 I was 16 years old. I was taller than everyone else in my field. The smaller you are, the easier you can flip and the faster you are. So I thought, okay, if I get smaller in a skinnier way, maybe I can achieve the same dives that they're doing. By not eating. By not eating, exactly. She just missed qualifying, but says that devastating result ended up being a turning point. I told my family, as soon as I opened up about it, it was like, I want to get the help.