text:  What Mao said, we must do. And Mao called on the young people to join the Red Guards, and I had to join the Red Guards, although I was there for less than one month. But my own personal feelings for whatever, I was horrified. I hated everything that went on in the school. I hated seeing my teachers being abused. I hated the school being destructed. But at the same time, I criticized myself.