text:  garbage, you know, but I mean, and I knew it. That's the thing that's crazy. I would be around these guys who I knew they were the real part. And I was like, I don't seem like I'm really in this part, but it's like, I almost had to go through that to do what I'm doing now. Like I had to go through it, you know, and I thank God that he called me, you know, I'm just telling you, we got, we got a little bit. What was funny is before I gave my life that last time I went to prison, right. Um,