That I dismissed my own pain, that I didn't recognize how much discomfort I was in, and that my fear kept me from demanding, with my doctors, that we figure out better treatment.
Ukuthi ngasusa obami ubuhlungu, nokuthi ngangingaboni ukuthi ngangiphatheke kabi  kangakanani, nokuthi ukwesaba kwami kwangivimbela ukufuna, kodokotela bami, ukuze sicabange ukwelashwa okungcono.