staying open, I ain't going, I can't handle it I said I just wanna get out, it was really like a sentence I just couldn't stand it  of course I laughed, me and Elaine went to the meeting same place, same wall and I kept looking at her and we brought you in here to say thanks, and Elaine looked at me and I looked at her and I said well if that's all he's gotta say I said I'm not, I, what did I say to Elaine?