text:  You know, it's a tricky one because now that I've been through it myself and have talked to a lot of people who have been through similar experiences, I think talking about it as a badge of honor, there's a lot of bravado in it. But that's sort of not the dominant feeling. The dominant feeling is something more akin to nausea. Nausea. Yeah. Why is that? Well, you're reminded that you're hated by your home country.