text:  You know, late night conversations that we've had as friends after you lost your brother. I don't if I had to do these interviews every day, I would quit my job. I can't do them. I don't want to interview people in pain like that. And I know from our friendship, the pain that still remains alive in you today. I know it motivates you. I know it's it's pushed you, but it's still there. You're never the same person again, are you? No, you're never the same. But I got to tell you.