text:  analogy in my head of God where he is good, he is right, his ways are right, but he's distant. And so, yeah, that might have been my first kind of impression of God. And then when I was 13, something changed. I was at a sleepover with some friends and my best friend was there and we went for a walk and she confronted me and she said, I wasn't a Christian. And I said, yeah, I am. I'm a Christian. She's like, no, you're not. You're Catholic. And I said,