text:  you know level of maybe kind of hurt and loneliness and I don't know what it is for you but something there like I'm flying solo here someone like throw me a rope at least like like at least acknowledge this idea right and you do kind of feel pushed to the back burner and then money's put into the play in the relationship and then it just feels weird because there's dollar amounts but I don't know it gets so sticky it shouldn't and it doesn't feel like it could it kind of feels like a