 And so I began to ask the hard questions about what do we believe as a community on these things? And it just, there was just many deficiencies. And so that kind of hit the reset button on my discernment where I felt so called to that community because the incident that happened, me showing up on the doorsteps, clearly this is where God was calling me. So I hit the reset button and really looked at marriage again, and then also keeping the priesthood. So both took equal footing again. And so I had to re-discern where God was calling me.