Yi Ren i really like you alot i believe u feel it too i dont know why god put u by my side those years i really feel very depressed just like my dream of becoming sushi god will never come true i almost the direction in life but i thought as long as u r happy i will be happy too becos your happiness is my happiness but all these thinking changed after u've divorced when i saw u crying i really feel like giving u a hug to comfort u but i cant mum auntie you ask him 