text:  That's terrifying because you're like, oh, I'm that? Oh, and it's bad? Okay, let me work on trying to distract people from that or diffuse the tension. And when you're a little fat kid, you're learning that you're going to get made fun of. And for me, I was like, well, if that's happening, I want to be in on it. Right, right. I'm going to beat you to the joke. It's a defense mechanism. It's a defense mechanism. To be funny.