text:  I think if he would have gotten on TV and he would have said, look, I've been in this business a long time. We trusted this person. If there was a dummy bullet or a live bullet in there, I wouldn't have known the difference. I didn't act any differently than I otherwise would have acted in all my 35 years. And it's terrible. I feel disgusted with myself that I was the reason that the gun fired and killed this woman. I think if he would have said that...