 no never you got a chance one day i was hoping one day i'd get a chance to meet him i'm thinking you know when i'm at the funeral maybe he'll be there we'll see but uh she uh i was mama's boy right and i was uh she i was always uh drawn to you know if i did something wrong mom would step in um if i i was even in the same room with my sisters they just screamed dad jakes and then i you know