text:  Throughout her life, Julia kept trying to fit in. And on the outside, it seemed like she was. She went to a prestigious religious college, she got married, had children, and even worked two jobs as a teacher, while her husband studied religious texts. But Julia had begun a secret life, selling life insurance and funneling money into her escape fund. She was saving up for a way out, a way out of a life of keeping quiet, having baby after baby.