 Uh, you know, I make sure no, nobody sees me, but you know, if you saw me, you would be like, that dude is a weirdo, but you know what I'm saying? Like with my, with a sidearm, if I have a sidearm, a sidearm on, I'll literally just sit there and I'll, I will rub my hand up against my hip. I kid you not 50 to a hundred times because I just want that muscle memory in my head in case something breaks, uh, in case something pops off or, uh,