 Despite losing one of her closest friends, Sarah Savino has come to see Jackie's death and John's in a different light. He suffered a host of mental problems because of his time at war. Do you have any sympathy for him? I do, and I think that's part of why I've been able to forgive him and move forward. I've always said like how we lost Jackie, his family also lost a son and they lost him in a very different way.