text:  And I'm sitting there crying hysterically in my bed because I know I'm going to be back in this bed three months from now. And he says, well, why don't you take birth control? And the casual way he said it, the nonjudgmental way he said it, and then he explains to me that there's a pill that you can take that you're not going to get pregnant. It's not birth control light. It's not hopefully or make it less likely or just because I'm nursing. It's an actual pill you take and you don't get pregnant.