text:  At a certain point, you realize this person is going to die way before you. And that knowledge changes the way in which you view your future. And it's both good and bad, like everything else. I mean, in one way, you think to yourself, okay, I will start my life again in my 60s if he lives to be 90. And at the same time, you think to yourself, how can I start my life again at 60?