 and pulled out his brains, messed with his body a little bit. We put it on top of the Humvee without a body bag and drove it around the city to kind of show everyone this is what happens when you mess with us. I started not to really care anymore. I just tried personally to put myself in the most deadliest positions I can get into. His emails to his brother Mike became alarming. I could see an emotional slide with him.