but I know it cos  the other week when I had to work  till half past eight for Peter, he was having a dinner party  and erm  we went down there, I had to go shopping with him, he made me die cos  he asked me if I'd work a bit later and I said yeah I need the money, so I'll work later  so er  he made me die because he said  in this flare up, this argument  when when I worked that day, I mean, I worked all day, I had nothing to eat and I couldn't eat af , you know, cos of this trouble I couldn't eat after 