text:  control over and so for me as i was thinking about you know i'm 46 now i know that's not old depends if you're if you're 20 that might sound old but that's not old yet it's older it's maturing but it's not old but as i age i want to be able to to continue to do things with my family my grandchildren god willing if we have those one day but i want to be able to i don't want to be the reason that i can't i don't want my health to be a reason i can't do stuff you know if i if