 Because that's a case of you are living this quiet life of desperation. And these little, I can't even wrap my head around this. And like, dude, my whole career has been sitting with people who've made some wild choices. And I've never heard this. Not $50,000. I've seen $5,000. I've never seen $50,000. The second thing is, is then you're a guy that doesn't tell his wife the truth.