 Where do you where does that come from, though? Because, I mean, obviously, if everybody had it, then we wouldn't be talking about these problems. So where do you get that motivation? Well, I think when you know you can change, you believe you can change. I have a deep belief. I have a deep belief that I am right now. I'm 46 years old and I'm not settled. I'm not fixed. I'm not stuck where I am. I am I'm at this point in my journey.