 And I didn't mean to embarrass you. Am I embarrassing you by saying that? No, not at all. Why would you be proud to admit that to everybody? I mean, listen, we're all human beings. And I think, you know, one of the things that, and I'm very honest with this with my team, you know, one of the things that I think that we have to be honest about is that, you know, a lot of times life gives us circumstances that we can't process by ourselves. And so I'm very open about my journey with that. And, you know,