 i'm willing to go is that he is so furious this was totally done against his will i guess he saw the writing on the wall or jill did or somebody but his heart is not in this this is just days after he told lester holden told all of us only god himself can get me out of this role apparently god visited him in one way or the other because just days ago he was telling us i'm totally in he was yelling and screaming at crowds oh