text:  But watching him really threw me for a loop when I was watching it up close and could see how dilated his pupils were, how vacant he looked, how he would kind of twist his body away from Trump very slowly. Like it felt like at any second he might just start drifting off the stage and walking off. I mean, that was the expectation that I was. It's just like kind of edgy going, oh, my goodness, is he going to do something like that?