 what do i need to learn so you've already talked about the qualifications that you put on hold some of the certifications rather that you put on hold because a baby so you know look at everything else let's create a list what do i need to learn okay and then what do i need to do so that's an education question what i need to do is there's some experience that i'm going to need to get so does that mean i have to kind of come in at a lowest level