text:  Okay? It just, it's not a human being. It just doesn't happen that way. Okay? It just, I could go on. But the reality is that it's out there. It's been there forever. It's been there since I was a kid. And so I tried a little bit. It took small amounts because I was afraid that it would kill me or hurt me or whatever because you don't know anything about them and nobody's going to really tell you. It's kind of a secret thing.