 because but for me it was kind of i didn't have enough margin i didn't have enough of an income to not get out of debt um a lot of my friends make a lot of money so they can they can kind of do whatever they want but i needed that margin and it was getting out of all those consumer debts and i think everyone should live that way but um yeah a lot of people did not understand why i was doing what i was doing and at this point i don't care