 And I remember one day finally crying and saying, okay, one of these days I'm going to give you something good, I promise. But he's been so faithful. And what I'll say, too, is you can't control the outcome. You don't know what's going to happen. But when you do put your faith and your trust in the Lord, he's got your back. And one thing my mom had even, one of the advice she had given me was,