text:  I was too afraid to leave. And you know that the minute you walk out the door, everyone in your life is never going to speak to you again. You're going to lose your family. You're going to lose your friends. You're going to lose your community. You're going to go into a world you know nothing about and to a place that not a single human being knows who you are. I don't think people understand the loneliness of that.