text:  And after that, it was very chaotic. There was a lot of like, move back, get out of the way, move back. Did you know where the gunman was? No, I only knew that the pops came definitely from my left ear. I could hear it very loud. Now that I look back, I was an idiot to be that close. But instincts just brought me closer to the stage to try and see what was going on.