 What was your feeling when you're getting you had other things going on? Were you able to literally look what happened? Look what happened like I was doing. You're just stunned. Yeah. I mean, like at first, it kind of just like I feel like ever since 2016, I really kind of have this like front this wall up of like nothing can really phase me. And that's kind of where my head went first is just like, OK, this is what politics has come to. Just like a general disappointment. That's kind of. Mm hmm.