 pointing the light on what was the focus of the church during that time. And so growing up in this era where there were so many things of the world that were enticing, that were fun, that were entertaining, engaging, where I would go to Mass every Sunday and have no idea what I was doing. And a variety of learning disabilities, ADHD, dyslexia, so like my mind is all over the place. So trying to sit there through a Mass that...