 so she did all this and at that time when she was thirteen she went into the pits of worry and one of those things was she found that nothing was fun anymore she didn't know that you had to make the choice if it's fun so finally when she realized and got the word on it and renewed her mind and got freed from that now the littlest things in life can make her happy the littlest things in life she can just find joy because she chooses to do that