 You know, all my past accomplishments are like garbage compared to the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus, my Lord. And then he just says, in other words, I want to know you. Moses would say, show me your glory. So I think you're going in the right direction when there's this desire. I think the second thing is that it's one thing to want to meet with him. It's one thing to feel like I'm having an emotional experience or this is helping me. But I think part of meeting with God is