text:  also completely still. There was no movement on the forest floor, no thrust whatsoever. And Alexandra, in her curiosity, started to slow down. And I remember I'm looking at this thing, and I just got this very strange, fearful feeling that I'm not in control. It was as if my mind was saying, I'm not in control of this. And that lack of control of the situation, as strange as it sounds, terrified me. And as she was slowing down, I remember shouting at her not to slow down,