 and uh... the in order to uh... i'm glad i didn't have to have to have all what i thought it was the new job is terrible you know i don't know if you make more and i don't think it's hard to know that the only way to be happy is equated with working for a non-profit and i make less money than i've ever made my own house don't but i do think there's an assumption that if you've been in a company you continue to get raises within internally and then you step outside that it could be harder to find the same equal opportunity