text:  which were determined to be successful financially, determined to be successful physically as an athlete, that the relationship was the third thing, fourth thing, whatever it was, it was on the rung over there. So I had my employment I worried about, I had my investments I worried about, I had my physical fitness and competitions I worried about, and then off there in the closet I had a relationship, and I'd take the relationship out on weekends and pull it out and do something with it, shut it off and put it back in the closet.