 I started to unpack the fact that, you know what? As a baby, I was rejected by my mother to a father. And it's kind of weird. Some people think, well, that had nothing. Like, how would that impact you? You had a great adoptive father. So you had a great dad. So yeah, I was healthy. I had a positive personality. I was upbeat. I was loved. But it wasn't until I was older. I didn't grow up around. I didn't have any black men in my life.