 with us, you know, and then this would eventually result in my ordination. I want to hear about that too, because it seems like at some point along the line, you had mentioned earlier on, because of your experience of the missionaries, that's not what I want to be, right? And you went to Hollywood. Actually, yeah, I had no desire at all. In fact, I had an anti-desire. I was, whatever I was going to do, it was not going to become a