 but I'm going to be me, and I'm going to be excited, and I'm going to be happy, and I'm going to be living my best life. Not that I'm going to be mean to you and shove it in your face, but you don't get to dictate who I am. God tells me who I am. So now, if somebody says, oh, you're really wild, because growing up, one side of my family, one grandparent, they thought a good child was a quiet child, one that sat, didn't move, and as an energetic child, that was very hard.