 And you told God the Father that you were willing to believe that Jesus Christ died for you, and you were willing to accept him as your Savior. You won't feel it. It's not something you feel, but it's something that happened. God's not a liar. He promised in 1 John 5, Whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. He did that for you. What you have to do is the same thing I had to do. I didn't realize what had happened to me, but I had to grow.