 Because, you know, Pentecostalism just turned into this very transient experience. If you don't feel like showing up on a Sunday, just tune in online. You can watch it. But I just felt like I needed to be there and I needed to discover more. At about that same time, too, with COVID, Pope Francis was doing these daily talks of encouragement. And I remember I was kind of secretly like tuning in to watching Pope Francis. And I was thinking, he just he sounds like a spiritual leader, the one that I need, because he's saying things that I needed to hear. And so