text:  So you need to figure out what you want to do. And you need to realize that you're not helpless. And on the other side of it, I'm going to tell you, it is so glorious, you have no friggin' idea. You have no idea how good it's going to be. Because if you think a glass of wine or five or ten at night at the end of the day is the reward at the end of the day, you're wrong. Because you're going to get to the point where the end of the day is your reward.