutions. You can't take that out of me. Um, but if I enter into that kind of relationship again, it's going to be kind of, um,