text:  I'd always thought about prisons where they're hardened convicts and, you know, they're breaking rocks or they're behind bars or they're violent people. There were a lot of nights when I'd wake up with this cold chill come over me thinking, you know, I can get beaten up or abused. You know what prisons are like, you know, there's a lot of forced rape in prisons. You're going as a high-profile former government official, there are going to be guys that are going to want to get to you.