 I've said this a hundred times on the show. I've hit rock bottom so many times. I have a condo down there. Okay. But you really find out about yourself and you really start to dig deep and you really start to focus when you're down there. I mean, you talked about the nineties where you walked your dog for seven years, but that's not really true because you were still working on other projects you were producing, but you just weren't mainstream. Well, but more than that, I didn't have a, um,