 it's a jerusalem cross it's a christian symbol there's nothing white nationalist about it but they were looking for an excuse to disinvite me and and so they revoked my orders and i resigned and i got out but uh it was kind of not not the way you want to end your time in service right right i think kind of emblematic of the political shift like it just there was no politics at all i didn't sign up because of politics i didn't know anything about politics i mean