 yeah i mean you know i did just come off dynasty where i played a very strong i guess woman who um you know she's always in an office setting and always taking charge and things like that but what attracted me to ruby was i remember being a younger girl and being so sure of who i was and making all these big declarations about what i like and didn't like and hills i would die on and the more you live and the more you learn you just kind of roll back all those things as you grow and