I'd hold you up and say to your mother this kid gonna be the best kid in the world this kid gonna be somebody better than anybody ever knew and you grew up good and wonderful it was great just watching ya everyday was like a privilage then the time come for you to be your own man and take on the world and you did. but somewhere along the line you changed you stop ?? you you let people stick a finger in your face and tell you youre not good and when the things got hard you started looking fot sothing to blame 