text:  trying to figure out what certain sounds sounded like and how to speak them, how to produce them. Um, so I think just, just being able to see her journey, um, you know, I'm not fluent in sign, but I love to be able to use, you know, the, the, of course it's the kind of thing, if you don't use it, you lose it. Um, and, uh, unfortunately I don't use it enough, but, uh,