text:  I just wanted to know him. I thought that was the point, knowing people. But what did I know, I guess, really? On a Tuesday, I was busy destroying Heidi at racquetball, and I forgot to hide the slip of paper that said Adam from the housekeeper. And when I got back, my sheets were freshly laundered, and the slip of paper was gone. Don't cry, I instructed myself out loud.