 You know, you can't remember how many times I sat on the pit box thinking about making a call or doing something and remembered that man grabbing me, you know, putting his hands on my face at, you know, at the baseball game and tell me you're good enough to do this. You know, those things never leave you. And so we try to tie a story, you know, some kind of lesson into every chapter because, as I said, there were things that I certainly I failed at.