text:  just side of god feeling the shame of not living up to the standard and then you know desiring to fall into the love of god and then that gets sloppy because you can do anything you want and then you just go say dad forgive me okay exactly and that's why i think i think reading imagine the god of heaven which is both the scripture with these 70 people and what they experienced in his presence will show you that it's not an either or the tension is what god wants well