 But little by little, I realized what was happening on that altar was what I had learned in the scriptures as a young boy. And in John six, this is what Jesus was talking about. Unless you eat my flesh and drink my blood, you don't get any more literal than that. And he doesn't run after the disciples that leave. He lets them go and he turns to the disciples and apostles and said, what about you guys? You know, is this too difficult for you?