 always from when I was a kid and very good discipline. I gave up candy for Lent when I was 13. I never ate candy again until I was in college. And I gave up desserts for Lent when I was 14. I never had another dessert until I was in college. And I was bulking up for sport, for rugby. And I felt I could do anything with my willpower. But this compulsion, the drug compulsion, was just impervious to it. And it