text:  there is a God I'm required to submit to him but my flesh doesn't want to do that so I simply suppress the truth and then I don't have to deal with it I just say God doesn't exist and then I'll say that God is in everything or God's whatever I want him to be he's my higher power or some other different form but I'm going to have to close my eyes I'm going to have to close my ears I'm going to have to turn my brain off to deny him and I'm going to have to suppress the truth of his existence but what follows is a futility in your thinking and a heart that becomes foolish and darkened and these words are rather descriptive