 You know, we don't want to spend a lot of time in this spot because it's painful. And you guys have done a great job mending the trust and doing that in Christ. What was happening spiritually for you guys? I mean, this is like the worst moment of your life. It is. Ironically, the night before what we call the worst night of our life up until that point, I had actually seen some kind of television show and it had softened my heart to the point where I had recognized something was wrong in our relationship. I didn't know what.