text:  And then the title came about and I start writing about, you know, in the verses how I was like the mansion on the hill and you're looking for this, blah, blah, blah. And then my wife said, that's not how you are at all. Why don't you say exactly how your day is? So even though I was probably three plus years sober at the time, my mind was still that of a of a junkie. It was out of control.