text:  I was devastated. I went and got a roll of quarters at the bowling alley, and I called my grandfather, told him I had made it to the boat and checked in, and that I also knew what nub meant. I'm like, you've been calling me a non-usable body my entire life? And he said, yeah, you kind of have been. Go do something with it. And I think I have and continue to do so.