 Dear Tom, I'm sorry for your pain. I'm a failure at everything. I find myself not even liking my children. I do love them. I just can't take this life any longer. I think the most curious thing about those letters is that when we were told it was a suicide, these letters never appeared. These letters just came recently. If there was an investigation that was going on for me and I had information, I would give it to the police at that point.