text:  This is a thing that I really had to think about, right? With my last child, the emergency C-section was more to save my life than hers. Yeah. Do you know what I was thinking about? Not myself. Right. I wanted to know what my two and a half pound baby was doing. Yeah. I wanted to know if she was okay. That's all that mattered to me. But I'm not sure that that's all that matters to people.