text:  So that's why I do not blame him. I want that to be very, very clear. It is not his fault. He was as much a victim as I was. This is what he was told God wants. So he did those things because that's what his rabbis told him to do, you know. Eventually, Julia did get pregnant. Julia and Yosef's first child, Bathsheba, was born in 1992. But Julia couldn't shake off her feelings of deep unhappiness. She told her parents she wanted to divorce. I hated being married to my husband. And when I told my mother I want to leave,