Forget it, you don't have to do any of that. &amp;lt;i&amp;gt;If I had been more affectionate towards her,&amp;lt;/i&amp;gt; &amp;lt;i&amp;gt;been more honest to myself,&amp;lt;/i&amp;gt; &amp;lt;i&amp;gt;and worked harder to make her smile more often...&amp;lt;/i&amp;gt; 