text:  And all the other guys I saw, they thought I wasn't good enough. It was like they were shopping for a wife and I didn't fit the bill. Now by this point, my father is very desperate. He thinks I'll end up single for the rest of my life and it freaks him out. Now when he gets desperate, I feel the pressure to commit to a marriage very quickly. And that freaks me out. Because honestly, I don't know what a happy marriage looks like.