 Not being able to do things with my children, my wife, God-willing grandchildren because of decisions that I made, things that were within my control. I don't control everything in this world. I don't control everything that happens to me. Bad things happen, and as Rush, the late, great Rush Limbaugh used to say, something's going to get all of us, my friends. But there are things that I can do to take care of myself now.