text:  Is it excruciating because it's a thing that you made or it's excruciating because it's a thing that you made that is you essentially? Both, but more the latter. And it's excruciating because it's live and I can't control it. But it's me also. It is the most vulnerable thing in the world. I can't even tell you. So if David Adjmi isn't in the audience, who is?