 You can have anything you want in life. You just can't have everything you want in life because there's not enough time to do everything. I would like to have been a professional lead guitar player. At the same time, I wanted to be a competitive bodybuilder. At the same time, I was holding down a 50, 60-hour-a-week job. Those three didn't fit together. I had to make a choice. And since I was not that good at guitar...