 And then my speaking income, because it's grown so much, has just gone straight to the debt. And we've been able to slash it in the last year with a lot of force and with quick pace. But now both jobs have grown. They've grown in responsibility and time. Both require nationwide travel. And I'm away from my kids and my husband. And I just feel like my mind, my body, my family is suffering. And this is kind of the crux of my question.