And so I think we were all so grateful after that first year to be a part of this %uh that I think we took trying to maintain the quality of the show very personal so I think now that we realized we were done, or coming close to the end there is a kind of great sense of relief that %uh we all feel that we didn't screw that up and we feel as strongly about season 8 as we did season 1 %uh but again you can't deny that there's a sadness that the people that I've been working with so closely 