text:  Couldn't really control it. I can say I've never been addicted to anything ever in my life. But it has got to be the closest thing. Yeah, you can't. Well, you're right. I can't say that. The definition of addiction is a pattern of behavior that continues after the person knows that it is hurting me. And I continue to do it anyway. Can I tell you, Alex? This is me just being straight up with you. I don't know if I fully believe you.