 a chance. And, uh, I really wanted people to know over the 50 years, Hey, what was I thinking while this was going on? And, and how did I handle this situation on the failures as well as the, as, as well as the victories. And, uh, you know, I wanted to make sure that all the people that had always, that had helped me in some way or become part of my DNA or taught me something that helped me evolve into the person that I am today came on that journey with me.