 something that we want to be a part of, you know, and I really wanted to dive in more to the Catholic church. So I ordered, I ordered a catechism because I thought, you know what, if anything, I'm going to, I'm going to talk myself off this ledge and I'm going to read something in the, in the catechism. That's just going to be like, oh, that's why I'm not Catholic. Right. Because this does not make sense. And that was a huge mistake.