 yeah i i it was like you know i'm playing now i got a bunch of kids younger kids that i work with and uh like they're kicking my ass like my son's kicking my ass like and i'm getting i it's a it's frustrating because i all i want to do i have a million things to do and you know i haven't played enough and you know it's it's hard because like you know you you just want to be on it you want to master it overnight