 In the moment, you feel nothing but pure bliss, and that's the scary part. Your natural instincts are like, don't jump, this is crazy. But in the air, it's like finally this moment of silence. I have anxiety. I live with it every single day. But the second I jump off that platform, my mind is so calm. It's a sort of odd tranquility while being cheered on and judged. But on the final day of this competition, Carlson pulled ahead, placing second.