laughs for the patient except that way to go so he looked at me and he says do you think i'm depressed really didn't think he was depressed i think he's done and i think he's making some sense he had a real supportive family he says what what would you recommend and i said oh we're not in oregon there's limitations on what i can do here you know and he saw what you mean and i said honey fully support what you're saying that they don't allow me to shoot chin cancers cases will he have any ideas and i said well i said one possibility would be for you to go on hospice you're on allot of heart medications if you go on hospice were the first things that the likely do is to discontinue all of your medications except for pain pills and laxity discomfort mints and off of all the heart medications cover have a heart attack and all so we talked with his family when i saw in the following week he said i talked with them they think that's a good idea very supportive families matter fact one family member a little more than support it bothered me a little bit she looked at him one day in a family meeting and said dad you've always taught us how to live now it's time for you to teach us how to polly probably well-intended but it was a little rough for me to hear they did putting on hospice he did in fact i about four five months after that died on thanksgiving okay and i was up visiting my mom in kansas city but i got the phone call and i said i wasn't one of my patients died and she's as all hell for what he would die on thanksgiving i said oh you have to know the case it's really not it's really not a horrible 