 that something big was going to happen when i was on the air so i kind of had a couple of news monitors up just kind of turned down in the background just in case something happened and little did i know what was going to happen you know several hours later at the at that political rally it's it's just it's mesmerizing and it's shocking and i actually don't even know how to explain all this to my kids who have grown up in the in the covid and the political climate that we're in and