text:  But I knew by this point that I was attracted to men. But my very Orthodox Mormon upbringing had hardly provided the opportunity to experiment on that theory, and thus I just thought I was falling into what everyone else around me described as love. But there was a clock looming over our relationship, because at the end of my freshman year, I knew I, like all good Mormon boys, would go on my Book of Mormon musical two-year journey. LAUGHTER