text:  Only pity, you know, I mean, like pity, just weeping like, oh, my God, what did I do? But then it was it changed when they finally got me to my cell and I sat there and it changed and it turned into more of now was like weeping to be delivered from all this mess. And I and I was tired of losing, you know, like God has something bigger for you. And I always knew this like inside.