text:  All in. My parents told me this was God wants. I wanted to be a good person. I wanted God to love me. If this is what God wants, this is what I'm going to do. And all that sadness I felt for not being able to dance in public, for not being able to wear pants anymore, for not being able to see my friends. I was told that those were sacrifices for God. And I thought that that sounded beautiful.