I see, i don't even know, very confusing to say i see but, still i see i see that the consciousness is here because i hear, i see, i even see this feeling of I so consciousness is here, this is very clear i understand it yes but still a, i , i, I don't have this , i don't recognize myself to be this present consciousness, so the question so i understand the consciousness is here otherwise i couldn't nothing would exist, nothing, there wouldn't be light on anything 