text:  Because it's heavy. And when I, you know, sometimes with the scholarships, we only see them once a year. And it's when they're giving away a scholarship with memorial behind it. And I always say it's so hard to say memorial, but it's even harder to not say their name each year. So that's really how I got thrown into this nonprofit world. And that was 18 years ago. So something stuck. And so scholarship season just ended. And that in itself is, you talk about organization.