 That was how I felt. But again, Sendall, you feel euphoric. I didn't feel euphoric. But it threw me off. When it threw me off, again, to see how bad it actually was, how bad the president was up there. I mean, again, I knew he was bad. We reported on the fact. It was as plain as day. And then I went right into being... I'm going to be honest. I went right into being...