 I don't love second place, third place in anything I've ever done in my life. That being said, you still have to just respect that the journey is supposed to be what it's about. You're supposed to love all of the individual moments, not just the way it ends. I think that's lost. If it's lost, if the context is only Tommy John's and the context is only what's it going to be for the next 10 years and the concept is only what's it going to be