text:  I don't even want to say it because it's not good, but the chance to live five years after this diagnosis for stage four is really, really slim. So to be here four years later, it's keeping me very hopeful. I'm really happy to report that I have made 20 months clear in my lung and 40 months in my colon and liver. And I have scans in two weeks, and this would make my sixth consecutive diagnosis.