 I looked up to my brother immensely. I wanted to do whatever he did, whatever band he listened to, I wanted to listen to. And I wanted to follow him around. But it wasn't cool to have, you know, your little sister behind you. So I had to make sure that I could play sports as well as his friends. And I knew all the songs to the song to all the worst of the songs that they were listening to. So were you kind of constantly proving yourself with your older brother?