text:  What was happening spiritually for you guys? I mean, this is like the worst moment of your life. It is. Ironically, the night before what we call our, you know, the worst night of our life up until that point, I had actually seen some kind of television show and it had softened my heart to the point where I had recognized something was wrong in our relationship. I didn't know what. And I actually shot a prayer up to God. I didn't pray very often. I didn't know God personally, but occasionally I would pray. And usually it was when I was in trouble or