 She was thinking, God, I don't know which was which. I just know this, that surprisingly on Christmas Eve, someone bought us this tremendous basket, not only of food, but also of toys. And as I look back over those years and realize what I was learning is watching my mother trust God, watching her and listening to her say, well, we'll just see how God works all this out. Well, there came a time very shortly when I needed some money and I didn't have any and my mother didn't have any to give me.