text:  something else. And maybe that something else was raising my children to 18 years of age to get them away to college. Maybe it was the three wives I had and, you know, I was going through relationships and trying to figure relationships out. Maybe it was I was a workaholic at my job and, you know, I did really well at work and then now work is not fulfilling or they let me go because I'm too old and now I've got time.