text:  and I'm sure you guys can stand for this as well, but I think it is more of the you know immediately that you have no control. You have absolutely, and not that you're a person that walks around, hey, I got control. It's just all of a sudden you know that you are defenseless. You are just right there. There's nothing you can do, whatever they're going to do, but you don't have a feeling that you're going to get killed immediately.