 I just feel like I can get one step closer to this imaginary future if I just have a bunch of cash versus let's just keep doing the next right thing and the next right thing. And if you need to buy a house, then we'll sell yours. That's fine. But it feels like there's a sense of freedom. I'm just going to put that money in the account. And what has happened in my life is this dream I had doesn't work out.