 um and again later he knew that he could trust me and by the time i was 12 i had my rifle right and i never had ever committed that that issue again but it was it was a strong and powerful lesson about responsibility for what comes out and then he gave me this long lecture about the death of those birds you know what i mean he was like these are living things that god created and you killed them by recklessly possessing your gun and and you know i just i wish there was more of that because it's