 And you seem to enjoy being around him. I admire his good humor and wisdom in the word, but I've no feelings beyond that. My heart is committed to Cuthbert alone. I don't understand you at all, Una. You didn't treat Cuthbert as your husband when he was alive and at your side. Why do you suddenly have such devotion to him when he's gone? I wish I had treated him differently. I am his sister. I likely loved him more than you.