like namma coach and now i see the fears that the coach acts and that allot of people don't see and at one point neil mentioned that just what you want to stress boot camps and mystery told to go we can show the guy how it's done he said fear grips your heart grips your chest sacrifice you feeling and i felt that exact same thing when i was put in that situation not only do you have to go in and and do it for yourself if you have to show other people that it's possible and knocking so each point reading different things resonated with me and that's what's been etc on a very powerful bom a very powerful thing my development i think some people rolled her eyes the game because it's it sounds like it's unbelievable it sounds and and i believe it because i wanted to believe it i believe it because i want to believe it was possible and and he could have made the whole thing up we know he didn't but you can make a living off and i probably still wouldn't believe it itself did dealing credible but it gave us a hope you know i think it's like if we were all trapped on marks and someone wrote a book about you know about died building a space ship going off it's the classic story of a guy overcoming the odds and so we want to believe it and at the same time that people who doubted because very are falling into that societal kind of concept colleagues yourself and at the same time they don't want to believe that you can actually do this you know that you can actually change things around you can actually make changer lot life am and so there's a lot of resistance to that in society we see this email in newspapers and magazines articles everywhere and yeah i respect adult judge anyone for for putting a dollar for not believing it or anything else because society itself hardwired not to want the game the game is detrimental from evolutionary standpoint the the group to try right and so i'd get it it does not find more but i did just like we're not we're afraid a-sixes fighters we're not afraid of hamburgers which really is what kills us today heart disease car accidents we are afraid of the cars were afraid of a hamburger were afraid of six of spiders yeah that doesn't make sense logically until we we look back on why that is and so it understand why people don't like the community hawaii the they don't think that it's that is kosher 