It really is I mean I  I still feel guilty and it might sound daft to you, but I still feel guilty and what would my  have done  about I was down in London a few weeks ago for a meeting and I was coming back on the sleeper  and I got the train to  Euston  and erm  I came out at the wrong spot, so I had to walk out of Euston Underground and then round to go to Euston Station rather than going through 