text:  but I'm not going to let that dictate the way I live my life. We always seem to move about, never feel sort of that secure, staying too long in one place. So we've moved several times in New Zealand. I don't know whether that's just paranoia or just trying to make yourself feel better, but I think I'll be looking over my shoulder for a long time yet. But the thing is now, if anything happens, people will know.