 don't worry about it we'll take care of it but in your mind you want to be there you want to take care of it and you're not healthy enough and that really messes with not only your physical but your mental so and then so if they what was the next step for you if they couldn't figure out anything else then the next step is they wanted to do what i was scheduled a week before i went into her the week out from the day that i saw her i was scheduled for a complete autopsy surgery is what they called it they were going to cut me from here to here and from here to here